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wolfisland · 2 years ago

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i fucking HATE it when people who have no idea how hard it is to actually function in your reality are like "i know its hard but youre doing great!" like no you dont fucking know, actually, because you arent me and you dont have anything in common with me in this respect. i also didnt ask for your fucking feedback! if i dont think its good enough i dont give a shit what anyone else has to say about my effort.

#ive realised i actually dont know how to take compliments on my work anymore and like is that toxic perfectionism? probably #am i going to change? no.#like theyre MY learning disabilities and coping strategies. i get to choose when im satisfied with my own work.#if you dont actually get how fucking difficult it is for me you dont get to tell me when its good enough #whether it meets your own standards or not. fuck off #''youre doing great! the interview was so good youre so well spoken'' i dont REMEMBER most of it and all i DO remember was sounding STUPID #i dont CARE if YOU think it was good. who cares what you fucking think! leave me out of it. i dont want your opinion.#i dont think im well spoken i think i sound like my brains being slowly saponified #i think i sound like a fucking 4th grader.#''i know its challenging but they said you did great'' didnt ask. you dont get to say you ''know'' its challenging.#you have no fucking idea what youre talking about. fuckhead.#txt

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