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celestiamour · 3 days ago
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Hello can you please do hcs for su-bong x sweet fem reader? By sweet I mean nice to everyone and loved/liked by almost everyone so people are shocked he pulled 😭 (sorry if it’s a bit specific!) Thank you!
ft. choi su-bong x f! reader — squid game
╰��✧ sweetheart! reader┊0.5k words
contains: established relationship, mentioned drug use
➤ author's note: another short one served but they are so cute omg
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╰₊✧ most people in the games don’t like thanos, even his fans who survived the first games are learning why “never meet your heroes” is such a popular saying. he’s obnoxious, arrogant, temperamental, unpredictable in dangerous ways (especially when high) with how he dances with death, and rarely ever considers the well-being of others unless they are part of his team. they prefer to steer clear of them as nothing good could ever come from associating with a hooligan like him, and they tell you to do the same because he would only be a bad influence.
╰₊✧ when they find out a sweetheart like you is actually his girlfriend, their jaws go slack and their eyes go round in shock. not a fling to pass the time, not a situationship, his real girlfriend whom he’s very committed to. you, the darling girl everyone loves who gives massages to the elderly and always gives her milk away to anyone who needs it, dating some fuckass rapper who is a menace to society. 
╰₊✧ while your boyfriend frequently flexes you as his partner, truth be told, he’s not sure how he pulled you either but is too scared to ask just in case you realize you can do better than him. 
╰₊✧ he’s so smitten with you, by the way, it’s almost pathetic. his personality turns a complete 180 degrees and gives kang dae-ho a run for his money in the contest of golden retriever personality, a complete and utter simp (do people even still use that word anymore) for you— you say “jump,” he asks “how high.” he would probably quit using drugs if you asked him to and supported him through withdrawals, which is probably why he’s a bit more sneaky about it and you haven’t noticed yet.
╰₊✧ never says sorry first after arguments because of how stubborn he is, but he feels so guilty when you sputter a string of apologies through tears seconds after that he might start crying too because you’re just too sweet for him. 
╰₊✧ deviates from his usual style of songwriting to write more romantic stuff dedicated to you with lots of motifs about heavenly angels and saccharine sugar. he finds the final product a little embarrassing because of just how different it is to his raps, but you always love it and listen to it at least a hundred times before adding it to your favorites. also, he has so many playlists with you in mind, he probably has a separate account for them. he puts a little too much thought into curating the perfect background music for dates, for dancing around the house, or just to listen to with headphones when he’s thinking about you in any instance.
╰₊✧ matching icons on your social media with half a heart frame so when you put them together it’s a heart around the two of you because he’ll be damned if the entire world doesn’t know that you’re his and he’s yours.
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I think what makes it parricularly angsty particularly when youre young, is that you dont always know who you are, or who you want to be, or how to get there.
Part 1. Pay attention to what you like. Notice whrn something makes you happy or excited or determined v anxious, unhappy, bored, antsy. Now do more of the things that you enjoy. This can include hard things you want to improve at, thags why I included determined. Mastery of skills isnt easy breezy kind of fun but it is very important positive feelings.
2. Who you want to ve and how to get there. Think about your values. Whats important to you. Do you act like thats whats important to you? What would that look like? Forget social norms a minute and picture it. Maybe it means standing up for people being bullied. Maybe it means standing up for yourself and being honest qbout what you like and owning it. Yeah I watch anime, can I introduce to some? Ok thats chill, your loss, im gonna keep doing me. Maybe it means looking after siblings while everyone else is hanging out, naybe it means making time for friends even though youre swamped with work. Who do you admire and what do you admire about them? What chpices do they make that gets them there? What do they do tbat you dont want to emulate? Pick and choose what works for you, dont try become exactly some other person. Mayne theyre super dedicated to exercise and train on weekends ans you wanna do that, but theyre also kinda rude and you dont wanna talk that way.
Tldr You get to build yourself, and listen to yourself, and thats pretty much how to be confident: like yourself so much that your self love is stronger than anyobe elses disapproval. Like yourself by doing things you enjiy and working towards living in line with your goals and values. Make decisions so that you'll be proud of yourself.
Take advice ofc and feedback, but always run it back through "does this feel right to me? Does it make sense to me? Do I want to be the type of person who does this?". Doesnt matter if its drugs or going for a run at 5am or signing up to a class or volunteering to pick up garbage or going on holiday overseas or hang gliding super high up. Do you want to be a person who does that? Does it seem like a good idea? Would you feel proud of yourself after?
(You also dont have to tell other people, it can be private; I dont really believe in guilty pleasures. If Im prous of myself and I know some ppl will makw fun of me, I just dont tell them. Not bc im embarassed but bc I dont feel like being harassed. You get the difference?)
It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.
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polarisjisung · 3 days ago
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ꨄ YOU ARE MY ROCKSTAR
LATE NIGHTS IN THE STUDIO W/ MARK
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wc: 0.7k warnings: none yet! notes: been on a mark listening streak, still think golden hour is one of my favourites | LIBRARY
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The clock on the wall reads well past midnight, but really it doesn’t feel that late.
The warm hum of the recording studio surrounds you, the soft glow of the lights casting a mellow ambiance in the room. It feels cosy. All moments with Mark did, but something tonight feels especially comfortable.
Mark sits behind the mixing console, headphones perched on his head as he carefully adjusts sound levels. You don't really know what all the switches and dials in front of him mean, but you do know that they mean a lot to Mark, and that's enough for you.
He’s in his element. It's obvious from the way he narrows his eyes down in front of him. But there’s something about the way he moves that tells you he’s more focused on making the track perfect than anything else in the world right now.
You’re sprawled out on the couch across from him, with a spiderman blanket he'd placed over your lap earlier, as you watch him.
His usual cheerful, easygoing nature has shifted into a quiet, intense concentration, the mark of someone who cares deeply about their work.
It was one of the things you loved most about Mark, how much he cared, not just about his work, but about you, about everything.
Mark's loves in life were few, but his dedication to them was immense. He loved rarely, but entirely.
His brows furrow slightly as he listens to the beat, adjusting a few knobs here and there, nodding to himself in approval.
You smile to yourself, almost feeling a little self-conscious about how much you’ve been admiring him lately. You can't help it, though.
The way his hair falls over his forehead, the way his fingers move so effortlessly over the dials, the way his voice takes on a slightly deeper, more serious tone when he's in "work mode." It’s moments like these that make you fall for him all over again.
“Hey, you okay?” Mark’s voice pulls you out of your thoughts, the soft crackle of his mic cutting through the air. You look up, meeting his warm gaze. His hair is an absolute mess, falling over his eyes and sticking out in all sorts of different directions— somehow Mark’s never looked better.
“Yeah, just… watching you. You’re really focused, huh?”
He grins, pushing his headphones off one ear. “Yeah, I get like this sometimes when I’m working on something that matters. You know, the kind of thing where I want everything to sound just right. But you’ve been quiet. What’s on your mind?”
You chuckle, lifting a hand to rub the back of your neck, just a touch embarrassed. “Nothing, just… you. I love watching you work. You’re amazing, Mark.”
His eyes soften, a faint blush creeping up his neck. He reaches over and taps a button on the console, stopping the track. “Stop making me all shy. You know I get embarrassed when you say things like that.” He leans back in his chair, crossing his arms as he looks at you with a playful smirk. “But I’m glad you think that. It’s nice to have you here with me.”
In your books, that was a win, considering the number of times you'd been reminded just how much Mark hated to be disturbed during his solo studio sessions. But like most things, the rules were different for you.
You sit up, suddenly feeling a little braver, and slide off the couch, walking over to him. “Can I sit with you while you work? I promise I won’t distract you too much.”
Mark presses a soft kiss to your hand, gentle, reassuring.
“Of course,” he says, already pulling the chair next to his, his fingers drumming lightly on the armrest. “You’re my favorite distraction.”
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hiiikiko · 3 days ago
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𝕒𝕔𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕞𝕚𝕔 𝕣𝕚𝕧𝕒𝕝!𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕖
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rival!ellie x reader | tlou m.list
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rival!ellie met you on the first day of the winter quarter, she didn’t think much of you but bit back a chuckle at your dorky scarf and beanie
rival!ellie who gradually realizes what a nuisance you’ll be to her spotless academic record.. she’s never actually had to study before but now she’s hitting the books to make sure that you don’t surpass her
rival!ellie who kinda hates your guts.. she can’t stand the way you effortlessly answer the professors questions, especially since you’re the reason she’s been missing out on parties by being in the library so much
rival!ellie who has to admit, she admires your hard work and dedication… even if it makes her lose her mind that you know how to perfectly sketch an HR diagram for a typical global cluster and identify the various observed populations and interpret them on the basis of stellar evolution theory
rival!ellie who grows closer with you… not because she likes you, of course! more so because the professor keeps grouping you together, saying stupid bullshit like “it must be lonely at the top and now you have a friend, ellie!” or “great minds think alike, therefore, you’ll be great friends”
rival!ellie who declines all your offers to hangout
rival!ellie who refuses to acknowledge the shared interests the two of you have… like there’s no way in hell that you’re as big of a Savage Starlight fan as she is, fuckin poser lol
rival!ellie who rants about you to anyone that listens… it’s getting to be a big problem in her circle, so much so that Jesse and Dina are beginning to think that she actually has a crush on you….. hmm
rival!ellie who’s a little more than hurt when you deny over and over that you two have potential as a couple
rival!ellie who decides to take ‘revenge’ out on you by making out with random girls in the hallway, all the while making eye contact with you and smirking when you mouth the words ‘you’re such a pig’ to her
rival!ellie who smirks when she realizes that you’ve heard about how amazing she is in bed, the way you avoid making eye contact with her in the middle of a heated argument is enough to let on that you know
rival!ellie who loves loves loves seeing you sad about the fact that she exceeds you in every subject that is until…
rival!ellie who’s wold comes crashing down around her when you get one point above her on a test.. she literally crashes out like think bella in new moon type crashing out.. she finally picks herself back up, trudges to the library to hit the books and get back into it.. she will not be second to you again.
rival!ellie who kinda becomes a stalker… she can’t help it, she needs to know how you got that one point above her score! like, it’s never been heard of in Blackwell…. she must know
rival!ellie who when you finally confront her about her stalking, scoffs and shakes her head n says “you wish, dumbass” you roll your eyes and invite her to study with you, since she’s so curious… which she takes up.. not because she wants to spend time with you! it’s just keep your enemies close, right??
rival!ellie who can hardly focus on your study date hangout (??), like you’re so close… how can someone be this smart and pretty, i mean annoying.. you also smell really good… what is that? vanilla?
rival!ellie who makes these study ‘hangouts’ a regular thing… whether you know it or not, she hangs around the table where you study and acts like it’s a coincidence and says ‘i was here first, stupid’
rival!ellie who tucks a strand of hair behind you on one of these ‘hangouts’ and when you look up at her with those pretty doe eyes she smacks the side of your head and mutters something about a fly being on you and that you should probably take a shower or something
rival!ellie who kinda starts to grow fond of you… you’re the only person who actually gets her witty astrophysics puns and jokes, it feels nice not having to explain herself all the time
rival!ellie who’s jaw drops like a 42lb block of tungsten when she finds out that you of all people have a girlfriend… like come on! who would date you?! you’re stupid, annoying… okay, so you’re also kinda smart, pretty, hot… ahem! not that she’s noticed!
rival!ellie who then trash talks your girlfriend to her friends: ‘she obviously had shit taste in girls like come on, that nerd is the best she could do? ha!”
rival!ellie who overhears your girlfriend talking rather grossly about you in the locker room and shoves her into the locker but it’s not like she’s defending your honour or whatever. she’s a feminist! talking that way about any woman makes her blood boil!
rival!ellie who grumbles when you lecture her about how she’s taken your little rivalry too far by giving your now ex girlfriend a bloody nose… as you press a bag of peas against ellie’s black eye
rival!ellie who now likes frozen peas
rival!ellie who kinda likes the way you take care of her after the fight, smiling slightly and wearing her blackened eye like a badge of honour, like she’s your white knight.. or whatever, she doesn’t care
rival!ellie who scares off any guy/girl that looks at you because she feels weirdly possessive of you, like… you’re her rival, not theirs!
rival!ellie who FINALLY accepts her crush on you after countless lectures from Dina and Jesse…
rival!ellie who trash talks any romantic interest of yours “oh come on, they’re not even that hot… i’m way hotter than them, right Dina?” “whaaaat the totally flunked last semesters exam, pfft”
rival!ellie who’s still very, very competitive with you but now finds it kinda cute and sexy when you gloat about how you bested her in another quiz
rival!ellie who begins to make advances on you… starting off with a simple bet like loser buys the other a soda then working up to loser does whatever the other wants and you being the overly confident academic that you are agree
rival!ellie who pours herself into studying, even putting down her comics in preparation for the next quiz… she’d rather be damned than lose to you, she needs to win this
rival!ellie who wins! but that means… you have to do whatever she wants….
“i want a kiss,” ellie sneers, her finger under your chin
“excuse me?”
“you heard me” she leans back against the desk, “i want a kiss”
you cross your arms, what the hell was she thinking? is she high? has she gone mad? i mean, you often hear about geniuses going mad— but before you can finish that thought, ellie is pulling you in for a kiss, in the middle of the classroom… it’s sweet and her kiss is almost hungry, like she’s been waiting for this
she finally pulls away and with a chuckle says “huh, guess you come in second for kissing too”
what an asshole but you’re not one too pass up a challenge…. so… you invite her back to your dorm room
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satorella · 2 days ago
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Helloooo!! I love your writing so much 🥹🥹
so I have this idea for a Kaiser oneshot…basically, the reader is Yoichi’s girlfriend who comes to pick him up from practice, only to be seen by Kaiser who teased Isagi about his little girlfriend. so he messes with him, flirts and teases the reader a bit just to try and rile up Isagi. Anyways it’s all fun and games until Kaiser realizes that he’s actually in love with Isagi’s girlfriend over time 😜
you can tweak this as you like, just a thought.
love uuuuu!!
Note: Hi! Ty for the request! I did tweak this a bit, but I hope it’s still to your liking anon🤍
“𝐔𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝”
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𝐌𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐥 𝐊𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐫 has always believed that soccer was the love of his life. And for a while, it was...
Until you.
It was just like any other weekend at Blue Lock, which meant visitors were allowed for a couple hours. As always, you came to see your boyfriend, Yoichi Isagi.
“You're Isagi's girlfriend, ja? [Yes?]” Kaiser's voice made you jump in your seat.
You, and a few other visitors, were sitting in the bleachers in the Blue Lock stadium, watching as the boys practiced for a little. Your boyfriend was so dedicated, it was inspiring. “I am, yes!” You answered after you composed yourself.
You were even prettier up close.
“Guten Tag, I'm Michael Kaiser.” He extends his hand for you to shake, but ends up kissing your knuckles instead, never breaking eye contact with you. “Michael Kaiser... from Bastard München?” You asked. “The one and only.” He smirks. “Oh wow! It's nice to meet you, Mr. Kaiser!” Your eyes beamed up at him. “Please, call me Micha.” He still hasn't let go of your hand, and you didn't notice either. From an outsiders point of view, the interaction could've been mistaken as you guys getting lost in each other's eyes. But to you, it was just like meeting a celebrity (he technically kind of was one, sooo).
From the field, Isagi had to do a double take when he saw you talking to Kaiser. Oh HELL no. He swiftly made his way up the bleachers, sweaty and out of breath. His wheezing snapped you and Kaiser back to reality. “Hi honey! Are... Are you okay?” You pulled out a hanky from your purse to wipe the sweat dripping down his face and neck. “Hey gorgeous,” he pants, “Whatcha guys doin?” He sat on the back of the seats in front of you so that your knees were touching. “Micha was just introducing himself!” You smiled, caressing your boyfriend's neck. “M-Micha, hm?” He raised a brow at Kaiser, who had the biggest shit eating grin on his face. Motherfucker. “When I heard you had a girlfriend, my curiosity got the better of me. Turns out, not only do you have game on the field, but with women too eh?” He chuckled. “Woman.” Isagi corrected him, “Just the one.” “Ah, ja [Yes]. Wunderschöne und süß… Y/n.”[Beautiful and sweet… Y/n.] He gave you a playful smile. Isagi's eye twitched at the way Kaiser said your name. He knew exactly what he was doing. “C-Can I have a moment alone with my girlfriend?” The eye contact between them was intense, as if secretly challenging each other, until Ego suddenly appeared from out of nowhere. “Enough, strikers. Let's leave the love triangle mumbo jumbo outside of Blue Lock, if you don't mind.”
Eh? Love triangle??
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Every weekend after that, Kaiser would continue to watch from afar while his rival received love and affection from you, his Isagi's beautiful and sweet Y/n. He started to imagine that it was his sore muscles you were massaging. He wondered how your hands would feel on his body. The warmth of your skin. The gentleness of your touch. To have you smile lovingly at him. To hear you giggle at something he said, or to have you whisper sweet nothings and praises in his ear... like how you always did with Isagi to boost his confidence...
“Hi Micha!” You set a cutely wrapped little box, filled with your homemade cookies, on the table as you sat across from him in the cafeteria. He sets his utensils down, “Hallo Schatz. [Hello darling.] What's this?” He stares at the box. He didn't exactly know how to... react to this sort of thing... due to his traumatic childhood and all. After a long pause, he slowly looks up at you. “This... this is for... me?” He asks, his voice barely above a whisper. You smiled and nodded. “It's nothing crazy, I just thought all you boys here at Blue Lock should get a little taste of home every now and then. Plus, I know you and your team travel quite a lot for games in general.” God, you really were such a sweet girl, weren't you? When he didn't say anything, a thought suddenly occurred to you. “Oh! Are you allergic to dairy?! Or nuts?! I didn't think to ask, I'm so sorry!” “N-Nein!... Nein [No] it's all good. It's um... they look delicious.” He swallows hard, an unreadable expression on his face. “I'll cherish these... d-danke [thank you].” His words make you chuckle, “No need to do all that, Micha. They're just cookies!” You take one and feed it to him, to which he hesitates at first, but eventually takes a bite once he sees the light in your eyes.
Wait, did he actually manage make you laugh?
“Well, I hope you like them. I baked them with love!” You smiled, getting up from your seat. “See you next weekend!” He watches as you walk away, right into Isagi's arms, and disappeared down the hall. He shakes his head. Tch! The hell was he thinking? You gave a box to all the players. Plus, he was here at Blue Lock for a reason.
Focus, idiot…
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© 𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒-𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓. 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝.
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marveling-cg · 3 days ago
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Has.....has someone mapped out who all the characters are?
Like:
Cousin - Zoro
Argumentative, combative, heart of gold, dedicated to excellence when he knows it's possible, would be the best girl dad, heartbroken his best friend went where he couldn't follow
Fak - Franky
Need I say more?
Marcus - Usopp
Just needed a little guidance and inspiration to unlock the fullness of his potential; flying under the radar while producing the kind of quality that holds the whole restaurant down
Tina - Robin
Hanging on by a thread, grateful for a second chance, scared to put her full heart into something again, but learns to hope again in spite herself
Sugar - Nami
Sick of this shit, won't give it up even when she should, energized by a challenge, holding everything together with her fists and duct tape, gonna drag them all to success if it kills her
Sweeps - Brook
Holds it down, has lived such a wild life, takes a bit of time to adapt to the new shit, but knocks the old shit out of the park, the regulars love him
Mikey - Luffy
Larger than life, saw each and every one of his employees for who they were and who they could be, was determined to give them a safe haven, drew them all in like a lighthouse
Syd - ???
I'm stumped. Thought it was Nami, but she's obviously Sugar. Could this be Chopper, bright-eyed, technically proficient, rejected/burnt out from traditional restaurants, inspired almost to intimidation by Sanji, but determined to make something good for this person who profoundly impacted his life
Claire - Pudding
lmao, lmfao even
Uncle Jimmy - Ivankov
Knows better than to trust his sweet, big eyed nephew, is gonna support him anyway. Honestly, you could probably swap some of their canon dialogue without it being noticeably different, lol.
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sanji x the bear
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dumbbitchenergy17 · 3 days ago
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Plot: A viral clip of you practicing a fight scene has Paul entranced
Word Count: 1.5K
Pairing: Paul Mescal x Reader
Warnings: fake fight scene, Paul obsessed with his girlfriend, laughter giggles, potential spoilers to Where the Wild Things Are [read here]
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The press junket for Gladiator 2 had been an exciting time traveling around the world visiting the sights and promoting a great project they made. While Paul was enjoying this work vacation it would have been a hundred times better if his girlfriend was with him and all the friends she made with the cast. But you were off bouncing between working in Canada or California for the TV series and film you had the joy of being a part of.
Paul unintentionally was starting to tune out the interviewer fiddling with his cuffs his mind drifting to thoughts of his girlfriend.
“This is a question for the both of you,” the interviewer’s voice drags Paul back into the moment, “If you could add anyone into the Gladiator world who would it be.”
It’s instantly when Paul says, “My girlfriend.” This causes a burst of loud laughter from both the interviewer and Joseph who was in the interviews with him.
“I would also want your girlfriend in this film,” Joseph jokes and Paul flushes with embarrassment at how fast he responded.
“Well you have worked with Y/n before,” the interviewer mentions and Joseph nods.
“She’s a delight to work alongside. She gave a hundred-ten percent effort into a Quiet Place, I’m sure Paul can confirm with her other works. I’d think she would’ve been a fantastic addition to this film.” Joseph explains and Paul nods a smile across his face.
“Paul I’m sure it would be exciting to be working alongside her?” he directs his question at him.
“I’d love to work with her, like Joe said she’s dedicated to every project and takes a deep care into every character she works with.” The compliments flow easily from him. He could spend hours praising you for your accomplishments and anything involving you. He was probably your biggest supporter outside of your own family or Pedro one of your closest friends.
“Well this is a perfect segway to more of a comment since you both know or worked alongside her,” the interviewer says swiping on their tablet, “Obviously you both know of her being cast for The Last of Us spin-off show with Y/n playing the lead with your gladiator co-star Pedro Pascal. Well this morning she posted a little behind-the-scenes sneak peek to a sequence, I was able to get Pedro’s comment on it.” That both piques their attention as he turns the tablet around for them to see before starting the video.
The video shows the open stunt space with you standing in the middle, “Ready?” whoever is behind the camera says and you give an enthusiastic thumbs up. On the outskirts of the frame is two stuntmen who look twice your size.
“Alright and fall!” Your body hits the mat hard groaning as if thrown off a horse before it’s a fluid dance. One of the men rushes up to use holding a fake hatchet and swinging it down on you but you swiftly move out of the way. The choreography is seamless as you disarm the hatchet as the stuntman pulls out a knife and it drags across your shoulder. You swing the hatchet with a growl and fake hit the guy's jaw as he falls onto his back where you drive the knife into his throat.
You stumble up to your feet the hatchet still in your grasp and coming up before you is the other stuntman holding a fake rope throwing it over your neck and starting to drag your back the camera following you two. One of your hands grasp the rope fighting violently in his hold with your other hand you drive the hatchet into his leg. Use both of your hands to keep the rope from choking you.
“Bam!” Someone behind the camera yells and the stuntman ‘choking’ you drop to the ground as you fall forward onto your knees coughing heavily while scrambling to grab the hatchet from the side. Pedro with a prop rifle appears as you swing the hatchet to defend yourself but are disarmed by him. You pause recognizing him as Joel before he pulls you to your feet putting pressure on your shoulder ‘wound’.
“Cut!” Immediately the tense energy fades as your pain expression turns joyous as people applaud and cheer at the performance. The ‘dead’ stuntmen get up patting your back and you look over at the camera.
“One of many fight scenes completed!” You smile throwing up a piece sign as Pedro wraps an arm around your shoulder before the video ends.
“Holy shit,” Joseph mumbles and Paul is silent state of awe. It was always a joy to see you act or see your work. But you felt completely natural in this role like it was crafted for only you to play.
“The video was posted this morning and has already gained millions of views. I know if I’m ever in an apocalypse I’ll want her protecting me.” the interviewer says and Joseph and Paul laugh at the comment.
“Yeah that was brilliant really,” Paul is at a loss for words and Joe elbows him.
“Starstruck Paul?” That makes him and the interviewer laugh.
“How could you not be,” He says pointing at the still frame of you and Pedro, “She’s a daredevil to the core, you know Joe if there’s a crazy stunt or anything that potentially causes harm she’s begged not to perform it. But the whole world has seen she’ll always end up doing it.”
Joe nods, “She’s an adrenaline junkie is what she is. During the final scene where my character and hers are running from the pack of Death Angels on the dock. In the film where she trips and I don’t know where it came from like a seasoned pro just completely breaks her fall and rolls through it then is back running until we jump into the water.” Joe shakes his head in still wonder.
“Because she’s a stuntwoman in her past life,” the interviewer says making the two men laugh.
“I’ll be sure to pass along that comment,” Paul chuckles, “But most likely she always likes projects with fight scenes or complicated stunts. Her working on both The Last Of Us and The Mandalorian and Grogu is feeding her craving.” With that, the conversation filters back into the film, and other topics are more focused on the actions.
Paul and Joseph are given a short break before the next interviewer comes in. His hairstylist tweaks a few stray hairs when he feels a buzz from his pocket. A smile crosses his face, seeing who was calling. In your contact photo from your first date together, you’re giving your best smolder while wearing his sunglasses.
“Ahhh, it looks like the loverboy’s got a special call,” Joe teases from his seat. Paul rolls his eyes but answers Facetime. His smile brightens when he sees your wide grin fill the screen.
“Hi, hope I’m not interrupting anything.” You say and he shakes his head.
“No just got a break before the next round,” he says, shifting the camera slightly to Joe.
“Hi Y/n!” He sends a wave with you happily responding giving an exciting ‘Hi Joe!’
“What are you up to?” Paul asks bringing his phone back to show him trying to decipher what he was seeing. You were dressed casually like you were going to exercise wearing one of his graphic tees.
“Got some weapons training, they’re going through all the stuff from pistols to archery. Just wrapped up with archery I’m a pretty decent shot which sucks cause it's the weapon I use the least.” you laugh panning the camera around, showing him the range you were in, “I feel like I’m being trained for war with all the shit I’m trying. Like I completely forgot she uses an automatic it’s very intimidating.”
Paul smiles at your rambling, “Hey if we ever get into an apocalypse you’ll be skilled in all that while I got my sword and skirts.” He prides himself on causing your laughter through the phone, even Joe laughs at his joke.
“If you’re wearing those skirts at the end of the world I’ll protect you with my life,” That makes Paul chuckle, “Alright I gotta go the group just came back. I love you and I’ll call you tonight, well your version of tonight.”
“I love you too, wait baby!” He calls out almost forgetting before you hang up, “I saw your video very impressive.”
You bit your lip to stop the smirk covering your face, “Thank you, oh, and quick news for the Mandalorian they just worked up this stunt where I get wired up and thrown out a window I’m so excited!” Paul and Joe can’t help but laugh at the absurdity of your enjoyment. If someone heard you out of the context that you’re excited to get thrown out a window they would be concerned.
“Well enjoy getting thrown out a window babe,” Paul says and you give exaggerated goodbyes and kisses before he hangs up. Joe gives him a smug look shaking his head,
“Your girlfriend’s crazy you know that.”
Paul can’t help but laugh and sigh dreamily, “Yeah I know.”
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becomingthatgirl111 · 21 hours ago
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New habits to adopt in 2025
Time Management
Time is your most valuable resource. This year, try dividing your day into focused blocks:
Creation time: Work on your projects with intensity and zero distractions.
Authentic rest time: Turn off your phone, read a book, or simply enjoy doing nothing.
Connection time: Dedicate exclusive moments to connect with loved ones—no multitasking!
Improve your sleep habits
It’s not just about sleeping 8 hours, it’s about sleeping well! Create a ritual before bed:
Turn off screens 1 hour before sleeping.
Write in a gratitude journal to clear your mind.
Use essential oils like lavender or practice deep breathing exercises.
Embrace Mental Minimalism
Do a “declutter” of your mind:
Cut back on unnecessary commitments.
Use “no” as a tool for self-care.
Use apps or tools to stay organized, but don’t let them dominate your life.
Learn Something New Every Month
Wellness also means growing intellectually. 2025 is the year to step out of your comfort zone! Learn:
A new language.
A fresh recipe.
A breathing or mindfulness technique you didn’t know before.
Connect with Nature
You don’t have to wait for vacations to touch base with the earth. Incorporate small moments:
Plant something in your home.
Walk barefoot on the grass.
Watch the sunrise or sunset
Cultivate Conscious Relationships
Surround yourself with people who uplift you. Dedicate time to meaningful and authentic conversations. A good exercise:
Ask someone how they’re really feeling and listen without interruptions.
Do a Weekly Emotional Check-Up
Just as you check your physical health, check your emotions. Ask yourself:
What made me happy this week?
What caused me stress or sadness, and how can I improve it?
BONUS: Be Kind to Yourself
Remember: you’re a human being in constant evolution. Celebrate your achievements, big and small ✨
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maretinelli · 3 days ago
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SINCE ALWAYS
Lewis Hamilton X physiotherapist!fem!reader
Summary: Lewis and Y/n were like they were attached at the hip. Ever since they were kids, the two of them were there for each other, supporting, caring, and celebrating. But the truth was that they had been in love with each other since they were teenagers, and Lewis's invitation for her to be his fake girlfriend at a wedding made their feelings come to light.
Words: 9.6K+
Warnings: Best friends to lovers, fake dating, cute, a little distressing because they don't say their feelings right away haha, mentions of sex, confessions of love.
Author: English is not my first language, so I apologize for any mistakes that may be made. And I love reading fake dating stories, so I think writing them is cool too hahaha.
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Since they were little, Lewis and Y/n were inseparable.
They grew up on the same street in London, attended the same schools and shared dreams and insecurities.
Lewis always said that he wouldn't be a pilot without Y/n, because she believed in him before anyone else. And she also said that she only managed to survive college because of the motivational messages and the coffees he delivered to her dorm door when he had time off.
That for her, Lewis achieved the impossible.
When Yin graduated with a degree in physiotherapy and a post-graduate degree in sports physiotherapy, Lewis was keen to help her join Mercedes, saying the team needed someone as talented and dedicated as she was.
Now both living in Monaco, their friendship had only grown stronger. Y/n used to joke that Lewis spent so much time at her apartment that they should split the bills.
He always laughed, saying he only went there for Roscoe, the bulldog who seemed to love the physical therapist almost as much as his owner.
Deep down, both Lewis and Y/n knew there was something deeper between them, but neither of them had the courage to say it out loud.
To Lewis, Y/n was more than just his best friend; she was his rock in the midst of the chaos of his career. She knew exactly what to say when he lost a race, how to cheer him up on his bad days, and most of all, she always believed in him. He loved her smile, the way she wrinkled her nose when she was focused, and even the little scoldings she gave him when he forgot to stretch or took bad care of himself. But admitting that? He couldn’t risk it. Not when she was the most important person in his life.
That afternoon, Lewis parked his car and went up to Y/n's apartment. He had a key, just like she had to his apartment. After knocking on the door and getting no answer, he went inside, calling out to her.
"Y/n? Are you home?" His voice echoed through the apartment.
"I'm in the shower! I'll be right out!" She shouted from the back.
Lewis smiled and gave a quick command to Roscoe, who trotted down the hall with him.
In her room, Lewis flopped down on the bed, taking in the familiar space. The shelf beside the bed was filled with mementos, photos of them together at races, from trips, and even a small 'best friend' trophy that Hamilton had given her as a joke years ago. He started to sort through the things, feeling completely at home.
"What brings your divine presence here?" she teases, calling out loud from the bathroom, her voice muffled by the door.
"Walking around, Roscoe wanted to see you." He replied, chuckling as he heard her laughter in the background.
"Oh, sure. Roscoe, the main reason, right?" Y/n scoffed. "Lewis, do me a favor? Hand me the sweatpants that are on the bed?"
Lewis picked up the piece of clothing and walked to the bathroom door, which opened just a crack. Y/n reached her wet arm out and grabbed the pants, thanking her before closing them again.
Minutes later, she emerged from the bathroom with wet hair and wearing a gray Tommy Hilfiger sweatsuit. Lewis noticed immediately.
"You only wear this when I'm around, just so I think you really like it." He teased, laughing. With a case of her glasses in his hands.
Y/n grabbed the towel she was holding and threw it at him.
"That's a lie! I love this gift as much as I love my job."
Lewis chuckled, setting the towel aside as she took an object from his hand and put it back in its place.
"You're going to break my glasses," she says, as if he were a child.
Lewis, with a quick gesture, took her glasses from inside the box before Y/n took them and put them on her eyes, widening them and taking them off quickly.
"Holy shit, Y/n. You're so nearsighted you're blind." He holds out his glasses to her.
Y/n rolls her eyes and puts her glasses on her face. Not wanting to change them for the lenses she had in the bathroom.
"Huh..." She mumbles, making Lewis smile.
She walks into the bathroom again, picking up the towel Lewis had thrown and holding it out, then starting to brush her wet hair.
"Seriously, what brings you here?" Y/n turns around and sees her best friend leaning against the doorframe of her large bathroom. "Because you're a jerk. I know you. You just show up out of nowhere, start going through my stuff like a child, and have that stupid smile on your face. You're about to ask for my help."
Lewis throws his head back and holds back a laugh.
"Roscoe. I already told you." He tried, but the smile gave away there was more.
"I know... Everything poor Roscoe" She came out of the bathroom, petting the dog that was lying on the rug in her room. "Isn't it, boy?"
Roscoe lifts his head and wags his tail.
As Yin asked if he wanted something to eat and they walked down the hallway from the bedroom, Lewis saw an invitation on the living room table. He recognized the invitation before he even read the name; it was from his sister.
She would be getting married in a few weeks to that scoundrel she called her fiancé.
"Hey, my sister invited you to the wedding too." He takes the invitation and walks to the kitchen.
"Of course. Your family loves me more than you." She teases, making Lewis laugh and roll his eyes.
"It's weird that her fiancé let her call you..." He sits on the counter. "He's very controlling with people."
Y/n fills a kettle to make tea and leans on the counter, looking at her best friend.
"Yeah... he's kind of weird, don't you think?" Lewis nods. "Remember the time we went to visit your mother in London and they were there, your sister seemed so excited to see us, and he had that... idiotic look on his face?" Y/n says, making a face and Lewis laughs. "When your sister told me she was engaged, I already expected that I wouldn't get the invitation because of him, but this caught me by surprise."
"He really is quite strange. The last Christmas I spent with them, he didn't say anything, didn't comment on anything, he just scolded my sister for talking too much and not wanting to give details about their life as a couple." Lewis frowns a little.
He really didn't like his brother-in-law, and had told his own sister as much. But he got a simple reply: 'Stop being a pain in the ass, he's just a reserved guy.'
The pilot deeply hoped that his sister would be happy with the 'reserved guy'. Because if not, things would be terrible for him and the one who would solve that was Lewis himself.
"Actually...I actually came here to talk about this..." He holds up the invitation that was now on the counter.
Y/n frowns, placing two mugs on top of the sink.
"Are you thinking about not going to the wedding?"
Lewis shakes his head. "No, no! It's something else."
"Do you want me to help you choose a tie?" Y/n interrupts.
"No, no!"
"What?"
Lewis doesn't speak, he just looks at his best friend, gathering the courage to make that proposal.
Meanwhile, Y/n had one hand on the stone counter and the other on her waist, anxiously waiting for Lewis to say what was on his mind. But her heart somehow accelerated.
Was he bringing someone with him and wanted to tell them? Was he dating someone and wanted to introduce them to his family? What did she have to do with it? Of course, she's family too. Don't forget.
Y/n had been feeling something for years. Lewis wasn't just her best friend; he was the guy who was by her side through every important moment in her life. He believed in her when no one else did, he opened doors she never imagined she would go through, and he never let her feel alone. The way he smiled at her, the way he pulled her into a hug for no reason, or the way he seemed genuinely interested in her everyday stories made her heart race. But she knew she couldn't ruin it. Lewis was Lewis.
It was her Lewis, and she wasn't about to share it with anyone. As childish as it sounded.
"I want you to come with me to the wedding." He says it as if it were simple, but the question isn't complete yet.
Y/n laughs. Feeling relieved not to hear anything like; girlfriend and Lewis in the same sentence.
"I'm going anyway." She smiled, then placed the tea bags in both mugs. "But if you want me to be your date, we'll tell your sister..." She didn't finish speaking when Lewis interrupted.
"Yes, I want you as my date, but there's one more thing..."
Y/n stops filling the mugs with hot water, frowning again and slowly placing the kettle on the stand.
"Lewis...you're scaring me like this..."
He blinks a few times.
Lewis took a deep breath, feeling the weight of the moment.
"It's my sister's fiancé, Y/n." He began, rubbing his hands on his knees nervously as he spoke. "He has this habit of... well, poking fun at me whenever he can. Every time we see each other, he makes some comment about how 'funny' it is that I'm successful at everything but relationships. As if the fact that I'm single is some kind of personal failure."
Y/n raised her eyebrows, surprised by the tone of irritation in Lewis's voice.
"And what did you do?" She asked, finishing filling the mugs with hot water. And then her eyes widened. "Oh my God, did you punch him?"
Lewis laughs, feeling the weight of the question lift for a few seconds.
"No, I didn't hit him or anything."
Y/n lets out a relieved sigh.
"I told you I wouldn't be single at the wedding. That I'd be bringing my... girlfriend."
She stopped immediately, her hands frozen in midair, the kettle still leaking a faint trail of steam. She slowly placed the kettle back on the stand, turning to face him.
"What?"
He blinked a few times, trying to gauge her reaction.
"That's it. I kind of... made up that I had a girlfriend."
"Okay..." Y/n crossed her arms, waiting for further explanation.
"And I thought..." Lewis hesitated, looking directly at her now, his expression as if he knew she was about to ask something absurd. "That you could be my girlfriend. For a weekend. Just for the wedding."
For a moment, silence filled the room. Y/n frowned, absorbing the request, but soon burst into genuine laughter, throwing her head back.
"That's a good one, Lew. You almost had me."
When she saw that he wasn't laughing along, her laughter slowly died down. "Wait, are you... serious?"
Lewis just nodded, a wry smile appearing on his lips.
"Do you think this will work?" She asked, still a bit incredulous. "Lew, I've practically been part of your family since birth! They know us like the back of their hand. They won't believe we're dating overnight! Both your family and mine!"
Lewis leaned forward, his hands gesturing as he tried to convince her.
"That's where our friendship comes in! No one will suspect because everyone already knows we're close. It won't be that hard to pretend. It's just for a weekend, Y/n. And honestly, it'll save me from hearing the Same speech as my brother-in-law about how I'm doomed to be alone forever."
Y/n narrowed her eyes at him, clearly assessing how crazy he looked.
"Lew... this is crazy."
He shrugged. "Maybe, but you're the only person I trust with that."
Y/n felt her heart skip a beat in her ribcage and she could already feel butterflies starting to fly in her stomach.
"Are you sure about this? Because if we're going to do this, it's going to take a lot more than 'we're best friends' to convince someone."
Lewis smiled confidently.
"So, does that mean you're going to do it?"
Y/n stared at him for a long moment, before taking a sip of her tea and muttering, "I can't believe I'm actually going to go through this madness with you..."
•••••••••••••••••••••••
Travel day.
"I still think this is crazy," Y/n says, looking over her shoulder as she walks in front of Lewis down the aisle of the plane.
He just laughs and puts a hand on her shoulder.
The weeks had passed quickly, and Y/n and Lewis dedicated themselves to creating the perfect story for the relationship they would present at the wedding.
During the nights they spent together, surrounded by papers scattered on the floor and notes in Y/n's notebook, the atmosphere between them oscillated between lightness and something that neither of them could name.
She jotted down the details as he threw out ideas with ease, as if it was all just another one of their adventures together. But for Y/n, every shared laugh and every exchange of glances as they planned made her heart beat faster.
Lewis, in turn, hid his restlessness behind his laid-back charm. The idea of pretending to be Y/n's boyfriend was something he proposed out of necessity, but secretly it was also the fulfillment of a desire that he didn't dare admit even to himself. Being close to her, even in a false setting, made it seem like what he had wanted for so long could, for a brief moment, come true.
"Where was our first official date?" Y/n asked once with the pencil in her mouth, interrupting the silence.
"In that Italian restaurant, after the Monza GP." He answered without hesitation, a slight smile on his lips.
She nodded, taking notes, but felt her face heat up. No matter how much she tried to rationalize, planning every detail made the fake seem more and more real.
Now, two weeks later and his sister's wedding day even closer, the scene repeated itself.
Sitting side by side, Y/n held the notebook on her lap, while Lewis adjusted the headphones around his neck. The two were silent, but tension hung in the air. It wasn't uncomfortable, but it carried something indefinable. Something they both felt, but neither of them dared to mention.
"Okay, last review." Y/n opened the notebook, turning over some marked pages. "First date?"
"Italian restaurant, after the Monza GP." Lewis replied immediately, with a small, smug smile.
"And what did you order?" She arched her eyebrow, testing whether he had actually memorized the details.
Lewis tilted his head, pretending to think. "Mushroom risotto."
"Great, but you have to remember I ordered lasagna." She pointed her pencil at him, laughing.
"As if I would forget. You even made fun of me because I ate half of your dessert afterwards." He laughed, leaning back against the bench and crossing his arms, relaxed.
Y/n closed the notebook. "And how did we start dating?"
Lewis smiles, pinching her nose a little. "I asked you to be my girlfriend at the race in Brazil. It was just the two of us in the Mercedes garage and I realized I couldn't spend another second without you by my side."
Y/n bit her lower lip. Totally hooked by the words Lewis had just spoken, her heart raced, her hands began to sweat, and then she had to look down at the closed notebook on her lap, giving an awkward smile.
"Alright, Hamilton. I think we're ready then."
"We are!" He noticed her rosy cheeks, but he didn't want to say anything, he just smiled and hugged her sideways. "We'll make this work, I promise..."
Just as Y/n would respond, the announcement that the plane was about to take off filled the speakers. She smiles and pays attention to her messages.
Between the detailed planning of the fake relationship and the rehearsals to make sure it all sounded convincing, they were both invested down to the last bit of emotional energy.
However, Y/n decided that she needed to add something extra to make their arrival at the wedding even more exciting.
A few days before the wedding, she sent a message to Lewis’s sister. Claiming to be overwhelmed with last-minute appointments, she said she would not be able to attend the wedding. The pilot’s sister responded almost immediately, sad but understanding. Despite her disappointment, she said she would look forward to seeing Y/n at her new home after the ceremony.
Y/n felt a pang of guilt sending the message, but knew it would make her arrival that much more memorable.
Meanwhile, Lewis, who was well aware of his best friend's dramatic ideas, took advantage of an afternoon when he was at Y/n's apartment, and called her family while she was by his side. During the call, Lewis casually announced that he would be bringing someone to the wedding - someone special, someone they definitely needed to meet.
Even though you already know it.
Y/n, who initially just helped Lewis keep his tone light during the conversation, ended up joining in. Even without speaking directly, she caught his words and laughed softly at the implications.
The mischievous smiles on both their faces were the only clue that there was more than it seemed.
When they arrived at London airport, the air was thick with anticipation. Y/n pulled her suitcase along while Lewis, sunglasses on his face and an easy smile, walked beside her. They exchanged knowing glances when they realized that no one from their family was there to greet them - everyone had already traveled to the wedding venue in the countryside.
It was a relief, as the chaos that could be caused if someone saw them together and the news of their 'dating' spread around the airport was the last thing they needed.
In the parking lot, they rented a large, comfortable car, ideal for the road to the countryside. Lewis took the wheel with his usual confidence, while Y/n organized the GPS on her phone to guide them. The trip started smoothly, but they both knew that the real challenge was yet to come: convincing their families that they were really dating.
The landscape gradually changed, with buildings giving way to green fields and small picturesque villages. However, even with the beauty of the scenery, nervousness hovered between the two as they chatted to distract themselves.
"Okay, important question we forgot to discuss." Y/n looked at him. "What if someone asks why we haven't told the public and your fans yet?"
Lewis, without hesitation, responded as if he had been preparing the answer for years. "Simple. Let's say our relationship is a secret. We don't want to tell the public because we are prioritizing our privacy."
Y/n tilted her head, considering the answer, before nodding with a small smile. "That's a great plan, actually. I think it'll work."
Lewis raised an eyebrow and, with a smirk, added, "And if nothing works, we can just run away and hide in the field. Who's going to find us here?"
Y/n let out a soft laugh, shaking her head. "Great plan B, Hamilton. You really thought of everything."
"Of course!"
Despite the joke, they were both aware of the weight of the situation. Their nervousness increased as they approached their destination, as they knew that both the Hamiltons and the Grays would be there.
It wasn't just a challenge to deceive one family, it was two. They had to be on the same page in every detail, but they also had to hide their own conflicting feelings that seemed to threaten to collapse the theater they had created.
The road to the wedding venue was a picture-postcard scene. After miles of green fields and quaint villages, the large, rustic wooden gate finally loomed ahead, flanked by colorful flowers that swayed gently in the wind. Lewis slowed down, and as he passed through the gate, the sound of tires on gravel echoed down the driveway.
The music playing on the car radio made the moment even more perfect.
They drove down a narrow road lined with tall palm trees that created a natural corridor. The sun filtered through the leaves, casting dancing shadows across the hood of the car. In the distance, several small wooden houses appeared, their rustic roofs and balconies adorned with hanging flowers. A small lake glistened to the right, reflecting the blue sky and surrounded by well-tended lawns.
Lewis stopped the car in front of the group of cottages, the engine turning off with a soft rumble. The sound of gravel under the tires was replaced by birdsong and leaves rustling in the wind.
He noticed how restless Y/n was, her fingers playing with the fabric of her long dress. Without thinking twice, Lewis placed a comforting hand on her leg, smirking.
"Are you okay?" he asked, his voice calm. "If you don't want to do this, we can back out now. Just say the word."
Y/n took a deep breath and gave a nervous but determined smile. "No, I do. I'm just... a little tense. I think it's because I'm officially being promoted from 'best friend' to full-time 'girlfriend'."
Lewis chuckled, squeezing her leg lightly. "You're going to rock. Besides, they already love you. And how could they not, right?"
She rolled her eyes, trying to hide the growing smile. "Are you convincing me or yourself, Hamilton?"
While Lewis got out and opened the trunk to get the bags, Y/n stayed inside the car, observing the little houses more closely. It wasn't long before the excited voices of the families got closer.
The group of people emerged from the entrance of one of the larger cabins, the Hamiltons at the front, followed by the Grays, all smiling and waving.
Lewis's cousin ran up to him first, hugging him warmly. "Lewis! I'm so glad you're here! And... How's Y/n? We were so sad she couldn't come..."
Lewis gave an enigmatic smile, adjusting one of the suitcases on the floor. "Oh, about that..."
Before he could continue, his mother hugged him tightly, grinning from ear to ear. "And who is this special person you wanted us to meet? Are you hiding your game, son?"
He looked at her with a smile that was a mix of amusement and anticipation.
"Actually...you already know her."
At that moment, Y/n got out of the car, adjusting her clothes and walking to stand next to Lewis. Absolute silence took over the two families as everyone's eyes fixed on her, confused and surprised.
Lewis, noticing the nervousness that was beginning to show on Yin's face, gently pulled her by the waist, wrapping her in a side hug. He leaned in a little, whispering close to her ear.
"Relax. You look perfect."
Y/n smiled, the genuine gesture lighting up her face as she returned Lewis's warm gaze.
Finally, surprise began to give way to joy. Lewis's sister was the first to react, letting out an excited scream.
"Wait... you two?! Are you serious?!"
"You said you couldn't come!" One of them says, smiling at Y/n.
"Yeah... surprise..." Y/n smiles, raising her arms. "It was all part of our plan."
They are left open-mouthed with surprise and happiness.
"So Y/n. My sister. Is that the secret person you brought to the wedding?" The physical therapist's brother asks Lewis, still in shock.
Lewis laughs, agreeing with him.
Y/n's parents exchange glances with Lewis's mother. They were surprised but happy with the revelation.
"Why didn't you tell us before?! This is amazing!"
"Oh, you know how the media is, right?" Y/n shuffles her foot uncomfortably on the floor, giving a shy smile.
"Well, I must admit we've been waiting for something like this for a while now." Says Anne, Y/n's mother.
Y/n's father nodded, crossing his arms. "You two have always been so close. It was only a matter of time, wasn't it?"
Carmen laughed softly, excited. "I knew it! I always felt like there was something more between you two, you've been close since you were little. But you hide it well, huh?"
Lewis kept the smile on his face, even though he felt a slight tightness in his chest.
"We thought it would be more fun to reveal the truth when we were together in a special moment like this." He replied, keeping his tone light.
Y/n, although shaken by the families' words, managed to respond in the same tone.
"We wanted to keep things to just the two of us for a while. But with everyone here, it felt like the right time." She says, still hugging Lewis sideways, while squeezing his shoulder even tighter. "And we only ask for one thing, we don't want you to post photos or anything like that on the internet. We're still hiding from the media" Y/n smiles.
"Sure, sure!" Some say together.
"My mouth is a tomb" Y/n's brother says and they laugh.
"We'll keep it just in the family. We promise," Leo, Y/n's father says, placing his hand on Lewis' shoulder. "I'm so glad it's you."
Lewis smiles, his heart clenching even more. For a moment, he wanted all of this to be real, he wanted to admit his feelings to Y/n here and now. But he couldn't.
They both exchanged quick, knowing glances, trying to align themselves emotionally while they digested the weight of those reactions.
The families’ words, so full of affection and anticipation, created a bittersweet feeling. They were happy to see their loved ones so excited, but the weight of the lie hung between them.
Suddenly, Lewis' sister's fiance appeared from behind the group, as they congratulated the newest couple who brought together families that had been close for years, with a smile on their faces.
"Wait, wait, who's our pilot's girlfriend?" As he approached and finally saw Y/n, he stopped in place. His eyes widened as he processed the scene. "Are you... serious?" He looked at Lewis, then at Y/n, and shook his head with a smile of disbelief. "I just can't believe you two are together! Childhood best friends... who would have thought it would end like this?!" He hugged the couple at once.
Lewis frowns a little, not expecting this reaction from the man who made the most fun of his love life.
As the families continued to react, commenting on how they had always waited for this moment, Y/n and Lewis felt their hearts heavy,
The words of support and the looks of joy were genuine, and it shook them in different ways. As much as it was all an act, they were both realizing that the lie was becoming much more emotional than they had anticipated.
The Hamilton and Gray families couldn't contain their excitement as they guided Lewis and Y/n towards the cabin where they would be staying. Excited comments, laughter, and questions flowed in all directions, creating a warm and chaotic atmosphere.
Lewis, carrying the two suitcases, calmly followed the group, occasionally casting an amused glance at Y/n.
She, in turn, answered the questions naturally, following the script they had agreed upon, but her smile revealed a slight nervousness that only Lewis seemed to notice.
"So, Y/n, how did you finally get Lewis to commit?" His aunt asked, laughing.
Y/n smiled, pretending to think. "Ah, it was hard. He's a serious case, but in the end, who can resist, right?"
Laughter echoed through the group as Lewis shook his head, feigning indignation but with a smile on his face.
When they finally arrived at the little house where they would stay, everyone stopped for a moment to admire the place. The people stayed there, only the couple's mothers and Lewis's sister went up the stone stairs with the couple, to the small house where they would stay.
It was a small but incredibly cozy cottage, with light wooden walls and large windows that offered a stunning view of the lake next door. Colorful flowers decorated the path to the entrance, and the soft sound of water completed the tranquility of the environment.
Lewis's sister was the first to speak, handing the key to her brother with a mischievous smile.
"Here it is! You two are going to love this place. And honestly, I knew this day would come. It just takes time..."
"Shut up," Lewis interrupted in a whisper, giving her a sharp look, but with a slight hint of humor. The sister laughed, as she knew her brother had feelings for her best friend.
But the thing she didn't know was that the relationship was fake.
Lewis’s mother interjected softly, turning around with a warm smile. Anne was beside her, smiling too. They were so immersed in a conversation about flowers that they didn’t even hear the two brothers teasing each other.
"We'll leave you alone to explore the cabin. Take the opportunity to settle in and rest a little."
"Thank you" Y/n smiles.
The two of them were silent as they watched their mothers and sister walk away, giving each other expectant looks and knowing smiles before disappearing down the path.
When the last one disappeared from sight, Lewis handed the key to Y/n.
"Your turn," he said, with a smile.
Y/n took the key and opened the door, revealing a spacious and tastefully decorated room. The bed, large and comfortable, was adorned with a cute kit, a bottle of wine, two glasses and chocolates and rose petals spread across the entire surface. The windows looked out over the lake, with the reflection of the sky creating a soft, almost magical glow on the water.
Y/n chuckled as she saw the decor, walking slowly around the room as she took in the details.
They really went all out for a couple in love...
She thought, amused by the irony of living this with Lewis.
Lewis followed close behind, dropping his bags by the door and chuckling at the sight of the room. "Well, they've definitely gone overboard on the romantic thing. I think they're expecting an engagement announcement tomorrow."
Y/n chuckled, giving him an amused look.
"You think? I think we forgot to include that in the script."
Lewis watched her reaction, the sincere smile that lit up Y/n's face, and took a few steps towards her.
"You know we can deny anything at any time, right? You just have to say the word, and we'll be done with it.
He was so close that Y/n felt her heart race. When he reached up to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, the gentle touch made her breath catch for a moment.
Y/n sighed lightly, trying to regain control, and gave a nervous smile. "And miss the chance to see more reactions from our families? No way."
They laughed together, but deep down, Y/n knew the truth was different. Being there, pretending to be something more with Lewis, made her feel something different, as if, for a weekend, she could experience what it was like to have him not only as a best friend, but as something more.
The thought made her look away for a moment, while the smile remained on her lips.
They came back to reality when several knocks on the door interrupted the silence, with two soft children's voices.
"Uncle Lew! Uncle Lew. We heard you're dating Aunt Y/n!!" The knocking continued, making the fake couple inside the room laugh. "Open up! Open up! We want to see her!"
Lewis and Y/n laugh, walking away and the pilot walking to the door.
"Are we going to have to lie to your nephews too?" She whispers, walking to the door as well, a pout on her lips.
"Unfortunately, dear." Lewis smiles and then opens the door, with the two children entering and running to hug Y/n. "Hey, what about me?"
The children laugh.
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Next day.
Lewis and Y/n's first day as a fake couple in the presence of both families was a constant test. Between forced smiles that gradually seemed natural and rehearsed responses, the two needed absolute harmony.
Early in the morning, while they were having coffee together with their families, someone asked how they divided up the house. Y/n hesitated for a second, but Lewis, without missing a beat, replied that she was responsible for meals and he was responsible for breakfast.
She gave him a surprised look, but soon joined in the joke, laughing and saying that he overdid it with salt. The lightness of the moment drew laughter from her relatives, but inside, their hearts were racing.
Later, while walking in the countryside with their cousins and childhood friends and Lewis's sister, the subject turned to their first kiss.
Y/n tried to hide it, but Lewis held her hand and gave her a knowing look. He began to describe exactly how they had agreed weeks before, even adding something extra as he spoke excitedly, as if it were real. She followed his story, laughing inside at how he could tell something so convincing.
There were also nervous moments, like when Y/n's grandmother suggested, "You guys should start thinking about having kids. With a connection like that, the kids would be beautiful!"
They both laughed nervously, trying to change the subject, while feeling the heat rise to their faces.
But as challenging as it was, spending the day together as a fake couple also made them realize how much they knew each other and how compatible they were.
The shared laughter, the exchanged glances and the ease with which they dealt with delicate situations only reinforced what they were both afraid to admit: this was starting to feel frighteningly real.
Night came, and in the cabin, Y/n finished applying her makeup in front of a mirror while Lewis sat on the edge of the bed, adjusting the laces of his white sneakers.
The room was lit with a soft light, and the open curtains revealed a view of trees lit by small lanterns scattered across the field.
"I finally got John to stop interrogating me." Lewis commented casually, looking at Y/n in the mirror.
She smiled as she put away her lipstick. "That's because you basically implied that I won you over with my irresistible charm."
"It wasn't a lie," he whispered, looking at the floor with an amused smile.
Y/n stopped for a moment, she had listened. And then, he pretended to roll his eyes to hide the blush he felt. And he decided to ignore it and make another comment.
"But you know what..." She puts her makeup back in her bag. "Today at lunch he was looking at us like he knew something was wrong."
"John is suspicious by nature," Lewis said, standing up and releasing his braids from their updo. "But I think he's starting to accept it. Maybe he's even jealous." He stops at the mirror for a moment, next to Y/n, to fix his braided hair.
"Yeah, because dating you is a prize," Y/n joked, winking at him.
"And isn't it?" he retorted with a smile.
She rolls her eyes, pushing his silhouette away, making the pilot laugh.
"Come on, Hamilton! We have to leave now, so we don't get late." She walks to the bedroom door.
It should also be noted that it was their first night sleeping in the same bed as a fake couple, a fake couple. But still a couple.
Although it wasn't the first time they shared a bed, the circumstances were different now. As children, sleeping in the same bed was something innocent, nights at each other's houses after playing late, or even family trips where improvising a shared bed was part of the fun.
More recently, the comfortable intimacy was still there, as in the time when Mercedes forgot to reserve a room for Y/n during a Grand Prix. Without hesitation, he offered his room, and in the absence of sofas or extra beds, they ended up sleeping together. At the time, Y/n jokingly piled pillows in the middle of the bed, saying it was: "A security barrier to keep you from invading my space, Hamilton." He laughed, but respected it.
Now, though, things were different. They weren't kids anymore, nor were they innocent best friends sharing a space out of necessity. There was a new layer between them—the game they were playing, pretending to be a couple, and the pent-up feelings that seemed to be growing with each interaction.
When they were ready, the two left the cottage where their room was, and walked through the illuminated field. The dew-wet grass shone under the lantern lights.
Lewis, realizing that they were about to enter a place filled with happy looks from both families, stopped and extended his hand to his crush.
"Hold my hand. There's no point in us arriving separately."
Y/n frowned a little, but soon intertwined her fingers with his. The touch was warm and comfortable, and even though she knew it was part of the plan, she felt a tightness in her chest.
"You really take this seriously," she teased, giving the pilot's hand a gentle squeeze.
"I just want to look convincing," Lewis replied with a smile, but his eyes betrayed a deeper feeling. And Y/n noticed.
As they walked hand in hand, Y/n couldn't help but wonder what it would be like if this wasn't a theater.
The large space where the bride and groom's dinner would take place was stunning. Shades of cream, green and gold decorated the space, with tall floral arrangements on round tables and small lights hanging from the ceiling, creating a magical atmosphere. The colors of the wedding invitation were present in every detail, from the napkins to the chairs decorated with bows.
Y/n was wearing a long black and white crochet dress, with firm stitches so that no part of her body was visible and this highlighted her curves in the right way, matching perfectly with her heels. Lewis, on the other hand, looked impeccable in a formal suit, a white button-down shirt, dress pants and a pair of classic sneakers on his feet.
When they walked in, hand in hand, all eyes turned to them. Family and friends of the bride and groom, who had arrived that morning, began to smile.
"They're perfect together," Hamilton commented.
"I always knew this would happen," Y/n's younger brother whispers to his girlfriend.
Y/n felt heat rise on her skin as she heard the comments, while Lewis lightly squeezed her hand. They both exchanged quick glances, almost as if trying to confirm what the other was feeling.
"They really look like a couple in love," Anne, Y/n's mother commented to Carmen, who agreed with a proud smile.
Y/n and Lewis heard enough to feel the weight of the words. The comments were sweet, but they carried with them a truth that they were both beginning to face and for a moment, the desire to confess how they felt grew.
However, silently, they both decided to keep everything as it was, at least for now. After all, the confusion in their hearts was already enough to deal with without adding new layers to that delicately constructed lie.
Lewis and Y/n walked through the room, hand in hand as if they were a long-time couple in love, until they found their designated table. There were Carmen, Y/n's parents and brothers, beyond the space reserved for them.
The conversations at the table died down for a moment as the couple approached, and everyone's eyes turned to them.
"You both look radiant tonight," Anne commented with a warm smile. "As if the paths were set in stone from motherhood."
Literally. They were born in the same maternity ward, with Y/n arriving into the world a week apart from Lewis.
Carmen, sitting nearby, nodded as she studied the two. "Seriously, son, I've never seen you this happy. And you, Y/n, look stunning. We're lucky to have you officially in the family now."
Y/n felt like she was going to cry at Hamilton's mother's sweet words, while Lewis, always confident, just thanked her with a smile.
However, the look they exchanged immediately afterwards was full of meaning, a half-smile of complicity, mixed with something that not even they themselves could admit.
A short time later, Lewis's sister, who had been walking around the room greeting guests, stopped behind him, placing her hands on her brother's shoulders.
"I knew this moment would come. You've finally officially united our families, and not just because of your friendship. I'm so happy." With a wide smile, she looked at Y/n.
The families around laughed, agreeing with comments of joy and satisfaction. Y/n gave Lewis a quick glance, and he returned the gesture, both smiling sideways, with the pilot's hand on her knee, as a comforting way, but with their thoughts racing.
As comforting as it was to see the happy families, the weight of the lie and the intensity of their own feelings were starting to become difficult to ignore. What had once been just planned theater was becoming something more complicated and emotionally challenging.
Dinner was lively, with impeccable dishes being served while conversations flowed around the table. However, for Lewis and Y/n, the evening began to become a mix of fun and tension. They talked, laughed and even told the story they had rehearsed weeks before about how they started dating, when someone at the table asked.
As the glasses of wine and champagne were emptied, the emotional barrier between them seemed to disappear. They both knew they were drinking more than they should, perhaps as a way to numb the feelings that were becoming more and more evident.
Between laughs and long glances, they let out small gestures that seemed genuinely in love, even though they knew they were exaggerating for the audience around them. But deep down, maybe they weren't just pretending.
By the time dinner was over and the music started playing, Lewis and Y/n were both drunk. He pulled her closer, mumbling something about how beautiful she looked that night, while Y/n, unable to contain herself, laughed and replied something equally affectionate. They were both openly flirting now, under the guise of drinking and pretense.
But of course, with all the alcohol they had consumed, something was bound to get out of hand.
Now, hours and hours after dinner was over and everyone had returned to their rooms, the fake couple's room was filled with mess, pillows, cushions and clothes they had used before, thrown on the floor.
Y/n was wrapped in a blanket, staring at the wall in front of her. The large tattoo she had on her collarbone was on full display, shining beneath the dim light of the room, while her hair was a mess. Because the pilot made sure to run his fingers over every inch of her body.
Lewis, on the other hand, had the blanket around his waist, his arms crossed on his lap, while the tattoos on his bare chest were also exposed. He looked at the clothes scattered on the floor, absorbing everything that had happened in the last few hours and how he had had sex with his best friend. I mean, the love of his life. Of course.
They were still slightly drunk, but they were sure to remember this event the next morning.
"That was crazy," Y/n says quietly, turning her head to look at Lewis.
The pilot turns around, but still leaning against the headboard. "Crazy. But good...very goooood. Great!" He emphasizes and Y/n widens her eyes, slowly nodding.
"Definitely," she says, pulling the sheet up. And biting her bottom lip.
They look back where they were looking before, until Y/n turns to him, with a questioning look now.
"Do you want to go again? I feel like I'm still a little drunk to ask the question."
"Of course!" He says without a second thought, pulling her into a hot, passionate kiss.
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Lewis's sister's wedding day.
Y/n woke up with the first rays of sunlight hitting her face. She opened her eyes and felt an arm around her waist, while a hand was stuck in her hair and her legs were tangled with Lewis's.
Then she lets out a sigh, remembering the night before. She had slept with Lewis. And not in the lie-down-close-your-eyes-and-sleep sense. In the sense that they had sex. Drunken sex.
An involuntary smile left her lips, even though she thought it was wrong.
She got up quickly, trying not to make any noise so as not to wake Lewis. The wedding was late in the morning, and the women of the families had already arranged to get ready together.
She put on whatever clothes were in her suitcase and left, ignoring her dress lying on the floor next to Lewis's discarded clothes as well.
The pilot woke up some time later, alone. Y/n's side of the bed was already cold. He ran his hand over his face, feeling his head a little heavy, and looked around. Their clothes were thrown on the floor, a reminder of the night before. He lay back on the bed for a moment, staring at the ceiling, as flashes of the night before passed through his mind. Y/n's laughter, the intense looks, the touches, the kisses.
The line between fake and real had definitely been crossed, and that left something undeniably different between them.
And Y/n seemed to do her best to avoid Lewis.
Whenever he came near, she found an excuse to leave, her face flushing slightly as she remembered what they had done. Despite her calm exterior, inside, she was a whirlwind. The idea of being so close to Lewis now made her nervous, not in a bad way.
While she was being made up, Lewis finally found her alone, waiting for the make-up artist, who had gone out to get something. He walked into the room with a somewhat hesitant but determined expression.
"Hey!" He smiles.
Y/n opens her eyes and leans back in her chair, seeing Lewis there. And then, her heart starts to race faster and faster.
"Hey!" She smiles, trying not to look nervous.
"The day dawned beautiful today for the wedding," he says relaxedly, trying to make the tension go away after what happened last night.
"Yeah. Your sister must be happy with the sun coming out." Y/n looked at the green robe she was wearing and lightly poked the fabric.
Lewis nods and looks at the woman. He sighs deeply before finally speaking.
"About yesterday..." He began, looking at her.
"We had too much to drink, Lewis. It was crazy," she says quickly, but never hinting at regret.
Lewis shakes his head. "Sure, that. It was crazy." He says gesturing with his hands.
The two remain silent for a while, looking at each other and remembering what they did last night. They would confess some time later, that that night was the best they had in their lives.
"Okay. I'll be going then. You need to put on your makeup and I need to get ready too." Lewis says and Y/n nods, swallowing hard. "See you at the wedding."
"Sure, sure. Yes." She says trying not to sound nervous, but clearly failing. Lewis smiles at that.
"See you later, doll" He winks, leaving Y/n completely dizzy in the room.
She leans back in her chair again, sighing and biting her lower lip as her mind races through memories of Lewis roaming her body.
They both knew that this was more than just the effects of the drink. They had crossed the line between friendship and theater, and that was something they couldn't ignore.
When the wedding finally arrived, the setting looked like something out of a fairy tale. The altar was set in an open field, surrounded by flowering trees that swayed gently in the wind. White chairs were arranged in perfect rows, decorated with small flower arrangements that matched the palette of the invitation.
The guests took their seats and the groomsmen and bridesmaids walked down the aisle. Lewis, as his sister's best man, walked in with one of his cousins, flashing an easy, confident smile.
However, as he passed by the row where Y/n was sitting, his eyes found her. The passionate look he gave her was impossible to ignore. Y/n, feeling the impact of that, smiled back, showing a look full of affection and love. She winked with one eye and Lewis laughed lightly, walking to the altar.
The bride appeared next, causing the guests to gasp. She looked radiant, and the groom, visibly moved, was waiting for her at the altar. When the ceremony began, the environment was permeated with an almost palpable energy. Y/n, sitting among her family, couldn't hold back her tears as the vows were exchanged. She wiped her tears casually with her fingertips, but Lewis from the altar noticed and couldn't help but smile softly.
During the ceremony, Lewis and Y/n's eyes met more than once. It was as if they were having a silent conversation, full of feelings that could not be expressed there. At a moment when the vows were especially emotional, Lewis leaned a little to the side and, almost imperceptibly, whispered:
"I love you."
The words were spoken with such sincerity that they hit Y/n hard. She felt a lump form in her throat as more tears welled up in her eyes. Pretending to still be emotional about the ceremony, she lowered her head to hide it, but her heart was beating fast.
And of course, when the bride and groom accepted the engagement, Lewis couldn't help but imagine what it would be like if it were him and Y/n there at the altar. She in a beautiful and expensive white wedding dress, with tears streaming down her face as he placed the ring on her finger and declared all his love for the girl - now woman, who he had loved since they were children.
And they both knew that this was beyond acting, and maybe it was finally time to stop pretending.
The bride and groom’s reception was as enchanting as the ceremony had been. Under a blue sky with clouds, a vast open space in the countryside hosted the celebration. Rows of flowers hanging from wires softly highlighted the surroundings, creating a magical atmosphere. In the background, the lake reflected the brightness of the sun’s rays.
Y/n was deep in conversation about her work with some of Lewis’s aunts and cousins. They seemed fascinated by her stories and asked questions, while she responded with a warm and excited smile, gesturing to emphasize her points.
Meanwhile, Lewis watched her from afar, with a soft smile on his face. The pilot approached and lightly touched her arm, catching her attention.
Y/n turned around, smiling when she saw him.
"Hey, could I borrow my Y/n for a little while?" He asked, his voice light but his eyes filled with something deeper.
Lewis's cousins smiled knowingly and nodded quickly. "Sure, we'll talk later, Y/n," they said, leaving the couple alone.
Y/n agreed smiling, watching them leave until they were far away from her and Hamilton.
The Mercedes team physiotherapist turned her gaze to Lewis, the smile still on her face, but her heart already starting to race as she noticed how stunning he looked in that impeccable outfit.
She sipped some champagne from her glass and joked, "What do you want from me, Sir Lewis Hamilton?"
He rolled his eyes slightly, laughing.
"I want to talk to you," he said, his voice lower, almost hesitant, but carrying an intensity that made her alert.
She nodded, her eyes scanning his face as he stepped closer. His unmistakable scent invaded her senses, and Y/n felt a warmth grow in her chest.
"But... away from people," he added, giving her a quiet smile.
Y/n frowned slightly, puzzled, but tried to appear calm. She set the glass down on the nearest table and followed Lewis. He held her hand firmly, his fingers intertwined with hers, gently pulling her through the flower field.
They walked towards the lake, where a small wooden bridge spanned the serene water. The structure was decorated with small arrangements of white flowers, reflecting in the lake like stars dancing on the surface.
Y/n felt her heart beating fast, both because of the scenery and because of Lewis's presence beside her. He stopped in the middle of the bridge, slowly letting go of her hand and leaning against the railing, looking out at the water. She stood next to him, leaning against the railing too, feeling the cool breeze caress her skin and his eyes meet hers.
"Why did you bring me here?" She asked, her voice shaking slightly, trying to maintain her composure, but already beginning to imagine what would come next.
Lewis took a deep breath, his gaze so sincere and vulnerable that it made Y/n hold her breath. He knew it was now or never.
His gaze was more intense than ever, as if he was gathering the courage to say something he had been holding back for a long time.
"Lewis??" She asked, but he held up his hand, as if asking for a moment to speak.
"Just listen to me for a minute, okay?" He took a deep breath, looking away from the lake for a moment before turning back to her. "I've thought of a thousand ways to say this. Actually, I've tried not to say it. I've tried to convince myself that this was a stupid idea, that it could ruin everything, but..." He paused, laughing humorlessly. "After last night... I can't pretend it's not happening anymore. I've never been good with words when it comes to you. But you've always been more than just my best friend, Y/n. Ever since we were kids, I felt something about you that I didn't know exactly what it meant, but then when we reached adolescence, I realized that I loved you. I loved you as more than a best friend... I was already crazy about you. And I tried to put it aside because I thought it was the right thing to do, because you were too important to risk. But now... Now I'm here, in the middle of this bridge, and all I can think is that if I don't tell you how I feel, I'll regret it for the rest of my life... Y/n Gray, I love you. With every fiber of my being, I love you. And I'm not saying this as a friend, I'm saying this as someone who wants to cross that line, who wants to be your boyfriend, fiancé, husband and father of our babies. And if I'm messing this up, just slap me in the face and yell at me, and I'll understand too..."
Y/n laughed at the last sentence and bit her lips, as if trying to stop the tears from falling violently from her eyes. God, she had been waiting for this confession for years, and lately she thought it would never come, but here they are, declaring their love for each other.
"I'm not going to slap you or yell at you." She laughs, wiping away her tears. "On the contrary, I'm going to tell you that I love you too. Because yes, I love you, Lewis Hamilton. I love you beyond friendship, beyond everything we've been for 35 years. I love you romantically, and I also hope to be your girlfriend, fiancée, wife, and mother of our babies." She smiles, now with Lewis smiling and tears falling from his eyes. "And I confess that I tried to ignore that too. For years. I convinced myself that you deserved more, that our friendship was enough, that it wasn't worth risking." She laughs softly, the sound almost sad. "But I think last night took away all the excuses I had... That we had."
He lifted one hand, cupping her face gently, his thumb tracing a gentle path across her cheek.
"So maybe... we can stop risking everything by just being friends."
She laughed, a lone tear escaping, and Lewis quickly wiped it away. "Is that your way of saying you want us to stop pretending?"
"It's my way of saying that I don't want to pretend with you anymore," he replied, leaning in slowly.
Y/n closed her eyes, her heart beating so fast it seemed to echo in the silence around her. And then, his lips met hers, warm, soft and full of everything they had kept for years. It was a kiss that didn't need words, a different kiss than the one from the night before. Less drunk and rushed.
Y/n smiles between the kiss, when she feels Lewis's hand move further down her back.
When they pull apart, Lewis sees Y/n's loving gaze. "Well, is it too early to ask you out for real?"
She smiles, shaking her head.
"Okay then," he kneels down. "I don't have a ring here right now, but Y/n Gray... Will you date me? Officially? No rehearsed lines or plans in a notebook?"
Y/n laughs, crouching down a little. "Yes, Lew. I accept!" She smiles.
Lewis quickly gets up, picking Y/n up and spinning her around in the air, giving her several little kisses on the face before placing her on the ground and pulling her into a tight hug. With Y/n's face buried in the pilot's neck.
"You know what?" Lewis asks and Y/n questions. "The sex yesterday was good!"
She stands up, looking at him in disbelief, while having a mischievous smile on her face. Y/n lightly hits her boyfriend's chest.
"Hey, can you stop ruining cute moments like this with dirty comments?" She teases, making Lewis laugh and pull her into his embrace.
And after years and years, the two finally felt complete and with a weight off their bodies. They finally belonged to each other.
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blxxmingrose · 2 days ago
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“come here, scooter,” hans called to the golden retriever in a hushed tone, conveying the importance of this moment that they had to keep to themselves for a few more minutes. hans went into their room to retrieve his trunk filled with the belongings he had carefully chosen to take with him. among them was something really special he wanted to give june, and as he unpacked some of his clothes carefully, he found the small pouch where he had kept it safe. 
the ring shone brightly as hans held it between his fingers, the stone adorning it reflecting the light in the room. hans felt captivated by its brilliance, and he knew it would look even better on june’s finger. the thought of going back out there and showing it to june, surprising him with this precious jewelry that hans packed along with the rest of his things, made hans’ heart beat fast with anticipation. 
each of his siblings had an elaborate engagement party to announce their upcoming union, and though hans thought at that time that he would have to sit through the same room with his betrothed to declare their intention to marry in a grand gesture, this felt more like him. a ring for his husband, in the garden they were starting to grow together, in their modest home—it filled him with more excitement than the prospect of being surrounded by strangers who were not really celebrating their marriage, but rather the marriage of their families’ power and influence. 
hans cleared his throat, practicing how he would whip out the ring in front of june in various ways, muttering the words under his breath, and even how he’d smile as he waited for june to respond. he wanted everything to be perfect—or at least he did not want to forget his words when he proposed. scooter sat on his hind legs with a curious look, but he waited patiently, always attuned to hans’ needs. 
the faint sound of june’s words reminded hans of the time. he had probably been gone for a bit, and he did not want june to worry. with a final look at the ring before putting it in his pocket, hans looked in the mirror to survey himself, fixing his hair and brushing away stray grass that had clung to his clothes. he was not wearing some elaborate garb, nor would it be an elaborate proposal, but looking at himself in the mirror, he could see he was happy. his eyes shone with purpose and, with a final deep breath, he decided he was ready. 
scooter marched along beside him as he made a beeline for the kitchen to get the water he said he’d get, then off they were to the yard. “i am back with some water for my darling,” he said as his eyes honed in on june, busy with yard work and looking as dedicated as ever. hans’ hands shook nervously as he held out the glass of water, but his heart was filled with assurance. “here you go, my love. have a drink, we can rest awhile.”
june watched hans retreat toward the house with scooter trotting dutifully at his side, a soft smile tugging at his lips. he had a feeling hans wasn’t going in for just water — the way he had lingered, the hint of something unsaid in his voice — it was clear that hans had something else on his mind. june didn’t press, though. if hans wanted to keep his own secrets, he’d let him.
still crouched in the dirt, june took a moment to survey their work so far. the patches they’d cleared were beginning to resemble something more intentional, more hopeful. he could already picture the vibrant colors of the flowers they’d plant, the rows of vegetables and herbs that would feed them and perhaps even the old woman who had shared this space with them. this garden wasn’t just a chore. it was a promise, a physical manifestation of their future.
his fingers sifted through the soil absently, feeling its warmth, its potential. “we really are tougher than all this,” he murmured to himself, thinking of hans’s words. they’d faced their share of challenges: the distance, the doubt, and the unknown, and yet here they were, kneeling in the dirt together, carving out a space in the world that was entirely theirs.
the sun continued its steady climb, its warmth settling on june’s shoulders as he leaned back on his heels. he tilted his head to glance at the house, wondering what was keeping hans. the quiet moments like these punctuated only by the rustle of leaves or the occasional chirp of a bird always gave him time to reflect. and what he reflected on most often was hans.
he thought about hans’s determination, the way he threw himself into every task with an optimism that was impossible not to admire. he thought about the way hans had smiled at him that morning, wide and unguarded, as if june held the whole world in his hands. that smile was worth every weed, every ache in his back, every speck of dirt under his nails.
june snapped out of his thoughts as he straightened up, brushing the dirt from his hands. “what are you up to, hans?” he muttered, his tone fond as he stood and stretched, his eyes fixed on the house.
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leighsartworks216 · 17 hours ago
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I don't think we're talking enough about Sylus making CUPCAKES
Just picture him in a little pink apron that says "Kiss The Cook" with a piping bag and a row of plain cupcakes, furrow in his brow as he dedicates all his focus and skill into getting these cupcakes absolutely perfect for his darling
Imagine him with his own kid(s), actually doing the piping while they hold on with their little hands and squeeze it oddly so it comes out imperfect, but they're perfect anyway because his little crow(s) were involved. Giving them full control of the sprinkles, edible glitter, etc to decorate them with, even if it leaves the entire kitchen and anyone in a 20 foot radius from it a mess. Doing all this to surprise you because it's your birthday or an anniversary or a holiday. You come home from work and find your family (including Luke and Kieran cuz they were never NOT gonna be a part of this) all messy. And they all welcome you home and your kid(s) eagerly point out the "best" cupcake for you to eat
When you have alone time later, when the kid(s) are sleeping off their sugar crash, you thank Sylus with a kiss to his cheek and he holds you close and probably teases you about not liking the cupcakes *he* decorated (you love them, you love all of them) and kissing you properly while you call him a liar and a bastard and try pushing his face away, all playfully, of course
CAN WE TALK ABOUT HIM MAKING CUPCAKES MORE PLEASE
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bird-inacage · 3 days ago
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The Heart Killers EP7: The Boat Scene 'Do you want to jump or do you want to fall?'
So yep, joke's on me. I was so wrong about how this scene may unfold and the episode in general. Credit to Jojo for keeping me on my toes. I wanted to dedicate a post to this, both for the fantastic performances but also the great character beats here.
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BISON'S RESOLVE FOR REVENGE
I kept wondering just how resolute Bison would be. I thought that if he saw how upset Kant was about him getting hurt, he may waver. But it actually seemed to have the opposite effect.
Bison is understandably livid at Kant. I think a portion of that rage is intensified because it's with himself. The betrayal cuts deeper due to his own negligence. He should have known better, and Fadel warned him as such. As the confrontation unfolds, Bison's steely resolve veers towards agitation and restlessness. A twitch. An itch beneath the skin. An almost defiant urgency to squash any margin for hesitancy or doubt - that the sooner this is over with, the less risk there is for him to have second thoughts. Khao does a wonderful job of trickling out only the tiniest of hairline cracks in that resolve, to keep us guessing.
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Forcing Kant to jump could also be a test for remorse. 'If I tell you to jump, will you do it or will you fight back or even beg for mercy?' If Bison wanted Kant dead, he could have done it already. We see him consider all the brutal ways he could do so. And yet the one he chooses is actually the least hands on. Watching Kant enact his own demise seems to be a testament to something Bison wants an answer to: a confession perhaps. 'Are you sorry for what you did? Do you regret it? Do you feel bad for me? Was it worth it?' and most importantly 'Do you love me? Did you ever love me?' When someone hurts us, we often want them to admit to their wrongdoing. To take responsibility for the damage they've caused as it gives validation to our pain.
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Kant is debilitated by fear, but he's also resigned to his guilt. It's been chasing him this entire time. So he doesn't deny or rebuff what Bison's saying. Doesn't try to deflect or swerve like he's done before now. Neither does he put up a fight for his life. He displays a bedded in helplessness, an acceptance that something you saw coming has finally caught up to you.
When Kant does jump, it seems to take Bison a second to register what's happened. The fact that Kant doesn't come back up. The realisation that Kant may actually drown and die. And he panics.
KANT LAID BARE
(This is my cue to gush about First's acting). I loved his choice of line delivery in this scene. How quietly he speaks. How small, tired, broken and subdued this makes Kant appear. It's such an unexpected but phenomenal choice. It provides a complete 180 to Kant's usual brand of flirty showmanship. That's isn't to say that version of Kant is entirely false but he's definitely been playing up the 'perfect boyfriend' bit. To be as smooth and charming as possible, and to say all the right things to win Bison's heart. This is the first time Bison is seeing Kant stripped of all that bravado. And what's left underneath? Just a man whose desperately afraid.
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The sheer terror that First portrays here is so layered and visceral. He doesn't just capture that primal fear of death, but there's so much more you can read into outside of the little he does say. Underlying all that physical and mental torment is trauma, a childlike desperation that renders him completely at a loss.
He didn't have a choice when Chris threatened him to become a pawn. He didn't have a choice when it came to choosing between his brother or Bison. He didn't have a choice to walk away. And now he doesn't have a choice in how Bison wants his revenge. I've talked about the loss of control and agency with these two characters quite a bit, but this is the epitome of having your autonomy entirely stripped from you. Kant is both paralysed by his fear of drowning, but also by his guilt and knowing that he brought this on himself - having sealed his fate when he agreed to the job in the first place.
"I promise when you wake up, the version of me you'll see is the real me." What happens when you strip a person of all their defences? You get down to their rawest form. And now we're seeing it.
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Thank god the pair reconcile next week, because this was absolutely agonising to sit through. Firstkhao have done it again, but did we really expect any less?
You can keep tabs on bird-inacage’s BL meta directory for my other long-form posts around The Heart Killers, which I’ll be updating in real time as the show airs.
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vicsstufff · 16 hours ago
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CHAPTER ONE — show and tell.
warnings: nothing (?)
BTS masterlist
taglist: @rebecca-woso @unadulteratedcyclepaper , @authentic-girl03
pairing: hopkins!p.bueckers x exchange student!oc
authors note: first chapter guysss, thank u some much for the support on the prologue, it gives me more motivation to write. i am starting school soon and it will definitely make me write slower :(. i feel like nothing interesting happened in this chapter. comment if u wanna be added to the taglist!
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camila had arrived at the airport some hours ago, it is now july and the heat had calm down by this time of the year, her host family told her that it was summer over in minnesota but they assured her that it was not compared to brazil’s heat. adriana and Michel, were they’re names, adriana was born in washington but got a job in minnesota, michel was originally from canada, studied in washington and that’s were he meet Adriana, they were actually very young and camila was shocked that they didn’t have any children yet. they showed her own room, it was definitely cozy and beautiful, they had different fashion sense compared to brazil’s but she didn’t questioned anything, they had spent money, time and dedication to make this just for her, back in brazil, she had to share her room with 2 of her cousins, while helena got a room all for herself, she once did too.
after a long 16 hour plane, she landed in minnesota, at this times of the year, brazil was heavily packed with windy days while minnesota was bright as the sun didn’t have any clouds to protect the people from its heat. her host family was right, the heat was bearable.
walking through the gate, her vision was filled with desperate families waiting for their loved ones, she started locating her host family. adriana had dark brown hair and green eyes, Michel had dirty blonde hair and brown eyes. when she finally found them, they had a bright smile decorating their face. “cam! you’re finally here!” Adriana cheered grabbing camila’s bags to help her, “how was the flight? exhausting?” michel questioned handing her a protein bar with a bottle of water, “definitely exhausting.” camila admitted before grabbing the protein bar and drinking the water bottle.
the sun was starting to get covered by the mountains surrounding the city, the ride was entertaining even though her phone had died, she couldn’t stop seeing the amazing view the city offered her. she started missing brazil’s sensation, it was one in a kind. adriana was the one driving, explaining that michel was afraid because he had sweaty hands and feared that he couldn’t grip the steering wheel strong enough. the rest of the ride was filled with jokes and tips that adriana gave to camila, she really understood how it feels to be left out and the feeling that you don’t belong.
the house was built like the exact model for a little family, it was a medium size house, with two floors, perfect en camila’s eyes. her house back in brazil was much smaller like mentioned. the dog— monica, came running to her feet once the main door opened, her tail wiggled behind her showing her excitement.
“here, i made cinnamon rolls.” adriana brought to her eyesight a plate full with delicious cinnamon rolls. she hadn’t taste any cinnamon rolls when she lived back in brazil. she grabbed one gently, her fingertips getting covered by the cinnamon, she bite it, her mouth exploded with sweet flavors, she licked her lips and placed the cinnamon roll back on the plate. “we planned on you going to hopkins high school, they didn’t really agreed, so, you are going to be assisting cedar hills. i dare to say it’s a better choice.” michel entered the kitchen explaining camila her current situation and her future studies, “we already bought everything you will need.” adrianna assured her, she could feel the happiness lingering in her words, it made her feel like she was her own mother even if she just meet her a few hours ago, adrianna had made more effort in making her comfortable than her birth mom.
the afternoon passed quickly, camila didn’t even knowledge it, she had been focusing on memorizing her new home, monica —the schnauzer dog— following not far behind her. the last place she visited was her room, she analyzed every corner, there wasn’t a single corner left empty, the smell of the cinnamon rolls still in the air — it had reached her room upstairs even when the kitchen was very far away— she also hadn’t checked her phone yet, she knew it was about to explode with messages for ‘p’.
she reached for her phone hidden in her pocket, she turned it off after charging it for a while. after her phone had fully loaded, the messages started appearing.
p
r u in minnesota yet?
it’s hella hott
idk if u will find it hot do
heyyy
can we meet at the lovers river??
at 9 pm
if u can ;)
cam
sorry, my phone died on me
i got here since the morning but got distracted
isn’t it kinda fast too meet?
p
u think it’s fast?
we can meet another day if you want
no worries
which school r u going too??
cam
cedar hills
sounds fancy
p
i really hoped for u to come to hopkins :(
well
my second game is against them
cam
r they good?
p
not really
we literally destroyed them last year
camila placed her phone down in the near table in front of her bed, walking closer to the window, the sun had fully taken cover in the mountains now, the moon taking its place instead, the stars making her company. camila wished she was like the moon, she attracted attention from everybody, she always stood out, the stars were all similar, not attracting that much attention like the moon. she hopes that one day, she will be somebody’s moon.
“cami! dinner is ready!” the sudden shout startled camila, taking her glance off the view and making her way down the stairs and entering the kitchen, the smell of spaghetti and chicken replaced the cinnamon rolls smell that was lingering earlier that day.
“excited for school?” adrianna spoked handing her a glass filled with watermelon juice, “well, i will say that i’m nervous.” camila muttered with a cheeky smile, “don’t be, i heard that people in cedar hills are friendly.” michel assured her before grabbing a spoon with chicken bringing it to his plate. the only thing left for camila is to hope and pray everything goes smoothly.
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thebroccolination · 3 days ago
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THE STAKES! THEY’RE STAKING! [THAMEPO EP. 6 PREDICTION]
I continue to love the writing in ThamePo, because although the series’ conflict is simple enough (idol has to choose between his group’s success and his ~new forbidden love~), the path to getting there isn’t predictable, so it makes the journey so much more fun.
And it looks like episode six will serve the purpose of foreshadowing the risks of Po and Thame’s developing relationship through Pepper.
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From the lines in the preview, it seems like Pepper will be found out to be dating someone, and his position in the group is on the chopping block as a result.
This is such a smart obstacle for two reasons: first, we haven’t gotten a dedicated episode for Pepper yet, and it’s clever of the writer(s) to have him rejoin the group without protest and then slam down a conflict that Pepper won’t object to (I imagine his line above shrugging off being kicked out is going to be accompanied by a stance of: “if you make me choose between the group and the person I love, I’ll choose the person I love”) but that Thame, as the protagonist, will have to convince him to take on. It also fits well with the pattern of reigniting each member’s love for the group so they’ll have a motivation to fight for MARS. (For Jun it was Thame’s happiness, for Dylan it was feeling appreciated, and for Nano it was security.)
Second, my guess is that Pepper is dating a woman in order for the narrative to show how how much more dangerous a relationship between two men will be to MARS. If even a conventional relationship is enough to threaten Pepper’s status in the group, imagine one that isn’t.
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My prediction for episode six is that Thame, having realized he’s falling in love with Po, will try to convince Pepper that he can have both. He can date and be part of MARS. In Thame’s mind, if he can establish a precedent for a member dating and not threaten the group’s survival, then Thame and Po won’t have as big of a struggle convincing the company to let them date.
But to satisfy the narrative structure of the stakes rising while disrupting the so-far smooth sailing of bringing MARS back together, I think Pepper will feel pressured enough to break up with the person he loves for MARS.
This will put Thame in an even more uncomfortable position: he’ll have seen the risk of pursuing something with Po, he’ll have seen a friend’s relationship ruined and thus potentially feel guilty for pursuing something with Po, and we know he’ll choose love anyway because that’s the kind of show this is. (And y’know, because we’ve seen the trailer.)
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There have to be established stakes for Thame’s relationship with Po, and I think episode six is going to be a very significant episode for their Developing Feelings for Each Other.
ThamePo is so damn good, I’m having such a great time. :’) Definitely in my top five already.
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WOWEEE !! oh my gosh... i did Not expect this much love at all thank u guys so much I LOVE YOU!!!!! id respond to them all individually but id look insane going hi i love u i love u i love u i love u i l
to be completely honest, i'm tired. im burned out. i love bovines w my whole heart but when u run a blog dedicated to one specific topic tht posts multiple times a day u kinda run out of stuff to say. and it starts feeling like a job yannow? and im so tired. im tired!
i never ever expected to have this many of u guys Ever, this blog started out as a silly little sideblog rating video game cows and just Blew Up out of nowhere which was so cool! but it also started feeling like a lot of pressure. pressure to like. Keep Making Cow Content. Forever
and like. i have a full time job thats already very emotionally demanding and im in the process of moving house and im just tired all the time and . its hard to even clean or cook for myself sometimes ! i cant keep up with My Audience anymore. im not like... an influencer. you know?
to be completely blunt i figured if i just post what i want to post and have a bovine queue running in the background it would stop the incessant urges telling me to delete this blog. LMAO
so.. yea. thank u guys very very much for the love. im so tired. i love u guys. idk what im gonna do w this blog but I LOVE BOVINES! I LOVE YAKS! and i Always Will!
maybe ill get back into the swing of things after i'm all unpacked <3 ya never know
why do you post shit irrelevant to the blog if you have a personal blog. no one is following you for fat people content here.
then unfollow me
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sprinklenoodles · 22 hours ago
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Finally read through all of the novelisations and Oh, God is there some Stobotnik content at times. I mean, sure, they removed some too or changed some lines- Stone gives Robotnik a different latte than in the first movie- but then there’s also this line in return.
‘Stone said in a clipped tone so beautiful it was almost mechanical.’
Like, I know it’s technically just about how Robotnik loves mechanical things but also, he called Stone’s voice beautiful. And then moments later there’s ‘Even his deadpan yes-man could not compare to the beauty of his botniks.’
Even. Which means he comes close. And once again, beauty is used. This is from Robotnik’s POV too. After that there really isn’t a lot, but then in the novelisation we immediately- well, almost immediately- get this.
‘came a voice that Robotnik had been belittling in his dreams for months.’ That voice is Agent Stone’s voice. Robotnik has been dreaming of the guys for months in the book. Like, that’s not a very straight thing to do. Then again, the whole ‘Agent Stone’ stone was kinda not straight too…
Then when they meet and Knuckles crushes Stone hands, he says that Stone falling to his knees was ‘an appropriate position, considering his place in the hierarchy’. That also just… sounds kinda gay to me. If u just focus on that first part of the sentence…
And tbh, there really isn’t a lot of Stone and Robotnik in the rest of the book. There are some little parts and Robotnik calling Stone ‘a fine, robust meal for his new body’ which also raises my gaydar, but nothing big. Mostly cuz there just isn’t a lot of scenes with them.
There seems to be a bit more in the third book tho. Stone immediately gets referred to as the guy who ‘follows Robotnik around like a lost puppy.’ And then when they enter the Crab, Robotnik asks if he came back from the store… something that just sounded very marry coupled like to me lol.
But they really just look to be closer here. Robotnik refers to Stone as his attendant and not inferior like he did in the previous books and soon after this follows one of my fav bits from the book. ‘Stone looked nervously around the room. Having such a dedicated manservant had many advantages, but their paralysing fear of disappointing you was not one of them. Robotnik would have to remember to smack that fear out of him when they were alone later.’
That just sounds… so ungodly gay to me. I’m not even joking- it really just does. There are a few more things too that I really want to cover, but unfortunately, I do need sleep, so that’ll have to come another time…
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