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gurorori · 1 year ago

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strugglin puttin feelings jnto words but i THINK the reason i didn go too OTT w this one (its only been like 2 months tops since then but im thinkin back to it tryna figure out my past thought processes like its a whole decade ago. i swear i don remember wat happened yesterday. so.)

#is cause i wanted 2 write an experience i think sooo many trаns ppl r familiar with where sm1 may nawt b constantly or outwardly denyin ya #yr own identity n freedom n nawt technically pushin ya back in the closet but they say jus enuff 4 ya 2 start doubtin yrself & stawp #in yr tracks #especially when its someone close 2 ya whose opinion is paramount in yr life #like how do ya react 2 this?! its veru #it feels like a punch in da gut i thjnk & it can really fuck ya up n leave ya hopeless #its like 'its nawt a change i like in ya & im nawt puttin up w this regardless of yr feelings' dat ppl do even if they r supposedly yr loved #ones cuz they don really care abt ya. jus da version of ya dats in their head or dat they r perosnally most comfortable with lawl #OK BUT DID I CAPTURE DAT WELL? YEAH IDK.#mika caws #mebbe i can do a take 2

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