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Been in love with you since we were 3

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what are we going to do now?

with all this wasted love, I mean. we can continue being backseat lovers, continue watching the night sky and wishing for better times to lie ahead of us. are we going to consist of more than formidable conversations between shadows and seasonal kisses? whatever we’ll be, I will always look at the stars, desperately hoping to find a piece of me and you within them. and I will never stop holding my breath out of fear that when I exhale, a little bit of your love could leave. maybe next time, all drunk and sentimental, I will confess how I’ve seen all the planets and stars but still, the definition of beauty is you, my love.

- e.f

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childhood exes to lovers

feel free to use!

the moment they first see each other and all the feelings rushing to the surface… mainly the feeling of “i would literally rather die than see this person right now.”

“i just want a friendly chat.” “you know it’s going to be way heavier than just a friendly chat. i can’t do that again.”

“i want you to be in my life again. but more than that, i want you to want to be in it.”

one pretends not to remember the other one and it’s like

“you don’t remember me? at all? did i mean anything to you?”

“get coffee with me. please. just coffee.” “are you asking me or telling me?”

“oh! hi!!!!…… funny seeing you here.” “i saw you run away from me in the coffee aisle two minutes ago, name.”

“it was high school. it wasn’t that serious.” “it was serious to me.”

“will you forgive me?”

“i’m gonna be honest and i’ve been keeping it to myself because i didn’t want to scare you off again. i really loved you. and i still do.”

“i don’t want you to hurt me again.” “i was immature before. please.”

“it didn’t work out the first time. i’m scared, you know?” “but we’ve both come so far since the first time. we’re not kids anymore, name.”

what if it’s just unrequited? what if one truly has moved on and the other is left in the dust?

“i missed you.”

“can we just talk?” “why would you need to talk to me?”

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Intimacy isn't just about sex. It's having heart-to-hearts, going on dates, dancing, cuddling, sharing childhood memories, thoughts, fears, dreams & hopes for the future. It's uncontrollable laughter, direct eye contact & feeling each other without touching–it's exchanging energy.

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Glad I was young when I met you,

Growing up would have ruined everything good between us

-Nikki A

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"I have been in love with you since the first day I met you in kindergarten."

GOD. WHY. NOT. ME. !?

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I've loved you since we were just kids playing on the playground. We grew up - went our separate ways; but your heart is forever my home. The only person I could never really ever let go of. The only person who comes to mind with every love song on the radio.

And I have no idea how to tell you or show you just how much I still love you this day.

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Childhood, this is the place where the best memories, are collected. Childhood, this is the place where we learn to fall and then stand up. Childhood, this is a place where we learn the love of family, the love of friends.

But childhood, is what remains deepest in our memory, its pains, scars and everything is kept deep in your mind. Some forget it, some do not, some have to forget but some can not forget, some do not have to forget but are forced, some keep their childhood in one tattoo, only one small tattoo and a necklace…

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This is small fragment from my story, which I have written for wattpad. I’ll link it if you want, when I’ll finish 💕

Also thx, for 200+ notes, in my recent post ❤️

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Games I would love to play with you if we were together…..😍

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I am afraid I will love you forever and we will never be in the same room again.

Clementine von Radics, In a Dream You Saw a Way to Survive

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Honey, I just wanna run my fingers through your hair and watch you blush.

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"If anyone else were to kiss me, all they would taste is your name."

- Clementine von Radics

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love languages part 3 !

blurry photos taken mid laughter

running your thumb over their knuckles when you're holding someone's hand

reading a book someone mentioned, not necessarily to talk to them about it but just to understand them even a little better

writing lists for someone else

playing with their hair

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you're constantly on my mind and often i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time.

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You are the love that came without warning.