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Can I just say, I really appreciate how Critical Role plays the Devil trope straight. There's been this phenomena in a lot of modern media (I'm not going to mention specifics but I'm sure a few examples pop up in people's minds) where Hell and the Devil aren't scary or malevolent forces. Hell is portrayed as being basically the same as our world just "edgier", and the Devil is a pretty decent guy actually. Heaven are secretly the real bad guys!
But Critical Role doesn't do that. In Exandria, Asmodeus *feels* like the Devil. He's malevolent and manipulative and terrifyingly powerful and he hates you, personally. We never see that type of portrayal anymore! And it's amazing! And he still manages to be sympathetic and tragic without losing his edge!
And the "Good Gods" are portrayed as flawed without being secretly evil or something! Like, actual nuance? In my Heaven/Hell dichotomy? What!?
It's just such a breath of fresh air after so many "The Devil was right, actually" stories. So props to Matt and Brennan and the cast.
#bg3 does this too which i appreciate#on my “Make Hell Terrifying Again” agenda#I can only see the devil be portrayed as a poor little meow meow so many times before i lose my mind#i feel like that sort of portrayal does such a disservice to the actual mythology/religion behind demons/hell/the devil#its gotten tired. y'all#this post is inspired by me#opening up the lucifer tag and having to filter through a million posts about either tom ellis or some blonde circus twink#like PLEASE END MY SUFFERING#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#exu calamity#cr downfall#critical role#cr meta#cr asmodeus#the lord of the hells#asmodeus cr#asmodeus the lord of the nine hells#nine hells#the devil
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using
#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for?#open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer)#maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel#once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs#i respected their commitment to the theme#but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities#dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton#ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered#i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it#aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment#honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet#letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already.#really i've put off my responsibilities long enough#(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings)#(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time)#(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.)#(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)
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PENELOPE LOOKS SO GORGEOUS IN THIS OUTFIT LIKE SHE IS AN ACTUAL DISNEY PRINCESS IN HERE 😭😭😭😭 HER SMILE, THE COLOR ON HER, THE WAY HER EYES ARE SPARKLING
why did it just had to be debling she was talking to 😭😭😭😭
COLIN WHERE ARE YOU TAKE HER AWAY NOW
#sunnie thoughts#bridgerton#bridgerton tv#penelope featherington#COLIN BRIDGERTON COME GET YOUR WIFE#I CANT DEAL WITH PENELOPE LOOKING AT A MAN LIKE THIS#PLEASE END MY SUFFERING#polin#polin bridgerton
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Could you draw a tf2 character lineup?
The slowest drawer on this website reports on duty🫡
First time drawing the whole team together woo!
#i suffer from the chronic lack of time#i’ve done most of the drawing during my shift#which was hell#me all the time being like ‘please nobody come or want anything from me#I need to draw my silly old men#and scout 😒#and pyro i guess??#anyway end of story time#tf2#my art#tf2 fanart#tf2 engineer#tf2 pyro#tf2 scout#tf2 soldier#tf2 spy#tf2 medic#tf2 demoman#tf2 sniper#tf2 heavy
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shipping chart thoughts
(billford always happens and they always break up. ford was obsessed when bill was his muse, then bill is obsessed after they’re no longer together and he realizes what he lost) (this dynamic is just canon, really)
(fiddauthor is always present at some point but in one route they end up together after canon events, and in another route fidd moves on) (it’s possible that they had a thing in college but consider it “typical college experimentation” because it’s the 70s and denial is strong. they still go through canon events)
(fiddlestan only happens during the fiddlestan route. otherwise canon events stay the same and they barely actually interact with each other. in the fiddlestan route they work together in the 80s and grow old together)
(billstan isn’t really romantic but it is a one-sided obsession. bill just can’t stop obsessing over the stans… for very different reasons…) (dare i say an unrequited kismesis dynamic?)
(ford and stan are brothers. that’s it. leave them out of the shipping dynamics.)
(fiddlebill isn’t really included here but i feel like the only way this would happen is if bill was possessing ford and wanted to fuck with fidd by using his crush on ford against him) (this one’s basically only possible if it’s fiddauthor-adjacent)
#do u see the vision#i can’t choose between fiddauthor & fiddlestan so i just have 2 different versions in my head where they both get to be endgame#also i enjoy billford but specifically when they end up in a terrible divorce#bill redemption and billford getting back together is fun and all and i enjoy content about it but. to Me that isn’t how it goes lol#i want that triangle to suffer. amen#billstan and fiddlebill have no shot at getting together in my mind sorry#bill being miserable and hating stan so much he becomes obsessive & being jealous of fidd are funny to me though#anyway. to me both fiddauthor & fiddlestan get to end with them as happily gay old men#lowkey don’t remember if i’ve posted something like this before so if i did then pretend i didn’t#😇😇😇#gravity falls#billford#fiddauthor#ford²#fiddlesix#fiddlestan#billstan#??#fiddlebill#????#i guess?#sorry 😭 not really but i’m talking about those 2 so i’m tagging them#i’m not tagging the brothers though. stay away please#stanford pines#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#stanley pines
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day ?????? of doing things nobody fucking asked for
this thing made me nearly start sobbing last night because every time i thought i'd found them all another one popped up. twitter followers watched me go insane in real time
so here. every bakura eye color change i could find. if theres another im going to be really upset about it but i will add it to the chart nonetheless.
edit: extended bakura eye color chart
second edit: bakura chart 3.0
third edit: bakura chart 5.0
#please god end my suffering#yugioh dm#yugioh#yami bakura#bakura#ryou bakura#they could make pride flags out of his fucking irises#stupid dumbass housefly says things#would tag as art but like. does it really. does it really count as art.
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a little morning pick-me-up
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A morning on the way to Baldur's Gate. The party booked themselves into an inn and enjoyed real beds, hot baths, and privacy for the first time since the Nautiloid.
Gale and Mayhew shared a room, of course. They were filled with the relief of surviving the shadows and the glow of finally getting together, so their private room was probably a blessing for the whole party, honestly.
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This was some ascended anatomy practice! Referenced some great stock from @null-entity.
#some people speed run the galemance but i played it as the world's longest slow burn#act 1 was fuuull of uneven feelings and perceived unrequited feelings and slow-building respect#mayhew was immediately down bad & suffering after the weave scene. Plus Gale's lukewarm reaction to flirting felt like people-pleasing#gale slowly emerged from his depression hole much later and only then caught real feelings - but the orb put paid to acting on them#so in my game they simply had a very loaded laden-with-unspoken-feelings friendship until near the end of act 2#they got like one (1) week of happiness before the horrors of act 3 hit. starting with Mayhew getting unwillingly astral tadpole'd#it's tragic and i love it#also: chubby gale. tumblr do you see my vision#mayhew sees my vision#please also appreciate mayhew's bed head and the too-big-for-gnomes dishware. i chuckled about those#my art#mayhew#gale dekarios#gnome tav#gale x tav#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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i leave him to you. | i got it ... my hero.
#mha 413#when the doomed yaoi is doomed twice😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂#how could horikoshi do this to them. to US#they alrdy dead how can u make them suffer even more#LIKE HE DID NOT NEED TO MAKE YOICHIS EXPRESSION AS HEARTBREAKING AS IT IS IN THAT TINY ASS PANEL#i swear to god if they have an even more tragic ending#hori . listen to me. please make them meet again after this. you better.#mha manga spoilers#kudoichi#ichinii#shigaraki yoichi#yoichi shigaraki#mha kudou#his name is now kudou my hero since thats all we know about him😭#second one for all user#when heroes would still sacrifice themselves for the greater good#even in death bruh god let them REST.#duo holders#dahlia.art
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I am: Heartbroken…
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#i just… what the fuck??? i’m already crying now… imagine when the episode will drop…#can’t do this… horikoshi please give him a happy ending because this is so…#you already deprived us of shigaraki twice toga and magne don’t deprive us of him too…#why do manga authors always love to self-sabotage and sabotage the best characters??? what happened to being actually good writers???#like— YOU OKAY THERE???? HORI BLINK TWICE IF YOU NEED HELP AND FOR ME TO COME AND SAVE YOU FROM YOUR EDITORS 😭#because how do you make peoples who have already suffered enough… suffer even more??? that’s crazy… stop all this deadass???
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I finally finished and edited it! This time there shouldn’t be problems with sizes and messed up colors.
Anyway, this scene lives rent free in my head and I HAD to draw it.
Solar Lunacy belongs to the talented @bamsara , (seriously, it’s a wonderfull fanfic, read it.)
Process GIF and variants under the cut!
On PC this one looks better, but on my phone it’s wayyyy to saturated and dark. Ujsdbidfshf I hate screens differences.
#I have yet to understand how professional artists can make an illustration colors fantastic everywhere#this thing took me something like 12 hours to finish and I still don't like it all that much#the wonders of being an artist I suppose#anyway I sure hope you all like it!#please like it#the subject was this scene vs moon hugging y/n#eclipse won because of a dice#yeah I rolled a dice like the dnd player I'm hahaha#please end my suffering#i'm ranting#goodbye#bilolli's art#solar lunacy
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I can't explain the emotional connection between a girl and this miserable owl...
Now this is my "all because I liked a boy" favourite character, lol.
#helluva boss#blitzø#stolas#stolitz#helluvaverse#stolas kin#stolas x blitz#all because i liked a boy#please end my suffering
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Law, recovering after the Blackbeard fight reaching for his hat instinctually to hide his face because he doesn’t want anyone to see just how broken he is, only to grasp at air.
Law, wanting nothing but to go home, but there’s no home to go back to.
Law, who worked so hard to protect his friends, sending them away when he went to Punk Hazard to begin his suicide mission, only for his friends to protect him, not hesitating to give up their lives to make sure he can live to continue his dream.
Law, who had to find a new purpose after Strawhat helped him avenge Cora, having that purpose stolen away from him, feeling lost and hopeless.
Law, who couldn’t even be called a pirate anymore without his ship and his crew.
Law, who has no idea why he’s always the one to live.
Law, realizing that once again he lost everything, too weak to even keep a goddamn hat from being stolen away from him.
Law, who wonders what he ever did to deserve such a cruel fate.
Law, who despite it all, is still alive and must do something with his life to make sure all their deaths weren’t in vain.
#I am clearly still UNWELL#the anime reignited my angst for post bb law#like DIDN’T HE ALREADY SUFFER ENOUGH ODA?#WHY MUST YOU HURT HIM MORE#please give him his hat back#please give him his friends back#he DESERVES a happy ending#fuck#law#trafalgar law#trafalgar one piece#trafalgar d water law#law op#angst
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Okay, but if Hetalia doesn't eventually end with Italy and Germany going through a mini-arc about them realizing Germany is HRE and then having to deal with the emotional turmoil of this revelation, ultimately culminating in them realizing how they feel about one another and then ending the series with them getting married then I SWEAR I WILL RIOT!!!!!
#hima just end my suffering please I beg of you#I wonder if hima stringing us along like this is his way of keeping people into hetalia#it wouldn't surprise me in the slightest#hetalia#aph#hetalia fandom#aph fandom#hetalia axis powers#hetalia world stars#hetalia world series#hws#hetalia the beautiful world#hetalia the world twinkle#aph italy#aph germany#hetalia italy#hetalia germany#aph gerita#gerita#hetalia gerita#germany x italy
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I want to make one thing perfectly clear..
I have not killed myself yet because i cannot stand the thought of inconveniencing anyone… and im so pissed about it…
#painful#depressing shit#anxitey#unalive#please help#sewer slide#im pathetic#mentally unstable#fucking ouch#actually bpd#kill my mind#so inconvenient#sadnnes#why the fuck#why why why#why am i like this#actually mentally ill#tw sui ideation#tw death#i want death#end me pls#end my suffering#why me#boarderline personality disorder#this is depressing#mentally fucked
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Just realized we didn’t get one final “te veo” from Rio because she knew she would never see Agatha again
#god it hurts#someone please end my suffering#put me down like a dog please#agathario#agatha spoilers#agatha x rio#agatha harkness#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#rio vidal#aubrey plaza#kathryn hahn#aaa spoilers
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