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Ok yâall hear me out. I wouldnât mind being a darling for Kalim, Leona and Malleus b/c they are rich. Maybe not Malleus b/c Lilia is like an annoying mother in law.
So what if a darling is high maintenance? (like wanting designer, having money to get their hair done and stuff)
I can see Lilia âbeatingâ the high maintenance out of the darlings LOL
I also wouldnât mind, the economyâs in shambles and being pampered and spoiled by the wealth of the rich boys for the rest of my life, I already think theyâre hot so itâs not like itâll be hard. (Though if I had to learn the fae language I would just combust)
So youâre high maintenance, wanting to enjoy only the finer things of life and nothing else. WellâŠ..
Leona Kingscholar
Oh really? Well, if itâs that easy to buy your affection then expect his wallet to be in your lap before you finish your sentence.Â
Leonaâs a prince who doesnât even keep an eye on his wallet. (Seriously, he just tosses it at Ruggie and goes about with his day), so if you ever bring up some money problem, heâll just toss his wallet at you and just not ask for it back. Plus, his royal blood is actually good for something, so putting you in the lap of luxury others canât access is easy for him.Â
Expect to be his pillow for a while though, heâs not a nice guy so you gotta pay him back somehowâŠ.
Gift Preference - Doesnât have one. He either gives you what you ask for or something that marks you as his.Â
Kalim Al-Asim
Oh, you like expensive things and just expensive things? Here you go!Â
Kalim already loves giving you gifts, and he never really bothers to look at the price tag when it comes to anything, and you could just say a word and heâll get you the most expensive option of that word. Want a bag? Have one made with leather so expensive and rare, that this one is the only one in existence. Want a necklace? Have a jewelry store full of them with jewels so big, heavy and expensive they weigh a pound each! Want a new wardrobe. Et cetera, et cetera.Â
Though you might learn about the fact he wants to have you fitted for some special jewelry for your wrists and ankles, but theyâre solid gold and encrusted with rubies! Thatâs good enough for you, right?
Gift Preference - Anything and Everything. Just ask. Or donât. Either way, He will still give it to you.
Vil Schoenheit
Oh, youâre high maintenance, so is he, so youâll get along just fine.
You canât tell me Vil doesnât touch anything that could sully or damage the perfection heâs spent years cultivating. You want to be high-maintenance, perfect, that's his entire lifestyle.Â
So, if you want to be spoiled. Fine, he knows exactly who to call and theyâll drop everything as soon as he calls them. You want to get your hair done, he has a hairstylist on speed dial that can turn straw-like hair into silk. You want a massage, he knows a very exclusive place that can make every limb of your body feel like a soft putty. You want designer clothes, all it takes is a phone call and youâll be measured and fitted by the designers themselves.Â
He might make a date out of all this with you, accompanying you on all these wonderful excursions.Â
Gift Preference - High fashion and self-care. All his gifts make you all the more perfect.Â
Neige LeBlanche
You like to buy expensive things?....Is 150,000 thaumarks a month okay or�
Neige doesnât notice the fact youâre probably only with him for his money. He doesnât mind if he does because he doesnât care. You like nice expensive things, heâll make sure you can get those nice things. Heâll send you enough money to make sure you can keep up with your tastes without issue. If the money he sends isnât enough heâll double it, triple it even, all for you.
Just remember that if he ever âslipsâ that youâre only really affectionate when heâs giving you something, youâll be in some hot water.Â
Gift Preference - While I personally believe that Neige prefers to make homemade gifts for you, you being high maintenance means that heâll give you those alongside the hundreds of thousands of thaumarks for your allowance.
Idia Shroud
You just want him because heâs buying you stuff. Thatâs pretty shallow. Yes, heâll still buy them for you.
Idiaâs a little self aware that you would be bought solely on what the expensive luxuries he gives you. And is he going to be mad about that? No. If it keeps you close, it keeps you close so take what he can give. If anythingâs wrong tell him so he can buy something better. He knows that youâre just here with him because heâs giving you stuff, but heâll combust without your attention.Â
Gift Preference - Tech-based gifts, top of the line and exclusive consoles and electronics. Itâs his specialty and he can hide cameras in them to watch you when youâre away.
Malleus Draconia
You enjoy being surrounded by wealth and luxury? Then heâll bury you in a mountain of it, you deserve all of it.
Malleus is so devoted to you, so no price is too great. To him, as the prized jewel of his hoard you deserve so much. So much he canât even give you so heâll give you as much as youâd like. All you have to do is ask, and if he canât figure out how to get it, heâll go to Lilia to ask for help on how to get it.Â
In exchange he asks for nothing. All he wants is to bask in your radiance. But much like all the priceless treasures heâs given you, you are precious. And precious things need to be protected lest they be stolen. And he wonât allow you to be stolen.Â
Gift Preference - Jewels, not just in jewelry, heâll give them to you raw and polished and all of them are bigger and heavier than the last. Have a favorite gemstone? Heâll give you a mountain of those. Nothingâs too much for you.Â
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Also about LiliaâŠ.. (did I make him a boy mom? I feel like I did)
Lilia is aware that your high maintenance behavior is exploiting the love your suitors have for you. But if thatâs the price to buy your willingness, heâll keep quiet. If youâre not being difficult in response, then heâll keep out of it.Â
But if youâre being a demanding little princess, denying them while they spoil you, then that behavior is getting beaten out of you.
Turns out the fae super hate greed. So even if Lilia doesnât like it heâll put up with it for the greater good, but if you plan on being difficult then youâll be taught a wonderful lesson on selflessness. The Fae way. And thatâs the least painless way. Heâll only let up on you, if one of his boys comes to him about him being too hard on you.Â
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âïœĄđŠč °.đ Ë° a day at the beach with the Pines twins headcanonsÂ
author note: okay, this is kinda a âwhat if auâ where Stan never got kicked out of home (Filbrick I hate you), meaning he and Ford stayed together in new jersey and grew there too
u can imagine Stan with his mullet and twins being like⊠i bet you seen those edited screenshots of them where they are young and look like cousins of Mabel and Dipper? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN Iâm so sorry
Stan x reader x Ford, nsfw? (mostly itâs just wholesome and intimate but thereâs mentions of sex still)
â§Â Stanâs got you perched on his shoulders for a fight in the water and heâs talking shit the entire time, calling Ford âthe human string beanâ and yelling, âya better hold on, sweetheart, âcause i ainât lettinâ this nerd win!â spoiler: Ford wins
â§Â the three of you build a sandcastle, no, no really. because Stan and Ford argue over everything in the process. Ford wants it to have âstructural integrity,â while Stan insists on making it look âbadass.â somehow, it ends up being both, a tower with a moat and little seaweed flags that Stan claims are âpirate-approved!!!â youâre the judge, of course
â§Â Stan steals your sun hat. just straight-up snatches it off your head and plops it on his, smirking at you. âwhaddya think, doll? does it suit me?â and honestly it kinda does, but youâre not gonna tell him that. Fordâs the one who eventually grabs it back, muttering about âimmature anticsâ while carefully placing it back on your head
â§Â imagine playing with Fordâs hair as you lay next to him on the beach, getting your fingers tangled in his soft strands, the ocean breeze making it swirl a little. youâre leaning closer to his face next thing he does is pressing soft kisses to your wrist. Fordâs eyes are beautiful, so when he glances up at you, he looks like heâs asking for permission to take that next step. like he canât wait to kiss you, but heâs waiting for you to make the first move
â§Â sharing the towel with Stan and Ford after youâve all been in the water. sand sticking to your skin, that salty taste all over your lips. Stan just drops his towel on top of yours, pulling you in close so youâre trapped between them. âainât no way Iâm lettinâ ya get cold, pretty,â Stanâs hands are sliding up your legs, getting close to the waistband of your swimsuit bottoms. Fordâs fingers caress your skin, too, both of them deciding who gets to take you first. god, you could melt between them. itâs totally not because of the sun
â§Â they challenge you to a volleyball match, and oh god, itâs a disaster. because Stanâs so competitive, diving for every ball and yelling, âyer gonna hafta do better than that, sixer!â while Ford tries to play by the actual rules. sadly, it ends with Stanley smacking ball right into Fordâs face with âoopsâ
â§Â Fordâs got sunscreen smeared across his nose because he applied it so meticulously he missed the most obvious spot. Stan, being a little shit, doesnât say a word until you point it out and that makes him die at his brotherâs embarrassed reaction. Ford just says, âat least i wonât look like a lobster.â
â§Â Stan teaches you how to skip stones. but âteachesâ is a strong word because he mostly just shows off, throwing perfect skips and smirking at you every time yours plops straight into the water. âainât no shame in beinâ bad at it, sweetheart. not everyone can be as talented as me.â Ford, of course, chimes in with, âitâs all about the angle of release,â and then he decides to demonstrate, making it look annoyingly easy
â§Â they both get weirdly protective when some random guy starts chatting you up. guess whoâs first to speak and says âdonâtcha got somewhere else to be, buddy?â ???Â
â§Â IDK WHY BUT I JUST SEE IT HAPPENING. hear me out. Stan buys you ice cream from a cart on the boardwalk, but the bastard purposely gets himself the messiest one he can find, idk, like a triple scoop with chocolate drizzle and sprinkles AND GUESS WHAT? itâs melting faster than he can eat it, dripping all over his hands and chest. HAH SUCKER (sorry i love him sm) and if youâll look at him, his chest especially, thinking he wonât notice, believe me he will, âwhatcha lookinâ at, doll? ya wanna lick it off me or somethinâ?â
â§Â Fordâs way more methodical with his treat, carefully choosing something sensible like a popsicle. he tries to eat it while reading, holding his book with one hand and the other balancing the melting stick. but heâs a silly guy who doesnât know what summer is, so his popsicle drips onto the page and Stan immediately makes fun of him for itÂ
â§Â more bout ice cream thing: it becomes like some kind of foreplay. Stan insists on buying you the biggest cone they have, all drippy and sweet, just so he can watch you try to eat it before it melts. âcareful, baby,â as he messily licks a stray drop off your wrist. Ford doesnât stop himself from leaning in to kiss the corner of your mouth, tasting the sweetness. by the time youâre done, the three of you are a mess of sugar and salt and heat
â§Â at one point, Stan flops onto your towel, shaking sand everywhere. âhope ya donât mind sharinâ with yer favorite guy,â he says, throwing an arm around your shoulders. however Ford tries to protest, pointing out that there are plenty of other towels, but his brother just smirks and says, âdonât be jealous, sixer. thereâs room for you too.â and thatâs how you three end up all squeezed together in a ridiculous pile
â§Â Ford collects seashells. of course he does. hes a cutie. heâs walking along the shore, muttering to himself about âthe fascinating variety of mollusk speciesâ while carefully placing his finds into a small bag. Stan tries to look cool in front of you so he mocks his twin, calling it ânerd treasure,â or âtypical nerds hobbiesâ, but later you catch him sneaking one of Fordâs shells into his pocket :)
â§Â you challenge ford to a sand sculpting contest and he takes it so seriously because heâs sketching out blueprints in the sand, muttering about âload-bearing structuresâ while youâre just piling up sand with your hands. Stan joins your team, of course, and together you make the stupidest creation ever. Fordâs castle is a masterpiece, all detailed and structured, but when you ask the kids nearby to judge, they pick yours because it âlooks funny!âÂ
â§Â Stanâs sunglasses break because he sits on them and instead of admitting defeat, he just steals Fordâs
â§Â it starts innocent, like most things do. Fordâs helping you tie the strings of your bikini top after a swim. but heâs not as composed and cool as he seems. Stan, being nearby, catches the whole thing. âaw, sixer, donât be that nervous. want me to show ya how itâs done?â
â§Â Stanâs teaching you how to body surf, him standing waist-deep in the water, his chest glistening from salt water and all golden from the sun. âso you just have to let the wave carry ya, toots,â he grins but he doesnât let you go far, placing his big hands on your hips before squeezing your ass Â
â§Â theyâve set up a beach blanket, which is big enough for all three of you, and somehow youâve ended up pinned between them. as always. not like you complaining though. Stanâs lying back, laying his arm around your shoulders. but Ford is more intimate, heâs talking about something you canât even focus on because his hand is on your thigh as he brushes his fingers against the skin just beneath your bikini bottom. and then you both hear: âya gotta share, sixer. canât hog her all to yerself.â
â§Â they both look at you like theyâd devour you right there if they could
â§Â Stan likes to tease, but heâs downright filthy when he gets you alone in the water. the sunlight makes your skin glisten beautifully and he canât keep his hands off you. âainât nobody around, cmon,â he whispers in your ear as his fingers sneak beneath your bikini bottoms. âlemme feel ya, darlinâ.â the saltwater does nothing to cool the burn as his fingers press in slowly and your body trembles, while his free hand holds you steady against him, his cock hard against your ass
â§Â Ford acts all gentlemanly at first, adjusting your sun hat when the wind threatens to blow it off, complimenting how stunning you look with the ocean behind you. but you just have to tease him, so you lean into him and whisper something sweet and a little filthy in his ear. his reaction is immediate when he pulls you into the shade of a lifeguard tower, slipping his hand under your bikini as he kisses you and grinds his hips against you
â§Â Stan cant help himself, he likes to watch your lips wrapped around the straw of your drink. it drives him wild. guess why
â§Â Fordâs chest a little pink from the sunburn heâll complain about later, but right now, heâs distracted by the way Stanâs fingers are trailing up your thigh as he applies sunscreen on you. he spreads the slick lotion higher, closer to where your thighs meet. Ford glares, but he doesnât stop him; instead, he leans down and kisses your shoulder, saying something about needing to check for missed spots
â§Â uh. . . imagine sneaking off to one of those little wooden beach huts which are meant for changing clothes, but it barely fits all three of you. but donât be sad, the cramped space only makes things hotter!
â§Â youâre dripping wet from a late afternoon swim and your bikini clings to your skin what makes Stan whistle and Ford fumble with his towel. the sun is setting behind you, turning everything in this golden, honey-like colour and you look like something out of a dream for both twins. ây-youâll catch a cold,â Ford says as he wraps the towel around your shoulders. ânah, sheâs burninâ up already, donât u see,â Stan is already behind you as he kisses your neck and the towel falls to the sand
â§Â thereâs something so funny but intimate about the way they take turns rubbing sunscreen onto your skin, even when you protest youâre fine on your own
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hiromi higuruma x female secretary (AU).
chapter 01 > chapter 03
chapter 02
The clock ticks past 6 PM, and the office gradually empties. Chairs roll back, murmured farewells echo through the room, and one by one, your coworkers head out for the evening. You glance at the documents youâve been working on, triple-checking them for errors. You want to make sure Mr. Higuruma has everything ready for tomorrow.
You stack the papers neatly, take a deep breath, and knock softly on his door.
âCome in,â his deep, serious voice calls from the other side.
You step inside, clutching the documents like a lifeline. His office looks the same as it did this morningâimposing and orderly. Heâs seated behind his desk, still focused on whatever heâs reading. Without looking up, he gestures to the corner of his desk, and you carefully place the documents there.
âIâve prepared these for tomorrowâs meeting,â you say quietly, keeping your tone professional.
He finally looks up, nodding slightly. âGood. Weâll be meeting with three clients tomorrow morning at nine. Make sure youâre familiar with the case files. Punctuality is crucial.â
You nod, his words weighing heavily as always. âUnderstood, Mr. Higuruma.â
As he speaks, your eyes involuntarily drift toward the trash can by his desk. Your breath hitches as you see it: the coffee cup. The sticky note is still attached, crumpled at the edge. He hadnât even touched it.
Your heart sinks. You snap your gaze back up, trying to mask your reaction, but you can feel the disappointment twisting in your chest. It wasnât just the coffeeâit was the thought, the effort, the last eight dollars on your card. Money you couldnât really afford to spare.
Higurumaâs sharp gaze follows yours, and his eyes settle on the cup. He notices the shift in your expression, the sadness flickering in your eyes before you quickly look away. For a moment, he says nothing, his lips pressed into a thin line.
You nod curtly and step back. âGood evening, Mr. Higuruma.â
He watches you leave, the click of the door closing behind you louder than usual in the quiet room.
From his desk, he can see you gathering your things at your desk, preparing to leave. He doesnât mean to watch, but his eyes linger as you shrug on your coat and sling your bag over your shoulder. The faint slump in your posture as you walk out of the office sticks with him.
He leans back in his chair, exhaling slowly. What is wrong with me? The coffee wasnât just a gesture; it was an apology. And heâd thrown it away, letting his own rules and detachment dictate his actions.
âGreat start,â he mutters to himself bitterly.
The evening is cold, and the streets are dimly lit as you walk home. Cars rush by, headlights casting fleeting shadows on the sidewalk. You shiver, clutching your bag tighter, your mind replaying the image of the coffee cup in his trash.
When you finally reach your apartment, you unlock the door and step inside. The small space is quiet, almost empty. You toss your bag onto a worn chair and head to the fridge. The cool air greets you as you open it, revealing its meager contents: a single apple.
You take it and sit down, biting into it slowly. Itâs not much, but itâll hold you over until payday. The thought of finally getting your first paycheck brings a small smile to your lips. Youâll make it. Somehow.
The next morning, you arrive on time, determined to focus on your work. You organize the files on your desk, aligning everything perfectly. The rhythm of your tasks soothes your nerves, and you fall into a steady pace.
At precisely 8:45, Higuruma enters the office, impeccably dressed as always. You donât look up, too engrossed in arranging the materials for the meeting.
âGood morning,â he says, his tone professional but neutral.
âGood morning, Mr. Higuruma,â you reply politely, still focused on your work.
You donât notice him approaching until heâs at your desk, setting a cup of coffee down beside your neatly arranged papers.
You blink, your gaze shifting to the cup and then to him.
âThey accidentally gave me two coffees,â he says, his voice as composed as ever. âI didnât have anyone else to give it to.â
You stare at him for a moment, your heart skipping a beat. Itâs a blatant lie, and for a second, youâre almost touched that heâd try to cover his guilt with such a clumsy excuse.
But you shake your head gently, offering a soft smile. âThank you, Mr. Higuruma, but I donât like coffee.â
His expression doesnât falter, though a flicker of somethingâembarrassment, maybeâpasses over his face. He nods curtly. âI see.â
You turn back to your desk, pretending to return to work, and he walks back to his office without another word.
Once inside, he closes the door and leans against it for a moment. Of course, you donât like coffee. What were the odds?
He glances at the cup still in his hand. His attempt to make things right had backfired spectacularly. Setting it down on his desk, he exhales, shaking his head.
But as he picks up his files for the morning meeting, his gaze lingers on the untouched coffee, and a faint twinge of guilt refuses to fade.
Itâs still early morning as you enter his office, a neat stack of documents in your hands. Youâve been thorough, ensuring everything he needs for the client meetings is organized and ready. He glances up from his desk as you step in.
âThese are the files for the meeting, Mr. Higuruma,â you say, your tone professional and steady.
He nods, his gaze sharp as always. âThank you. Are you prepared for the questions they may ask regarding their case details?â
âYes, Mr. Higuruma.â
âGood. Letâs go.â
He rises from his chair, every movement composed and deliberate, and you follow him down the hall to the buildingâs exit. Outside, his driver waits beside a sleek black car, opening the door for the two of you.
The ride starts in silence, the soft hum of the engine the only sound. Heâs reading through the documents again, his brow furrowed as he analyzes the case. You sit beside him, adjusting the files whenever he finishes a page, ensuring everything is in order.
Just as heâs about to say somethingâŠ
âMs. Y/L/Mââ he spoke softly.
the car swerves violently to the left.
A loud screech pierces the air, followed by the deafening crunch of metal against metal. Everything happens too fast.
The world spins as the car slams to a halt, the impact sending you forward. The airbags deploy with a jarring force, the white fabric slamming into your chest. Thereâs the sound of shattering glass, the high-pitched whine of bent steel, and muffled voices yelling in the distance.
Higuruma blinks, disoriented. His ears are ringing, and his hands instinctively press against the dashboard as he tries to steady himself. He turns his head, his vision swimming, and sees you slumped against the seat, glass scattered across your lap.
âY/L/M?â he says, his voice sharp with worry.
Your head tilts slightly, and he notices the dark crimson streak trailing down the side of your forehead. His breath catches as he leans closer, gently grabbing your shoulder.
âHey,â he calls again, his tone more urgent.
You blink slowly, confusion clouding your gaze as you try to focus on him. Your lips part to say something, but nothing comes out.
The driver stumbles out of the car, blood trickling down his temple, while the guard already has his phone out, frantically calling for help.
Higuruma turns back to you, his hands trembling slightly as he inspects you for injuries. There are deep scratches on your arms, red welts forming on your skin, and shards of glass embedded near your wrist. His heart pounds against his ribs as he assesses the damage, but itâs the dazed look in your eyes that terrifies him the most.
Then you look at him, your gaze locking onto his. For a moment, the chaos around you fades.
His cold, professional demeanor cracks as he stares into your eyes. Thereâs something fragile and unspoken in the way he looks at youâa flicker of emotion he hasnât felt in years.
Your lips twitch into the faintest of smiles, and you open your mouth to say something, but your eyes flutter closed before you can get the words out.
âY/N!â His voice is louder now, bordering on panic. He shakes your shoulder gently, but you donât respond.
He presses his fingers to your neck, finding your pulseâitâs there, but faint. His jaw tightens as he glances at your injuries again.
The chaos outside barely registers as his focus remains on you. Glass crunches underfoot as the driver returns to the car, mumbling something about an ambulance being on its way.
Higurumaâs usual calm is gone. His hands hover over you, unsure of where to touch without causing more harm. He leans closer, his voice dropping to a whisper.
âStay with me,â he says, the words trembling slightly.
For the first time in years, he feels fear. It grips his chest like a vice as he watches your still form.
The sharp wail of the ambulance siren fills the air as the paramedics work tirelessly to stabilize you. Higuruma sits stiffly in the back, his usual composure fractured into a thousand pieces. His gaze is fixed on you, lying on the stretcher with an oxygen mask strapped to your face, your pulse weak but present.
âSheâs stable for now,â one paramedic says, but their words do little to calm him. His hands rest tensely on his knees, his blood-stained shirt a constant reminder of the chaos. He doesnât speak, doesnât interrupt, only watches as they assess your vitals and ensure youâre alive.
When they arrive at the hospital, the paramedics rush you through the emergency entrance, wheeling your stretcher with urgency. Higuruma follows close behind, his long strides determined as he moves through the brightly lit halls.
âSir, you canât go in there,â a nurse says, blocking his path as they take you into the treatment room.
âIâm staying with her,â he insists, his voice low and firm, though it trembles slightly at the edges.
âIâm sorry, but only medical staff is allowed inside,â the nurse repeats, trying to keep her tone calm but firm.
He clenches his jaw, a flash of frustration breaking through his usual restraint. âDo you understand that she was just in a car accident? Sheâs alone in there!â
The nurse holds her ground, though thereâs a flicker of sympathy in her eyes. âI understand, sir, but we need to do our job. Please, wait in the waiting area. Weâll inform you as soon as thereâs an update.â
For a moment, it looks like he might argue further, but he exhales sharply, stepping back and letting his shoulders fall in defeat. He turns and walks to the waiting area, each step heavier than the last.
The chairs are cold and uncomfortable, but he sits down without complaint, his mind replaying the accident over and over again. The way the car swerved. The sound of the impact. The blood trickling down your face. The way your eyes met his for that brief, heart-wrenching moment before you closed them.
âSir,â a nurse approaches, her tone gentle. âYouâre injured too. Let me take a look.â
He shakes his head. âItâs fine.â
âYour shirt is covered in bloodâyours and hers. Please, let me clean it up. It wonât take long.â
He hesitates but eventually nods, allowing her to attend to him. She cleans the cuts on his arms and forehead, her hands swift and practiced, but his thoughts remain elsewhere.
âYouâre lucky,â the nurse says softly, breaking the silence. âIt couldâve been much worse.â
He doesnât respond, his eyes fixed on the floor as his mind continues to drift. When she finishes, she hands him a fresh bandage for his palm and walks away.
Moments later, the sound of approaching heels draws his attention. He glances up and sees Shoko Ieiri striding toward him, her lab coat flaring slightly as she walks. Her expression is a mix of exasperation and curiosity.
âI heard you were making a scene in my hospitalâs waiting room,â she says, crossing her arms.
He rolls his eyes, clearly bothered. âI wasnât making a scene. I was ensuring she wasnât alone in there.â
Shoko arches a brow, leaning against the wall. âYou know her?â
âSheâs my new secretary,â he replies curtly, as if that explains everything.
âInteresting.â Shoko glances at the chart in her hand. âHer records say she has no family listed as emergency contacts. Itâs⊠unusual. We usually recommend someone stay with the patient in cases like this.â
Without hesitation, he says, âIâll stay.â
Shoko blinks, momentarily surprised, before nodding. âAlright then.â
âHow is she?â he asks, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant.
âStable,â Shoko answers. âShe lost a good amount of blood, and it didnât help that her glucose levels were low. Sheâs resting now. Weâll keep her for two days to monitor her, but sheâll recover.â
He exhales, relief washing over his features. âGood.â
Shoko hesitates for a moment before adding, âThereâs something else. She doesnât have health insurance. That could complicate things if there are further tests or follow-ups needed.â
âIâll pay for it,â Higuruma says instantly, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Shoko tilts her head, studying him curiously. âYouâre awfully invested in your secretary,â she remarks, a teasing lilt in her voice.
He frowns, not appreciating her tone. âShe was in an accident on my time. Itâs my responsibility.â
âRight,â Shoko replies, smirking slightly. She doesnât press further, shrugging it off as she stands.
As she turns to leave, he calls after her. âCan I see her?â
Shoko pauses, looking over her shoulder. A small, knowing smile crosses her face. âSure. Just donât wake her up.â
He nods, rising from his seat as she gestures toward the hallway leading to your room. His steps are deliberate as he walks, his mind racing with thoughts he canât quite articulate. For now, he just needs to see you, to know youâre alright.
The curtain slides open with a faint rustle, and Higuruma steps inside the dimly lit room. His breath catches as he sees you lying there, your face pale against the stark white of the hospital bed. Youâre sleeping, the steady rise and fall of your chest the only indication that youâre stable.
For a moment, the weight in his chest lightens, replaced by a quiet relief that heâs unaccustomed to.
Shoko lingers by the door, observing him with a knowing smile. âSheâll be fine. Just needs rest.â
He glances at her, offering the barest nod of acknowledgment. She smirks faintly before leaving, the click of her heels fading down the hall as she pulls the curtain closed behind her, granting him privacy.
Higuruma turns his attention back to you, slowly stepping closer until heâs beside your bed. His usually steady hands feel strangely unsure as he pulls the chair closer and sits down.
For a long time, he just looks at you.
Your arm is wrapped in fresh bandages, the scratches cleaned and dressed. Thereâs a small patch over the cut on your forehead, but even in this state, you look peacefulâfar removed from the chaos and terror of earlier. He exhales deeply, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees, clasping his hands together.
Heâs not sure how long he sits there, watching the subtle movement of your breathing. The harsh fluorescent lighting overhead casts a sterile glow, but it does little to dim the warmth he feels slowly creeping into his chest.
His mind begins to wander.
How did this happen? Not the accident, not the blood or broken glassâbut this feeling. This unshakable pull toward you, this need to make sure youâre alright. You were just supposed to be his secretaryâa professional addition to his meticulously managed life. Yet somehow, in such a short span of time, youâve become more than that.
He closes his eyes briefly, his usual stoicism crumbling under the weight of his thoughts. Itâs unlike him to linger, to let emotions cloud his judgment, but sitting here now, he canât bring himself to leave.
His gaze softens as he looks at you again. The memory of your sad eyes, the coffee in his trash can, flashes through his mind. He feels a pang of guilt, his chest tightening as he recalls your quiet apology and the way he brushed it off.
Maybe this time, he thinks, he could start with the right foot.
The thought lingers, surprising him with its weight. Heâs never cared much about first impressions; results are what mattered to him. But with you, it feels different. The moments theyâd sharedâtense, awkward, and frustratingâsuddenly feel like threads binding your lives together.
A faint sigh escapes his lips as he leans back in the chair, his eyes never leaving you. For now, all he can do is wait. Wait for you to open your eyes and, perhaps, give him a second chance.
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Was just watching a very good video essay from one of my favourite channels (CJ the X) about trauma (specifically through the lens of the Max scene in Stranger Things season 4, a show I have not watched since S2) and wound up thinking about S4 Rayla because
Trauma as an event that disrupts your previous continuity / narrative of your own identity, as it contradicts your own view of yourself and your narrative of life, in such a way that it destroys your previous beliefs and removes possibility and capability to move forward
#s4 really went 'oh you want rayla to be Worse' and didn't wait for an answer#rayla#tdp rayla#raylangst#parallels#hero motif#4x05#s4#arc 1#arc 2#multi#i do need to write a breakdown of just how Good this scene is huh#like there is. So much fucking here it makes me Lose my mind#mine#like there's triple meanings to everything#'we can't risk being seen' bc they were spotted by marcos and then rayla had to kill him and she Couldn't and#WHAT THAT LED TO LIKE HNNG. HNNNNG#s4 is my best friend#tag ramble#i also highly Highly recommend any of cj's videos they'RE SO GOOD#now we're dunking on descartes so i'm having a Great time
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Things that could've improved UTY:
Keeping the deja vu effect that Undertale had and have it influence how the main characters interact with Clover/Clover's flavor text in certain areas
Make Flowey operate as the Hint System, where almost all of his "helpful advice" are just thinly veiled insults directed at the other characters/are further attempts to isolate Clover from everyone else
#undertale yellow#don't get me wrong i enjoyed the game but that doesn't mean i don't have criticisms#I REALLY wish that there was deja vu in the game. especially after doing a no mercy run. I'd love to see Martlet react to Clover#after they completed a no mercy run. doesn't have to permanently ''break'' the game like in original UT but i still would've#liked to have seen something.#and as for flowey? he's supposed to be the character whose seen/done EVERYTHING in the Underground#i wish he would try to flaunt that knowledge and use it to manipulate clover's feelings about the other characters#but if you listen to him it just makes things worse. like imagine doing the rabbit-scarf and flowey tells clover that it's a waste of time#slurpy was triple dog dared into doing it when everybody knows what happens when you lick metal when it's cold out.#leave him. it's natural selection at this point. and if you choose to listen to Flowey then you miss out on the best armor at that point in#the game.#or he's like ''starlo isn't as cool as you think he is. he's hopelessly in love with Ceroba yet doesn't have the guts to ask her out.#you shouldn't bother looking up to someone like him whose a coward at heart'' and yet it's Starlo who comes to Clover's rescue#in a Pacifist Run. and so on.#thus furthering the idea that out of everyone clover meets flowey is the one with the worst intentions for them.#*rabbit-scarf side quest
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when I was 17 I made my own funeral playlist, time to resurrect that bitch
#this has an accidental double meaning like almost everything I say#this actually has a triple meaning i just realised
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We are all afraid of something...
I wonder what Prince Gumball's biggest fear would be?
There's an episode (Five short tables I think) where it shows that he's afraid of dying alone/his own mortality to some extent. I imagine that because he's long-lived and most likely has watched many people die before him, he's scared that there won't be anyone else by *his* side when it's his turn. There's no way of knowing when or how, he wouldn't be ready for it, so that's probably double scarier for him. He's an anxious fella
#tag rambling MMMMM MY FAVORITE#this made me think if Gumball is actually just long-lived or if he'd become something like the Mother Gum after enough centuries have passed#triple scary then because other than Neddy(Nelly?) he's the only gum humanoid in Ooo that we're aware of#so what if the deal with the Mother Gum is like... She releases this tiny gum things (or they're released by themselves) into the wild#and good luck baby you better survive if you want our species to continue existing đ#He and Nelly survived but what if he dies before reaching a Mother Gum-state. and alone on top of that bc that must be a scary process#And if he dies then that means Nelly is alone. and probably would go through that alone too#I think he's also scared of not having anyone to take care of everything he left behind if he dies#and to reassure his people and loved ones that everything will be fine despite his absence#now I'm thinking about the way i portray him because I make it sound like he's âunworriedâ about his own life & wellbeing#he gets stabbed and he's just like âit's okay don't worry about itâ BUT what if he does worry and like..#he knows it won't kill him so he doesn't panic but he might panic if he realizes that he got stabbed a little too close to a vital spot#but at the same time he won't if there's someone else with him because if he panics they'll panic and everyone panics#and he needs to be the bigger person at all times and and#does this make sense or am i just yapping#anyway I love you Gumball i just threw my English out the window to talk about your issues with death đ«¶#fionna and cake#prince gumball
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the love of my entire life
#valtteri filppula#no one cares but i'm still gonna rant about this because you don't understanddddd#he's objectively one of the most succesful finnish hockey players. no not just in my biased opinion he really is!!#no other finn has won the triple gold (the stanley cup + olympic gold + world championships gold)#in the latter two he was also the captain of the team đ#1000+ games played in the NHL#he's also won the swiss league and the CHL#he could have retired. moved to florida and bathe in his money#but what does he do? comes back to play in his home team 19 years after he left#(if we don't count the few games he played here in the NHL lock-out season 2012-13 before he got injured)#in his home team that currently does not even play in the top division??#as one of the owners of the team?? practically for FREE?!#because he wants to give back to his team and help them back to the top division đ#i mean. what kinda person does that?? đđđđđ#i'm bawling at how he walked in the locker room for the first time and introduced himself to everyone (with his nickname!!)#as if all them didn't know exactly who he was. come on he's a living legend??#he said he wants to be treated like everyone else in the team. they're just some boys#and he's won pretty much everything you can win in this sport#look how stark the locker room is in comparison to what he got used to in the fucking NHL and the swiss league đ#at 40 years of age he's gonna be sitting in the same bus with these youngsters through the darkest of finland's winter#again i cannot emphasize enough that he could have retired to e.g. florida where he used to play for many years#(and where i think his wife is from? but i'm not sure so don't quote me on that)#he's so humble so smart so polite so friendly and on top of that he is handsome as fuck đđđđđđ#i've never had the chance to meet him but this season i really hope i can. although i'll probably cry loads and make an idiot out of myself#i was bawling my eyes off just watching him skate on the ice in his first match this season. it all felt so surreal. he's home again đ#i've loved him for a thousand years (or just 20. but it feels like thousand years)#i'll love him for a thousand more đ
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10/13/2023 Drizzle (yes we ARE going back in time!)
Maybe every lovely thing must have an endâŠ
- If It All Goes South, Sammy Rae and the Friends
Okay, now I really like this one. This one⊠to be honest isnât completely centered around the weather. This one wouldâve fit the word âMemoryâ or âRegretâ better, but I think the drizzle gives it a more weary mood. Probably one of my favorites. Very ok. Hopefully this didnât mean âdrizzleâ as in a syrup drizzle, but they did not specify what type of drizzle.
Though⊠I do not know everything about Magolor. I only know the major story beats. He crashed his ship, asked for help, misled Kirby and friends then gained ultimate power. Did he feel remorse after his defeat? Is he regretful of his actions? I always thought he had a little bit of empathy⊠but Iâm not entirely sure. Like, I have to assume he did not expect to lose control (at least, I think he lost control according to an article I read). So, he had to have been grateful? That Kirby set him free of the soul-eating parasite? I donât know, to be honest. I donât really wanna read the articles, on if thereâs any more, but frankly I already know every twist because I passively consumed media like an onion without thinking about the repercussions.
Anyway, listen to Sammy Rae & the Friends. I like their music.
#kirby#magolor#art#kirbytober2023#i actually really do like this one#itâs doing it for me#i added the âkindaâ part because i was actually worried that magolor canonically DOESNâT miss kirby#it was a move just to be safe#like i said not a magolor expert#donât know the ins and outs of his character#i just like him because heâs cute⊠i think?#i mean he is objectively cute but that doesnât feel like the reason#do i like people who betray otheâ no that canât be it#no i think i just like him because heâs cute#i donât know why i like the return to dream land cast only and not say triple deluxe or epic yarn#itâs so random too#like why HIM#i havenât even played his damn game#and now frankly i already know everything so yâknow it might be a little borong#but I know kirby games are still fun either way#i mean i watched a full playthrough of KATFL and iâm still having a good time#anyway thanks for reading đđ„°đđ«¶
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#finally headed home from thanksgiving week and I just gotta say#love my family and everything but every single day my stepdad who is an empty nester makes a pot of coffee for himself#and by the time the rest of us kids are up heâs poured it out and cleaned it and we have to make another pot for everyone else#and I get that itâs a habit to break like it takes a day or two before you remember to make the coffee for everyone else#but we were all here for FIVE DAYS and today he has made coffee for only himself for a fifth day#and itâs not mean like heâs the nicest guy and loves us all and is so happy we are here#but likeâŠâŠ we all say we want coffee and you make a potâŠ. for yourselfâŠ. and pour it out#like itâs just soâŠ. like what#meanwhile my mom makes double or triple something if we ask to have some or just makes cakes or cookies for us before we arrive#I got in late at night and a plate of stroopwaffles were on the counter for me like#even when men are the nicest people they still fail in every way at being a human being on planet earth with other humans#itâs astounding that they canât muster up the barest amount of thoughtfulness or consideration or honestly just#trying not to be so wasteful as to make TWO pots of coffee a day???#anyway happy thanksgiving weekend to everyone#love being a lesbian and having a wife and I never have to have a man living in my house ever
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welp I have now been screamed at for bringing my cane to school (folded in my bag)
mom really does SAY sheâs inclusive but then will spout the most ableist or fatphobic shit youâve ever heard
#also EVERYTHING is about her#âyou donât feel well? Iâm just a failure as a human thenâ#âyou like this jacket? well too bad it looks FUCKING terribleâ#except of course when I do something wrong#bc then itâs entirely my fault#âoh you have a b in your triple advanced ap class? well youâre just not tryingâ#I am trying so hard mom#why canât you just believe me when I tell you things#if I tell you my hip hurts I feel like you should say âoh maybe we should use our extensive insurance to go to the doctor#something you havenât in a yearâ#instead of âitâs because youâre a lazy bum who doesnât run marathons because youâre so perfect for it but youâre too stupid and lazyâ#âoh you donât do this coping strategy that works for me but not for you? well it means youâre going to failâ#and when she doesnât feel good Iâm not allowed to be anything less than perfect#well guess what#I am flawed!!!!#sometimes I want my feelings to be taken seriously!!!!#sometimes I want to be believed for once in my goddamn life#anyways. sorry#vent
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doomed by my hubris (turned in a paper that used an expression at the end that is antithetical to my point in the paper and i forgot to double check if it meant what i thought it did and now it seems like i'm insulting the book i worte the paper on)
#james talks#hate it here#why am i like this#i knew it was an expression and it's a thing the character does in the plot so i thought it would be a fun way to end the paper but nope#now i just seem like someone who can't double check the most basic things#if you're wondering the expression is 'bring the cows home' and the book is Ceremony by Leslie Marmon Silko#i hate it here ajfbsfnshdhsd i can't even resubmit#can only hope the professor doesn't know the expression either#also technically that's not the phrase like the real one is 'until the cows come home' but like it's too close#and the way i used it completely changes the meaning#in my defense it had a strong deadline for tonight or i would've triple checked everything but man this is making me feel so terrible rn
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youâve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was âoh man. yeahâ and then my second thought was âhow can i make this about my hockey guys somehowâŠâŠâŠ..âanyway! have a good one!Â
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#donât think iâve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that mightâve been a star thereâs something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner hereâs hoping this flame doesnât go out#the flame as in the spark as in donât let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think thereâs something there too with the repetitive âi have just met youâ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says âi think i love u &youâre about to change my lifeâ#and i KNOW thereâs another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they donât even know you but they love you#OH ITâS ALSO. OH MY GOD THATâS IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & itâs what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naĂŻve is âi love you but i donât know youâ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you canât#youâre fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and itâs the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly theyâre doing#everything together and itâs your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because theyâre not there#and you canât get it. like you think you know but they canât understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and itâs just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because itâs not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight itâs a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone elseâs arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says â13 bennguin#who among us hasnât fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what weâre not and sometimes for who we think theyâll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD ITâS DPAIRS. WHOâS BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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just because you follow someone doesn't obligate them towards you in any way. it wouldn't on any other hellsite but it especially doesn't on this fucking hellsite lmfao. no one on this fucking hellsite needs to walk around eggshells with you and stop expressing their opinions bc you follow them.
#tbd#noah fence but what do you think people should only blow smoke up your ass because you follow them??#who are you that you think anyone should be checking who follows them before responding to bad takes?#get a fucking life and a fucking hobby#like just bc someone shares a lot of stuff that you like it doesn't mean their blog needs to turn into#some kind of wiki where they have to triple check everything they post bc#blogs on tungl are primarily for the op ffs#unless they explicitly say they are a source blog or something#fandom wank
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Suletta baby the world doesn't deserve you
#she is SO fuckin sweet kakakdkfks#âUnrelenting Tendernessâ y'all were so right to name the episode this (â ăâ ïčâ ăâ ) i got choked up a few times but Suletta especially#she is SO fucking strong. at first it was distressing to see her shouldering SO much without having someone to lean on but like#the support she has is enough and i think more importantly The Love she has for others is enough to give her strength alone#and push come to shove she's just. she wears her heart on her sleeve and loves HARD ;-;#then the fucking next episode being titled The Final Episode WHAT#I'm not ready đâŒïžâŒïž i need triple this !!#i at least was expecting 50 so???#either there's gonna be two more seasons and this is just The Final of the first half (and last ep this season) or they're done fr#which like?? there are too many loose ends ;-; i mean. I've been surprised by final episodes before that do seem to resolve everything#or at least are fitting for the story that was being told but who knows... we will find out next week ig >.>#i would hate for this to be the last episode though like. WHEN DO SULETTA AND MIORINE GET TO BE HAPPY TOGETHER#the fandom has to do everything around here i s2g. thank u to the artists who draw them being sweet together#the gundam team should be paying y'all
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I love having Thursdays off because I canât get a single goddamn thing done if I tried
#iâm just going to tally for you all of the people that have disturbed me today#9am my neighbour giving me more red yarn for the community poppy thing#11ish; my stepdad seemingly just wanted to show up and be on his phone at someone elseâs house#noon the post arrived#half past 12 the ringtonâs man showed up selling tea and biscuits (i bought triple chocolate cookies and shortbreads)#2pm my mooncat order arrived ahead of schedule (and none of it broken as far as i can see đđđ)#iâm currently wearing am i everything you fear? from the siren collection and itâs a bit lighter than expected but i still really like it#tried to get a picture but canât do it justice#on me (pale as fuck but very warm toned skin) it looks like a blue to yellow to pink multichrome shimmer#3pm my meal kit box arrived#4pm my neighbour showed up AGAIN with knitting needles this time and i was like girl i have a ridiculous amount of knitting needles#DO NOT bring any more into my house or they will multiply#then my stepdad showed up again 10 minutes ago#iâm so tired#did i mention my tvâs been acting up all day?#the only things itâs let me watch all the way through with no problems have been two horror movies#one (baghead) was okay and the other (the relic) was dire#it acted up so bad when i was trying to watch the terror and then santa clarita diet that i just gave up#ended up watching the ricky gervais show instead#i literally was like âokay awesome i have a day off; iâll binge a series iâve been meaning to watch for agesâ#and the outside world and also my tv simultaneously said FUCK your binge#at least my nails are done#personal
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