#like i gained back all the weight i lost back in 2022 plus like 5 lbs
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#like.....i havent been on a date in a long ass time#but it felt like hanging out with a total stranger (cause he basically is i only met him once briefly)#and i just feel like i sabotaged myself cause i was out of my comfort zone#and all i do is complain about lonely i am and how i need to get laid and i finally get a chance (he literally invited me back to his place)#and i just panicked and jumped ship#like fuck!!!!! i know i wasnt over thrilled with the date and that for safety it was much better that i didnt go#but at the same time....god forbid i ever just take life into my own hands instead of just waiting around for it to happen to me#and outside of that ive been feeling insecure in general lately cause ive gained a ton of weight and i know its due to stress#and not taking care of myself properly#like i gained back all the weight i lost back in 2022 plus like 5 lbs#and i feel so gross!!!!!!#and i feel so ugly!!!! like why dont i look like all the pretty people i see!!!!!! i feel like a fucking poser#trying to be pretty when i know im really not#im tired of being alone !!! im tired of my body !!! im tired of being unemployed !!! im tired of dealing with my grandmas house !!!#im tired of living at home and on long island !!!#i feel like a complete and utter fucking failure and waste of goddamn space !!!!!!!!!!!!#tw ed
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Pick a Luxury Fashion Brand Reading - January to March 2022 Reading
This is a general pick a card reading.
How to do this reading:
1. Stay calm. Take a few deep breaths if needed. Be in a quiet, comfortable place. Don't get distracted.
2. Look at the picture below, which has the luxury fashion brands. Pick the one that calls out to you most. Do not automatically pick one just because it's your favorite brand.
3. If you feel that more than 1 brand calls out to you, then feel free to pick another one or two more. I would not recommend picking more than 3.
4. Remember that this is a general reading so take what resonates and leave what doesn't behind.
1. Saint Laurent
January to March 2022 will feel very refreshed, yet very busy for you. New projects, clients, or situations will be coming to you. You may be starting a new job or taking on new responsibilities within your life. You may even be welcoming a new pet or a baby during this time. You will feel kind fo burdened sometimes due to the amount of things that you seem to need to do. There will be also many deadlines coming and many urgent matters that you will have to deal with.
If you are a student, you will feel like you are very pressured to achieve more or you will feel the need to try to boost your grades in this semester. If you are not a student, you will still feel stress elsewhere. This could be at work or at home or within your community.
You will probably feel more burnt out in March as the excitement of new things wear off and you are faced with more deadlines or expectations. If you slack off during the two previous months, you will feel the consequences in March or early April 2022.
2. Fendi
From January to March 2022, you may be welcoming a new relationship or forming new social circles or friends. This is a time where you will find yourself networking a lot or going out with friends more often or if that's not possible then you'll be connecting with people online.
You will feel more sociable during this period. You may also want to change your image up like change your style, cut your hair or dye it, eat cleaner and healthier, work out more and etc. You will want to also do some spring cleaning so out with the old and in with the new.
For some of you, you may even go abroad for travel or for studies. You may have some sort of foreign element within your life like making friends who are foreigners, meeting new people who are foreigners, or even learning a new language.
You may need to be careful this time because your happiness can lead you to gaining weight. You might be enjoying yourself too much that you overindulge in snacks, alcohol, or food. You may also gain a few bad habits during this period too.
3. miu miu
January to March 2022 will feel sort of nostalgic for you. You will want to revisit the past. You will also want to connect with people that you've lost touch with in the past, maybe like an ex partner or an ex best friend. You might even gain more insight about your own past like unearthing a family secret or knowing more about your past life.
January to March 2022 will also be a time for you to make amends with the past. You will be more open to forgiving others and to forgiving yourself during this time. You will also do more self-reflection during this period. You may even pick up some self-help tips, read some books about self-care or counselling or therapy, and start journalling or meditating.
At around mid to end of March 2022 and even till April 2022, you will shift towards looking forward to the future and will feel more optimistic about it.
4. Hermès
January to March 2022 will be a very chaotic period for you. Many things that you want to do will be obstructed. Many things that you thought would happen around this time would not. They may be cancelled or delayed; for example, you might have accepted a new job position that would start in January 2022, but then closer to January 2022, you get news that the employer no longer has the budget to hire you so unfortunately you have lost this position. You may experience online orders or shipments that become lost or somehow don't get delivered to you on time.
This is also a period where you are prone to making mistakes, even ones where you thought you'd never make. You will have to be careful when you fill out forms or hand in anything to anyone. There are chances that you probably have messed up somewhere and will need to re-do the forms or something again or just accept it as is.
This is also not a great time for you to be writing exams or having to do some interview or applying for a visa etc. During these times you will face a lot of obstacles and have things denied.
This is a period for you to lay low and be careful. The past is also likely going to come to you during this time, so if you've wronged someone before then they'll come back for you or if you've made some mistake before then it'll come back to you. Things that you did in the past will also be examined during this time, so people might bring up something that you did in the past and wasn't discussed or crticized but then this time around somehow it's negatively seen. If you are in a public facing role, then you will have really high chances of someone in the past sharing something about you online, which will spread like wild fire.
You will also have to be careful of your words. You will easily get into arguments with others or be offended by others. People will also like to pick at your words during this time and use them against you. If you post things online or talk to others online, people may even screenshot and use those screenshots against you. Rumors can also start about you, especially if you have some sort of following online.
You may even get into a lawsuit from January to March 2021 or something related to the law will affect you. You might get fined for some noise infringement or for illegal parking. You might somehow be sued by your former employer or you might be served with court papers by your spouse.
5. Chanel
January 2022 to March 2022 will be a relaxing time for you. This will feel like a slow period for you. You can finally take a breather from all the chaos or problems you've faced from the previous year or previous few months.
This is a time where you will be able to plan for the future. You will also be able to take the time to spend with friends, family, your crush or partner. You will finally get the quality time you've been looking for.
You will also probably learn to enjoy your life more. You might pick up a new hobby or two. You might even learn something new too. You might also start a new career or school, or move to a different place around this time. Things will start out pretty slow for you as you have time to adjust to what's around you.
6. Louis Vuitton
January 2022 to March 2022 will be a tougher time for your body. You might feel very physically or mentally drained. Some health problems in the past will probably re-surface. If you've delayed seeing a doctor or some medical professional about some issue, now is the time to go see them because your situation probably needs to be addressed.
Some of you may feel very anxious or depressed. You will probably need to seek professional help to help with your mental health. There may not be something bad that happens from January to March 2022, yet you will somehow feel very blue.
You may also experience some pain from January to March 2022. You may experience some heartache, likely from ending a romantic or a platonic relationship. You may also lose someone who is dear to you or experience some sort of loss during this period.
Others may experience trouble sleeping or have issues with their weight or diet. You may find yourself unable to sleep until like 2 am or later and then you wake at like 6 am. You might even find yourself sleeping during irregular times. Conversely, you might even sleep even more during this time like 11 hours plus per day. You may also gain more weight or somehow lose a lot of weight during this time.
From January to March 2022, you are advised to really take care of your body. It is important to stick to a healthy routine and to seek help with you need it.
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The Multitude of Madness (Year In Review 2021)
Well.. Another Year Gone.
And yep…stuff happened.
Less Eventful than that dumpster fire we started the decade with but I have to say for wanting to take it all back, we certainly knew how to do that.
Eventful to say the least.
But as we close the book on ’21 we now look to see what became of my ten goals I set out for myself 364 days prior.
And of course, previous scoring will apply. Now…
1. Do Something I Never Pictured Doing. Result: Split There were a couple things I never fathomed like a 3 month period where I went back and forth 64 miles a day. But mundane otherwise. In addition to showing my Nephew our local NatsuFest
2. Break Out of the Past Result: Pass Whether by accident or overaction I let a part of me that I held for 13 years go this past January and took the next steps forward in my life.
3. Attend A Sporting Event (NFL Game Preferably) Result: Fail This was a nonstarter due to the vaccine play. But that hopefully will be resolved next year.
4. Lose Weight (25 Lbs. Minimum) Result: Split Lost Around 9 at peak from cutting out soda.
5. Find Someone Result: No Decision This slipped my radar.
6. Visit Another State Besides Minnesota Result: No Decision Had ample opportunity but never followed through.
7. Go A Year Without Soda Result: Pass 2021s biggie, a lot of tea was drunk but this was well worth accomplishing.
8. Try Ice Fishing Result: Fail Never got the chance, showed interest but never did anything with it.
9. Reunite With Friends Result: Pass Got to catch up with a great number of peeps after a year in lockdown and even made some new connections both in new jobs and some oldies who are now besties.
10. Gain Confidence within Myself. Result: Split Had the galls to finally say enough is enough with certain people who I could only tolerate for so long. In addition to a between jobs situation this spring. A good springboard going forward.
Final Score Invoking Past Metrics.
2021 Overall Score. 4.5 Out of 8
Verdict: Well for taking it back we certainly did live up to those promises. While I ended up going through an unexpected true conclusion to my tenure at Walmart those in addition to me would see some personal and professional changes themselves.
Plus I helped with a lot of that. They also finally truly got me across the stage just as WITC was making the name change a lot of places were doing nowadays.
As I ended up in a new position starting from square 1 while being thrust into a new capacity I never truly had before, I dealt with a lot of new factors.
Like how much people love pickled herring.
Now like the song goes I’m feeling ’22 and since that’s coming we have new tasks to do.
Carryovers:
1. Attend A Sporting Event
2. Lose Weight
3. Find Someone
4. Visit Another State Besides Minnesota
5. Try Ice Fishing
In addition to 5 new ones.
6. Do 100 Pushups and 100 sit-ups Daily
7. Reunite with someone I haven’t seen in a long time.
8. Go out of my comfort zone.
9. Try Alcohol once.
10. Move Forward.
Like Before I we get at least half ill call it accomplished, 8 or above will be perfect.
We never figured wed see anything worse than 2020. Until the first 3 ½ weeks gave us some bonus tracks. But with the departure but not demise of Trump new blood was needed to bring down tensions and for all purposes it did.
As we saw life slowly come back with the vaccine and everything that we took for liability came back although in new forms and some better. Now we come to 2022 or as I am calling it The Double Deuce.
If we took it back this year than next year we can see things go so much further forward, new horizons new opportunities for growth and possibilities are certainly abound.
This is one golden moment I won’t let slip idly by, this is my opportunity for growth and I will let it happen. Continuing Virus or Not.
But Like Before, its going to be One Sweet Ride.
See You In 365 Days and As Tradition Goes.
With Great Pleasure MATTHEW WARREN HOLZEM.
#2021 recap#2021 year in review#post covid#life goes on#next thing#step forward#goals for 2022#harry potter reunion#best of 2021
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