#life is better when you love and bias hansol 🚶🏻🥞

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did you see that one fan call where this girl was like “wait should i show you my cat” and vernon looked SO happy and she ran after her cat and he just had the biggest smile on his face 😭 she also wrote him a book and he was like “that’s such a cute book you made, thank you” so sweet i want him

i'm not sure if i've seen this... i saw a compilation of fan calls with hansol reacting to pets. it could've been included, but either way, wholesome shit

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anyway i texted my friend that i wish vernon was my bf and she just texted back that i’d deserve him😪 pls give me my own little vernon. pocket vernon, i’ll keep him in my pocket and take him everywhere i go🥺

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my god. i don’t know what’s up with me tonight, but i cannot stop laughing. everything you’re sending is taking me out. i’m not complaining though

suddenly thinking about that movie honey i shrank the kids… what a mini hansol would get up to… 🤔

clearly i think you’re hilarious. i want to see a fancall between you and hansol. tell him some dog stories, and send me his reactions lol

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🐥 here! i saw your post just as i got clocked off work(yes i have ur post notifs on) and i’m shook. my coworker just walked in while that video was playing and i went off like an alarm in a shopping store. anyway- i have this video i took of vernon in houston and he’s just smacking the air w his mic and long story short, it gives me unholy thoughts

“i went off like an alarm in a shopping center” ahhhhhh lawjdiwkalske

hansol has the craziest duality i’ve ever seen. no wonder i can’t not bias him… i’m so damn intrigued

head full of hansol 😖

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🐥 here again!! hmm i like the name honey.. you typed out Cornelia twice but i thought it was funny since my outdoor cats name is Cordelia!! the shelter named her Storm.. but she looks so posh and is so sweet, she deserved a name fit for royalty. so cordelia seemed fitting! i don’t know how to explain it, she looks so majestic.

i work at the aquarium, idk if i told you? and recently i had 2 thoughts. crush!mingyu who comes into your job, looks around and you say something like “oh i like that one a lot!! i’ve been wanting to buy it” so he buys it.. only to give it to you later. esp if it’s apparel or something you can wear and he asks what size you are😳 AND—- there’s this cute boy who works chatting about the stingrays and teaching people how to touch the animals in the touch pool, it made me think of vernon as an aquarium employee🤣idk his name? i’ll have to ask when i see him again! anyway, he doesn’t look like vernon but ig his demeanor reminded me of him a lil cause he’s so chill. vernon would be so chill teaching people what he knows. i think vernon as a music store employee would also be cool.. he’d know so much and yk he’s got that vibe of a knowledgable but chill person? idk how to explain it. one day i’ll find the words, or maybe i won’t

greetings!

i didn’t expect you to pick honey out of the bunch. i’ve been surprised. i guess i have so much love for cornelia i put it twice >.<

oooo i’m a fan of cordelia!!! for a posh girlie, quite fitting

so 🐥, there’s been an edition to my bias line: mingyu. i’ve finally given in after a year of suppressing feelings, so seeing these crush!mingyu thoughts today of all days… sigh. my mind is wrapping around this. kind of want to write some more crush!mingyu thoughts

you have a coworker with hansol similarities 👀 hmm i may have to swing by this aquarium and ask him about the sea otters

i believe you explained yourself quite well, and i understand what you mean! hansol is such a cool dude. i feel like little kids would be so drawn to him. all the neighborhood parents would be taking the kids on regular outings with lists of questions to ask hansol lol

“knowledgeable but a chill person” i agree

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idk how i swerved into vernon’s lane this year he used to intimidate(idk if that’s the word?) me and now here i am wanting to go to the beach and night w him while we talk about our fave songs and travels help me he wasn’t my bias before

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hansol is the member who first caught my eye, and he’s become a bias… i’m thinking back in an attempt to determine if i experienced a similar feeling with him. i don’t think so... if anyone in seventeen feels intimating to me it’s minghao lol (maybe seungcheol too). do you remember why he felt intimidating to you?

hansol is really like… the best person to imagine going on a late night drive with. the music would be ✨, and the conversation would be comforting, deep, enjoyable, funny, etc. who was your bias before?

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https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cjy1UeNIY4k/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

found this and just had to share🥺 he’s so cute

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he’s so easy to love 😭 and beyond endearing 😭😭

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imagine dating vernon and you go on a trip one day and bring back one of those squishy jelly soaps shaped like a cat. you’re so excited to show it to him and he just thinks you’re so cute and can’t help but kiss you hee bring me a vernon rn

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:o jelly soaps shaped like a cat... jelly soaps?? *runs to google*

ohmygod *sob*

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took a nap and now i have the thought of showing vernon my pet bird that talks(i don’t have a bird, i’ve just been wanting one my entire life) and the bird loving him almost as much as i do??

wait a second… i’m kind of in love with this ask?? i’m so curious what his reaction would be to a talking bird. we know he loves to see cats, and i still think about the clip where a carat got him a little pumpkin and… i may or may not melt into a cup of hot chocolate thinking about that video alone. now, a talking bird is unexplored territory. i love that you thought of this and you don’t even have a pet bird. fantastic.

facetiming hansol just so your talking bird can hear his voice

playing hot on repeat bc it’s your talking bird’s favorite title track, and it’s trying to learn the choreography (can talking birds dance too?)

hanging up pictures of hansol inside your talking bird’s cage, and sending a video of your talking bird talking to photographed hansol to real hansol and getting a selfie with a very hansol expression in return

i just watched the little pumpkin clip and i’m literally *love noises* when he says “you got me a little pumpkin? let me see” he sounds so good. ugh i melt for fun

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my first time ever seeing the vernon pumpkin video and the way he says “you got me a little pumpkin, let me see” is SENDING he’s so cute but so handsome gaddaYUM-

😩 he’s so fucking handsome. i could watch that video for hours. i remember sending it to my friend liv, and having a little breakdown over it. (does anyone else find his voice annoyingly hot? like it shouldn’t be that hot, but it is… the audacity… especially when he said “let me see”)

i need to stop there before i spiral again

before i go, i have so many hansol boyfriend thoughts. starting my morning talking about him is making them all come to the surface. ahhck i’m unraveling

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I think about this wayyyy too much. I swear there was one with the sound but I can’t find it (pls share if anyone knows haha)

this fucking video and the nudge from mingyu, but hansol does not care one bit 😭😭😭😩

i can’t remember if the times i’ve seen this clip were with sound or not… hmm