#like I’m fine but it’s just an example of lowkey agitation I have to deal with
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I don’t feel like a whole person when I’m at work. Just not being able to speak and respond freely is so draining. Or taking abuse or low key agitation from the people I work for/with. This job does not suit me all that well, even if I’m good at it.
#side note#I’m so proud I had enough spoons to run errands after work#I pretty much never do#I even folded some laundry when I got home#I’ve kind of crashed now though#experiencing emotional crash too which sucks#today the person I worked with saw me put on a mask when we entered the shppping centre#and she proceeded to complain the entire time we were there and asked me to remove it like five times#and told me I looked funny (bad) like four times#and said so much shit to try and convince me to take it up#and I just had to suck it up because I was working with her#until I had enough and politely said that I’d prefer not to talk about masks anymore#and then she Kept going#like I’m fine but it’s just an example of lowkey agitation I have to deal with#yesterday I got yelled at for being five minutes late cause of parking#and though she apologised afterwards those moments really do add up#and I have several long back to back shifts without a chance to destress between them#this weekend is high fare which always ALWAYS exacerbates my pain#yeah I don’t feel like a person with my own agency#whilst I support other people to have their own agency#isn’t that silly
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