#like emotions are about to go 📈📉📈📉

[sunkisskim]

so I just finished the notes/outline for my grim reaper heeseung fic 😃 I have 20 pages.... TWENTY PAGES of notes... safe to sat that this fic is going to be long and I fear the emotional rollercoaster I'mma be putting ppl through with this one 🧍‍♀️

[idlerin]

nonsense — 22. kill me with kindness.

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✦ fun facts !

[this fun fact segment is going to be a little different, today i shall be telling the creation of nonsense!]

nonsense was originally another oikawa fic i had, except it was planned to be full on narrative and was posted on wattpad (was never continued) it was called “don’t say you’re ordinary”

it was still an exes to lovers, timeskip, college au except oikawa was still a vb player and model and reader (who i named after an oc) was a writer in her third year of college, reader went to aoba johsai with oikawa and was begged by him to tutor his nephew takeru (reader is a scholarship student) but oikawa had a hidden agenda cause he had a crush on reader lol. they dated, same reason of conflict, they separated. then they met again!

this version is a less angsty more crack fun version but with the same overall message (which i have not told anyone yet, but i have hinted about dreams and stuff) ++ i really liked sabrina’s song nonsense, it was the trigger for me to rewrite it.

nonsense ! an oikawa tooru social media au

synopsis. you were oikawa tooru’s #1 fan, until you became his #1 hater. you hated him so much you went viral on twitter (accidentally) and literally became known as “the oikawa tooru hater”, doesn’t help that he keeps fueling the fire by subtweeting you. everyone is all in for this new drama. what isn’t known to the public, is that this particular drama’s been on hold for three years (him being your ex and all).

a/n — the emotions in this chap 📈📉📈 anyways!! i missed updating!! the past week have been hell lmao but the good news is i got into a top univ!! im waiting for a scholarship email tho (no i am not a college student its shs applications). have all of you been doing well? i rlly am now hoping i can update consistently now huhu

here’s some random bonus content, a treat bc i haven’t updated for so long (at least long for me).

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[bluemallow-log]

May I ask why did you put your fic in private? Just read the latest chapter of tales from the Ackerman states and my emotions be like 📈📉📈📉

Hi anon!!!

I actually have explained my reasoning in this post: https://www.tumblr.com/bluemallow-log/755249522866864128/locking-my-fics

In short: Back in July, someone made a post about an AI website that had scraped some of their fanfictions. If you are curious, you can learn more about this issue from this tumblr post or this twitter post.

I was shocked and scared obviously, so in a mild panic, I checked this website and fortunately I did not find any of my works there. HOWEVER, I quickly regretted putting my name in the search bar 😭 I thought it would make the bot aware of my works, so I quickly locked all my fics.

Which, actually, was the right thing to do. It’s not foolproof, but by limiting your works to AO3 users only, gives your work an extra layer of protection from being scraped by AI.

Honestly, the topic about AI training on AO3 works is not new. I’ve seen several discourses or reports about it from fellow writers, but I tried to give it the benefit of the doubt. Why? Because I don’t want to “gatekeep” my works. I know some of my readers don’t have accounts, and I do like receiving kudos and comments from these guests.

But, as I have explained above, I was terrified by the idea of AI scraping my works. I’m not a professional writer I know, but these works are like my children. I created these with MY own hands and spent HOURS working on it. For fuck sake, I literally do this for free because I love writing and I love sharing my works with the fandom.

Therefore, the idea of someone scraping my writings and possibly profiting from them sickened me…

And I’m sure other writers share the same feelings as mine… That’s why several writers decided to lock their fics

The website, afaik, is no longer working. But still, just to be safe, I’m still going to lock my fics… 😔 So, my deepest apology for all of the guests who are probably disappointed by my decision…

Thank you so much for reading the latest chapter of TFTAE!! I hope you enjoyed it and hope it did not hurt you that much 😂 I’m so grateful for your support ❤️✨ I’ll see you in the next update!!

[lo1k-diamonds]

Ok wowy wow, stumbled upon your tumblr and my god do you write crazy good stuff ❤️

Like seriously, I’m reading your yoongi soulmate fic and I can’t…my emotions right now 📈📉📈📉

I have one question: are you working on the Jungkook soulmate fic? Can’t wait for that one 😍

Are you German? Ganz viel liebe an dich ❤️

Hi! 🥺 My, thank you!!! 💜

Eheheheh 🤭🤭🤭 good good good 😏 I hope you enjoy it, it's a wild ride until the end, but imo super worth it 💜

I ammmmmmmm sometimes 😬 I've been stuck on chapter 17/61 for a while (sitting on a total of ~90k words). To Blossom is a slow burn that I'm very proud of, I've added a secondary storyline for Freya and Yoongi as well 🥺, and it is fully outlined and ready to go, but it touches on sensitive themes that are not always easy to write about (which is my fault, okay? 😅🙈)

This year, I've decided to finish Far Cry. For next year, I'll write and post To Blossom - promised myself I'd start posting once I'm halfway, so it won't take that long😁💜

I'm not, but I understand a little bit! Dankeeeeeee 💜

[extreme-unorthodox-cuddles]

hello I saw you too we’re doing the ask game!

🧯- Willing vore?

📈- Same size?

📉- Half size?

👔- Gentlemanly/formal pred/prey?

Heheh I know your option on some of these but I’m curious most about the size difference stuff~

Hello there Rosey, and yep, you pretty much know the answer to all of these, but I'll still answer anyways

🧯: YES YES YES YES YES VERY MUCH LOVE!!! Love the trust between a pred and a prey in willing vore it's so nice ough. And it's pretty much the only kind I can handle as a pred I do not have the emotional strength to handle genuinely unwilling prey. But yesssss love me some comfy willing noms.

📈: I do like same/similar size, though I don't particularly do all that much with it mostly due to... unsavory association. But it is sometimes nice, big cuddly bellies are nice to have and hug, makes the pred extra sensitive to the prey's movements and of course is very filling. But there is the issue with the pred most likely being mostly immobilised as a result. Carrying another being the same size as you is not an easy feat.

📉: HALF SIZE IS BEST SIZE AND I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL. It's utterly perfect, the prey being that perfect balance of filling and unobtrusive, the pred getting a nice big belly but not so much so that they're unable to do anything, being able to still walk around while holding the prey within them and being able to hug them just hhhhhhhhh yesssss I love half size vore so muchhh.

👔: We both know where this is going, especially due to our recent ramblings in voreville about a certain funny actor man from funny spy game. But yes. Gimme preds in suits every day of the week PLEASE IT IS SO GOOD. Pred loosening their tie before eating the prey so they can get them down, opening up their shirt some so the prey isn't compressed into a .zip file, MMMMMMMMM so good. Prey in suits is also something I don't see much, probably mostly because you don't wanna get your best suit covered in saliva and such.

I am curious exactly how much of this you knew beforehand, but ye here ya go, and thanks for the ask :D

[riricitaa]

I know I don't spend much time in here as often as before, the thing is last week I was busy with my bff's wedding, north African and Arabs weddings in general take more than one day and we have so many celebrations so we'd be automatically busy and tired, it was worth it when I saw how happy my bff was, it was overwhelming and emotional and exciting and amazing and filled everyone with happiness, like I was so happy.

Until Tuesday, that's where I had a sudden drop in my mood, because I woke up to the news of an old high-school friend passing away from a car accident, I was devastated 💔 even tho we grew apart but we kept in touch every once and awhile, and we were very close when we were teenagers.

So my mood went from 📈 to 📉 in seconds, and for that I wasn't (am not) in the mood for anything.

Just wanted to let you know in case someone wonders why I'm not posting/reblogging/tweeting anything, I really don't feel like it at all. I barely even go about my days.

[strokesandscribbles]

sep 1 oh wow

heads-up: capitalization is dead here lmao

had a bit of jumpscare today. i got out of the house in hopes of scoring a ticket for kyungsoo’s fancon. went to the venue, checked online. failed tho. moving on, i ate empanada at banapple and some choco smoothie. it was good.

so i just went to the store, bought climbing shoes cuz i’m planning some activities with my high school friend. some wall climbing thing.

bought sinigang and fresh lumpia at goldilocks. rode the bus. almost 2 hour ride, oh man, cus of the heavy rain. got home past 9pm.

i was so shocked to know the screen was locked, it only locks from the inside, and i couldn't unlock it and the main door. 😳🫨🤯

i knocked on our long-time neighbor, literally back from 2004, lmao, i don't always talk to them since i started living alone here last year, we as a family used to live here back then but we settled at a diff city for the most part, anyways, i just went and asked if anyone has been around the yard or something. they said they didn't notice anything and no one was really outside cuz of the heavy rain. well the neighborhood is actually pretty safe I think. people are like familiar with everyone.

they helped me remove one jalousie from the window to unlock the main door, her dad unlocked it and i reached for the screendoor. she and i went to check in the house and rooms. thank good nothing suspicious. my room is as mess as it is. happy that it's all ok. it just so happened that the screendoor might've accidentally locked itself when i shut it. oh man! things like that happen. insane. can’t thank my neighbors enough!

it was a gloomy day for me just earlier, i didn't score a ticket, i don't have any friends to go with, they’re busy, as well as my younger sibling, then I was happy I bought climbing shoes, then bought sinigang, then shooked about that door thing— literally my emotions today: 📈📉📈📉📈

but all is well, thank goodness! my dad will come here tomorrow to check in. hope he didn’t tell my mom in exagerration cuz she tends to catastrophize things and things like, “that’s probably cuz u don’t go to church etc.” 😬 anw, i just don’t want her to worry too much.

well, we learn every day. i’ll always lock the gate and never forget like never ever ever.

people who live alone. be safe out there!

-🐰

p.s. eyeliner today was a mess

[spookyloversong]

Decoding Stock Market Bubbles: The Herd Behavior Effect 📈💥

Hey Tumblr fam! Let's talk about something fascinating today: the impact of herd behavior on stock market bubbles. 🐑💼

📊 What's a Stock Market Bubble? First off, what exactly is a stock market bubble? It's like a party where everyone's having a great time until suddenly, the music stops, and reality sets in. A bubble occurs when the prices of stocks (or other assets) soar to unjustified levels, often fueled by speculation rather than underlying fundamentals.

🐑 The Herd Mentality: Now, let's talk about herd behavior. Ever noticed how when one sheep starts running, the whole flock follows? That's kind of what happens in the stock market too. Herd behavior refers to the tendency of individuals to mimic the actions of a larger group, even if it defies logic or reason.

🤔 How Does Herd Behavior Contribute to Bubbles? Picture this: a few investors start buying a particular stock because they see others doing the same. FOMO (Fear of Missing Out) kicks in, and more investors jump on the bandwagon, driving prices even higher. It's a self-reinforcing cycle fueled by emotion rather than rational analysis.

📉 The Burst: But what goes up must come down, right? Eventually, the bubble bursts. Reality hits, and investors realize that the prices were way overinflated. Panic sets in, and the herd starts selling, causing a rapid decline in prices.

🔍 Analyzing the Impact: The impact of herd behavior on stock market bubbles can be profound. It amplifies market movements, leading to exaggerated booms and busts. While it can create opportunities for quick gains, it also poses significant risks, especially for those caught up in the frenzy.

💡 Final Thoughts: Understanding the role of herd behavior in stock market bubbles is crucial for investors. By staying informed and making decisions based on thorough analysis rather than following the crowd, we can navigate the turbulent waters of the market more effectively.

What are your thoughts on herd behavior and stock market bubbles? Let's keep the conversation going! 📈🗣️

[onlyswan]

Is it just me or is the Yet to come MV getting more emotional the more you watch it? 🥺

Maaan, I became an Army only a year an a half ago and I feel soo deeply, I can't imagine what armys who have been here from the begining feel 💛 I'm so loving it here!

(Sidenote: I'll have to talk about Run bts another time!!!! For know, just letting you know I feel like a badass listening to it!)

Anyway, how have you been? :D

- 🐧 anon

the more you process the meaning and importance of every scene, the more it gets emotional 🥺 run bts on the other hand makes me go feral lmao need it on tour ASAP so i can scream and shake ass

loving bts is the best thing i’ve ever done in this lifetime :,) they bring so much light and joy into my life! don’t even want to think back to the times i wasn’t an army. they are non existent to me ^_^

AAAAA i’m not very sure. life is good, but my emotional health is going 📈📉 lately. feeling very emotional right now because nine years with bts 🥺 and jungkook’s song for army !!! still crying over the lyrics. my sweet, sweet boy. giving us such a beautiful gift on their birthday. we don’t deserve him </3

how about you my penguin anonie? <3

[staysuki]

Hi hi ❣️ How are you doing ?! You are so good to us with all the updates of Slc 😭😭🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ Thank you from the bottom of my heart🥰

The last two uploads you gave us had my heart rate go... 📉 📈

HYUNJIN’S BRIEF WALK THROUGH OF HIS BACK STORY????? I- 💔💔💔💔 He had such a difficult and lonely childhood, the behaviour we’ve seen is totally more understandable now, although it is not healthy or acceptable by any means of course. His father being so absent, even up to this point, can leave such a large, heavy imprint on any child’s mind, heart and personality but then add the hatred of his mother’s family and refusal of support I mean 😩😩😩😩😩 How incredibly heart broken he must have been growing up 😭 Had me screaming to my phone like, OH MY GAWD PRECIOUS DARLING LET ME HUG YOU FOREVER 😩

And then we finally catch a glimpse of his biggest reason for the true hatred towards Y/n, the trip abroad.... I’m gonna guess it was in relation to academic achievements with their school ? And Hyunjin was sure he was going?? But Y/n got it instead ?? Of course all the importance it held was unbeknownst to her😭😭 Maybe she just saw the trip abroad as another way for Hyunjin to try and one-up her?? Aaaahhhhh i’m reeling, it’s a wonderful (in a story-telling, enemies to lovers troupe, kind of way) emotional, vital part of the story and I really love that we got to learn it from a convo with his therapist👏🏼🤧 It brings the history and feelings to the reader in a calmer, more open-minded sense, than if it were to be spat out during an escalated fight between Hyunjin and Y/n (or someone else). You have done an such an excellent job with this story and I’m always eager for more 💖

You thought I was done? hAhAhAHa *rolls up sleeves* (I am actually sorry this is so long, forgive me)

KAY sooooooo 💀

Han and Felix’s convo was something I’m trying to wrap my head around, Felix even sees how it’s a bit off for Han to still seek out Y/n and Han says??? “If it works it works” 😳 ExCuSeZ mOi?? 🤨 UGH Istg I’m soooooo hoping she keeps her word to Seungmin about bailing on the date for Felix’s #.... And that brings me to my biggest WTF moment for the last chapter.....😑😑😑that was the question she chose to ask Felix 😑..... OuT oF ALL ThE qUeStIoNs ShE cOuLd HaVe AsKeD ? And now she owes FELIX?!?? I- I- I’m having trouble coping....Look, I can assume she has very valid reasons for asking about Seungmin, a reason maybe we aren’t 100% filled in on yet? BUT I almost wanna slap her atm, LIKE PLSSSS 💀💀 She was asking how Felix knew about chocolate, like WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT GOLDEN QUESTION BESTIE ??? WHERE DID IT GO? (although we already know how, sort of, when Felix “found”Hyunjin’s phone, I’m sure he’d be resourceful enough to find out who Choco’s # belonged to) BUT STILL . Akdbaksbdiwnsn

Okay that is all I shall put you through of my ramblings 🤧 I’m truly sorry again cause I just couldn’t stop writing 🧎🏻‍♀️ You’re smau has quickly became my top favourite series to dive into and I’m so so grateful for you and your indulging story 👏🏼🥺 xo Lots of love to you ❣️

#teamhyunjin👁👄👁

hello hello, hope you're well. i'm glad y'all like the spam uploads HSHWHSHW it's nearing the end of SLC week so i'm rolling em out. expect chapter 40 at the end of the week! <3

yes, hyunjin is def coping unhealthily but at the same time, he doesn't really know any better. at least we can be assured that he does wanna be better and that he is trying to improve and change for the good, even having a therapist to help him through it. at least he acknowledges that his father only wanted the best for him and to keep them afloat (even though that's what made him always gone) however, we don't know what happened between the two of them. it was shown that hyunjin thought his father was kind when he was younger but now they have this tense relationship and we can kinda tell that hyunjin doesn't like his dad anymore :,(

and yes, 😏😏 the catalyst for the e2l. i mean, in hindsight, it is pretty easy to guess what happened there. i feel really bad for hyunjin tho, like, it affected him so much that he projected it onto someone else. and you're right, it's better for him to walk through it in a calmer setting rather than bottling up his feelings and letting it explode. we stan non-toxic masculinity. as much as he may have some unhealthy coping mechanism, rest assured that he's aware of himself at least.

and dw about the length, i enjoy them all~

JSHWJSHW we're seeing more criminal convos now esp. since we know who's on the other side already. i suppose we'll slowly learn more about the WHYs of han jisung

i personally think the question that y/n asked was smart. it was broad yet precise. if she asked any other question like "who's chocolate" or "how did you get this information"—it'll be a dead end. this way, she'll know to rely on seungmin more from this point onwards. she's always in the dark, but now she feels a bit safer knowing that there's someone she can ask and trust that will be truthful (unless she doesn't trust felix's answer ofc~)

and thank you!! i'm glad you like it ehehe. i love writing it as well even though it's a wholeass rollercoaster—

[peppermint003]

oh. my. god. all of my previous questions are now answered so thank you! and you had me on the edge of my couch the entire time, i was reading with wide eyes to take in everything going on!

honestly i couldn’t believe what was going on, i was in complete shock and i actually went back and read the first part of this chapter again to really decipher everything that happened with her and newt! you are very vivid in your writing which helps me understand and really paint a picture in my mind of what i am reading...i appreciate that!

i was fucking nervous and scared for both the positions that her and newt were forced into and the guy they were trying to save! and let’s not forget the guy they left behind back in the previous chapter! and not to mention the pain they were both in like newt with his leg and her with her concussion! i gotta say though even during these frightening and nerve racking situations these two were thrown into, i love how well and smoothly they work together! i love and admire their dedication, focus and hard work! i also noticed how calm they were, or at least as much as they could be in their situation, and it made me become fully aware of that characteristic trait in them! it got me thinking how that’s so important considering how they handled this dangerous situation as well as previous events and overall in their profession!

i love how there were moments where they both tried to lighten up the mood, even if just a little bit, with witty remarks, smiles, winks, and chuckles! it seemed to be a way of them supporting each other! i love how newt was doing everything he could to keep her awake and provide encouragement and faith that they were both gonna make it out! 💙

these guns and flying bullets made my anxiety just 📈📈📈.....and then when they were rescued my anxiety just 📉📉📉!

then something huge, h u g e happened!! the readers character development in this chapter is amazing and so heart warming!! she truly is accepting house 21 as her team and she is acknowledging how she needs and wants their comfort! i love how sure she is of having a place with them, of being a part of their family! i love how happy, certain, convinced and confident she now is knowing where she is at and who she is surrounded by!! i love the peace that is sensed when she sees that they came for her and newt and the touching emotion that they were so worried about her! i love how they all show her just how much they worry for her and just how much she means to them and also just how much they need and want her with them!! i love how she is accepting all of this and everyone, she is accepting them all in her heart!! that group hug!!!!!! 🥺🥰 she is healing! her heart and mind are healing and she knows this!! ❤️

now, her and thomas are gonna be the death of me!! “chasing after you is like being on a damn rollercoaster” aahhh!! “exciting, addictive, a total rush, but a little bit scary right at the big drop” aaahhhhhhh!!! “don’t kiss me yet” aaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! “why not? it’s me and you, and now i know you are okay, and i just really want to”, “if you don’t give me a reason soon, i’m gonna�� kiss you breathless, and they’ll need to put you back on that oxygen mask” aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! “if you can set the rules for our first kiss, then so can i. i wan to be at my peak when we do, i don’t want anything to spoil it, i want to remember it perfectly, and not have such a killer headache preferably” aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! “i can live with that. we’ll wait. for now”.......and i died! my heart exploded 💗 he gives her his hoodie and he gets her mcnuggets and he drives her home!! and then the physical affection!! the hugs and kisses and hand holding and nuzzling into each other!!! 🥺💞

ohhhh newt and derek & minho and brenda & and tommy and the reader!! yaaayyyyy!! that would be such a glorious and delightful triple date!! ☺️

i adore brenda!!! she is fabulous and cheerful and playful and lively and funny and always makes me smile and laugh!! “uh, i smell excellent, i give great cuddles, i’d buy you a share box of nuggets that you wouldn’t have to share, and i could put on tall boots...but, fine, girl’s day tomorrow it is” 😆

again, something huge, h u g e was tommy’s and the readers individual character development and tommy and the readers relationship development!!! i really really love how vulnerable and honest they both were with each other! and that they had such a mature and honest conversation! the honesty they showed each other talking about their past and how they felt! the intimacy they shared talking about something so private and painful! how understanding they both were with each other! i am fond of how they opened their hearts to each other and that after confessing some very private things about each other to the other...they were being sympathetic and understanding of each other! the relationship they have is healthy, i love it! they are taking it at a slow pace and waiting for the right time! but what i love most is that they both know and feel that there is ‘something’ between them and that they both are open about what they are feeling for one another! they are not hiding nor rushing anything and that is okay with them, they are trusting the process...it’s like they know they are going to be together in the end!! 🥰

i’m kinda suspicious about teresa though...i mean she didn’t make an appearance...but her name did come up in conversation...i wonder if she is gonna make another appearance 🤔

smoke and fire (13)

word count; 14,463

summary; in the aftermath of an unusual rescue, some big revelations come to pass.

notes; y’all are gonna hate me but love me.

warnings; descriptive gore, gun use, reference to death, violence, gang activity, reference to drug use, reference to arson, reference to house fires, main character injury.

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