#like im gonna be annoying and protective and easily offended when it comes to them bc they're an extension of me. to me. god. when i say
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the thing abt me is that my relationship w fob might be parasocial but idc bc im insane so anyways my relationship w fob was written in the stars i was destined to find them and they have saved my life so many times and pete's lyrics are the only thing that i feel truly deeply understand me to my marrow and they are something i hold so deep and special to my heart on a level i cant even explain and i am the only one that understands them like i gatekeep them in my brain bc they are mine . that is all
#sorry to be deeply insane abt american rock band fall out boy am i still hot#like i found them at such an important time for my life and my literal brain development they are Literally fused to my brain#in a way i can never and dont ever want to get rid of so like. yeah.#like im gonna be annoying and protective and easily offended when it comes to them bc they're an extension of me. to me. god. when i say#they mean everything to me i mean it w depth i could never properly express#if u couldn tell im feeling the fob emotion very strongly. wah.#txt
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Eva, since you have BIG DICK ENERGY, have you thought about possibly making a post about aspects and romantic partners you would be attracted to because of them. (i hope I explained it well enough) just a thought! take care
as in, who i feel attracted to because of my bde, or placements who i feel have bde? both options lead to the same answer, so. alright, buckle up
PLACEMENTS IâM DRAWN TO DUE TO THEIR BIG DICK ENERGY
leo suns: i donât run but if the person is extremely cocky and annoying i might just jog a little.... olympics edition. i really like people with an unshakeable sense of self-worth and if a leo sun is anything is someone who WILL fight for that confidence. theyâre so fun to be around even if most of them end up hating me due to severe personality clash. everything is all or nothing with them, it canât just Be. they always have to blabber about their music taste and style and favorite art pieces and opinions and i am a hole for strong personalities
planets in the 4th house, especially sun and jupiter: strong protective instincts, everywhere they go they look to build (and lead) their pack. the most imaginative and philosophical people ever (sucking my own cock here, forgive me). attribute meaning to things that are already so meaningful within themselves. always seeking to experience the highest emotional experience, sometimes to their detriment by getting involved in chaotic situations. can make anywhere feel like home. secret crybabies. also make the most emotional gifts ever??? they canât just buy you a gift they have to write a 10 page long letter to come along with it. lovers of books cats and cuddles
pisces moons: i am not gonna repeat for the 1000th time how much i love this placement, they are THE moon sign, they make me feel so emotionally vulnerable and thatâs uncomfortable but so so hot. their brains...... oh my god their brains. itâs a whole 3 universes up in that bitch; their imagination.... they have the minds of a mastermind. theyâre always excited about a book or game or anime and when they tell me about it i want to cry about how precious it is. they get me excited about things that i had no knowledge about previous to them talking to me about it
scorpio moons: dark tortured artists. slightly off-putting..... beautiful nonetheless. very dependable. i will barely know them but if they tell me itâs gonna be okay then itâs GONNA be okay. eye contact with them feels like snorting a line of cocaine (seriously i have never met people so into eye contact.... i went on a date with a scorpio moon once and at one point i had no idea what we were talking about i could only focus on the way his eyes were like. trying to look into my soul. dude it was scary but exhilarating)
mars in scorpio: they just... get it. so emotional. make a big fuss out of everything. sex has to be an insane soul-bonding spiritual experience for them. it cant ever be just sex. they cry a lot. feel a lot. big dick energy is emotional depth for me
libra risings: i can fix them
gemini mars: i canât fix them. i will make them worse. and iâm down for it
mars-venus: these people are so fun slightly insane but they Get me. the type to joke about setting my house on fire if i donât answer them for 5 minutes. the type to joke about getting married to me even if weâre just platonic and suddenly weâre getting the rings and a priestâs blessing and laughing our way through it. bad ideas and terrible thought-out plans but it always makes for great stories
mars-pluto: especially square. theyâre very over-protective and even in friendships im drawn towards ppl like that because i know i can be very overbearing as well and the way they go batshit crazy when someone mildly offends you.... disrespectfully, i am a hole. also, they... have terrible ideas. i like tagging along under the pretense of wanting to make sure they donât get arrested, but secretly i love it
mars aspecting the ascendant/sun/moon: look, i donât have a hero complex. if anything, i have a lucifer complex (iâm here to sin and be sexy)....... but i am a sucker for people with hero complexes. they see the world as a fight they have to win, i want to be there when they do
no virgo in their birth chart: feels like heaven to me. okay let me reiterate: i love having friendships with virgo placements; most times, at least, but i donât think it could ever escalate into anything more. theyâre too controlling and i feel paranoid and suffocated about people trying to overpower me way too easily. i just... immediately run away as soon as they pull their controlling antics on me
uranus dominants: AHHHH!!! AWOOGA! okay at this point this is a post about how i want to marry myself, but truly. no one is more unpredictable than these people. as soon as you think youâre understanding them they pull a 360 on you and youâre back on square zero. layers upon layers.... upon layers.... upon layers? what is this, shrek? sexy and insane the bestest combination ever
saturn in the 1st/8th/12th house: i will follow them to the depths of the underworld if they ask me to
cancer suns: yes i do want to sleep with the enemy. no i will not elaborate.
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Poor roman :( but that being said I am heka interested in 5
remus humiliates roman in front of jamal (but jamal is a sweetheart)
vote from this concept voting post!
TWs: swearing, emotional humiliation, arguing, remus is generally pretty mean in this - not "unsympathetic" but his behaviour is not ok, brief alcohol mention but it isnt a main feature
first some background info on remus and ro:
roman and remus' friend groups actually run parallel to each other by pure councidence in that theyre the same age and are both in the local queer scene
usually they only run into each other on nights out and avoid each other like the plague... until one of romans friends and one of remus' friends become a very serious couple and the friendship groups merge
remus tends to hang it over romans head whenever they argue or remus just feels like teasing him that he could so so easily spill romans secret littlespace to all his friends
and while roman claims to not care he also really doesnt want that to happen, especially the specific things remus threatens to reveal (namely him calling his cgs mommy and daddy, and his fear of the dark - which remus knows are romans biggest embarrassments)
and remus never USUALLY actually follows through on his threats, he loves to freak roman out but he doesnt mean to be intentionslly cruel.
but one night theyve had an argument recently and remus is out to hurt roman and finally follows through on his threat to reveal romans secrets. in front of jamal
((the actual incident below the cut))
all the friends are walking back from a night out, and remus hangs back from the group to talk to jamal. roman is just glaring at remus and not saying anything and holding jamals hand tightly. remus hasnt embarrassed him too bad so far, just asking jamal questions and referring to roman as his "baby brother" which is so annoying, but the thing is roman can tell hes building up to something
then suddenly remus smirks when he sees a completely pitch black side street thats theyre about to pass by, and he calls out to everyone "hey guys, there's a 24/7 mcdonalds through here and its a shortcut to the bus stop" and everyones like WOO mcdonalds and redirects to go down the side street
and romans heart pounds watching the friends all filter down the street without a second thought, theres no streetlights down there, theres light on the other side quite far away, but before that its SO DARK. and he freezes in place and jamal is tugged back by it and looks back at him. "babe, come on"
romans starting to feel shaky and he literally cant move his feet. his eyes flick between the street and remus' sadistic cocky smirk.
"whats wrong baby bro? you stuck or something?" remus leers with that stupid stupid smirk
and roman HATES him so so much
"ro, what's the matter?" jamal asks
"i- um," roman stutters, trying to keep his voice from shaking too much at the sight of his friends just having DISAPPEARED into the darkness - how are they okay with that?? "i- im not hungry"
"okay well i am, and remus said it was a shortcut anyway so-"
"i-i -- no i can't"
seraphina, romans best friend, looks back and notices whats happening and quickly jogs over (knowing roman is scared of the dark) "hey roma, it's okay we dont have to go down there" she soothes
jamal is supportive but he doesnt get it. he thinks roman is scared of criminals or smth. "i promise theres no one bad down there, hun. and i'll be right next to you the whole time, i'll protect you" and he smiles and tugs romans hand to pull him towards the side street
romans eyes quickly tear up and he panics and rambles "nononono dont please please i cant i cant" in a broken voice and plants his feet firmly on the ground, paralysed with fear
remus starts cackling "ohhhhh thats right~" as if he just remembered. "my baby brother's terrified of the dark, isn't he?"
"f*ck off, re" sera barks, standing between the twins, protective of roman
"wait, are you?" jamal asks sounding surprised. roman doesnt let himself look at him, too busy watching remus warily and knowing thats not all he has planned to embarrass roman
remus goes on, shouting out to jamal over sera's head "he's petrified!" he confirms sounding delighted. "yknow that massive blackout last summer? he cried like a baby. literally sobbing for his daddy patton to make it go away"
theres a brief silence because no, sera and jamal didnt expect remus to refer to patton as romans daddy - they both know roman calls him dad but this is a surprise.
and that one second of silence drags on for ages for roman, all he can hear is his heart pounding in his ears and remus' obnoxious laughter
he is shaking, frozen in shock rather than fear now. for all of remus' teasing threats at home, he didnt expect remus to actually do it. hes devastated and humiliated that remus told to his best friend and especially his BOYFRIEND of all ppl
and honestly he's not even thinking about the pitch black side street right now because the streetlights on the main road are blurred by tears welling in his eyes anyway
"why dont you just leave him alone!" sera hisses furiously after her mild shock
then jamal bounces back rlly stern to remus "yeah i already know about that! roman told me and it was HIS choice to tell me"
roman stares at him in disbelief but jamal is too busy staring daggers at remus to notice
remus looks suddenly offended and frowns. hes clearly hurt that the others dont think its funny "jeez youre both such bores. im just having some fun"
"youre demented if you think thats fun" seraphina growls and shoves remus away towards the sidestreet. remus rolls his eyes and runs ahead to join the others who are all oblivious to that coversation, howling with drunken laughter in the pitch black and jumping out and scaring each other
"f*cking prick" jamal calls after remus, seething
sera quickly throws a concerned look to roman "you okay?"
roman just swallows thickly and looks between seraphina and where he saw remus join the others in the pitch black. his stomach churns at the idea of remus telling more people. "i-is he gonna--"
"im on it" sera nods and starts turning around "i wont let him tell anyone else, roma, promise" then she runs ahead to keep an eye on remus and to give him and jamal some privacy
after a moment jamal turns back to roman looking so worried and holds his hands and asks very gently "babe, can you tell me how youre feeling?"
and roman is teary but he whispers "i - you stuck up for me"
jamal looks suddenly sad and cups romans cheek "of course i did"
"but you said i told you about it. i- i didnt tell you that i-" roman gulps after his voice wobbles "i didnt tell you about it"
and jamal smiles sadly and goes "i know babe... im sorry, i just didnt wanna give him any more power. it seemed like he's held that over you for a while"
suddenly the tears in romans eyes overspill and he doesnt really know why but he can't stop them
jama gasps a little "oh roman, its ok" and just pulls him into a tight hug
roman clings and sniffles, glad that he can hide his tears from his boyfriend even if it is in his neck.
and jamal just strokes his back and whispers "its ok baby, its ok" **
they talk about it quietly as they take the longer, well-lit route instead. roman admits he would never have told jamal abt his fear on his own - and the reason he's been avoiding staying overnight at jamals apartment is bc the one time he did he got so scared of the dark that he couldnt sleep and was just anxious all night but wouldnt wake jamal to tell him
after jamal finds out hes like baby why didnt u tell me its okay and comforts him about it not being embarrassing or childish. then:
"so you do actually want to stay at mine, its just because its so dark that you didnt?"
roman nods shyly "yeah... im sorry i know its a dumb fear i just-"
"its not dumb ro. i meant to say if it works for you, we could leave the hall light on and the door open. its not like i live with anyone who can walk in."
roman blinks "wait you - really? it wont make it hard for you to sleep?"
jamal smiles softly "no hun, honestly i could sleep anywhere. i fell asleep in the middle of the day in the staffroom just last month"
roman laughs, so so so relieved
"so... maybe next time you come over for dinner you could stay the night, yeah?" jamal says with a smile and a blush. he wraps his arm around romans waist and pulls him in, hip to hip
roman bites his lip and blushes. after a moment he suggests shyly "im free tonight..."
and jamal smiles so big, stops walking and puts his arm up to romans chest to stop him too then angles romans jaw down to kiss him
in the near future jamal promises to buy a plain nightlight and always leaves it on for roman when he stays overnight from then on
**side note: roman could never stand anyone calling him baby before because he felt infantilised at school becaus of his undiagnosed adhd. so he sees it as a derogatory name more than anything. but when jamal says it roman feels so warm and respected because he knows jamal would never mean it in that way. so jamal has "baby" rights basically
#swearing tw#little angst#long post#chaotic cousin remus#little/big concepts#asks#tumblebee the smol bean
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okay im gonna go black out and write some bullshit about my Thoughts on Literary Analysis and Character Writing bc i love writing and i love trying to figure out what works and what doesnât. i am an unfortunate fan of fire emblem, so the real joke is on me, but letâs do this anyway. using a lot of bold as always! it makes me feel special.
Why is Leonie such a divisive character?Â
as per usual, here is my disclaimer that itâs okay to like Leonie. itâs also okay to dislike her, as long as youâre not being a massive dick about it. lord knows people are rude to me about lorenz and i didnât ask for their opinions. if you like leonie, i am not out to get you, iâm not going to tell you that you shouldnât, iâm not even mad at you. Neat! you like a character i donât! and thatâs just fine. i honestly donât care! go have fun!Â
so letâs talk. theres a TL;DR at the end so be ready.
iâll make no bones about it: iâm in the camp that dislikes her. i donât have the energy to hate her as i do for faye, but leonie is pretty obnoxious as a character and itâs an uphill battle to like her. iâve played VW like three times since iâm a self professed GD stan so iâve dealt with her a lot, read most of her supports, and seen her as a character in actual cutscenes and stuff.
the short answer: making a character obsessed with another one and having that be most of their personality is really annoying.Â
the long answer: letâs start on that now! these are my personal thoughts and analysis, so youâre free to disagree with me if you think iâm falling short.
one statement i will make right away is that iâm not offended by leonie being mean to the player. a lot of people who stan leonie like to argue that people dislike her because sheâs one of the few characters who doesnât kiss bylethâs ass immediately. thatâs fine. that doesnât bother me. after all, seteth and hapi are mean to byleth at first too, and those two are far more beloved⌠in fact, itâs funny that theyâre mean to byleth. i would also argue that my favorite lord claude is not buddy buddy with byleth at first either, but if these popular opinion threads have proven anything to me, people love taking claudeâs lying ass at face value. thatâs besides the pointâitâs okay that leonie isnât immediately friendly to byleth. that is not an objective character flaw. characters need something to conflict over in the narrative, and not being instantly friendly to a player insert is not a problem in the slightest.
the major flaw in leonieâs character, imo, is that the writers decided it was a brilliant idea to make her obsessed with a man who barely seems to acknowledge her. this is an extremely unfortunate reoccurring character trope in fire emblem. notable other victims that more modern fe fans may recognize are faye and cordelia, faye being the worst offender. luckily, leonie isnât as bad as faye. but it really is irritating that leonie, along with these other women, seem entirely driven by men who cannot acknowledge them. within three houses, you have similar traits in male characters as well: cyril is another notable offender, and to a lesser extent, dedueâs fixation on dimitri. now, we do see jeralt talking to leonie at the very least, and he does speak about her at least once in my memory, and positively at that. so itâs not as pathetic as the likes of faye.Â
outside of that, leonie cannot stop fucking reminding everyone she comes across: she loves captain jeralt. sheâs his only apprentice. and you, dear player, who is his child, are not good enough, because you donât love him as much as she does. practically all her convos with byleth are about how they donât love jeralt enough, save for a slight turn around in the A support where she talks about her promise to protect byleth in jeraltâs place. to be honest, i usually ditch her in any run iâm forced to take her (hello sylvain, the superior idiot redhead cavalier) so this promise is just cute.
the arrogance in this attitude is insensitive at best, and as seen in her B support with byleth, potentially malicious and self centered at worst.Â
letâs not beat around the bush. the main point of contention for leonie is her B support with byleth, which is locked to jeraltâs death. you cannot get this support until jeralt has kicked it. and if youâre on GD, chances are you have gotten enough support points with leonie to get it immediately upon his death. the manâs grave is still fresh. what does she have the gall to say to her beloved mentorâs child?
âI've spent my whole life working to become a great mercenary like your father. There were so many times when I wanted to ask his advice, but I couldn't. I just had to make do. That's how I've made it this far. Just hard work, all on my own. But then you come along... And it's like you don't appreciate Captain Jeralt at all, or how lucky you were to have him around your whole life! Ugh! It still really bothers me! You might be his kid, but I'm still his best apprentice! Got it?!â
YIKES.
no matter how you dice it, saying that to someone whos father just died? NOT GOOD. it doesnât matter what her reasoning is. a lot of people argue that this is realistic, that sheâs acting out of grief. maybe so. however, if the game wants me to like her, theyâre failing, no matter how realistic her reaction is. if this was supposed to be seen as a moment of weakness, that would be one thing, but itâs clear leonie never learns anything from this. she never gets better. she spends the rest of her life constantly centered on jeralt, and sees byleth as a competitor and obstacle to his affections, even after heâs dead.Â
i donât want to entirely make this about byleth, because letâs be real, byleth is only one of her many supports. but it is the most easily noticeable, and the least charitable to her character.Â
also fun fact i did a basic search for jeralt in her supports and thats 37 times hes mentioned lmao this isnât even accounting for her non support dialogue! which is still a lot!Â
so a decent chunk of her supports still involve her talking about how great jeralt is as if the man is jesus. her better supports donât involve him at all. i donât have easy access to a lot of her dialogue by chapter, but quite a bit of her regular dialogue references jeralt too, be it by name or title, and a good chunk of her endings, especially her solo one, have her just taking up his title and job and drinking habits. itâs supposed to be seen as cute.
this woman is in her 20s at the beginning of the game. sheâs my age. this kind of behavior is worrying.Â
so youâre thinking âtell, youâve spent a LOT of time talking about how leonie wonât shut the fuck up about jeralt. what about the rest of her character? unlike faye, she actually has one!â right you are! i will concede that. leonie does have things going on for her outside of her constant screeching about jeralt! what are they?
we see that her personality has her as a hard worker and frugal person because sheâs grown up in a life that has less than many of her peers. sheâs rational and rather keen, capable of assessing her opponents correctly and outsmarting them. she likes to help others. her supports with claude are fairly interesting as they talk about their own perspectives on the world to each other in a friendly manner. she talks to bernadetta and praises her skill in craft and manages to befriend her. in fact, all her supports where she doesnât mention jeralt at all are pretty good. she can be headstrong and sometimes quick to jump to conclusions, but leonie isnât one to be too beholden to preset ideas and shows a capability to learn and change.
wait, this sounds like a pretty well rounded and likeable character iâm describing! what happened here? this kind of portrayal is almost contradictory to the side of her that only thinks of jeralt.Â
a lot of people who like leonie like her for these aspects. at first, i had thought her to be interesting, since sheâs the poorest student in the entire school, here on money raised by her entire village, which must have been extremely difficult for them to do. she doesnât understand how nobles can be so frivolous, and butts heads with the likes of hilda, who has been raised in luxury her whole life and she clashes even harder with lorenz, who is obsessed with nobility. in a way, leonie is the slap from reality that many of the rich students from garreg mach need. and she also serves an important function in the dynamic of the deerâsheâs a bit of a hapless straight man to all their bullshit. they always need one of those! in the lions, that role falls to ingrid, while edelgard plays that to her own house.Â
so yes, there is merit in leonieâs character. thereâs a lot to like about her here. however, in my opinion, itâs not enough to make up for the incredibly abrasive aspects of her fixation on jeralt. it really just comes back to thatâthat someone decided that it would be a fantastic character trait to have her never stop thinking about a man, and flaunt this to the manâs child. constantly. almost all her dialogue directed at byleth is about jeralt. post skip, a lot more of her lines become about jeralt and making him proud. itâs like she thinks that heâs her dad. sheâs a grown ass woman! leonie is one of the older students! she is an adult by the time the game starts! an adult with some actual worldly experience, unlike her peers! what went wrong? why is she like this? why did they make her so fucking annoying when it comes to jeralt?
so yes, thatâs what i think is the major flaw of her character. a flaw that is not easily overcome. cyril is a largely derided character for similar reasons. another simple control+f tells me that rhea is mentioned in cyrilâs supports 59 times so uh, woo! he has leonie beat there.
worst of all this is a flaw that narratively, she does not overcome. she never grows and gets better from it. she never changes her single minded determination to impress jeralt, even long after heâs dead. a good chunk of her endings have her taking up his business and acting just like him, taking his title too. somehow lorenz is the more likeable character, and lorenz starts off as a much worse person than her! he starts as a stinky incel classist and somehow, especially over the course of verdant wind, manages to learn and grow and change into a much better person, while leonie remains stagnant in who she is. her own peers outdo her in almost every aspect, in that they appear to be capable of growing up while leonie, already an adult, never seems to show any signs of maturing over the course of the game. we see ignatz turn from a meek nerd to someone whoâs willing to do what it takes to protect what he cares about. marianne grows from suicidal and depressed to finding the will to live because it means sheâll be able to spend more time with things she enjoys and people she loves. lorenz goes from snobbish and distant over his complex about nobility to being one of the kindest members of the deer, willing to go against his father for the greater good. even hilda matures! hilda starts the game lazy and unambitious, trying to avoid work, saying sheâd never risk her life for her friends, to fighting against some of the strongest forces in the continent and ESPECIALLY on CF we see her refusing to abandon claude in his time of need, no matter how bad it gets, even if it costs her life. what does leonie do? leonie seems to forever be stuck in the mindset that she has to impress jeralt, no matter how far she goes.
this is incredibly nitpicky, iâll admit, this isnât really part of the character analysis, but i find she under performs as a unit too. she may have ungodly speed and no weaknesses in her skills, but damage output wise sheâs easily outdone in house by the other canon paladin of lorenz and his wonky statline, and out of house sylvain has basically the same ability as her, the same color hair, and a crest + relic that make him way more effective. the man has bulk, too. so, thatâs a small ding to leonie as well. i had the same problem with sully in awakening. for all the talk about how these women are just as good as the men, they appear to under perform quite a bit.
and iâm gonna talk real quick in a basic list format of arguments iâve seen for people defending leonie, since iâm running out of like, a coherent way to talk about some of this stuff.
-Sheâs realistic.
maybe so, but the game intends for me to find her as likeable and sympathetic, as it is for all recruitable characters. her reactions to byleth and sometimes others may be realistic, but donât paint a charitable image of her. again, the moment in her B support with byleth is so bad, it makes her seem like sheâs acting towards them with cruel intent. while i donât care about bylethâs feelings since byleth isnât a real person, what it does is it paints leonie as malicious, no matter what her intent was or how realistic it is. yes, sheâs in grief, sheâs lost someone important to her, but in what context is telling someone who just lost their dad that they didnât love him enough supposed to garner anything but hatred? even if she apologizes for it in their A support, that means she basically took years to do so and still seems to think of byleth as an obstacle to her being like jeralt.
although as i have said before, the rest of her personality is fine. i find her non jeralt stuff is much more well written. sheâs a down to earth person amidst a sea of lunatics. thatâs not a problem.
-People donât like her because sheâs mean to Byleth.Â
this is probably true in some regards although i canât say for certain. because byleth is a player insert and some might take it personally, but otherwise i find this isnât much of a good universal claim since thereâs more to the disdain to that. personally, i think itâs hilarious when video game characters are mean to me, but thatâs just My Opinion, so no, iâm really not offended by leonie being mean to me. other characters are also mean to byleth, and that leads into the next point...
-Other characters act similarly towards Byleth and theyâre popular.
one, look at those stupid unpopular opinions threads on twitter. theyâre not as loved as you think. two, a lot of the characters who are listed for these things are often the likes of seteth and felix, and letâs talk about the context of their actions there. seteth is indeed mean to byleth at first, but his intent is wildly different from leonieâsâheâs suspicious, and rightfully so, of this mercenary who came out of nowhere and rhea is suddenly showing a lot of interest in and is giving a position of power to. seteth is not acting out of malintent or jealousy, heâs acting out of concern for the students and his daughter as well as rhea. because his core intent is âprotect everyone around meâ it comes off as far more palatable and dare i say, endearing. this is vastly different than âiâm jealous towards byleth because i love their dad and hate that theyâre getting attention i canât.â with a character like felix, this is outright incorrectâfelix is not necessarily more rude to byleth more than he would be anyone else. felix is angry with the faerghus four in particular, but everyone else gets the same level of vague disrespect from him otherwise, so his behavior is not centralized to byleth. again, i donât care about bylethâs feelings. there is also cyril, who is similarly obsessed with rhea, and is just as irritating as leonie for it, if not worse because he gets an extra layer of being a poc character obsessed with a white one who saved him.Â
tl;dr: context and intent matters. a lot. i know this is a ton to ask of the fe fandom to consider taking things beyond face value, but please consider the context of characters actions and their intent behind them.
-People who donât like Leonie are misogynistic.
i wonât discount that there are bad actors who are likely extra critical of leonie because sheâs a female character. it could be and has been argued that the reasons that characters like edelgard and ingrid are so controversial is because they are female. but not everyone who raises criticisms is strictly doing so in bad faith. most people iâve seen criticizing leonie do it for the same reasons i am, which is that sheâs an abrasive character. these traits would not be any better on a male character and in some regards could be worse. so for this one, itâs better to take it as a case by case situation, and pay attention to how people are talking. those doing so for less savory reasons often let it slip eventually, somehow. iâve been avoiding using the word âbitchâ in this entire thing for this exact reason.
-Her non-Byleth supports are good.
this is highly subjective imo and comes down to what you personally like in a character. i do like some of her non byleth supports, but she still has an unfortunate habit of bringing up jeralt in non byleth supports, so the only ones that are truly good are the ones where she doesnât talk about him at all. even then, some like her one with marianne can do the same accidental portrayal of her seeming like a pretty unpleasant person. this isnât saying that leonie canât be flawed or short tempered, after all i adore felix and heâs got Some Fuckin Issues, but her portrayal as a kind and bright person clashes with how sheâs portrayed surrounding byleth and jeralt. far too much. i like her supports with claude, i like her line with bernadetta, and her seteth one is good too, but iâd also argue that as a personality she doesnât bring much to the table. sheâs a perfectly serviceable character when sheâs not dealing with byleth, but i personally fail to see more appeal to her. she isnât particularly enrapturing like some of the others, and unlike someone like ingrid who has a similar role in BL, doesnât have the shared history and integration with the deer that grants ingrid a unique perspective on her peers. although again, this is highly subjective, so itâs tough to argue about this. iâll grant that yes, the writing that doesnât surround jeralt is WAY better and almost makes leonie a redeemable character.
-Other characters are worse.
very true! iâll cite faye again as the bottom line for âthis is how abysmal this character could beâ and in feth itself there is, as stated many times before, cyril. however it doesnât mean that leonie is better by association. and i also often see people citing seteth as an example over the rudeness to the player too, but once again thatâs about context and intent. hapi is a lesser example, due to a similar mistrusting nature, and thereâs quite a bit of the cast who are cold and rude because thatâs just who they are. now, thank fucking god that leonie actually talks about things that arenât jeralt. like, seriously, iâd die. she still talks about him too much, but i really should go through all of fayeâs dialogue to do a proper count.Â
so now youâre probably thinkingâif you even got this farââgee tell, you sure do like running your fuckin mouth, eh? so whatâs the point of all this?â letâs wrap it up.Â
the TL;DR:
what this all boils down to is that leonieâs got a serious problem in her writing where her entire life revolves around a man, and the way itâs dealt with isnât particularly great. she doesnât have a dynamic character arc like some others that redeem them from their problems, and the personality she has outside of her relationship to jeralt and byleth often clashes with the one she has with them, particularly centering on byleth. when dealing with byleth, the image it paints of her is extremely negative, and not one easily shakenâagain, the B support moment is just THAT BAD. that is the most cited moment for why people hate her. it just seems like for all the flaws she has, they are not compensated for or grown out of like other characters in the game do for theirs.
theres also that tweet about how we put more thought into these characters than intsys does, so. yeah. definitely doing that right now. thanks, intsys, you did it again.
i will also point to the argument that we should hold the writers accountable, not the fictional characters who arenât real and donât have feelings. i donât think leonie needs to be held accountable for her bullshit. i just wish the writers could have treated her better.
this is personally why i find leonie so difficult, and hopefully if you didnât understand why people donât like leonie, this can help enlighten you. iâm willing to hear people out if they have something to say, and as always, if you are a leonie stan, please go enjoy yourself, have fun, and donât let me ruin your parade. i just enjoy trying to figure things out and talking a lot along the way! so thatâs all, hereâs hoping that in the future they do better, and remember that GD is the best house okay bye take this picture of me typing up this whole ass thing
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policeman!jihoon pt.2
a/n; special thanks to bff jupiter @chaeyolks for the pretty pretty moodboard once again,, also! this is a collab w @alliwannado-w1, her installment for woojin is coming up this weekend so do look forward to it^^
policeman!jihoon pt.1//policeman!woojin
warning: slight alcohol mention+slight violence, however characters are written when they are of adult age
âyouâre illegal, why are you even a police officer?â
âyouâre going to do undercover duty with y/n.â
âagain?!â
âunless you want me toââ
âyes sirâ
so here he was, groaning at his impeccable luck
he needed to get back at daniel for making him buy that drink LOL
âhello, im inspector park jihoon, please take care of meâ
you looked up, being greeted by jihoon, in a light blue button down and ripped jeans
with that lanyard that has his name and picture??
usually staff id pics look like mugshots
but hey his pic deadass looks like a shot of those models for some fashion show
âhello, iâm sergeant y/l/n,â you smiled, sticking out your hand, âi hope we will work well together.â
at that moment jihoon fell for your brown eyes
and dimples when you smile
whatever he said about having zero interest in girls was thrown into the gutter
jihoon was tasked to shadow you for your duties for a month
he was pretty sure he was gonna get sacked for falling for his superior LOL
anyways
your first day of working with jihoon was nothing big, just typing out some reports
it was a little weird because an inspector from the violent crimes department in a street crimes(idk what its called pls forgive me) department? typing out reports of a lost puppy??
anyhow your female colleagues from the other departments will ever more often drop by your desk just to see jihoon
it was getting annoying how theyre actually paying more attention to jihoon
so you asked minhyun to dispatch you for more undercover duties LOL
âi thought you loved writing reportsâ
ânot until the female sergeants from other departments come to my desk to see inspector park??â
âare you jealous?â
ngl you were but you arent gonna let it show
especially in front of minhyun
he would f l i p
âtry having 3 colleagues flocking to your table every 2 hours to see your co-worker instead of talking to you, and also distracting you from doing work.â
âfineâ
undercover was boring, you would normally drag sergeant!baejin along with you
but this time he wanted to stay in the office because he doesnt want to be the âthird wheelâ
you and jihoon would go to the same club everyday to do undercover duties
and the both of you manage to bust some sleazy dudes
since the whole thing was already under control the both of you soon donât need to go to the club
and actually do night patrols
it was fun, because jihoon would entertain you by pulling funny faces and treat you to ice cream
contrary to your expectations, jihoon was actually quite nice to be around with
but then something in your mind went off about him
 you remembered the fuckboy senior that played with girlsâ hearts in high school
it was jihoon
you were well aware that you were a position above him despite the 2 year age gap
but you couldnât let yourself fall for someone who breaks hearts
so you decided to build a invisible wall of friendship to prevent yourself from falling for him
i mean how couldnât you,, he was good looking, good at his work, and had a faint protective vibe which you liked
like whenever you were feeling only a little chilly at the cool breeze jihoon would not hesitate to drape his jacket over you
and also let you walk on the inside of the pavement
besides, minhyun would fall off his chair at the thought of his sister dating someone from the violent crimes department
but that didnât stop you from having fun
the both of you would sit at swings and play at the slides
there was once jihoon was stuck at one of the slides and you had to help him LOL
but ended up pulling out one of his Stan Smiths and nearly called the fire brigade
day by day, the both of you got closer
and you told jihoon not to call you âsergeant hwangâ bc that sounds rlly formal
one day the both of you were just talking about random stuff and you mentioned that you wanted to pick up martial arts
âi can teach you if you want!^^â
âreally? what martial arts do you do?â
âi have a six-don black belt in taekwondo, i do teach little kids in my spare time as wellâ
so here you are, standing at the back of jihoonâs taekwondo class
you felt very over-aged learning taekwondo with a bunch of white-belt kids
but they were really good, and jihoon told the kids you were his assistant for the time being
yeah, assistant with a white belt
and just saying, jihoon looked rlly rlly hot in that taekwondo uniform
with slightly sweaty bangs and all
when he just stands aside for the kids to practice and adjusts his belt
bOI
ok moving on
you learnt some basic moves and jihoon barely needed to coach you to get them right
so all those years of fighting with minhyun was worthwhile
jihoon would shift you up to a yellow belt in two weeks because you were that good
so one day your eyes obviously wasnât doing you good
you kept messing up the sequence throughout the lesson, maybe your condition wasnât good
jihoon could see it and asked you to rest for a while
after the lesson ended, you took your street clothes and accidentally walked into the menâs changing room
and you walked into a topless jihoon
luckily, he was the only one inside
you could see his toned abs, and defined arms
not to mention that killer jawline
and in taekwondo pants????
jihoon noticed you staring slightly and then fumbled to find his taekwondo robe
and you noticed you were in the wrong changing room
âoh shit im so sorry i--iâ
just as you were about to get out of the changing room jihoon blocked the door
without his robe
ây/n, did you enter the wrong changing room to see,,,â
âsee?â
he pointed to his abs, âthis?â
you could only laugh, âi would never do that, i can easily see them on the internetâ
he raised his eyebrows, âso you watch porn?â
âno??â you rolled your eyes, offended, âdo you think iâm that kind of person, inspector park?â
ân-no--â
âiâm sorry iâm not like those girls you played with back in high school, iâm not after your body--â
âyouâre driving me crazy, y/nâ
âwhat?â
âyour eyes, your nose, your lips, drive me crazy.â jihoon stared right into your eyes, making you blush
âhey inspector park--â
âwhy donât you call me âjihoon oppaâ anymore? is our relationship strictly work-related now?â
âi just...â you sighed how something small could escalate to something big like this, âi like you, jihoon-oppaâ
you slightly cringed but you continued,Â
âbut we cant do this. minhyun will get mad, and there goes my job.â
âb-but--â
âsorry, inspector park, iâd have to go.â
you pushed jihoon aside weakly, then going out and into the ladiesâ changing room
you felt hot tears trickling down your face, in reality, you just didnât want your heart to be broken
the next day, you and jihoon went to work like a normal day
just, no patrolling and writing of reports the whole day
the office could sense a tension between the both of you, even your female colleagues stopped coming over
âhey y/n,â baejin stopped by your table and handed over a file, âyou gotta go undercover again for that club, the perverts are striking again.â
âagain?â you sighed, âokay iâll go.â
âdo you need me to go with you?â baejin leaned against your desk, â you seem, off, todayâ
âi-â
âi will go with her, sergeant bae.â jihoon spoke, âitâs my last day here anyway.â
so fast, a month has passed, you thought.
âthanks inspector park. iâll get going then.â
you skipped dinner, all you did was to write reports continuously throughout the day
until jihoon slammed your laptop shut, and stared straight into your eyes
âwe need to go now, sergeant hwang.â his lips stretched into a straight line.
you unwillingly got up from your seat, as you shrugged on your coat and headed out to the carpark to wait for jihoon
the car ride was quiet, with you staring out of the window, not talking to jihoon
though it was jihoonâs last day, and you were sorry he had to spend his last day like that
you had to stop yourselfÂ
though the club was playing upbeat music, all you could do was to stare into blank space
just then, some sleazy dude came up to you
âcan i buy this pretty lady a drink?â he winked
âno thanks, im with someone else--â
âey, that someone else can wait.â
âi really do have someone--â
âi said i will get you a drink alright?!â the manâs rogueish smile appeared, grabbing your wrist, âi know youâre here to do undercover duties, sergeant hwang--â
just then, a fist was sent flying to the manâs cheek, as he stumbled backwards
you saw an angry jihoon, his face was red with anger
âif you ever touch sergeant hwang again, youâll end up in the hospital.â jihoon growled.
âwow, sergeant, i didnât know you were into flowery pretty boys like--â
jihoon sent another punch across the manâs face, making him fall to the ground
you had to physically stop jihoon from hitting that sleazy dude, or it wouldâve turned into a full fight
âjihoon-oppa,â you held his arm, which weakened at your touch, âletâs stop, minhyun wouldnât be happy if he saw this.â
jihoon scoffed, putting the dude in handcuffs
âyouâre under arrest for sexual harrassment, you have a right to remain silent, unless with witness that will support your innocence.â
after that dude was thrown into jail, jihoon immediately hugged you
âare you okay?â he then took a step back to analyse your frame, âhe didnât hurt you, right? i was so--â
you then cut jihoon off with a kiss, shutting him up effectively.
jihoon kissed you back with more assertion, to make up for the time he didnât get to talk to you throughout the day
âwhat was that, y/n?â jihoon smiled, ruffling your hair
âdonât tell minhyun about thisâ
boyfriend!jihoon in the police station is super sweet, leaving you a sandwich for breakfast, then dragging you out for lunch
minhyun soon found out about it, âi knew the both of you had something going onâ
and jihoon wasnât the asshole you expected him to be
he only had eyes for you, and it was really endearing
the both of you would go on night walks, and then sitting on the swing set, talking about random things
overall, the sweetest crime-busting couple in Gangnam Police Station
âI donât know how you became a police officer, your looks are illegal, youâre my illegirlâ
lowkey stole that from dimple by bts sorry im lame i hope you guys enjoyed this as much as i liked writing this,,my request box is always open, so do send in requests!
#park jihoon#hwang minhyun#wanna one#wanna one scenarios#produce 101 season 2#produce 101 scenarios#park jihoon scenarios#Fluffy writes#collab: policeman!wna1
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#5 Auston Matthews
Requested by @rxsita-twd
Can you do one where you're Mitch's twin sis and like you're at a game 'cause you live in Toronto and Auston gets really hurt and Mitch gets attacked trying to defend him from more attacks and they have to get both boys off the ice (Mitch can still walk but Auston has to be carried) and you race there trying to find out if your brother is okay and Auston pretty much confesses his love for you to everyone in the room without realizing it because he's pretty much knocked out? PRETTY PLEASE THANKS
You guys always have the best prompts and I love it !
Auston is a meme and I had to stop myself from writing âcash me outside howbow dahâ
This took so long and i couldnât figure out how to write the important bit.
Also focuses more on mitch than auston im sorry but sibling relationships are really important to me.
Pre-writing note: I bet this is gonna make me cry
Song suggestion of the day: Life worth living by Laurel
Warnings: I got no brothers but my cousin has acted as a stand in and Iâve been traumatised beyond belief so i think im good. Heâs an embarrassment. LANGUAGE WARNING (its not that bad idk why i put it in caps).
â...and if someone in a Canucks jersey tries to talk to you, punch them.â
You rolled your eyes, shaking your head in disbelief as you glanced across the living room at Auston Matthews, who was watching the exchange with an amused expression. âMitchell, youâre only older by three minutes, stop trying to act like Chris.â you retorted indignantly, turning your attention back to your twin brother who was clattering around behind you in the kitchen.
âWell, in his absence his solemn duty, to protect you from all harm, now falls to me.â Mitch stated, a matter-of-factly as he walked into the room and plonked himself down beside you. Okay, you hadnât been to a game in a little while, not everyone can have their dream job (or unlimited time off). That said, It wasnât like youâd never been to a hockey game, youâd probably disowned (at least by your brothers) if you hadnât. Still, Mitch was being a pain by trying to be overprotective and you hadnât even left the house yet.
âThat is not Chrisâ job. At least he knows I can look after myself.â you muttered, throwing your legs over Mitchâs lap as you leaned back on the arm of the couch, watching him struggle with his tie.
âIâm being caring and brotherly.â Mitch whined, as you finally relented, sitting up to help him fix his tie.
âItâs a hockey game not a bar fight.â you retorted, glancing over at the only american in the room, yet again. âAuston, back me up here.â
âNo, no, no. Illegal move. Heâs my friend, you canât use him against me.â Mitch protested indignantly.
âSo I canât be friends with Auston because youâre friends with him?â you retorted. âSharing is caring, Mitch. Besides, your advice is stupid. Iâd probably get more hurt than the person I was punching. Itâs the easiest way to break your hand, you know.â
Mitch made a face. âYou get my point though.âÂ
You had to refrain from rolling your eyes again. âWell, Vancouver wouldnât be so riled up if you would just shut your damn mouth sometimes.â you retorted. Although he was taller than you (just), on the ice, your twin brother was both tiny and annoying. He was also very good but there was no way you were telling him anything of the sort.
âWhereâs the fun in that?â Mitch laughed.
âThe fun is not getting ten million phone calls from mum every time someone tries to fight you.â you replied, with a hint of annoyance. Truthfully you were more worried than annoyed. Mitch might be a pain but if anyone so much as yelled at him, you were prepared to fight them yourself.
âNot my problem.â he teased, but sobered up under your frown. âDonât worry, thatâs why Iâm friends with this guy.â he patted leaned across to Austonâs knee. âhe has a scary war face. I saw it one time when we played the âyotesâ Mitch faked a shudder. âI didnât sleep for a week.â Auston shoved mitch lightly at that.
you rolled your eyes. âAustonâs the possibly one of the sweetest guys Iâve ever met, he couldnât hurt a fly.â You glanced at Auston. âNo offence?â
Auston shrugged and shook his head lightly, his cheeks tinted a light pink shade. âNone taken.â Mitch laughed at this,waggling his eyebrows and making you elbow his ribs.
you nodded appreciatively at Auston. âAlso, do not fight anyone for him.â you warned, glaring at your brother.
Mitch shook his head. âStop being annoying. Weâll be fine. Now whereâs your jersey?â he demanded.
âRight next to you, doofus. Are we going or not?â you replied.
In reply you received a jersey to the face.
You didnât pay much attention during warm ups, mainly because they usually consisted of your brother goofing off and just generally being embarrassing. Auston, Mitch and a couple of other leafs guys would skate past every so often and slam into the boards in front of you, making you jump in surprise (much to your displeasure).
This was the last of three match-ups between Toronto and Vancouver, and you could already tell it was going to be a hard fought game before it had even started. You could see words being exchanged whenever one player got close to the other team. Unsurprisingly, Mitch had easily seen through your guise of disinterest earlier and would glance over at you every now and again to give you a reassuring smile. You would gave him a half-hearted one and a thumbs up in return and he would nod.
It was a scoreless but not uneventful first period. There were a few hits that had you screaming insults at the ice, and you could see Mitch going about his usual business riling people up, which didnât help your game anxiety. The second period wanât much better and you could tell the rest of the crowd were itching for some action. The third period started well for the leafs, Auston was on fire, speeding around and making plays. Mitch had the puck and was zooming down the ice towards you, when out of nowhere a canucks player appeared, slamming him into the boards. You flew to your feet, screaming profanities, Auston was by his friends side in an instant, giving the offending player a hefty shove. You could see him yelling at the linesman, gesturing to Mitch who had clambered to his feet. Auston and mitch were shaking their heads and just generally looking frustrated as they spoke with one of the linesman before skating away looking furious. Meanwhile, the Canucks fans were louder than ever. Auston tapped gently on the glass in front of you with his stick as he skated past while they prepped for a face off, making you smile a little as Mitch gave you a little thumbs up and stuffed his mouthguard back in his mouth. The canucks player from before skated past and muttered a few words to Mitch who glanced at you and laughed. That was one of the things you admired about your brother, his ability to shrug things off. Auston was usually included in this bracket but apparently whatever they were saying was really getting to him today.Â
âYou donât know what the fuck youâre talking about.â you heard Mitch laugh as he skated by, canuck right up in his grill. Auston eventually got tired of the guy tailing his friend and gave him a shove. The player didnât take kindly to it, the two guys were staring each other down, each sprouting equally offensive chirps.
âCome on, letâs fucking go.â the canucks player had dropped his gloves and the crowd was going crazy. âcome on, hot shotâ
Your brother was watching Auston apprehensively, not wanting to intervene just yet.
It was clear Auston wasnât going to take the bait and the game only got rougher from there. They had eyes on both Mitch and Auston which was making you more than nervous and with no goals, the game was going into OT, or what you like to call âoh fuckâ. A couple of canucks drove Tyler Bozak headfirst into the boards and from there everything disintegrated. Auston rushed over to make sure Tyler was okay, but instead was met by three canucks who were itching for a fight. Mitch rushed in to help his friend out, but it only made things all the worse. There was blood on the ice and you couldnât tell if Mitch and Auston were alright since they were trapped right in the heart of a massive line brawl. You were beside yourself with worry, your phone was ringing out and you bet ten bucks it was your mum. As the scrum was broken up by the linesmen, you could finally get a view of the carnage and it didnât look good. Youâd seen a lot of hockey fights in your day, but nothing like this. Your twin brother was struggling to his feet and had to be helped up and off the ice by Matt Martin and Zach Hyman. Meanwhile, Auston was hardly moving, and the sight of a stretcher being rushed onto the ice, really didnât help your nerves. You didnât even stay to see them get rushed off the ice safely, you were already sprinting towards the locker rooms get to your brother.
âMitch!â You cried, flinging yourself into your brotherâs arms. He looked worried and very bruised but otherwise alright. You smoothed his hair back from his face to check for any other bruises, still wide eyed and extremely worried. âAre you alright? Did they say youâre okay? Oh my god, I was so.. You scared me! Are you sure youâre okay?â as you continued interrogating him, a couple of his teammates popped in to see how they were doing. Even the news of Moâs game winning goal didnât seem to cheer Mitch up. After assuring you that he was alright at least a hundred times over, you finally released him from your bone crushing hug. âYouâre a fucking idiot, you know that?â you snapped, shoving his shoulder.Â
âY/N,â Mitch protested, stepping back to steady himself as your push had caught him unawares.Â
âThe hell were you thinking! I thoughtâŚâ to be honest you didnât really know what was going through your mind at the time, it was all such a blur. âYou couldâve gotten seriously hurt.â You glared at him. âI bet youâre fucking pleased with yourself.â
âWhat did you expect me to do?! I was supposed to fucking sit there while heâs got three guys on top of him?â Mitch yelled, gesturing to the other side of the room where Auston Matthews had lost all forms of mental filter which was much to the amusement of his present leafs teammates.
âI donât know! I donât know, okay! Youâre not allowed to pull that shit! What the fuck did you say to them?â
âOh so now this is my fault?â Mitch seethed incredulously.
âI told you if you didnât shut your fucking mouth-â
âThat is not what this is about!â
âFucking enlighten me then Mitchell because one of your best friends was just pummelled-â
âThey said some things and I-â
âWhat the fuck could they possibly say to you? You laughed in his fucking face!â
âIt wasnât just me! Auston didnât take too kindly-â
âOh well done Mitch, blame it on the unconscious guy."
âThat is not what is going on here!â He retorted. âIf youâd actually let me get a fucking word in.â
You glared. âI donât fucking care. You gave me a fucking heart attack and Auston wasnât fucking moving. Excuse me if Iâm not as calm as you expected.â
âAustinâs going to be fine.â Mitch snapped, but he sounded unsure.
âReally? Do you know that? Iâm no doctor but I donât think heâs going to jump back out, whoopty-do, and be ready to play.â you replied
âHe could.â
You almost screamed at your brother. âIs this a fucking game to you? You could have died!âokay a tad dramatic but to be honest, unconscious Auston Matthews was giving you an indication of how serious this was.Â
âY/N!â Mitch cried out, frustrated, grabbing your wrists as you threw your hands up in exasperation. âIâm sorry! What else do you want me to say, okay? Iâm sorry!â You sighed in defeat, relenting and melting into him, squeezing him in a painfully tight hug. Mitch chuckled nervously, as he glanced down at you. âUh,â
On the other side of the room, your harried yells attracted the americanâs attention. Will Nylander watched for a moment as Auston struggled to sit up before finally taking pity on him and helping him out.âWhatâs up, buddy?â
âIs Y/N here?â Auston asked. A giant grin appeared on Matt Martinâs face as Willy frowned a little in confusion. The conversation caught Mitchâs attention and he extracted himself from your bone crushing hug to listen in.
âYeah, why?â The other leafs watched in amusement as Austonâs cheeks flushed gently.Â
âIâm so fucking whipped.â he told them with a laugh.You were pretty sure both you and Mitchâs jaws fell open in perfect synch as five expressions ranging from amusement to surprise were directed at you.
âProbably donât announce that to the whole room, Matts.â Mitch muttered through clenched teeth.
You rounded on him. âYou knew!â you gasped. âyou little shit!â
âow!â mitch protested indignantly as you landed a solid punch to his shoulder. âHe said you were pretty and I told him to stop hitting on you! OW! Stop it!â
You glared at him before grinning giddily at Auston. âyou are literally the cutest thing in human existence.â
Behind you, Mitch made a gaging motion.
#auston matthews#mitch marner#dorks#baby leafs#Toronto Maple Leafs#leafs#maple leafs imagines#Team USA#team North America#Look how big their hands are#also that is not how you hold a baby#writing
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