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switchytransboy · 1 year ago

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december sucks for me this year yo

i couldn’t make it down south with my parents to be there to meet my new niece and nephew after being born, but it’s for the best anyway bc i tested positive for covid due to a coworker not giving a fuck about others catching it, and i’d feel WORSE if i was with the newborn twins while i had covid

so bc i couldn’t travel down there, im alone in my house for like 2 weeks, then the day my parents come home is the same day i leave my house to go be alone at another house to dogsit

halo is busy with family things the majority of this month so can’t hang as much, and now me having covid soiled plans of spending this weekend together 🙃

so i’m just.. alone. for weeks. away from my family where i’m constantly wishing i could be bc i feel so left out and sad, alone for most of hanukkah, alone for xmas, alone for it all.

just sucks

#vent #covid probably making me feel worse emotionally too since i’m so sluggish mentally it’s weird #like i never felt this kinda weird foggy sluggish way it’s different #i barely feel sick tbh #i just feel enough physical symptoms for it to still suck #and the rest is just such a lack of energy and spoons #like way more so than usual #covid is weird yo #and december this year sucks #least i have therapy next week #the only positive rn is the twins being born and everyone healthy and i’m so happy for that #but so sad about the rest of the month tbh

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