#like how does that even work??? IM SO CONFUSED
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jealous jealous jealous , boy ‧₊ .ᐟ
skz ! members when they’re jealous of another guy at a party
incl. ot8 !
chan! who watches you from across the room
his eye twitches when you tell him that you’re going to your best friends party with one of yalls mutual friends and it turns out to be a man
doesn’t say anything about it because he understands you can have friends but hates how painfully oblivious you are to his wandering eyes
convinces minho to go with him even though they both know why he wants to go
stands in the corner like a loser with his drink (non alcoholic because he wants to drive you home) and watches you interact with everyone
jaw clenches at the way he sees your worried face when your guy friend start to feel you up
snaps out of it for a second when you lock eyes and your face lights up
he finds nothing but joy in the way he watches your friend back up when he starts to walk over
“ hi baby , who’s this ..? ” 
smiles at him and throws his arm around your shoulder
kisses allll up on your neck barely listening to what you say like “mhm.. mhm..” while you ask about why he’s here
your friend runs away and he just coos at you like “you’re so pretty” when you’re all confused as to why
sticks to you like glue for the rest of the night
flips off your guy friend when you aren’t looking
carries you out of the party when you wanna go home (totally isn’t showing off how strong he is)
hyunjin! who tells him to straight up go away
does go to the party with you, but he leaves you with your girl friend to go get you a drink
comes back just to see an ugly man all up on you asking you questions and his head quirks
giggles in his face and you’re so embarrassed
after a while of you guys talking he’s just like
“ hey , can you like go away ? ”
you slap him on the arm and he just shrugs
the other guy picks a fight all like “what’s your problem bro”
“my problem is your stank ass breath on my girl”
keeps sticking his tongue out at the guy from across the room after that
teases you cause you’re mad at him, “don’t you like when i’m protective??”
really just adores you
walks out of the party hand in hand with you
“yea, i was jealous.. but you didn’t know that”
felix! whos so sickly sweet it scares the guy off
was just fine when you being with your friends at a party, he was going with his friends anyway
after a while of catching up with his friends he starts missing you
walks around like a lost dog till he finds you
immediately comes and wraps his arms around once waist once he finds you
notices one of your friends boyfriends checking you out and decides to mess with him
“ hi !! im felix ! ”
reaches his hand out for him to shake and he takes it with a shaky hand (he flexed his muscles to try and intimidate him. it worked)
drills him with questions, asks how he knows you, if you guys are close, if he notices how pretty you look tonight
when he doesn’t give up trying to get at you, he just flat out says “eyes up here, actually where is your girlfriend..”
just smiles and starts getting handsy with you when he notices him getting agitated
“what? i was just being nice..”
brings you over to say hi to his friends instead
convinces you to go home early because he misses you close to him
jeongin! who guards you like a dog
you guys go to the party together, and when you leave to go to the bathroom he follows you with his eyes the whole way
watches as some guy follows you on your way out, tapping your shoulder and asking you something
his eyebrow quirks up right away, slowly inching closer to you both
you only stop mid politely declining his offer when he stares in back of you like there’s a dinosaur
spoiler: not a dinosaur. it’s jeongin glaring at the guy like he killed someone from not even a foot behind you
when you look behind yourself and see him, he snaps out of it and asks if you’re okay
you giggle and tell him you’re fine and take his hand
random sleaze shouts that you “shouldn’t ignore him”
“ take a hint , ugly ”
tightens his grip around your waist and walks you to another area of the place
starts kissing you along your jawline while he makes eye contact with the guy and can’t contain his smile
“come on baby, let’s leave. i miss you.”
drags you home with the promise of chinese takeout
jisung! who pulls you away from him
at first he wanted you to go to the party with your friends because he convinced himself he was too clingy and wanted you to have some fun
when you convince him you want him there with you and he can bring his friends so yall can all hang out he says okay
y’all are all hanging out together at the party in a big group, and some guy asks you to dance
he notices him waving you towards the dance floor and comes over and literally grabs your waist and takes you to dance with him instead while the guy stands there like ??
“ dance with me , im better anyway ”
you can tell he’s jealous by the way he follows you around after that
tells you you’re pretty like 20 times as if he didn’t already worship the ground you walk on
“ugh why does everyone else have to find you so attractive”
still wants you to have fun with your friends so just checks on you every once in a while with a kiss and goes back to his friends
sees the guy he turned down for you glaring at him and makes a peeing motion with his imaginary penis
only ends up going home when YOU want to. (your feet get tired and he gives you his crocs he keeps in the car because he knows you)
minho! who’s incapable of hiding his jealousy
ik yall are tired of the basic party scenario but it adds to the plot okay
barely even wants to go to the party and tries convincing you to stay home but he always wants you to get your way so he agrees to get dressed up and go with you
knows you wanna have fun so he’s your personal butler for the night
getting you drinks, holding your purse for you, letting you sit on one of his thighs on some random couch while you yell over the music to your friends
immediately turns his head when some guy sits next to the both of you and starts flirting
doesn’t even try to hide the way he’s absolutely mean mugging him. glaring, face disgruntled, tongue poking at his cheek from the inside
eventually the guy notices and he’s bold enough to say some dumb shit like “is your guard dog okay??”
“ yea , i’ll be okay when you stop speaking to my woman . ”
pulls you down to sit in his lap instead and rests his head on your shoulder with his arms around your waist, lipstick stained cup in his hands
only cheers up a little when you giggle at him and tell him he’s silly for being jealous
tells you you’re too nice and you need to start pepper spraying men for looking at you, rolls his eyes when you tell him that’s what your guard dog is for
you only go home after all your friends leave and he’s thanking god silently
bonus: scares the guy from earlier by driving to close to him in his car and feels better immediately
seungmin! who makes you jealous right back
doesn’t take much convincing for him to wanna go with you, he likes a party once in a while
only is slightly jealous when he sees you talking with a guy but it really gets him when he hears you laugh with him like you laugh with him
is so distracted with watching you interact he doesn’t even really catch on that this random girl that started talking to him is flirting (doesn’t even really notice he’s responding till she laughs a super high pitched annoying laugh)
whenever you look back at him (you’re trying to get out of it) you’re confused as to why some girl is yapping at him
only catches on when you look upset because he hates seeing a pout on your pretty face
walks away from her and over to you leaving her offended while you laugh at her face
“ hi baby !! ”
drags you away from him and makes you dance
you go home right after that to bully little kids on roblox ( @cosmicalily ref )
changbin! who texts you to get away from him
comes with you no questions asked because he adores you
coos at the way you say hi to everyone excitedly and how pretty you look in your dress
you end up having small talk with one of your friends boyfriends when she goes to get something from her car
you get a notification from him after like 15 seconds
“ come here , hes ugly ”
you smile at your phone and excuse yourself as your friend walks through the door
he’s pouting at you from across the room where he’s leaning against the wall
you wrap your arms around him and explain and he feels dumb but says he can be jealous cause he loves you
you cling to each other the whole night so just end up going home after being told to get a room 20 different times
ends up taking you for a drive and hot chocolate because it’s getting cold
carries you inside (pretend he’s the hulk)
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a/n: req done ! @furioussheepluminary ,, remember to follow my other accounts and feel free to req ✦
#hyunjiisa#isa drabbles#stray kids#skz#skz smau#skz texts#stray kids smau#christopher bang#bang chan#hwang hyunjin#lee felix#jeongin#i.n#han jisung#lee know#lee minho#kim seungmin#changbin#stray kids x reader#stray kids hc#skz drabbles#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#hyunjin x reader#felix x reader#bangchan x reader#han x reader#seungmin x reader#lee know x reader#jeongin x reader
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𝚌𝚊𝚏𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚢
modern au! ᥫ᭡.
fluff and quiet bakugo
mha 1-A big three going to a cafe almost every day to see there favorite barista:>
♡ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ౨ৎ ‧₊ .ᐟ
bakugo katsuki,, cute college boy from ua !
he’s a regular, always ordering chai tea lattes with extra cinnamon on top.
you see him almost every day, (besides on ur days off ofc) you sometimes even wonder if he knows ur schedule..
you think he’s cute! he’s not rlly chatty tho. but sometimes you can catch him staring at you while asking him if he wants any dairy substitutions or when your working on his drink hehe
he’s so generous! he leaves the cute girl serving him coffee (you) a 25% tip.
“that’d be 4.23 today sir, thank you!” you say as you waved off your last customer. humming to the busy streets of tokyo, you hear the door bell ring. “welcome!” you yell, looking down at your notebook.
you hear rushed foot steps come towards you, looking up the customer, you see the same blonde boy with dark red eyes. “oh welcome in, katsuki was it?” you say smiling.
‘you remember his name?’ he thought. you see the tips of his ears turn red. “yeah. hi. could i get my regular?” he says. “of course, a 12oz i presume?” you smile tapping on the ipad register.
for some reason, his heart flutters. he feels giddy when you memorize what he wants. “mhm, yeah and could i get some cold foam on top, and cinnamon too. please.” he says. you nod. he just thinks your so cute, nodding at him like that. you notice him brush your hand against yours while handing you money; you fluster, but don’t mention anything though.
“thank you katsuki, tip?” (haha, the required question at work ,:<) he’s so kind. he gave you 25% and even a extra five dollars in cash! “aw, thank you so much! you’re so kind to me.” before he says anything, you stroll off to get started on his drink. he walks away too and sits down, pulling out a laptop and two small notebooks. he watches you, moving swiftly around making his drink. ‘should i ask her? it’s empty.. damn, why am i nervous? she’ll probably say yes. not like im some loser like deku..’
“katsuki! a chai latte for katsuki!” you yell. why do you have to be so cute? even when your just calling out for him to get his latte! he gets up and grabs it from you, but he stays there for a second staring right at you. you get nervous.. did i mess up his drink? wait he didn’t even tried it yet. “m, is something the matter sir?” he looks up at you.
“date. with me. go on a date with me.” he says looking anywhere but you with a sweet (but barely noticeable) blush on his face. he puts a piece of paper with his number on it in your hand, and walks away.
izuku midoriya, the sweetie who you spend breaks w/ <3
he’s also a regular! he’s always there waiting for your lunch break to spend time with u
you guys are school mates, he makes official “coffee (friend) dates” with you to support his delulu of actually dating you ‘^^
he has green hair, so he gets a sweet matcha with whipped cream! and he gets a bagel sandwich for some extra nutrition.
you guys actually do anatomy together for school! that’s how you met, so cute! he’s a double major. anatomy and criminology, duh. (hehe, since he writes abt quirks and he’s a hero:3)
“izuku, thanks so much for coming again! i really needed help with tonight’s project.” you say, sitting yourself down next to him with a cup of mocha in your hands. he smiles sweetly at you, adoration in his eyes.
“haha, y/n i always come.” he chuckles, making you flustered. you open your drawing book he hands to you, a little structure of a puppy and it’s labeled features on it. he opens his book too, sipping his matcha. he starts to ramble and rumble about class.
“and then, Iida told Todoroki to “step up his game”, they were both actually confused on what he said- oh!” he feels your head on his shoulder, his face heats up. your not even asleep! what does he do?!
you chuckle, “haha, sorry izu if i caught you off guard.. it’s just i’m kinda cold. and your really warm!” you say, averting your glance away from him.
“o-oh, uh it’s ok y/n! i don’t mind actually..” he’s actually super duper happy on the inside! he wants to kiss you right then and there, but he’s worried that’s gonna jump right over your boundaries + he’s not that bold enough to do that with a girl yet! not just any girl, you!
“mm. izuku, your so sweet. i’m so happy your my best friend. but i’ve been kinda thinking..” you say, he perks up. “hm?”
“do you wanna be my boyfriend?”
todoroki shoto, the mysterious rich boy on the block !
that cool looking boy you always see on the same subway you take, with earbuds in reading a book
you also always see him at your small little cafe! you can’t help but have a crush on him
ok maybe a big crush on him
he’s so mature too! he doesn’t order a mocha frappuccino like others, (which i love btw) but he orders a medium iced black coffee!
he’s also very generous with tips and once he even asked for your name! he’s very straight forward
“hi, welcome in.” you tell him. he gives you a small smile, your chest tightens. ‘dang he’s so cute, i wish i could just try to have the courage to talk to him on break’ :< “excuse me, are you ok? your face is red.” he says. you gasp quietly, ‘was i blushing?!’ “oh no no, i’m ok! what should you like?” you say brushing it off.
“oh alright. i’ll have a iced black coffee please.” he tells you. you nod, “ok! any sweet cream, milk, water, or cold foam you’d like? we have a sale on all additions on coffee.” you say sweetly. he blinks, “no thank you.” he says, already putting cash in the jar that says ‘tips for your kind barista!’
“oh thank you so much! hey, i always see you on the train. not trying to be weird! haha, just a coincidence.” ‘why did i say that.’
“oh, i sometimes see you as well.” he smiles. ‘huh, so she notices me. she’s different, and she’s kind. not to mention, pretty as well.’ (everyone notices you shoto!) “um excuse me,” he says, catching you by surprise
“yes?” you hum. “i was wondering if you’d like to spend some time with me. i would like to get to know you better.” he says, pointing at a empty table.
‘woah, he’s bold! wait is he asking me out, no he’s probably asking in like a “let’s be friends” sort of way.’ “um sure! haha actually it’s just in time for my break. my coworker mina will take care of your drink!” you smile. usually, you would say no if someone asked for your number or anything, but since he’s so polite and a school student (well you saw him walking out of ua university once) you could trust him! (actually don’t do this kids lol!)
you sit down together, it’s a little awkward..
“i was actually wondering, would you like to know me better? i find you delightful to be around with.. if it’s alright with you, of course.” he smiles.
my first fic! i hope you all enjoyed it | sorry if izuku and shotos are shorter than katsuki’s, i kinda got writers block there | more to come, not only for mha either! ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
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fandoms i’m in :
haikyuu
pjsk colorful stage
naruto
genshin impact
gilmore girls
diary of a wimpy kid (rodrick)
harry potter
saiki k
#first fix#boku no hero academia#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#shoto todoroki#mha#mha x reader#cafe aesthetic#college boys#skibdi#hawk tuah#fluff#bakugo x you#bakugo x reader fluff#mha izuku#deku x reader#todoroki x reader#mha shoto#izuku x reader fluff
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HI IM SORRY IM REPLYING TO YOUR TAGS AGAIN LMAO
wilardo's conclusion spoilers...
Ok several things!
During the massacre, which Sirius overheard, Nicholas does mention "Patricia" and Dorothy, confused, asks what Nicholas's relationship to "her" is, to which Nicholas says Noel is "his wife" and then Dorothy, again more confused, just calls him crazy. So it's quite possible that, at one point, Sirius may have had the context to know that Nicholas knew Noel in some way, and had the context that Nicholas was.... uh... yeah... claiming a child as his wife... even if he wouldn't really understood how exactly that... worked. However. Sirius doesn't actually seem to remember the events of the massacre very well, as Nicholas also goes on a rant about how he wants Dorothy's Witch's Heart, yes Sirius still thinks the Witch's Heart is only a storybook. This is kind of addressed during a scene in... I don't remember which game, but it's some game, where Sirius is suddenly stricken with a memory of Nicholas's speech, specifically the part about the Witch's Heart. This is after a while after finding out about the Witch's Heart as a treasure iirc, so it seems his memories of that part of the massacre are buried. Meaning he also probably doesn't remember the part where Nicholas starts talking about "Patricia" being "his wife." Besides that, i highly doubt Noel ever talked about his family, so he probably never said his family name.
I think Sirius would be capable of concluding that Noel is related to Nicholas due to the shared last name/apparent facial similarity/context, but I would presume he might have only ever realized that in like... a few timelines because he just wouldn't connect those dots unless something forced him to think about that connection, which probably doesn't happen often.
(tl;dr I agree with you I just wanted to expand on some things)
every day i think about like. the fact that noel would probably be famous in most contexts
worldwide celebrity mom
local beloved extremely powerful politician dad
looks a lot like his mom
both parents died "tragically" under somewhat mysterious circumstances which people can speculate about endlessly, so you bet their deaths are hot topics
the interest in nicholas as his father would probably mainly be local since i doubt he was well known outside of that town. but no matter where he went the interest in patricia as his mother would follow him. he'd be constantly asked why she died etc etc
noel might try to hide this fact, it really does depend on the context of the AU and why and how he's out in society but i imagine he'd avoid talking about his last name, try to erase his family history etc etc but there might be contexts in which he just can't hide it, say people already know and it's too late, and there might be contexts in which it gets dug up anyway
i have extensive noel family headcanons somebody needs to save me
also imagine like a modern AU (where music is played in stores). noel couldnt go like 2 minutes without hearing songs sung by his dead mother if he went to a store he would hate it
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Morro is the one of the most gay and homophobic person I ever saw
#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago morro#like how does that even work??? IM SO CONFUSED#HE KEEPS GIVING ME MIXED SIGNALS EVERY TIME#AND THE FANDOMS HC OF HIM MAKE ME EVEN MORE CONFUSED#but honestly me too...
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i have... ✨Danyal Al Ghul Headcanons✨ but specifically for my yaelokre danyal oneshot
There's also the tumblr post here but I recommend the link in the title because its the ao3 version, and that one is edited and has some stuff in it that's not in the tumblr post, and will be the version I'm using.
So for summary: this Danyal is also from a Demon Siblings Au where Danny is five years older than Damian. However, things turned out a bit differently, and Danny and Damian had a fantastic relationship with one another. Danny loved music and regularly came up with songs to sing to Damian with. Specifically the folk band Yaelokre's EP "Hayfields" (seriously go fucking listen to it its sooo good. Harpy Hare is the second song but its my favorite. Special shoutout to @gascansposts for introducing the band to me)
He falls off a train when he's twelve and Damian is seven while the two of them and Talia are on mission. He ends up with magically induced amnesia and wakes up in Arkansas while the Fentons are on their yearly Divorce-iversary visit to Aunt Alica, and since he can only remember his name, he ends up being taken into their care.
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Yaelokre Danny has the same facial scar as Things in Threes Danyal, since he was initially another version of him where things turned out better. I'm debating on whether or not I should take it away however, and give him a different scar (maybe from when he fell off the train?), just because the scar is a pretty key identifier for Ti3 Danyal.
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Danny frequently visits Aunt Alicia in Arkansas! Well, only after he gets settled in and stuff. He doesn't really like the city that much and prefers the countryside where Alicia lives. I know she lives in a cabin but I'm changing it to a farm, so she puts Danny to work and gets him to help her.
I don't want to confine his hobbies to only being star stuff, because people tend to have more than one hobby and I feel like it reduces him to one-dimensionality, so he likes to garden, and learns guitar. His room becomes filled with plants, and he turns their roof into a rooftop greenhouse right below to OPS Center.
He has a complex relationship with the weapons from his past, but he's not... like... appalled by it? When he finds his weapons in the Fenton attic all he thinks is that they're his weapons, and he starts carrying a knife on him afterwards. Essentially he becomes fascinated with weaponry because its one of the few physical ties he has to his past, and while he's not training like he is in the League, he allows his strong muscle memory to guide him through his katas.
Danny likes climbing things. This causes Problems For Everyone Else.
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Danny was not the "kinder Al Ghul" in the League. His kindness extended to his brother and family, and that's it. To everyone else he had high expectations out of them, and the pride you'd expect from the grandson of Ra's Al Ghul and trained by its top members. While he wasn't like, unnecessarily cruel or anything, he wasn't merciful either.
This transfers post-train fall as him coming off as no-nonsense and unforgiving. He's not fond of the idea of giving people second chances, and is skeptical of the idea. He's disgusted by incompetency and views it as an unforgivable offense, especially if he thinks that the person should know better, although he's not sure why. Some egocentrism for the soul.
He doesn't like being touched by anyone who isn't family, and gets irritated when anyone grabs him or holds onto him for extended amounts of time. Dash has gotten hit so many times. With Jack Fenton's tendency for abrupt physical affection, it doesn't make it any better. I'd argue it'd make it worse because Danny doesn't want to be touched more often than not.
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Danyal had a red scarf in the League that he wore on his last mission, it came off before he fell off and caught itself on the roof. Damian still has it and took it with him to Wayne Manor. He's got it locked in his room and takes it out when he's alone and missing Danny the most. One time he forgot to put it away before leaving his room, and Dick was visiting the manor for something and found it. Damian found him holding it and freaked out.
Dick could only say "I've never seen you wear this, Damian, this is really pretty--" before Damian shoved him to the floor and stole it out of his hands, before screaming at him; "Don't touch this! You don't ever touch this! This is mine! You hear me!?"
It caused such a commotion that the rest of the family present came to see what the fuss was about, and Damian kicked them all out of his room. Dick is the one brother Damian's the closest with, so the fact he reacted so strongly shocked them all.
This is likely what leads to the "Danyal" conversation.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#danyal al ghul au#yaelokre danny#yaelokre danyal al ghul#the yaelokre danny post didn't really go into him interacting with other people but i'm trying to figure out his personality post amnesia#just know this: he's not canon danny. im spitefully refusing to make him a Cookie Cutter of canon danny because the idea pisses me off lmao#he's complex and confused and morally gray even with the amnesia bc memories aren't stored in one part of the brain they're stored#in different parts depending on the memory and muscle memory exists and danny might not actively remember the things that shaped him but hi#body does. and somewhere deep in his mind so does his brain. his memories weren't destroyed theyre locked away in a place where his active#conscious can't reach. plus its magic amnesia and i have comic AND cartoon realism on my side.#danny's personality from the league doesn't get challenged that much by the fentons because danny's learning this about himself just as muc#as they are. Jazz can't “Fix” what's wrong with him when neither of them know it and Danny is always the first to figure it out and then#keeps it to himself. Also. Jazz has a fucking life? she's not the family therapist she has friends and hobbies even if we the viewers don't#see it. But also i just really deeply despise the idea that Jazz “fixes” danny's league issues just by existing and being the therapist#because it waters her down into a one-dimensional character who only exists in the context of providing emotional support and life advice t#danny. also therapy only works on someone that's actively trying to change. otherwise its just psychoanalyzing and people tend to hate#being psychoanalyzed without consent. which as a result may have them refuse help. anyways point is: i believe that growth is slow and#complex and danny would hide a lot of the stuff he discovers about himself because if there's one thing he still retains from being an#assassin. it's how to hide. he likes jazz but there are some things you just hide from people.#damian also told dick to “keep his filthy hands off his things”. which was also a shock because it sounded something he'd say more to tim#damian was distraught the entire time.#okay thats all i have for now.
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my honest reaction
#once again the trailer just kind of makes me feel nothing but confusion at why theyre doing things the way they are#why is gerald still alive. even if it turns out to be time travel or him being frozen alongside shadow or something#it still takes away a lot of the emotional impact of shadows story ... why .....#the fact that theyre just seemingly having gerald be rouge's replacement in the dark story trio too???? what. thats stupid .#and speaking of rouge. where are rouge and amy. ive never seen a single good argument to justify their exclusion here#why is the only girl character from the games whos present the one who famously dies horribly for male characters' motivation#(to be clear im not saying the way maria's death is handled in the games is bad writing or anything#just that having her be the only girl character to have a movie counterpart is certainly A Choice.)#and. why are team sonic (and human characters associated with them who are supposed to be the good guys) working with gun .#gun literally does nothing but cause problems for sonic in sa2 ?!?!?!??!?!#even if it does turn out theyre not being completely honest with sonic about what shadow's whole deal is thats still. why ...#i wasnt expecting an exact recreation of sa2 but that doenst mean i have to be okay with every possible change they make either#especially when a lot of this stuff just actively makes the story worse. sa2 im so sorry they did this to you#honestly probably wouldnt bother me quite as much if this was a comic or tv show or something#and not . a big popular movie that is probably going to overshadow the game in a lot of peoples minds. ughhhh#also shadow has still only had a couple lines so maybe its not fair for me to say anything just yet#but i dont . really like how he sounds from what we've heard .. why did the ycast keanu reeves this sucks#idris elba as knuckles is starting to annoy me too tbh . like i didnt care for it at first but then it grew on me#and now im back to not really liking it . that is NOT knuckles#anyway. im honestly struggling to understand how so many fans of the games are uncritically excited about the movie ?#and dont have any problem with the writing choices being made here.. ?#do they just not care how shadow's story is portrayed as long as he looks cool doing it .. ?#im not saiyng the people who are excited are fake fans i just . dont get it
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Mark Alan, Count of Queanbeyan
+ explanation & lore
Okay first I'll explain the drawing itself, and then go into Mark's lore a bit, so stay with me!!!
First of all, yep. Mark with long hair. When I first conceptualized how he'd look in this au, I just genuinely could not imagine him with the typical long curly wig. And that irked me, bcs its just sooooooo historically inaccurate for him to have had short hair, no wig. I sketched him and Jense out as chibis, I drew Mark with short hair, and literally wrote "haha wow he looks so bad with long hair!!" Hello, can I take back that statement? It's actually shocking how good he looks???? Maybe it's a testament to my skill that I could make this work. But I did! And man, shameful to admit, but this might be my best portrait ever 😭😭 Funny tho, guy I've barely drawn, and never as detailed as this, ends up being one of my favs. Mark, you bastard!!
^ lmao as you can see, I tried out a more Seb type wig and then realized ahhhhh nah, he needs a different style. And it worked so, yay!!! I've thought a lot recently, "man it would suck back then if you looked shitty in a wig" and I rescind that. I'm telling you, you think a man would look bad in a wig? I say think again, you're just not conceptualizing the right type of wig for him.
Also wow, its crazy thst I can finally actually visually see what he would look like next to others like Seb and Fernando in this au. Hehehe look at them!!! The boys!!!! Just need Jense :,)
Anyways, I digress, some lore notes about Mark since I don't think I've really talked about him in this au on main much.
He is, of course, Seb's closest servant. His Groom of the Bedchamber(yes that term makes me feel rabid.) He's actually also based on a real guy, whom was described as the Emperor's "favorite" and despite not technically having very important positions, he had a lot of influence because of his closeness and connection with the Emperor. So, yeah, I think that's gives a pretty good pic of Mark in this au :)
He's actually pretty satisfied with his role, but he does feel a bitter and jealous when interacting with others like Jenson and Fernando. Because Mark doesn't have a title, well not in the same way. He's a count, not a King, not a Prince. Yes he's nobility, but not in the same way. And he's satisfied being under Seb, because that's what Mark was raised to do, take care of and keep Seb in line. But often realizes he's never going to be on par with him, not in the same way Fernando can, even if he's Seb's closest confidant.
To build on that. He's very satisfied with his role, and even continues to be satisfied when Fernando comes into the picture. Fernando and Seb don't get along, Mark is always going to be the closest to Seb, always going to know him the best, take care of him the best. But he realizes, he would never get to marry Seb, he's not ranked high enough for that. He was raised to do what's best for the Emperor, he's never going to be able to compete with Seb the same way Fernando can. He really wants Seb and Fernando to succeed! To grow closer! But it still really hurts sometimes.
His closest friend, other than Seb, is Jenson of course(and eventually Fernando, after they stop growling at each other like they're Seb's dogs.) But he does get bitter about Jenson sometimes. Jenson is a prince, who had some great performances in battle. But eventually got tired of that lifestyle, and "retired" to being part of Seb's court. Mark can't really understand that. How do you throw that level of prestige and freedom away. How do you just become the Emperor's servant, when that was never what you were born for. But also, I think Jense definitely uplifts him, they just get along so well, and Jense truly cares for him, no other motives :)
LOL sorry I realize how depressing this sounds 😭 I think all of the above is just Mark at his most bitter, but he's genuinely pretty happy. Think of the whole "not bad for a number 2 driver thing", that's him in this AU. He knows his station, and god damn it, he's gonna be the best, most loyal groom there ever was!! He just cares for Seb so deeply, and it truly is his life path to serve him. Seb cares for him too, feels like he can always rely on him and always be reassured by him and his eternal presence in Seb's life. It's nice to have someone you can always fall back on. Sometimes literally. Yes he makes Mark carry him to bed.
Not to stray away from just Mark, but aaaaahhh the Martian in this AU. Just Mark having to put up with Seb's brattiness all the time, and care for him all the time :) He's so tired of catching Seb naked tho...Seb please put clothes on, this is not befitting of your station. Seb takes Mark with him everywhere, and they share the same bed on trips. Mark is always the first Seb goes to to ask his opinion. I said earlier that Mark feels like he cannot challenge Seb in the same way Fernando can, but Seb really wants him to honestly! He loves hearing Mark's thoughts and opinions. Mark is widely known as Seb's favorite, and is often seen as the second authority in the palace and in the court.
As for Webbonso? I think they really dislike each other in the beginning just because the roles that they're in. They both feel like they're pitted against each other, and ir doesn't help that Seb loves to tease them and often favor one in front of the other(he later realizes how shitty this is, and tries to rectify it, because he never intended to make them actually jealous, he just loves being bratty.) Eventually they realize they're in extremely similar situations(both beholden to and stuck eternally with the Emperor), and find comfort in each other in that.
Yep that's right...the palace is honestly one big polycule djkfkglg. But I hope thay explains Mark in this AU well enougg???? All you need to know: Seb's long-suffering servant.
#heres mark in a wig. if thats your thing! a thing that. no one asked for :)#BUT WAAAAAHHHHH MAN IM SO PROUD OF THIS HONESTLY#how the fuck does he look so handsome???????#i never in a million years thought this wouldve worked. but yep! it does!#but i will say. bro looks like he should be on a dollar bill dhfkkglv#okay anyways yes i understand that this is extremely niche and very confusing to anyone outside my circle#but i hope you like it even if not????? im super proud of this one 🤭🤭#my first time rly drawing him honestly. every other time has been chibis or an obstructed view#BUT THIS. THREW MYSELF INTO THE DEEP END. and i didn't drown!#gotta draw jense next. and his silly bicorn hat. cause hes that kinda guy#i was gonna put mark and jense together. but man i hate keeping art to myself that i finished already#im proud of it! must click post! no hoarding!! or ill never post it lol#aaaahh man im getting drawing men im surprised#im so happy w his expression. w his squiggly eyebrows. he looks very introspective#f1#formula 1#mark webber#boy king au#catie.rambling.txt#catie.art.#*sometimes I realize. man if i just took away the historical clothing and wigs and stuff#my art would have such a wider appeal 😭😭#but then i realize. nah i dont give a shit. i draw what i want!!! and you guys will take 1700s Mark and you will LIKE IT
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actually making my tags from my last post into their own post. writers who struggle with grammar, spelling, typos, errors etc i love you. writers who struggle with rereading their stuff thoroughly no matter how much they try, who don't always have access to other people to help them read i love you. whilst reading through and checking for these things is good practice i really believe that the weight of it should not be put wholly on the writer's shoulders. especially writers who are neurodivergent, disabled, have any condition that can impede their reading + comprehension, are overworked and overtired, are not writing in their native language, list goes on....because grammar mistakes/language mistakes/typos have nothing to do with your abilities as a creative. this is where editors should be uplifting writers, helping them, not scrutinising them for something they cannot always control
#and in case anyone is going to say it...like i said in my tags i get that it can be frustrating#if it feels like a piece has NOT been reread or checked for these things at all#but even then its like...do you know the writers context? their background?#does the story itself still hold up strong creatively?#im just saying some leniency and grace goes far and esp in the short story/litmag scene i think#an editor who is considerate and inclusive should not use those things against a piece's worth#for me its like....1) the word spelling and grammar check is really confusing to work with sometimes#and also just. straight up does not work sometimes#and 2) no matter how much i reread and check for spelling and grammar i will forget a word. i will misuse a word. i will forget things#a bitch is forgetful! a bitch struggles with rereading their pieces and i do what i can to help that#but i need help and grace from the editors who wish to work with me!#i remember one time i wrote vacancy as vanacy in an excerpt in a writing update#literally passed me by and i was so humiliated?? nobody even pointed it out#but i assumed people were going to think of me less that i would make a simple mistake#its just...v hard and daunting being open with your writing sometimes lol lets all be kind to each other
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finally started honkai impact 3rd. can someone please explain to me how anything works. i'm confused
#i mainly play for the story but id still like to understand what im doing#also ig stigmas are like relics/artifacts#weapons i understand although the lvl up system kinda confused me at first (it still does)#how do you do team comps. is 8t the standard main dps buffer sustain or like can you survive without a sustain if you can dodge#i believe im still too early to need a healer (i only did the first 4 chapters and the everlasting memory story stuff) but still#send help#honkai impact 3rd#hi3#hi3rd#hoyoverse#also how tf do banners work. can you even check who/what can you get on each banner. am i just stupid#what is the dorm used for#there is so much stuff i dont get#i can read i swear!!! there is just. so much stuff. im overwhelmed#one more not minor thing. generally just. how does character building work.#i also appreciate any tips#honkai
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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Thinking about one of the loser men I dated directly post-college who, after I showed them Dirty Computer [the emotion picture] by Janelle Monae, said they "prefer rap that has something to say"
#this person identified as a man but used they/them pronouns just in case that was confusing#but yeah like. what does that mean. did you watch the video#also one time said colorado edibles were 'too strong' and therefore 'dangerous'#they said that COLORADO should have more 'regulations' imposed on weed products lmfao#also when i was watching mad men and expressed that i liked it#they were like 'i dont see the appeal bc the commentary feels obvious to anyone whos lived on the east coast' skskdkdkelsdnakas#they had the WEIRDEST complex about being from the east coast. like. most tightly wound person ive ever met in my life#who was constantly insisting they were sooo type b and so chill and go-with-the-flow#and like yeah im aware im from one of the most laid back slacker states#but this person was one of the most uptight people ive ever met let alone dated#and just had like 0 self awareness about it#like they would exclusively wear button downs sweater vests and cardigans. wouldnt be caught dead in a hoodie unless it was northface#would only drink coffee if it was made from a french press#also see above story about edibles (which was the biggest 'fight' we ever got in bc i was like what the fuck r u talking about)#like. the label says clearly how much thc cbd etc is in each edible and how many doses there are per container#what else could you want#if you dont know how itll affect you just take half or even a quarter of one first???#this still gets me heated to think about#but yeah like what kind of person sees DIRTY COMPUTER and is like 'hmm not political enough' lmfao#OH ALSO guess why we broke up#the blm protests happened and they said they were just 'too affected by police violence to be dating right now'#(they were very much white. blonde white)#and then i found out 11 months after we broke up that they had started dating a poc a month before we broke up#because i saw an anniversary post they did and i was like '...wait a minute'#and a friend of mine used to work with them after we broke up and according to him this person would constantly bring up what a great 'ally'#they were for dating a poc#fucking. wild
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Honestly fascinated learning more of the fanon vs canon going on here. Truly tempted to read Tim's comics just to see the extent of what's been done to him
#i wont however. unlike jason tim doesn't die for like 17 years#lot more to try and work through#dc liveblog#update: just finished 442. funky little guy#theyre trying real hard w the new robin this time around. as much as i love jason#i will easily admit he doesn't have too strong characterization#its fun to analyze the details and small bits and what they could mean. but overall if you asked me to describe robin jason id struggle#a shame! but theyre definitely working hard with tim now#anyway yeah fanon is wild#im not rly gonna read anymore tim comics so very real and genuine question here. where does tim liking jason even come from#literally only talks about jason when talking about how his death affected bruce. otherwise its all dick#fanon im holding you by the shoulders please explain yourself to me im so desperately confused how you got here#BEST i can think of. and im just saying stuff here. is that it partially formed out of a want for anyone to like jason??#bc nocturna and harvey were the closest characters he was to and they disappeared after the retcon#and it is easy to say dick was bruces favorite#jason didn't have the chance to join any teams. so maybe the fanon was born of a desire for someone to mourn and look up to him????????????#extra angst for the tower??#idk man
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i like to give ensekai fans the benefit of the doubt ik there are good ensekai fans. but when u claim to have no idea the producer of ur fave groups main song exists i just. im so perplexed. like i dont expect everyone who plays to know every producer ever but it. it literally gives credit to them when u go to play the song i dont. i dont understand here.
#this sites fyp is firing shots at me rn. i love the block button.#ik theres like a war going on btw prsk fans & voca scene fans. twitter loves to show me that#& i dont really have a stance like. u CANNOT have prsk without the voca scene#if u just like it for the nonvoca charas theres no problem in that#& prsk absolutely is NOT killing the voca scene. do u see the participants in the proseka next events. theres my proofs#vocaloid is so far from dead#prsk is including so many producers i doubt ud ever see in the official project diva rosters#& i love that. ik modding is a thing but not everyones going to do that#so its really really cool to see vocacolle & proseka next winners get in when they wouldntve otherwise#i like proseka. genuinely.#im not entirely sure how u even get into proseka without being into vocaloid but clearly there are people like that#so it makes sense when they decide to latch onto the charas & prefer the seiyuus#but im just so confused like it SAYS RIGHT THERE who worked on the song not JUST the singers for it#it does that when u get them from the shop & when u go to play the song#im not even mad here im just baffled
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Why are people surprised that Zionists are being abhorrent at these protests and then sayin they’re victims. Ig surprised isn’t the right word but people keep pointing out ‘this doesn’t make sense’ like it’s a fallacy in a discord debate like this is just how racism has always been
#sometimes I feel like no matter how much I donate or speak its not enough#but my hopelessness and depression do nothing for Palestinians either#even if I cry it’s not helping at all#even if donating doesn’t feel like enough it gets someone THAT much closer to escaping#but Im so so sick of this#specifically the way people keep trying to give Zionists the benefit of the doubt#like i understand calling out the hypocrisy but white people genuinely seem baffled that they victimize themselves and say they’re afraid#whilst doing heinous shit#that’s not new behavior#trying to educate Zionists does nothing my focus is always going to be on the Palestinian people and how I can help as materially as#possible#actually bad wording education isn’t useless#i just think approaching most Zionists in a humanizing way doesn’t help#trying to start on common ground and coax them to you#that works for ignorant people these people are cruel not stupid#These Justifications that we know are terrible and barbaric make sense to them bc the victims are brown#like it seems like y’all wanna avoid that point so bad and keep speaking on class or other shit#the root of the matter is that they can piss on graves and say they’re scared because that’s the narrative around brown people#it always has been to them! to a lot of you!#i know it’s not conflating to draw comparisons between oppressions but not in the mindspace for that so I’ll just say#for all the white people confused about the ‘logic’ there just take a look at history#recent history even like the way they treat us is not new this is just on such a wide violent scale yall finally cant ignore it anymore#i hope everyone gets what they fucking deserve from this#i hope every martyr can rest easily and that every single soldier and bystander involved in this fucking rots and burns
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i know that last post is abt americanization so i didnt wanna ramble in the tags since tags are more visible now and it doesnt feel the same as talking to myself but i was thinking abt how sasha is a gender neutral name but not to the people i would meet. the name i originally picked is gender neutral in that half the world thinks its masculine and the other half thinks its feminine. guess which half i live in. it doesnt matter bc its wrong either way.
people make fun of enbies w object names a lot but likw. if you just browse gender neutral names lists its really easy to see WHY people gravitate towards object names. there is no gendered correlation for "socks". the average person would assume it's a funny nickname, but they won't ask me if it's short for "ariana".
#its really frustrating seeing lots of people on tumblr dot com assume certain 'types' of enbies like#have it easier while at the same time actively harassing and bullying that same 'type' of enby#it reminds me so strongly of ace discourse#'im not being bigoted towards you bc bigotry towards you doesnt exist'#does that make sense?#there isnt a step i can takw or a choice i can make that makes me an acceptable enby#so. i should just lean harder into being a cringy transtrender or whatever its better than trying to appease transphobic queers#i dont hatw gender neutral names like people ALSO put down gender neutrality or gender-less presentation for no good reason either#its just. so much harder than other trans people seem to realize. 'passing' as nonbinary is even more unattainable than passing as a binary#gender. the best you can hope for is temporary confusion. but you will always be rebinarized#its so baffling people treat it like its easy to be transneutral or whatever#like androgyny is so easy to attain#like. its not. no matter what Kind of androgyny it is#and THAT reminds me of how people keep saying its easy to pass as a man 'you just have to throw on a binder and a hoodie'#like. hello? your perception of reality is so fucking. wrong#anyways i have to go back to work now. ramble over#🕷️❣️
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Man Americans weird me out so much
#this guy got a fig jam and Brie sandwich then is getting upset there’s no mustard sauces or anything to have with it im so confused#that sounds disgusting#who dips a sandwich in sauce is that normal American behaviour??#also if u have jam and melted cheese why do u even need sauce#also fig and mustard sound disgusting together#also he just returned his plate and asked for a takeaway box to eat out of idk why cos the plate was clean#THATS just wasteful#and asked me for sugar when I walked by when it was right next to him#and asked for forks for a croissant?????? who eats a croissant w forks????#Idk I’m just confused#cos he keeps coming up to me w weird and unnecessary requests#which then makes me feel bad like I’m not good at my job#Also cos he asked for tap water and I pointed to the water dispenser and said it’s just there#and he never got himself water but sat right next to it#so then I’m walking by feeling guilty like I forgot to give him water but it’s clearly self serve and it’s right next to him so I’m like#hmmmm#Americans just always tend to behave in a way where I’m like???? or have odd requests#tho this super working class English guy came in yday and asked if we did coffee. like ur in a coffee shop idk how to answer that#and had a few other questions that made me question is this guy an alien does he never leave the house idk
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