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#like at least in the lwst few years i could start after 1 hr of staring
22den · 5 years
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I have so much fucking shit to do for school but my 2-millisecond-attention-span-brain doesn’t really want to collaborate
#ive been staring at the paper for like two hours now#like at least in the lwst few years i could start after 1 hr of staring#but now its just getting worse???i have everythi g here ready but#i wish i were exaggerating but insteqd of fucking making dumb and bland#essays i want to look at the entire UNICODE chart because ‘hehe. text imagies funy’ and#i talked abouy this with my therapist and she just told me to#‘w o r k !’ bitch i fucking can’t#the only thing that motivates me are imminent deadlines and incredible stress#and i can only achieve them at like. 2AM and i gotta sleep but i cant because i have to finish#my fucki g essays hahdgajgueh#it reminds me of elementary school when i basically used to do the same#too bad im going to get absolutely fucked hard by my teacher’s complaints because#‘YOU HAD !!!! 3 FUCKING MONTHS !!!!’ BITCH I K N O W#i really dont fucking know what to do and the fact that i jist now realized i basically lived all my life like tjis#but it inflicted actual distrrss on me in like? a wavy graph sorta thing ?#like sometimes i’m normally motivated but 99.9% of the time im jjst. do i realy jave to fo this#i dont kmow im just rambling but im astill wasting my time instead of doing that damn essay#i want to die#‘oh but it doesnt affect your daily life so its ok youre just a bit distracted :3’ no you fucking#retard ive been yelled at all my life for this#jist because i can focus a bit in school doesnt mean i can do that whenever i face a simple/hard task
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