#like she's very spiritual in a non-religious way and believes in tarot and astrology and all that
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deepwoundsandfadedscars · 4 months ago
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Sat down to have a chat with my cousin before he flies home tomorrow to his wife, just cause I was anxious that she would try to twist it against me if she talked to him first, I explained my side of what the interaction was and the blatant lies she claimed, and he's not at all surprised and in fact is already planning on getting a paralegal when he gets home to start getting her the fuck out of his life
Me last night: hmm maybe I want another tattoo, I'm going to start talking to this artist *sends message*
My cousins wife: *sends an incredibly hostile message about how I've been ignoring her and she's gone above and beyond for me trying to be supportive of me, when in reality she hasn't texted me first since November and when I text her, she's very short with me and makes no effort to continue a conversation with me*
"Yeah hi, artist? Make that three tattoos"
#kee speaks#i wasnt expecting to hear he was already considering divorce but pleasently surprised#i am a-ok with that#especially after chatting with a friend today who has interacted with her too and my friend reminded me of some other shitty things she did#cause holy fuck#on another way less positive note: my grandma also sprung on me today a discussion on grief and where she believes my sister is#and she repeated something that ive heard her say before and it infuriates me SO MUCH#like she's very spiritual in a non-religious way and believes in tarot and astrology and all that#but she keeps saying that she believes that my sister had finished her purpose in our lives#and that has been the most hurtful thing i have ever heard#cause no!! why the absolute ever living FUCK would someones purpose be to kill themself??#what purpose does that serve in any of our lives??#she keeps repeating it like it helps her but it makes me want to smash something#she gets so misguided about things- she says things without actually thinking it through#and it always throws me off so bad that i cant even explain how wrong what she just said is#like the day my grandpa died she told my cousin that if him and his ex had to figure out a custody plan#that he should only take his sons and leave his daughter with his ex- which i presume she said because she figures#that the girl will turn out like her mother (abusive)- we were all so shocked she would say that that we didnt know how to respond#also when i subtly tried to bring up the whole transgender thing to test the waters to see how she'd react to me#it makes me want to scream#like she comments how she doesnt understand choices my mom makes#my mom isnt anything like my grandma and I'm nothing like my mom either-#so why would you immediately presume that your great granddaughter would be anything like her mother#yes some stuff runs in the family but telling your grandson to abandon his daughter because the woman he married turned out to be awful???#just sounds like a guaranteed way to make sure she DOES end up like her mom by leaving her solely under that womans guardianship#thankfully my cousin isnt dumb enough to agree with her logic#I'm so fucking fired up today everything is making me mad and stressed out#tomorrows going to be a long ass day but I'll be able to dawdle my way home and i can take myself to the bookstore and get some bubble tea#so im gonna fucking treat myself tomorrow#still waiting to confirm the tattoos on saturday but fingers crossed that still happens
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yellowjacketslesbian · 1 year ago
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What do you think Van's relationship with religion is like, before and after the crash?
hey!! I love this question because I actually have a whole hc for this!!!
pre-crash I hc that Van was raised catholic and went through catechism (with Nat & Laura Lee). I think she partially did confirmation because of family pressure, but also because I think she has always been someone who searches for meaning in the world around her, and I think she looked to the church as a way to find that meaning as a kid because it was all she knew. (I think Van's parents were probably more along the lines non-practicing catholics, and only really went to mass for major holidays, but they still really pushed for her to get confirmed to keep up appearances with extended family).
I think Van left the church sometime in middle school after she fully realized / came to terms with being a lesbian. (I personally hc that Van's dad left when she was 12 or 13 and her mom's issues got worse after, so she also didn't have the same family pressure to stay in the church). however, I believe she still held onto some of the mysticism of the church / saint lore, etc. she grew up with and she more was rejecting an organized religion she knew wouldn't accept her, rather than all of the beliefs (though I don't think she would necessarily admit that to herself).
as far as immediately pre-crash, I think Van probably used humor to cope and deflect from any religious trauma by high school and probably would have described herself as a recovered catholic / atheist, if it ever came up.
I also think having that common background of being raised catholic and rejecting that upbringing was something she bonded over with Taissa pre-crash (it's canon that at least Tai's grandmother was catholic). I can definitely picture them being their sarcastic selves together and making quips back and forth through an entire Christmas Eve midnight mass they both got dragged to.
I also think having that common background adds some additional context to their fight in the attic in S1E10. like if rejecting religion and supernatural explanations for the world around them, is something they bonded over, there's an added layer there when Van suddenly believes in this supernatural thing and Taissa is still firmly an atheist.
(I could write a whole thesis separate thesis here on why it makes so sense that Van believed so fervently in the supernatural element and embraced the cult practices as a way to make sense of that terrifying time in the wilderness, assuming a catholic upbringing. tldr: in my personal experience, it's fairly common for people who have dealt with specifically catholic religious trauma to be more susceptible to that type of influence because of the beliefs we were raised with).
anyway, post-crash I think Van struggled a lot to cope with the things they did in the wilderness and kind of just completely shut off all belief in anything instead of actually facing what they did. I also think she's going to go back to her belief in the wilderness after being cured of cancer in S3 because she never actually worked through any of her trauma, and therefore, is still very susceptible to falling back into that acolyte role.
also, if the crash never happened, I think Van would've been the type of recovered catholic who gets into like spirituality as a way to make sense of the world (tarot cards, astrology, etc.)
tldr: I think Van was raised catholic but is an atheist both pre and post-crash
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meirmakesstuff · 4 years ago
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anon talking about the sarfatis again (and making them identifiably jewish in fantasy) -- divination magic exists in this world and is widely practiced; my understanding is that it's forbidden in judaism. 2J3O, but what kind of mixed or complicated attitudes would jewish characters in this world have towards it/how do i convey those? [1]
[2] my original idea was that their mother, when her eldest son expressed interest in divination as a field of study, sat him down and had a long conversation with him, and at the end concluded that as long as he honored god and used magic only to help people, she would accept it as his adult decision, and i'm wondering how this comes across to more observantly jewish people.
Hi Anon, sorry it took me so long to get back to this. Hopefully it’s still relevant. For other readers, this is a follow-up to this ask, which in turn is a follow-up to this one from a different writer also thinking through questions of Jewish representation in fantasy fiction. As always, standard 2J3O disclaimers apply.
That said, from my perspective what you’re describing is a pretty believable conversation for a family to have. While it’s extremely familiar for those conversations to be present in a modern Reform or even Conservative affiliated family, it’s also the sort of thing we see a lot in Jewish American history. Magic might not have been on the table, but questions where halacha (Jewish law, the code of Jewish practices) conflicts with parnassah (the ability to support yourself and your dependants) always have. There have always been shopkeepers who can’t afford to close on Saturdays, merchants or peddlers who can’t avoid eating meat, doctors who can’t turn their pagers off on Yom Kippur, and astronauts who have to make a call on what observance might even begin to look like in a place where the measurement of time, our fundamental guide, is fully arbitrary. 
I remember when Joe Lieberman, who described himself as observant rather than Orthodox, became the first ever Jewish vice presidential candidate in a major political party, when I was in high school. He was asked very pointedly whether he was willing to break shabbat in the event of an emergency or pressing official business, and had to assure the public that he would. The question of course is a product of the antisemitic assumption that Jews’ loyalty to their country is inevitably partial or divided, and only people with the kind of assumptions that prompted the question would be surprised by the answer: to Jews and those who know us well, it’s so obvious that we could easily have left it unsaid.
A question to ask yourself about this example is why either character believes divination specifically is forbidden. We aren’t given explanations in Torah for most mitzvot, especially the ones that warn us against the practices of other groups. The mother and son might have completely different assumptions about what the prohibition means, based on their different educations or life experiences. If the mother assumes the main goal is to prevent assimilation or idolatry, asking him to assure her that he will not adopt non-Jewish/non-monotheistic beliefs makes sense. If he assumes it’s for another reason--or refers to a different definition of divination--then he might have a reason for wanting to pursue that course of study that doesn’t perhaps satisfy his mother but does allow him to assure her that he’s not planning to abandon his Jewish identity. 
In our world, avoiding assimilation and avoiding avoda zara (engaging in non-Jewish worship) are the most common reasonings offered for the prohibition on fortune-telling (among those who feel it needs to be explained: for some people, to seek reasons for the mitzvot is to miss the point: we do the mitzvot because they are mitzvot, period). Personally, I avoid tarot and astrology primarily because I don’t find them interesting but also because I consider them avoda zara. To others*, it’s not a form of worship at all, but a fun psychological game or a way to think through their hopes. 
*I’m excluding in this analysis the people who engage with these practices because they misunderstand them as being a science, because they’re consciously engaging in non-Jewish spiritual practices, or to intentionally deceive others, and only considering people who consider themselves to be within the bounds of Jewish practice, regarding tarot as the spiritual practice of a different group. 
If I were sitting down with someone whose religious life I was part of shaping, and they told me they were interested in astrology, my questions about it would center on what they feel astrology does for them, what they believe that it is, and what they believe that mitzvot do for them, and what they believe that a mitzvah is. These are the kind of questions that a Christian teacher might feel they have “right” answers for,” but for Jews these are intensely personal questions that a Jew over the age of 13 must struggle with for themselves, and are almost guaranteed to disagree on. 
This is all a very long way of saying that I think the conversation you’re imagining between mother and son is incredibly realistic and valid. I get a little itchy when a Jewish character is more focused on the concept of “relationship with God” than “culturally appropriate actions” but some Jews really do think that way, and that could be another difference for them to talk about or for him to think about afterward: if she’s a very spiritual person whose way of thinking about her Jewishness involves an emotionally personified God figure, and he’s a practical sort whose spirituality comes from keeping his actions and motivations in line with Torah values, it’s no surprise that she would use language like “honor God” that he can easily agree to yet not find troubling or compelling himself.
Once again you’ve asked a really interesting question--let me know if I skipped or left out anything relevant, and to readers please feel free to chime in with your thoughts about how this scenario might unfold. 
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astroismypassion · 4 years ago
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hi! i just saw you were having difficulties with your messages, so i am totally okay with going through the ask box! I was born on May 14, 1997 at 6:36pm (18:36) in Pascagoula, Mississippi, USA. Thank you, again, for your time!! :)
Thank you for answering me! <3
Hi!
Thank you for buying me this delicious hot beverage. I drank black coffee with rice milk while writing your interpretation. I hope you will enjoy reading it as much as I did writing! And I was listening to Michael Kiwanuka - One More Night while writing. ;)
Your dominant planets are: 1. Venus, 2. Sun and 3. Moon. Your dominant signs are: 1. Aquarius, 2. Taurus and 3. Gemini. Your main mode is Fixed. You are Air dominant.
FAMILY, SIBLINGS, EARLY LIFE
If you have any siblings, they are Capricorn, Aquarius and Pisces. You might have not liked the traditional schooling system, because you found it too rigid. You have Aquarius IC. You had an unconventional upbringing. You have Aquarius and Pisces in the 4th house. This means someone in your family might have had an escapistic problem (drug/alcohol issue, emotional problem, depression or even overslept). A parental figure might have had a religious upbringing, background. There were many superstitions in your family growing up. Or you believed some untraditional, “strange” things. You might have had an escape in your life, be it music or just your room or somewhere where you felt safe and comfortable. You liked to play in your own world. You daydreamt often. You might have escaped into art, fashion, creating your own fantasy or reality. You also have Jupiter in the 4th house. You might have moved around often or changed residence, even school. You might have many siblings or you have an extended family. You could have relatives or other family members living abroad or they have different religious, cultural backgrounds or even different social status. You have Sun square Moon. Your parents might have not agreed on your parenting style. They were not in sync. They might have been two very different figures. Your mother and your father had very different personality traits and character. You have Mercury square Neptune. You might often have deja vu moments. Or you find it hard to really remember whether a thing happened or that it has never happened. You might lose focus easily and just wonder away in your thoughts. You might have been really good in literature, languages or certain abstract topics and drawing, creative writing. But maybe not so much in sciences, such as math. You might have found it harder to comprehend it. You have Mercury square Uranus. This indicates an astrologer’s mind. You might be really good at astrology! You have unique ideas and visionary thoughts. Some might think you are not being serious. You can have a foot in the mouth syndrome and say something too quickly, before really thinking it through. You might often surprise people. You have Taurus Sun in the 7th house. Your father seemed to have had a passive role in your upbringing. He might have not performed all his parental duties. He was probably a bit lazy as well, but people liked him. He is quite stubborn and opinionated. He is proud of his relationships with others, be it business, platonic or romantic. You have Leo Moon in the 10th house. Your mother is well respected and maybe even well known. Or she works in administration, politics or public sector. She might have been the main breadwinner in your family. She is proud, generous, ambitious, hard working, strong, reliable, responsible and caring.
PARTNERSHIPS AND FRIENDSHIPS
You have Aries, Capricorn, Pisces, Libra, Virgo or Scorpio friends. In your romantic relationships you attract Capricorn, Aries, Pisces, Taurus, Leo, Gemini and Cancer, even Libra is possible. You have Virgo mars in the 11th house. This shows how you approach your crush, how you act and how you take action. You like hard working people, who are social and have loyal friend groups. You might like platonic friendships more than romantic partnerships. You like cleanliness, organization and order. You might often clean yourself, your room, environment or somehow constantly beautify it. Self care means a lot to you. Either way you value mental connections over anything. You need compatibility in the mind. You need to be attracted to someone intellectual first. But you also notice their physical appearance, in terms whether they are healthy, clean and nice, elegantly put together. You have Gemini Venus in the 7th house. You are quite a flirt. You like flirting, word play and a bit of mind games. You like people that grow with you. You might like the idea of a date, where you learn something together or learn a skill together. Or perhaps taking a cooking class together. You like puzzles, quizzes and questionnaires. You like to “sample” many people. You have a fear of commitment and settling down. You desire it, but fear it at the same time. You have Venus trine Uranus. You might be attracted to odd, unique, quirky people that stand out. You have Venus trine Neptune. This means you idealize others or put them on the pedestal often. Others might do that to you as well. You might put people under pressure “to perform” to your ideal love fairytale. You have Venus opposite Pluto. Beware of this placement! You might attract quite a few obsessive people. Or people seem to stalk you even years after you’ve broken up. You might be quite possessive of your friends and loved one. You can be even a bit jealous or envious over them.
CAREER, PROFESSIONAL LIFE, PUBLIC IMAGE
You have Virgo North Node in the 11th house. This might indicate that you may lead a bit of a “loner” life. But you need it, since you get easily overwhelmed and need plenty of alone time to recharge. In this lifetime you are asked to organise, establish a routine, live more in the present moment and be of service to others. You might have to learn how to help your friends, community, society in general. You’ll learn humility as well. You will need to take care of your health, yourself in your day-to-day life and how to have a daily routine. But you’ll probably find this easier after 30. You might benefit greatly from owning a pet. You could be an excellent advisor, counsellor or consultant. You might have a knack for social media, marketing, publishing and communication fields. Even journalism, publishing, news anchoring, writing. You could work in non government fields. Or you could be an activist for a cause at least at some point in your life. You might like to own the newest gadgets and modern electronics in your home as well. But also spiritual items, even tarot cards and all the items from your travels. You have Taurus Mercury in the 6th house. You like to stimulate your mind daily. You might often think about your health, pets, if you have any, food and drink, material possessions and items, your friends, even your daily routine, how to organize yourself better. You could think about your daily tasks, your day-to-day life, duties, responsibilities. You are extremely detail oriented and you have a keen eye! You observe EVERYTHING. Facial expressions, gestures, small birthmarks. You notice how someone is dressed, how they speak and present themselves.
ADDITIONAL OBSERVATIONS
You have Libra Chiron in the 12th house. There is a certain wound or a past hurt in regards to your one on one relationships, be it platonic, romantic or business. You might have been hurt, disappointed or rejected in the past. You didn’t have an example of a healthy relationship, so you might sometimes think relationships all together aren’t for you. You might have experienced your parents' separation or divorce or their relationships have affected your views on them. You might make a mistake aggression for love at times. Or passion and lust for love. You have Gemini Juno in the 8th house. This indicates your ideal partner, your ideal soulmate. It can be a friend or a lover. They would have to be versatile, always keeping you on your toes, changing and able to keep up with your transformations as well. But also loyal, secure and that you share a deep bonded trust with them. You have Pisces Ceres in the 4th house. This presents how you wish to be nurtured and how you often nurtured others. You give your unconditional love and support and be like a family to others. You provide a safe space for them. You may need artistic escape or an artistic outlet for your emotions and that you can cope with reality so you like to daydream and pursue artistic endeavours. It’s crucial for your mental and emotional wellness. You have Virgo Lilith in the 10th house. You are very helpful, but you expect the help in return when you need it. You might be quite possessive of people’s belongings and what they have. You are quite persuasive and can easily get what you desire. You can show more of the “negative” Virgo traits in the area of the 10th house, such as being over critical, nagging and complaining.You have Aquarius Part of Fortune in the 4th house. This is where you find natural luck and good fortune. You might find it when you make peace with your unconventional upbringing, family background and history. When you learn how to detach from your family members and still have friendly relationships with them.
CHART RULER
You have Pluto as your chart ruler. The chart ruler of the 1st house is in the 1st house. This means you’re in charge of your own destiny in this lifetime. You might be very self reliant. And you’ll have plenty of personal experiences to back you up when you’re sharing your knowledge with others. You could just use you as an example. Your personality, ego, characters, traist, self esteem, self worth might develop through your personal experiences, interactions with others. Here’s an additional video on this topic by an excellent fellow astrologer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HnMdFJeXR0
HOUSE RULERS
The ruler of the 1st house is in the 1st house. You express yourself through the way you look. You express yourself through clothing and makeup. The image you project affects your ability to navigate through life. The ruler of the 2nd house is in the 4th house. You impose your personal values on your family members. Personal money goes to family. You are possessive of family members. Your values manifest in family life. You are concerned with the financial security of your family. The ruler of the 3rd house is in the 5th house. Daily conversation revolves around children, hobbies, creativity, theater or the arts. Your communication style is creative and entertaining. Experiences of early education affect your ability to be creative. You have a child-like and playful communication style. The ruler of the 4th house is in the 3rd house. Home is a place to have lively conversations. Cultural upbringing has a strong bearing on your thoughts. Feeling included or rejected by your family influences your day to day interactions.  Home is a place where people come and go. You bring your private inner self with you when you write, keep a journal or blog. The ruler of the 5th house is in the 3rd house. You communicate in a playful and lighthearted way. Romance and fun express themselves through a love of reading and writing. Fun is found through gossiping. Relaxation comes through conversation and writing. The ruler of the 6th house is in the 11th house. You specialize in working with large groups of people. Your working environment is social. You work with friends on a daily basis. The ruler of the 7th house is in the 7th house. The partner needs to be willing negotiate and cooperate with you. Marriage partners are business partners, business partners are marriage partners. You want to be with someone who is cooperative. You want a partner who is a good negotiator. The ruler of the 8th house is in the 6th house. You have obsessive or intense everyday habits. You use your capacity for research and investigation in health and fitness fields. Work is emotionally turbulent. You have complex emotions surrounding health and diet. The ruler of the 9th house is in the 10th house. You expand your horizons through your choice of vocation. Traveling helps you become more widely known. You find meaning through your choice of vocation. You travel because it makes you seem important. Journalism builds your reputation. Your education level builds your reputation. You apply your wisdom to gaining status and social standing. You receive awards and recognition for your academic achievements. The ruler of the 10th house is in the 7th house. Partners should have the same ambitions and goals in mind. You gain recognition and social status through your partner. Ideally the partners should have equal status and equal standing. Partners should have balanced careers. The ruler of the 11th house is in the 6th house. You meet like-minded people through your interest in diet and exercise. The groups you join involve a certain amount of specialization. You bring your interest in social causes to your work environment. You want to reform attitudes to diet, health and exercise. You like working with friends. You have long term goals and wishes relating to diet and exercise. The ruler of the 12th house is in the 7th house. Your partner desires to escape from reality as much as you do. You lose your boundaries when it comes to significant relationships. Your grief and sorrow affect your relationships. The desire to escape reality affects your ability to maintain a serious relationship.
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heywoodvirgin · 4 years ago
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Oh, let’s see what we have here ^^ 
I’ve started to write something and that might help me develop my OC ! 
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PERSONAL.
1. what is their full name? do they have any nicknames? what are they and why did they get them? Rachel , Rachel Ortega, her Grand mother used to call her Rae. 
2. how old are they? how long have they been living on their own? She is 27, she is on her own since she was 24, after her GM death. 
3. what are their astrology signs? sun/moon/rising.  Aquarius! 
4. what tarot card from the major arcana would you associate with them? Hum...the Star! 
5. are they religious or spiritual in any way? She is more spiritual than religious, she believes in the universe plan for her. 
6. which of the four elements would you associate with them? Air ! 
9. which of the nine alignments are they? (lawful good etc) Neutral good.
10. which of the myers-briggs  types are they? I REALLY DON'T KNOW haha. 
11. do they have any cyberware? is it cosmetic or is it weaponry/armor? None, she’s a virgin. 
12. what is their occupation? She is a cook in a diner in Wellsprings - Jerry’s. 
13. if you were to choose a class for them, what would it be? Hum... I really don’t know, farmer is a class? 
14. what is their weapon of choice? Her kitchen knives?
15. what is their preferred vehicle or transportation of choice? her feet and later, Jackie’s Arch. 
16. how would you describe their style? Sober and modest, well, as much as you can look sober and modest in a Cyberpunk world lol.
17. are they a early riser or a night owl? Early riser, she gotta open the diner and start pretty early in the morning ! 
18. share three songs you associate with them. The Midnight : Shadows. Trevor Something : summer love, Droid Bishop : In your Love 
NIGHT CITY.
19. is your character from night city? if no, where were they born? what brought them to night city? if yes, what area of the city did they grow up?She is originally from the Free State of North California, She was a farmer there living with her Grand Mother until the later died. 
20. where do they currently live? describe their home. She lives in Wellsprings, a little appartment she tries to maintain cozy and safe. 
21. do they have any favorite spots around NC? Yes, Misty’s Esoterica ^^ and El Coyote Cojo, Mama Welles bar, also Mama Welles home and Jackie’s garage. 
22. do they like to cook for themselves, or eat out? do they prefer restaurants or street food? and how do they feel about vending machine food? Cook for herself ! I mean, she’s a cook! 
23. do they prefer the city or the badlands? She has a love/hate relation with the city, but definitely the city. 
24. what gang/faction/corporation do they align with, if any?None, but if she has to chose, Valentinos and Moxes for their principles. 
25. which radio station(s) is their favorite? 91.9 Royal Blue Radio
26. if they do merc work, do they have one dedicated fixer? if so, who? They don’t, so no ^^
27. have they ever had run ins with the badges? no?
28. are they quick to help a stranger in need or do they prefer to stay out of other peoples business? She would help if she feels the situation is safe enough. 
29. do they have any favorite celebrities that frequent or live in NC? how would they feel meeting them? None! 
RELATIONSHIPS.
30. is your friend a social butterfly or more of a loner? A little shy loner. 
31. who are their closest chooms in NC? Jerry, her old employer, later, Misty and V. 
32. do they have anyone they would consider family? Her Grand mother before she died, later, Mama Welles and Jackie. 
33. what is/was their relationship like with their parents? Very good, until they died. 
34. do they have siblings? None, she is the only child. 
35. how would you describe their relationship with their family? Non existent, they passed away. 
36. who is their biggest enemy? Corpo? of course, corpo. 
37. tell a short story about your character with their best choom. A day like the others in Misty’s Esoterica, the two girls do make up together, Rachel is wearing the black lipstick of Misty, Jackie and Vik appear, she and Misty exchange a brief look before jumping on the two big guys and kissing them all over the face, leaving black lips shapes all over their flushed faces. One of the rarest extrovert things Rachel did in her entire life.  
38. do they have a love interest? if so, who? JACKIEEEEE. 
39. are they in a committed relationship or do they date around? She was in one commited relashionship with her teen crush, until he moved to NY. She hadn’t dated anyone since. 
40. has your character ever been in love? Not really, teen kind of crush, but nothing very deep.  
41. do they believe in soulmates? She doesn’t know yet. 
42. do they believe in love at first sight? No, until she saw Jackie. 
43. describe their ideal date. Watching the stars with her SO on top of Night City roofs. 
44. would your character ever get married? Maybe?
45. what was your characters first impression of their partner(s)? Dangerous, DO NOT APPROACH. 
46. are they open about their relationship or low key? how would other people feel about them together? She is shy, so low key. People think they make an unusual but cute couple. 
47. share a headcanon about your character and their partner(s). They LOVE tickling each other’s tummy. 
48. share three songs you associate with your character and their partner(s). I have nothing in mind for now. 
NSFW.
49. name three of your characters biggest turn ons. Kindness, tall, broad and warm body, deep voice. 
50. name three of your characters biggest kinks. Ahum... hands trapped in her partner’s, being lightly spanked, she also have a big praise kink. 
51. do they like having multiple partners or do they prefer monogamy? Monogamy!
52. do they watch porn or braindances? Porn, very occasionally, when she really feels horny. 
53. would your character ever make an explicit braindance? NEVER lol. 
54. do they have any cybernetic enhancements that serve sexual purposes? None. 
55. do they have a preference for ‘ganic bodies or do they like modifications? Organic bodies, or with modifications, when she likes the guy, she just like the guy ;)
56. name three of your characters biggest turn offs. Degradation, spitting, bad higiene.  
57. what is their ultimate fantasy? or ““secret”“ kink? She doesn’t really think about it... 
58. would they ever use any substances like aphrodisiacs, alcohol or drugs during sex? None, she prefers to be very clear headed to enjoy the smallest details. 
59. what is their wildest sexual experience? She didn’t really had any. She only had sex with her ex BF and it was just okayish, nothing fancy. 
60. are they more submissive or dominant?Submessive to the core. 
61. does your character need to have an intimate relationship with someone to have sex? or do they prefer being unattached? She def. need to be intimate with someone to have sex, she is very shy and reserved. 
62. has your character ever participated in group sex? Never. 
63. do they like to sext or play over the holo? Sext is her thing, and RL interactions. 
64. has your character ever ghosted someone after a sexual encounter? Nope. 
65. how would they react if they were ghosted by someone they like after a sexual encounter? since she only had sex with her EX Bf, who was nice, she never faced this situ. But if she ever get ghosted after sex, she would be mortified. She often think if Jack would do this for her, and it confront her to one of her biggest insecurities.
66. do they prefer kink oriented sex or spontaneous passionate sex? Both, in her fantasies. 
67. how do they get down on their own? quick and easy or do they have to romance themselves a little? She likes to take it slow and romance herself a little ^^ 
68. in what outfit do they feel sexiest? how do they dress to impress? She keeps a black, shiny, latex set of underwear in her closet, her little secret outfit she wears for herself whenever she feels sexy... later on, she would wear it for Jackie. 
69. do they like having music on while they have sex? share three songs they’d play while getting down. Oh yes, sometimes. Smooth, sensual Jazz :3 
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PERSONAL. 1. what is their full name? do they have any nicknames? what are they and why did they get them? 2. how old are they? how long have they been living on their own? 3. what are their astrology signs? sun/moon/rising. 4. what tarot card from the major arcana would you associate with them? 5. are they religious or spiritual in any way? 6. which of the four elements would you associate with them? 9. which of the nine alignments are they? (lawful good etc) 10. which of the myers-briggs personality types are they? 11. do they have any cyberware? is it cosmetic or is it weaponry/armor? 12. what is their occupation? 13. if you were to choose a class for them, what would it be? 14. what is their weapon of choice? 15. what is their preferred vehicle or transportation of choice? 16. how would you describe their style? 17. are they a early riser or a night owl? 18. share three songs you associate with them. 
NIGHT CITY. 19. is your character from night city? if no, where were they born? what brought them to night city? if yes, what area of the city did they grow up? 20. where do they currently live? describe their home.  21. do they have any favorite spots around NC? 22. do they like to cook for themselves, or eat out? do they prefer restaurants or street food? and how do they feel about vending machine food? 23. do they prefer the city or the badlands? 24. what gang/faction/corporation do they align with, if any? 25. which radio station(s) is their favorite? 26. if they do merc work, do they have one dedicated fixer? if so, who? 27. have they ever had run ins with the badges? 28. are they quick to help a stranger in need or do they prefer to stay out of other peoples business? 29. do they have any favorite celebrities that frequent or live in NC? how would they feel meeting them?
RELATIONSHIPS. 30. is your friend a social butterfly or more of a loner? 31. who are their closest chooms in NC? 32. do they have anyone they would consider family? 33. what is/was their relationship like with their parents?  34. do they have siblings? 35. how would you describe their relationship with their family? 36. who is their biggest enemy? 37. tell a short story about your character with their best choom. 38. do they have a love interest? if so, who? 39. are they in a committed relationship or do they date around? 40. has your character ever been in love? if so, with who? 41. do they believe in soulmates? 42. do they believe in love at first sight? 43. describe their ideal date. 44. would your character ever get married? 45. what was your characters first impression of their partner(s)? 46. are they open about their relationship or low key? how would other people feel about them together? 47. share a headcanon about your character and their partner(s). 48. share three songs you associate with your character and their partner(s).
NSFW.  49. name three of your characters biggest turn ons. 50. name three of your characters biggest kinks. 51. do they like having multiple partners or do they prefer monogamy?  52. do they watch porn or braindances? 53. would your character ever make an explicit braindance? 54. do they have any cybernetic enhancements that serve sexual purposes? 55. do they have a preference for ‘ganic bodies or do they like modifications? 56. name three of your characters biggest turn offs. 57. what is their ultimate fantasy? or ““secret”“ kink? 58. would they ever use any substances like aphrodisiacs, alcohol or drugs during sex? 59. what is their wildest sexual experience? 60. are they more submissive or dominant? 61. does your character need to have an intimate relationship with someone to have sex? or do they prefer being unattached?  62. has your character ever participated in group sex? 63. do they like to sext or play over the holo? 64. has your character ever ghosted someone after a sexual encounter? 65. how would they react if they were ghosted by someone they like after a sexual encounter? 66. do they prefer kink oriented sex or spontaneous passionate sex? 67. how do they get down on their own? quick and easy or do they have to romance themselves a little? 68. in what outfit do they feel sexiest? how do they dress to impress? 69. do they like having music on while they have sex? share three songs they’d play while getting down. 
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