#like if i were to draw myself it would be fun to draw and nuce to look at

[thedappleddragon]

Day 86 (Saturday June 6)

I woke up from a dream where in one part I was in a video game (?) where I was a ghost trying to take something from someone’s basement and the most difficult part was jumping over the dog 3 times. There was cooking involved too, I don’t really remember much. But right before I woke up I was holding the charging cable I was trying to take and was a ghost in my own bedroom, back to the wall and ceiling right above my bed. Two siblings, a boy and a girl, were staring straight at me, saying things like “if you’re really there, move something” and other things you would say out into a room while checking for ghosts. My heart was pounding, and when I shifted a little, the boy saw me shouted “there!” and alerted his sister. That’s about all I remember, other than feeling like I had had this dream before, or at least the video game portion of it.

I woke up and went outside, sat on the grass, watched YouTube, supervised my cat, went inside, played webkinz and stardew valley, ya know, the same things I’ve been doing for over a week. I watched a lot of avatar md I realized that my adult design for my dnd oc Valka kind of looks like Katara in her fire nation disguise. I was watching a good chunk of book 3, and katara is kind of a bitch huh. I really like Tai Lee or however it’s spelled, and the beach episode was fun and really punched me in the face reminding me that all the antagonists (aside from the fore lord) are like 16 and really damn edgy. Most of the time my brain defaults to assuming they’re all adults (aside from Aang). BRUH SOME OF THESE KIDS ARE 14 WHAT THE HELL. Why are so many protagonists literal babies lmao. I always forget how young they are, and when I DO remember I remember whatever the hell I was going at that age and laugh. LMAO look at all these children running all across the globe trying to kill each other aljflfjslfsjjslgjlsf.

When my dad came home, I was watching avatar in the kitchen boiling some water for pasta and he tried talking to me which made me madder than it should have, but I didn’t want to try and split my attention between the two. I got angry again later when he interrupt my and talk to me about driving and my test coming up on the 10th and not the 11th apperantly. I just really didn’t want to be bothered today.

Unrelated but today and yesterday I’ve been wearing my only pair of short shorts I would normally never wear and I feel cute as hell, because most of the time I’m alone and no one’s looking at me and I don’t have to look at myself and I can just imagine that I looks so damn cute in these shorts. But yesterday when I went outside and heard my neighbors, I was afraid of being looked at, so I felt like I had to be really careful of all my movements. But today I had a moment when I was washing my hands and looking at myself in the big bathroom vanity and I looked cute as hell 💕

I tried drawing a little today, but gave up quickly because I didn’t like how it was turning out and I didn’t do any warmup sketches.

Tomorrow I have to visit some relatives somewhere. I don’t really know what the hell is going on, I’m just going wherever my dad drags me