#like i think i can 100% finish uni w/o getting myself into any sorty of connections w/ anyone
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i love how i always put off working on my mental health issues like it was yh after hs ends now it's after uni ends and then what alfjsl;fjd
#like i think i can 100% finish uni w/o getting myself into any sorty of connections w/ anyone#so why bother#my problems literally only really pop off when ppl come into play#so why bother easier and has been more efficient to just remove the ppl aspect#i feel like well one#even if i deal with the problems i.e. using dbt imma need to make connections to actually see if it's working if i'm improving etc#n yh no. it wld be easier if i had 'friends' already#and within my family like thts just too complicated tho emotionally detaching has helped so why stop#and two i'm like scared of feeling lonely again?#i'm scared of i guess feeling tht feeling of wanting to connect with others?#i dont miss it and i dont want it again so yeah#like i've literally always been a loner n i fear tht part of my identity being destroyed#so yeah#oops!#cloud nonsense
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