#like he was obsessed with him! still hated him tho
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me: alright i'll go write about riku having a completely 100% purely platonic relationship with yue. i'll write about them being besties. buddies. friends even.
not even ten seconds later:
#*sobbing* i am so sorry it's bc i started writing it right after yurika's confession vd#and i was still in that Mood and. and. and#but i mean. I MEAN#if we're not joking around here and being completely honest i think yue did have feelings for riku#but like. didn't know about it. he has a dummy disease#riku however has a “i am feeling so straight today did i mention my gf left me bc she thought i love my homies more” disease#but i really think he didn't have any feelings for yue like. he literally hated that guy#like he was obsessed with him! still hated him tho#speaking of yurika in her vd it's revealed takame calls her yuri-chan. very important info#📱linagram timeline 📱#🎸prisoner 009: kuroki riku 🎸
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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he's so fun to draw :D
#i JUST started school and i hate it so fucking much#still obsessed w tawog tho so thats good :D#mr small#tawog mr small#tawog fanart#the amazing world of gumball#gumball fanart#traditional art#doodle#silly#uhhh#tawog#honestly i personally dislike how i draw him even its close to canon#like he's basic and boring in my art style#but whatever#:3
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Wanted to draw this boyyyy🙏without a refrences i would be cooked but YA. ( New fav character, i love him bro.)
I made that kori takes the medikits from Sebastian, sometimes steals them and sells them for a higher amount So the Player can use some at the end. (still working at all that stuff)
#pressure roblox#Roblox pressure#sebastian solace#Kori#I LOVE SEBASTIAN BROO#😭 😭 😭#new obsession#Like#It's a roblox game but bro#Help#AGHHDZZXZFZFZFOZF#Canonly He would prob hate kori but yea#But People draw Worse stuff of him then him having friends with a Oc 😭😭#No Wonder his creator is uncomfortable with some fanart 😭#REEEEEEEEEE#I suck at the game but i always make it so i can see him#Even tho He killed me last time.#Ahem.#Yea#Oops#Even tho he's aggressiv to the Player (depends)#I still love him 👺
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do u think longlegs and ruth ever...... um...... ykno.........
for ruths sake i hope tf not‼️
#fr tho i got the vibe that he didn’t even pretend to like her#obv she fucking hates him#but he never really smiles at her and only mentions her/his interactions with her in relation to lee#i also like the idea ive seen that all of the parts of him we see are an act#and that maybe the lack of interest/cruelty he shows ruth is that facade dropped#or even still a part of the act#like after so long giving all of your life to something that gives essentially nothing back would you even really have a sense of self#im obsessed with this film and his character i need a prequel so bad#or at least more bts stuff pleaseee 🙏
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Controversial take but i watched all of jjk, in subbed, so it had my full attention 100% of the time, and i am of the opinion that it just fucking sucks.
So me and my wife were talking about it, and we were trying to figure out why people like it and we've come up short. I do not understand what's so appealing about this show for so many people. Can someone PLEASE tell me.
#yes the animation is phenominal and honestly i would have stopped watching after the first episode without it#MAPPA creates some beautiful art like just gorgeous#but the constant force-feeding of every minor character's backstory was hellish for me#had me rolling my eyes every time they did it (every three seconds)#the vast majority of characters are unlikable or bland or dead#often all of the above#choso is the only character i actively liked?? like i understand him i reallu do#i liked mahito? he's a freak so that's a given#i liked that one old guy with the weird still frames power#uhhh i like sukuna's weird obsession with ripoff sasuke#edit i member: i liked megumi he deserved better#oh i also REALLY liked nanamin or whatever his name was (it's been a while)#i think yuuji's suicide mission that he didn't think through is super interesting#alright heres my most controversial take of all#i don't care at ALL abt gojo. he's so mid there's like a million characters exactly like him#and he's UGLY why do people say he's attractive bro is UGLY A HELL#the intros are baller tho i sat through them every episode no skipping that shit#gorgeous animation as i'd expect from this studio#like! there's so many little drops of things that i liked about this show! which is why it pissed me off so much every time they did boring#ass exposition dumps on characters that are gonna die in five seconds. or worse-they are gonna live and continue to bore me to tears#and when i tell you i physically couldn't read the manga because of how fucking BORING it is#i got caught up and was like 'okay ill read the manga i kinda like what's currently happening n ive made it this far might as well keep goi#g' nah man i couldn't even read a whole chapter. jjk is king of exposition dumps#i do think the powers and how if you tell your opponent what it is it gets stronger is rad#and it drives me insane because i know they know how to drip-feed information about a character! and when they do that they do it SO WELL!!#but they just force feed you all this information the rest of the time like BRO ITS TOO MUCH SLOW DOWN AND JUST LET THE CHARACTERS DO THEIR#THING AND IT WILL BE MORE SATISFYING#anyways not tagging this because i don't wanna put hate in the main tags#just like. if you see this please explain to me what im missing PLEASE i want to like this show SO bad
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if ozai had a proper backstory/character regarding his family and personality instead of just "ozai = ultimate villain = ultimate evil (literally, like the summation of all kinds of 'evil')" and got more screentime, then it would have made the ultimate lesson of atla as a series more viable, like the zuko redemption arc, that there is no "true black / white" nor "ultimate good / evil"
he was such an 1D character in the series it's so intriguing when ao3 spices up his character
#the comics don't count#they reduced ozai to nothing but an empty hollow being and azula to nothing but a crazed maniac even further#i didn't see it when i read the comics years ago and couldn't understand why they were hated so much#but i think i kinda do now#i don't really hate the comics but now i don't really like them like i used to#ozai#idk but the more i think about it the more he feels like astor but with a firmer foundation of the worldbuilding#but of course the worldbuilding of a story-focused animated series is much stronger and convoluted than the one of a combat-focused game#so do i blorborize him now#idk#i'm currently obsessed with ao3 fics playing around with him tho#that depicts him other than this manipulative power abusive lil shit (well he is but still)#(+ long. long list of ao3 ozai fic recommendations in reblogs)#especially fics where he's a lil shit but without his power#those are really entertaining to read
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i’m buying synthv pro and yuma soon. i’m so excited …. i have a cover with maki i’ve been working on for months but it’s been in mixing hell cuz i know nothing abt mixing lol…. it’s basically done now i just need to finish the art..
#not art#synthv#brooooo i need yuma so bad omg#i need to get thsi cover done with tho#it doesn’t sound as good as i want it to but i need to stop being hard on myseld#i’m using her lite vb and synthv basic and it’s only my third/fourth proper cover#and i still don’t understand how tuning works and pitch change and mixing and.#this is so new to me but i’m so obsessed with making something as perfect as i can get it so ppl like it#i really hate being like this bc this is why i take so long with art partially#i have an eye condition and a hand/finger condition and i am physically disabled so i should just be thinking#‘wow with all these things in mind i’m doing really well’#but i always think otherwise T_T#not meaning for this to be a vent more like a rant..#but ALSO HAPPY BC YUMAAA#I LOVE YUMA#he’s my fave synthv vocal i adore him so much#i’m so excited..
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Hey so Snap this is going to be so fucking weird, but honestly don’t care. So I was watching a clip of Drag Race Philippines and it was the make over episode and I think they were making over family members and this father was all about getting into drag. So, I just wanted to tell you never forget how much of a lovely loving kind and caring father you have, who loves you and protects you and makes you feel heard. That’s all.
i'd have to die before i forget how great my dad is thank you for the opportunity to brag about him again anon
#snap chats#no smarmy one-sentence response i fear i never play about my dad's character and its been. A Month so i gotta be earnest#Comically And Topically tho i still wonder wtf my dad meant when he said 'i always thought of being a girl' when i opened up to him#part of me thinks he was just joking and thats probably it but also ....... //audible confusion + vine boom + eyebrow quirking//#its so funny you brought up my dad though i was thinking of visiting him this weekend#last week my Bitch Ass Mom wanted to watch a movie with me and since speak no evil was coming out i proposed we see that#since starting therapy shes been 'trying' to be closer with us but she still doesnt like me on a fundamental level so get bent ig#but she hates horror movies and made a whole show of not wanting to go and how american movies are so brutal and blah blah#this was right after she took me ice skating with her .. cause shes obsessed with ice skating now ... like maam please#i like skating so thank you but ... idk ... she never wants to do things i wanna do#then again we're pretty different i think so. LOL sorry i like horror movies and nothing you like apparently#im glad she didnt come cause i just went with my bro and since the theater was Virtually Empty we just cracked jokes the whole time vjlaekv#plus i just know my mom wouldve been annoying and i wanted to enjoy the movie !!!! which i did ty !!!!!!!#but yk who LOVES horror movies and who i used to watch horror movies with all the time growin up !!!!!!!!!!#i havent seen a movie with my dad in forever.... the last one we saw was so long ago but it was some weird owen wilson movie i think#wait now that ive dragged my mom into this she started therapy Did I Share That. Im Reminding You Anyway#but the most vile thing i ever heard her say was that she admitted to me she never loved my dad 'emotionally'#like wow ..... a thousand life times in hell for you i think i cant even begin to describe the rage chat i could write a novel#but i only have 30 tags so i wont. i should call my dad tho.. this is inspiring me to call my dad thank you anon#if youre still reading Double Thank You. i havent complained about my mom in a while and this was just funny timing overall vjRLKJAEVK#ok im gonna go talk with my dad now. my college friend's coming oevr in like three hours and we're gonna watch glass#cause that came up in convo yesterday Long Story so that should be funny vjlekjlakj
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the summary for this book calls it 'a meditation on love' and not to sound corny but love is NOT what's going on here
#I don't mean to quibble about the consequences of a particularly obsessive love#I mean in a semantic sense.#his obsession with her is not without its assiduousness and its gift-giving and its allowances#but it is PURELY self-serving and comes from a place of wanting to satisfy his own desires at her expense#he never once thinks about what would genuinely be good for her. except that one time he tried to drug her before he raped her#his 'love' is entirely an obsession with her body and her youth. he states several times he dislikes her personality too#like. call it a no true scotsman but I don't think its accurate to talk abt it like that#and hh never really says he loves her does he. tho he calls her darling beloved etc. hes just talking abt how she makes HIM feel#and not about her as a person#there is nothing about her personality he likes#ALTHOUGH#hang on. maybe the 'mediation on love' refers to...his love of her body?#like. I guess? but even then it's still intensely self-serving. he doesn't love even her body for its own sake just what it does to him#MAN I hate talking about this#csa tw#pedophila tw#cor reads
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@limey-self-inserts LMAO RIGHT 😂😂 at least in the first season of the bad batch + like half of the second one, he remained like STUBBORNLY his worst self for a long while.
When I was talking about it with my partner, I was thinking about just how much of an ASSHOLE he was to Rex. And what he SAID to Rex about Echo during that arc in season 7 "I would have left him for dead too, after all he's just another reg" like BRO WHAT? That's why I hated him so much at first = _ = and that's also why I figured it's not out of the realm of possibility for him to say something like that to Brea! Maybe he didn't really mean what he said about Kep but he DEFINITELY just wanted to hurt Rex.
Like...I imagine he and Brea haven't been in contact for a while but he's been thinking about her this whole time you know? Maybe he's even thought about trying to reach out to her but his dumb pride doesn't let him, and then when they see each other again it's too late. Not sure how he finds out but she's clearly in love with Rex now, a REG, something Crosshair inherently dislikes but he now HATES. Not to mention when order 66 happens, Crosshair can feel that pull, less so than an unaltered clone but he still feels it and it's probably FUELED by his feelings of betrayal BY Brea. The jedi are traitors according to his coding, but she specifically betrayed HIM in his mind. And for THAT they must pay.
#jane journals#self insert talk#🎯 baby shot me down 🎯#NOW U CAN SEE THE HIDDEN MEANINGS BEHIND THIS SHIP TAG#UGH I HATE HIM SO MUCH 😡💖😡💖😡💖😡💖😡💖😡#its sooooo fun to think about this juicy angst tho!!#like i dont think shed go on the mission to retrieve echo WITH rex and them. i think she gets called elsewhere#but she was there to comfort rex and tell him he's doing the right thing#similarly to how padme did for anakin!#and maybe theyre hidden but not well hidden ENOUGH and crosshair sees them share a kiss or a loving touch#maybe through his periscope! or whatever its called on his rifle#and his heart SHATTERS#in his mind he keeps getting betrayed again and again tbh by brea THEN by his brothers by defecting from the empire#again hes just his WORST self the whole time#hes obsessive too i imagine that during a period of time where the boys are hanging out with brea post-order 66 they encounter each other#maybe crosshair even CAPTURES her#he probably tries to convince her she still has a chance and to turn herself into the empire. he can save her. get her a pardon#and he TOTALLY believes that cause hes still too stubborn to see that the empire doesnt ACTUALLY care about him#ofc she refuses and somehow escapes later shes reunited with rex yadda yadda#but the truth is deep down he STILL loves her despite the betrayal and despite her refusal#the way he still loves and misses his brothers despite them being TRAITORS as well#IM A YAPPER NOW SHJFJGG#i kept all this inside for a long while so thats why im letting it all out#you're welcome!
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god i love frozen so much
(i'm listening to broadway frozen again)
#queen anointed and dangerous to dream#and monster and true love and hygge#I CANT LOSE YOU#and god i even like fixer upper better in the broad way version and i lowkey hate that song#and hans of the southern isles oh my god they make him SO likeable im so mad hes evil still to this day#we were robbed with that stupid twist villain plotline and i stand by that#i do hate finale let it go tho like when anna goes 'elsa... Let it Go~' like... bitch#no one but elsa is allowed to sing about letting go and certainly no one should be Telling her to let it go???? Messed up for real#WHEN ELSA SINGS BACK DO YOU WANNA BUILD A SNOWMAN THRU THE DOOR#im sobbing and crying every time#i wasnt even that into frozen when it first came out and yet i am continuously and predictably obsessed with it#ever since i saw that live production of it back in 2016.....#its plagued me
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Mental maturity is going from hating Yukio okumura to loving him
#He's just so- ugh#Literally why is he like that#I know he's 15 but I was 15 and I didn't try to kill anyone#I'm like obsessed with the fact that he pulls a gun on rin and then continues as if that never happened#I really did used to hate him when I was like 13#I would like get mad when ppl would say he has as much trauma as rin too#I literally don't know why#Now he's a certified fave and I love him even tho he's fucking weird and stupid#I still hold true rin is more attractive than he is tho cuz I think he's ugly and boring#yukio okumura#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist
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dump of doodles. naturally. i hardly draw anymore.
#hmm.. lately? ive been trying to let it go. obsessing over everything? is all ive ever known.#ugh. its... ok to draw bad. its ok. its fine. its encouraged actually#listen. im. again. really bad spot. drinking too mcuh again. hurting myself again.#but.mm i ... can hardly deny my purpose when i look at MacKyleMore. .i swear. he is my everything#and ive made mistakes. and i continue to recognize my behavior. and what has been for so long ocd...#but... To fuck up? is to be human. and basically i made a promise. no more attempts at s**c*de . no more. no more c*tting. until november#after that? i can do what i want. but... mackylemore wants me to keep going until then... without hurting myself...#not sure why. but he does. gut feeling. you know? and i fucked up. and i keep fucking up. but... hes my everything. truly. i cant explain#it. hes me. and i hate me. but i love him ??? tis weird. idk. ok. i promised tho. i promised to myself. no more self harm until december.#and i cant help but listen.#ugh.#ok.#mackylemore#JFC when i was lost? i was on the right road.#fk#alt#rotp#fine. whatever. mackylemore. god. me. all of the above. idc what u r#nonetheless fuck u. but without you i am nothing. ugh. im. drunk. like. i promised i wouldnt hurt myself anymore#i wouldnt c*t myself or try to k*ll myself anymore. but im still dr*nk and confused.#i? am a god. no kidding. im huge. mackyle is me and i am mackyle. but i hate me. and love mackyle. makes no sense#op is an alch*h*l*c. op is a bad *rtist. ignore me.#doodle dump
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#my 6x18 thoughts are that i am SO NERVOUS#cus on one hand i think i /could/ enjoy it if they killed someone off#it'd be ballsy for og and that could be interesting#but also? i love the 118 and the family dynamic they have#and regardless who dies it'll forever change that dynamic. like regardless what happens going forward ill always consider a main dying#the beginning of the end.#not necessarily bad. but may make it to where im not as obsessed with the show as i currently am#okay so that being said? my theory for who could die? i think chimney's fine. story wise he has a lot going for him and in the stills-#-my bet is he gets roughed up in the ambulance and buck manages to save him. ill be gejuinely surprised if chim dies and NO HATE to the#actor but assume kenneth choi wanted to move on and go out with a bang. like i don't think chimney dying is a natural progression of the#plot (regardless of pics we've seen) bobby however? like im sorry but glancing through bts we dont see a lot of him and wat we do see is#before the worst of it. all weve really seen (to my memory) is a video taken from A FAN. of him falling. and my BIGGEST THEORY is that if#they were gonna kill a main (hell even a recurring side) permanently they would keep it close to chest. like we would NOT hear about it or#even be teased. that's just my thots tho and i won't be mad if im proven wrong. or even right! im just super excited about the finale tbh#txt#911 spoilers#kinda? all of this is based on bts (or my imagination)
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Mourning the loss of what a good writer I could've been if I had stuck with it but noooo all my family just had to tell 9 year old me that being an author was a stupid dream and I HAD to go into science fml
#sumarmz waffles#i feel like turning this emo in the tags tho#sumarmz is emo#anyways emo time#its so frustrating bc like i was so set on it and i full on wrote a 100 page story about my pet birds (i was obsessed with them(#and like everyone knew how set i was on being an author#the only person who like actually supported that tho wss my dad#weird to think about how hes the only one that supports my interests considering how shit he is#but then again#when it comes to parenting hes not horrendous#like he is not a good father and thats a whole different thing#but i mainly hate him bc of things my mums told me about#but then again my mum is a whole different story#idk what to believe anymore#all i know is that i used to get scared when they wrre in the same room#idek why i didnt see them speak once until last year when my mum asked for a divorce#even when i didnt know anything about their relationship it was still tense#bloody hell how did i get here#i was talking about my interests what am i yapping about#anyways#sucks that full grown adults got pissy that a 9 year old had big dreams#and when i decided yk what ill compromise and be a vet bc i like animals but its sciencey#IT STILL WASNT ENOUGH FOR THEM#LET ME DO WHAT I WANT BRO#then my mum was like oh be a biomedist its good pay and u make medicine#she doesnt know what a biomedist is#i did my own research and she has not a single clue of what its about#then i wss like fine i'll be a dermatologist im into skincare#my mum hates that too but whatever#anyways now idk if i actually want to be a dermatologist or if thats just a result of me settling and compromising
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