#like holy shit if i leave my room rn im fucking cursing her out
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goththembo · 3 years ago
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#like why do i have to come back to my apartment at 2:30am to my roommate getting fucked up with a whole group of people#in my tiny fucking living space#like i had to ask someone to stop blocking my fucking bedroom door#i havent had dinner i dont have drinking water#and now i cant do fucking anything bc these assholes cant go out in 50 degree weather to get shitfaced in the middle of the week#and it’s only ever the nights where i have to get up early or havent gotten any sleep the night prior#like i am paying for the most expensive apartments on campus and i have to deal with this shit?? ik it’s a college campus but god.#on top of me like already feeling like shit when i got back i get to hear them scream until like 5am again. third time this week.#like holy shit if i leave my room rn im fucking cursing her out#it’s one thing to have people over but the fact that i can hear them over like five layers of noise#and like ive fucking talked to her multiple times about this before#like even told her that like it gets so bad i have to go and sleep in the fucking classrooms#and she still does it and does not even give a fucking heads up#i want toScream#im sorry this sounds like just a small thing but the fact that this keeps happening for 7 months now…#it just all adds up#like i feel like this is a stupid thing to be this mad about but oh my god#like the frustration of everything and then on top of it feeling like there’s nothing you can do about it#bc the fear that comes wuth idea of being seen as an asshole is just a fucking constant#it like marginally outweighs the anger itself and i just want to fucking Combust#agsisgskdhkdgdkdhd#shdjdhsjdhdkshdjdhdkd
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daddystevee · 5 years ago
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(steve harrington x hopper!reader / billy hargrove x hopper!reader)
BLEHHHHHH I’m having a REALLY hard time writing this rn, just because I feel like the story isn’t really progressing that much. And like i'm just going over parts of the show that has actually happened.. But i'm gonna keep truckin through i guess. I think this chapter is gonna be pretty long because im gonna try to get through a lot. There’s not a whole lot of Billy or Steve in this chapter but more like sister bonding with the girls <3 I dunno feedback would be greatly appreciated!!! <3 Thanks to everyone that's been reading it and thanks to @harringtown​ whose been supporting me through this whole thing. I honestly don't think I would be able to do this without her. <3 so go check her stuff out shes my main source of inspiration- also she's just the BEST writer like ever! She’s totally tubular. ;)
catch up here
Warnings: Curse words? Angst? I dunno anymore man.
Part 4/?
Word count: 2.1k (a big boy)
Summery: Sometimes things just don’t go as planned and your world just come crashing down, but it’s a good thing that you have people in your life to be there to catch you when you fall.
So there you were sitting on the counter in the back room of Scoops watching Steve pace back and forth, trying to understand Russian and eating a banana. 
Dustin cut off the recorder and asks Steve what he thinks about it. 
“Sounds familiar.” Steve says finishing off his banana. 
“What?” both you and Dustin say at the same time
“The music, that music right there at the end.”
You sigh heavily and put your head in your hands,
“Steve, you’re such an idiot.”
The two boys start arguing about the fact that Steve should be paying attention to the words not the music when you butt in again.
“I can’t take this shit anymore,” you said looking back and forth between the two fighting boys, “I’m going home.”
You push yourself up and off of the counter and start to walk out the door when Robin burst through the door clearly fed up and aggravated.
���Alright, babysitting time is over. You need to get in there.”
She notices that her ‘You Suck’ board has been erased and looks at you as if you were the one to erase the board. You stick your hands up in surrender with wide eyes and looked back at Steve and Dustin.
“I guarantee you what we’re doing is way more important than your data.” Dustin said, looking to you for reassurance.
You just shrug your shoulders at him.
“Yeah? And how do you know these Russians are up to no good anyway?” Robin says.
You slowly start to back up towards the door with that question, “Yeah, I think I’m gonna go now..”
Once you make it out the door you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding in. You hear Robin tell the guys that she’s fluent in 4 languages.
Dustin seems very impressed, “Russian?”
“Ou-yay are-yay umb-day” she says.
Both Steve and Dustin are extremely impressed by her fancy words, you pop your head back in the door before officially leaving to add a few words.
“It’s pig latin, for ‘you are dumb’, you dingus’ ”
They all turned their heads to look at you, Robin had a smirk on her face and sent you a wink while the boys had dumbfounded looks on their faces. And with your last few words, you left.
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You walked out of the ice cream parlor and took a look around to see what you could do to pass some time.
After walking around, looking at a few stores you heard your name being called.
“Y/N!” Max screamed pulling El right behind her.
“Max! El? El, what are you doing here? You know you’re not supposed to be here right?” you asked Eleven, but looking at Max.
“SHE JUST- needed some girl time!” Max was quick to say, “The boys- they’re being real douchebags.”
You knew that all too well, especially with everything that’s been happening with Billy as of lately. 
“Yeah. We- wanted to go..” El turned her head to look at Max for reassurance. When max nodded her head, a smile creeped onto her face and she continued confidently, “shopping.”
You stood there with arms crossed looking at both of the younger girls. You remembered what it was like being their age, and you knew that the girls wanted to just have some harmless fun. So you smiled while rolling your eyes.
“Fine, BUT- only on one condition,” you started “you guys have to hang out with me.” 
The two girls both had giant smiles plastered on their faces. They looked at each other then looked back at you. They each took one of your hands and dragged you off to The Gap.
You and max both followed El around as she was looking around when she walked up to a display with a blue shirt with yellow, red and white lines on it. 
“Do you like that?” Max asks
“How do I know, what I like?” El responds
“You just try things on, until you find something that feels like you. Not Hopper, not Mike, Not Y/N,” she says as she points to you. You do a little spin showcasing your style, “you”
>cue shopping spree montage<
At the end of trying on lots, and lots of clothes El finally decides on two new outfits and a new romper. Max ends up with a new pair of sunglasses and you leave with a new hat and a few new shirts. 
You walk out of The Gap arm in arm with the two girls, giggling and smiling at each other like there is no one else in the world. The next thing you know, you’re being pulled into the Flash Studio.
You watch them dress up and take tons of pictures. Striking different poses and pretending to be someone else for the day. The even convinced you to take a couple of pictures with them. You truly were having the time of your life.
“How about some ice cream?” Max asks at the end of a fun filled day.
El looked at you with pleading puppy eyes begging you to say yes. She knew you wouldn’t say no to the puppy eyes.
You sighed and shook your head with a small smile on your face, “I don’t see why not.”
The three of you walk in to none other than Scoops Ahoy. You make your way up to the counter for the two girls to place an order. Right when Steve finishes making their cones and some other random cone Robin pulls open the divider,
“We’ve got our first sentence!”
“Really? Makin’ more progress than Harrington, huh?” you ask
“Can it Hopper” Steve says with a serious look on his face.
“The week is long” Robin says with a Russian accent.
“Well that’s thrilling.” Steve says sarcastically
“It’s progress!” she says before shutting the divider once again to continue her work.
Steve turns around holding three ice cream cones,
“Alright here ya go, you got a strawberry, and then a vanilla with sprinkles, extra whipped cream and a double scoop of peppermint stick.” he says handing the last cone to you.
The girls thank Steve but you just kind of look at him with a confused look.
“I didn’t ask for any ice cream Steve.” you say slightly confused
“It’s whatever, I know it’s like your favorite. On the house.” he says with a wink. He then turns to El, “Wait a second, are you even allowed to be here?”
Max and El start giggling and run away leaving you standing at the counter.
“Well, okay then.” he turns his attention to you.
“Guys, I think I’m just gonna hang out here until close! I’ll see you guys at home for dinner?” you half yell at the girls who are already out the door.
You walk around the counter and into the back room where Dustin and Robin were still sitting. They seemed to be discussing what they had found out and were trying to figure out what their next move would be. They just seemed to be all around struggling with the next few phrases. 
The week is long, The silver cat feeds, When blue meets yellow in the west. 
You weren’t sure if you should mention the fact that your mom, who knew Russian, taught you at a young age how to speak Russian, or if you should just wait to see if Steve remembers.
You choose to sit there and taunt them, making little side comments every now and then throwing them off track. The translation ended up taking well over 8 hours, seeing how they finished after the mall had already closed.
You all read out the whole phrase together for the first and final time for that day, the phrase didn’t really make any since, but you felt like this would be a good time to tell them what you had been hiding from them all day.
“You know we totally could’ve been done with this like 8 hours ago.” you say super casually.
“What?” the three of them as in unison looking at you like you were crazy.
“I mean you guys asked Robin if she knew how to speak Russian..” 
“But we never asked you- dammit!” Steve yelled.
“Steve, what’s she talking about.” Robin asks already kind of knowing where this is going.
“I’ll catch you guys tomorrow!” You say with a smirk grabbing your bag and heading for the doors.
“Holy shit.” Dustin says finally connecting the dots
“She knows Russian, (Y/N) fucking knows Russian! Her mom taught her when she was in like, the first grade or something.” Steve sighs as he puts his head in his hands.
With the biggest smirk on your face you were out the door and in your truck headed back to the cabin.
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You walk into the cabin to music playing loudly, but coming from El’s room. You knock on the door a few times and you open the door to see Max dancing around and El looking through on of your older magazines.
“Hey guys, just wanted to let you know I’m here and was wondering if you guys wanted anything to eat.” you asked the two girls.
They both looked at you and shook their heads and then returned back to what they were doing before you walked in.
You closed the door and headed to your room leaving the door open in case they needed anything.
Suddenly you heard the music cut off but it was soon replaced with static, that could only mean one thing.
The next thing you heard was them giggling over whatever El had seen, putting a small smile on your lips.
There was a loud engine that sounded like it was pulling into the driveway meaning that your dad had finally come home for the night after his date with Joyce.
You emerged from your room to talk to your dad about how his night went. He was so excited to finally get to take her out on a date. But when he walked in the house, he obviously looked extremely drunk and would most likely be hungover in the morning.
He looked at you and then looked at El’s closed door, he suddenly became filled with anger.
“Hey- HEY! When I say 3 inches,” 
“Dad, wait it’s not what you-” you started to say as he marched furiously over to the door where he thought he would find Mike and El behind closed doors, “think.”
The door slams open and he finds not the couple, but only two innocent teenage girls lying on the floor looking at magazines and comic books.
 You stand there awkwardly with your arms crossed, watching as the mess of your father tries to hold a small conversation with the girls. He turns shuts the door and turns around to face you with a blank look on his face.
“You’re so annoying, you know that?” You ask rolling your eyes slightly annoyed but mostly playful.
Hopper just has this smug look on his face, he goes to the fridge crack open a beer and gets on his recliner knowing that the little stunt he had pulled with Mike had worked.
You were finally ready to retreat to your room when Max pops her head out the door and asks you if you want to play a game with them and you happily oblige.
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You sit down on the floor next to the bed where El and Max have a poster with names written on papers and a glass bottle, it almost looked like they were playing spin the bottle, except they would be using Eleven’s powers to spy on people.
They spin the bottle once and it lands on Mr.Wheeler and they decide that he’s too boring to spy on so they spin again and it lands on Billy.
“I don’t know, this might not be a good idea” Max says
“No!” you say almost a little too forcefully, “No, I want to know what he’s been up to. I really haven’t seen him in a few days.”
El nods her head, and puts the blindfold on as you grab the radio from her dresser and put it on a channel with nothing but static.
The two of you wait in silence for a few minutes before El says that she’s found him.
“What’s he doing?” Max asks
“I don’t know, he’s on the floor?” El says kind of confused, ‘Talking to someone.”
There’s a long pause before she rips off her blindfold, breathing very heavily.
“What? What happened?” you ask.
She just stares at you with a distraught look on her face, like she had seen something, something she wasn’t supposed to see.
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Adventures in running a table at a charity bazaar
Day 1
-Lady bitching abt how the younger generation is wasteful and just throws everything away... Uhhh okay lol
-As i was carrying a VERY large tote full of books this man walks by with an EMPTY hand truck and says "wow that looks heavy" and walks off. I might kill a man today.
-Two ladies running a pyramid scheme for shitty makeup. "Yeah it's $50 for like a drop of anti-age serum but if you get your friends to invest too it ends up really cheap! Do you and your friends have credit cards?" Yeah ok.
-One lady actually made some super cute christmas decorations I hope good things happen to her she is v nice
-One of the same ladies who is running the pyramid scheme keeps telling me to smile and i am going to SNAP
-Lady in the kitchen kept getting distracted (its really not her fault, people kept going in there and talking to her) and it took her 45 minutes to slap some meat and cheese on some bread for me and i am STARVING HOLY FUCK HURRY UP
-Had to lug a 50lb sandwich board 3 blocks to the main intersection by myself whilst being slapped in the face by several balloons and couldn't see
-My grandmas neighbor has COTTON CANDY HERE AND I WANT SOME
-Other pyramid scheme lady is super nice tho I feel bad she is trapped in that
-No one is fucking hereeee
-Seriously though I kinda really want some cotton candyyyyy
-Old man in the kitchen made some bomb ass homemade chili and its delicous but its not really agreeable with my stomach sooooo i might buy some before i go home
-I doubt I'm getting paid for any of this bullshit and that's fine i guess
-The. Most. Umcomfortable. Chairs. In. Existence.
-At least this provides a distraction from my job interview on Tuesday 😬
-During set up last night, there were a couple kids doing a karate class and when they were done they were super sweet and helped us move tables and such and i heard one of them go DISGUSTANG really loud in an echoey room full of old ladies and I felt my soul leave my body. Teenagers are fuckin amazing
-Man looking through some prints I'm selling. Other lady wants to look too, she asks him to pull the stack he already looked through bc he has been there for like 5 minutes. "Well You can just wait" he says. Another 5 minutes later he is finally done. This lady has had to sit down bc she can't stand too long. He goes "there ya go. Didnt kill ya now did it?" What a fucking dick
-My grandmas neighbor has a hoodie that says Winchester on it and i figured it was like the place or something but as she walked by i noticed that in fact it said Sam and Dean on the bottom and i dont know what to do with this information now
-One vendor brought her dog and his name is Russel Wilson its SO CUTE
-Theres this home made Rudolph... Thing that just keeps staring at me. It is very cursed and i hate it
-God everyone who shows up is either an old lady or a crackhead
-The one crackhead woman was really nice though. I hope she does well
-Every vendor's phone is so fuckin loud what is with boomers i stg
-One lady. Made tote bags. Out of bags of horse feed. Whyyyy
-Evidently as I walked away from my grandma and someone she was talking to, that person was like "oh my goodness she has such pretty hair" which made me feel rly nice thank you embroidery woman
-Oh god that chili smells so good
-Someone brought doughnuts fuuuuuuck
-Im gonna blow all my gas money on food guys god dammit
-I wish it wouldn't be considered rude to watch netflix rn
-Thank fuck the bitch pyramid scheme lady left
-ADORABLE SMALL CHILDREN
Oh my GOD they were so cute my HEART. One little girl saw this halloween decoration and giggled really hard and said "eyeballsss" it was SO FUCKING CUTE. "Can i have a baf boom?" (Bath bomb) Im gonna cryyyy. Those girls have their dad wrapped around their fingers oh my Lord.
-I bought the chili. Burnt the shit outta my mouth. No regrets.
-1pm rolls around and fuckin no one is showing up. I wanna watch TWD dammit
-Vendor lady's sister's purse got stolen outta her shopping cart today apparently Awh 😕
-Now everyone is swapping attempted theft stories lol
-Girl came in named Rehannon. Looked like Stevie Nicks. I am blessed.
-We close in 2 hours and im pretty sure only 15 people came in
-Yeah ive been watching Netflix. God i wanna leave.
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evotter · 6 years ago
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jan, march, sept + one of your choice, love. have a great day, u icon
thank u kyra i adore u
january: what was the first fic you posted this year?
the first fic i posted this year TECHNICALLY was the epilogue of a different path. the first standalone was chewbacca (aka my introduction to the jily world once again and i have such a soft spot for it)
march: do you listen to music whilst writing? 
yes! pretty much always; if it’s not music, it’s a TV show.
september: share a comment or review which still warms your heart?
quite literally anything you’ve left on any of my fics BUT there are a few that i hold dear to my heart. i’ll post them under the cut cause they are LONG :’)
ancient: the first fic you ever posted online?
hahahaaaaaaa. it was my own version of rick riordan’s the son of neptune before the actual book was published. it was on ff.net, and the first chapter got 7 reviews, and i felt so good about myself after that lmfao. who knew i’d still be writing 8 years later?
ask me questions!
OKAY so i have 3 top favorites:
from a different path:
okay so i had seen this in someone else’s bookmarks the other day, thought it was an interesting concept—especially since i too love slytherin!percy and strongly subscribe to ofswordsandpens’ headcanons about it—but didn’t give it another thought until i was listening to a video about the cursed child and went: wait, there’s a percabeth hogwarts au that i saw somewhere. and immediately i hunted this down and i’m just in awe? i tore through it. belatedly, i realized that i made a mistake: i didn’t write down my thoughts as i was reading, which is definitely a disservice to you. however, here are a generalized list of things that i loved.
first of all, with hogwarts au’s, there are three main aspects that i look for: plot, characterization, and quality of writing. normally, fics of this size lack one or more of these key factors, but i was astonished to find that the plot is tremendously tight and intriguing (my lip bled from biting it so much because i’ve been stressed to the max), you write these characters with such distinct voices i can easily picture them saying everything—except, of course, now in a little british accent—and your writing flows so well, it feels almost like i’m reading an actual harry potter book, just with percy and co. you also do a masterful job of weaving together aspects of the pjo universe with the established canon of hp.
and there are so many specific things that i love. primarily, the way you write the relationships in this story; not just concerning percabeth (though i will get to that in a minute), but also with each of the interactions between all of the characters. i applaud you for how you handled luke/annabeth and rachel/percy, and the friendship among them all is just incredibly well done. i especially love how well you wrote connor and zoë and just, a lot of characters that i don’t often think about when i think of pjo. grover and percy’s friendship especially is heartbreaking, i just. he’s so protective because he loves his friends and holy fuck i also love how you wrote grover in this. but i just adored how you wrote annabeth/percy—the love between them, both platonic in its early stages and the romantic all throughout, was doubly apparent. i ached when they kissed each other’s cheeks, and i inwardly cheered when she kissed him in the locker room. there was just such a natural progression, to me, of their relationship. and man did i dig it. i’m excited (and maybe a little scared) to see where you take their relationship in the future.
boy, this is getting long. sorry. but some more just little quick things: loved the b99 reference, with both of their competitive natures playing out in a similar way to jake and amy’s. i kind of want to go back and see if i can find any other references that i missed because i was just too engaged in the story to catch them. also, zoë’s death killed me all over again, thanks for that. i like how you’re working the kronos plot in, and i can’t wait to see how the Final Battle plays out. what else? oh! professor hestia? beautiful. eventual maybe professor percy? outstanding. percy kissing the top of annabeth’s head? breathtaking. rachel being a quidditch commentator? earth shattering. (truly i cackled when i saw that.) mrs. o’leary being a cat? incredible. how you incorporated percy’s water powers? stunning.
ooh, this exchange was beautiful and had me cackling it was so in-character:
“None of us are dying.” Connor clarifies. “Not you, not me, not Annie, not the rest of us.”
“I might have to dispute that.” Annabeth says, from Percy’s other side. “Call me ‘Annie’ one more time, Stoll, and I’ll kill you myself.”
Connor only grins at her. “Sorry, love. No more ‘Annie’. Can I call you Beth?”
“No.”
“Anna?”
“No.”
okay, so i just finished chapter nine and i am blown away. sorry for how long this comment was, but a fic of this magnitude truly warrants it. i can’t wait to see what happens next.
i leave you with just two words: “holy shit.”
from a different path: 
god, oh my god, am i the only dumb bitch who didn’t get what the prophecy was??
anyway, i stumbled on this fic last year, patiently waiting for its completion, and now that i’ve rediscovered it, i’m so glad i finished it all in one go! i couldn’t imagine the tension of waiting for the next chapter, especially since the tension is so well-crafted!! i hardly noticed the tonal shift even as the story got darker and darker as it led up to the war, and in that way i was reminded of how extremely similar it felt to reading the hp books for the first time! you nailed percy very well i might say, and the awkward-yet-caring relationship he has with his dad. i daresay you gave connor and zoe more characterization than rick riordan himself, and the percabeth you wrote is perfect to the nth degree. i appreciate that you didnt bother with all the love triangle and unrequited feelings nonsense as well.
but i have to say, even as i cried at sally and paul’s wedding, or at dionysus’ quiet mourning for castor, what really struck with me most was the way you handled silena. for that, i have no words. that was a job extremely well done. thank you so much for blessing us with this fic.
from chewbacca (a comment from u!): 
A girl in a bright yellow hooded raincoat stumbles into the cafe on one of the slowest nights James has ever seen. Her coat is dripping all over the floor he’d just cleaned (but it’s fine) and when he leans over the counter he sees that her boots match the coat.
First of all!!! Thats the best opening line in the world and nobody can convince me otherwise. I want to become a publisher just so that if you ever write a book, I’d be able to publish it. ( like omg, what an honor??? )
She looks like sunshine, standing there with the amount of yellow in her wardrobe. Briefly, James wonders if that’s her favorite color. It’s got to be.
Im going to quote this whole fic but I really love these lines? Like, you have this distinct style of writiting that I aim to acheive and you’re literally such a rolemodel!!! These are my favorite kind of fics to read. Funny story but I was going through a ‘no thanks Jily’ mood (  a horror, i know !! ) but your fics are just,,,,exceptions? You could write about trash and I’d love it and ask for you to sign me up.
 “Say it again, but convincingly this time.”
ooof this dialogue??? let me breathe
This is the longest he’s stood still since he started working. It’s actually a miracle.
and the funniest person award goes to YOU. also, the most talented and cutest but thats neither here nor there.
james taking care of fleamont, switching off the lights gives me just a nice and realistic vibe? its so simple but i love how you added it.
honestly at this point, ive been sucked again by the fanfic. it feels less like a fic and more like a masterpiece that belongs in a museum but anyway.
“James is supposed to be helping.
James is on his phone.”
ugh i love ur mind. im rereading and its so nice and lovely. even if its like 1am and im exhausted, this fic is sustaining me.
“Do it off the clock, would you?”
PEAK HUMOR
have i mentioned how much i love that scene with euphemia? she seems like such a lovely mom. i love ur euphemia the most. and ahh, both of them just rushing to the hospital ? another 100% good scene.
“Euphemia smiles too, but looks at Fleamont rather than at her son. “Yes,” she says. “It really does.””
fic? or shakspeare? HMMM
A girl in a bright yellow hooded raincoat stumbles into the cafe on one of the slowest nights James has ever seen // “Get fucked.”
the fic!! has made a circle!!! i love how it begins and ends along the same lines. I really want to know how??? are you so talented im in love.
i just really love this fic, okay? i love how james is just the kindest, lily is allowed to have feelings, its just so soft and warm. and it makes someone feel loved, want love anyway.
the dynamic between the characters are just so real and great and im astounded, in short.
your sirius is everything. so many fics potray him as a dick??? which is first of all #rude and also, not at all true. you made me love these characters even more so i sincerely hope you never stop writing.
you’re such a beautiful writer and the way you string words together is just poetic and gorgeous and all the other good adjectives you can think of. i read your spiderman x reader too and i was a goner for you. EVERYTHING YOU WRITE IS SO GOOD. i read it so long ago but i can vividly remember peter whipping the mask off and she just going wtf stop on the window ledge. what im trying to say is that you leave this lasting impression on people that make them remember random scenes and words / prose long after they’ve read it which is a remarkable feat, i believe.
and im so sorry im not on tumblr rn bc i cannot keep recing this fic but i have told my friends about your writing and they loved it too. you’ve got like a million fans. when i do get back from my hiatus, im going to keep recing your fics and people will cry because their universe will shift thanks to the newfound joy of your presence in their life.
lastly, im more of a dog person and that, more than anything, should tell you how much i love this fic. i love u. and basee on your writing, i want to hug you, be your best friend and make you cookies bc again
WOW
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