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Skin Still Wet (Still on My Skin)

Summary:

Buck’s hand is on his thigh. Eddie chokes on his beer, eyes fixed on the curl of Buck’s fingers, tucked in just above his knee to where his skin meets the sofa. He hadn’t noticed, how hadn’t he even noticed? (8x06 PWP CODA)

NSFW

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[fearitslf]

A Man Called Eddie

Chapter III:

“Eddie, this is Maddie, your extremely qualified replacement, and her brother Evan,”

Eddie twists in his seat to snap back at Josh, already far too irritated with how his beer has gone lukewarm and bitter. He’s not even tipsy yet.

“Actually, it’s just-“

“Buck?”

“Eddie!”

God, this might be in Eddie’s top ten worst moments. He can feel Josh’s eyes darting between both of them, May giggling not-so-subtly into her hand, and even Maddie looks completely mystified. All of a sudden, his petty outfit choices seem to be the worst idea he’s ever had, and the glitter on his cheeks feels like it’s burning his skin. Maybe he’s allergic.

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[fearitslf]

the library

(aka all my fics, completed and wip)

account: marrows

(aka all my 9-1-1 fics, see below for x-men)

one shots:

Skin Still Wet (Still on My Skin)

[buddie]

summary:

Buck’s hand is on his thigh. Eddie chokes on his beer, eyes fixed on the curl of Buck’s fingers, tucked in just above his knee to where his skin meets the sofa. He hadn’t noticed, how hadn’t he even noticed?

tags: CODA, 8x06, pwp, explicit, couch sex

length: 6.2k

Children in Martyrdom

[buddie]

summary:

God's grace, he can tell from the burning light across the confessional and the heat under his skin, has been tainted and cracked when it comes to Eddie Diaz. He can taste it in the back of his throat. But it hasn’t completely shattered yet — and he won’t let it. He can’t.

tags: 8x06, character study, catholic guilt, internalised homophobia, angst with a happy ending

length: 1.3k

WIPs:

A Man Called Eddie

[buddie]

summary:

Everyone on Peach Street knows Eddie Diaz.

They know he's in his late twenties, he works at the Metro Dispatch Center, and that he does the same rounds every morning like clockwork. They also know that he's rude and abrasive and not worth the effort.

Until Evan Buckley moves into the empty house opposite his, and Eddie's walls are dismantled one by one.

tags: pre-canon, different first meeting, character study, eddie centric, slow burn, eventual smut, suicidal thoughts, catholicism

length: 3/?, 19.6k

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account: fearitslf

(aka all my x-men fics, see above for 9-1-1)

one shots:

Fading On the Fire

[allerdrake]

summary:

St John has never met Lasker, doesn’t even know what he looks like, and he doesn’t wish to. But he does wonder how similar they might be, beyond just the stolen moniker.

tags: comicverse, marauders (x-men), krakoa era, grand designs

length: 5.7k

Half Return

[allerdrake]

summary:

In another life, he makes it back.

tags: x-men (movieverse), movie: deadpool & wolverine (2024), movie: logan (2017)

length: 628 words

Misery Made a Fiend

[allerdrake]

summary:

Bobby Drake had Christian Frost, and he was far too good and far too lawful to ever taint his skin with someone like St John Allerdyce. Except he’s not all that good anymore.

tags: comicverse, post krakoa era, dark bobby drake, death seed (x-men)

length: 2.8k

WIPs:

My Steady Hand

summary:

John just wants to get his mutant registration without any issues, but the somewhat familiar man he meets in the waiting room seems to have other ideas.

tags: comicverse, fake relationship, fake enemies, different first meeting, romantic comedy

length: 1/?, 8.1k

[fearitslf]

directory

XXI. aka marrows & fearitslf

- tag directory

- library of all my fics

library page:

tag directory:

ao3 accounts:

#marrows (9-1-1)

#fearitslf (x-men)

ships:

#buddie

#allerdrake

format:

#chaptered

#wip

#oneshot

#completed

#c[enter number here for individual chapter]

rating:

#explicit

#general

#teen and up

misc:

#coda

#pwp

ongoing fics:

#amce

[fearitslf]

A Man Called Eddie

Chapter III:

“Eddie, this is Maddie, your extremely qualified replacement, and her brother Evan,”

Eddie twists in his seat to snap back at Josh, already far too irritated with how his beer has gone lukewarm and bitter. He’s not even tipsy yet.

“Actually, it’s just-“

“Buck?”

“Eddie!”

God, this might be in Eddie’s top ten worst moments. He can feel Josh’s eyes darting between both of them, May giggling not-so-subtly into her hand, and even Maddie looks completely mystified. All of a sudden, his petty outfit choices seem to be the worst idea he’s ever had, and the glitter on his cheeks feels like it’s burning his skin. Maybe he’s allergic.

read here

[fearitslf]

Skin Still Wet (Still on My Skin)

Summary:

Buck’s hand is on his thigh. Eddie chokes on his beer, eyes fixed on the curl of Buck’s fingers, tucked in just above his knee to where his skin meets the sofa. He hadn’t noticed, how hadn’t he even noticed? (8x06 PWP CODA)

NSFW

read here

[fearitslf]

Lots of unsavory feelings about X-Factor, but at least we got some content of him. Even if he'd never ever ever join this team. Love him, love his big ugly tattoo, (free him!!)

[fearitslf]

Misery Made a Fiend

Summary:

Bobby Drake had Christian Frost, and he was far too good and far too lawful to ever rain his skin with someone like St John Allersyce. Except he's not all that good anymore.

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[fearitslf]

missing ‘the two’ today

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Half Return

Summary:

I. There are no eyes here In this valley of dying stars In another life, he makes it back.

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[fearitslf]

Fading on the Fire

Summary:

St John has never met Lasker, doesn’t even know what he looks like, and he doesn’t wish to. But he does wonder how similar they might be, beyond just the stolen moniker. 

read here

[fearitslf]

My Steady Hand

Summary:

John just wants to get his mutant registration without any issues, but the somewhat familiar man he meets in the waiting room seems to have other ideas.

read here