#like i KNOW i went to köln berlin and copenhagen but i only vaguely remember some thing from cph
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#just found out that my brother actually went with me to gerards show in köln in 2015 lmao#like i KNOW i went to köln berlin and copenhagen but i only vaguely remember some thing from cph#but he just found his tour shirt again and was like haha remember? :D#and i was like NO??!?!?#and he remembers nothing but thieves as the opening act and all and im like---#i actually had to google bc i know ive seen nbt but i didnt know when#i dont remember ANYTHING from köln or berlin i only remember some bits from cph#bc i was front row and got a setlist and got to meet him and stuff so like. it was a little more significant#but it creeps me out that i dont remember even a bit from the other shows#like ive been saying for years 'yeah i went to see him 3 times' but im only just repeating it as a fact but i dont have like. memory proof#of it happening?#and i lost some of my old concert tickets in the last 2 moves so i dont even have physical proof anymore i just have to trust that my#repeating started out as a correct fact and not a lie#which. i guess my brother is confirming it to me bc he even remembers me leaving for berlin so. 😐#i know i was extremely fucking depressed in 2015 and i know people are saying over and over depression leads to memory loss but damn#gerard and mcr have been so important to me for so long youd think this was significant enough to stick but i guess depression really just#eats everything up huh#idk.#its feels really weird hearing someone talk in so much detail abt something you were there for but you cant even remember it yourself#and its totally irrational but im a little angry that he remembers like you dont even care abt it its not even half as important to you as#it is to me why do you get to remember and i dont#mmmmmmmmmmmmmm#😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐#anyways hit like and subscribe for more oversharing of thing i should talk about in therapy instead of online
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