#like stiming in front of my mum or even alone. of realising later that i missed a social cue in a conversation. of infodumping
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Okay so how quick are anxiety meds meant to kick in because...
I think these are working? after only 3 days? Like I feel carefree and hopeful and felt less awkward just chatting with my therapist about The Last Of Us (because apparently she's watching it to which is cool!) Like I rambled for a good few minutes infodumping about zombie media because I did a course on it in Uni, I was this close to giving a fucking presentation FFS.
I feel like me again, and I don't think I've really felt this free to be me since I was like... 14. It's a heady feeling.
#its nice#im less nervous but i dont even know in what way?#i just simply feel free#if also a little nauseated and headachey#but apparently that normal for these meds#i also feel less self conscious about what i believe is my autism#like stiming in front of my mum or even alone. of realising later that i missed a social cue in a conversation. of infodumping#this is so freeing what the heck#i love this??#im singing more too which feels SO fucking nice. not just mumbling along to a song but Belting It#and its less nervous sounding too#even alone#gosh i cried out of HAPPINESS after my therapy session i felt so much like me#i havent cried in happiness for... i dont even know how long??#morning the loss of my twenties a bit. if i knew it was this easy to get help... but nevermind i have it now and#im hopeful#truely hopeful#katy liveblogs life 2023
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