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(internal mantra) i will not fall victim to hating my niche interest getting popular i will not fall victim to hating my niche interest getting popular i will not fall victim to hating my niche interest getting popular
#this is about a music artist#like i'm sooooo so so happy#because shes so talented#but also#oh my god. tiktok edits to her songs.#not that edits are even bad its just making me bitter in an extremely autism way#my friend told me that my favorite song of hers blew up in [big fandom] and i literally made like a fucking growl noise like i was the-#wolf gif and then had to walk it back it was embarassing
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Revisiting the Drift -- This is a remake of my old piece from 2013! Happy Pacific Rim Day!
#Wild to think that today would have been the day some of the final events of the film take place...#I feel like I've improved so much in these 10+ years and I'm sooooo happy with how this came out#pacific rim#mako mori#Mako's memories have always stayed with me... she's so important to me <3 <3#meguart#pacrim
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@ye-xiu's favourite taemin looks ↳ happy birthday, al! ✨
#shinee#taemin#lee taemin#kpopcc#ksoloists#dailyshinee#maleidolsedit#kpopco#mgroupsedit#kpopedit#*taemin#*comp#*gifs#happy birthday my bestie my babie my friend from the stars#time goes by so fast how is it your day again we just celebrated it!#I'm gonna keep it short here because I'll say everything on the phone anyway - here's another little something for you <3#it's SUCH a surprise right you would've never guessed it#hehe I had a very taemin-ful weekend (I literally just finished it it took so long I'm ahfhklj idek why)#it's your whole list because of course duh#for some I was like 'yeah of course she likes that one' lol (like the press your number one)#you literally DRESS LIKE THAT sdhfghj it made me chuckle#I hope looking at your second favourite cancer (wink) will make you smile that's all I want <3#I love you sooooo much bestie!!! see you in two days!!!!!
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went to hotguy lessons and Came Back Wrong
(thank you @oh-snapperss and @panidanya for bestowing cuteguy etho upon the world)
#me??? super late??? pshh never#the energy i was aiming for here was 'newborn giraffe attempting to idol pose' i hope it comes across 🙏#ALSO. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST POLISHED FULLBODY IVE EVER DRAWN LOL#i was experimenting with the rendering and i'm sooooo happy with how it turned out 😭😭😭#i was gonna put him on a cute patterned background or something to make this look like a wall scroll#but then i liked the transparent so much i just decided to leave him like that lol#cuteguy etho#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#hermitcraft#i-is it ok to maintag this?? i feel like ive done too much to him 😭😭#my art#mouseposting
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I am the Same Person I was in August
"Oom Sha La La", Haley Heynderickx//"All That Wanting, Right?", Devin Kelly// "Funeral" Phoebe Bridgers//"Extracting the Stone of Madness", Alejandra Pizarnik// "Little Beast", Richard Siken// all photos are mine! Photography on @el3ctraaa
#web weaving#poetry#prose#spilled ink#intertextuality#haley heynderickx#devin kelley#phoebe bridgers#alejandra pizarnik#richard siken#sooooo it's been a sec since the last time i made a web weaving lollllll#this one is basically just me being at my parents house and miserable#like i thought to myself wow i was so happy in june but then july comes and reminds me I'm the same person i was in may!#who was the same person i was last may and the may before and wowwwwww I can't escape myself!#no matter how happy i think i can be and how long i think i can make it last i like have to face myself again#and this myself is like the awful thing but i know it's me because it just feels like it#and i feel like i did all this shit last year and i thought i had truly changed my life but I didn't i am still the same shitty awful perso#and that's what i wanted to convey with this
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and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start
#nobody talk to me i am so fucking IN AGONY#HEAD IN HANDS. AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HAPPY???????#jinx#jinx arcane#powder#powder arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers#im afraid i have to admit guys i just stopped watching after this episode. it was so fucking (bitter) sweet and by far the happiest#i've ever been post-arcane-episode#god!!!!!!! i don't want to ruin the high!!!! and i don't want to see everyone start fucking suffering for their lives again !!!!!#in my defense i finished at like 8 am after not sleeping all night so. i was also tired. but now after waking up#i just don't want to continue Even More o777#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#idk how fast people usually watch episodes so i'm mass tagging even more than usual#god fucking. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#time taken on this like 3-4 hrs#in my current state of mind (completely off my rocker abt this show) i can probably fuel like Months worth of fanart#from just this one episode. sooooo what if i just never watched the rest fhhggggskfjnfnfnfndjsjd#nah i know i'm gonna end up watching it. eventually. soon probably but idk how soon. anyways. peace out guys. live laugh love 😭😭😭😭😭#my art#the funny thing about this is that i drew it facing the opposite way and then flipped it to check and never. flipped it back.#uhhhhh. don't worry about it
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Y'ALL.
Damnyell and Link in the next episode of Roll for Mythicality!!!
#rhett and link#mythical society#roll for mythicality#DAMNYELL#MY BOY#i'm sooooo happy you have no idea#i just looked up and the last time he was on gmm was in 2021#and then they made few tiktoks with damnyell in 2022#and that's it#what a comeback#omg#i'm so curious if rhett will really act like damnyell for a whole episode#also#link looks GREAT#it almost looks like he is wearing some eye makeup#but it might be just how deep his eyes are set#lol#my post
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Hey remember when Kory was a Justice League member with a bangin' costume
#starfire#koriand'r#kory anders#dc comics#justice league#art#digital#fanart#comics#regular#sketch#final#lines#colour#i THINK i'm finally happy with how i do her skin!!!! everyone cheer!!!!#and i'm very happy with some aspects of her body (i used a photo of paolla oliveira as a base) but she might be looking too short#hard to say with her just floating on the void. might just be that i know paolla's real height#her face i'm still experimenting with. and the hair i was happy with at first but now i'm thinking it looks like a wig at the very top#(speaking of the hair: i know it doesn't make sense to be glowing like that with her just standing there but shhhh)#also btw this drawing is actually from 2 years ago ajskdnf i never posted it before bc i wasn't happy with the skin#but then recently i tried it again but with a slightly different brush and it looks sooooo much better so i'm posting now yay#i already have a newer kory on the way though 😈 among other things#oh and i'm trying out new watermarks. if you were wondering.#& btw if you were following me on cara (no one is. i haven't shared the link anywhere.) you could've already seen this almost a week ago 😏
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agent my beloved!! (rendered humanisation edition)
agent is created by @tofudemaru
#meepo art#penguinronpa#club penguin#agent penguinronpa#haven't done a rendered piece since 11 months ago. so screw it. i'll cap the year off with one#also decided to redesign agent's hair just a little bit to better convey that they have curly hair#uhhh idk what else to say about this piece other than i'm happy with it sooooo#can you tell i like agent penguinronpa?
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see a world so beautiful and strange (spinning off somewhere)
“Why? Why are you suppressing?”
“Because I can't tic,” Alya whispered, fingernails digging into the skin on her arm. “I know Tourette’s isn’t exactly uncommon, but it’s part of my identity as Alya Césaire. It can’t be a part of Rena Rouge, too. Someone could figure out who I am and then…”
And then she’d have to give up the coolest thing that’s ever happened to her, give up living her dreams.
[or, alya is suppresses as rena rogue in order to protect her identity, but neither ladybug nor trixx will let her hurt herself like that]
🦊2,345 words | alya-centric, alya & ladybug friendship🦊
happy tourette's awareness month!!!
#corey writes:)#miraculous ladybug#mlb#mlb fanfic#ml fanfic#alya cesaire#mlb alya#ml trixx#ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#AHHHHHHHHH#my second posted mlb fic!!!#i'm not Super happy with it but this has been a wip of mine for two years sooooo wooooooo! glad to finally finish it!#i <3 alya#everyone stop being so mean to her for literally no reason#anyways... i explained more in the a/n and tbh i don't feel like typing much more bc i've typed a LOT today#ts month ends today and i worked SO hard to finish one of my fics#and it ended up being around 21k words so it took up most of my writing time lol#wrote all of this except like 600 words of it today oops#anyways i have ONE MORE to post today and then i'll have my four ts month fics written and posted for four different fandoms!#just the way i like it!#tourettes syndrome#am done now lol#gonna give my hands a break bc OW
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#byler#paris#taylor swift#midnights#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#AHHH#so different from my normal edits#pls like it#i know its not amazing yet#but hoping it'll get there w this style#cause i loved making this#anyway this song is sooooo them#thanks yall btw#that shitpost byler edit got like 300+ notes#which for edits#makes me really happy#cause i'm most proud of my edits for sure#so thank you to everyone who liked that#my edits
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The arrows represent the days I spent alone since the night of that storm. The number of times I mourned for my beloved friends that I suddenly lost. Now do you understand how I feel?
#monkey d luffy#luffy#mugiwara no luffy#one piece#baron omatsuri and the secret island#baron omatsuri#gif#angst#whump#fast moving gif#body horror#god this took some work but i'm sooooo happy with how these gifs came out#literally the first gif i started with 2800 frames and cut out all the shots in between to bring it down to like 230#just the 4 limbs getting pinned is about a 2 minute sequence#lily chewing is so cute but also awful in context#tw restraints
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can i speak. i think that eddie Catholic Guilt is hard to believe and dare i say. not real. for many reasons. one of them being Not All Latinos Have Catholic Guilt especially not in the way that white catholics conceptualize it. and TO ME it’s a bit of a cop out . and i don’t think we should believe eddie when he says that’s the reason for literally anything bc it’s a really convenient excuse for being insane and repressed but i just don’t think it’s true . and i think that something much more nuanced is afoot (aka a complex racial identity and relationship with expectation).
to me he was really like. barely raised catholic tbh. he was raised AROUND folk/cultural catholicism which ofc impacted how he was raised and his perspective. but this kind of catholicism is so different from institutionalized (and white) catholicism it's difficult to even compare the two. and i honestly don’t think that the catholicism is the main problem. like his parents just don’t strike me as being devout in the way that imparts guilt onto their children (they have fun OTHER ways to do this). i think they are traditional and crucially. catholic when it’s convenient and when it allows them an avenue for control (biggest example here is eddie getting pressured into getting married to the girl he impregnated as a teenager.) but to me. this stemmed from complex cultural traditions and beliefs. which catholicism is an easy simple explanation for . but isn’t really the root of the problem. it's a part of it ofc but honestly i think things are often ascribed solely to catholicism bc catholic guilt is a widely applicable perspective when it honestly doesn't make much sense. like i think that eddie being a mixed race mexican-american has more to do with anything than catholicism does. and again. these things are interwoven. but not in a way that it makes sense to blame capital c Catholicism for things where culture (and cultural catholicism) makes way more sense as an explanation
like ik that eddie talks about how he was raised going to mass every sunday etc etc. but even the way he says that he just... stopped... says so much. like the fact that he was even allowed to do that tells me that his parents honestly never really cared that much about that kind of devotion. and the way he talks about it really makes it sound to me like he was one of those kids that never really bought into it at all and so the institutionalized teachings of the church never really got to him. what did get to him however is the folk catholicism/mexican-american teachings of Right and Wrong (aka you get somebody pregnant you commit to them. you feel emotions you tamp them down in order to protect others etc.) and this is not necessarily Catholicism in it's classic conception.
i have no idea if this makes sense and it is really hard to explain how this interplay works if you haven't grown up in it but basically.... hegemonic constructions of catholicism are vastly different from the kind of "catholicism" that i think eddie was raised in. and bc of that i think that "catholic guilt" is a weak explanation for eddie's perspective and best and just. inaccurate at worst. and we should NEVERRRR listen to eddie when he gives too clean of an explanation for his repression. that man is a liar
#source: i SAY SO#really happy to be putting my mexican american studies major to work in this way#i just think that people often ascribe hegemonic institutionalized and WHITE views on catholicism to characters of color#and it just..... doesn't work#the complexities of mexican american catholicism are far deeper than the shallow view of 'catholic guilt' could ever begin to uncover#and i think that eddie's mexicanidad gets left out sooooo often when like. to me. you can't talk about eddie without it#and that it's a far more accurate and true to character way to discuss him than anything solely about religion#but then again i'm a mixed race mexican american too and think that me and eddie are soul bonded bc of this#so that's MY bias. but i do genuinely think that discussions around characters of color get flattened so white people can understand them#and i just think you can't ignore his identity. in ANY conversation but especially not this one#911 abc#911#eddie diaz#and you know what yeah i do think that the whole marisol nun storyline was annoying.#like correct me if i'm wrong but has eddie literally ever mentioned catholicism with any sort of seriousness before that???#to me it kinda came off as them running out of ideas and being like oh eddie's mexican and so he must be catholic and have catholic guilt.#which is just..... boring and overdone work tbh. but maybe i'm wrong. but anyways i just don't think it's true#and it's just a convenient explanation for not wanting to have sex with a woman where the real explanation (being gay and being mexican) is#far more accurate
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sora i cannot lie i actually thought of kaiser first for that post 😳 who have i become!!!
BEE WAIT can i be real THIS IS ACTUALLY BETTER... and makes more sense...
kaiser in the morning is actually so soft and chill, like a cat after waking up from a nap! calm and gentle. and so warm. it gives you whiplash remembering the night before where he was NOT like this.
he looks so... harmless next to you. peaceful. his hair is sticking out in all directions on the pillow, mussed from sleep, doesn't react when you shift in your sleep and wake him up without meaning to; just slowly blinks away the sunlight filtering through your curtains, his usually sharp eyes softened... there's this unguarded vulnerability from him that feels fleeting almost. but in the morning, it's always there.
and you feel it when kaiser reaches an arm out for you to pull you closer to him. it's trusting.
#v__v sorry to kittify him but like. its sooo there#I'M SOOOOO HAPPY U JOINED THE KAISER CLUB BEE!!!!!!!!!! :3#it's been so lonely with just me and vic v___v and others who occasionally join us for the free snacks </3#LMFAOOFGJH#sora.inbox#bee <3#sora.kaiser
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My 🥰Emotional Support Family 🥰 in 2x03
#the last kingdom#sevenkingsmustdie#tlk aelswith#tlk alfred#tlk aethelflaed#tlk aethelwold#aelswith x alfred#alfred x aelswith#look at them#they are all so baby#g o d#aethelwold looks so much like a moody teenager#he's not happy about any of this#he's off being emo in the corner#aethelflaed and aelswith are soooooo cute in the first gif#aethelflaed making little jokes with her mother#the way aelswith looks at alfred when he's talking in the second gif 😭😭😭😭#I'm sooooo 😭😭🥰🥰#she loves her silly little guy so much#god#they are soooo in love#drives me INSANE#g o d my emotional support family#I love them so much#they're everything to me#EVERYTHING
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If I see one more "poor Izzy was in an abusive relationship for twenty years :'(" take I'm going to set this pirate ship on fire.
#you don't get to erase the gorgeous fucked up mutual toxicity of their consent-free sadomasochist trauma survival relationship on MY watch#they SAVED EACH OTHER and MADE EACH OTHER and FUCKED EACH OTHER UP and it was so so bad it was sooooo gooooooooood#like i know disk horse has trained us to think there can only be The Abuser and The Abused and one is always bad and one is always blameless#but babies sometimes relationships are fucked up and when it's fictional it can be so gorgeous like come on#izzy got so hard when fed his toe I'm surprised he didn't have an aneurysm and die right then#if you're gonna claim him as queer then let him be QUEER not an uwu sanitized self insert okay?#he was fine with losing his toe he wasn't fine with losing his playmate#and blackbeard came back WRONG#this thing the two of them created this fucked up dangerous pirate game called blackbeard wasn't about belonging anymore#it wasn't about the two of them surviving the cruelty of their former captain or the worse cruelty of civilized society#it was a caricature and it had to die#and it did in the end#and Izzy realized he didn't need it anymore#and Ed didn't need it#and he was so so happy about it#that was worth dying for#ugh I'm so in love with this story#anyway Izzy wasn't abused & he was abused & he was an abuser & he saved Edward & they were so bad for each other & they loved each other#learn to love complicated fucked up harmful problematic things babies#because you are one#and you deserve love too
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