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katyobsesses · 2 years

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Okay so how quick are anxiety meds meant to kick in because...

I think these are working? after only 3 days? Like I feel carefree and hopeful and felt less awkward just chatting with my therapist about The Last Of Us (because apparently she's watching it to which is cool!) Like I rambled for a good few minutes infodumping about zombie media because I did a course on it in Uni, I was this close to giving a fucking presentation FFS.

I feel like me again, and I don't think I've really felt this free to be me since I was like... 14. It's a heady feeling.

#its nice #im less nervous but i dont even know in what way?#i just simply feel free #if also a little nauseated and headachey #but apparently that normal for these meds #i also feel less self conscious about what i believe is my autism #like stiming in front of my mum or even alone. of realising later that i missed a social cue in a conversation. of infodumping #this is so freeing what the heck #i love this??#im singing more too which feels SO fucking nice. not just mumbling along to a song but Belting It #and its less nervous sounding too #even alone #gosh i cried out of HAPPINESS after my therapy session i felt so much like me #i havent cried in happiness for... i dont even know how long??#morning the loss of my twenties a bit. if i knew it was this easy to get help... but nevermind i have it now and #im hopeful #truely hopeful #katy liveblogs life 2023

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