#like HUH maybe it’s not just because of my diet. but. she remains unconvinced
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t4tstarvingdog · 2 years ago
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#timothy's txts.#gonna preface this by saying a spiral sounds like a tasty tasty treat with great crispy texture maybe like a cookie that’s really thin and.#spiral-y#tw rant#uh. ough. my brain has been Off all day and i’ve been craving caffeine all day and i made the mistake of mentioning both of those things in#reference to each other to my mom and then she started talking about how if i ate better instead of substituting everything with sugar and#caffeine then i would function better#and that doesn’t bother me so much like i’ve heard the spiel a hundred times etc etc it makes me. feel eh about things but it’s fine#but THEN she wraps it up by saying i’m too young to be sore from going on simple walks or too sore to go on walks#which one. pisses me off because people are disabled young all the time and two. i already tell myself that shit all the time i don’t need#it from her#and now i feel sucky ‘cause i don’t think my brain will ever function past 70% again and right now it’s feeling at 30% and i just want#coffee straight in my veins and then a nap and not to feel sore. in that order#and now i’ve gotta figure out what i’m gonna do about eating because now i’m self conscious about it#i even ate dinner today! a healthy dinner! and instead of liking that it’s just making me feel sketchy and upset#when your mom is convinced you’ll be able to function if you just eat 100% correctly#but then you have a day where you know for a fact you ate right and it’s still not fixing the fact#that your brain is fuzzy and distant and your body still aches and you’re still tired#like HUH maybe it’s not just because of my diet. but. she remains unconvinced#anyways i don’t know how i feel about it but i am upset about being told i’m too young to be sore
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