#like damn. i guess thats what i am now huh. a goddamn mosaic in your museum you call a friends list
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i wonder how talented people find multiple, actual supportive friends. seems like ive been missing that all my life because so far i only know one (two if i count a moot from here)
ive been praised for my writing but it still feels extremely hollow because. like. now what? i look cool cause i can do amazing naturally, but no one even cared to tag along. in fact, the people that did wanted to rip a part of me out for their keeping
#i dont really care for the moots i dont interact with closely - theyre cool#and the moot that has been responding to some of my vent posts and reading through them…. 🫂#but it feels like im still being let down by so many other people like im far down the priority list from them than i expected and tried to#connect with them to fulfill that#like damn. i guess thats what i am now huh. a goddamn mosaic in your museum you call a friends list#so far tumblr has been pretty swell though even if im not active and mostly get most of my interactions on disc#maybe i should really consider deleting discord now. so i stop thinking about being so close with someone and getting pissy when im not#cataclysmic ranting
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Revolutionary Girl Utena 13-15
I’ll give overall thoughts like...later. Tomorrow. or whatever. God.
God.
Episode 13
Just realized in the intro that Anthy and Utena are not spinning in sync. Almost in sync, but not quite.
Can't believe I didn't think about this before, but Juri is also something of a Ditto fighter. Not quite as blatant as Touga sis, but kinda.
...The...The Recap of the Thesis again? Wait are the colors of the roses different?
What shit is about to happen oh god.
WAS IT SUCH A GOOD IDEA?
Shadow Girls immediately? UFO?
...Is..Is toga listening to a recording of himself?
Egg time but uh... Uh this feels way fucked up.
WHO THE FUCK IS THIS
Dios...?
Also, seven trials? Self Duel? What?
Friendship 1 (saionji)
Self 7 (Touga)
Slap on Beat. It is a thing. No way this is on accident. CONFIRMED
Also, Saionji actually had reads on Utena? Uh...Not sure how to feel about this.
Never Lose the Strength and Nobility even when grown.
Also, Anthy was legit shocked this first duel huh? First awakened and all but...Huh.
That really was just a soul crush there though damn.
Choice 2 ( Saionji)
Keep fighting the duels? Yeah man.
THIS CLIPS EP THOUGH. Can't even have just a cheap review of things without it doing something huh.
It just occurred, but do any of them know WHY they do the sword drawing thing with Anthy?
...Are these slaps gonna stay on beat? Can...Can we not?
Choice breaks the seal on Dios power? Not just friendship, but choice? Choice made by friendship? Hm
Reason 3 (Miki)
The need of the bride thing still remains weird and unexplained yet.
Toga taking things away and uh...being on the bed like that is...Not painting a great image
...Wait, is the Rose Mosaic supposed to be a violation thing?
Love 4 (Juri)
Wait, Revolution is impossible because they lost hope? Wait wait wait what?
Also, with this being full blood light imagery, these night darkness gods, some shit went down here didn't it.
Gynous?
Certainty of Death Namely Light. Absolute Destiny Apocalypse? Huh....
These...Inside i'm hollow.
Adoration 5 (Nanami)
Also, just realized, Sword with Power turned pink. So...Is pink the power color here?
Increasingly sure that the rose mosaic is doing SOMETHING. And that these songs are well
Conviction 6 (Touga)
Wait...She cleared Seven duels?
uh...Black roses huh.
Uh yeah where were you anthy?
Not ominous clouds at all.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE SHADOW GIRLS
...Oh that's ominous.
HOW DOES HE NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS DUEL SHIT
WHO ARE THESE DUDES
WHOS THIS GENDER BEND UTENA AND ANTHY?
Episode 14
...Going Down?
Anthy Genderbend?
Utena Genderbend?
….Darkness absorbing rose...Uh...UHHHHH
Utena Elevator Action? Uh...?
Regular action on Saturdays for Anthy? Huh.
Exploring.
Her Big Brother. Explaaining this..Now...? OK
….What the fuck. The Chairmans house? Literla Planeterium
Akio what the fuck. I mean your room your rules.
Akane...marrying.
SHES IN HIGHSCHOOL
SHES IN HIGHSCHOOL AKIO WAIT A FUCKING SECOND
….No I do not like this.
NEVER BAD HERE HUH THATS A BALD FACED LIE
HELD THAT SILENCE FOR A FEEW SECONDS JESUS
How is Anthy the most brutal character this series with like the LEAST dialogue. Everything is a murder. Hot Fire Only.
Is that Akio on his desk or his bud?
Shadow Seminar. Mikage Seminar. This is uh..Ominous.
Recruiting Miki...?
So it's a secret...?
….100 people buried.
...Making boya as bride...? So it's not...Gendered? What.
So they're collecting strong duelists?
Kanae Ohtori so, keep an eye on her.
Not ominous the pointing at all.
What's with this...anti elevator.
Ok, so Akio is 10000000000000000000% a fucking predator right? We're not gonna get a reveal he's not. This isn't supposed to be a secret right?
What's with the butterflies?
Kanae recognizes Anthy's Weirdness. She just wants anthy to be her friend and nope.
Only choice is to revolutionize the world and...THIS SHITS HORRIFYING.
That's just a corpse?
Wait, they turn black when they die?
Can't escape.
Oh no is he YEP STABBING HER IN THE CHEST
THIS EPISODE IS SO UNCOMFORTABLE
WAKABA NO
WAKABA NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU SHADOWS GIRLS NEW SHADOWD GIRLS
NEW DESTINY APOCALYPES MIX?HEY WAIT A SECOND THAT LOOKED DIFFERENT?
Am I shadow Jumping? Can't be sure.
But...Is utena about to kill this girl? That's what this feels like it's going to.
….Oh that's ominous. Flowers on desk are death things right?
….Another Utena Ditto?
Ok, but...How...?
SO MANY DEAD STUDENTS
Murder Anthy?
So wait, did she invoke dios on purpose there?
Ring Broke. Sword Broke. And...she's on the floor dead....?just. Hot DROPPED INTO THE INFERNO?
Freezing the heart of a girl?
Anthy is cool with murder I guess?
I DO NOT BELIEVE SHES FINE AT ALL ANTHY
UNCANNY ANTHY
Chuchu doesn't like Akio it seems.
NOPE
NOOOOOOOO GOD DAMNIT NO
AKIO WHAT THE FUCK
GODDAMNIT021
Episode 15
Ok, before this gets weird, Is there a SINGLE brother sister group that's not weirdly incestuous? Miki? Please no. Don't do this.
Kozue what are you even doing.
Jesus god Every adult is MAD SUSPECT IN THIS SETTING.
Literally the only adult who seems legit is the hall monitor lady.
Touga in his depression room.
Nanami doing her best.
Also, confirmed, Heart to Heart.
Ok, so Purple Hair Dark skin dudes and...Anyone I guess Are all on the mad suspect frame right now.
MIKI IS A GOOD BOY. PLEASE REMAIN WHOLESOME I BEG YOU.
He's trying so hard and anthy is so fucking scary.
...Does Chuchu only stick around where anthy is cool...? Calm I mean.
YEAH UTENA CHEER THE BOY ON! HES A SWEETHEART.
Uh...what's with the running? From...Kozue?
...Did Kozue merc someone?
Who Hurt Her bro. Ok. Seems...
oh, that's hate alright.
Oh god. The hellavator. No no please no.
Student Council! Nanami, Being the hero
we need...And they changed the speech. It seems...more hopeful.
PLEASE LEAVE UTENA. JUST GET OUT OF THERE
Please. Please just one sibling relationship that's not vaguely incestuous....Why the focus on the mlikshake.
Anthy: This literally is so goddamn wholesome compared to my bullshit so you know what weird.
INTERVIEW TIME GOD THE MUSIC
Kozue, intentionally doing shit to make bro mad to make him look at me.
This is WAY less concerning than last time but also
...Am I gonna have to start watching where those roses pop up? Cause...hm.
Black Ring Kozue.
PLEASE STOP TOUCHING HIM LIKE THAT
DAMNIT
Wait, did...it
DID IT TURN MIKI INTO A ROSE BRIDE THING?
SHADOW GIRLS YOU CAN'T SAVE THE MOOD NOW
What are you even...
Why does the Staircase theme sound LESS melancholy, but more ominous? How the hell do you pull that off.
just realized that the pauldrons on utena and Anthy's outfits have shown up on others and...i'm not sure how to take that.
….Vases on the tables? Milkshakes.
Time Machine. Finally a song I can get on first run.
Anthy is taking the threats on her life pretty well.
...Did she drink all those milkshakes.
Utena with the sick flips
Which actually seem to be her thing, she's stealing dio's thing.
Another one bites the dust.
And Miki wakes up after her heart(???) is broken.
And she remembers nothing.
Moon thing. Look at it,
Squeak Squeak. NOPE NO GODDAMNIT NO.
#revolutionary girl utena#liveblog#Episode 14 was fucking harrowing#Black Rose Arc Said Its Go Time CHOOCHOOTRAUMATIME
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