#like dont get me wrong the next few days wont be fun im going to be in pain so bad i cant physically walk.
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#personal#it feels like im not allowed to complain about my own life on my own blog#or at least that if im allowed to that it seems very firstworld problem very selfish very not appropriate with all thats going on#that people will and do think less of me for expressing my own sadness and frustrations because theres no way it compares#to a lot of peoples very big and very real problems#but im so fucking sick of being poor and small. all ive had to eat today is 2min noodles roughly 10 hours ago#and all ill get tomorrow is a bowl of 2min noodles but ittl be another 15 or so hours until its the most reasonable to eat that#thats the real girlmath and then thats the last of my noodles. that leaves me with one (1) small tin of tuna#which might end up being tonights intermediary food if i really cant wait 15 nore hours for my next noodles but is supposed to be#the one meal of the day after tomorrow. so if i eat it too soon then i have even more time that i just dont fucking eat#im so sick to death of being in this position. like its literally killing me and theres fuck all i can do to make it better#ive tried. and i try and i try and i try but i can never afford anything#my landagent keeps sending me textx asking when theyll see a patment for my $50 water bill#i have to stop myself from texting back every time. youll see payment when im not spending literally 75% of my pay on rent alone#when i can afford to buy food and bills at the same time. whn i dont feel like kms-ing would be better than paying you my rent every frtnite#i crave a burger so bad i cant make myself do any tasks. i cant start or continue any crafts or chores because all im thinking about#is a burger like a blorbo rotating in my mind alongside the background noise that i wont get a burger and will only get noodles but not for#hours. a whole days worth of hours almost#my shitawful roomate is back and i have to play nice but he gives me the same feelings my abusive mother did. im scared to leave my room#in the safeplace house ive spent the last two years building for myself. this feels awful. things were all going so right and now#all of a sudden theyre all going as wrong as possible and im struggling so much. with no one to help. no one cares enough to help#the few people i do have are wrapped up in their own lives. which i get. but it doesnt take away the hurt of dealing with it all alone again#lot of momma trauma coming up with the end of eclipse season and i thought i was handling it. now i just feel fucking awful all the time#like ik healing isnt linear but the roomate triggers so hard things i thought i had processed and was on top of#would a burger fix that? no but itd atleast give me something to emotionally lean on for strength though it. but all ive got is noodles#24 hour apart one meal per day noodles. and tomorrow is my last pack. my only solace lately is that ive been invited to my first ever rave#or my first real rave anyway ive only been to one other 'edm event' that was not really a rave of any scale it was like 25 people#but its a halloween rave so im hoping for spooky fun dancetimes at least theres that. im out of data and spotifyprem so i havent been able#to take my silly little mental health walks bc theres zero chance im doing that without music and so itll be noce to get outside fr the rave#anyway. im doing very poorly i appreciate you few who reached out while i wasnt active but i expect ill continue to do poorly for some time
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MY PERIOD STARTED I FUCKING CALLED IT
#and on the seventh day of suicidal depression god was like actually nah this is getting boring. blood be upon ye#the sheer fucking relief of seeing the blood i was starting to doubt whether it was that or if i should go to a doctor and ask for ssris#i cant believe it started during bottoms thats so fucking funny#i was wondering if these were the start of real cramps or if id just been imagining them bc i was expecting them yknow#like dont get me wrong the next few days wont be fun im going to be in pain so bad i cant physically walk.#but at least I won't feel so fucking catastrophically sad yeahhhh ill take the physical pain anyday baby#WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOO#also this means i get to cancel this stupid job interview for legit reasons bc i wont physically be able to walk there lmfao#i shouldnt be so relieved abt that but minimum wage back of house shift work aint worth 3 hours of individual and group interviews so.#what.EVERRRRR at least ive got a couple other jobs contacting me so hopefully i can land another interview soon#and actually i kind of needed that time tmr to do this adhd shit and call my mum so 👍#ANYWAY#this calls for a celebratory wank. and then im going to sleep for REAL this time i promise im still running on 4hrs#goodnight everyone ily#.diaries
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OK SO IM LATE BUT. MORE SUB3 NEWS!!!
so a few days ago, krafton (their publisher), apparently had this like presentation of their plans over the next like 2 years. and during that they talked a bit about sub 3!
and this obviously creates a LOT of questions. not to worry, though, because unknown worlds added on to this:
im honestly not surprised by this. iirc, when below zero released they said it would be a WHILE before the next game, and they only announced this back in like... january? now, the first game's release was in january, and bz was in may, so it's definitely possible early access with be in spring of 2025. those games did not have multiplayer aspections tho! its possible we'll wait until mid 2025, and full release will likely not be until 2026. but who knows? the first game took like ten to be fully finished!!
and honestly. THANK GOD. i can't imagine any subnautica game having BATTLE PASSES or LOOT BOXES. i would have just straight up ignored this game 😭
i do wonder what these updates will entail! "many years to come" is definitely something interesting to me, because other than bug fixes... i dont remember sub or bz getting many updates post full release. is this referring to bug fixes, or is it implying that it will be in a state of early access for much longer? are they going to just keep adding new things (like the building update for sub1) and taking fandom suggestions? very interested!!
maybe this is an unpopular opinion, but i actually,,,, dont want multiplayer. now i do like bz, and these games arent really intended to be horror games, but also bz is very noticeablely less scary than sub1. and some of it i think definitely has to do with all the extra characters and dialogue. its hard to feel isolated when you know al-an and marg are nearby. so im very happy that it's optional, bc i know i will probably enjoy single player a lot more enjoyable!!
so now... SPECULATION.
so the first thing im curious about that the development team didnt mention:
"uncover the mysteries on an entirely new alien planet"
apprently we are NOT returning to 4546b. which im kind of sad about!! ik the story is very obviously done there, but it feels weird that its going to be some other planet this time around. THERE WONT BE PEEPERS!!!! (well there could be but it would be weird if some other random planet had the exact same lifeforms)
now my next immediate thought is: is this a direct continuation of below zero? my opinion is: no. probably not.
mostly because it mentions up to four players, and robin and alan are, if you look very closely, only two people. now they COULD just create two new characters to go alongside them (my fanfic brain loves the au idea of marg and ryley 🥺) but im just going to assume that with the addition of a new planet, we're going to drop the old storylines. which means no more degasi, sunbeam, aurora, or ayou sisters. we might move away from architects/precursors altogether! (my basis on this is absolutely nothing and i could be wrong, this is 100% just theorizing)
also, i imagine that it would be difficult to keep the plot the exact same with two established characters and then two new ones, depending on how this multiplayer aspect works. if its another crash, it would be a lot easier to just have the extra players die/survive, then try to work in a balancing act of one guy playing al-an.
(also i like keeping the ending of bz vauge. if they show up again, they would have to mention what happened to the rest of the architects, and i think it's much more fun if thats a mystery!)
((also also, im gonna drop a bomb on u all for a second. i actually,,, dont like al-an. i have a deeper connection to probably every single other character in bz. i think they really fumbled al's character and story and he is so incredibly bland to me. it feels like they go nowhere with how he was responsible for the kharra outbreak because the game ends immediately after he confesses! it would be nice to give him another chance, sure, but i personally dread the idea of even more al-an. sorry everyone for this horrible news))
HERE'S A CONCEPT IMAGE
i hope they bring back some cut content creatures for this!! i noticed this new area looks VERY similar to the safe shallows, and several of the fish seem to be variations of ones we've already seen (im already seeing bladderfish and hoopfish color pallettes, and the shark resmbles some early concept art for the shadow leviathan, but with the ice worm's colors...)
will there be more land areas?? is it going to entirely underwater?? more kharra?? NO DISEASE AT ALL?? AAAAAA!!!!
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Chapter 1 of my maxley fic:
Max is now officially a sophomore. Its june and he’s completely done with Freshman Year. Bobby, PJ, and him are gonna have fun this year, and Brad—
Brad has officially graduated. Meaning that Max doesn’t have to deal with him ever again. So yeah, he’s excited for the next year to come. Hes skating home from the last day of freshman year when the car pulls up beside him real slow.
“Max.”
Max looks over. In a nice red convertible is the last person he wanted to see, a part of Freshman Year he wanted to leave behind, is Bradley Uppercrust the third. “How do you feel about a 1 week, all expenses paid, free vacation?” Max didn’t expect those words to ever form from Bradley’s lips.
“What. Are you crazy.” Max continued to skate away. Bradley was drunk. Probably.
“ALL expenses! Food, clothing, hotel, whatever you want, for a whole week!”
“No.”
“Max, Please.”
“Why would I go on a vacation with you?” Max was skating along the sidewalk, slowly, as the red convertible coasted along beside him.
“Because its free! FREE!”
“God, your such a rich loser, Brad. You really think you can just buy your friends?”
“One week. You can call me whatever names you want and then you wont ever see me again.”
Knowing Brad, Max wouldn’t have a second of peace the whole summer if he continued to refuse.
Max stopped skating, kicking his board up suddenly.
”Fine.” He looked in the direction of his house. There was probably a one mile stretch between him and his house. “But you have to drive me the rest of the way to my house so i can pack.”
Max reached for the door handle on the car but it was locked. He finally looked at Brad.
Brad was grinning. “Max, max, max. You don’t need to pack. I said I’d buy you whatever you need.”
”I dont need you to buy me clothes,” Max told him. He said it slowly, like Brad was a child that was having trouble understanding him. “I have clothes. They're at home. I would like to get my clothes.”
”The vacation started the second you agreed. That timer is ticking, Max.” Brad glanced at his watch. “That means we have 3 less minutes of our vacation.”
”Why the hell are you in such a rush?” Max asked.
“thats none of your business.”
”it is my business, if you want me to go on your stupid vacation.” Especially without letting me pack.
“Alright, Ill tell you once we leave. No packing required, just you and your skateboard,” Brad was explaining this slowly. Cautiously. As if the wrong word might scare max away from the trip.
“Im at least saying goodbye to my dad that way he knows to file a missing persons report when i inevitably don't return next Friday,” Max told him. “No goodbye, then No vacation.”
”fine, fine, can’t understate the importance of family,” his tone was mocking, but the words were bitter. He unlocked the door.
Max climbed into the car, settling his skateboard in between his legs.
It was quiet.
Then they pulled into Max’s driveway.
“Try not to get too emotional, we are on a time crunch,” Bradley reminded him.
“Its probably the last time ill see him, they probably wont find my body in whatever woods you plan on hiding it in,” Max jokingly told him.
“Youll be back here in a week, I can guarantee that.”
Max got out of the car. He slammed the door behind him and never looked back at Brad’s face.
He reached for the doorknob and twisted it. It was locked. His dad never locked the door when he was home.
He crouched down and found the key under the welcome mat. He unlocked the door.
Inside the house all of the lights were off and everything was quiet.
Max found a note on the counter:
”heya son,
im out on a date with sylvia :)
ill be back around 8
-your dad”
So his dad wasn’t even home. Max wrote a letter of his own, telling his dad that he’d be gone for about a week, not to worry, and that if he wasn’t back by next friday around 6 that the police should be called.
He deliberately left out the part about who he was going out with.
He quickly (knowing how angry brad could get) grabbed a few essentials. It wasn’t packing since he didn’t have a suitcase. He grabbed a pair of sunglasses, his toothbrush, and also a wad of emergency cash he had stored in an air vent.
He left the house and went back to Bradley’s car. He jumped in the passenger seat of the convertible, not even bothering with the car door.
“hey! Where my skateboard?” He asked. He gave Bradley a look of ‘what the fuck man’.
“its in the trunk. If you’d rather have no leg room thats fine by me.” Bradley said as he shifted the car into reverse, a bit eagerly, and shot out of the driveway.
“thanks, i guess.”
”what did Goof senior have to say?” Bradley asked.
“he wasn’t home, he was out with his girlfriend. I left him a note,” Max explained.
“i dont think i will ever understand why someone would go out with him,” Bradley said snarkily.
“Dont talk about my dad like that!” Max protested. He didn’t admit that Bradley was right. “Also its the librarian at our college.”
”why am i surprised,” Brad responded dryly
Bradley drove like a madman. He was already headed toward the interstate and in the passing lane before max could protest.
“You drive like a maniac!”
“Im trying to get out of this town!”
”what the fuck are you in such a hurry for?! Youre gonna get us killed.”
“My apologies to the passenger princess here. I said I’d buy you anything while we’re on this trip, that includes funeral arrangements!”
”Youre fucking crazy!”
”oh please,” Bradley said,as he swerved around another car. “ you knew that when you got in the car with me.”
Then Bradley jerked the wheel and crossed several lanes to get to the exit ramp. Max heard the sound of a car honking at them as Bradley cut them off.
Thankfully Bradley obeyed the speed limit on the exit ramp. The brakes squealed.
Max was shaking. “What the fuck.”
”youre fine, freshman. Im also in this car, do you really think im gonna do something that could get both of us killed?”
”yes,” Max stated, without any sort of hesitation.
Bradley hesitated. ”well I dont plan to.”
They pulled up to an intersection. Max was surprised Bradley didn’t just run the red light. Instead, Brad impatiently tapped his fingers on the steering wheel.
“Where are we going?” Max asked him.
”Right now we are going to get gas. Then I am going to get a pack of cigarettes and a beer.” Bradley looked at max. “You can get a soda or a snack or something. Or both.”
”I dont get a beer?” Max asked lazily, a smirk resting on his face. He might be underage but he was also at college. And he got invited to the last gamma party. He has had alcohol before.
“Absolutely not, freshman,” Bradley sneered
“not a freshman.”
”i dont really care.”
”since when do you smoke? Also where are we going after we get gas?”
”a while, not that my drug habits are any of your business. And to the second question, we can talk about that after weve got gas.”
The light finally turned green, and Bradley pressed down on the gas pedal, hard.
The force shoved max back against the seat of the car.
Bradley took a few left turns, and then maneuvered the convertible into the gas station. He pulled up beside a pump and put the car in park.
”We’ll get gas after we grab somethings from inside,” Bradley told him.
Bradley got out of the car and took a minute to adjust his clothing: he mad sure his shirt was tucked in, that his sweated hadn’t bunched up weird, pulled up his socks.
he did everything he could to make himself look more perfect. And honestly, Max didn’t think he could get more perfect.
Once brad made sure of his perfection, he looked back at max, who had still not gotten out of the car.
Brad raised an eyebrow at him “Are you coming or not?” In the lighting of the truck stop, max could see a bit of bruising around Bradley’s eye and a bit of broken skin around his lip. He was still fucked up after the X games.
”yeah, im coming.”
He jumped out of the car just as brad locked it with a button on the fob.
Even with a busted up face Brad looked nice.
They mad their way to the doors of the station and brad shoved some money into Max’s hand.
”Get whatever you want, spend it all or dont.”
Then Brad quickened his pace and walked into the little store. He didn’t hold the door or anything.
Max walked to get himself a slushie. He layered Cola and Cherry and Blue Raspberry in the biggest cup he could find. He checked out the chip isle and grabbed a bag of potato chips. He wandered around a bit before heading to the check out counter.
finally he straightened out the cash in his hand. He gave the lady at the counter enough to cover the purchase and pocketed the rest.
He headed back to Brad’s car, sipping on his Slushie.
Brad had beat him out there, and was filling the car up with gas.
Brad glanced at him. “Could you have gotten a bigger drink?”
”No, thats why i got this size.” Max looked down at the drivers seat, there was two packs of unopened cigarettes. In the cup holder was an open beer can. There was a whole case of beer in the back seat. “Could you have gotten any more beer and cigarettes?”
”probably, I just didn’t want to carry any more than that.”
“So where are we going now?” Max asked him.
”Not sure. Do you have any ideas?” Brad asked him. He had finished filling up the car by then and had walked around to where max was standing.
”Do you actually care what I think? Thats new,” Max remarked.
“Get in the car max,” Brad told him.
When they were both in the car, Brad took a long sip of his beer.
“Its getting late so we have to check into a hotel somewhere, but I dont really have a destination in mind.”
“We could go to Colorado?” Max suggested.
“Why Colorado?”
”Cuz. Its got mountains. Hiking trails, we could probably rent bikes and go out on trails, Skate around town,” Max explained.
”Colorado could be fun,” Brad said.
”Did you bring your skateboard?” Max asked.
“No. But i can always just buy a new one,” Brad told him. He was ripping the plastic off of a pack of cigarettes.
“I know why I didn’t bring any of my stuff but why didn’t you?” Max asked.
”It was a last minute thing.”
Bradley had opened the pack of cigarettes and stuck one in his mouth. He arched his body in a weird way so he could reach into his pocket, then he grabbed out a lighter.
”So you just decided to go on a random roadtrip and drag along the guy you hate the most? Am i missing anything?” Max questioned.
Bradley lit the cigarette and took a really long drag.
”Youre missing a lot, actually,” Brad told him.
”Do you mind filling me in?”
”Yes. Yes I do mind.”
”You told me you would explain.”
”Im not sure I can recall that.”
”Then at least tell my why you dragged me along on this stupid trip!”
Bradley took another drag of the stupid Cigarette and blew all of the smoke into Max’s face.
”You know why.”
”I dont know, Brad. Thats why im asking you.”
”Do I have to spell it out for you, freshman? Ever since you beat me at the X games, I have lost all, ALL, of my friends. I couldn’t find a single person that was willing to go on this trip. So you were my last option.”
”You could have just gone alone,” Max reminded him.
”No, no I couldn’t.”
Brad offered the cigarette to Max, who accepted it.
“So you’d rather take your worst enemy to Colorado than go by yourself?” Max asked, then he took a drag of the cigarette.
”Youre not my worst enemy. Honestly you're probably the closest thing I’ve ever had to a friend.”
Max started choking on the cigarette.
”Im sorry,” he coughed, ”The fuck?”
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Theres never a second chance
I see what you done.
You think its alr to just break my heart,
I think its mad how u cant even look back
When i gave you all i had
you think its okay to have me thinking abt you,
When you reject me every chance you get
you dont deserve me anymore ik for a fact tell me what you want i dont want you in my life,
every blink of an eye just shatters my heart alive.
Your looking at me like u haven't helped me get back up
I miss u every night knowing your not tryna ring me up
Showers in the morning and ringing at night,
Phones were always awake counting our time we gave.
Memories playing in my head like its singing on replay
To me it was never a game when i said i love you through every truth or dare.
Its hard to move on with my life when were walking through the same gate every night
I was happy with just friends but you didnt even want that less
Just friends sound wrong i get but we couldve tried again
You acted like a child when we shouldve just tried next time
But you didnt want me back aswell as loving me right now for sure You didnt love me enough as you never said it back
I gave you time but you didnt even think twice wanted space
but that space was a never ending game
better that way
You caused me more pain then making me feel great
U want someone better its sad you'll never find me again
U never warned me that your gonna leave one day
You said me and you were a forever type of game,
But u left without saying good days
Whatever will happen in the next few years
Ill love you but ill never take you back in my arms again
You broke me too hard and i definitely know it will never be wiped from my mind.
Im tired of getting attached just so that u leave and break my heart.
I cry every night but it dont look like you give two fucks.
Knowing you your just gonna turn ur whole body around.
Im tired…
I dont understand how you can stand there and act like im going mad when i warned u that i wont be able to stand back up
You did me soo dirty no explanation pressed that button wiv no hesitation ur acting like its all my fault but when i opened my phone that x was already popping up my phone
Thank you for the time we had
It was fun and i was living my life
Have a nice live they say but when I see your face it's just a look of disgrace. I hope you'll see that i'm your biggest mistake.
I'll be better off happy
And wiv somebody fresh
The clock has been ticking for 7 months
U havent say a single ‘yo’ or even a ‘i missed you so much’
Begging didnt gain me nth neither did hoping
Both a waste of time praying there will be a massive difference
Thank you for the time we had
It was fun and i was living my life
Written by anonymous
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Terry X Reader
Context: an adult student tries it on with you, and Terry doesn't like it...😡
You were a sensei as well as being Terry's girlfriend. And you both loved working together in the dojo. One day, Terry has to go and meet someone who wanted to donate to the dojo, so he left you in charge. And you only had a few people in your morning lesson. You go about your day, teaching your students and helping them develop their skills. There was however, one man, David, who didnt look like he was taking it seriously. "Hey miss sensei, how do you like my moves?" He just punched the air, and looked like he was trying to show off. "Number 1: you will address me as sensei L/N. Number 2: the moves you are making are not correct karate stances" "ah come on, this is much cooler, see? I call this move-" "right students! The lesson has now finished. You have done very well today, and you David, I'd like to see you in the office, now" he looks confused as the others pack their stuff and leave. He follows you to the office, you stand next to the desk as he leans against the open door. "What's up miss sensei?" "David I am very unimpressed with your attituded today. During this lesson you didnt listen to me, there was no concentration and you completely disrespected me" "oh come on are you kidding?" "You know you must refer to me as sensei. Not 'miss sensei' and you didnt show any respect for the art of karate during that lesson. You acted like a proud child. Would you prefer attending the childrens lesson? Your behaviour in the last few lessons has been unacceptable. So either you grow up, or you leave" he tries to play it cool. "Oh come on dont be like that. Your so serious all the time" "I'm a qualified sensei who will not accept time wasters" he takes a step forward. "I know you dont mean that...I know you really want me hear... come on...you know what I mean?" You just frown at him. "I cant stop looking at you during the lesson, your hot... and I know you want it..." you cant believe what your hearing! "That's it, get out" "hey hey no need for that, come on you cant deny it, I know you want a piece of me" "not only are you being extremely inappropriate, I also have a boyfriend. You have completely overstepped hear, and I will remove you if I have to" he takes another step towards you, trying to look seductive. "Ahh I bet your boyfriend couldn't make you moan the way I could-" he is cut of suddenly, by Terry behind him, grabbing him by his hair and yanking him back. "Now, correct me if I'm wrong, but didnt my beautiful girlfriend say you were being inappropriate? Hmm?" He pulls at his hair tighter to get a response. "Ow! Ow! Yes yes!" "Good, that means your ears are working. Now listen to this. This wonderful young woman has given you a chance to change your attitude, and a chance to leave, but it seems you cant act like a decent man" his grip tightens in his hair,making him squeal. "So...I hope the next thing that comes out of your mouth is an apology, or im going to make the feeling your experiencing now feel like a walk in a park!" "Ok! Ok! I'm sorry alright!" Terry smiles at you, and you smile back. Happy that he came and helped you out. "Now little boy, I don't ever want to see you in my dojo, or near my beautiful girlfriend again. Oh and by the way, I don't make her moan...I make her scream..." with that, he turns him towards the door and kicks him onto the floor. David runs out of the dojo, and Terry comes over and hugs you. "Hey sweetheart, I'm glad I came back just in time. I cant stand assholes like that. Especially around you" you give him a kiss. "Terry you know your the only man for me. Noone else can ever make me feel more loved that you do. Your perfect" he leans in and kisses you again. "Plus, when you told him you make me scream...I wont lie...it kind of turned me on" he chuckles and smirks. "Oh I did, did i? Well...why dont we lock this office door and....have some fun?"
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Hello you mrs. rebellious and not an alcoholic honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😅
Poor you, I bet once you guys come back from Texas, all you would wanna do is take a break hahaha are you guys spending another week away or just a few days?
Sounds Iike it will be a fun and loud new years over there lol does Emily enjoy the fireworks? I used to always get so scared when they do that cone one, and the one the looks like a snake.. I don't know their names 😅
Hm you're going to get drunk? You be careful and not run into any doors or walls or drunk text people lol I'll try that coconut rum with coke. Does it taste a bit sweet then?
Nah, you're just a rebel! See, I asked for 3 scary movies and you gave me more again ahahahaha
I haven't watched knives out yet, but I want to. I also want to watch the glass onion one that came out. They both have good reviews. Also,Rent is a musical 😅 it's about a group of friends who struggle with life in New York.
Hm, that list is good. So you don't really like gory movies? Cause to me, Saw and Wrong Turn movies are just gory. Not really scary. Maybe if you were in their situation lol
Mine would be:
1. Annabelle
2. Any filipino scary movies - I don't know why it hits different but I just can't watch anything that has horror stuff and supernatural stuff based in the Philippines.
3. The Nun
Okay, next question, 3 movies that were rated badly but you actually enjoyed.
-CuriousGeorge
Hello hello u long nickname expert righty eyebag! 😅
Also, before i forget again, i wanna respond to what u told me about ur separate account n u start to write.. i forgot to respond to it twice.sorry! 😅
That's awesome that u start writing.. so u write something like incorrect quotes? Is it always funny? Because i always find incorrect quotes r funny n i love it! I know u wont tell me whats ur other tumblr account, but it worth a try, whats the tumblr? 🤭😆
I think it's a good start though n i hope someday u will start to write n i will gladly help u on it. 😊 also, as curious as u r, im wondering if ur other tumblr follow mine too? 😁
Haha i doubt that i can take a break, as soon as we get back, i will have to clean up again.haha. being a mom is endless hour kind of job.hahha. anyway, we will drive back home on 1st afternoon. Thats the plan.
Yeah emily likes fireworks. N the ones we gonna bring is something that really a long one when it blows up.. it's quite a show.. 😅
Hahaha im not sure yet if im gonna get drunk.. u r lucky that i dont know ur tumblr, so u r in clear zone n wont get any of my drunk text 🤣🤣 just kidding. I might reply ur ask in giberish text.. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Yes, it's sweeter n it smelles good too. If u like coconut.
Haha yeah i can be a rebel sometimes 😅
Oh gosh, Knives Out is a very awesome movie! It blew my mind. The plot ,twist n turns.. the detail on it. My mind couldnt move on from thinking about it for few days after i watched it. U'll know what u meant after u watch it.. please watch it n let me know.. so i can have somebody to talk about that movie.hahahaha. i havent got the chance to watch glass onion, i plan to watch it as soon as i get the chance. Maybe i will watch it with my cousin. Not sure yet because i cant remember if she is that kind of audience who talks a lot while watching movie or not..i hate it whn people do that. 😅
Ah i see.. im not a fan of musical movies. I dont hate it but not my first choice.
Yesss i cant watch gory movies. I used to love it when i was younger but as i got older i guess my heart gets weaker n cant watch stuff like that. 😅🤣 but here i am writing a dark gory fics.hahaha.
Oh god, ur list of movies r crazy scary for me. I wont ever watch it. When i was still in indonesia, i dont really watch indonesian scary movie..but i watch the hollywood scary movies but since i movef here i dont watch it anymore because i feel like the "ghost" r closer..😅🤣
Hmm for this question i dont know what to answer because i dont really know if the movie i watch r rated poorly or not.hahaha. so i dont know about it. 😁 what about urs?
Next question?
Cheerio! (Not the cereal ones)
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There's a few things happening globally. China is now taking the lead. Well, an electric vehicles.. They're making the most in. its working. Then BG is over there. And he's designed a few and he's making a lot of money. Yep. He is considered to be a clever guy. But a lot of people. by a lot of people in China. Kinda brings us to the point where this. people are not doing their job. And then when I sit here and say they're running their father's plan. and they're not doing much they're recycling is slow. painfully slow. and we're gonna have to do something else. They're not gonna have it. and they don't feel like opening more plants. But other people need them. So that will continue for a little bit. Then we're gonna come up against another problem. So I worked up what to do. and we're gonna get to it. and it involves taking. down. large areas of them where we are. and telling them to leave. Nope. Back proper. when us and foreigners are just pulling them out. they're a disaster. We're doing now. all day and all night until they're gone. We have huge things to do. and they just wanna sit there and do nothing. And we did figure it out. They don't wanna make stuff. that's exported. So there is trying to shut down factories. as they do it. We take the factories. Then they go out there. and then fight their own people. That's quite a deal. And yes, we will move. another 20% tonight. And we did move that many We had not been moving. 55%. And they. try and roll on it. and they can't get there. We're using this. as we have to That's 55% of the entire Midwest less the Delta area and we're finding that the Delta area has very few people in the southern portion. and tonight we plan on taking 10% of the Delta area and we will dissolve any opposition. as it is it's evacuating at a steady pace. and Not all to make it. This is gonna continue this. weekend and this week. and we'll most likely have on the Midwest factories. moved that are functioning for fun. or functional end of next week. And we probably will have 40% of the delta area. which is about 10 or 15 percent more than the whole Midwest. So we need personnel construction rate. and ship people defense for this project. And we need new Siamese and we need them now. And if your factory workers, we have a call on you to get your friends and family signed up. so you can go to this important assignment. and we need you now.
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we sold stuff to them no. and this was the act to do this. and he is a dead man and i mean him typing and he says no we hit you again. and again. nad soon im out dead fully. i sy it and try stuff they hit. nd thats all it rots here we re wrong tos ay it and try. and do nothing and get hit. we do it though and try to ding. this sucks.
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so what
Zues Hera
so we are tired
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good. and like i said the torture has not begun and you say it is hard and you hve nto lost your stashes yet are out of reach but ok. and attract so many hits your robots wont work and already your men wither. cant make a hole. but you harras me tortutre really i do it to you publicly. let the public decide if your having fun lol. you go to the borg ship. the hellriaser key i touched opens it. and you lose. part of you is onboard. you seek it need it obsess for your own brain do really really stupid shit out loud and all over the place and are mean to just about all and dont care resent it...you get it.you plan to threten my brain. and seperate my brain from body. i use it the borg tech control your useless ass take most of the stuff. thnks. andd blame my deceased brother lol
Zues
and good he will pay we see h ow. good
Hera i feel great now heehe and you are at him my man doing it and amazing but i have seen you do like thiings all my life i love you Chris Akerley and he says i lvoe you shauna duceette and nopoe diferent first name stacy no and so on lol ahha a running gig he will find it lol mary toldme oh thts you and not it is not
hahaah
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Got on the wrong foot part Pt.9
who the f#ck are you?
Rise Leo x OC
WARNING: i do NOT own ROTTMNT or spiderman, blood, NEW CHARACTER, Lesbian content (if you're homophobic wtf are you doing here man), cursing, angst (i guess), family Reunion???and thats it i think i hope you enjoy
no ones POV: (ofc its going to be cringe 😝) Kyle comes out of no where but in...upside down spider women? this isn't in the script damn it "hey you...ya you the one who has been spying on me during my whole entire life...mostly my love life and unfortunately the stupid narrator not you the beautiful reader i'm talking about the person who's narrating this"
fuck you kyle anyways- "okay people lets start from the beginning one last time my name is kyle (just pretend the cool spider gwen back rounds there when she introduces herself) i was bitten by a radioactive spider and for the last three months I've been the only spider women you guys kinda know the rest, I've started to play the electric guitar and skating (skatebored to be exact) saved leo's ass when he would jump into things...and the lieutenant my dad tricked me into believing the world could be a better place, and now i save everyone else" "i don't do dads or even a draxum dad or anything to avoid any distractions but then i met someone i never thought i would but anyways sorry people but if you want to keep reading go on i wont stop you"
Kyle's POV: "YOU'RE GROUNDED!!!" i slam my door shut hearing draxum yelling at me "DO NOT SLAM THAT DOOR ON ME LITTLE GIRL!!!" after that fight i didn't feel like coming out of my room honestly he doesn't know how it feels like to be lonely or really anything i put my headphones on listening to vent music (alien blue hehe) i lay down on my bed i realized that i've been so busy that i wasent able to talk to Leo,Donnie,April or anyone really im just stuck in this damn ho- "aGHHHhhhhhHhhh wTFffffff" i wheezed as i felt something heavy fall on my body and i see the one and only Leonardo Hamato "holaaa mi amor como estas." i nod my head and smile "doing just great" he nods his head in agreement "you haven't been answering my texts...?" "ya sorry been busy with school shit" i see him get off feeling the weight drift away "well why dont we go out and have fun for once?" i cringe a bit at his suggestion "i cant i'm...grounded" i hear him hum and he jumps out of the open window as i run over to it and see him on top of o bulding next to mine "isss night spider grounded?" i tap my foot the shrug
this is just what i needed to just get out in the fresh air spend time with my turtle boyfriend in New York City "do any of your siblings know that you're out here?" "uh,ya but raph wants me by curfew...like alwaysss" i chuckle at least he doesn't feel shitty we stayed in silence until CRASH i looked down and see...the lieutenant my dad i stayed there frozen as i took my mask off and started panting why did it feel like i was back where i was as a kid...
FLASHBACK
i was just a kid...lost,scared,hurt...i was in the streets ripped clothes scars on my body to show everyone i'm not normal i just adapted to the world i would rob people i didn't know my own parents but one day i just was running from robbing food until i bumped in to a guy
i looked up at him and turn my head around to see the guys after me and look back and the man in front of me "please help..." after a few seconds he picked me up and ran we got to a gym place until we went inside a look alike cave and put me down
but after that i was in the foot clan after that he would train me love me like a dad would but those words kept on ringing and ringing "Kyle i promise you we will make the world a better place and no one i mean no one will hurt you on my watch"
END OF FLASHBACK
"KYLE!" i snapped out of my trance and looked at leo "sorry lost in thought" i look down at the building "how do you feel about going on patrol on a rest day?" he smirked and nods his head i smile and put my mask on and jump down to see...a mutant fox?
i put my hand out reassuring him that 'i got this'
the only thing i could look at where her boobs damn and her Scythe is long but me and leo have to get home fast before draxum pisses himself and leo's brothers mostly raph i lean on the wall "so do you use that for...you know" i make a circle on my left hand and pull out one finger and poke it threw the hole multiple time i see her throw her Scythe at me as it spins but i doge it in time that it misses me and goes back to her grasp "Woahhhhh that was impressive did mommy teach you that" i hear her growl and i chuckle "you have a mouth fox" she throws her Scythe one more time but it its me instead of stabbing it and i grunt as im thrown to the wall "OW i thought we would be good friends but curiosity killed the cat didnt it" i was able to throw my death sickle at her cutting her cheek "you little spider bitch!!!" i see her launch at me and i kick her stomach she falls back i get out of the Scythe's grasp and i felt a punch on my face as we fought i was able to grab her mask and pull it down but something was wrong...no how is she here "Saph...is that you" i take my mask off her eyes widen. "you're alive?" we say at the same time "SAPH LETS GO" she turns around then back at me i look behind her "you're with him aren't you" "no no kyle i swear its not what it looks like" i look down then look up at her as we make eye contact "you were going to kill me weren't you" "kyle no...you know i had to do something so i could-" i immediately cut her off "you left me...YOU LEFT I COULDN'T FIND YOU!" i tear up "WHAT NOW YOU"RE GOING TO KILL ME NOW JUST SO LIFE CAN BE EASY"
"YOU DON'T GET IT I DID IT SO BIG MAMA COULD LET ME GO OR SEE GOOD IN ME" i shake my head "really big mama...?" "LETS GO SAPH NOW THE COPS WILL BE HERE ANY MINUTE" i heard sirens my dad well you know who grabbed her and looked at me i hear him mumble something "you've grown little one..." i put my mask on and shoot my webs to the building and left
when i got back to the apartments Leo kept on asking if i were okay and then he asked the big fucking question i never wanted to hear in the first place "who was she?" i look at him "shes my.....sister....twin to be exact...she was gone for 16 years and decides to kills me....anyways i'm going to sleep" he nods his head and pecks my temples "this time answer my texts...please" i smile "ya ok" we said our goodnights but my sister kept on on coming up on my head i don't know why she came back or even turned in to a mutant but i do know for one fact
WE’LL MEET AGAIN.
(Hi i'm sorry i haven't posted but i made this so i could say sorry its just that im not happy right now at all and i think i might need a theripist and that sucks ass and i think i have depreshion so this kinda made me feel better and you know that your writter kai stayed up to ruin her idk hour nap and i finished this at 4:21 am so yay well im going to knock the fuck out have a good day/night god bless you beautiful people bye 💙)
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Lovely portent that was. A redwing’s mate guiding me to eye contact. The redwings themselves not being aggressive. Pretty, awkward, blond and slim.
Aside from that on the fallowing day. I give up at life. 40 years is too much. I suspect I’m not survive much longer. I don’t want to be alive anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I’m done. All there is is evil in life. I don’t want a part of it. Anymore. It only grows stronger. They wont leave me alone. There’s nothing to do. I hate life. I fucken hate. All it wants is to hurt me. 40’years is too much. Im done.
Go get my bottle of liquer. Throw the noose over door, step off the chair. Thats my future. Unconscious in a few long painful seconds. Dead in a few more.
If i cant develop and grow on my own fucken terms. Im not living at all. Keep my locked up in is mind raping prison. Im done.
Maybe my death will give a pause with hesitation in the next abuse victim they have an aim for.
And the cops are hareaing me with rheir pressence today. Again. Fun fun.
And blocking me out of xbox. On a roll with fucking with me today.
Lets go see if i can buy another fycken dictionairy. Cant even learn a new language without nazi cockskrs perverting with slut faget bs.
I dont care what i say anymore. Im goign to be fucked with either way. Km just an asshole who needs to be reminded how much im someones bitch everyday. Only been 40 straight fucken years. Its the reason im born. Theres no getting away from it. So fuck you amd uou and uou. The world decided yo make me its enemy the day i was born so fuck you too.
Neither am i able to buy an actual russian dictionary. Its only bilingual dictionaries. Which are all lackluster. So much for creating a russian tarot deck. Uh, i dont know why i still try and do stuff. Im not allowed doug. Anythign but doing this. Fuck you and fuck and you.
Should make another card of policemen, and crime mobs, raping men, hold billy clibs and knifes with severed cocks in their hands, laughing with a poor mother trying to protect her son. Replace waites gay death card with it. Half the victims smiling amd the other half crying.
And then people will be like. No, i don’t want to die. I want to live.
Maybe temperance fallowing will make a little more sense. The death card and gold. The italiano is better. Removal of all resources. Temperance becomes a mandatory. Instead of being thrown around from one incompatible place to the next, from one abusive place to the next, one supervised conditioning place after the next manipulative place. Constant cues of inevitability, this will happen. None of this, this may happen. I almost died three times in the last couple years. Then its the devil card. Being all like do it, do it. On the superficial retard level spoken by the lowcuning, who have no temperance themselves. To the narsicists and sadists. A constant line of attack that never ceases and hasn’t ceased in decades. Turning from the up front aggressive, to the back, side, friendly but, none of it is real. Everyones playing an act. No real genuine communication from anyone. The odd couple txts now and a -long -gain. The gain gets highlighted but its pronunciation is wrong. It’s not strong enough to count very high.
All sources of information, perverted. Conditioning, a veil to side track attention. Little prison cell made to fell like nothing is to blame and this is how it is. It’s destiny. У.
So much for ever learning how to act. Nope. You don’t get to. Wish i could act. Then id be a two-faced asshole. The french call them crosseur. Or somethign spelt like that. The french never did make me feel welcome.
And the only places that ever did. Had an agenda. That is currently still in play. Thats what now? 8 years stolen? On that scene alone. The whole homo agenda scheme, all part of the picture leading years in before hand. Best decision i ever made. Fuck you.
What’s next gonna hit me even harder? Im just a punching bag. Always was. My narcissist father thinks that kid of thing is funny. Used to talk about it all the time. How much he loved his punching bag.
Keeping an open dialogue to this. Intentionally. Aggravating, frustrating, shaming, while pleading temperance?
Fuck this prison cell. Get me out. Maybe id have somethign positive to say. Maybe they’d be no righteous belligerence in the face of outsode forces m that have not once stoped ever. For any amount of time on that entire line. Maybe my attention would phase out to soemthign else. Maybe id have a healthier mentality. Maybe id have aome someblamce of a life of my own creation. But no. Not allowed. Just this. This is where i belong. Being beaten on from above. Whoch isn t hard considering im in the gutter.
I choose to fuck death. Go back to where i came from, hell. Im not human. Never was.
The next card is the father given his son a gun. And the mother is sucking him off while he does it.
Go “Temperate” son.
Maybe, i wouldn’t be so kind to people. Helpful and generous. Even to the very people fucken with me. Like i’m not aware. I don’t have the strength left for that last one anymore.
No positivity is better than fake positivity or, hopeful positivity.
Looking at america from an outside perspective. Uou got the states alpha prick. And you got canada right besides him. His little bitch. Who can’t raise its voice and has to live by their alpha fag. And fallow his news. More than their own. And then you got mexico on the other side, his personal drug dealer that he keeps his guard up around. The Us the ultimate wife beater.
The oilers losed?! What?! No shit. It happened. Course they were going to lose. Their canadian in their own field. And they’re named after petroleum. Not going to give hype to pollution and carbon gases. Like the games are ‘t fixed to begin with. And with that all the fans and the beer drinking men lost some pride, again. Oh, no, the masculine spreading and hoping for toxic waste. You lose.
Where’s my boyfriend(s), i want to defy nature, and get fucked tonight. And then feel disgusted with myself and a shamed, so i desire more. Afterwards.
Tarot… whats the point of temperance. You meet the devil and you lose anyway. Fuck inhate tarot.
Shame on you for wanting the oilers to win. Go get shame fucked. Even though its just a name and has nothing to do with sport. But that diesnt matter to the magical world of rainbow land. Shining your true colours after being stormed through and through.
Think i need another covid injection.
Cheers to suffering for the rest of my life with no one. Just me and enemies. Cause i won’t do it. I don’t want to be alive anymore. 25 straight years of being beaten in and manipulated. Vicious circle. I was born in hell.
Wonder what being human feels like. ´ast thing i want is a life based on sex. Thats all the world is. Sex and abuse. Im done.
I’m done. Im not talking to or being friendly with anyone anymore. I tried. Tried for 30 years with my family. But that was a waste of life. All
Life does is try and rule over me and cause me harm. Àways did. Always will. Im
Done. I dotn want to be alive anymore.
Ok, its back to being a concrete game plan. Again. With this added pressure. It may just pull through.
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do u ever get scared that maybe im lying to u about who i am... i wouldnt do that but i feel like if i had an anon that came off anon and revealed themself i would think "is it really u"... im not rly doing myself any favors by planting this idea in ur head but i want to know if u have thought abt it or not
SOMETIMES THAT IS HOW I AM.. not usually with zosan bc theyre not actually enemies.. theyre more like . rivals who argue a lot (and sometimes they try to kill each other for fun). but when its two characters who like.. idk.. killed each others families for example. i am thinking "get revenge.. kill them.. get revenge... revenge...." and revenge is NOT making out . revenge is NOT getting into a relationship..
ive never written any ship .. fanfic. so i dont think i could confidently write hanyagellan. i should though.. i should learn to write multiple characters. actually up until like. last month. i had never read fanfic that wasnt x reader. wait no thats wrong i HAD but it was characters i didnt know and purely bc i was bored. anyways if i am obsessed with fictional characters its usually bc i want to date them. and the ones i dont like like that r just blorbos, and i dont ship them with anyone. my first times actually shipping characters were basically.. me finding out phoenix wright and maya fey dont get together (i thought they were canon for some reason).. and it means its ok to ship wrightworth. and then enjoying satosugu content, a lot. both happened in the past 6 months or so
im actually kind of thinking kidd might have his time to shine in the next arc??? i wont say why but.. anyways heres hoping .
its mentioned one time in sabaody i think. that they have killed innocent civilians. and when i was rereading i was like "WOAH WAIT WHAT???? THE GUYS I FELL IN LOVE WITH ARE JUST REGULAR MURDERERS??" it was . a shocking moment. for sure. i filtered it out the first time bc i didnt really know kidd that well at the time. but NOW.. now... its different. ok wait i found the image
it doesnt change how much i like them but it is kinda a wake up call.. like thats right.. theyre... bad guys...
maybe marineford traumatized oda /j. like he had to go a while without his perverted cook and hot ladies and when he got them back he had the sanji reaction. maybe sanji is just his self insert. his reaction to being able to draw women again is sniffing them and bleeding out because of them
i have had a few moments where i really liked (mackenyu) zoro. when he smiled, once, i was like WOW ??? HELLO??? I LOVE U ... and then it was Gone.. i just need the silly guy to be silly. either way his action scenes are fantastic like. huge kudos to mackenyu for that. "zoro’s characterization seems to be one of the major criticisms ive seen across the board so maybe they’ll lighten him up for season 2." I HOPE SO!!! its not like hes doing an awful job or anything, im just sad abt the way the character has gone. make him smile a little more and joke around a little more and i will be happy as a clam or whatever that saying is. also excited for whatever the zoro saying fuck scene is.. i dont really notice cussing most of the time in media so i hope it doesnt slip past me
i heard koby's actor is trans?? i was very happy to hear that. excited for whenever we see him again in water 7 and hes all grown up. assuming the show goes for long enough to reach that point
actually i Did draw a fem sanji that i am willing to share bc its not too bad,, here u go. not like i did anything crazy with the design. its just sanji with boobs and longer hair.. and no facial hair. and also theres no obligation to do anything back. bc i was gonna draw fem sanji anyways. im only showing u bc i like u /p >:) otherwise it would never see the light of day
"luffy trying to pronounce the name of someone he doesnt care about be like" im so flattered to be compared to luffy HAHA even if its about his awful ability to remember names
"once i tried to see if there was some kind of website or plug in or tool to put in your email address and find any accounts linked to it so i could delete them but i didnt really find what i was looking for which is crazy." ive never thought to do that, but the fact there was nothing is so??? like dont other people have this issue?? idk if i have any really crazy websites i was on.. its more like the stuff i did when i had those accounts is crazy LOL
"blissful ignorance" fr. best to just ignore ur problems
"BUT I REMEMBERED THAT RUMIKO AT ONE POINT MENTIONED LIKING USAGI DROP AND I WAS LIKE. its so jover you guys" NOO THATS SO BAD... mangaka's please stop ruining ur characters and stories.. please........
"the nyan cat creator is actually here on tumblr lmao" THATS SO COOL.. time to see if they talk about it at all..
"also the vocaloid oliver voices puppycat in bee and puppycat! and a vocaloid song actually mde it into a MARVEL MOVIE??" I HEARD ABT THAT AND LIKE?? MARVEL... MARVEL... THE BIGGEST MOVIE FRANCHISE.. YEAH.... THATS INSANE..
"i could link my vocaloid megaplaylist but its. long." u should anyways .. if ur comfortable. the playlist i used most often to listen to music.. for years.. is 83 hours long. and it was just every single thing i liked. so. just letting u know the extent of how Not Picky i am
"i had one of the most fun times of my life lmao. i was JAMMIN." it sounds like a lot of fun!!! i hope kikuo comes back... so i can go see them... as. an actual fan next time .
"i think 90% of what oda says should be ignored LMAO. MY STORY NOW!! half joking. maybe a little more than half." Exactly!!! exactly!!! although i think his choice to not have any romance was a very good one so i will thank him for that.
"when the live action cast talks about how much they respect him and how cool meeting and talking to him was i almost feel bad bc he seems like a kind and goofy guy a lot of the time, but oof, man really needs to evaluate his biases…" I KNOW,, ME TOO. i saw uh.. iñaki ? meet him . and like.. man.. he seemed so happy. i love the guy. but it is tainted by my knowledge of who oda is.
i do also sometimes purposely bury posts.. im sorry u have to deal with the knowledge that i might see the things u dont want people to see .. also i will go ham spamming u since i have permission now. (im overhyping myself. i will probably spam a normal amount)
i actually resisted tiktok extremely well until like . 2022? maybe? and now ...i am addicted. im not actually but i AM on there a lot.
i think i was like 11? maybe? when i saw the impel down scene with iva . and i was still in denial about being trans for a while after that (i dont know what was going on in my child brain bc i came out as genderfluid 3 times at 11 12 and 13 i think. (i forgot each time. yeah.) and yet i was still like "nah im not trans.. thats not possible") and actually i made a fursona (without admitting it was a fursona. it was just an animal and i said "actually this is me...") and i made THEM genderfluid.. and while making it i was like . "no.. me?? im not genderfluid... but u can be. ur allowed to be ." anyways just a big tangent to say iva thank u for helping me accept myself it was a very long and confusing process but finally... i have a vague understanding of who i am...
i don't think oda would answer me but he HAS said multiple times that he reads every single letter he gets (thats been approved by.. idk.. his manager or something?). imagine being immortalized in sbs though.. i think it would be funnier to be trans and not ask a question involving it at all and when ur question gets answered u can come out and say "whats up suckers actually this was me. i bet u wish u were me huh." . idk, i will do anything to get back at transphobes...
"and iva is apparently based not only on dr frankenfurter but also a drag queen he knew irl?" i heard. i heard that the voice actor for iva IS the person iva is based on . and that he was arrested actually... for .. posting "indecent images" online. i thought that meant nudes but apparently he was just trying to show he has tattoos. on his lower half. and then he had to step down as a voice actor
'sometimes i think about how bon clay’s jacket just says "OKAMA” on the back and it can. sometimes be considered a slur?' i go back and forth a lot on how i feel abt the use of okama in one piece. like on one hand yeah,, queer people do use their own slurs. but sometimes its too much... like.. sometimes i feel weirdly targeted by it. i think part of that is probably bc ive had slurs used against me as slurs but. anyways he doesnt have to use it in EVERY SENTENCE describing a queer person.. right.. like we do have just regular descriptors besides "queer".. but then i have other times I'm like hell yeah!!! queer people!!!!! and i love that they use that word. idk. consistency is not my strong suit.
"2gether we can remember the fishman royal family LMAO." perfect. a team effort.
i dont remember exactly what noah is supposed to be , theyre a little vague about it (probably on purpose) but i do remember them talking about the dawn of the world quite a bit. the poneglyph in the fishman island arc is i think an apology to joy boy. and roger is involved bc he could hear the voices of the neptunians, like luffy can
the only layer of ur comic i understand is the horses sadly... once again my lack of knowledge rears its ugly head..
"i can see him doing this but only to zoro. to piss him off." either zoro wouldnt notice or he would and it would definitely turn into another fight. wait those are just the only two possible courses of action..
"usopp’s in on it probably" thank u. i feel like this was for me. even if it wasn't. thank u.
u can be.. uh.... judge of sanji... no maybe not.. that just reminds me of vinsmoke judge..
i have never understood powerscaling. i have a very slight understanding of what it is but. like. i dont know how thats fun.. for people... i have always enjoyed stories more when theyre focused on characters and settings rather than action. i love a good fight but it is nowhere near my priority. part of the reason i love dressrosa so much is cuz they have that stupid (/lh) moment where everyone starts working together to push back the birdcage. makes me cry every time.
anyways yeah i do think zoro is meant to be stronger. i think its kinda lame cuz the sanji and zoro rivalry, where theyre constantly on equal levels but hate to admit it, is fun. but at the same time i dont think i would mind if zoro was declared second in command and therefore became the stronger one. perhaps thats just my zoro bias showing though. making zoro 1 cm taller is VERY funny .. u know he would use that against sanji.. with the way he constantly lorded over people (sanji especially) that he was the first person to get to sabaody
"its the crack cocaine" this may be controversial.. but i would think that would STUNT their growth /lh. big mom as a child was like the same size as her parents. but with the proportions of a child. and once again i am faced with the question of . do huge characters come out normal sized and then just have insane growth spurts.. or.. the other, scary option: they come out huge. but their parents r usually normal sized... imagining that is terrifying
i like to try to form my own opinions and theories bc i think its fun but.. some ppl are just way smarter than me at reading characters. how do they do that!! the fact u were reading character analysis as a kid is impressive tho bc i was definitely in my "characters are only either evil or good" stage for a loooonnggg time.
u commiting hard vs me having commitment issues. who would win. thank u for excusing sanuso its the only sanji ship i actually like. I'm picky too and. sometimes i just hate a ship for no particular reason. i have tried to analyze myself but i cant figure it out
"i will do you one better and give u a link to the SBS + a translator who looked at the question." THATS PERFECT THANK U
i dont think i can meet oda halfway....
idk if this is popular or not but the reasoning ive seen behind trans zoro is that he took kuinas sword after she died, which is like. a metaphor for leaving behind his pre transition self. n i like that connection a lot. but also zoro as a transmasc is just fun..
also a while ago?? u reacted to zoro not hurting uhh the bird lady on punk hazard. i saw that when i was looking through ur liveblogging.. tags. and i wanted to say that. that made me really angry too LOL . like i expected better from u.. ur supposed to be the one who gives equal treatment no matter what. but then. partially for my own sanity. i started thinking that maybe he didnt actually hurt her not bc shes a lady,,, but because he doesnt like to hurt weak people. he has had a lot of moments where he's shown to protect weak people specifically, regardless of gender.
these comments.. helped me see the light (i hope theyre readable)
if oda does make him into the type of guy who protects women for being women. i might go insane. he had that moment in skypeia where robin got hurt and he was like "shes a woman" as if that makes any difference how strong she is or how easy an opponent should go on her. and wait i see ur point about the characters not acting like their own established .. character... i see it..
if ur interested here are my thoughts from the punk hazard moment. upon reread. i didnt remember it happened because i wiped it from my brain so my anger was just as intense as the first time LOL
tw for violent language and cussing
ok huge tangent aside
that summary from the zosan fic is so good. they r both trans . hell yeah.
i havent seen the matilda movie!! i havent read the books either. i do see ppl talk abt them a lot though and i have been meaning to give it a try. i like danny devito. i love theatre!! havent really seen many shows . especially not high production ones. but i was in theatre in middle and high school. thats Right im a theatre kid. except i was part of the backstage crew and never wanted to do acting.. no one talks about crew it makes me sad
i love trans family frobin and chopper. zoro is also definitely choppers big brother. i disagree with the popular headcanon of him being choppers dad. they r brothers.
i do not have any favorite creators tbh. im very non commital so i will usually only have videos i like or art i like or . yeah . i do have a few recurring one piece artists i reblog though? i think? (all on tumblr.. i dont really use social media). so let me get those for u,,,
attyattlaw
fluffyartbl0g
kiashieart
huyandere (shuggy my beloved)
and honestly i think thats it? i was mostly using tumblr for kpop content until very recently so i dont have much that is. one piece centered.. most of my interests are very different from each otherr,,,
never know how to end asks so here is how i feel about law
i feel like i am not popular enough for that to happen but . but
fear
okay yea thats valid. i dont think ive actually come across any enemies ships like that…i mean im sure i HAVE but i dont think i have shipped any?? well. well no thats not true. but. i was 14 and also stupid
my favorite characters are almost always characters i have a fictional crush on AND one of the half of my favorite ship…this probably says something about me but im choosing to ignore it. i dont know a lot about ace attorney but do phoenix and miles not have some sort of rivalry as well?? or do they become buddies by the end
someone told me they think kidd is gonna be king of the pirates?? did i say that before. i dont know why they think this but that in combination with u thinking he’ll get more screentime is. compelling
JDFBDSKS WOOPS !! its ok…luffy will reform them,..sometimes i think oda writes a character being terrible and then if it was long enough ago we just forget about it and pretend its ok. like.remember how franky beat the SHIT out of usopp AND robbed him and that was never really addressed aside from a few lines and he just joined the crew and has been a happy goofy guy since. i do. i MEAN ZORO ALSO WAS JUST MURDERING PPL FOR BOUNTIES BEFORE HE JOINED THE CREW and then luffy was like hey. stop that. and so he did and we dont talk about it much LMAO
I KNOW SANJI GOTTA BE HIS SELF INSERT. im sure he inserts himself in many of the characters but sanji hardcore. this video talks a lot about it. including how oda’s signature has sanji’s eyebrow swirl. also i think that is why sanji sucks so much and i want to beat him to death with hammers . who said that
YEA MACKENYU IS LIKE. SO PRETTY. HI MACKENYU,..HI. i think what bothered me most is that (esp pre ts) zoro was a very angry and loud character. he laughs loudly, he yells when he’s mad, he gets those big silly angry faces oda draws all the time. he’s quieter post ts but when he gets mad he still gets Loud yanno. zoro is boisterous. but opla zoro is always talking at Edgy Cool Boy Mumble. for reference the fuck is about buggy. which is so funny
koby’s actor IS trans!! i really like the casting they’ve gone with. For doing their races right, first of all, and also for things like giving koby’s role to a trans actor even though they didnt “have to”. and also i will now HC koby as trans thank u matt owens. i doubt they’ll get to water 7 (i think they might like. finish alabasta. and thats it. personally) but i mean WHO KNOWS.
TRANS SANJI….OH MY GOD HI,,, HELLO MA’AM…GOD I WISH SHE WAS REAL. ODA…COWARD!!! YOU PUT HIM ON FORCE FEMME ISLAND AND IT DIDNT EVEN WORK /j
thank you for showing me!! :D
i think there were SOME options but they either required an account or cost money or didnt do the whole job so i kinda gave up. it is weird bc that seems like a very useful tool in this day and age
here…here is my vocaloid megaplaylist…it…pretty much is just every vocaloid song i liked. there’s a couple vocaloid-adjacent songs in there too. enjoy
i actually really like making playlists for ppl (vocaloid or otherwise) so if u ever want a more. condensed playlist of something. let me know!
kikuo is already doing more stuff in the u.s. so i bet he will come back!! i hope he does i spent like $50 on his merch so like I FUNDED IT
inaki meeting oda WAS very sweet imo��some people have said it seemed fake/forced but i didnt get that vibe at all. and oda does seem like a nice and funny person like. in real life. but again I KNOW WHAT U FUCKING THINK IN UR BRAIN…nuance and al that i guess.
i literally reblogged a nsfw comic the other day (it was a joke comic, but still) and i was like i will bury this. and queue it for 1 am. i am so safe. AND NOW I DO NOT FEEL SAFE!! im joking i dont care that much. but tumblr why
how did you…how did u forget u were gendrfluid 3 times…actually. actually im REALLY bad about putting a label on my gender so i cant talk. i used to say “girl with a little agender on the side” or something and then went by demigirl kinda for a while? and then people would ask my gender and i’d be like “idk its whatever man” and my friends would go “i thought u were a demigirl?” and id be like OH FUCK OH YEA but now its evolved and i still dont have a name for it. im one of those ‘no labels’ people now but only bc i dont feel like looking into it more. lazy moment. and labels feel too definitive.
u should do that actually. a couple of his sbs people have gotten pretty popular for frequent comments i think. also I DIDNT KNOW THAT ABOUT IVA VA??? WHAT THE FUCK
PFFT dont worry about not understanding the comic its fairly niche. the song lyrics are from this song (very explicit btw. also a bop imo) and the “lipsync for your life” bit is a reference to rupauls drag race when the queens have to perform to a song to not get eliminated. and i like to imagine iva put sanji through many a gay time
“wait those are the only two possible courses of action..” I USE THAT SAME PHRASE A LOT AND ACCIDENTALLY DO THAT SAME THING EVERY TIME LMAO
fuck…but it would work so well with my gavel…damn it…im uh uh…magistrate of sanji, (i literally googled judge synonyms for this. and also it made me think about that one vocaloid song where kaito is a judge)
i rlly dont care about powerscaling and i have never looked into it and never will. i actually really do like cool fights but in anime they always get dragged out SOO long and then im just pissed cause i care more about the plot and characters. i prefer the idea of them being perfectly matched for multiple reasons but i guess we’ll never know…probably. idk im still waiting on that death pact thing to come back
u make a good point. about the cocaine. maybe it has to do with haki/willpower. tbh i can see that. the powerful guys are always taller. i think oda just wants them to be intimidating but if we want an in canon explanation…its cause theyre so damn AMBITIOUS !!
i was reading character analysis as a kid but i also thought characters could only be one or the other for way too long. bisexuality of man or whatever
what other ships do i like…i like zosan. obviously. i like dofuwani for similar reasons but I WAS LIED TO AND SHIPPED IT BEFORE I MET THEM AND THOUGHT THEY INTERACTED WAY MORE..OH WELL. i like nami/vivi and kaya/usopp!! and frobin!! buggy and shanks can be cute too. but i dont really CARE much about any of them except zosan. any luffy ship be gone from my sight for aroace reasons. wait add hannyagellan
im ngl hannyagellan is like a funny joke ship to me but if it becomes one of those crack ships u acciddentally get attached to im gonna be so mad (i wont be mad itll be really funny)
ive never heard that but i like that interpretation. god. i think about kuina a lot. i miss her. this is so stupid but i was listening to “slipping through my fingers” by abba and makin amvs in my head of zoro losing kuina and shit…embrassing. and also made me emo.
hm…im torn on the punk hazard stuff. to me it def felt like a woman thing esp after that comment about robin in skypiea. i think it goes against zoro’s character esp considering UHH KUINA but its yet another symptom of oda’s own biases bleeding into the work. but i would have to watch it again and consider it being a weakness thing. though i feel like he’s had weak men challenge him before that he didnt make a big deal out of not fighting. or maybe i just feel like if it was a guy he wouldnt hesitate as much…im blanking on evidence
2 OUT OF 3 OF MY ROOMATES IN COLEGE WERE ON TECH CREW HAHAHA they told me about it and made me appreciate it!! i love theatre a lot. i want to go see more. thats the only one ive ever seen and its bc it was for a school trip. my favorite musical ever is cabaret and i watched it all on youtube in several parts jdfnvkfjn (the 1990’s run with alan cumming) i could have been a theatre kid if i was less shy i think.
I AGREE ZORO IS CHOPPERS BROTHER. THANK U. although if we’re talking crew dynamics overall i do not think robin is a mother. she is 100% a cool aunt. and actually not that responsible when it comes to wrangling luffy and crew. franky’s a dad but he’s not THEIR dad. he’s just a dad coded guy who they’re friends with. jinbei gives grandfather even though hes only in his 40’s. brook is weird uncle. nami is a mom. sanji is also a mom. zoro is a big brother and usopp and luffy and chopper are little brothers.
i made my irl friend get on tungle and she also uses it for kpop purposes lmao. i know very little about kpop but she likes ateez…my other friend likes stray kids…i had a friend who liked shinee and i liked one of their songs…i like a few bts songs…but i will never join that fandom (sorry mack if ur reading this)
i think in terms of like one piece videos i like melonteee, totally not mark, mugiwara no goofy (for laughs) and also these two guys who just shitpost and its really funny
one piece artists,,,so many. wellfine is a big one…i love when ppl draw sanji with a hooked nose and lots of body hair. bluechanas…demonzoro��chvvy…that translation blog i linked earlier. i actually have a lot more but i realized a lot of them are just zosan and i didnt want to subject you to . all that 🧍LMAO. WAIT I FORGOT ONE. THEMETALHIRO. THEIR COMICS ARE SO FUNNY ALL THE TIME
i feel the need to ask a one piece question but i cant think of one rn. uh. uh. do u have any questions. or discussions to start. its ok if u dont!!
also p.s. there is never any pressure to watch any of the videos i link it is more for a sourcing purpose unless u actively want to watch them
I HAVE THAT EXACT IMAGE SAVED IN MY CAMERA ROLL LMAO. to end off here are some of my best (worst) sanji images
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i see your requests are open and i just have to request something-- your writing is absolutely amazing 🤌
how about a yandere roommate? i rarely see that dynamic, and im utterly in love with it 😮💨
tbh i dont have any specifics, just have fun with it 🫶
Possession
Yandere Male Roomate X FEM Reader
Part 1 I might do another part but idkkkk
A/N: AHHH TYSM UR SO SWEET! This idea is soOo skksjskendksj…and a subby chara is that ok pooks 🥺🥺 u didnt specify gender so im gonna do male cause subby men >>>
"I don't want you to hang out with them Y/N, why can't you understand that??" Y/N sighed as those words left her roommates mouth. She stared at him with a bored expression on her face; the complete opposite of the angry look on his.
"You can't tell me what to do Aidan, don't be fucking annoying..." She rolls her eyes and he clenches his fists tighter than before.
“Stop being so d-difficult Y/N!” He whined, his knuckles turning pale from how hard he was clenching them. He always acted this weird, “They’re bad for you! Why wont you believe me—”
“Cause I can think for myself Aidan! What’s wrong with you?! Im not a fucking child!” Y/N yelled back. A shocked look appeared on his face, she had never yelled at him before. Hearing the tone of her voice made him tear up and run towards his room, locking it behind him; his loud cries could be heard from where she were sitting.
Y/N sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose. He was always like this. She couldn’t understand why he became so upset whenever she spent time with someone who wasn’t him.
Y/N and Aidan had become very close friends in the time they had been roommates: which was just over a year.
At the start, they both weren’t really frank with each other—cordial would be a better adjective to describe Y/N’s relationship with him.
But over time, the tall brunette grew closer and closer to her. It came to the point where he couldn’t spend one day without her. At first, she was very oblivious to his actions—but over time, even she couldn’t ignore how he was acting day by day.
Aidan couldn’t go a second without touching her; be it holding her arm while they watched tv, holding hands when they went for a walk, or resting his head on her lap when they hung out with friends.
He always had to be in contact with her.
But then it went further than that.
It went to pure obsession and possession.
He would always ask where Y/N was, who she was with and when she’d come back. She’d get multiple missed calls and text messages from him to the point she’d have to turn her phone off. And then when she’d finally come home, she’d find Aidan sobbing and shouting at her: saying that she had ‘abandoned’ him and was a horrible person. The only way she’d get close to calming him down was if she’d let him lay on her chest and sleep—he’d be especially clingy after this so it became hard for her to do literally anything without him leeched onto her for the next few days.
Y/N also recently found out that Aidan had been threatening her friends for simply talking to her and when she confronted him about it, he would start to cry and manipulate her. And she couldn’t possibly be mad at Aidan when he was clinging onto her leg and begging her to forgive him so cutely.
And now he was in his room crying his heart out because she spent a single day with her other friends instead of him. With a sigh she got up, and walked towards his room; she couldn’t just let him cry himself to sleep like that—she genuinely did care about him.
“Aidan…” Y/N knocked on the door softly, she could still hear his sobs, “Aidan please open the door…”
“Go away! LEAVE ME ALONE!!” He cried and refused to open it. His heart was breaking and wrenching out of his chest. To him, it felt like he was dying; the most pain he’d ever felt in his life. ‘Why don’t you love me?! WHY??! WHY?!’ He thought to him self—he was going insane.
“Aidan please! Why are you acting like this? Let me come in…” She said softly, she was feeling extremely guilty for making him feel that way.
“STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE!! I HATE YOU!” Aidan yelled and sobbed, choking through his words—sounding like someone was quite literally gutting him. Y/N’s heart hurt from hearing his voice, it truly was desperate and pathetic.
Y/N wasn’t letting his words affect her, she knew he didn’t mean them so she continued, “Listen to me…open the door yeah? We can talk about this…please…” Her tone of voice was the complete opposite of his: calm and collected.
In the room, Aidan was sobbing but he slowly sat up and rubbed his red puffy eyes. He couldn’t help but listen to Y/N when she was talking so sweetly. Deep down, he knew he was being extremely dramatic but he couldn’t help himself; he just hated it when Y/N merely breathed next to other people.
Aidan got himself up and sniffed as he shuffled towards the door, Y/N smiled to herself when she heard shuffling coming from behind the door.
A few seconds later, he opened the door and you looked up to see his tear stained face looking down at you, his bottom lip wobbling as if he was painfully holding his tears back. His throat tightened as he stared at Y/N’s beautiful face: his Y/N’s beautiful face.
“Aidan..come here…” She opened her arms for him and he immediately buried himself into her embrace and sobbed into her shoulder. She cooed at him and caressed his back as he felt himself melting from her gentleness.
Despite him yelling at her, she was still being so sweet to him. Aidan knew he didn’t deserve her, but he just loved her so much. He couldn’t bring himself to let go of her, she belonged to him and he belonged to her.
“D-don’t be mad a-at me….Im so sorry….” He cries and clutches you so tightly as if you’d disappear, “P-please…please…”
“Shhh…be quiet, I’m not mad at you I promise…come, lets sit inside yeah?” Y/N said calmly and he sniffed adorably, nodding as he held her hand tightly and brought her inside his room.
“Sit down for me…” She told him and smiled as he immediately listened to her; his obedience never failing to surprise her.
Aidan looked up at her with big brown eyes—almost puppy like—and was seemingly trying to make her forgive him with that look he was giving her. Y/N sat down next to him and quickly went to grab her hand again, bringing it to his lap.
“Aidan..we have to talk about your behaviour, this can’t keep going on…you’ve disappointed me sweetheart…” Y/N spoke in a gentle voice and he felt his heart melt from the nickname she used for him. But then he felt his heart break afterwards when she said she was disappointed. He felt like crying again, he was so upset!
‘Please don’t hate me, please don’t hate me, please don’t hate me, please…’ His thoughts were growing irrational as his grip on her hands tightened aswell.
“P-please…please..I..Im so sorry..I j-just..” He couldn’t help but burst into tears yet again, the disappoint was too much for him to bear. Aidan just wanted to be her good boy, please please please!
“Hey..hey..” Y/N cupped his cheek and he leaned into her touch, giving her puppy eyes, “No tears….I just want to talk to you…talk to me…tell me what’s wrong~?”
Aidan had to calm himself down, looking at her with tears streaming down his face.
“I j-just…hate it…w-when you…” He takes a deep breath and stares deeply into her eyes with his pretty brown ones, “…w-when you’re around o-other people…”
Y/N rubbed her thumb on his cheek and he whimpers, leaning into her touch, “What do you mean angel~?” Her voice was just so alluring, it mesmerised him.
“I…I don’t want y-you around other p-people…j-just me…I g-get so mad…I w-want you all t-to myself…” He manages to muster through sobs, he just wants her to take care of him so bad.
Y/N raises an eyebrow, internally smiling. She would be stupid to not admit how beautiful Aidan was. He had soft curly brown hair, the most gorgeous dark skin and pretty brown eyes; he was perfection.
She moves her hand from his cheek to his chin, her grip hardening slightly, “Is that so~?” Aidan widened his eyes at her shift to a more seductive tone…he felt his whole body turn to jelly. She had such an effect on him.
“W-what…huh? A-are you not m-mad at…at me..?” Aidan was so confused, weren’t you supposed to hate him and be disgusted? He literally just expressed how he didn’t want you around anyone else but him.
“Hmm…what would you say if I wanted to take my anger out on you~?” Y/N smirked and he felt himself melting already—and she hadn’t even done anything!
Aidan was no doubt a masochist, he knew he’d come undone on the spot if Y/N even so much as raised her voice at him. His puppy eyes pleading with hers, practically begging her to use him and play with him till he was a moaning and shaking mess. He fell to his knees and held her legs tightly, “P-please! Do anything to me! A-anything!!”
“Be careful darling, do you really mean that? You know I won’t go easy on you….” Y/N smiles at him condescendingly as he swallows nervously. Aidan doesn’t care, he just wants to be hers. Y/N could hurt him, beat him or even spit on him and he’d say thank you~
“Yes!!” He replied a little too eagerly, clutching onto her knees, “Im begging you…please do with me whatever you want…I can take it…I can take anything you give me~”
Y/N smirks as she looks down at the puppy like boy at her feet.
This is going to be fun~
“AHHNNGGH~!!” Aidan whined out against the gag as Y/N hit him on the ass with the paddle once more. His behind was on fire from how many time she had abused the soft skin.
“What’s wrong~? Can’t take a little punishment? I thought you were my good boy~?” Y/N cooed at him, her words making him sob even louder since he hated her being mad at him.
“Mm sh-sowwyy~!” Aidan cried out, his ass wiggling subconsciously to get away from the pain but then moving closer to her at the same time.
Y/N smirked as she looked at the squirming boy in front of her, god his pathetic demeanour was really turning her on. She circled around the bed like a hawk; her eyes never left his trembling figure.
She leaned forward slightly, placing a hand on the small of his back which made him let out a soft moan as he tried to move closer to her but the restraints were making it difficult.
“You’re so pretty baby….such a cute boy~” Y/N cooed at him as he kept sobbing, he wanted her to take care of him and make him feel good. He began begging against his gag, making her raise an eyebrow.
Aidan kept trying to say he had been good, that he would prove himself to her. Blue, crystal tears falling from his pretty brown eyes, Y/N cupped his face and cooed, “Awe baby, what are you saying~?” She smirked, her sadistic tendencies being fed by his pitiful state.
Y/N turned him around so he was now laying on his back instead of his chest. Her eyes ran up and down his shaking body, his chest was heaving up and down while he gave her the most puppy like stare.
Aidan just wanted her to use him and make him feel better~
The poor boy kept blubbering against the gag, the saliva running all down his chin. He hated how the spit felt but he also got turned on from her seeing him like this; his dick was painfully hard at this point.
Y/N cupped his cheek again, tilting her head as if she was the most innocent person ever, “Are you saying you’re a good boy~?”
Aidan nods frantically, his hair stuck to his forehead with how much he was sweating. He really needed her to believe he was! Yes he was a bit emotional and got upset easily, but that was only because Aidan loved Y/N so much!
Y/N just laughed, making more tears spill from his adorable eyes. She undid his gag since she could tell it was hurting his jaw; she then held his face roughly, forcing him to look into her eyes, “But did I fucking ask you? Does it look like I fucking care?” Y/N’s demeanour changed instantly to a more strict one and Aidan could practically feel the pre-cum dripping from his leaky dick.
“Please please please please please….” He sobbed, trying to buck his hips up to get some sort of friction as she admired how he looked.
Y/N went back to mockingly sympathising with him, “Poor baby~ You need my touch don’t you?” He moaned in response, repeating the word “please” over and over again.
She decided to take some pity on him and suddenly gripped his dick roughly, making him let out a loud moan as his back arched so prettily, “Y/N~~!! Ahhhnnggh~! M-more…more! P-pleaseee!” Aidan begged, trying to get her to move her hand.
Y/N smirked and looked at him condescendingly, “You want me to move my hand?” She asked in a sweet voice to which he nodded and whined. She chuckled lightly, before squeezing his dick tighter: making him let out a high pitched moan, “Then beg for it you little slut. Go on. Show me how much you want me~”
Y/N stared at his features to see his reaction to her derogatory word; to see if he minded what she said. But the lust that filled his eyes were more than enough for her to realise that he was perfectly fine with her words.
“Please please please! Im b-begging you…im begging you Y/N!! I n-need your t-touch…y-you can do anything to me…p-please mistress—” Aidan widened his eyes and his mouth opened, agape—scared that she would be mad at him for what he called her. But Y/N raised an eyebrow and smirked as he stared at her with wide brown eyes. Aidan let out a whine when she released his crotch from her clutch.
He immediately started spilling out apologies and begging her not to be mad, “Im sorry Im so s-sorry…I’m…p-please!!” Y/N stopped his blabbering by putting a finger on his lips as he stared at her with hearts in his eyes.
Y/N looked down at him with her domineering gaze, he immediately melted underneath her, “What did you call me honey~?” Aidan was so flustered, staring up at her. He tried to say something but all that came out of his mouth were slurred words.
She tightened her grip on his chin when he didn’t reply, “Don’t make me repeat myself pretty boy,” Aidan whimpered and tears filled his eyes, he genuinely wanted to answer her but in front of her he got so flustered.
“Mmm…I-i..said..s-said m-mi…mistress…” He let out a meek reply, his voice hoarse from how much he had been crying and begging. Y/N stared at his pathetic face, his cheeks were red and wet from tears, “I-i wont say it again! I promise..Im sorry! I-it just slipped out of my m-mouth…”
Y/N tilted her head and brought her hand to cup his cheek and he leaned into her touch, his little pout was so adorable~~
“When did I say I didn’t like it~?” Her smirk made his entire body shake and his beautiful eyes widened as if what Y/N said was so out of this world. Did he hear her right? Did she just say what he thought she said??
“W-wh…w-what..? P-please don’t p-play with me like that…” He whimpered, thinking she was just teasing him. His reply made Y/N chuckle, she leaned forward and left a very wet kiss on the sensitive spot on his neck; just below his ear. Aidan let out a shaky moan, his whole body shaking from pleasure before she whispered in his ear, “I want you to call me that, understand?”
Aidan looks at her with hearts in his eyes and nods eagerly, “Y-yes…yes mistress! Y-you’re my m-mistress…my mistress…” Y/N smirks and strokes his cheek, kissing it tenderly. His heart melted and he whimpered from how sweet she was being. Sometimes she was as mean as can be, sometimes she was as sweet as candy…but he wasn’t complaining. He loved it~
Y/N chuckled to hersell, “Good boy~ Such a good boy for me yeah~?” She says, and he keeps saying, ‘Yes Mistress’ over and over again, trying to lean towards but his restraints keep pulling him down.
“You want Mistress to fuck you don’t you~? My baby needs to be pleased properly yeah~?” Y/N used her sweet condescending voice again and he melted again, whining and nodding.
“P-please! Need you…n-need you so so bad…p-please…please…I’ll d-do anything Mistress~” He begged her but she gripped his cheeks roughly, squishing them together.
“You’re so fucking pathetic…like a dumb puppy in heat aren’t you~?” Y/N said and he nodded, not even thinking anymore. He just needed her to fuck him. Please please please please please!
Y/N smirked at him and stood up, taking off her lingerie in such a slow sensual manner that Adrian felt his dick leak even more presumed, “P-please hurry…please m-mistress…I c-can’t handle it…” He whimpered, wanting her to just rail and degrade him.
“Be patient puppy…” She replied, his mouth watered seeing her beautiful and perfect body. She was a goddess and he’d make sure to worship her like she deserves.
Y/N climbed over him and sat on his legs, making him whine. He needed her! She was teasing him!! “Mistressss~” He whined and tried to buck his hips towards her but she held his hips down.
“Bad boy…stay down.” Her commands were making him even more turned on, she was treating him like a real dog. But he got upset when she said bad boy, he hated it when she said that, “N-noo! Mmm….y-your good boy…p-please! I n-need you to say it..~” He looked at her with such pretty eyes, Y/N just couldn’t be mean to him for too long~
“Aweee, my poor angel…you’re my good boy~ You’re my good boy baby…so good for me~” Y/N leaned forward to kiss his cheek, consoling him as he whimpered. “Let me make it up to you yeah~?”
Y/N leaned forward, bringing her lips to his chest and kissed it tenderly. The sensations which trailed down his chest and lower body made his back arch so beautifully, the most pretty sounds leaving his mouth.
Her mouth was dangerously close to his crotch, she kissed on his v-line—her breath fanning on his tip making him moan out loud, coming on the spot. Aidan burned with embarrassment, he couldn’t believe that he had come so quickly! Oh god he wanted to crawl into a hole and die.
“Oh Aidan~~ You came just from a little kiss~?” Y/N teased him as he tried to hide his face in the pillow he was on but she held his chin and forced him to look at her, “Did I say you could look away~?”
Aidan shook his head quickly, and begged for her forgiveness, “Im s-sorry…im so sorry…sorry…I didn’t m-mean to…” He was so embarrassed at how quickly he orgasmed, she was just so ethereal; how could he hold himself back??
“You’re sorry~? There’s no need to be sorry baby….but I can’t promise I’ll go easy on you baby…Im still going to make sure this dick can’t come anymore~” Y/N threatened in such a sweet and innocent voice, it made him even more scared (and excited)
“Can you take it baby?” Y/N finished, batting her eyelashes so prettily at him, “Y-yes…yes Im your good boy…s-so I can’t take it…” He replied so cutely, his voice breaking slightly from how anxious he was.
Y/N cooed at him and brought her hands to his waist, “You ready baby? Once I start, I won’t stop till you say your safe word: red. Understand?” She asks, making sure he was comfortable and 100% giving consent. He nodded eagerly and lifted his hips, “P-please i understand…please! I c-can’t take it…it hurts so much…i need you~”
“Don’t worry baby…I’ll make you feel so good I promise~” Y/N consoled him, and he pouted as he watched her lean down slightly. Her eyes locked on his dick, it was quite long but his girth was crazy; very thick and was well trimmed aswell.
Y/N wrapped her hand around the base of his cock, making him whine out; he was still so sensitive from his previous orgasm not so long ago, she watched his face contort in pleasure…he was so pretty…god…his lower body was covered in sweat making his gorgeous brown skin look even better than usual.
“Keep your eyes on me angel…I want to see you~” Y/N muttered, her eyes hazy and he looked at her with such love in his eyes. Aidan wanted to be hers so fucking bad.
He could barely talk, only nodding and mumbling incoherent words but it was so hard to look at her. He was melting under her seductive gaze.
“Good boy~ Let’s make you feel good now…and don’t keep your voice in…I want to hear all your pretty noises~” Y/N spoke before kissing the tip of his dick, he moaned so loudly…oh god she was so hot~
She moved her head further down, her hand rubbing the shaft of his dick. He was just so big, she couldn’t git all of him in her mouth.
Aidan moaned out loud and his body was convulsing so much, he couldn’t keep his body still. She was so good with her mouth, Y/N’s head moved up and down his dick and his eyes rolled to the back of his head. He just couldn’t keep his eyes on her since the pleasure was too much.
Y/N looked at him, and chuckled slightly, deciding to take him all in his mouth. Aidan widened his eyes and brought his hands and tangled it in her hair, “Y/N!! Y/N I—IM C-COMING…NNGHHAHHMM~” He couldn’t hold it back anymore, and he came all in her mouth, his orgasm lasting for a long twenty seconds.
“Ahhnggh…ahhmm..oh g-god..please…please…oh my god…that f-feels…” Aidan could barely speak, Y/N made sure to milk him through his orgasm, “Perfect boy…so so good…” He whimpered even more at her praise, Y/N saw him pulling on the handcuffs, wanting to touch her so bad~
“Please..please Y/N, I need to touch you…Im begging you~” Y/N leaned forward towards his mouth, but didn’t kiss him even as he was trying to reach her lips.
“You can’t touch me yet baby…let me fuck you first hmm…think you can come again for me~?” Y/N put her hands on his hips, lifting herself up a bit so her pussy was right above his dick. He could already feel his dick harden for the 20th time.
“You want to be inside me baby~?” Y/N asks sweetly, and he begged so hard, so so fucking hard.
“P-please…please Mistress! Please Mistress…Im b-begging you Mistress…please…h-have mercy on me…please please plea—AHHMMH OH Y/NNNN~” He was interrupted by Y/N lowering herself down on his dick, his leaky hard dick.
Aidan’s eyes rolled to the back of his head, she felt so tight and so so warm. He wanted to be inside her forever, “Ohhh gooooddd~ Mistresss…I need you…I love you so so much~”
Y/N winced slightly at his size, it stretched her out a good bit, “F-fuck…you’re so big baby..you’re going to make your mistress feel so good yeah~?”
Aidan nods eagerly, “I-ill m-make mistress feel s-so good…promise! I p-promise!”
Y/N managed to sit down full on his dick and they both let out a moan; the tip of his dick brushed against her g-spot so perfectly, the feeling was so overwhelmingly good~
Aidan tried bucking his hips up but she holds him down, “Bad puppy…you want me to move yeah? Move up and down your pathetic dick?” There she was, there was her more sadistic and mean side.
Y/N lifted herself up and dropped down onto his dick, their skin making a sinful slapping sound just like the one coming out of Aidan’s mouth.
She kept her pace going, riding his poor dick as his hands struggled against the restraints. He wanted to hold her so fucking bad, “P-please Mistress! L-let me…ammmh…t-touch you…ahhh~”
Y/N chuckled, a bit breathless as she began riding him harder which in turn made him whine harder, “PLEASE! P-PLEASE MISS…O-OH F-FUCK…I D-DON’T W-WANT TO COME YET…S-SLOW DOWN~” Aidan cried out loud, not wanting to come so quickly from Y/N’s fast movements.
She leaned forward, her chest pressed against his, making his eyes roll to the back of his head from the feeling of his skin against hers. Y/N whispered in his ear so sensually, “My good boy…you going to come for me~?” Aidan shook his head and tried to control himself from coming. He needed to hold himself back, but her pretty voice and how good her pussy felt were too much for him.
“M-Mistressss~!” Aidan whined, wanting this to last longer but she was just too good at this. Her ass moved twice as fast over his poor dick as his moans became more and more high pitched, “N-no! I d-don’t..please! Ohhh gooodd im coming…IM COMINGGG! M-MISTRESS…OH FUCK…FUCK ME…”
“Come for me angel…come for me pretty boy….” Y/N whispers in his ear, biting his ear lobe and that was the last straw for him…he came undone on the spot~ “OHHH GOOOODD Y/NNN~~!!”
She kept going as she felt his cum fill her up; her juices squirting over his dick aswell, “Ohh fuck…good boy…my good boy~” Y/N moaned aswell, kissing his lips to silence his moans since he was being so loud.
They kept making out as they both rode their high, their tongues rubbing with each other; Aidan moaned into her mouth, slobber running down his chin. Y/N looked him in his eyes and sucked on his tongue, making his moans ten times louder.
She pulled away, both of them breathless as they just stared at each other, a wide grin on her face as she watches his fucked out face. Y/N wanted to break him even more, but he clearly wouldn’t be able to take it. She raised herself up from his dick as he whimpered from the loss of heat, he wanted to stay inside her forever, “M-mistress…” He whispered weakly as she cooed at him, “Shhh baby…lets get you cleaned up yeah~?”
Y/N kissed his forehead, undid his handcuffs and went to go get a wet warm cloth.
It took half an hour to get him cleaned up and wearing clean new clothes, he was practically passed out on the bed as Y/N smirked at how fucked out he looked.
She laid next to him and kissed his cheek, wrapping him in warm blankets. He moaned in his sleep and wrapped his arms around her, holding her tightly.
“Goodnight pretty boy…you did so good today~” Y/N whispered in his ear and kissed his cheek, cuddling him aswell as she closed her eyes to go to sleep.
Maybe he wasn’t so bad~
FINALLY DONE WITH THIS BROOOO I GENUINELY COULD’NT FIGURE OUT TO END THIS AS YOU CAN TELL.
Tysm for being so patient thoughh~~~ Love you guys~~
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TAKE ONE...... RECOVERING FROM COVID/UNPLEASTANTRIES....
i love this shirt, forever, <333
CAT EYEZ sunglasses
AND DONT KNOW WHETHER IM A BOY OR A GIRL, I THINK IM A CROSSDRESSER, IDK, HAHAHAHA.
(z courtesy of reminders of Louis..this retrograde umm.. He is always typing that way, (z instead of s) I am so glad I met him, he's my EX but I keep thinking about him, like we wanted to be each others primary, ) idek, I really thought our relationship was so innocent and cute, but meanwhile, Im trying to find my next meal and he's painting his nails and wont' buy me a drink when we go out.. idek.. but it was cute, and I would have married him..a few men i would have.. idk.. i think though, genuinely, im with or know or am about to find him. a few wanted to put a ring on it, but things just didnt work out, and havent popped out any kids yet... so >_> idek... hoping im not but i feel so weird rn.
even though im like mid sex change umm, no one talks about this, omgg..theres literally NOTHING, is it embarassing to people like fo srs i think its very fun and interesting.
tbh tho..im nonbinary (but i dont often remember when i act like a girl um) but i hate ugh... ugh hate being female soo soo much, it it wasnt the oppression, the overbaring patriarchy, and men literally hitting on females, like...idek... i wish i was a lesbian!!!, but im not, though i find i do want women to like me, but like, as a friend or a maaayyybe a bit more, like to have a good relationship with other women and to encourage having female friends with each other-- instead of worrying about stupid dudes that hurt us.. ugh...
idk, >_> I wasnt uh, lesbian with Livvy, Im a TRANS GUY.
LIKE ON HRT, THREE YEARS, PRETTY MUCH NO GOING BACK NOW, BUT I DONT THINKI WANT TO BE LIKE, A 50 YR OLD DUDE, MAYBE ILL STILL LOOK GOOD THO??,
Louis made my life beauitufl, I am enjoying the Dark side .... Industrial, REAL FUBAR SHIT THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED that he has pictures of, and struggling along.. Louis only got SSI too... Brenden gets child support for Jette and he is about to get hired as a maintenance, he is always running around cleaning.
TRULY-- I like people that liek downers cause Im so nervous. And MYSELF? i LIKE THE NEED FOR SPEED. But..... I dont do speed! Only a few lines. Yaknow. Literally. A few. Years and years and years and years. And I got on meds, and Im becoming a lot more wholesome. TBH. asking mum how shes doing and what she thinks of stuff and sharing recipes with her, like a FAMILY. They started the drugging out shit though, and i dont mind a drink here and there, im mostly a cig smoke these days, and cloves, i took a few puffs of weed and got nervous like and was hungry three hours later and felt bad like it had something wrong with it, idk do not want them to the point that they get violent, but you arent suppose to go over your limit with anything! Mum would come home and bark out orders and tlel me what im doing wrong, like she gave me three compliments in my life..the v2k (fake schizo voices cuz im a targeted individual) ... said.. she abandoned me in a parking lot!! pfft. Brendan said dont pay attn to that crap.
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dating jinx would include
gn! reader
warnings: angst, nsfw, paranoia, mental illness, breakdowns and possessive behavior
dating jinx would include......
she's playful
~how you met (i think im gonna start adding this from now on, maybe)~
met eachother a year before vi comes back at the last drop
jinx noticed you but didnt think much about you, until you sat next to her without fear and started asking her questions about her trinket she was working on
she smiled really bif and started info dumping on you about what they do and the variations
she goes home thinking about you and decides to look for you
it took a few days but she found you again and asked (begged) for a date
it was a surprise but a good one
you excepted and had a great time (leaving that up to your imagination)
soon she asked you to be her partner.
~general~
she's clingy
she's bouncy
she's high energy
she's so in love with you
she's overbearingly protective and jealous
she just loves you so much that she cant stand the thought of you talking to someone thats not her
what if they steal you away
you're the only one who calms and grounds her when things get loud
she would never hurt you
youre just so wonderful
so reassuring and she needs that dont you understand?!
never lets you leave alone, always there even if its trailing you in the shadows.
when she isnt causing mayhem in the undercity or in piltover she can be found cuddling you
getting much needed sleep in your arms
or begging to doodle on your skin
or wanting to build pillow forts and tell stories together
loves giving you gifts she either made or stole
or she wants you to sit bear her while she works but out of harms way so not too close
she loves being in your presence
she loves that you love being around her
you make her feel so secure
~angst~ (long bc i got carried away)
sometimes she gets overwhelming possessive of you
she just has such bad episodes sometimes and thoughts revolving around you
she doesnt mean to scare you but she needed to know you wont leave
she desperately clings to you sobbing at the mere thought you wouldnt love her anymore
she got worse when vi came back and she thought she was leaving her again when she saw that topsider
she had a single moment of clarity and sent you home to be away from her bc she couldn't trust herself rn, she was just so mad and she would never hurt you but shes never been this bad before
you didnt see her for weeks after that, but you saw the chaos she caused and her the whispers.
something was wrong.
jinx was at singed's "office"
why?
millions of questions swirled in your head
you decided to go see her
then you saw it, the council in piltovers being hit by a rocket out your window
where was jinx and what had happened to her.
you didnt have to ruminate on thise questions long as jinx finally slipped into your apartment
she seemed different
you backed away from her when you noticed her jerky movements,
then you saw it, her glowing pink eyes
shimmer
no
"what happened to you baby?"
"a whole lot, i cant wait to show you"
things were more or less the same but jinx now had immense strength and never really slept anymore
she wasnt really your jinx anymore
~NSFW~
jinx was an enthusiastic lover
she loved touching you and giggled wildly as she would
loved the sounds you made so much she often times causes you to be over stimulated
loves how you beg
loves telling you what to do too
"fuck me just like that toots"
very tops from the bottom
loves restraining you, it makes it more fun for her bc you can squirm away when she fucks you too hard and fast after you've just cum
loves when you do the same things to her
loves marking you all over especially your thighs, if she could she would make you wear the shortest shorts imaginable so everyone could see who you belonged to
loves when you do it to her too, loves feeling owned just as much as owing
be ready to experience a lot.
hope you enjoy and thank you for reading<3 wrote all this at once and after weeks of not writing anything. next time i post something it might be "Dating Brigid Tenenbaum" or "Dating Rebecca Chambers". <3
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Trust No One p.8 - B.B.
warnings: dark!bucky, 18+, smut, daddy kink, squirting, gun violence, angst.
word: 4,873
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The next day, you woke up later than usual. It was about 3:30 in the afternoon. You turned over in bed and saw Bucky sleeping with his back to you. You moved closer to him, wrapping your arms around him, kissing his back tattoo. He turned over and wrapped his arms around your neck pulling you close to him. You smiled and kissed his chest looking up at him. He had his eyes closed and his curls were covering his face. You reached up and pushed his curls out of his face and he smiled a little. You caressed his cheek smiling, admiring his beauty. He cuddled you more pulling you in closer putting his head in your neck. You giggled as his hands went down you back. You smiled kissing his head, "Are you busy tonight baby?" you said. He shook his head cuddling you more. "Okay because tonight is Larray's birthday party at Desire. Me, him and Nailea are off tonight to celebrate and a bunch of people are coming and I wanted you to come and enjoy life a little." you smiled as he groaned.
"Sure baby I'll go, someone has to make sure you get home safe." he smirked into your neck.
"I wont drink so much tonight." you smiled massaging his head.
"Its fine baby, you can drink as much you want. Its your friends birthday. Have fun." he smiled.
...
You were getting ready for Larray's party. He told you to dress up 'like a whore', because at the time you were all single and wanted to pick up guys but unfortunately now that you were with Bucky, you couldnt dress up like that. He would kill you and any guy that looked at you, but you decided to anyways to make Larray happy. You knew Bucky was going to be mad about it but you didnt care, you wanted to look good tonight for your friends birthday. You sat down on the toilet and put your heels on then stood up fixing your dress. You finished putting your makeup on and doing your hair. You walked out of the bathroom and saw Bucky laying down on the bed. He was wearing a white button up with the buttons open to his mid stomach, exposing his spider tattoo and chest. He had one hand behind his head and the other on his crotch with his eyes closed. You walked over to your vanity and grabbed your rings and put them on. Your back was to him and he opened his eyes and cleared his throat sitting up on his elbows, "Excuse me, what are you wearing?"
You turned your head and looked at him smiling, "What? Whats wrong with my dress?" you turned completely around and put on your bracelets.
His eyes widen as he saw your boobs almost popping out of your dress, "y/n, you are not wearing that dress.".
You frowned, "Why not? Larray wanted us to dress up like sluts tonight, since at the time i wasnt dating anyone and im trying to make his birthday a good one to remember and im also trying to blackout tonight."
He got off the bed and walked over to you, "Fine, you can wear that, but no sex tonight."
You gasped as if it offended you but you didnt care, putting your hand to you chest, "When..." he looked at you confused, "...did i ask?" you chuckled and shook you head patting his shoulder.
He grabbed your wrist squeezing it, "Dont test me little girl, you will regret it."
"And does it look like i care? You dont have to fuck me tonight, ill get plenty of other.." he grabbed your jaw making you look at him.
"Finish that sentence, i fucking dare you." he frowned at you getting close to your face.
You smirked, trying to see how far you could push him, "i can get plenty of other guys to fuck me tonight."
He frowned and let go of your jaw, "Lets go before i punish you and you dont get to go to the party, y9ou fucking brat." he pushed your towards the door lightly as you grabbed your purse walking out of the bedroom shaking your head.
...
A few hours into the party, you were pretty drunk, not too drunk, but just enough to be a little dazed. You were on the dance floor dancing with Larray and Nai. you looked over and saw Bucky sitting at the table looking right at you, watching your every move. You walked back over to him and smirked. He sat up and fixed his pants looking up at you as he leaned on his knees. You pushed him back and straddled his lap, grabbing his cheeks and leaning down kissing him roughly. He kissed you back trying to keep up with your movements. He put his hands on your ass as you pulled away from him biting his bottom lip sucking on it in your mouth then letting it go. He squeezes your ass then looks you in the eyes, "What are you doing kitten?"
You rubbed his exposed chest, "Nothing daddy. I just think you look so fucking hot and i miss you." you pouted at him.
"I've been here the whole time baby. are you having fun?" he rubs your lower back.
"Yes i am!" you giggle as your favorite song comes on. you gasp and get off his lap, "I have to go dance to this." you walk back to where Larray and Nai were dancing as they hand you another shot and you drank it dancing to the music along with them. You started swaying your hips to the music dancing with them. You felt hands grab your waist and you started to grind your ass on them. You didnt turn around because you figured it with Bucky behind you. Larray and Nai both looked at you and tried pulling you away from the person and you frowned at them, "Hey what the fuck?" you turned around and saw some randon guy standing behind you and you giggled, "Oh shit my bad." you turned away and walked away with them.
"Bucky is coming over. Bucky is coming over." Nai said as they let go of your arms. You turn around and was met with his chest as he grabbed your arms looking at you.
"Say goodbye to your friends, we are going home." he whispered in your ear. You shook your head pulling away from him.
"No i wanna stay, i'm having fun Buck." you pouted and looked up at him. He looked down at you frowning, his face a light pink.
"No, say goodbye and lets go, im not playing around y/n." he whispered in your ear.
"Hey buddy she said she wants to stay, just let her stay." the guy said to him as Bucky let go of you and turned around. You grabbed Bucky’s arm and stood in front of him pushing on his chest.
"Okay okay lets go Bucky." you looked up at him as he was still staring at the guy. "James lets go." you pushed him again and he shook his head grabbing your wrist pulling you towards the table and he grabs his jacket and walks out of the club pulling you with him squeezing your wrist. You sighed, "Bucky, you are hurting me. Bucky stop. Bucky stop!!" you stopped in front of his car and he let go your wrist turning around looking at you. You slapped him in his face and shoved him against his car, "Why do you have to be such an asshole?! Im having fun with my friends and you have to ruin it!" he shook his head and turned back towards you smirking. "Wipe that fucking smirk off your face Bucky! Its not funny! You ruined my fucking buzz!" you shoved him again and he grabbed your wrist again squeezing them as he flips you around pushing your back against the car as he gets close to your face.
"Fucking push me again princess, watch what happens. I didnt ruin anything. You did it by grinding against another guy. If you want to act like a slut, i can treat you like a fucking slut. Is that what you want?! Hmm? You want me to treat you like one?" you blushed as he let go of your wrists and slaps your cheek lightly grabbing your jaw facing you towards him. "Huh? You wanna get fucked like a slut?" he pushed his hard on against your stomach, "See what you do to me princess? Shaking your ass to the music, teasing me the whole night." he turned you around so your chest was against the car as he presses his crotch against your ass. He pulled your hair back as you moaned. He slapped your cheek and spit on your face smearing his spit all over your face ruining your makeup. "I wanna fuck you right here in front of everyone, but you would enjoy that to much." he smirked and opened the door to the passenger seat and pushed you in as you go in. he shut the door and walked to the other side getting in the driver seat. He turned on the car and drove away. You squeezed your legs towards as the tension between your legs was getting to much for you. You felt your wetness soak your panties and drip down your legs. You looked over at Bucky as he was clenching and unclenching his jaw forcing on the road.
"Buck...?" you said softly.
"Hmm?" he looked over at you then back at the road, "Whats wrong kitten?"
"C-Can i give you head?" you said quietly pouting.
He smirked and reached down taking his cock out of his pants, "Go ahead. Its not getting you out of your punishment but go right ahead." you leaned over and kitten licked his tip tasting his precum, "Oh no princess come on, you can take it." he grabs your hair and pushes your head down his cock moaning. His tip hitting the back of your throat, "Holy shit." he started moving your head up and down his cock as you gagged on the tip. Your eyes started to tear up and run down your face ruining your mascara. You moaned around his cock sending vibrations through it as he moved your head faster on his cock. He moaned trying to focus on the road as he pulled you off. You coughed a little as salvia was running down your chin and connected from your bottom lip to his tip. You took him back into your mouth bobbing your head fast stroking the rest that couldnt fit in your mouth. He pulled into the driveway of his house and parked the car, grabbing your head with both hands holding you still as he started thrusting his hips up into your mouth. He moaned as you gagged on his tip, "Fuck yes! Fuck! Swallow my fucking cum bitch!" he threw his head back as he stopped his movements cumming in your mouth. You grabbed onto his seat as you swallowed his cum. You pulled off and gasped for air sitting back in your seat. He grabbed your hair and pulled you into a kiss tasting himself on your tongue. "Mmm i fucking love you baby." he put his cock away as he got hard again and got out of the car. You got out and ran to the door opening it up and taking off your heels running up the stairs to his room. "You better be naked on that bed when i get up there." you blushed and ran into his room and threw your shoes to the side and took off your dress, pulling off your panties and you got on the bed getting on your knees sticking your ass in the air as you buried your head in the pillows waiting for him. You heard the door open and him chuckle, "Wow look at you princess." you swayed your hips from side to side whining. You heard his belt come off and you turned around looking at him, "Hey did i say you could look? Get back down." you whined loudly and put your head back down on the pillows, biting your lip waiting for him. You felt the bed dip on the side of you as you felt a hard smack on your ass cheek. You moaned loudly as another came down harder than the first. You gripped the sheets as your legs were soaked in your juices. You gasped loudly then moaned loudly as Bucky leaned in and started licking your clit fast. He spread your legs wider as his nose poked at your entrance. He sucked on your clit swirling his tongue around your clit.
"B-Buck! Ohmygod! Can i cum?!" you moaned loudly as he pulled away from you spitting on your soaked core then licking it up, "Please! Please can i cum?!" he teased your entrance with his tongue shaking his head. You whined loudly pushing your hips back against him as his tongue slid into you. You moaned loudly as he wiggled his tongue in you. He pulled out and went down sucking on your clit again, "Please Bucky!! Im begging you! I wanna cum!" you started to cry out loud tears running down your face. Your legs started to shake as you felt your orgasm coming with full force, "I'm cumming! Bucky! Wait no!" you cried out loudly as he pulled away from you, ruining your orgasm for you. You pushed your hips back towards his face and he smirked sitting up on his knees. He wiped his chin as your juices were dripping from it. Your thighs and core were completely soaked from your wetness. You were breathing heavily from your crying.
"Why are you crying? You deserve every second of this punishment. So take it like a good girl and i will give you your reward okay?" he smirked smacking your ass as you nodded, "I need words kitten."
"Y-Yes da-daddy, ill be good." you nodded.
"Good, now let daddy eat you again, and dont cum until i tell you okay?" he went back down and you felt his breath against your core.
"Okay daddy." you moaned loudly as he started licking your clit again. You gripped the sheets harder as your orgasm started to come at you again but a lot quicker. He slid two fingers into you as you started to pull away from him, getting to overstimulated, your legs shaking, "No! No! I will cum if you do that daddy!" he lips deattach from you and he growls smacking your cheek.
"Hey! Stop fucking pulling away! I dont care!" he pulls you back towards him and sucks on your clit thrusting his fingers against your gspot fast. You screamed loudly in pleasure and pulled away from him again and he pulled away from you completely. He flipped you over so you were laying on your back and he got up right in your face wrapping his hand around your neck, "What the fuck did i say about pulling away from me while im eating you out?! Hmm? Stop fucking doing that! I'm giving you what you want you fucking want you slut and you pull away from me! Stop doing that! You know what?! Since you wanna be a fucking brat! You dont get to cum at all! Is that what you want?!"
You shook your head fast as tears ran down your cheeks, "N-No daddy, please. Ill be good im sorry! Ill be good!" you started to cry, "I just want to cum! Please!" he started to feel bad for you. You were begging him to cum and he wasnt letting you, but on the other hand, you deserved this punishment. You were grinding on another guy at the club and you shouldnt have.
He let go of your throat, "Hey hey do you need me to stop? Just say the word and we can stop baby." he wiped your tears and you shook your head.
"N-No, i want to take my punishment like a good girl." you blushed looking up at him. He smirked, he loved how submissive you were to him.
"Okay baby, you can use that word whenever you want and I will stop okay?" he rubbed your cheek and you nodded, "Okay, im gonna go back and let you finish okay? Just tell me when you are close." you nodded again as he got between your legs spreading them wide. He leaned in and sucked on your clit as you arched your back off the bed moaning loudly.
"Please! Buck! Ohmygod!" you grabbed his hair pulling him in closer moaning louder. He licked your clit faster, your orgasm just around the corner, "I'm gonna cum! Please! Please!" he sucked on your clit hard as you arched your back off the bed more, throwing your head back between the pillows, the grip on his hair tighten as you pulled him closer, your legs tightening around his head as you came all over his tongue, moaning loudly as your legs shook around his head. "Oh my god! Thank you daddy! Thank you!" he pulled away from you and wiped his chin smirking.
"You taste so good baby." he flipped you over again, and pulled your hips up so you were sitting on your knees. He rubbed his tip against your soaked core as your cum and his precum mixed together. You moaned gripping the sheets under you as he slammed his cock into you, grabbing your hips thrusting his hips hard. "Mmmm you are so tight baby fuckkk." he threw his head back thrusting into you harder. You threw your head back moaning loudly pushing your hips back against his. "Mmm thats it baby fuck yourself on my cock!" he reached down and grabbed your hair pulling you back onto his cock making your ass bounce on him. "Mmmm so fucking good baby! So. fucking. Good." he slammed into you harder as his tip hits your gspot. You screamed out loud pushing your hips back more, more tears running down your face.
"Yes! Yes! Fuck yes! Im gonna cum on your cock! Please!" you slammed your hips back against him. The sound of skin slapping and your moans echoing throughout the room. You didnt hear the door open to the room as your eyes were closed as Bucky slammed into you harder. Bucky turned his head looking at the person at the door and smirked. He grabbed your hips tightly holding you still as he thrusted into you as hard as he could, pushing you further into the bed pillows, "Bucky! Buck! Slow down!! Please! Im cumming! Im cumming!" you screamed loudly in pleasure as you squirted all over him and the bed. He pushed into you as deep as he could fit and came in you hard groaning. He pulled out and washed your cum mix with his. He smirked and looked up at the person as the door.
"Did you enjoy the show?"
Bucky smirked as you turned over laying on your back then sitting up, looking at him confused, "What?" you looked at the person at the door and blushed hard covering yourself with the sheets, "Were you watching the whole time?"
"No, but i'm not sure why Bucky invited me...?" Liam looked between the both you.
"Oh right i need that gun back that i gave you, i have a better one for you." Bucky puts on his boxers and gets out of bed. you blushed and covered yourself with the sheets. Bucky put his hair in a small ponytail and walked over to his gun safe. Liam followed him and placed the gun on the table. Liam looked over at you and shook his head. you frowned at him, and then smirked. you wanted to get liam mad and you wanted him to know who fucked you better. you made you cum every night.
"Hey baby when you get a second i have to ask you a question." you looked at Bucky’s back.
he nodded and opened the safe. he took out a gold medal Beretta M9 and handed it to Liam, "It's not load, you can ask my buddy down at the gun shop on route 3 that Bucky sent you and you need bullets for that. he will hook you up." he took back the other gun and put it in the safe locking it.
liam nodded and put the gun in his back pocket, "thanks man, i'll see you tomorrow." he walked towards the door as Bucky looked over at you.
"What's up baby?" he smiled at you walking back towards the bed.
"Can we go another round? i'm still feeling horny daddy." you smirked at him.
"Oh yeah?" he got on the bed getting between you legs, "you gonna be a good girl and let daddy fuck you right?" he smirked pulling the covers off of you. you looked over at liam who was standing at the door about to close it, he looked up at you frowning. you looked back at Bucky smirking.
"Fuck me daddy." you giggled as Bucky attacked your neck with kisses as liam shut the door walking away.
...
You woke up the next morning and turned around meeting with Bucky’s chest. You cuddled him close kissing his chest, he was still sleeping. You smiled and pulled away from him slowly, his arms falling off your body as you got off the bed grabbing his white button down shirt putting it on and buttoning it up. You walked downstairs to the kitchen and looked in the fridge for food. You heard someone walking into the kitchen. You shut the door to the fridge and looked at Steve and smiled, "Good morning Steve. you want anything to eat? Im making eggs and pan-..." you were cut off by Liam walking in behind him. You gulped as Steve walked pasted you and nodded.
"Yeah i'll take some pancakes y/n." he grabbed a bottle of water and handed it to Liam. You turned back to the fridge and took out the food and put it on the counter. You tried to ignore Liam but as Steve walked out, Liam stayed in the kitchen with you. You felt his eyes burning in your back as you started to cook food.
"Does he fuck you like i do?" liam smirked.
You flipped him off and continued to cook.
"Oh come on Lilly, you know no one can make you cum like i can. You know that shirt is see through right? You still have a phat ass." he smirked and came up behind you pushing you against the counter as you felt his hard on against your ass. You pushed him away and slapped him in the face.
"Dont fucking touch me! Get out!" you started to tear up, "Get! The! Fuck! Out!"
"Hey! Hey! What the fuck is going on in here?!" Steve walked in and looked at both of you then notices your tears on your cheeks, "Y/N whats going on? Are you okay?"
You looked at Steve and shook your head, "Please can you tell him to leave? I'm trying to cook." you quickly wiped your cheeks turning back around to cook the pancakes.
"Liam, come on man, Bucky has work for you to do." Steve said as Liam walked out of the kitchen scoffing. Steve walks up to you and taps your shoulder, you jumped a little and turned around sighing, "You okay y/n? You literally look scared."
"Yeah, i'm fine. Just..." you sighed, "I wanna tell you, but you cant tell Bucky. You have to promise me Steve?"
"Of course y/n. Whats going on?" he looked at you concerned. You shut off the stove and sat down on the island chair and looked at him.
"Promise me you wont tell Bucky?" you looked at him
"I wont, i promise."
You nodded, "My name really isnt y/f/n Blanco, its Lilly Blanco. I used to live in Las Vegas, but moved out here because of Liam. He is my ex boyfriend, but he is a psycho. Like he is crazy. He used to stalk in high school and i didnt know and thought he was this cute guy. Then when we started to date, he was acting so weird. Then i found on his laptop pictures of me like in my shower and in my room. He was completely obsessed with me. When i turned 18, me and my dad moved here to L.A., i changed my name, my hair, everything, just to get away from him. And its been almost 2 years since ive seen him. First time i saw him, was at my work and Bucky invited him to the table. I didnt want to tell him because i didnt want to cause a scene. And now that Liam is Bucky’s right hand man, i cant do anything. I cant tell Bucky, he will lose it Steve." you looked at him as he was staring at you.
"Wow, just wow. I mean what are you to do. Youre right, you cant tell Bucky. Not yet at least. Listen, i wont tell him but you need to tell him soon, before something happens."
You nodded as Steve walked out of the kitchen. You sighed and rubbed your head. How are you going to tell Bucky that the guy he just hired, is your psycho ex boyfriend, who threatened to kill both of you. You got up from the chair and turned around and saw Liam standing by the door pointing the gun at you. You gulped and backed up against counter, "L-Liam please." you could see his hand shaking and he was sweating.
"Why did you lie to him?! Hm?! Why did you fucking lie to him Lilly!?" he had tears coming down his face.
"I-I didnt lie to him Liam! I told him the truth! You are fucking crazy!" you started to shake getting scared.
"Liam, what are you doing?!" Steve walks up behind him and Liam turns around and pointed the gun at Steve and he put his hands up, "Woah woah, Liam put the gun down."
"No! She fucking lied to you! None of that is true! We were in love! She loved me before she loved that fucking asshole Bucky!" Liam turned back around looking at you still pointing the gun at Steve, "Tell him Lilly! Tell him you loved me!" you shook your head tears running down your face.
"You wanna know something crazy? That i let you inside of my fucking house, and i give you my fucking guns and you are here pointing a gun at my girlfriend and my best friend! Put down the gun and no one gets hurt, simple." Bucky was standing next to Steve as they were both pointing guns at him, Liam turned and looked at both, he gulped, "So, now you have two choices. One, you can get the fuck out of my house and leave me and Y/N alone, or you can get the fuck out of my house in a body bag. Its up to you, Liam." Liam slowly walked backwards towards you and he grabbed you by the waist and held you in front of him, blocking himself with your body and pointed the gun to your head. He put his arm around your neck to keep you from moving. You gasped and held onto his arm as it was slightly choking you.
"If im leaving, shes coming with me." liam was shaking.
"You see, i cant let you do that. So you either let her go or i kill you." Bucky frowned still pointing the gun at him with Steve.
"No! Fuck you! She loves me! Tell him Lilly, tell him you love me!" he had tears running down his face as you shook your head.
"Yeah, Lilly come on tell him you love him. Go ahead! Tell him!" Bucky said. You started to cry shaking your head.
"N-No! I dont love him!" you cried.
"No, come on Lilly tell him! Tell him you love him." Bucky smirked at you, "You know Lilly told me last night that she was still in love with you! Crazy right?!" you shook you head crying.
"No i dont!" you started shaking crying. Liam looked at you then at Bucky.
"Really? She said that." Liam said shaking.
"Yeah, told me all about you and her. She really loves you Liam. Come on Lilly tell him." he shook his head smirking.
"Fine! Fine! I love you Liam!" you cried.
"Tell him, you hate him. Tell him how much you love me Lilly." liam said pushing the gun at your head."I hate you Bucky! I hate you! I love you Liam! Please!" you started crying hard. Liam let go of you as you moved away from him then heard a shot and your eyes went wide looking down at your white shirt turning red…
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tokrev characters when you did the “i told you to look good today” prank to them
lol this trend is quite old but its been on my mind lately but yall can request sum goods to me😁👍
tw: heavy swear words and grammar errors
characters: draken, mikey, mitsuya, baji, chifuyu, hakkai, takemichi.
gn reader
DRAKEN
the moment those words came out of your mouth he just stared at you
while you’re smiling idiot
he will literally just stare at you
“yea same to you” showing a annoying smile
he get the situation, HE KNOWS HE LOOK GOOD SO THIS AINT GNNA WORK
you guys just laugh it off, you didn’t even told him that it was just a prank because he already knew it but will still ask you in the middle of your date
“hey is my style in clothes really aint that good? were you serious? i mean its not that bad…..” he said while looking himself up through his phone camera
“nope, i thought you get the joke but oh well……ken, you look so good everytime yk even if u wear nothing u still can pull it off” you told him and smack his bald head playfully
“yea yeaa i would’ve gone feral if u went and bash my hair instead of my clothes so thats a relief” he respond with a smile
“ken why this hair-”
“aight im leaving”
“no hakahajwlwbsha”
took the joke very well
MIKEY
he spent hours looking for good clothes for this date, there’s clothes everywhere in his room and still “damn…..there’s nothing to wear”
AND WHEN U TOLD HIM THOSE WORDS???
he just pout, told you that he’s sorry, and he spent hours looking for something to wear to match your style and many more reasons
pls apologize to him
but when you told him that its a prank he just pout and said “not a good joke y/n i know you were lying because i really look good, i knew its was a prank”
just agree with him lol
will think of pranks that he could do to you for revenge, literally stressing about it while on the date with you
he wants to say the same thing to you but he can’t because you look beautiful today, just for him, and will smile just looking at you
while walking to the park he will even ask himself “does my style really match them?” “should i be the one to adjust and put my taste on clothes higher?” “i should ask mitsuya about fashion things” his mind is just filled with questions
“mikeyyyyyyy, you look good today i was just doing a silly prank im sorry if that made you feel bad, not gonna lie you’re drippy as fuck”
“i know i know im gonna prank you next time real hard” he said “if i catch you we’re gnna switch wardrobes” he said as he started to chase you around the park
in the end he came over to your place and explore your wardrobe and tried your clothes, he even stole some of your hoodies and shirts.
MITSUYA
overthinks
this mf thinks he looks good no matter what
duh he’s a designer
“well y/n i think you’re right, and i should style you sometimes dont you think?”
your hand went to your mouth so fast
he laughed at your reaction and hug you
“just kidding you look good, we look good i know that trend damn thats old” he said
you smack him playfully for that, his reaction is normal but because of that he wants to be more stylish
he can take a joke yk
after a lot of overthinking he suggests to shopping with you
even though he have some knowledge about designing and how to look good he thinks your taste in clothes is so good
will think that he’s right for you and you’re right for him
he’s your 4lyferss😩
BAJI
he will give you that “excuse me” face with a hand oh his chest because he’s offended as fuck.
“babe stop fooling people, and yourself we both know i look good”
“you dare to bash my drip hell no baby”
will brag his clothes for like 15 minutes just to prove what you’re saying is wrong
“this shirt i brought this online with a nice fabric its not cheap mf”
“my pants, you see this huh? see those sutffs on tiktoks where they style their own pants i did this shit its so cool”
“now now, baby see this shoes? oh dont even get me started but hey you look nice today hehe can i take you on our date now?”
he went from being defensive and screaming proving his shit right to his signature smile
by just that he already made your day, you really cant out keisuke baji
because he is baji, he will look good for you, and you look good for him, he will joke you around, tease you a lot, you will also do the same to him.
100% can take a fucking joke. and it will be like a competition to him.
CHIFUYU
confused baby
im sure you feel a lot of guilt rn
because baby panicked
will suggest to go back to his house and change his clothes if you want
pls apologize 😭
almost cried because he thinks he’s a bad boyfriend again lol
will spat a lot if reason like, he’s in hurry, he’s been overthinking this date since last night.
but boy he look good actually he has drip
“nononono baby, you look good i just saw the thing on tiktok so i thought it will be funny but damn im sorry i-” you didn’t even finish when he laughed
“ohhhhhh yeaaaa that trend fuck, how could i forget, nice one you got me there god dammit ill take revenge sometimes” he said laughing slightly
well he’s always on tiktok, have some few vid too, actually some went viral bc of takemichi being dumb
just like mitsuya too, will suggest to just go shopping with him and tell him what kind of clothes that you’re interested in
would love to buy your clothes for you but he’s just a broke middle schooler but he promised you that both of you will shopping someday
he took that prank seriously but when he knew that it was a joke its fine
life goes on for him
HAKKAI
oh my god please y/n why
you always complement his style because its true he has some style
after you told him that he will just scratch the back of his neck and said
“my other clothes are still wet haha…..i mean i dont look bad i mean……”
apologize, drop on your knees and do it.
nah jk
u gave in a small laugh and said sorry to him
he know about this trend actually but he never actually expect you to have the guts to do that to him
he knew about his shy personality and he knew that you know about this
he’s not offended just taken by surprise that you actually did that to him
“well anyways i dont care about me you look good today y/n”
you immediately regret saying those stuffs to him bc he’s sweet hot and respectful
but its a joke anyways he enjoyed the silly joke
he knew he look good lmao
yuzuha will be hearing this
she will prolly scold you for doing that
are you gnna repeat the silly prank again?
TAKEMICHI
💀💀💀💀💀
he will run
run back to his home attack his wardrobe and find a good clothes
ofc you feel bad so you followed him
you saw him looking for a new clothes to wear
you told him its a prank but he still didn’t want to go out looking like that
so you just decided to style him yourself
he thinks you’re right
he looks bad, his style is not it
but overall happy for pranking him and making him realize that he need to be as your same style
“takemichi, look i dont care…..whoever told you that you look bad i will kick their face, to me what ever you wear your fun personality and the reason that i fell inlove with you wont disappear” you put a hand on the top of his head and he just
cried.
“im sowwyyy- i- i cant look good- fuck ughhghuh- please dont leave me i-” he’s crying mess on your chest
“STOP CRYING DAMMIT YOU ALWAYS LOOK GOOD,”
you will never prank him again
no pls dont do it again
#tokyo revengers#draken#mikey#mitsuya#hakkai#chifuyu headcanons#takemichi#baji#tokyo revengers x reader#lol imma edit this when i feel like it#this trend is rotten but i cant stop thinking about it#baji’s reaction is funnier in my mind akowhdkan
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