#like 10 of therapy wasent enough? nope i have to deal with this shit as an adult too
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I just love how :)) other peoples mistakes :) are allowed to fuck this much with your life :)))
#truly refreshing wow#on a more serious note i just had to leave class bc i was seconds away from starting to cry#im just so fucking tired of letting others have this much control of my life#like 10 of therapy wasent enough? nope i have to deal with this shit as an adult too#and i cant talk to anyone abt it without having them treat me like some damaged girl#and i know thats projecting on my part it just hurts knowing no one can relate to what happening right now#and im so fucking tired of reading about the thousand if mental ilnesses i have the increased risk of getting#and the lack of empathy and social adaptibility#and the decreased academic sucess really is the worst beacuse sure#call me a batshit crazy psycho but dont fucking call me stupid#idk.. im just so upset right now beacuse im scared shitless ill end up just like him#that im doomed to go in circles of disappointing people meanwhile slowly killing myself#im really scared#terrified to the point where its mind numbing at times#and i dont know how a person like me#with all of this against me#can achieve anything#im just fucking doomed i guess#im sorry for ranting and being dramatic#but im a bit emotional right now and i don't exactly have anyone to talk to#so venting on this hellsite is apparently the only other option?#wow maybe i really am stupid
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