#like thats so fucking cool and totally not disheartening or tragic at all
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totally not me having one of the shittiest mental health crisis known to man for like, the last week
#nebbles talks#vent#feel free to ignore i am just so chronically tired and depressed rn and don't have another outlet atm#literally just feel so. helpless? not necessarily useless#but fuck literally any action i take or do or even THINK about doing feels so fucking pointless#its like no matter how hard i work for self improvement or just simply trying to get a better quality of life in general#NOTHING fucking changes#ive spent the last like. year busting my ass working and doing college classes 6 days a fucking week#and not only is my financial status even fucking WORSE than when I started#my physical health has tanked horrendously and i barely even have the energy to do basic tasks like take care of my self or even shower#SO LIKE WHATS THE FUCKING POINT??????#WHY SHOULD I FORCE MYSELF TO SUFFER IF ITS NOT EVEN GONNA CHANGE MY LIFE FOR THE FUCKING BETTER??????????#uuuuhhhgggggggg#basically no matter what i do im never gonna be able to afford to live on my own and not starve.#despite busting my ass and working 40hrs a week while also having a full time academic load#fucking. SO cool hard work literally means nothing anymore. thats definitely so so motivating and totally doesnt make me want to kill mysel#so so so glad i got to be alive in the time period where you can never gain any improvement in your life#despite doing everything i was told would make my life better#like thats so fucking cool and totally not disheartening or tragic at all#asdgjsldkdnb#again. feel free to ignore all this#the tags are like my personal little journal of fucked up thought processing since i dont have my actual paper journal on me atm
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