#lifesucksattimes

[fashnontap]

FIGHTING the FEAR ⚔️🛡 // A Very VULNERABLE Post \\ Moms last night in town we wanted to get together for dinner with Some family. ALL DAY LONG, as it poured Rain, the Wind BLEW Sideways and the Sky was a Stormy Gray, I CONTEMPLATED My Going Out in Public for the first time since Dec. 20th. (other than to Doctor appts). HOW Was THIS going to pan out? HOW was I going to Get through the FEAR, INSECURITY of Stares, Silent Whispers, etc.? We’re Going to dinner, but I Don’t want to eat.. For FEAR of the RUDE Comments or Looks.. I KNOW I have a MEDICAL issue that has Brought my Appearance to THIS Point, but THEY Don’t... and Quite Frankly, in TODAYS SOCIETY, they Wouldn’t Care, I Would Still Be JUDGED by my OUTER APPEARANCE regardless of Reason. I canNOT Shut Myself Away! I canNOT Worry about Others! I Am STRONGER than My FEAR, My INSECURITIES! I was Doing So GOOD with @cataclysm_fitness and the #iCOMMITfam All last year! I made GREAT Progress. Most IMPORTANTLY, in my MINDSET. I Felt INCREDIBLE!! My Energy Level was Better Than Ever and My OUTLOOK was So POSITIVE. So WHY is it I’m here Today, ALLOWING this GARBAGE Of What OTHERS Think, affect ME?!? The ENEMY!!! STRAIGHT UP... He will Try and Do ANYTHING his Weasley peon slithering self can do to Rob, Steal & Destroy our Joy! So IM STANDING UP TALL, THROWING On My Combat Boots and I’m FIGHTING this FEAR! It’s WAR TIME!!! ⚔️🖤🔥🛡 #lifeSucksAtTimes #Live #GodDOESNT #GodRocks #beStrong #faith #focus #hope #peace #positive #mindset #ridicule #ignoreIt #justSmile #peopleAreCruel #shine #light #insideBeauty #inspire #others #encourage #GodIsGood #love #hillsong #beanie #channel #box #getit #support #ministry https://www.instagram.com/p/BtaI5g1lBO1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10cui30l8lwfb

[jamescarringtonmusic]

I just killed a bird in my car ...a little beautiful bird.. Feels so awful....I stopped to rescue it and try and revive it but no luck...#shittyfeeling #lifesucksattimes (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtMfF_bgF7e/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tu2zf3qem3sk

[japanman1994]

Heard one word today and it immediately sent me back down the rabbit hole. #depressed #instaregret #lifesucksattimes #fml #memorieswillbethedeathofme #ugh #cantletgo #sleepingwithsirens #emo #screamo #issuesfortissies #cruise #clearmymind #remembermynewyeargoal #conviction #beingswayyed

[ria1963]

Be #proud of what you have already #achieved #goals are great. But don't forget to see what you have already done #standtall #livelifetothefullest #enjoy #loveyourself #lifesucksattimes #wakeuptoanewday #newday #newbeginnings #love

[nimagnamastiskaparinama-blog]

@#$%^&*!

In the dark alleys of impurity,

where the lost souls are wandering

there was no more insecuirity

since masks were the only being

Creepy am I by nature

in streets lit red with cigarettes

and me uninstitutionalized by culture

dug through the stinging drainages

Among the dead rats festered

lay the descendants of chimps

claiming they are fucking civilized

that is, everything happens through pimps

Passages smell different at times

toxic or intoxicating

from poor and rich

satisfying their own sense of being

[zengkie]

#lifesucksattimes #wildmind #izhadora

[saraha13]

Do You see?

Do you see when i walk through the door.

Do you see me wishing for more. 

Do you see me praying for life.

Do you see me holding that knife. 

Do you see me praying for more. 

Do you see me closing that door. 

Do you see that light soon fading away.

Or are you more focused on today. 

Don't  you see when i'm asking you the date, i'm really asking you for life.

[gylfaginnin]

Blehg.

[mittle-moi-gal]

cant count on flipping anyone. feeling lonely and sad atm