#like sometimes i have existential dread; or crushing fear of failure stopping task tm | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mysoulspiralbound · 2 years ago

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okay okay okay. okay.

ADHD be like: I need to do do this task before I go to bed. therefore I’ll stay up all night on my phone because I have no motivation to do the thing but I can’t go to bed unless I do it.

#worse when you have 2! tasks to do #one is more time sensitve #the other is easier #you maybe have motivation for a 3rd task that isn't relevant to either of the first too; that won't be mandatory to do for a bit #but you have the motivation for it!#yeah none of those are getting done #and then instead you just get the wonderful feeling of accomplishing nothing but 3 hours of tumblr #0 hours of sleep #and 0 tasks compleate #please please just let me finish my tasks tm #pretty please #you could lock me in a room; give me unlimmited time to do task tm #give me nothing else to do #and i don't know if it would get done #please i just want to focus #i just want the executive function to actually *function #this is def an anxiety thing for me too #like sometimes i have existential dread; or crushing fear of failure stopping task tm #and sometimes i just can't f*cking start #cw: mental health #cw: mental illness #this is fine.

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