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second-chance-stray · 4 years ago

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RP Log: Cravendy and Lin whittle the time away. @lettersnorth

Cravendy Hound sits on the balcony with an assortment of knick knacks spread around her. All kinds of wood, with and without bark, as well as knives of different sizes and shapes. She takes in a deep breath as she leans back against the railing, practically melting in the warm sun. But no matter how relaxing this might be, little worries spring up like weeds in the back of her mind...will Lin join her today? Did she get her note, and will she know how to get here?

Cravendy Hound groans. Brain, hurry up and remember how to loosen up.

Aislinn North It had taken Aislinn a moment to work out Cravendy's note, particularly in regards to where she would be setting up. This balcony at the back of Heartwood's grounds was tucked away and unless a person frequented the spot it was easy to remember it existed at all. Barring that, the woman also had been juggling a lot recently, both in mind and body. Though things with Cravendy had smoothed out somewhat, 1/2

Aislinn North she held an inkling of nervous energy as she made her way out to the balcony. If anything, this should take her mind off other matters for a time. "Alright, then?" she asked as she arrived. "Almost forgot this existed." 2/2

Cravendy Hound jumps slightly on Lin’s approach, and then turns to watch as she steps up the ladder and onto the balcony. She blinks - what is there to be so cautious about? They’re here to enjoy the daylight and carve some wood, simple as that. Cravs nods to herself, and then tries to smile at the other woman. It looks more like she’s baring her fangs.

Cravendy Hound: “Nice place. Secluded, and the view is ‘ard to beat, though if the wind becomes too much we oughta pack up our things and move indoors. But it’s good right now.” She picks up a rod of wood and a knife, and begins to scrape away ribbons without a moment's hesitation. Then she remembers why Lin came. “......Oh, right. ‘Ere, let me show ye.”

Cravendy Hound hands Lin a piece of wood. “It’s pretty simple. Carve away from yer ‘ands, and go with or across the grain. Why don’t ye give it a shot?”

Aislinn North At Cravendy's insistence she leaned down and took the block of wood being offered. After a quick study of the tools the Seawolf had spread out, Aislinn picked up one of the work worn carving knives. It was obviously a well-used tool and therefore likely to be a good one by Aislinn's thinking. She watched Cravendy a moment and then, ever the mockingbird, began to emulate her. Needless to say, Cravendy made it look much easier than it was. 1/2

Aislinn North Aislinn's knife kept snagging but she was nothing if not patient. "What sort of things do you carve?" asked idly as she hacked away at her poor block of wood. 2/2

Cravendy Hound: “Mostly small figures, like birds. Sometimes eatin’ utensils, if I feel like makin’ somethin’ that’ll be of some use. I don’t really think about it until I’m ‘olding the wood and knife in my hand.” Cravs carefully digs into her piece again, whittling another curl of material away. So far, she was lacking in inspiration, but it was satisfying regardless.

Cravendy Hound eyes what Lin is doing to her block with a grimace, but doesn’t comment on it...directly. “Maybe ye can start with somethin’ simple. A spoon, or a ‘air pin?”

Aislinn North Aislinn paused, glancing at Cravendy over the rim of her glasses. "So you don't actually know what you're going to carve until you're already carving?" For someone like Lin, the idea that there were no blueprints, no schematics, no advanced planning was almost an anathema. In her experience going along with her intuition and acting in the moment only got her into trouble.

Aislinn North Better that everything be carefully thought out and planned for. The exception being, in the heat of a fight, of course. Even then a good strategist should be able to foresee most possibilities and plan for them.

Cravendy Hound: “Yeah,” she answers nonchalantly. It, of course, sometimes led to her sharpening the wood into a simple spike or creating something equally unplanned, but for her, the point was to go with the flow. Cravs looks at her half-carved piece of wood with a hum.

Cravendy Hound shrugs. “No right or wrong way about it. I wouldn’t think too ‘ard about it...and if ye mess up, the wood shavings make good firestarter.”

Aislinn North Right. Aislinn gamely continued on in her endeavor but it was clear the woman was better with a firearm than a blade. And as much as Cravendy said not to think too hard about it, Aislinn had already decided what would be the best course of action. "A spoon can't be too hard, right?" she murmured, almost to herself as she concentrated on trying to steer the knife smoothly down the block. A comfortable sort of quiet settled between the women as they worked.

(Cravendy Hound) fdskjlf for some reason...I'm imagining Lin's spoon to be dual purpose in some way )) (Cravendy Hound) spoon end, and...stabby end is a thought xD )) (Aislinn North) ((She'll end up inventing the spork in Eorzea)) (Cravendy Hound) omg yES ))

Cravendy Hound lifts her work-in-progress up to the light. The curves cut out from it remind her of a fish, and she decides to keep going with it. Without realizing it, she begins to sing - a whisper of a song that is almost lost in the wind. It starts and ends without ever registering in her memory, and afterwards she grins at Lin.

Cravendy Hound: “The woods are nice when they aren’t sendin’ bees or other nasty buggers yer way. Feels...too nice, sometimes. A salty old dog like me is used to a lot worse.”

Aislinn North Her head bent over her work, Aislinn is lost in the minute details of blade against wood until Cravendy's lilting song quietly fills the air. Blinking, she lifted her head in surprise. She never pegged the woman as the type to sing. Though now she wasn't exactly sure why that would be. Sailors sang all the time, didn't they? But what Cravendy said seemed to flummox her even more. "The woods sent bees after you?" she halted as the realization came to her. 1/2

Aislinn North "Ohh. The Shroud. Aye, it can be touchy." she ran a jerky blade down her block of wood once more. "What did you do? I mean, to annoy it?" she clarified. 2/2

Cravendy Hound sucks in air through gritted teeth, and a light blush spreads over her face. “Oh, I don’t know...ye know. The Elementals are very, uh, mysterious.” She then slices away at her wood and, flustered, accidentally takes off a large chunk of the fish’s tail. Damnit. It’s starting to look more like an eel.

Cravendy Hound: “Okay, I’ll come clean. Ye know ‘ow I was practicin’ my aim, but I kept ‘ittin’ the trees instead of the target? I kept doin’ that and...I mean, that could be it.” She presses her lips tightly together. “Maybe.”

Aislinn North: The roundabout answer had Aislinn suppressing a small smile. It sounded as though Cravendy knew exactly what she had done. Aislinn wasn't going to press the issue but she didn't have to, either. Her face lit with silent laughter in the light of Cravendy's confession. 1/2

Aislinn North "Aye, I may have done that once or twice. Learned my lesson though. If I'm going out there in the wilds and not to the range, I'll pack my stunning ammo and a little target node instead. Seems to annoy the Shroud less that way. Or. ..at least I haven't got chased out since doing it that way." she paused in her work and looked Cravendy over. "Glad to see you don't look any worse for wear though. Looks like it was just a polite warning." 2/2

Cravendy Hound grimaces further as she recalls the swarm of bugs and plants that chased her from Peacegarden all the way to Hrystmill. “To be ‘onest, I probably would’ve been carried off by the buggers and thrown into the sun if it weren’t for..er. What was ‘is name...” Cravs waves her knife around, as if the physical motion of twisting her wrist would get the cogs in her head going. “Uhh, some mailman who goes by ‘Windy’ or somethin’. He got the worst of it off my back.”

Cravendy Hound: “Stun ammo...I’ll ‘ave to find some for myself. Don’t want a repeat incident.”

Aislinn North Aislinn had to stop her carving. If she hadn't she was liable to slip and make a bloody mess of one of her fingers. Her shoulders shook from the effort to keep her laughter quiet and contained. "So. ..let me make sure I understand. You were chased off your target practice by a swarm of bees. And then. ..saved by a mailman named 'Windy'. Out in the wilds of the Shroud. A mailman." she could do little more than shake her head. 1/2

Aislinn North "You do seem to end up in the oddest situations, Cravendy." 2/2

(Cravendy Hound) aaahahha xD )) (Cravendy Hound) it's gonna be hilarious when everything snaps into place )) (Aislinn North) ((assuming it ever does. But yes! xD)) (Cravendy Hound) it will!!! I'll make sure of it xD ))

Cravendy Hound nibbles the bottom of her lip. It was...an approximately accurate retelling of what had happened. Ridiculous, but maybe the bees in her hair had rattled her brain and shuffled her memory around. Swiving elementals. “Guy was as stiff as a board, but would say wild things with such ease. Claimed that ‘e could outrun a chocobo. Funny bastard, ‘ope I find ‘im again.”

Cravendy Hound is done carving her fish...eel...thing. Looking at it, you can’t quite tell what it is, though the swirling lines criss crossing over the wood are pleasing enough. She puts it down with a sigh. “I’m a fish out of water ‘ere, but it beats bein’ in Limsa or Ul'dah by a long shot.”

Aislinn North "Snorted "Supposin' if he could, he'd be the kind of mailman you'd want." she glanced down at Cravendy's work. She couldn't rightly say what it was but it was malms ahead of whatever she herself was doing. She looked down at her lap and picked up the block again. "I'm not gonna argue with you about Ul'dah. Neither one of us needs to step foot there. And Limsa. ..I can see why you might be avoiding it." she paused briefly. 1/2

Aislinn North Her block was beginning to resemble some sort of rudimentary spatula of some sort. Perhaps one drawn by a child. "Gridania just takes some getting used to, is all. It's...different." she shook her head. "It's not my favorite place either but there's good things about it." 2/2

Cravendy Hound looks over at Lin’s work, and then searches the array of tools scattered on the deck for one that has a small, curved blade at the tip. She picks it up and offers it to Lin. “This one is better for carvin’ out a ‘ole...so yer spoon is more spoon, and less spatula.”

Cravendy Hound then returns to crossing her arms, looking into the distance with a scowl on her face. She tells herself that by avoiding Limsa, she does everyone else a favor. With everything that had happened...No one wanted to itch that wound open again. But the truth is that she’s scared of what she’ll find. She’s not ready, not yet. But back to Gridania. “......The drinks’re good ‘ere, and that’s all I can ask for.”

Aislinn North She set aside her knife and took the proffered tool. "Right." she eyed the curve of the blade and then set to work. "And you know. ..when the bees aren't chasing you it can be downright pleasant." there may have been a facetious note to Aislinn's voice. She looked over at Cravendy with a brief smile. "Today's not a bad day, anyroads." she waved her tool out over the view the balcony provided, the sound of the wide river rushing below them. 1/2

Aislinn North "But I know what you mean. The forest can feel. ..confining. Closed in. It's not the wide ocean and it certainly isn't Gyr Abania." 2/2

Cravendy Hound: “I’m not pleasant, I’m...” Cravs trails off, her fire blowing out as quickly as it had flared up. Her days as a rough and tumble pirate were long behind her, despite it feeling like it was just yesterday. She snorts. “Bah.”

Cravendy Hound: “Never been to Gyr Abania.” She peers over at Lin, an assumption hanging in the air. She was Ala Mhigan, she probably went there all the time, right? But then again, Cravs was a Sea Wolf avoiding Limsa like the plague. “It seems...dry?”

Aislinn North "Ahh." Aislinn thought she understood now. "Well, the Shroud isn't exactly pleasant either. It has it's moments. That's all. Can still turn on you if you're not careful." She set down her knife. Maybe she'd ought to take stock and pause for a moment. "Dry's a good word for it." she nodded. "Though I haven't been back for..." she paused. Not since going to see the monks. She glanced away as a sadness seemed to settle over her, one she took an effort to shake off. 1/2

Aislinn North "Well, it's been more than a few moons. There's rivers and such but still. ..it's a dry, hard, beautiful place." 2/2

Aislinn North: "Maybe we wander that way one day. Just for a change of scenery."

Cravendy Hound fidgets with the fish-eel figure in her hands. Was that sadness, or perhaps longing in Lin’s voice? She wasn’t sure, except for the fact that there was -something-. But as the sun sets over the mountains, Cravs decides that it’s time to head back in, where they could continue whittling the time away in comfortable silence by warm fires and a well-stocked kitchen.

#ff14 rp logs #Cravendy Hound #Aislinn North #wood whittling!! :D #and bertram mention #aka windy the mailman aaaahah

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velshie · 6 years ago

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Kingfield angst drabble

David never thought that sitting on the bed of a dead man would ever be something he would deal with but here he was. He swallowed a lump in his throat as he went through pictures that this fucking geek took of them together and actually got them developed. Who does that nowadays anyway?

“It’s something physical to hold on to. It’s like holding an actual memory at your fingertips instead of a phone! Besides, I’ve always been better with cameras than phones anyway.” He could still freshly remember that memory of when Dwight gave David pictures of them for their one year anniversary. They were laughing, eyes bright with happiness and joy, cuddling in a blanket together during a particularly cold night during their groups annual June camping trip.

David felt his eyes water, he jammed his eyes closed. He refused to cry, it was a happy memory and he will not let his grief tarnish it. He packed up some of Dwight clothes away, trying his best not to let himself keep things that will make it harder for him to accept that he’s gone and move on. He wasn’t proud to admit that this wasn’t the first time he had tried to do this. He had tried for months, but he just...Couldn’t do it. It was easier now that his clothes no longer held his smell, but putting away his favorite shirt into the box made him want to give up then and there but he toughed it out as heart-shattering as it was. David had to remind himself that this was for him. To move on and this wasn’t a betrayal and that Dwight would have wanted this. He would want him to move on and smile again. There were a couple of things that were harder, that held some of the best memories before they were married. Like the stuffed bear that he won for him during their third date to the carnival, his husbands' camera that Dwight had saved up for months while working in that god awful pizza place and treated it like his baby. And also his photos with that camera….They were right he supposed. A picture is worth a thousand words.

And his wedding ring from when they got married two years ago.

His therapist said it would be best to keep it hidden but David loved Dwight with his heart and soul and keeping it locked in a drawer or tossed away felt like he was tossing Dwight away and he just...Couldn’t do it. So he kept it on a necklace close to his heart where his husband will always be.

He felt a tear run down his face as he aggressively wiped it away, but soon another tear, and another, then suddenly the whole flood gates were open and he couldn’t keep tears at bay and he sat on their shared bed and bawled like a two-year-old who lost his mum.

Except he lost his soulmate and he was never coming back.

And God did he miss him more than anything.

It was his fault. He lost his husband because he asked him to detour from work to get him some beer from the shop and his husband being the sweet soul that he was had gone ahead and went out of his way to grab some. He didn’t calculate that he would walk in during a robbery and startle the thief with the gun. Now he’s a widower after finally marrying the love of life two years ago.

Fuck. Dwight of all people?

His mum had told him that ‘God always took the good ones.’ As she grieved with him, holding him in her arms like she did when he was only a child. It didn’t make him feel better, in fact, it made him feel worse. Bitter if anything because what kind of god would take such a loving man when David needed him most?

David was knocked out of his thoughts when he heard a knock on the door. David had to debate for a minute, not ready yet to talk to anyone at the moment. Not ready to hear any more fucking condolences or to see their pity which they could shove up their-

He shook his head of the nasty, angry thoughts. He was able to control his anger with Dwight anchoring him down and a therapist. He would not disappoint his memory by ruining all that progress because he’s not there. He got up and gave himself a second to prepare before he walked downstairs and answered the door. He was expecting a lot of things, but he was not expecting Frank and his band of misfits to be there and looking almost as broken as he did.

“Can...Can we come in?” Susie’s voice cracked, looking like she was ready to burst into tears any second and David couldn’t help but usher them in. When they first met “The Legion.” As they called themselves, it was a bit of a rocky start as they tried to intimidate the couple as they moved in wanting them to know they were on their territory. Didn’t go so well when David backhanded Frank so hard he swore the kid saw stars when he made a derogatory remark towards Dwight. Instead of telling them to fuck right off like David wanted too, he swore that Dwight had lost his goddamn mind when he invited them in for food and to keep warm.

Since then, Susie absolutely adored Dwight and those two got on like a house on fire. She even started to call him dad after 6 months of knowing them and David would even catch her in the house with Dwight as she showed him her own photos that she had taken. Julie and Frank seemed to get along better with David, in awe of his strength and strange similarity to them personality wise but still loved Dwight for his advice and soothing personality. They all took it hard but David was confident to say that Frank was probably the one who took it the hardest even though he had never admitted it, but he never had too, you could see it in his posture, usually Frank stood so tall but now he was slouched. Mischievous, sparkling brown eyes were almost as dull as David's own green ones. David couldn’t but think that Frank deserved to be here, they all did, but Frank most of all. Dwight and David hadn’t adopted Frank. Frank had come to adopt them as his unofficial parents and had only asked days before Dwight's death to ask to officially adopt him. David gave a small but sad smile when he saw Frank looking at a picture of Dwight. David wasn’t sure when Dwight was happier. During the wedding day or when Frank asked to be their son.

It was silent but David felt better now that the teens were here. Someone else felt his pain and wanted to be close and David couldn’t deny that. He took a breath, He knows they wouldn’t take this well but he thinks they had the right as well.

“I’m going through his things right now. I wanted you guys to go through it before I threw some of them away.” All eyes were on him but surprisingly, Julie was the one who was the most vocal.

“Are...You fucking kidding? You’re throwing his things out!?” She got up and squared up to him, her body language aggressive and her eyes held so much anger, sadness, and betrayal. “This was your husband and you're going to throw away his things like they’re nothing? What you think he was trash too!?”

That hurt. That hurt really deep but David just let her pour out her feelings. Pour out all the anger and grief and whatever is plaguing her that came from the death of his husband.

“He wouldn’t have….He...He wouldn’t do that to you.” Her breath hitches turned to sobs and then just stood there and cried. Tough, nail hard Julie was crying. She just walked into his arms and cried on his chest. He felt his heart clench and his mouth wobble as he himself tried to hold it in. He placed his hand on the back of her head for comfort only making her cry harder and louder. Susie was covering her face with her hands as she sat on the couch and the two boys put their hood up to hide their faces.

They were all broken and Dwight left a hole in everyone’s heart that wasn’t ever going to go.

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It took a while for everyone to calm down but everyone felt that drain. The bone-deep tiredness that came from a good cry. They stayed and planned to stay the night as they ordered pizza. David looked like he was going to cry when he saw the logo of ‘PizzaWhat’ in big, bold, red letters.

“Not sure if ya guys knew…” He started, feeling everyone’s eyes on him but his eyes were still settled on the pizza box. “Dwight used ta manage the PizzaWhat up until ‘e met me. Said it was the worst job ‘e ever worked but I always said the one ‘e was currently workin’ it was probably ‘is worst.” They all just looked at the box. Not very hungry already but knowing that it was connected to Dwight in some way made everything worse.

“Damnit David, don’t ruin my favorite pizza place.” Joey joked, but it was as weak as they all felt but they still were able to crack a smile. As small as it was, it was definitely still a victory.

David just snorted before he replied. “Yeah, this place treated ‘im like gold compared to this place that ‘e works-Worked. He worked at.” They all winced as David corrected himself. He heard a sniffle coming from the couch but he couldn’t tell if it was Susie or Julie. He couldn’t really care though, he’ll let them cry for as long as they need.

“You should ‘ave heard the voicemail ‘his piece o�� shit boss left. ‘M still debating on whether or no’ I should punch ‘is fuckin’ lights out.” They all looked at him intensely, intrigued about what he was talking about but didn’t say anything. “Dwight never complained about ‘is work, but I knew they were workin’ ‘im like a dog. I didn’ know the extent of ‘ow much they abused ‘im though.” He shouldn’t be telling them this. They were already very protective of their little cut and paste misfit family that they made and they were petty when you messed with any of them. But now with one gone and all of them grieving, David knew this could send them in a direction he doesn’t want them to go down. So why was he running his mouth?

“Do you still have the voicemail?” Joey asked, which made David look up. His voice was calming and pleasant but the look in his eye promised something much more sinister. David nodded, he was angry at the way Dwight was treated and he knew these kids would burn the whole fucking world down if they messed with the family. David knew Dwight would be so angry and mortified that he was going to show them but he wanted to share his anger.

“You gotta promise me though,” They wouldn’t keep it. He knows he wouldn’t if he heard this but at least he could say he tried. Makes him feel a bit better, even though he knew it’s selfish and such a bad idea. “You gotta promise me ya ain’ gonna get in trouble. Ya ain’t gonna do anythin’.” They all promised but it was half-hearted. Susie did a poor job of hiding her crossed fingers behind her back but in all honesty, David kinda hoped they would do something. Maybe take that fat cat piece of shit and-

He let out a breath as he cut those thoughts off. He didn’t want anything happening to these kids. He didn’t want them to have blood on their hands.

God Dwight, we all need you now more than ever.

He got up and went to the answering machine. Dwight was a little old fashioned and always believed they should have a house phone for work and a cell phone for friends and family. David hesitates over the replay button, getting second thoughts about doing it.

“Let us hear the messages David,” Frank started, his voice holding no emotion. “Please.” Ah, his voice cracked there. How could he say no to a rare please from Frank?

So he played it.

“Dwight, you’re late! It better be because you’re grabbing my coffee because I swear to god if it isn’t I’ll fire you on the spot. Get here and make it fast.” It ended and a fresh wave of uncontrollable anger coursed through him. He hadn’t felt this way in a long time and he was itching for a brawl.

When he looked up, the cold rage that settled on all their faces made him feel better. He gave a feral, bitter smile.

“You think that was bad? Just ya wait.” He said as he played the second message.

“It’s been a whole day, where the fuck were you? With some extra time in the office, I would have forgiven you for being late but this is unacceptable! I knew you were always useless but I thought at least you're on time. What a fucking joke you are. Don’t bother coming in tomorrow, I’ll make sure you're blacklisted from any firm that you want to assist in. Good luck with getting a job in the future, especially with no reference. Happy job hunting.” It was almost worse hearing it a second time. He was surprised when Frank was next to him, looking him dead in the eye as his anger festered. Was this what he looked when he was angry? When he wanted a fight?

“I think we might have to break that promise,” Frank looked at the voicemail machine and David was sure that poor piece of tech was going to explode. “Because this doesn’t go unpunished.”

David knew he should feel some kind of chill but he didn’t. He felt nothing but a small bloom of satisfaction that he knew he would come to regret later. David connected their foreheads together and looked Frank in the eye.

“Do what you need to do and don’t get caught.” There was a twisted smile that made a home on Frank's face.

“Don’t worry. We won’t.” He moved and they all moved towards the door like we’re one entity. Susie grabbed their masks from her bag and handed it to all of them.

“Will get revenge for him, dad. To all those that wronged him, we’ll get him.” They all put their masks on moved through the door before Frank stopped and turned, the mask sending a chill down David’s spine.

“And the man who murdered him. Will give you that privilege to reap what he sowed.” David knew he should be afraid. This wasn’t what Dwight would want, this was exactly what he was trying to get the group away from and David was here encouraging them. God, Dwight would be so disappointed.

“You leave that one to me. We’ll find ‘im and make ‘im suffer.” Frank nodded, before walking up and giving him a quick but strong hug.

“He messed with the wrong family.” David nodded and smirked. He was angry and no fucking therapist was going to help him this time.

“We’ll track ‘im down and make sure ‘e wishes that ‘e was never born. I promise you’ll ‘ear ‘im scream.” Frank laughed and it was the most emotion he has heard from him since the news. David could help but feel a rush as they shared the same thoughts.

“Of course dad, welcome to the Legion.”

#I’m a little nervous posting this since I’m very out of my element #I don’t usually write angst unhappy endings or in David’s point of view so I’m not sure how I did lol #I’m hoping it was at least a good attempt whether it was successful or not.#This was one that was already written a while ago. I just wasn’t sure if I wanted to post it on here lol.#Also this isn’t for the kingfield anniversary. That one is still in progress even though I’m so hella late with it #dead by daylight #dbd #dwight fairfield #david king #kingfield #david x dwight #dwight x david #dwight dbd #david dbd #Velshie writing

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ain-t-bovvered · 6 years ago

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14x14 Commentary

Special episode where a bunch of tired and caffeinated Europeans ( plus a sleepy American) scream together, and then die and try to get on with their day ( lol AS IF)

Hello and welcome:

@purpleskiesandcherrypies (Nat)

@dean-winchesters-bacon (Kat) good night babe

@waywardbaby (Zee)

@ain-t-bovvered (Giulia)

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13

Giulia: Splash

14x14 Ouroboros

Zee: Can’t relive this. With Jack

Nat: I cry

Zee&Giu: I believe in us

Nat: Fuck this

Giulia: Ok sam

Zee: I do believe in us

Giulia: I ain’t got enough coffee in my blood

Zee: The end?? How dare he?

AAAND HERE WE ARE

[ Retro French pop music plays ] IS THIS A THING NOW?

Nat: Uhh...Mexico, Ellaaaa

Zee: Giuls, thoughts??

I see no wrongdoing here. The pasta is being dump into the water while it’s boiling. Garlic! YUM. That looks like too much sauce for that much pa- let’s be honest here, once can never be have too much sauce who cares. Ok I see olive oil, yellow bell pepper ( which is the best one ok) , garlic, onions, zucchini, and I think there’s parmigian cheese and *disgusted sound* cilantro, and a body....

Nat: Well, isn't that tasty

Giulia: ...I’M HUNGRY

Zee: Strike that

Nat: Fresh liver

Giulia: THE CILANTRO GUYS ! YUCK

[SIZZLES]

Nat: NO

Oh he’s making like fried liver, that was not cheese but grated bread ok ok I see you THAT LOOKS TASTY( you forgot the flour tho ok)

Nat: I'm more grossed out by the liver than the snake

Zee: Excuse me while I barf

Theeeey’re HEEEEEERE

Nat: Ohhh... babes

Zee: Shut. The. Fuck. Up

Giulia: those look tasty too

Creepy motherfucker , who is weirdly making me tingling with his cooking skill, : time to go Felix.

Giulia&Nat: A SNACK FOR LATER

Giulia: I WISH

Nat: NO How about no, He just left his meal cooking. Could burn the house down

Giulia: yeah real rude. Killing people and burning houses down

Nat: Mmmhh...snack

Giulia: Omg Jack’s plaid coat. Jack has amazing coats game y’all.

Nat: snacks

Zee: Three of them

oh...now they are all 4 of them ?

Nat: all of them, well, no except one

Zee: Jack is a baby

Dean has a surprisingly soft steps.

C: Oh no

I know Cass baby, that bitch fucked up a perfectly good pasta that’s what he did.

Giulia: Dean is us

D: Yeah who just let themselves be eaten?

Giulia: I’d let myself be eaten by you

D: My money is on witchcraft.

R: Och, you, always blaming witches

D: Cause a lot of times is witches

Rowena basically : I was minding my glorious business when you whiny bitches called to beg for my help

D: Well we’ve been chasing this guy for weeks. What’s your point

Nat: Awww...Deano calm yo tits

Nat: Dean tossing things is my kink

Zee: Kinks again Nat?

Nat: Can you blame me? I'm FINE

Giulia: Hello castiel

R: Not enough Pantera posters for one.

Dean looking almost amused

Giulia: Coughing jack is my (1) fear

Jack: I’m fINe , I’M NoT dYinG .

Nat: yeah, right, Jack

Nat: Dean..please!

R: Darling boy, everything means something.

Giulia: Be a dear and bring the snakeskin

Sam and Rowena research date night

R: You say [high pitched voice] ‘oh it’s just some magic and you think I’d leave it at that?’

Nat: Ahh..Sam puffing his chest

R: I’m more curious about how your brother is managing to keep an archangel locked away inside his mind.

S: Because....he’s Dean [read this as Batman]

Giulia&Zee: Dean is dean

Zee&Giulia: He’s fine

Nat: DEAN IS NOT FINE

Zee: Giuls. Shut up

Giulia: Zee 🖕🏻

DATE NIGHT!!

Look at them HAAAAANDS cradling the mug.

D: You know, I got to say, I got a pretty good feeling about bringing Rowena in on this one. I think her and Sam have a chance of cracking it.

me: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

C: They do have many books.

D: Yes, they do.

Zee: Worried husband

C: Hey Dean...

D: I’m fine....

ok ok ok ...I ADORE this shot! you’ll see this often in my feed , just fyi

C: What you're doing, even just sitting here and having a cup of coffee, is a Herculean feat. I can't imagine the willpower

Giulia: hey dean. Oh how I adore how he talks

WHAT IS THAT LOOK DEAN

[Jack dying in the bathroom]

Giulia: JACK STOP FUCKING COUGHING

[Jack spitting blood]

me : *stares in the distance, lost in my ptsd vietnam episode*

Zee: Are you really fine?

Nat: NO OF COURSE HE ISN'T

Cas is like.... DONT U LIE TO ME, i have no right to tell you this because of a recent stupid thing I did but DON’T LIE TO MY FACE

WHAT IS THIS LOOOOOOOOOOOOOK

Zee: That’s what I’m supposed to say

D: ...That’s what we all say

Dean’s like.... yeah ok he can read right through me.

[ starting operation ‘ let’s lower our walls’ in 3....]

[....2......]

[......1...]

Giulia: Still even more convinced that they will use michael grace on jack

Giulia: Those eye lines are ruining me

D: There's this pounding in my head. It never stops.

Castiel’s face:

D: Michael's in there, and he is fighting hard to get out.

D: And I can't let my guard down... not for a second.

Me: I’ll cheer to that bro

C: Well, that is not sustainable.

Giulia: THIS SHOW IS NOT SUSTAINABLE

D: ....It's on me.

Nat: IT'S NOT FUCKING ON YOU

C: We are here to help you.

me: *SOBS*

D: I know that, and I appreciate that. I do.

[JACK STILL DYING IN THE BATHROOM]

Nat: fuck this

Zee: That kid is gonna die in the fucking bathroom

Giulia: U FUCKER STOP

Nat: IF... IF.... IF

D: If you don’t ....

THIS LOOKS ARE KILLING ME

D: We still have plan B

Nat: Fuck plan B

Giulia: NO ONE LIKES PLAN B

Zee: Coffin Ocean Done

Nat: NOT even plan B likes Plan B

Jack’s like : yo you finished with the eye fucking and feelings sharing so I don’t feel embarrassed by you two in public?

Castiel’s like : I’m out with two problematic kids who don’t tell me nothing

Nat: EVERYBODY'S FINE

Dean:

Giulia: We are fiNe

C: Okay, um...these killings -- it seems like there's a ritualistic quality to the crime scenes, right? It's almost liturgical.

Zee: Greek there for ya

Giulia: thank you Mr.Portokalos

D: Ah yeah. See that one I knew.

Dean...you cute fucker I swear

J: Anyone who could do this is a monster...I mean, even if they're human.

D: Looks like Sam and Rowena have something

Nat: Sam and Rowena have something wink wink

THEY DOOOOO ? (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)

D: This is like an A.V. Club presentation.

Giulia: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

J: What's an A.V. Club?

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

C: It's a special group for people who do not play sports.

Giulia: I love the av club, where do I sign in?

Dean points at Cas “He’s the av club” [insert Oprah gif]

Giulia: IM DEAD

also how does Cas knows that? was that included in Metatron’s pop culture packet?

Nat: Of course he'll know

Zee: Jack is precious

R: Excuse me, boys, but this is a bit more pressing than your hilarious banter.

Excuse me Rowena , nothing is more pressing than their hilarious banter

CAS WHAT ARE U DOING , CONTROL YOUR EYEBROW

Giulia: clash of the titans. (Not gonna lie, I almost wrote clash of the tits). Just fyi

Zee&Nat: Of course you did

R: You know about Medusa?.

I’m sorry but....everyone knows about Medusa. Ok ok this was mainly for the giggles and all because, you bet your ass that Dean would know who the fuck Medusa was, STOP MAKING DEAN THIS DUMB WHEN IT’S NOT REALISTIC.

Giulia: How caffeine is working

Nat: Because why else should the writers write this episode

Nat: Definitely...anything you want. Get on your knee. lol

Giulia: ...ooooh i can smell all the meta from here

Nat: They all gay for dick

Well Nat I guess….I mean... ...well that’s...that’s the goal

Giulia: U would all be gay for them

Nat: you not wrong

Giulia: MMMMMM

Nat: UHHHH FBI FBI

Zee: Fucking hell

Giulia: FBI FBI FBI

Nat&Giula: IS THIS AMUSING TO YOU?

Now turned on and scared Guy : No SIR

Cas:

yeah that’s right call me Sir

Nat: Psycho penpal

Y’all my psycho text pals tho

Nat: you're not his type

Giulia: BITCH IM EVERYBODY’s TYPE

R:For the record, I don't love being included on his little hit list.

S: Apparently he can’t see angels

J: I’m not an angel

D: Close enough

C: So, if Jack and I approach Noah on our own, we -- we may surprise him.

Giulia: ABORT I DON T LIKE THAT PLAN

Zee: Happily surprised moose

Giulia: i’d get sloppy....( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Zee: I’m here for Sam’s short shirt

I’m here for them short of clothes

R: I HAVE A PLAN

Giulia: WEE DOGGIE

Nat: OMG

Giulia: IS THAT JACK

Nat: THAT DOG IS SO SMALL IN SAM'S ARM

S: We -- We think he might have eaten something.

R: "We think"? "We think"? He means that it's my fault for not keeping an eye on the poor dear. He thinks that everything is my fault.

S: Can we not fight in front of the vet?

S: I mean, I guess it's not entirely your fault that you looked away!

R: He blames me for everything! I let his mother ride the Jet Ski one time!

WHAT IS THIS? AM I DEAD AND IN FANFIC TROPES PARADISE?

Nat: Wee Jackie Boy

Giulia: I CAN T

Zee: Sam got a dog and it’s his “son”

S: What are you doing?

R: Oh, I mean, I realize it's not...[Deep voice ]...pretending to be the FBI. [Normal voice] But there are other ways of doing things, Samuel. Plus...I thought my performance was quite magnificent.

Giulia: I NEED THOSE TWO TO FUCK

Zee: The thermometer

Giulia: i bet he liked being a dog

Giulia: *seeing just now Zee’s thermometer text* THIS IS HORRIBLE TIMING

Nat: Did Jack just get something in his ass for this

Nat: YES

Zee: SO YES

J: Just wish I could've got it before she took my temperature.

Giulia: ...he took one for the team.

R: Oh, uh, a moment, Samuel. What did you do to that boy?

R: It's volatile magic, powerful, and it's stitched to him like some kind of parasite.I was curious before, but now I am worried, so I'll ask you again, Sam What did you do?

I can’t believe Rowena is lecturing Sam, and being right too

R: using dangerous, mysterious magic, regardless of the cost, that's a very on-brand me thing to do.

Nat: She's still so much shorter than him standing on the curb

Zee: Everyone is shorter than him

R: Of course, Samuel. Until very recently, I was the villain.

So I ordered this SamWitch extra spicy I guess.

Giulia: I REALLY NEED THOSE TWO TO GET IT OUT OF THEIR SYSTEM

Meanwhile scarred Jack :

Nat: That guy is creepy

Giulia: He’s so flamboyant loves every minute of it

Zee: That gorgon is a total bitch

Noah: "Helpless men" -- that's rich. No, I do eat ladies, too, but women have become so cautious lately. Must be all that finally waking up from centuries of misogynistic oppression. Good for them. Bad for you.

Nat: Ok but I like that

D: But if we cut off their head, then is more creatures gonna crawl out?

Ok but ...hey...legit question

....sam...

SAM

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?

knock first , kick doors later

Zee: Enter the angel of the lord

Noah a bit turned on and scared

Nat: does he do anything else

Nat: NO fair

Noah : demi-god actually

Zee: I’m a lover not a fighter

Nat: THEN LOVE HIM

Giulia: I DON'T LIKE THIS STORY

Nat: Slapping

Zee: Oh he didn’t

Nat: NO cas

#mood #same

Nat: wHAT

Giulia: NO , WHAT

Zee: Real pleasure

Giulia: OH SAMMY IS HANGRY

Zee: Why is he kicking their asses?

Giulia: Stop making him bump his head

Nat: MICHAEL CAN GET OUT

Zee: Fuck yeah

Giulia: YAS JACK BABY

Zee: My baby is hurt

Giulia: ALL MY BABIES ARE HURT

Zee: Swallow Cas

Zee dON’T BE NASTY

Giulia: OH CAS KNOWS

Nat: I can't even see

this is painful

Zee: Look how precious jack is

Nat: Dean's still too tall for the bed

Giulia: IM ANXIOUS . CAS IS ANGRY

Nat: POOR JACK THO?

Sam asking Rowena what to do is making me weak.

JESUS

Giulia: GOD DAMN IT. I CHOKED . that was scary

Nat: that's what she said

Nat: Cas wants to make up for it

Giulia: THERE ARE TOO MANY THINGS HAPPENING

[VIDEO] because I’m a sucker for these moments and you need to appreciate them more.

Giulia: We do too Jack

Zee: Special humans

Nat: sometimes we forget that too

Zee: Humans burn bright

Giulia: They are still human

Giulia: For a very brief time

Zee: He have to carry on

Nat: WE WILL NOT CARRY ON

Giulia: DAMN CAS

Nat: wHAT'S THE POINT

Nat: Jack has it right

Giulia: JACK IS RIGHT

Zee: It will hurt

Nat: Stop talking like that CAs

This scene is one of the best one , I can’t

Nat: CASSSSSSSSS

Zee: Can Cas shut up already?

Giulia: IM CRYING

Giulia: MY GOD CAS

Nat: Jack calm yo tits

Giulia: JACK STOP SPIRALLING

Giulia: He s keeping the snake . LUCIFER SON IS KEEPING THE SNAKE. I DON T LIKE IT

OH....SOMEONE IS AWAKE

Nat: NO . WHAT STOP

Giulia: what is th

Zee: He woke up alright

I KNOW WHERE I AM

Giulia: The screaming

Zee: He out

Nat: He's gone?

Giulia: OH NO. I DON T TRUST IT

Nat: NO

Giulia: DEAN DON’T PANIC

Giulia: OH SHIT

Nat: WHAT IS GOING ON

Giulia: OH FUCK

Nat: WELP MAGGIE IS GONE

Giulia: FUCK

Nat: WHAT THE FUCK

Giulia: DEAN BREATHE

Zee: Shut the fuck up

Nat: SHIT

Giulia: OH SHIT

Nat: DO YOU STILL WANT THEM TO BONE?

Nat: Michael!Rowena x Sam

Giulia: NOT NOW NAT!

Nat: SHUT UP NAT

Giulia: SHUT UP NAT .i can t watch this

Nat: Always taunting him. "come on sam, you can go harder than that, boy" .OH GOD SHUT UP NAT

Nat: FUCK YOU MICHAEL I HATE HIM SO MUCH

Zee: I fucking love him

M: It didn’t work out. It was him, not me.

Michael making promises.....DOESN’T WORK.

R: I’ll live either way

Zee: Sam is gonna off me

R: ..which makes dinner a little awkard

Giulia: GUYS I CAN T WATCH THIS

Nat: Fuck this

Nat: I'M HURT

Giulia: IM HURTING

Nat: how can americans watch it with commercial breaks?

M: Burning off your soul? You'll run out soon enough.

Giulia: i have no idea what to do

Giulia: How dare u

M: I am the commander of the host! I am the cleanser of worlds! I will not be challenged by a child!

You are a drama queen , that’s what you are

Nat: Of course

J: I'm not a child! I'm the son of Lucifer. I'm a Hunter. I am a Winchester!

Giulia: JACK

Zee&Nat: I am a Winchester

Nat: OH did he just swallowed Michael's grace

nat doN’T BE NASTY

Giulia: JACK IS GOING IN THAT BOX JACK IS SO GOING IN THAT BOX

J: Michael is dead

I don’t trust it

Nat: OH WINGS

Nat: I'm confused

Giulia: I DON T LIKE THIS

[after credits comments]

Giulia: PROMO. NOW

Giulia: AHAHAHA

Zee: What??!!

Giulia: NEXT EP IS GONNA BE FUN

Nat: I'm confused

Nat: Someone hold me

Zee: There there pats your back

Giulia: WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT EP. IT JUST HURT ALL THE TIME .i’m sweating

Nat: I have no idea and I didn't like it

Zee: Hello. Are you new to SPN ?

Nat: What Michael is dead? Are we supposed to believe that?

Zee: No

Giulia: Jack worries me tho. And ya know the last ep of the season is called “Jack in the box”

Zee: Don’t go there

Giulia: How I cannot

Zee: Don’t know. Just don’t

Giulia: FUCK EVERYTHING THAT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER AND IM STILL ON IT

Zee: You’ll never get off

Giulia: That what he said

Zee: Stop it

Giulia: Fuck u all

And fuck spn

And dean

And sam

And cas

And fucking jack

I can t

*throw tables out the window*

If you want to get tagged in the future ones send an ask HERE or to @waywardbaby or a smoke signal, idk whatever I’m tired af.

TAGS: @wayward-angelgirl @destiel-honeypie @mariekoukie6661 @dragontamerm @closetspngirl @rainflowermoon @mattiecat @bunnybaby121115 @aliaitee2 @jacks-word-of-the-day @4evamc @dammitsammy @legendary-destiel @winchesterprincessbride @destielhoneybee @castiellover20 @jacks-word-of-the-day @ravenhg @evvvissticante

#14x14 #14x14 spn commentary #14x14 supernatural #14x14 ouroboros #spn 14x14 gifs #Episode commentary #spn episode commentary #spn commentary

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demansiabites · 5 years ago

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Guys, guys, I’ve been playing a lot of Harvest Moon: Animal Parade recently and I got an idea for a new game. So, everything’s exactly the same as a normal Harvest Moon game, it’s about farming, fishing, mining, etc., and you can go around and befriend/marry villagers. The only difference is that you play as an ex-mafia guy who left the mafia life behind and moved away to a life of farming. Also, the character will actually talk, and it’ll be nothing but gangster speech. The title?

Harvest Goon

Here are a few examples of dialogue I expect to exist in this game:

Introduction: My name’s Anthony Scarpinato, but my entire life I’ve just been called Tony. I was born in New York and from an early age I was doin’ nuthin’ but gettin’ inta trouble. My ol’ man died when I was a young boy, and my poor mom ain’t never had it in her to try to set me straight. So by the time I was tinkin’ of gettin’ seriously into crime, she hadn’t the nerve to set me straight. Or maybe I was just a lost cause to ‘er, who knows. Either way, I was doin’ some serious dirty work for onea the local bosses ‘round town, when I got a message. The godfather himself wanted ta speak ta me. I ain’t never done work for ‘im, but the men I was workin’ with was sayin’ they’d get me into ‘is family. Well, the talk didn’t exactly go as I expected. Men wit’ guns was loadin’ me into and outta a car, and by the time I was sittin’ in fronta him, I barely had a word. He tells me dat he don’t wanna see me get caught up in this life. Wants me to make some’in a-myself. Says he’ll pay for a bus ticket that’ll take me to a life he expects me to like. I says yes, like a fear-stricken moron, and next thing I know I’m bein’ shipped off to god knows where. So that’s why I am where I am now. Seagull Coast. My new life is gonna start in just a day, where I’ll be workin’ da fields at Scarpinato Farm. Here’s to hopin’ that bastard was right about all this.

Haggling with the general store owner: You think you some kinda wise guy, eh? How about I go back home and me and my boys will come back and talk some sense inta ya, huh? If you thinks I’ll be sellin’ dese here cabbages to ya for any more than a hundred gold, you’re outta yer damn mind. Listen Alex, you and your wife have been good to me ever since I got out ‘ere ta Seagull Coast. You two are the reason I even got a life up and runnin’. So when I say I wanna return the favor, I mean it, see?

Proposing to husband/wife: Listen ‘ere gorgeous, I’m afraid I’m gonna ‘ave to make ya an offer ya can’t refuse. I got this here blue feather. You’s is gonna take it, and we’re gonna get hitched and have a happy life together on my farm. We can even have a couple-a cats and dogs runnin’ around, happy as can be. Does that sound nice to you? Because it does to me... I hope it sounds nice ta you too.

#harvest moon #I love this idea so much #why doesn't this exist yet

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isitthescreaming20syet · 6 years ago

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@tayloratthedisco ‘s GET IN MY BUSINESS PLEASE ask game.

The meaning behind my url: im done with this year and i wanna scream

A picture of me: already one on my page if you scroll far enough

How many tattoos i have and what they are: none but i really want one

Last time i cried and why: last night and i have no fuckin clue

Piercings i have: both of my ears are pierced, and i wanna get my nose pierced eventually

Favorite band: hhhh too many

Biggest turn offs: feet, pushiness, too serious, taking things too far

Top 5 (insert subject): First 5 things I think of: My dog, Day6, I’m tired, painting, sleep?

Tattoos i want: smth small with a big meaning

Biggest turn ons: hhhh idk exaclty

Age: 15

Ideas of a perfect date: picnic, etc. why is this on every single one?

Life goal: live

Piercings i want: nose, upper part of the ear? idk what its called

Relationship status: single, some one please fix it

Favorite movie: hhh lilo and stitch or love, simon

A fact about my life: i dont have one lol

Phobia: spiders

Middle name: bleh

Height: 5′3″

Are you a virgin? yep

What’s your shoe size? 9-11 womens, and like a 7 mens

What’s your sexual orientation? gaY AS FUCK

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs? no but tbh I wanna try it at least once

Someone you miss: My sister

What’s one thing you regret? life?

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: anna kendrik

Favorite ice cream? no thanks

One insecurity: voice

What my last text message says: 3/4!!!

Have you ever taken a picture naked? no

Have you ever painted your room? YE!

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? nope

Have you ever slept naked? yeah? it gets hot in the summer?

Have you ever danced in front of your mirror? nah

Have you ever had a crush? ...heh ye

Have you ever been dumped? no

Have you ever stole money from a friend? no

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? I mean, technically. like I didn’t know one of my friends brother before they gave me a ride somewhere? and sometimes i’ve not met someones parents before they gave me a ride?

Have you ever been in a fist fight? no

Have you ever snuck out of your house? yea

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? .... all the fucn time

Have you ever been arrested? no

Have you ever made out with a stranger? nope

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? define met up with?

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents? yea

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor? ..ye...

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun? no but i want to.

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yeah

Have you ever seen someone die? no

Have you ever been on a plane? yeah

Have you ever kissed a picture? no...

Have you ever slept in until 3? yep

Have you ever loved someone or miss someone right now? never loved as in the like romantic sense? but i def miss someone

Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yea

Have you ever made a snow angel? yes!

Have you ever played dress up? I used to when i was a small being

Have you ever cheated while playing a game? ye?

Have you ever been lonely? ... dont call me out like that

Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school? school yes, work no

Have you ever been to a club? im assuming like night club kinda thing, so no. im a minor

Have you ever felt an earthquake? yea

Have you ever touched a snake? ye!!

Have you ever ran a red light? ..on accident...

Have you ever been suspended from school? ne

Have you ever had detention? nope

Have you ever been in a car accident? yea. it was Not Fun.

Have you ever hated the way you look? ye

Have you ever witnessed a crime? yeah

Have you ever pole danced? no

Have you ever been lost? yes

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country? yes

Have you ever felt like dying? yes

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? all of 6th grade and most of 2019 so far

Have you ever sang karaoke? ye. i hated it

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? yes

Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes, marshmallow cream ( i wasn’t drinking it, but it’s come out of my nose before) and pineapple soda. it was first time trying the soda and it hurt so bad. now i cant drink it

Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger? define slept with. if it’s like actual sleeping not like sex, then yes. other wise no

Have you ever kissed in the rain? no but i want to

Have you ever sang in the shower? ye

Have you ever made out in a park? no

Have you ever dream that you married someone? no

Have you ever glued your hand to something? yea

Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? nope

Have you ever gone to school partially naked? no? is this a problem for some ppl?

Have you ever been a cheerleader? no

Have you ever sat on a roof top? yes

Have you ever brushed your teeth? yes???

Have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? yeah

Have you ever played chicken? like the train game?? no.

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes. ive also jumped into a pool with my clothes on

Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? no lol

Have you ever broken a bone? yeah

Have you ever been easily amused? yes

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? yep

Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? no?? my neighbor who was like 5 i think at the time has. we were on her trampoline like 5 ish maybe years ago? her mom was pissed

Have you ever cheated on a test? yes

Have you ever forgotten someone’s name? yes

Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real? yea

Give us one thing about you that no one knows. im GAY. jk. i am but uhh. I have a box of real gold and silver in my closet from an old mine in CO.

If you want me to elaborate on anything send me a message/ask!

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star-blossom · 7 years ago

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85 questions tag

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people i really don’t know who tag so i’m gonna tag some random people, you do it only if you want to and even if you’re not tagged, you an do it - @qianloveclub, @softforjungwoo, @osakaprinceyutaa, @nanasboi, @renjunchokingnct

stole from @norencult

* Last…?

1. drink ─ coke (i always drink for dinner)

2. phone call ─ telepizza (okay but really, i was getting my dinner but unfortunately it didn’t work)

3. text message ─ a friend (we were talking about me listing to Avril Lavigne)

4. song you listened to ─ what the hell - avril lavigne (^^^)

5. time you cried ─ this might sounf dumb for you but it was yerterday because of renjun: i was watching to the 5th ep of 5th season of nct life (nct life entertainment retreat with nct dream) and one of their “missions” was talking about their memories and that stuff around a campfire, and their liders (SUJU’s Leeteuk and Shindong) asked renjun to send a video-letter to his family and, in the middle of that video-letter, he started crying and i’m such an emotional bitch and i literally started crying with him... you can also ask to @nanasboi because i was talking about it with him and even sent a video ahahgsjhag

* Ever…?

6. dated someone twice ─ nop, i’m not that type of person

7. kissed someone and regretted it ─ yes lmao, the person i lost my bv ahahaa

8. been cheated on ─ yes

9. lost someone special ─ yeah.. not from my family it was SHINee’s Jonghyun and, from my family, it wasn’t a person but my dog.. i miss her :(

10. been depressed ─ i don’t think so..

11. gotten drunk and thrown up ─ N O P i don’t drink okay kids :)

12. fave colors ─ blue (any shape of), pink, red, black..

* In the last year have you…

15. made new friends ─ YAS and i’m so happy i met them all!

16. fallen out of love ─ yes

17. laughed until you cried ─ A LOT AHAHAHAJ it’s so easy to makeme laugh tho

18. found out someone was talking about you ─ a lot as well, and almot all the times were bad things specially because in the morning when i’m going to school i always walk with a fucking bad bitch face and don’t talk to anyone and people like to creat lies over me lmao

19. met someone who changed you ─ hmm yes, not in bad things like drugs and that stuff but mentay you know?

20. found out who your friends are ─ unfortunatle, yes, and they’re not good people as i thought

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list ─ yeah :v

* General

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl ─ idk ???????????

23. do you have any pets ─ yes, i have a withe cat called mingas

24. do you want to change your name ─ no, i like my name actually (daniela)

25. what did you do for your last birthday ─ i.. i don’t remember ????? OMG WHAT I DON’T REMEMBER AHAHAJHAJ

26. what time did you wake up today ─ 9am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night ─ probably talking with alo about nct

28. what is something you can’t wait for ─ i don’t have anything now that i “can’t wait for” to happen actually.. but, maybe, see my friends because i haven’t seen them for so long :(

30. what are you listening to right now ─ star blossom - doyoung feat. sejeong (gugudan) (omg i love this song so much :(()

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom ─ no hajhahjajh

32. something that’s getting on your nerves ─ when someone doesn’t let me talk and that happens a lot on my daily routine (unfortunately)

33. most visited website ─ my school blog ?

34. hair colour ─ light green and a little blonde in the middle ahsjahsga

35. long or short hair ─ medium

36. do you have a crush on someone ─ taking kim jungwoo out,no idon’t have, i’m more focused now on school tbh

37. what do you like about yourself ─ my kindness and friendliness i think

38. want any piercings? ─ yes i want, at leats, one on my mouth

39. blood type ─ idk :c

40. nicknames ─ nini (only alo can call me this!!!!), danny and compal ahdgaj compal because my last name is Silvestre (wild in english????) and we relate my name with red fruits like blackberry and things like that and smeone started to calling me compal and it stayed

41. relationship status ─ single pringle

42. zodiac ─ scorpio (best sign cof)

43. pronouns ─ she/her

44. fave tv shows ─ stranger things :) but k-dramas maybe W - two worlds, the lover, while you were sleeping, she was pretty, strog woman do bong soon, weightlifting fairy kim bok joo

45. tattoos ─ i want some and, for now, i have one (1) idea and it’s a black paw it a “Z” on it with my skin tone in memory for my death dog :(

46. right or left handed ─ right handed

47. ever had surgery ─ no

48. piercings ─ refer to #38

49. sport ─ i don’t play nothing because i’m a lazy girl

50. vacation ─ i want to visit asia in general :( mostly japan and thailand

51. trainers ─ wait what

* More general

52. eating ─ whell if its what a ate today was rice with chicken i think at lunch and rice with croquettes at dinner

53. drinking ─ coke as i said

54. i’m about to watch ─ my life ending :)))

55. waiting for ─ ending doing this and go to sleep tbh it’s getting late and i’m sleepy (it’s 1am)

56. want ─ TO SLEEP

57. get married ─ please no

58. career ─ something related to photography and, joking obviously, i told to my mom once “if everything goes wrong here, i’m going to do an audition for sm as back up dancer” and she agreed so,,,, why not? :)

* Which is better

59. hugs or kisses ─ both i just want affection ;((

60. lips or eyes ─ eyes, for sure

61. shorter or taller ─ taller or the same height

62. older or younger ─ older or the same age even i dated 2 people younger than me ahsjah

63. nice arms or stomach ─ idk, i don’t really like a muscular person

64. hookup or relationship ─ relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant ─ team too-lazy-to-be-either (agree with ren tho,, can i call you like this?)

* Have you ever

66. kissed a stranger ─ uh yes on the cheek jahsja but not in the mouth lmao

67. drank hard liquor ─ no i DON’T DRINK

68. lost glasses ─ everythime, everywhere

69. turned someone down ─ hm... probably yeah...

70. sex on first date ─ no, please no

71. broken someone’s heart ─ yes....

72. had your heart broken ─ a lot

73. been arrested ─ no habjs

74. cried when someone died ─ hummmmmmmmm i have feelings, okay?

75. fallen for a friend ─ who never??????????????

* Do you believe in…?

76. yourself ─ uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not as musch as i wanted to :)

77. miracles ─ eh,,

78. love at first sight ─ yes, it happened with me with jungwoo so :)))

79. santa claus ─ no :) he’s not real kids, i’m sorry

80. kiss on a first date ─ sure why not ?

81. angels ─ renjun is a walking angel on earth (OKAY IM GOING TO LET THIS HERE AND OFC I HAVE TO AGREE WITH REN)

* Other

82. best friend’s name ─ david and christianne

83. eye colour ─ vvvv dark almost black actually

84. fave movie ─ the conjuring

85. fave actor ─ am i the only one who doesn’t have a fave actor/actress????? yeah maybe

OKAY I CAN FINALLY GO TO SLEEP bye loves :)

#tag #85 questions tag #toppdogg

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mattyslittleworld · 5 years ago

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East Keansburg

P: Rob Sellig

2:48 am / Thursday morning. Im listening to this new Tsu Surf & Mozzy project, thinking about this kid I grew up around. Ive been reading he passed away, which is such a shame. We grew up playing basketball together at St. Catherines in EK, middle school, high school, alternative high schools, programs together. Troubled youth. I have this specific memory of him from years ago. I believe I wrote about it in my last blog post, about watching somebody get curb stomped. I was a lost kid, me and my friends aimless, drifting from group to group. Ended up spending a lot of late nights in EK wandering the streets. This night specifically, there were about 7 of us. A homie of mine was interested in writing graffiti, and this was before music, so graffiti was basically my identity. So we met up at his house, where my friend had a group of heads over, and they were partying, selling, and just going off. He lived with his parents, which speaks volumes, because at this time in my life, everyones parents gave up...nobody gave a fuck, except mine, but they couldn't control me. One thing leads to another, my boy wanted to go bombing. So we leave his house with our paint, and just take the streets, 5 reckless kids fallowing us on skateboards and bikes. Wasted, loud, rowdy, reckless, but as an outsider, I found a silver lining in their terror....it was a middle finger to the society that never gave them a chance. It was a brotherhood. This specific kid, at this point, was in and out of county, witnessed him fighting over and over in school, and in the streets since day 1. We were walking tall through the backroads in EK....they were spray painting cars...houses...anything. No fucks given. Wasted...they were breaking windows...kicking dents in BMW’s. Playing music off the phone...they were all they got. Another group of kids ended up on the same block....and they went off. A fight broke out....and I have this specific memory of boy ripping his shirt off, passionate, raging with anger, to protect his brotherhood, his street crew, his family. Being around him since I was a little kid, school, ball, mutual friends....I never got to know him deeper than this...but I would always see him and just salute his pride, and his will to stand on his actions, and his will to fucking fight for who and what he loves. Rest In Power fam. A lot of homies reading this from EK who follow my music...yall know who I am talking about. I never got to know this man - but I salute him for how much of HIM HE REALLY WAS. I remember in 2006, I was a freshman in high school, and my cousin ended up in a fight with a senior over a friend who passed away. My cousin was intoxicated during this time, in school, and I ended up beating the dog shit out of this senior as a young kid. These EK boys were the only ones who showed love, who stood tall behind me, making sure I was good, safe, and assuring me I was doing the right thing. Cant let your family go down like that. Rest In Peace man.

Last year, days before Tsu Surfs album Seven 25 dropped, he doubled back and we hit the studio and recorded a song called “Make You Proud”. He dropped the album very shortly after and it went #2 on iTunes in under 24 hours, and I was sure I wasn't going to see that man ever again. A year later, here we are...a day before he drops this joint project with Mozzy...that debuted at #5 on itunes, were dapping up at a film set in Queens, NY to film the music video. A YEAR LATER, this man gave a fuck enough to pull up and bless my career with this video. That meant a lot to me. I specifically remember feeling alone, hopeless, in some of the darkest moments of my life. Just listening to his tape over and over and over....running laps at the track at Mader Dei Highschool. It gave me hope, it motivated me to get over the feelings that were weighing me down. My life was changing, and this eased the pain. Nobody likes the motions of change if it includes losing people you love....losing the ability to do things you love...and going places you love. You have to find new health, new wealth, and new routines. My new found routine was coffee in the morning...spending an hour studying the industry...listening to my podcasts...then immediately running laps listening to his tape. Anything after that was subjective. Nowadays its basketball instead of running laps....but it gave me health. Mentally and physically. I could collect my thoughts. I could hear real stories....being gunned down 5 times and bouncing back...then charting. Here we are. On set....once again with Rob...my brother on the directing tip. My new lovely friend Victoria, who's a beautiful, ambitious, ride or die artist of her own. Robs pops. Mike Oliva, who is a SAVAGE photographer and film maker himself. It was a trip. Over the past year, kids at bars, hardcore shows, normals, civilians, people from all over and the world have been DMing me about simply just a teaser and a photograph of me and Surf in a studio. With Albee Al, Casanova, Cage - its all a specific group of people. Mainly mainstream music consumers...radio listeners...people who are tapped into Instagram and culture. But with Surf - Ive had the pleasure of speaking to people from all walks of life. Old hardcore friends telling me how much his movement has touched their lives...so wild. I was late to his wave...Belv actually told me to tap in and do it, and that's my brother so I made sure I did for the team. We drank hot chocolate and coffee, listened to our favorite music so loud, have such great conversations, got amazing footage that im so proud of, and just overall killed the mission. Nothing makes me more happy. This was a moment for me....because for the first time...im not in silly poppy clothes...im myself...im spitting bars on it...I feel and look like the person who was painting freights in 2007. And that is very important to me. Sometimes you can get swallowed by the wave youre riding...and I am guilty of that. It influenced so much of me...and recently I said look...fuck all this. Fuck everything except for whatever inside me still lingering before back and forth. Because if those passions, those tendencies, those people, are still here and within me...theyve been growing all this time, strong, sticking by me, and that's me. Shitty hoodie. Airmaxes or vans, shitty hat, stupid hair, cutty as fuck, smiling. dirty skateboard kid just trying be great man. I miss my old Mercer Ave skate crew. Its been years.

Im starting to go through a new awakening where im witnessing the ones around me unfold in such a distasteful manner. Its pretty crazy to spend time with people, face to face, and have dinner, coffee, laughing with each other one on one....and in my head at the same time think...this mother fucker dead ass hates me. Wants to kill me. Wants me to fail. Fucks heavy with EVERYONE who has done wrong to me. Has talked shit behind my back. Has stabbed me in the back. And they are such fucking clowns....they don't know that I know...and they don't even comprehend that im being a bigger person and not addressing shit below me, because I don't have room for shit like that in my life. This is the time where people fuck with you one foot in, for opportunity, to hit a lick, to keep the link, to get to the people you fuck with. It is literally so easy to show love...and yet people close to you just won't. Its an interesting concept. I am fortunate in the sense that I am self made, self built, and already a black sheep. If everybody in my life turned their backs, it wouldn't touch my career. So therefore, I don't have this fuckery nature in my behavior. I don't fuck with you, I don't fuck with you. Thats it. Im learning you cannot trust people who fuck with you one foot in....because that means they're prepared to step away at any moment when you're down. They don't got your back. They are around people who drag your name through the mud, and they allow it. AT BEST...since they have one foot in....theyll tap in and say such and such said this....but why didn't you defend me? Why were they okay with these actions with you? Because your friend has their other foot with the opps. Fuck these types of people. Forever. Ive been seeing people put up with this behavior, and I figured id speak on it, because its been on my mind. You don't have to get treated like shit to fit in. Truth is, your friends are probably wack. Your friends probably hate you. Your friends don't want you to do better than them. And no, it doesn't matter how long you've known them. Most relationships stem and grow out of convenience, and lack of change, lack of ambition, lack of dreams and goals. I always thought, its actually very easy to be a good friend when they need you...in moments of tragedy and misery. Because that doesn't shake your foundation, and make you realize you aint shit. It doesn't challenge your framework. Its harder for most people to be a good friend when their friend is celebrating success, because the human nature is to compare, and sometimes that can be a mirror reflection of how you AINT SHIT. Recognize these people and cut this cancer out of your system. Or if you are this person, we all have been at one point, cone to terms with how wack you are and be a good person lmao. I want to see my plumbing friend look me in the eyes and go “im the best plumber in this area and im gunna kill this job and make a living for my family and buy a BMW”, just like I want to see my graphic designer friends believe after their hard work that they're qualified OVER SOMEONE ELSE for their job, to make a great living. Just like I want to see a musician, or rapper, talk his shit and believe in themselves, go platinum, and make a great living and buy a Range. Being around greatness inspires me, never scares me. I love being at the bottom, it amps me up. It gets me going. It gets me off. I love the fight, the grind, the game. Whether its music, or washing windows in the freezing dead of winter for commission to pay for fucking studio time to be where I am right the fuck now boiiiiiii.

Me and Belv have some crazy shit coming. That is all. Okay bye.

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savanahdppadillaim10insuran-blog · 5 years ago

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crbrickey · 6 years ago

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2018 year in review...

Finally, I'm doing my year in review. Might be a week late, but I wanted you guys to save the best for last. You're welcome. Wow! What a roller coaster year.

I might as well start at the beginning. By the time 2018 rolled around, I was less than 48 hours away from a hospital stay. I was lucky to get out by then, so I had to take my New Years eve easy. I had a great time hanging out with some friends at my house. Once I fully recovered, January and February went pretty well including a trip to Texas for my birthday. it was a great trip because I got to take Ranger with me. Boy, that dog loved car rides.

Now came March. The roller coaster began. In the beginning of the month, I finally got an appointment to begin the Spinraza treatment. A moment I'd waited 33 years for. But my excitement was soon extinguished. I ended up at the hospital. First I went for pneumonia and was out in 3 days. Only to return 2 days later. This one was really scary. I had spent all day not being able to swallow anything. I couldn’t even swallow my saliva. This had never happened to me. For the first time in a long time, maybe ever- I really thought this was it. Matter of fact, I had my Mom call my siblings so they could all come and say goodbye. Thankfully after a day of TPN, I was able to regain my strength and swallow again. Now I was getting really close to my appointment up in Kansas City for Spinraza It was imperative for me to get discharged in time to make it to Kansas City. Somehow, I did it. But I was really not in any condition to get out- let lone travel. None the less, I made the appointment basically running my bi-pap the entire time.

Now the next 4 months were the ,longest 4 months of my life. Why you ask? Well, in order to get Spinraza, you have to go through a lot of hoops. Thats what I did these 4 months. Go through every hoop they put in front of me. The entire time never getting back to full strength, which meant I took my bi-pap everywhere I went. Never knowing when I might need it. This really has been the worst part of the year for me. As I haven't been able to do the things I;m use to such as travel to baseball games, go to concerts, even coach my softball team. I did do softball none the less, unfortunately, I missed at least 30% of the games including a game that probably cost us the championship. Yeah, I have a great softball team now and if I hadn’t made Rush miss a game, we probably would’ve been champions. None the less, 2nd is pretty cool and the whole group is back this year so we can go get that championship. (I might be getting a little cocky, but I'm ok with that- I believe in my team).

Finally in July, I got the news of my life. I have been cleared to begin Spinraza. My first dose would be given to me in the middle of August. After I hung up the phone, I had tears in my eyes. I never expected to receive treatments for SMA in my lifetime. Its not a cure but its a step in the right direction. Now before I continue, I do want to take time out to really thank Christi who works with Biogen as a liaison. All her hard work made this all a reality. I could never thank her enough.

Alright finally August is here. to say I was a nervous wreck would be an understatement. I was excited more than anything but you always have nerves when you're entering an unknown. Would they be able to give me the injection, would it help(I'm really tired of my bi-pap), and would it be painful? If you are lucky enough to receive the injection at KU Med in Kansas City, you have nothing to worry about. Everybody in interventional radiology make up the dream team. A little back ground, the injections are done as a spinal tap. I am not an ordinary human being. My spine is held together by metal rods and wire. Even with all this I am still one bent individual. Not many people could find my spinal cord, let alone stick a needle of that caliber in it. For these Doctors, it is a non-issue. Not to mention it is almost pain free. By the time you add in the nurses and aides who help ease the patients and inform them of everything, they truly are the dream team of the medical field. Not to mention they really do care and being a patient as much as I have been, that means a lot.

Dose one was great, my only setback was a spina headache that they warned me about, I did as they directed and instantly the headache was gone. Dose 2 had zero setbacks, and I was really seeing the progress. Then came Pneumonia. Like an idiot, I tried to rush it so I wouldn’t miss my third dose. This mistake almost cost me my life. After a day being out of the hospital, I developed my swallowing problem again. I got readmitted and started to receive TPN, but this time they wouldn’t let me out until I had finished my whole course of antibiotics. I agreed with that since I had already missed my injection date, I might as well get healthy. This is wheee I made my fatal flaw. I got lazy and decided to keep receiving TPN instead of getting up and drinking my normal amounts. I found out my body can get too much of a good thing. By day 4 I was sicker than a dog. Day 5 and 6 went by without any improvements. I was tired of being at the hospital so I decided to look into hospice care. Once I found out that if I received hospice, I would no longer get Spinraza, I decided on a different route. I got my nurse to disconnect the TPN, and 6 hours later, I was starting to feel better. The next morning, I had to convince the Doctor to let me out of that hospital without Hospice. Of course, it was an argument but we prevailed.

Finally, I was feeling better and ready to do another dose. Only problem was-when you miss one dose they take you off the schedule. I was not aware of this rule. So one trip to KC was a waste. But right away, I got to witness again how great this dream team is. By the time we were out of the Kansas City area, I was scheduled for my 3rd and 4th injections.

As you can tell, there were highs and lows. I am now past my loading doses and am looking forward to my 1st maintenance injection, which should be at the beginning of March. Now I have seen tons of improvements. My drinking has increased by 33%, everyone says I'm easier to understand, and most importantly, my bi-pap use has gotten less. I’m not where I want to be yet, but I feel I'm closer and after another dose or 2 I should be off the bi-pap full time during the day.

I can’t do a year in review without some sports talk. My Jayhawks made the Final 4 last year, that was a surprise, and they returned a good team this year who right now are having problems but I trust Self to right the ship. My Rangers sucked last year and it looks like they will suck again this year. Hopefully though, this year I can make it down to a couple games. It pains me that last year I lost my streak of 11 straight years of catching at least one Ranger game. And since I've been stuck at home a lot, I picked up Hockey again, go Avs!

As far as family and friends, nothing really new to report. I’m blessed to have the best support group around me as I could ask for. Everybody helps me out when I need it and lets me fail when I need to. That last part may sound weird but as I grow older and I see more millennials I thank God that my parents let me fail some. It is important to discover the person you are when you are facing adversaries. Cuz, news flash -- life ain’t perfect! If it wasn’t for such a great support system, I would have died in March or September without a doubt. I love you guys for giving me a reason to live. I promise I will push through this adversity (aka: bi-pap usage) and be back stronger than ever and start getting back to life. Casinos- be ready to lose money!

That was for the most part, my year in a nutshell. Wasn’t a whole lot of excitement, but I will make up for it this year. Now for my New Years resolutions, 1. a kinder gentler Casey, I have been told I run people off. So Im working on it. 2. More blogs, but with this will come basically editorials. My life isn’t interesting so if I'm going to write, it will be about the world around us. Crap, that might hurt resolution #1. 3. Eat solid foods again. I’m not there yet, but I know I will get there. Watch out cake-- you’re going down (my throat).

My next blog will be next week and it might be a little controversial so hope everybody enjoyed this and hope I don’t lose any readers.

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storiesofanimmigrant · 7 years ago

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Jag försöker ringa min familj en gång i veckan. Det är svårt med tidszoner och strömbrytningar.

Idag kl. 8 ska jag ringa min svärsyster, min pappa, och hans sambo. Jag går till biblioteket precis när det öppnar och lånar en padda för en timme. Man får inte ta paddan utifrån biblioteket eftersom många har blivit stulen. Jag hatar att så många flyktingar stjäljer saker - det ger oss som inte stjäljer ett dåligt utseende.

Det finns en stol i hörnet där jag brukar sitta. Idag är den upptagen av en kvinna med två barn. Jag tar ett bord i mitten av koridorren istället. Det tar några minuter att logga in och ringa systern. Jag klär av mig, lägger kappan på golvet eftersom den är så blött. Äntligen svarar min syster, som har "orca" för användarnamn (hon är lite yngre än mig). Men hon svarar inte med röst- eller videosamtal.

orca: hey anne orca: sorry we can't all right now orca: *call Anne Cooper: Why not? orca: your dad got hurt Anne Cooper: Is something wrong? Anne Cooper: Oh orca: someone shot up the march

Jag tittar borta. Andas lite. En gammal man går förbi, och hans blick fallar på min dator för ett ögonblick. Jag rynkar på honom.

orca: he's not dead but a bullet got in his lungs and he's in the hospital orca: they got the guy who did it, fucking neckbeard in the ground now orca: [...] Anne Cooper: Why did you wait to tell me this now? Anne Cooper: Jesus Christ, Brianna

Hon tar många sekunder att skriva.

orca: i'm sorry i really am anne trust me i wanted to ring you earlier but i lost my phone and i didnt have a chance to borrow someones until i got to the hospital, and the guy i borrowed it from said the speakers broke so i couldnt actually ring and i had to tell your brother too, hes on his way here orca: im sorry anne Anne Cooper: Ok, stop apologizing Anne Cooper: Where's Cecilia? orca: she'sfine, she was in the march too & went chasing after the asshole who did it orca: shes on her way to the hospital now too but you know how the roads are

Jag vet. När jag lämnade Austin var varje stor korsning blockerad. Särskilt de som led till sjukhuset eller universitetet.

Medan jag funderar börjar en av barnen i hörnet gråta.

orca: are you ok anne Anne Cooper: I'll be fine Anne Cooper: As long as he is orca: ok you know its ok to let it out if you need to right orca: this is kind of a really awful thing to happen Anne Cooper: I'm in a fucking library Brianne Anne Cooper: If I let it out here some creepy old dude is going to come over and try and comfort me Anne Cooper: At best

Eller om det är värst, de bryr sig inte alls om och försöker ignorera mig, som de gjorde på tåget hit för tio månader sen.

orca: ok lol glad youy still have a sense of humor orca: just, maybe when you get home, yeah? orca: do youw ant to stay and talk to my mom and jim Anne Cooper: You can save that guy's battery for now Anne Cooper: I'll call Jim instead

Jag minimerar fönstret och kollar på Google Nyheter med teman USA. Det står att Västkustalliansen har erövrat förra delstaten Nevada, samt att Södersammansvärjning har röstat in en man som vill skicka bort alla svartfärjad invånare till Afriken. BBC:n har en berättelse om flyktingar som har flyttat till Kanada. Jag läser den långsamt; det handlar om hur några flyktingar har inte fått bostad i Montreal i vintern. Regeringen i Montreal har beslutat att förbjuda tiggeri i staden, och många fattiga svälter och fryser. Några tänker flytta tillbaka - även de som pratar om familjemedlemmar som dog i kriget.

Jag tycker det är pinsamt att de tiggar på gatan. Jag också har haft det jobbigt, men ser man mig tiggande? De måste försöka hitta jobb, inte bara be om pengar. Mitt jobb hos städföretaget är inte roligt, och det är inte vad jag gick till universitet för, men jag gör det ändå.

Jag klickar tillbaka - Jim är online. Jag kopplar in hörlurarna och klicka på "ringa." Han svara snabbt.

Han står i ett mörkt rum med dämpade taklampor. Man har inte så många taklampor i Sverige, men de är vanliga i båda privat och publik hus. Jag ser en karta över kroppens delar på väggen och många människor sittande på stolar - Jim står i sjukhusets väntsal. Han har blått hår och en rutig skjörta på sig, och hans ögon ser röda ut. Bredvid honom står hans pojkvän Alejandro, som är Latino, och min svärsyster Brianne går fram och tillbaka i bakgrunden. Det ser ut som Cecilia har inte kommit fram än.

"Hey," säger jag, precis när de allihopa säger "Hey." Det finns en en- eller två-sekund förlängning.

Båda sidor väntar en liten stund, sen börjar Jim prata. -Dad's doing okay, the doctors say. He's not conscious yet but they're not trying to force that. They got the bullet out, and sewed up the hole or whatever. Hur mår du?

Jim har försökt lära sig svenska sedan jag flyttade hit. Han vill besöka mig när flygplatsen har öppnat igen. Men han fortfarande förstår inte alla regler och vilken fråga man använder för att vara artig. -Jag mår sådär. I'll be okay. As long as Dad's okay.

Jim nickar. -I don't understand why he and Cecilia keep going to these things. They're not young folks who can just strap on a pistol and tie a bandanna around their heads and go out and brawl in the suburbs. I know Dad's not the cause of the problem, but I don't see how it helps.

Brianne säger något som jag inte kan förstå med ljudet av andra konversationer i bakgrunden. Jim svänger runt och svarar henne argfullt. -We didn't use to need protecting. Now it's one side against the other, fighting until every last person has either left the damn country or died!

Han tittar tillbaka på skärmen. -She still thinks political purity is more important than one third of the city's population.

Nu hör jag Briannes röst. -I DO NOT! I just think we can build something better than what we had under capitalism, and those who actively work against that need to leave!

-By dying? By moving to Sweden? Jim frågar.

Jag försöker säga, "Calm down," men de hör inte mig nu. Brianne skriker, "That's not what I mean and you know it! I'm talking about people who fucking try and kill my dad!"

Kameran byter hand - nu håller Alejandro i den. Han ger mig en tafatt vinkel. -Sorry Anne. He's really upset. They both are.

-I understand, svarar jag. -It's okay.

I kanten av skärmen ser jag min bror argumenterande med Brianne. Alejandro fortsätter. -Do you want to tell me about your week?

Jag andas och nickar. Två personer passerar mig; jag tycker att kanske de tittar på min skärm. -Well, I cleaned every evening from Thursday to Sunday, like normal. I got my paycheck. It's going to be tight with food here at the end of next week, but I went shopping and bought some chili cheese hot dog ingredients yesterday anyways.

-How is the situation with your neighbors?

-It's not great. When I actually got home last night someone had written "neger" on the wall outside my door. That's, well, you get the drift of what that means, right? And I don't know if it was the same neighbors doing it, if they were doing it because of me, or what. But it still got me pretty down, and I just had rice and chicken instead of making the whole meal.

Alejandro nickar. I kanten ser jag nu att Brianne och Jim kramar varandra och deras skuldror skakar. -How's the online class going?

-I, uh, it's going well. Det går faktiskt inte så bra; jag har inte gjort någon läxa i två veckor. Varje gång jag börjar jag tänker om hur mycket jag pluggade i mitt hemland och hur det räcker inte för att jobba här i Sverige. Men jag vill inte berätta för Alejandro.

Han nickar; jag undrar om han misstänker att det går inte bra. Jag frågar, -How are the talks going? You can't really trust the news here, but it sounded like Dallas/FW was willing to enter a cease-fire thing.

Han tittar ner. -Jim said they were almost at an agreement. Our faction is gaining power, because so many people are just tired of the fighting. But with this attack . . . I don't know.

Det verkar som han tänker säga mer, men Jim kommer tillbaka och tar kameran. Han har lite snor droppande från näsan. -Sorry sis, I shouldn't have let my emotions get out of control like that.

Jag ser att han gråter alltjämt, men vill inte visa det. Jag känner en tår också. Men jag vill inte visa det heller. Särskilt inte för bibliotekarien som stirrar mot datorn fem meter framför mig. -It's okay bro. It's late there, and it looks really busy. Is that the Cornerstone? Maybe you guys can go and sleep at Mabel's house, once Cecilia gets there.

Jim ler lite. Brianne rynkar, och säger -I don't like Mabel. She's your worst friend.

-She's a perfectly decent person. She just has way too many cat pictures to show people.

Brianne ler också lite. -Ohhh, the humanity. Cat pictures? We won't be able to sleep, she has so many!

Jim säger -Ja, vi gör det. I'll call her after this.

Klockan på paddan visar nu 3 minuter kvar. -Tell Dad I love him. I'll call you in the morning.

Jim nickar. -We love you, Anne. Take care of yourself in that strange land. Make some chili cheese dogs for me.

Jag nickar tillbaka. -See you tomorrow. Love you.

Brianne och Alejandro säger också hejdå och vi avsluter samtalet. Jag lämnar tillbaka paddan precis när tiden går ut. Bibliotekarien säger, -Är allt bra med dig?

Jag svarar, "Ja" och ler.

Det kommer att bli okej. Blott min pappa inte dör.

#1/23 #Anne

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