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slimyenemy · 3 days ago

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like i just can't help it you're out here excusing sexual harassment of all things at me acting like it wasn't what it was calling me names and demonize me over it enable my abusers refuse to literally just socialize with me like you would with anyone else literally never ever admit your mistakes or apologize except for some it is what it is go die nonsense generally don't seem to be that interested in being good or helpful to anyone unless you feel like you need something from them and then you just go like "yeah i want THAT kind of responsibility :D" like WHAT

#you're freaking me out so bad i'm getting stupid flashbacks it's god damn scary #it's way harder than you think it is first of all #and with all these mindset y'all have about things if you won't turn your life into a nightmare you'll hurt someone #plain and simple #and won't even care #i genuinely have no idea what you're even driven by when it comes to this literally just some idea of idea #of something that is sort of supposed to be nice but it's also like super hard and exactly the kind of responsibility you don't even like #all routine aside #you get mad at me for like not wanting to be tortured for fuck's sake and twist me into some scary fairy tale just for convenience #like what are you even doing what are you talking about #do you have any idea what it's like when people you depend on entirely create god damn situations around you for years which make your >>#>> life hell and you essentially unable to function and punish you for trying to say or do literally anything to help yourself in this?#and all out of JUST irresponsibility and not willing to take the feelings and well being of someone who's completely powerless against >>#>> everything you do into account in fact often blaming them for everything and making them out to be some monster in disguise?#which is exactly the dynamic you prefer to have with me for example even when i obviously didn't do anything wrong to you or to anyone else #like 90% of what you're blaming me for was just boundaries and trauma and my curses are mild as hell >>#>> and i only really thought about them once or twice in this whole time #the way it always sounds when i hear something about it like this sunshine and rainbows joy is resistance kind of thing again when it's >>#>> literally SO MUCH more than that what is this a god damn joke to you or something #it cannot possibly be just about you and your feelings for someone #who's just the same about all these important as hell things i've described above on top of that #how am i supposed to even feel why would you want to be someone like that why do you treat god damn everything like that #it's some worst thing ever i haven't been this upset and freaked out about someone in my entire life i think #what did you get so mad at me for again anyway like perceiving you or something?...#i'm not doing anything weird math is just math everyone knows that and i have people like blocked :(#words are also just words they're like funny or something #idk it's a cute tweet c':

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