#like I’m fine but it’s just an example of lowkey agitation I have to deal with | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vaya-mernda · 11 months ago

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I don’t feel like a whole person when I’m at work. Just not being able to speak and respond freely is so draining. Or taking abuse or low key agitation from the people I work for/with. This job does not suit me all that well, even if I’m good at it.

#side note #I’m so proud I had enough spoons to run errands after work #I pretty much never do #I even folded some laundry when I got home #I’ve kind of crashed now though #experiencing emotional crash too which sucks #today the person I worked with saw me put on a mask when we entered the shppping centre #and she proceeded to complain the entire time we were there and asked me to remove it like five times #and told me I looked funny (bad) like four times #and said so much shit to try and convince me to take it up #and I just had to suck it up because I was working with her #until I had enough and politely said that I’d prefer not to talk about masks anymore #and then she Kept going #like I’m fine but it’s just an example of lowkey agitation I have to deal with #yesterday I got yelled at for being five minutes late cause of parking #and though she apologised afterwards those moments really do add up #and I have several long back to back shifts without a chance to destress between them #this weekend is high fare which always ALWAYS exacerbates my pain #yeah I don’t feel like a person with my own agency #whilst I support other people to have their own agency #isn’t that silly

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