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book haul, practical-ish edition
@chuzhezemnyi thank u for the rec🙏🏻
#got the missing Heidegger book#sashiko book bc my Bundeswehr is disintegrating and I want to use it as a base for an organic quilted sashiko coat#wild fermentation was like 50¢ at a used book place and I had been meaning to peep#Russian herbal was a specific rec and I need to up my game if I’m going to successfully stay anti- evil western med paradigm#and Ice I just saw some crazy twit thread on years ago that piqued my interest enough that I remembered it when I saw a copy#Body Electric is a toe dip I feel strongly i need to know more about electromagnetism#like it’s some kind of missing piece
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As it goes with every new brainrot I have, it’s time for Kirby crossover again :)
Kirby in one piece! With one piece’s strong focus on dreams and found family, I thought it would fit for Kirby to be a pirate that dreams of sailing to the stars and beyond. Not that this is very achievable by normal means, but we know that it’s at least possible with Eneru and the Skypiea arc :D
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Kirby has the devil fruit power of the copy-copy fruit! A paramecia activated by contact and only able to copy one fruit at a time. It can copy logias and paramecias with no problems, though actual ability using the fruit’s powers is up to Kirby to practice and figure out. Zoans can only be copied to partial transformations and cannot be awakened. Kirby doesn’t have much of a mind for haki but has a lot of latent conquerer’s haki that he doesn’t realize— it’s one of the reasons he’s able to make friends so effortlessly.
Meta Knight in this AU is a retired marine, between Captain and Rear Admiral level. He has a bat model zoan fruit that allows him to grow wings, and is a skilled swordsman. He’s retired from the marines but acts a his own separate party that is neither revolutionary, marine, nor pirate, keeping his own fleet known as the Meta-Knights. Their actions are similar to pirates despite not flying a Jolly Roger. They claim territory to protect and occasionally fight other pirate crews, and they claim no allegiance to the world government. They simply go where they are needed. Meta Knight will sometimes sail with Kirby on his small ship, the Popstar, just to keep Kirby out of trouble and make sure the ship is well stocked and well-maintained and able to be seaworthy.
Dedede is the king to one of the small countries that isn’t represented at the Reverie. That means he has a lot more freedom to do his own thing, including setting sail while taking a crew of Dees with him and leaving the country in the hands of some administrative Dees. Dedede splits his time between exploring and sailing and returning home to run his country, with the help of his trusty second in command, Bandanna Dee. Dedede has a penguin model Zoan fruit, and Bandanna doesn’t have any devil fruit but is proficient in coating their spear in haki. They’re the designated save-the-fruit-user-from-drowning person when they’re on deck.
Kirby’s crew changes because a lot of the people he recruits tend to have their own responsibilities. His crew is also full of people he’s beaten. It’s not uncommon for Kirby to sail alone, though he gets into more scrapes than usual with bad weather and rough waves. It can hardly be called a pirate crew, but Kirby has collected all the most heinous criminals under his banner and as such, the world government treats it as a threat.
#kirby gijinka#one piece#kirby crossover#kirby one piece crossover#idk it’s just really fun to think about Kirby in different universes haha#this Kirby design is a lot more silly goofy than my usual designs for Kirby#I tend to go very soft and cute for Kirby designs but I think one piece in general has a pointier vibe#like kirby in this au is a lot more excited about fighting than my other Kirby’s#in the sense that with other kirby au’s that I make kirby tends to be neutral about fighting#like of course he will fight because he’s got the power to do so and has people he wishes to protect and such#but he doesn’t necessarily enjoy it so much as see it as a means to an end#kirby in this au kind of resembles gear 5 luffy a bit in the sort of whimsical vibes#if fighting is inevitable he might as well get some fun out of it yknow#anyways I just wanted to doodle a silly little guy#it’s been a while since I’ve rendered with the softer brush! I kind of miss it it’s a lot of fun
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(wip) using the modern au to study a bit
#monet one piece#trafalgar law#sir crocodile#monkey d luffy#my art#described in alt text#wanted to draw someone with their arm up. already some of those refs before for croc a while back.#luffy doesnt look like himself anymore ○| ̄|_#monet's missing her legs btw. she got prosthetic starting mid thighs and misses both pinkies. croc doesnt really have a hand prothestic but#i realized i drew him with a two hands refs and kind of went with it.
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Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.
Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now
Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.
Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!
Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.
#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually#also having her say “actually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things#doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously#supposed to believe shes wrong#anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr#anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope#also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and#any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther#actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other#stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss#anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller#and silver swan. and she had a “yuck WHY” to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less#informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller#and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours#or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah#interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pérez#and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also#like british colonization a lil bit#but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight#vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves#whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell#i got off topic here#blah#swishy rant#also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should#always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag#sui sq
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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I think Jmart would work really well in a Pride and Prejudice au bc I think Jon proposing to Martin while insulting him would be funny.
#a talking bunkat#jmart#tma#The question of who else close to him Jon would be insulting remains. Martin doesn't have a lot of family like Elizabeth#which could be interesting#Also I don't want to write a period piece so like. I would have to make office politics the equivalent of 17th century social hierarchy#but like in other ways it works so well. Tim as Mr. Bingley would be perfect. And Elias could be. Mr. Wickem I guess?#I guess actually that Elias and Jonah could be different characters...#Hm. Something to think about I guess.#Sasha would take Jane's role and then I'd have to come up with a reason for Jon to sabotage her and Tim's relationship...#WAIT UNLESS I CAN WORK NOTSASHA INTO THIS ALSO. And Jon's season 2 paranoia.#Hm. Much to think about.#Martin showing up to Jon's house (the Archives) uninvited on some kind of like. Tour? For a class? Martin goes back to school au?#And obviously Jon doesn't have a sister like Mr. Darcy so Martin meets... Daisy?? WAIT GEORGIE I'M AN IDIOT THEY EVEN HAVE THE SAME NAME-#Hm. Miss. Bingley who would she be... like of I was going purely based on actual relationship it would be Danny but I'm not doing that#I mean we have no evidence that Danny WOULDNT try and get with Jon for his money/social status but let's be fucking real here for a second.#Idk. Literally no one other then Martin is interested in Jon in any romantic way.#anyway none of this matters I should go to sleep.
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it is awesome that nobody misgendered or deadnamed my sister all day. and it's not like it has been in the past, where people just awkwardly avoided using any name or pronouns for her at all, it was just normal. we've come so far as a family and i'm proud of everybody. but one weird thing i've noticed is my (cis) uncle recently decided he wants to go by a nickname (his first and middle initials) and the family is not making any effort to do that. like using a trans person's correct name and pronouns is a special thing we do just for trans people without understanding why. but it's just respect! something that everybody deserves. and i feel like if we do it for everybody it's less of an uphill climb for trans people. if there's just a culture of respect then it's a non-issue; if it's some special dispensation that people only get if they prove to you that they "deserve" it, isn't that such a pain for them? why should they have to do that?
#i don't think i'm explaining this well but. i'm really glad that people have gotten on board with supporting my sister#but like i think we missed some fundamental piece of reasoning somewhere in there#like why do people think we are doing it? as some sort of favor to her specifically? because trans people need favors?#trans people don't need favors. that's kind of infantilizing? specific transphobic oppression needs to be opposed for sure#i can't tell if this sounds like i'm downplaying that. i don't want to downplay that at all. obviously trans people are dealing with#oppression that cis people are not. my uncle is not being oppressed here. but i think i'm trying to get at something else#namely. trans people are people. and people should be treated with respect#you can encounter problems in either premise. if you don't think trans people are people that's a problem#if you don't think people should be treated with respect that's another problem#my posts#names#respect
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There is a very exquisite agony in playing a game you love so so so so so much, and realizing that one of the other players is trying to play a totally different game than you.
#hush frenchy#we went to the coffin shop today in vallaki#and our rogue triggered combat SIMPLY because he didn't want to leave the house without looting every single room#to clarify: WE HAD ACHIEVED OUR OBJECTIVE#we literally just needed to get out#but the rogue's player was like cmoooon its no fun to leave without looting everything we can get our hands on#now everything we're doing has gone to absolute shit#and to clarify: its going to be very interesting!!#and I feel like I would've been just fine with the result#IF it had been for any other reason besides that this one player seems to think that we're in a video game#like if there had been some kind of character motivation? or genuine concern that we were missing a piece of something we were looking for?#totally fine!! love that in fact!!#but just stealing shit because 'you're the rogue' feels... idk.#it just feels like it's a totally different game than the rest of us are playing#and now we ALL have to deal with the consequences#i just. urgh. i do not know what to do#i am gonna talk to the dm and see if she noticed the same thing as me#and try to brainstorm we the players can do to impart a sense of balance for people with different play styles#but i just feel like despite repeated efforts by the dm to be like hey this is a game for exploration and character engagement#the player is just ignoring that and doing Whatever He Feels Like#ANYWAY SORRY RANT OVER#I'm just really in love with this game and having one really thorny part is just HNG#positive note: the wizard whipped out alter self and thought he was the coolest guy in the whole world#despite repeatedly missing in combat#it was very cute and i wish Wyn wasn't absolutely certain that she was about to die#because she would absolutely stroke his ego about it simply to see him preen#the fighter was also very sweet and keeps working so hard to protect wyn#and since I'm a fighter in my other game i know where to put myself to make it easier for him so there's a lot of synergy#IT'S JUST VERY CUTE AND NICE AND GOOD. I LOVE THEM BOTH A LOT
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The concept of queerbaiting annoys me. I was told that it refers to a work of fiction pretending to cater to a queer audience but then pulling back from it to avoid alienating homophobes, which is an incredibly specific thing. But a lot of people seem to think that it instead means "any time there's any gay subtex, metaphor, or ambiguity" or "whenever something from 1995-2012 was being a normal amount of homophobic for the era."
#I've secondhand seen the way Sherlock...was.#And yeah that's very pointedly cruel to the audience.#But not everything is that aware of its following to point by point mock them for half an hour.#And I think people forget that for a period there was a unique combination of awareness of gay people and homophobia bad#and a severe need to avoid being perceived as gay (and sometimes homophobic) at the same time#while it was ALSO very acceptable to treat the existence of gay people and homophobia or discomfort with both as a joke#so that whole wink wink nudge nudge dance was a huge thing in some of the 90s and earlier 2000s#and sometimes by doing that people accidentally made it seem even more fucking gay.#Or on purpose. People also forget that yeah gay people could exist as a joke but they couldn't be casual protags or w/e.#It wasn't really done like that.#I think what it's really proof of is that the 90s/early 2000s is long enough ago that people have become illiterate to the cultural cues.#When comedians complain 'you cant make jokes anymore' sometimes this is the exact thing they're referring to.#Gay people being on TV or in books isn't some funny joke you make anymore. Just being gay or seen as gay isn't the punchline it used to be.#People are shitty about it still but it's in a different way now. Being gay isn't as much the big embarrassment it used to be.#Gay tv shows and books are a whole market now. And stuff like Sherlock or supernatural were made right in the middle of that shift.#It's the only way you could position a strategy like this. I don't know if that cultural moment really exists anymore.#Audience backlash is also more massive and in real time.#Now instead of mockery at the idea of idk Dr house md being gay conservatives would see it as a 'culture war' thing.#And non conservatives are more vocal and more liable to criticize. TV shows are seen as keepers of culture in ways they weren't before.#I don't know how to describe it exactly. I'm not an expert and I know I'm missing some pieces or things I wanted to point out.#But yeah I just think people kind of. Forgot how people treated gayness as some kind of cootie disease you had to say#You didn't have really hard all the time. People are still sort of like that but idk the language changed.#A lot of talk about homophobia and queerness is very pseudo-academic now. The distancing happens with different signifiers.#But. Yeah.#☠️#I also think queerbaiting requires a specific kind of intent as a marketing strategy.#Instead of the more likely 'well we have an unintended gay following now so I guess we can throw in some fanservice#the network would literally never allow us to do anything with it even if we wanted to though.'
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Back to your blog to look at your wonderful lofe-giving art
Charles looks so cute with the blush on and so sexy with the bdsm and crop top on ajfkakfk awoooga bark bark bark, drooling, looking very disrespectfully, staring, daydreaming, licking my screen afjkakkk
Also following that Charles bdsm and crop top combo (already very deadly) with hot fox haired magneto (ahckskfk deceased)
welcome back to the blog to ogle anon, lovely to have you 😌 !!! thank you for enjoying my bdsm charles art... i do love drawin blush i aint gonna lie ... i dont advise lickin the screen tho ... but everything else is encouraged 😌
the silver fox that erik is IS pretty deadly this is true... and that beyond his ability to fold anyone like an omelette .... thank you my friend ..
#snap chats#charles is very darling and cute but that's just all the time BUT esp with blush#funny thing is The Rare TImes I Draw Movie Charles i like giving him blush all the time ....#whenever i see mcavoy from that time he always reminds me of those like. those really pretty boys from them old paintings#yk the ones ??? bordering on angelic ... so i like puttin the lil blush :] cause thats what they did in them paintins ..#moving on i have one more erik doodle to finish up today . as i said this morning wait im repeating myself vjaeVLKJVKL#last night i wasnt super satisfied with that erik piece actually- AGAIN its not bad i just wanted to do a lil more ig. personally.#so i sketched something before i fell asleep ... and then i woke up to miss baby lady mona monica darling lisa lisa on my neck#and then i couldnt move for an hour because why would i disturb my darling dearest baby lady like that what am i some kind of monster#ANYWAYS ... i should have that finished soon ... its not a grand sketch just somethin silly ...#thank you for enjoying my art anon !!!!! i look forward to sharing more things you'll enjoy . soon ;]
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Not to be annoying or anything but while this seems like two very similar pieces if you don’t know anything about the history of the kind of sculpture on the left, they do seem more different when you actually do know the context, mainly:
The work on the right is very clearly created for sexual/titillating purposes first. I don’t mean this as a value judgement, I just mean that the work was created mainly to evoke sexual feelings and thus choices made in this work were made for this purpose
This means that the features of the body on the right, ie, the big boobs, the pose, and less clothing were made in a sexual context. All of this of course in a modern, likely western or at least western inspired context.
The work on the left however, was made in a much different context for a different purpose. Can’t ID this work specifically but I would say that this work was very likely due to religious reasons, likely decorating a Buddhist or Jain complex of some sort, but also possibly a Hindu temple of sorts. This of course doesn’t mean it was devoid of sexual connotations, and in fact sexuality and religion can often intersect in art. However, the primary purpose was likely not to evoke sexual feelings but rather to depict a mythical figure, mythological event, etc etc
While again, not devoid of sexuality, this kind of depiction would not necessarily read as overtly sexual as the left image reads in modern western context. This is actually a pretty common depiction of the female figure in ancient and medieval North Indian art, tbh maybe even South Asian sculpture as a whole. This specially to me, is very reminiscent of Ajanta sculpture, and Ellora sculpture. If you look at the women in these sculptures, you can notice a lot of similarities between the figures there and this one. Bare large breasts and large hips were more normalized in this style of sculpture, and while not unsexual, certainly did not necessarily have the hypersexual connotations that the piece on the right has.
The pose struck in the sculpture in the left is tribunga/tribhanga, commonly used in Indian sculpture when depicting men and women and derived from certain styles of Indian dance. While again, this wasn’t devoid of sexuality, it also had other connotations such as youthfulness, energy, etc.
Anyways TLDR while these seem superficially very similar, they actually read differently in their respective contexts. Interesting look into how bodies are perceived within different cultural contexts yada yada
#DISCLAIMER: I’m not saying one piece is Perverted and Slutty and other is Virginal and Good#very much not what I’m saying#anyways it is interesting that when some of these kinds of sculpture are studied under the western and (modern) Brahminical eye the instinct#is to view it like the modern piece on the right#but that’s a larger convo that’s maybe a bit more nuanced than that#tara talks#also if there are any people more knowledgeable about this than I am who think I’m missing something big lmk
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attacks i made this 2024 artfight :3 in order of images, the characters belong to: @maripapercat, @adxmanial, ~AHHHHHhhhhhh664, ~M_the_little_mouse, @returnflame, @jules-makes-stuff, @gothoctopus, ~Sarahfox14, @mx-lamour, faun.draws, ~alkanones, @nouveaumoon, DevotedlyStar, ~Faildemon, cute-l0ve
#i uh. got range#artfight 2024#my art#artfight#team stardust#i think i found a few brushes that i am into and that in itself a win#which was my goal with artfight this year#also yes my beloved cos mutuals that is in fact an alek & strahd piece#god. looking at this im just. there is such a clear curve here with how seriously i was taking it#starting out fun yippee. an easy one here a meme there.#dead serious gripping the pen hours on lighting#bottlecap.#vice s. evened it out to my regular art abilities after whatever possessed me on the prev 3-4#and then it was whatever i can do in the last 5 hours#also i think you can tell how often i draw cats based on this (the answer is very very rarely)#i gotta stare at this and figure out what i like and what i don't#also the background on the guy with the missing assplate is an infernal warmachine the guy's our beloved cleric from our avernus party#and i have been dying to do some kind of pinup-y pose with him for ages. yes those are hammers on his underwear#shoutout to old balding men who can crush you with one hand (or hammer) who show only as much skin as their balding allows <3#also i have no idea how i managed this many#i thought i'd at most be able to pull off like. 5#also also!!! HUGE thank you to everyone that attacked me <3#(mostly posting this for fun btw. and cuz i barely ever post any art.)
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warframe spoilers: the new war & whispers in the walls !
this is just speculation, but now that it has been basically confirmed that the operator is not gonna be doing the romance in the new quest, i think it's safe to assume we will play as someone else? not arthur either, so perhaps drifter?
i'm really curious and excited to see how they'll connect the story!
the new war was really fun and unique in giving us the choice who to play as - i know a lot of people prefer the drifter due to their maturity, but i personally chose the operator, because i feel like my traumatized inner child needed the closure lol.
and it just felt right in the story - this used and betrayed and abandoned child got to prove themselves finally in the end, they got to save Lotus - someone who they have kinda complicated relationship with but is ultimately very important (and to finally properly revenge Umbra, at least in my heart).
i know we then get to choose gameplay wise, whether to use the drifter or the operator, but i assume witw was from the point of operator no matter who you chose? (correct me if im wrong). and despite being quite passive/ quiet in the story, i feel like that's an important detail still!
so how will the drifter fall into this puzzle?? what happens that the operator has to stay behind? will the drifter have the same emotional stakes that we built up with the operator in witw???
i dont know but i am so so excited to learn what they have in store for us, and if it is a drifter story indeed then i am even more excited! I'm happy about my choices in the new war, but having a story revolving around our other us would be just amazing and connect us (operator & drifter) in even more meaningful ways!!!
#warframe spoilers#warframe#warframe 1999#my ramblings#it's possible im missing some crucial piece of information and this whole thing doesn't make sense lol#but this is my theory ig as i understand it now?#im just really excited to play into our existence as operator AND drifter even more! i think it's such a cool unique idea#i want more interactions!! perhaps we could play as operator in our present & as drifter in 1999 at the same time?#you know kind of like supporting the drifter from our timeline??? that would be dope#i didnt proofread this sorry#it's 3 am lol
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the "cabaret" currently on in london shouldn't be as expensive as it is, it's about a cabaret (amongst other things), that thing where a bunch of queers and freaks hang out and do performance and avant garde weird shit and lament the rise of fascism and sure there are hustlers and rich punters, but it's not an exclusive club, me and my friends do that shit for each other to raise money for top surgeries, that's how you should put on a modern day "cabaret" performance, or make it a small local fucked up little venue that's a bit drafty and nobody's a great singer or dancer, but everyone's a fantastic actor. get the feeling this version is probably an Extravaganza and that's just... incorrect
#take me back in time to watch alan cumming and jane horrocks live at the donmar#the donmar makes WAY more sense as a space for this piece#i kind of want to watch it out of curiosity and who knows#maybe id eat my words. but for the price it is? at the location it's at? hmmmmmmmmmmmm feels like it's missed some core theme#mainly along the lines of *who's it for?*#this especially considering *ddie r*dmayne was the emcee for the first part of the run
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some more Primal Rage concept work... Diablo V.3 after some input from the wife (bless her for letting me info dump on her and taking even the smallest amount of interest in the series hhhh) Sinjin will probably get some work as well cause I'm not happy with his outfit... need to make it make sense and also really want to rework his mask
#primal rage#primal rage diablo#primal rage sinjin#zuka doodles#drawings#tw blood#tw injury#honestly not how many people will see this#or what all to tag it because of Sinjin ffff#he can't die so Im like... ah I can really fuck him up physically and he'll be fine....#he's not too beat up here honestly#missing a lower arm (sleeve is mostly covering it) and got some arrows in him and blood#wife had a Primal Rage dream and then let me lore dump on her all day#I very much enjoyed it hhhh#just nice to get to talk to someone about it#me being such a smart boy went from a game with a very small fandom (ARMS)#to a game with no fandom at all haha#oh also with Sinjin Im thinking to change it so he has a kind of dinosaur mouth mask?#I was trying to keep his think with blades going from his game design#when I gave him the blade shaped piece over his lower face#but idk I could make it something cooler ffff#and make it make more sense haha
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i genuinely do not know why people think i am being malicious because i asked a question. i was only wondering if there's another side to the story of l*ly orch*rd because i have ONLY EVER heard bad things about her, and yet i hear people defending her. in my head it sounds like if someone was trying to defend, like. idk. trisha paytas or someone. so i was wondering if there's something i missed BECAUSE I DONT ALWAYS HEAR ALL OF THE FACTS OF A SITUATION AND I WANT TO LEARN MORE, but instead i am told to kill myself from a stranger and then i get blocked by a popular user. i'm genuinely not sure how else i'm supposed to ask questions about this. to me she sounded bad because i've seen the things she posts, which includes sexualizing fictional minors, which is something that i am PERSONALLY against. so. just. i have really poor social skills when interacting with strangers, because i have more apparent autism than most people on this website, and i don't always read situations like i'm supposed to. i'm really sorry for the misunderstanding, i didn't mean it that way. i'm not very smart, i know that. i wish the conversation couldve gone better, i wasn't trying to be malicious, and i'm not trying to be willfully ignorant, i'm sorry.
#i just don't know. there's some piece of context that i'm missing here and i'm not sure what it is#also throwback to when i apologized to someone for a misunderstanding and she posted abt how i apparently want to be impregnated#and now i am being told to kill myself. im just trying to be kind and listen to people and i dont know why people keep responding like this#i'm not trying to play victim i just get so frustrated with social situations and with this website as a whole#evie.txt ♡
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