#like i can't move my neck
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
Women make up for the other 50% of Tumblr’s audience.
Text
y'all I have the WORST knot in my back rn.
#like i can't move my neck#without it pulling my right shoulder blade#i've been sleeping with my posture pillow and my neck pain is gone#but now THIS#why world why can't i win
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
“Fool me once, Dusknoir. Fool me twice?” Echo supplies, ice in the bite of her voice, “And you’ll regret it.”
--- --- --- --- ---
ECHO : (Hero)
Abilities: Bad Dreams / Synchronization
Nature: Impish / Quiet
Moveset: Dark Void / Psychic / Alluring Voice / Moonlight
#It's her!! It's my edgy girl!! Yippee!!#mutuals pls gaze upon her final form#i am looking directly at you s1nn0h I hope you like her design...#also added note!! Echo's eyes change color to blue whenever she uses moves it's like a jumpscare#and her neck scar MIGHT look a bit like darkrai's fringe on purpose#decided to make a character sheet for Echo so I could work on her design as an Umbreon#I'm happy with how she turned out!#tbh tho I did this mostly cause I needed something solid to look at while writing#and now I can stare at her while I think up so many scenarios to force her into muwahaha#and maybe now that I've actually got a design down I could draw some more stuff wouldn't that be crazy#sheet for Sora coming sometime soon too!! I can't forget my super sweet girl I love her so much#echo/umbreon#pmd ocs#pmd eos#explorers of sky#pmd2#my art#Team Wish my beloved...
106 notes
·
View notes
Text
a lot of clipping to fix, but hey I got it moving at least! I'll get the Telvanni robe properly physic'd if it's the last thing I do >:0
#last i checked the vanilla hdt clothes on the nexus didn't cover solstheim content#but i wanted to finally learn to do proper hdt bones myself anyway so its fine :)#this was a nightmarish mess before i separated the black underskirt to its own group#now it swishes around nicely and collides without going through the red outer skirt#i still haven't figured out the crouching/sneaking problem where it'll sometimes phase through the thighs like they don't exist#but that seems to happen to other people's outfits too so maybe it's not just mine? idk yet lol#hmmm i think that back flap thing with the gold trim is gonna have to be separated too. it stretches out weirdly :/#also. should the scarf get to move? maybe just the dangling ends?#bc the rest can't really move since there's nothing under the scarf. it's just glued at the edges to the chest of the outfit#which is good bc it's optimized well so the game isn't rendering the neck part of the robes that you don't even see#but I'd have to create new faces on the mesh to fill in the unseen gaps like i did when splitting the skirts up#and also i'm too lazy to map that new fancy chest area and draw out the missing texture with all the telvanni swirls :'(#help me motivation gods#modding stuff#my posts#i want nelly to be able to swish around prettily like anyone else <3#guys deserve some physic'd outfit love too
89 notes
·
View notes
Text
me [in pain since birth]: idk man, i'm just kinda tired of being in pain all the time
#for some reason the further up my neck it moves the whinier about it i get lol#and maybe the issue is just that i can't crack anything right now because of the ligament pain further down#but man i am so uncomfortable#HOWEVER today i had probably the easiest time eating I've had in literally years#so my stupid little tongue exercises and whatnot are helping#even if the facial reconstruction process absolutely destroys my neck#also my biggest hater was forced to acknowledge that i look less like mr bean when my bones are in place
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
Jujitsu class got me showing up to work with somewhat suspicious bruising and a sore neck from being choked. 10/10 would recommend.
#red said#gotta say like as someone who. the majority of physical abuse I've experienced has involved being thrown around#dragged around and choked#there is something weirdly emptying about these classes#i think it's less the learning to defend against it and more the idea that I'm doing it in a safe place#like with people who don't actually want to hurt me physically or emotionally#and I'm allowed to fight back and i won't be treated like I'm trying to hurt THEM physically or emotionally#I'm not particularly good at it cause I've got the strength and flexibility but i keep forgetting what I'm trying to do#like OK GOT OUT OF YOUR LOCK GOT YOUR ARM CONTROLLED. wait what was the next bit? oh no i lose.#but i often can't even cope with people TOUCHING my neck and not only did we do several moves that involved pushing on each others throats#but when i sparred with the tutor he had me in two different chokeholds plus one i wriggled out of and i had a GREAT time#it's SO DIFFERENT to do stuff where you trust the people you're with#EMPOWERING not EMPTYING those are very different words
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
It's crazy having a job where not only can i call out for three days (almost the entire week cause i only work 4 days) and still be able to pay my bills. I tried to go in yesterday, so i wouldn't get in trouble. And i made it 3 hours and my boss saw me and asked if i was okay. when i admited i was still in pain he told me to go home and showed me how to add the sick time in. he Told me not to come in todya if im still in pain
like yeah this job sucks but you can't beat the pay and benefits.
also also im still salty that i hurt myself by Stretching my arm over my head. now it hurts to turn my head and lift my left arm.
#for context my work is very physical so like if i Can't lift the boxes theres no point of me being there.#i was tyring to push through it last night and it was so bad i almost was crying#and waking up this morning was Awful#trying to Sit up without moving your arms or neck is awful#d rambles#me complaining part like 3 lol#i gotta talk about it to someone lol
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I understand why so many people have religious psychosis. It's so easy to just believe it. I'm already psychotic and I have nightmares where some sort of heavenly body touches me, most of the time punishing me for something, and I wake up with sleep paralysis every time. For some reason. Whhhyyy is that happening ??
#like these are the nightmares where i wake up with my own hand around my throat so i cant breathe#or ones where i have my blanket wrapped around my neck. WHY ?!? WHY IS THAT HAPPENING ?!?#It's been happening for years..new dream every time too it's crazy#also typically the dreams where i wake up shaking so hard that i can't move#and normally some part of my body burns too#ocd#actually ocd#actually psychotic#neurodivergent#neurodiversity
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
oh its all so painfully real
#vent#transphobia#fuck.#i can barely compose my thoughts. im so upset and pissed off at my family#my grandmother screams my deadname on top of her lungs to call for me when i need to do something for her#and idk tonight i just got set off by it and started crying#eventually i composed myself only to be met with 'thats your name. its what i gave you' by my dad and...#idk i feel like i'll never be fucking accepted for who i am at all#it feels like i'm wearing a heavy mask that just wants to snap my neck if i move wrong#like i'm in the wrong for wanting to change my name due to it not reflecting me anymore#like everyone sees me as a basket case just waiting to be 'fixed' or whatever#its so... ..... i can't stop crying#my grandmother also said she cant change her ways and its making me want to bash my head into a wall until my brain turns into paste#IMAGINE IF I CALLED YOU DENNIS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. WOULD YOU LIKE THAT? WOULD YOU FUCKING LIKE THAT???#i'm so stressed and upset i don't want to do this anymore#im probably just going to listen to music to de-stress. don't have energy to do anything else
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
um. i literally can't move rn like my whole body is immobilised i can only move my extremities
#my neck hurts but i can't move it#it's like my brain is only half working#everything in my body is so slow rn#edit ok i managed to move my neck. by applying pressure to my chin with my fingers bc that's the only thing i can move#i'm literally going through something lol like i don't think any of the Symptoms i've been experiencing lately are normal#rain.stuff
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
star trek isn't supposed to be good its supposed to say stuff like sir the orifice is expanding send all thrusters to battle stations and then kirk says something like "the only comfort in space is in the arms of a man" for no reason while staring directly into spock's eyes and bones tries to call spock a slur and spock immediately raises an eyebrow cuntily and ends his entire life. and scotty is there
#ive strained my neck and can like barely move#and lewis was like. since you can't move do you want to watch Star Trek: The Motion Picture#which is such a funny way of saying it but yeah ideal film to watch if you literally cant move#entities are like i know a place and then take you to a realm#literally happened in the last tng ep we watched AND this
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
i want to sing so bad and i just CAN'T it's so frustrating
#it's like i can do everything i need to do individually but not all at once#and the more aware of it i get the less i can work around it#i have to pull my tongue all the back practically inside my throat just to release my diaphragm and get a real breath#and also keep it there to not have my neck tense up so much that i go flat when i move my tongue to pronounce words#but in that position im so tense in other places i really can't switch registers either#it's just driving me CRAZY#and I'm still like 2 months out from even getting to start working on correcting it#also i really need to go to the chiropractor again im going deaf every time i sing again
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
if you're making fun of someone's shitty spelling i want you to know that i think you're a dipshit. <3
#red rambles#isnt that hard to make space for ppl who struggle w that shit on here. i dont like reading things that are badly spelled either#there is a WORLD of difference between going 'ugh' and moving on and like. idk screencapping just to mock them or w/e#the second means you're a shithead and I hope you break your neck <3 and i also will not apologize for that <3#not about anything in particular im putting this in the queue and everything#but like fuck yourself if you hate mfs who cant spell all my friends hate bitches who hate people who can't spell#ill take 8000 dyslexics who write seventeen page unedited articles over an asshole who doesn't know how to fucking let someone live in a#goddamn heartbeat and i promise you i mean that#(and that's only One of the reasons... there are others)
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Song of the Day: May 15
"Isn't She” by Carolina Rain
#song of the day#a little homesick today maybe#this is the first CD I bought for one song (band song and album all named Carolina Rain) it was a dollar in the big bin at Walmart#I had a very square CD player with heavy square speakers that I kept in my closet (small house thin walls big speakers. a difficult combo)#I'd close the closet doors on the speaker and tug my bed over so I could lay with my back pressed against the closet doors#have the music play right into the back of my skull#still a thing I do when I'm overwhelmed actually. put my head right into my laptop or balance my phone on the back of my neck#music directly into the brain. a very neurotypical move I'm sure#good 'yeah yeah' sounds in this song#'on the other side of the Rockies / yeah yeah yeah yeah / so how's it possible I can hear her talkin / yeah yeah yeah yeah'#a pretty hit or miss album overall but the song 'Carolina Rain' is great and 'Get Outta My Way' is fun and this song I absolutely love#I can't explain exactly how I mean this but it feels like a Kenny Chesney song if there were three Kenny Chesneys in a lil band together#I like it
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Why oh why is the universe so mean to me
#i hurt my neck#i woke up turned my head slightly and it popped and now moving is very ow#i called in sick to work because i was supposed to do fieldwork and that is NOT physically possible atm#i wanted to do soil cores it would've been fun#and now i have to deal with this instead#i should probably see a doctor but i don't think driving sounds safe when I can't turn my head to the left like at all without horrible pain#campus clinic has virtual appointments but I'm embarrassed about going to them. why? dunno brain stupid.#hylian rambles#vent post#ow
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
why my teacher is writing so many things on the blackboard like why today why when my neck is hurting whyyyy 😭
#. rambles#i swear it's always empty but today TODAYY that i can't move my fucking neck is a good day to write on it#and it's like#the full blackboard#fully 💀
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
gonna have to make my own post for this skfjgnkf
he grabbed him first?? skfjngkfgkfg and then he smushed his head against his and he got shaving cream on the towel thing??? and. HANDS. linked arms. jb's happy cat face ksjfngkfjgkfkfjfkkfgf this is my new fave pic
#also just. skjfgnfg small other fun details like lt's hair being darker#haha i'm nooot okay#i might even do a jblt photoset compilation of all my fave pics of them. but we'll see#might finish the jblt s1 gifs... WE'LL SEE#might change my pfp or my header lmao#the day is not young but i am full of ideas#and vibes#jb looks like he's gonna nuzzle him#in my head/hc jb's entire face fits into lt's massive long neck lmfao#my posts#jblt#oh yeah i should#fic inspo#though i doubt i'll ever write any jblt#i tried but i can't get jb's personality ksjfgk#also i am way more fond of anthony and benedict's personalities#ramble.txt#♥#HOW AM I GONNA MOVE PAST THIS
3 notes
·
View notes