#lexi howard x black reader

[infernalodie]

𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐮𝐧 || 𝐋𝐞𝐱𝐢 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝

"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘚𝘰 𝘐 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘺 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 �� 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳"

Inspo: Tori Kelly - young gun

Pairing: Lexi Howard x Black!Male!reader

Summary: You did everything to make her feel worth it, but she gained it from another...

Warnings: slight angst with a bit of sad fluff

Words: 1450

The stars hung high tonight. Their glow brightened this particular night.

Sand shifted beneath your feet with the minuscule rocks pressing against them gently. And the ocean collapsed and washed up on the shore in a certain rhythm. Its harsh smell can be blocked out by the pure beauty of the moon’s shape reflecting off its surface.

It was tragic. If there was any way you could set it all on fire, you would. Maybe you would find comfort in the flame and get lost in it. But removing the time capsule of the memories connected would fucking destroy you. Because that would ultimately mean giving up moments of joy and raw love you’d felt then.

On a none systematic point, the time so fondly thought upon was wild and random. It was the peak of your high school life and where you had ventured further from your friend group. Seeking out people to make friends with or finally making your move on Lexi Howard. The girl who had been your MJ since grade school.

She told you everything that she loved and one of them was the ocean. How it looked in the night and how it felt more natural being here than in her skin at times. And you strove to make her feel worth it and more.

You gave up the vices you sought comfort in. You were content. But she flipped the world upside down and made your heart swollen. Just receiving a mere glance from her would make you stumble over your words like an idiot. Or hearing her laugh would make you choke on your breath.

There wasn’t much you wouldn’t do for Lexi. To only know that these feats you had managed for this girl would end up with her in the passenger seat with a drug dealer.

And maybe you still would’ve done these things. Maybe you wouldn’t have swam into the ocean and grabbed shells to gift her. Or the amount of money you had spent taking her on road trips. All of these had stacked up to the point where you could’ve been in financial ruin–but you loved her still.

Even now, standing at this beach with the continuous waves hitting the tips of your shoes, you managed to think so fondly of those memories despite how they turned out for you.

Looking to your right, you saw the group of classmates you spent years with. A class reunion. Maddy was still enjoying life and taking it by the balls. Spending time with celebrities in L.A. Cassie, well, she was nowhere to be found. Rue was living happily with Jules–still healthy after getting sober all those years ago. And Lexi was going big with her plays in New York. She was a full-scale writer and set designer.

But you? You went to school and pursued cooking. Got out of school and quickly realize that there was little to nothing you had entitled to. So, you moved. There had been no destined location in mind. You were managing to get by at some of the restaurants you worked at and as shitty as it sounded, you were happy. It was just a matter of time before you caught a break and could feel that pay off after everything you’ve been through.

It was beautiful, to say the least. Seeing all your friends here, hearing everything they’ve been up to. It made you wonder why you had even thought that coming here would be a terrible idea.

The shifting of sand under footsteps drew your attention. Turning to find Lexi with a sheepish smile, hands clasped around a red solo cup. “How’s life treating you, Y/n?”

Maybe it had been the timing and the greeting because of your prior thoughts, but you smiled. Letting a soft chuckle slip from your lips as you shrugged, shoving your hands into your denim pockets.

“Jumping from location to location has its perks. Get to see places I never thought existed,” you explained, exhaling heavily. “But it can’t be as good as being a big-time playwriter, right?”

Lexi shrugged bashfully, smiling up at you. “I wouldn’t say big-time, Y/n. But it’s been my dream and I’m getting to live through it. So, it’s been good.”

It was hard maintaining any conversation with her without it dissolving into remnants of your favourite memories. Sparking those forgotten emotions might be the worse thing you could do tonight. Because if you were being honest with yourself, you likely wouldn’t see her again after tonight. Just by fate or the decision to try and forget her for your sake.

“How’s Fez?” You inquired suddenly, clearing your throat and looking down at your feet.

“He’s Fez,” she laughed, “Still working tirelessly and still using his head to make ends meet on his end.”

“I heard you guys are having a kid.” It hurt seeing it on Facebook. Seeing how ecstatic she’d been with the news and how everyone was happy for her. And as much as you didn’t want to be selfish or weird, you’d imagined the two of you to have kids. Start a family in New York and strive for both of your guys’ dreams. But as much as your soul hurt, you were happy for her. “You thought of any names for it?”

Lexi laughed. “It?” She repeated giggling. “We haven’t thought of a name for her yet. But, I haven’t been able to sleep because names keep bouncing around in my head.”

You smiled, humming, deep in thought. That was something you’d be on the receiving end of hearing - especially from her. Maybe it was just you grasping the final pieces of reality, but it still shook you to your core hearing and acknowledging she was having a kid with Fez.

Sighing, Lexi looked out at the ocean and smiled. “Been a while since we’ve been here together, huh?”

“Yeah, 10 years or so, right?”

Lexi nodded, exhaling softly. “You know, I never told you how much of an influence you’ve had in my life,” she breathed. “Like, I don’t think I would’ve gone for my dreams without you.”

You blew a raspberry, shaking your head. “Nah, I didn’t do much.” You glanced down at her, sparing a pitiful smile. Truthfully, you don’t think you were in any way connected to her motivation or drive to pursue her dreams. If anything, you resembled a mosquito in the back of her mind that wouldn’t leave her alone.

But it did feel nice to live with that little bit of pride and happiness. Even if it was for such a short period of time.

“I don’t think you even realize the power you had.” Lexi looked up at you in question. Seeing that faint smile on your lips as you scoffed, shaking your head. “You had this thing about you. Like, you could give confidence to anyone who needed it. You appear in a room–it would clear everyone out and give you the center stage, you know what I mean?”

Lexi nibbled on her bottom lip, watching you turn to her with a sigh. “And despite how I feel and how much I love you, I am so fucking proud of you, Lexi. Really. You deserve all of what you have. The kid, Fez, the job. You deserve every-fucking-bit of it.” Hesitantly, you placed a hand on her head and ruffled her hair, smiling when she grumbled. “Remember your worth, Lex. You are amazing. Don’t ever forget that.”

Leaning down, you kissed her head before brushing past her. So quick yet so gentle, it felt like a gust of wind danced past her. And it took a few moments for her to realize your words before she spun around to see your fleeting figure. It becomes disfigured in the darkness of the night with only the moonlight giving way of your departure.

She couldn’t contain the tears that stung the brim of her eyes. A natural heat of emotions blossomed and enveloped her entire face as she squinted, wanting to take in the last bit of you and take in every detail. “Y/n! What do you mean?”

You stopped for a moment, stuffing your hands in your pockets and turning toward her, smiling softly. “It’s something I never got to tell you before you left Highland. Maybe things would’ve been different if I did.” A tear slid down your cheek as you chuckled sadly. “But you need to know that talking to you and getting to know you has been the greatest thing in my life.”

Nodding to yourself, almost looking like you were finalizing something, you said, “I hope I see you again, Lex.”

[boobabietch]

Masterlist

Four - One direction

Steal my girl - Paige Bueckers

Ready to run -

Change your ticket -

Spaces - Rue Bennett

Illusion - Robin Buckley

18 - Kate Martin

Where do broken hearts go? - Regulus Black

Fireproof - Ellie Williams

Night Changes -

Stockholm syndrome -

Once in a lifetime -

Ok so boom, hi boos!! Haven’t been active in a while but finally I’m done with school so I can start this project I’ve had for a while! So basically I’m publishing a one shot for every song on the album Four by One direction. As you can see many songs don’t have a character yet so suggestions are always welcome! I’ll try to write the ASAP because I’m really really excited about this.

Hope you enjoy!

Requests are open!

Masterlist

[venusbyline]

Hey guys, I'm Vênus (she/her). This is my new ff blog and requests are already open!

I really like writing dark, smut and/or angst contents for s/o x female readers.

Almost all the characters and artists I'll write for are tagged. Feel free to send me your writing requests on my ask. (ps¹: practically i'll write for all Jacob Elordi and Ryan Gosling's characters, there just wasn't enough space in the tags).

So don't be shy... I'm a member of the "toxic characters stan" too <3

ps²: some characters besides the other characters of Ryan Gosling and Jacob Elordi that I didn't put in the tags but that I can also write for:

Scream: Ethan Landry, Billy Loomis, Stu Macher.

Euphoria: Rue Bennet, Jules Vaughn, Ethan Lewis, Lexi Howard, Chris McKay, Fezco.

Hunger Games: Lucy Gray Baird, Katniss Everdeen, Sejanus Plinth, Johanna Mason, Treech, Clemensia Dovecote, Tigris Snow, Haymitch Abernathy.

MCU: Tom Holland!Peter Parker & Andrew Garfield!Peter Parker, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Wanda Maximoff.

Daisy Jones & The Six: Eddie Roundtree, Daisy Jones, Camila Dunne.

The Vampire Diaries: Stefan Salvatore, Damon Salvatore, Silas, Rebekah Mikaelson, Katherine Pierce.

Margot Robbie: Barbie, Harley Quinn.

Gossip Girl: Chuck Bass, Nate Archibald, Carter Baizen, Blair Waldorf.

YOU: Love Quinn, Joe Goldberg.

Harry Potter: Cedric Diggory, Hermione Granger, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Draco Malfoy, Sirius Black.

Grey's Anatomy: Jackson Avery, Derek Shepherd, Mark Sloan, Alex Karev.

Outer Banks: Rafe Cameron, JJ Maybank.

Anyway, more characters can be added here over time!

[stressedemoblackbratz]

sorrows

pairing: fezco x black!fem!reader

warnings: swearing, angst, mentions of drugs.

a/n: all i gotta say is teehee because y’all are about to hate me again. this will have three parts, letting you know now in advance. if you do end up enjoying, my taglist for this is here and in my navigation. add yourself if you want to be added. also, in this visiting Laurie a few minutes before going to the New Years party didn’t happen. now onto the story </3

words: 1.6k + not proofread

part two | part three

you don’t miss me, babe. don’t know why you’re trying to convince me, babe.

for as long as Ashtray could remember you were a constant in his life. he vaguely remembered when you’d come by with a fresh set of braids, a tense neck, gel on your forehead, and beads loudly clacking when you were 12.

Kitty would always giggle at you and Fez. one of her last memories with you all before she got sick was her catching you and Fez holding hands during a movie. he had just picked you two up from school, dropped you off at her home, then ran down the street and around the corner to get Ash from the local babysitter.

“oh?” she asked from behind the couch, starling you two as Ash sat on her hip.

“you two are so precious.” She cooed as the two of you watched her with wide eyes, hands now resting beside eachother.

“isn’t that right Ash?” she asked the boy who was more interested in the TV than the conversation around him.

he nodded yes and continued watching whatever SpongeBob movie it was.

those were the easier times. way before he started separating the red pills from the light blue ones. way before he had to crack Mouse in his shit. way before Laurie had her goons drag you, Rue, and the new found Faye out of the car and into stripping.

way before he saw Fez cry over a girl for the first time.

“i can’t keep fucking-“ Fez was caught by his own hiccups. Ashtray sat on the couch beside his brother with his eyes wide and filled with concern. “i can’t keep getting her caught up man.” Fez cried as Ash quickly went to hug his brother.

his older brother was breaking down and crumbling right before his own eyes.

Ash had just seen the biggest fight you two had. when the two of you argued, you barely yelled and he barely yelled, let alone even argue in front of him.

when Ash left the surveillance cameras due to the crying he heard he was shocked and hurt.

you were crying. nose stuffy and hands moving wilding repeatedly asking “Why?” in a broken voice.

he hated seeing you upset, but instead of comforting you he froze. he didn’t know what was going on.

Fez was looking at everything but at you grabbing his shirt and drenching it in tears.

“you fucking answer me!” you cried out. “did i do something? what did i do bro? what is it?! i promise i’ll do better just tell me.” you cried, the deep wails not even sound like you as they rumbled out of your body.

he had fucking broke you.

Fez looked at you then. his eyes were red from unshod tears and he was frantically shaking his head. you needed to know it had nothing to do with you, you were never a problem in his life.

you never would be.

“don’t say that shit.” he started to tell you, grabbing your arms and slowly walking forward, basically forcing you to walk backwards.

“don’t you even fucking say that shit. you didn’t do shit. i did it.” he said to you. you were almost to the door and he quickly unlocked it while you were listening to him in confusion.

“you did what? did Custer do something now?” you asked in a scared voice. it was enough dealing with Mouse and seeing Ash take him. you didn’t know if you could deal with more.

Fez couldn’t handle the fear in your eyes at his life.

“no baby it’s just…baby i’m no good for you.” Fez weakly said before quickly opening the door, pushing you back, and immediately slamming it back to lock it.

he heard you let out a frustrated groan before banging on his door.

“don’t be a fucking pussy Fez! you can’t do this. that doesn’t even make sense.” you hollered from behind the door.

Ash watched his brother bring his arm up and violently sob into his hoodie sleeve. he sagged to the floor. crying into himself as you banged on the door behind him.

“you can’t fucking do this to me!” you cried. your voice got more panicky and your crying became more gut wrenching for the two boys.

“you’re fucking perfect Fez! perfect! please don’t do this to me. i really can’t do this right now just please open the door you’re literally everything just..just fucking please.” your voice cracked at the end.

when you got no answer you let out a whine before crying into the night sky.

Ash slowly walked up to Fez and sat in front of his defeated figure slumped in front of the door.

“imma need you…” Ash started. “imma need you to get the fuck up and explain this shit, now.” Ash gritted out between his teeth, his own angry tears welling up in the back of his eyes as your cries pierced his ears.

eventually your crying didn’t stop, it just got further from the home and the rumble of your car started and peeled out from the front of the house.

“Laurie man.” Fez cried on the couch. “i can’t keep putting y/n through my shit. she’s too good for me and this.” he said harshly wiping at his face.

“i don’t want her hurt.” his voice cracked.

“so instead of expressing your concern and probably telling her she can’t come to drop offs and pick ups anymore after the other day, you instead just hurt her with no explanation?” Ash asked.

Fez’s face fell again before he solemnly nodded.

he did decide to do that.

“please just call me back. i want to fix this.” your voice weakly said in a voicemail you sent to Fez’s phone over a week ago. he was getting dressed for a party and waiting on Ash as he listened to it.

he played it pretty much everyday and each time he almost called you back.

“ayo Ash!” Fez called out again.

Ash stumbled into the room, his shirt over this eyes as he pulled it down to cover his tank top.

“alright alright. let’s fucking go bro.” his brother said finally getting his arms through the holes and grabbing the door handle.

Fez was first hit with the bass of the music and the yelling of his name from a group of people he knew all too well when he opened the front door.

he had gave Elliot a blunt before sitting on the couch and starting his work. his eyes scanned through the people that came to buy from. he was looking and hoping for you.

the second he left the house he knew if he saw you the charade was over. he was telling you what was up and that he didn’t want to break up. he was just scared of you getting hurt.

once the party was really starting up he had less and less people frequenting him, they we’re all currently getting high if they weren’t high already.

it wasn’t until he was relaxing and Lexi showed up that he saw you.

she looked like she was doing fine. her hair was beautiful and her body was banging in the dress. she was beautiful.

he had missed her.

he needed her.

your laughter drifted into his ears as you said something to Ethan and he found himself lost in your voice. he was listening to Lexi, but it was hard to keep up with her talk as you walked through the kitchen behind him.

“…so that happened, but i mean it’s still cool through right?” Lexi laughed. Fez had no idea what the fuck she was going on about, but he laughed and nodded to be nice.

Lexi saw his eyes drift to you and her smile dropped.

she could’ve swore he told her earlier they were over.

she saw his eyes follow you and McKay in the kitchen and she just knew he was in a trance.

placing her hand on his leg she caught his full attention then. laughing at his startled face he started laughing too.

“you good?” she asked as the laughing eventually seized.

“i’m uh…” Fez seemed to zone out, turning his eyes away from her eyes, his eyes now over her head and following something. Lexi was concerned then, his face was getting red and she was afraid something was wrong.

“Fez?” she called to him. when she got no response she got scared. had he already mentally went back to his ex?

right when she felt like they were developing a sense of liking to one another?

“F-Fez?” she called again in worry as he faced forward with his hands clenching.

“i’m pissed the fuck off, Lex.” the boy mumbled before getting up and walking away.

he had saw you grinding the body you had used to grind on him multiple times all over McKay.

right in fucking front of him. that was supposed to be him right now. so when he caught your eye? it was up from there.

Lexi followed his path and watched as he said something to a stunned McKay. pressing his body up against yours before dragging you to the back of the home.

she lost her sight of the two of you and deflated.

he seemed so close and now he was so far away.

“the fuck was that baby girl?” Fez asked you pulling at the bottom of your dress. your legs looked too good and he had to stop himself for gripping your thighs.

you just stared at him. no words leaving your glossed lips as you examined his reddened face.

how could you just whine on another dude in front of him like that? he knew you two had broken up, but had he really been that easy to get over?

Fez was jealous and convinced you had moved on.

he didn’t know what to do.

“i miss you baby. so please just say something.”

[lingeriae]

| 𝙆𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣 |

𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: 𝘌𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘵 𝘹 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

𝘞𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: 𝘈𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵, 𝘔𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘴, 𝘊𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘜𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯-𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥, 𝘴𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴, 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦, 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘮.

𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴-𝘚𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 (𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺)

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𝖸/𝗇 𝖪𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗇 𝖫/𝗇, 𝗈𝗋 𝖠𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗅 𝖺𝗌 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗌𝗎𝖿𝖿𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝗅𝗈𝗌𝗌𝖾𝗌. 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗌𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖬𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖿𝖺𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 (?), 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌, 𝖺𝗅𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀. 𝖲𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗍, 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖿𝖺𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗍𝗈 𝖤𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗌𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗌𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗁 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋. 𝖧𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾 ��𝗎𝖼𝗄 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝗏𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗍?

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❥︎𝑮𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒑 𝑰 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝑴𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔, and Fairytales and Love stories, all those childish bullshit.

I had a pretty decent childhood, until I was ten. I discovered my first condom at that age, and had my parents lecture me for one hour about sex, and how boys are bad and pregnancy, you know the normal shit.

After that puberty hit. And that motherfucker hit harder than any fucking thing anyone has been hit with.

Boys started looking at me differently because my boobs were bigger and my waist was getting a little curvier, so I started wearing these baggy ass clothes that could barely fit me so you could barely make out my figure. But of course there was assholes who were just so fucking obsessed with seeing a part of the human female anatomy.

Assholes like Nate fucking Jacob.

The asshole who pulled down my pants infront of the whole classroom while I bended down to pick up my rubber that had fallen off my desk, a low whistled sounding from him as he stared at my ass. The whole class started laughed, like it was funny that he had just violated me like that, anyways

He ended up in the nurses office with a broken nose and a black eye that day, and I ended up with suspension. And that's how I made my first ever friend.

Rue Bennett. A curly haired girl who lived right down the street from me.

"I heard you gave Nate Jacobs a broken nose."

Pressing your lips together your eleven year old self side-eyed her as you leaved on your fence, "What about it?"

The brown eyes girl had a huge grinon her face, as she looked at you with stars in her eyes, "That's fucking cool, dude!"

After that day the two of us were inseperable, that two becoming a three as Lexie Howard came along. Those days were the best years of my life.

I don't think I could ever be as excited as I was when I found out I had another baby sister on the way. Rubbing my ma's belly, me and Kaya singing to her every night with a huge smiles on our faces. The thought of having a little sibling excited me so me and her so much we made a journal about all the list of things we would do together.

Now on the day my sister came, my mother didn't come back.

Not as in she walked out on us, as in she died during delivery. I didn't know what to feel to be fair, I wasn't angry, but I wasn't happy or sad. But I had to be the strong one here, for Kaya, who was confused and frightened at everything that was going on.

Though it felt like I should I didn't blame my little sister for my mamas death, my father was a different story though.

"I-i don't want it! That-that thing killed my wife, m-my wifes, she's gone because of it!"

"Daddy don't say that infront of Kaya" He didn't listen though, and it was so bad I had to cover Kayas ears as she sobbed in my shirt.

Out of everyone my father was the one mamas death affected the most, from my point of view. He started drinking, not to the point where he had to quit his job or anything but you could tell he was addicted.

A few months after my ma's death, we moved.

I pleaded and begged with him not to let us move, but he didn't even spare me a side-eye just walking away with a, "We're moving, and that shit's finally, Angel."

of course my first thought was to tell Rue and Lexie right away, and that's exactly what I did while rocking Asimo in my arms as they looked at me with sad eyes, "I'll come back. I promise I will."

That was fucking stupid now that I think about it, I was just and eleven year old blinded by the little hope she had left. But maybe it wasn't so fucking stupid.

Because as I rub the sleep out of my eyes, I realized that I was back, back to where my life had started to fall right the fuck apart.

Back in Eastland.

𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬.

lingeriaeᵗᵐ

☟︎︎︎ Kalon headers for Angel

𝙸, 𝙸𝙸

[infernalodie]

Can you do a Lexie Howard x fem reader x (of you want) Maddie Perez. The reader fem, and just looking innocent, do whatever else you want to it. Thank you!

𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐄𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫.𝐥𝐞𝐰𝐝 || 𝐋𝐞𝐱𝐢 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 - 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐳

"𝘛𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘔𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰"

Inspo: Miguel - Girl With The Tattoo Enter.lewd

Pairing: Lexi Howard x Fem!reader x Maddy Perez

Summary: The infamous girl with the tattoo that could shake the world...

Warnings: Sub!Lexi Howard, Switch!Maddy Perez, Dom!reader, bondage (restraints), vibrator, and oral.

Words: 1392

DNI IF YOU'RE YOUNGER THAN 18!

You came from something out of a book.

Extracted from the pages of a story that was far beyond what reality could be capable of.

Well, this was once believed by Maddy and Lexi, who had caught sight of you. A new student from across the pond in the beautiful city of London. There was a beautiful essence you had that made the two girls gravitate toward you. The refined attitude and personality you carried had them wrapped around your pinky like dogs on a leash. It was pitiful, honestly.

But the perception that they were given, and the insight available allowed them to see the personification of innocent. Your glasses that sat high on the bridge of your nose, your naive smile, and your innocent gaze lingered on things with a certain melody of curiosity. The way you tilted your head at them, lips curved in a smile. Or the way your caramel skin glowed under the beams of the sun that created a radiance 

They knew they wanted you from the first word you spoke. From the first look, the first smile, the first laugh. You were everything they had dreamt of and more.

And the cost for their indiscretions was paid in the visual representation of you standing with Mckay. A blunt hung loosely between your plump lips with a fresh layer of lip gloss that gave it a pop. Rapping some lyrics from a J.Cole song with said boy, waving the Hennesy bottle without a seed of regret from the few streams of the harsh liquor hitting the back of your hand.

So much was hidden under the soft exterior you had presented to them. And now, they were given everything they wanted.

“Look at me, Maddy.” The Latina moaned, biting her bottom lip as she forced her eyes open and filtered on you. A soft smile dances across your lips, turning up the vibrator, sending fluttering ecstatic tingles through the girl’s body as she groaned. A wave of relief flowed through her body like a rush of warm water engulfing her body. It wasn’t anything new but had a different source to the feeling and something about that made the girl’s mind cloud over.

Running your thumb over her bottom lip, you followed your digit with content. Your warm hand ran down Maddy’s neck, nail’s slightly baring and scratching her delicate flesh. A shiver ran down the girl’s back as she let her head rest against the plush leather of the chair she was restrained in. Allowing the fluttering moan to fall from her lips as your hand continued downward where you groped her small tits. Licking your lips as you delved forward, taking her pebbled nipples between your lips and sucking.

Maddy’s lips parted with a gasp, jaw unhinging as she choked on her breaths. Your teeth gently graze the sensitive buds, creating a rippling of goosebumps to rise on the girl’s body with a whimper being freed from her throat. It was small, soft, and sweet. “Y/n, p-please.”

Hearing her soft plea made your lips twist into a sick and twisted grin. Lifting your legs and resting your knee between her legs. Bringing it closer to the tip of the vibrator that was strategically set up to be kept against the girl’s cunt. Gently applying force, causing the bud of the vibrator pressed harder against Maddy’s puffy clit, sending the girl into cloud nine. Moans fell from her lips like a sweet melody, only making your lace panties soak at the sound. “You look so beautiful, baby.”

This was heaven if Maddy had ever felt or seen one. She doesn’t know what she had been expecting, but this was everything she needed. If she could, she would give everything up to just be here and feel this grace. Because although the fall may be long, she wouldn’t mind the climb again.

A muffled cry could be heard, gaining your attention. Finding Lexi strapped to the bed, wrists bound above her and ankles tied to the legs of the bed, forcing her legs apart where a vibrator was forced to her cunt as well. Of course, the torture was the low setting you had it placed on, making the relief slower than what Maddy was experiencing. A blindfold was wrapped around her eyes and cloth was tied around her mouth. Forcing her silent and blind to what was happening only a few feet from her. But she could hear it all and she was begging to not be left alone for the night.

“Oh, Lexi,” you cooed. “I almost forgot you, sweety.” The acknowledgement and the use of her name caused the girl to let out a muffled whine, tugging at the rope binding her wrists.

Stepping away from Maddy made the girl whine from the release of pressure to her cunt. Tugging at her own restraints, wanting to make you say and give her what she needed. But she was forced to watch you crawl across the bed and rest just below the apex of Lexi’s legs.

Leaning down, you cupped Lexi’s cheek and smiled. “What do you need, my love?” A muffled and incoherent was given by the girl, which only made you chuckle. Reaching up, you hooked your finger with the cloth wrapped around her mouth and freed her.

Earning pants and groans as the girl’s cheeks flushed a brighter red. “Please, I need you.” She swallowed, wanting to see those beautiful eyes of yours. To see what you thought of such a statement from her. Wanting to know if you would tilt your head and smile at her in that cute way. She just needed you.

But what she hadn’t expected was a blistering cold sensation to appear around her right breast. The cold stream of droplets was left in the wake of whatever was running down her flushed body. Only able to suck in a breath, arms tensing as you chuckled softly. “Relax, love,” you said delicately. “You’re gonna love this.”

And as expected, she did. She quickly figured out that the cold sensation was from an ice cube left in your glass of Hennesy. You ran it over her pebbled nipples, rubbing the ice cube gently against the tip and earning breathy cries from the girl. Doing the same as you had done with Maddy, you placed your knee against the vibrator and gave the girl the same amount of relief she deserved.

Dipping the ice cube in your Hennesy, you ran the ice cube across the girl’s and down her stomach. The sensation created choked breaths to leave Lexi’s lips as she waited in anticipation. And when the slightly warmer cube touched her clit, she nearly orgasmed. Whining with her bottom lip caught between her teeth as you slowly and sensually rubbed the cube against her clit with parted lips. Mesmerized by the sight of Lexi’s body convulsing and those sweet cries of your name falling from her lips.

Much to Lexi’s dismay that she made very known by the whimper, you pulled the cube away and placed it back in your glass. But when Lexi thought you to be done, she was greeted by your warm and sleek tongue that traced the cube's path. Crossing over her chest and down her abdomen until you finally reach the dripping heat of her cunt that you didn’t hesitate to delve into. Tongue breaching her cluttering entrance as it soaked up the taste of her arousal.

It may have only been for a few seconds, but Lexi had never felt anything like it. The satisfaction and relief she received were incomparable. Each movement thought with deep care and consideration. She felt loved.

Flicking her clit with your tongue, you sat up licking your lips with a hum. “You taste like heaven, love.”

Looking over your shoulder, you found Maddy watching with a deep glazed look in her eyes. They were clouded with lust, a deep desire that she need to remedy as soon as possible. She needed to feel you. She needed to feel Lexi. She needed gratification from you. She needed everything you had to offer.

And almost like you could read her mind, you chuckled softly. “Don’t worry,” you muttered, head tilting with that all too familiar smile of yours appearing. “We still have a long night.”

[chrissmissus]

𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴 𝚄𝙿𝙳𝙰𝚃𝙴

𝚈𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝙼𝙸𝙰 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚞𝚙. 𝙼𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚞𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚘 ��𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜. 𝚂𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚢𝚊𝚕𝚕!! 𝚂𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝙸'𝚖 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝.

𝚂𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔 𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔 (𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢)

𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝙴𝚞𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚊 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜

𝚈𝚎𝚜 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚎𝚙𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚜

𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝙵𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 1

𝚈𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛

𝙰𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚎

𝚂𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎

𝙰 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝

𝚂𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎

𝚃𝚊𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝

𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝

𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚢𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎, 𝚋𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍!! 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚞𝚢𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔. -𝙲

[luvr-bunnyy]

anything for my princess | pt 2

LEXI HOWARD x FEM!READER

word count: 3k - part 1

© luvr-bunnyy pls don't use my headers or writing without permission

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, SMUT SMUT SMUT, slight dom reader?, thigh riding, oral, typical euphoria things, NO SPOILERS !!

[a/n: here’s pt. 2 my loves!! i cannot believe pt 1 already has about 100+ notes, thank you for all the love, enjoy!! - yours truly, bunnyy -`ღ´-]

After the party, you drove to a lookout that you and Lexi would frequent. You’ve had car picnics or you two would lay on the roof of your car and stargaze. She’d point out constellations and explain why they were named what they were.

And now…you’ve probably ruined everything.

There were missed calls and texts from everyone and their moms blowing up your phone so you put it on mute.

Your mood worsened when you realized that you left the joints you had bought in your jacket pocket…the jacket that you had left at the party.

Sighing, you opened the bottle of whiskey and took a few huge gulps. The liquor burned your throat but it was a good distraction from your stinging and sore knuckles.

The adrenaline had long since worn off and your bones deeply ached.

Your phone buzzed a few times and you sighed heavily, unlocking your phone and heading to the group chat.

you

i’m fine, i’m not dead or anything

rue

are u home?

you

…yes ??

maddy

bitch why was that in the form of a question?

you

yes…

kat

can u just send us ur location? lexi is freaking out

you

[location sent]

cassie

are u still coming to the sleepover?

you

probably not

[(y/n) has muted the group chat]

jules

wtf

“Okay, all jokes aside...” Maddy started.

All the girls were in her room, pjs on. Lexi was laying down with her head in Cassie’s lap.

“That was fuckin’ hot, right?” Maddy giggled, taking a sip of her white claw.

“It was sooo fucking hot!” Jules laughed. “Like- she was literally gonna kill him for touching you Lex.”

“Could you imagine?” Maddy asked suggestively.

“Imagine what?” Rue cocked an eyebrow in confusion.

“The angry sex.” Jules said matter of factly, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

“W-what?” Lexi stuttered, finally tuning into the conversation.

“Oh come on Lexi!” Jules threw her hands up as she moves to sit on her heels. “Don’t tell me you haven’t thought about it.”

“I mean…y-yeah but we’ve never even-“

“You guys haven’t done it yet?” Kat gawked.

“No…it’s just- ugh!” Lexi buried her face in her hands and sat up. “It’s so frustrating because I feel like she thinks I want to take it slow!”

“But you don’t want to?” Cassie asked. Lexi shook her head. “Then why don’t you tell her?”

“I-I don’t know. It’s embarrassing. We’ve made out and s-stuff but it never goes far.”

“Girl just tell her!” Maddy smiled sympathetically.

So that’s what she was going to do.

The party was on Saturday and it was currently Monday morning. You had talked to Lexi briefly and she had explained that she wasn’t mad or repulsed by you, she was just shocked in the heat of it.

Cassie was happy to see that her sister wasn’t so glum anymore.

Your knuckles were still pretty tender. There was no longer any exposed flesh. They had slightly scabbed over but they were still bruised and sensitive.

As you pulled up to the Howard household, you sent Lexi a text.

you

i’m outside princess <3

my love

okay!! i’ll be right out

As you waited, you slipped your sunglasses on and turned the volume up. Kendrick and Jay Rock filling your jeep.

Noticing that the front door opened and out walked Lexi, you watched her walk down the concrete walk way. She had on a black skirt, cropped black cami top, and an unbuttoned short sleeve shirt. Hair up in a claw clip.

The golden light of the sunrise made her skin glow. Her smile bright and sweet. She opened the door and handed you her backpack, you tossed it to the backseat along with yours.

You watched as she settled in her seat.

“Good morning.”

“Morning princess.” You cupped her cheek and gently guided her face closer to yours, lips meeting in a short and sweet kiss. You pulled away but lingered there for a bit, bumping her nose with yours. Her smile returned, a breathy laugh escaping her lips.

She watched you carefully as you drove. You had been wearing a green Carhartt zip up jacket, the faded color contrasting gorgeously against your skin.

Her eyes trailed down the sleeve and to your hand that was currently on the steering wheel. She frowned at the state of your knuckles.

All the bruises had been in different stages of healing. Reds, purples, and greens stained your skin. The scabbed and healing skin was a deep red, all of it seemed painful.

All for her.

As you turned into the starbucks drive-thru and waited behind a few cars to order, she gripped your wrist and brought your hand in between both of hers.

“Do they hurt?” She whispered, holding your hand close to her face.

You bit your lip.

“Not really.”

You were lying. She knew but she appreciated the effort to keep her from worrying.

Without another word, she leaned down and carefully placed kisses on you bruised skin. The feeling of her soft lips was like heaven. You stared at her for a few seconds before she let go of your hand, noticing the line moving forward. Your hand returned to the steering wheel as you pulled forward to the order speaker.

Her fantasies took the reigns once more as you moved your sunglasses to sit on top of your head. Your fingers drummed anxiously against the steering wheel as you recited her usual order flawlessly, along with yours.

In some dark and twisted way, she agreed with Maddy’s statement on Saturday night. How would it look like to be under your angry gaze? How hard would those hands grip her body? Would you grip her so hard that the scabs on your knuckles would be pull taught and tear open?

“-which is crazy right? It’s not that hard to use your blinker.”

Wait…what had you been talking about? Blinker?

She then realized that you were out of the drive thru and on the road. She looked down at the center console and noticed the two coffee cups in the cup holders.

“You’re doing it again.” You teased. Stopping at the red light and glancing over at her.

“Doing what?” She gulped nervously, watching as your hand reached wrapped around the coffee cup.

“Spacing out…” You took a sip. “What’s on your mind?”

“Oh! Uhm n-nothing.” She grabbed her own coffee and took a sip. She saw the pointed look you have her and quickly added. “Nothing important…at least.”

“If you say so.” You muttered, accelerating as the light changed.

Today Lexi had been grateful that you weren’t in any of her classes. She needed a break from her own thoughts and you only fueled them.

Her day hadn’t been to bad, but at lunch when she had sat down at the usual table you all ate at, she learned that your day had been a little rough.

You had to deal with teachers constantly asking about your battered hands, students telling you that you were a monster, a terrible person, and so on.

“Yeah, principal Hayes sent her home early. She didn’t text you?” Kat asked as she picked at her grapefruit.

Frowning, Lexi pulled her phone out of her backpack. Oh…you did.

you

principal hayes heard “rumors” about what happened at the party and sent me home

you

i can still pick u up tho and maybe you can hang out here for a bit?? i really need u here

Giddiness filled her body. You needed her. She quickly responded with and put her phone away.

After lunch, the rest of the day couldn’t have gone by slower but finally, the bell had rung and the teacher dismissed her class.

She basically ran out to the parking lot. Her heart fluttering as your car pulled up, the windows down.

You gave Lexi a tired smile as she approached the car and hopped in. She leaned over and placed a kiss at the corner of your lips which definitely caught you off guard.

“Well hello to you too.” You smiled genuinely before giving her a proper kiss. It was slow and deep which stole Lexi’s breath right from her lungs, heat going straight to her core. Thighs pushing together. “Ready?”

“Mhmm…” She hummed, cheeks turning pink.

The drive to your place wasn’t too far. As you parked, she noticed how you rushed to get out of the car and her eyebrows pulled together but her confusion dissipated when you appeared in front of her door and held it open, holding your other hand out for her.

She placed her hand in yours, letting you help her out of the car. She slung her backpack over her shoulder and walked over to the stairs. You lived in a rundown apartment building with your dad, but he was rarely ever home.

As you followed her up the stairs, she moved her hips enticingly with each step and you noticed.

You shook your head. Of course you’ve thought about it.

Lifting her skirt and bunching it around her hips, the way your name would sound desperately leaving her lips-

Clearing your throat, you shook the thoughts from your head seeing as you had made it to your door. Unlocking it, you let Lexi in first before closing the door behind you.

“I’m gonna take a quick shower, okay?” You kissed her cheek and made your way to your room to grab clothes.

As she heard the bathroom door close, she made her way into your room. It smelled faintly of weed and lavender. A smell she had been quite used to.

She had wondered how your dad never noticed but as time went on, she realized he didn’t care enough to comment about the obvious smell or mention the bottles of empty liquor that was scattered around your room. She put her backpack by your desk and that’s when she noticed it.

There it was. Your jacket. The one you had worn to the party. Hung haphazardly over the back of your desk chair.

The wetness between her legs was growing uncomfortable, but you were in the bathroom already and she knew your showers were a little lengthy at times.

So she made her self comfortable on your bed, kicking off her shoes. She leaned back against your headboard. Your smell dizzying as it filled her senses.

Slowly, she ran her hand down her stomach before slipping it underneath the waist of her skirt and the elastic of her underwear. A small whimper leaving her lips as her fingers slowly circled her sensitive clit.

The images of your jealousy, the way you didn’t hesitate to beat the guy that touched her and made her uncomfortable, your hands, all flashed through her mind.

She jumped at the sound of the bathroom door opening. Pulling her hand from her underwear, she grabbed her phone and sat up, pretending to be scrolling through social media.

As you dried your hair off, you grabbed a beer from the fridge and made your way to your room.

Lexi was on her phone, cheeks flushed and slightly breathless. Hmm…weird.

Nonetheless, you tossed your towel into your hamper before sitting down on your bed and taking a sip of your drink.

Turning on the tv, you then turned to look at Lexi. Opening your arms. She grinned and snuggled into your side.

You played some movie the both of you have seen a million times, she didn’t mind. You took a few sips of your drink and she felt your body relax.

As you watched the movie, she admired you. Your hair was damp from your shower and you smelled of sage and lavender, your oversized brown crewneck was soft under her hands, your green cotton shorts showed off your delicious thighs.

You finished off your drink and placed the bottle on the ground. As you sat back, Lexi felt a rush of confidence and leaned forward, placing a few soft kisses on your neck. Normally, you wouldn’t mind but she kept at it and the kisses were enticing.

“What’s up princess?” You asked softly. She pulled away to look at you before wordlessly straddling your hips. “Okay…” You chuckled before she pressed her lips to yours. It was a slow and sensual kiss and she whimpered at the feeling of your tongue in her mouth.

As the kiss deepened and got messier, she started to rut her hips against yours, wanting some type of relief. However, instead of spurring her on, you gripped her hips and stilled her movements.

Feeling frustrated and a little embarrassed, she pulled away. Huffing as she basically threw herself off of you.

“Lex…what’s wrong? I didn’t make you uncomfortable, did I?” But she didn’t respond, she pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them.

“Come on, sweet girl. Talk to me. Please?” Hesitantly, you placed a hand on her knee. Your thumb running comforting circles into her skin.

“Am I not…do you not want to have sex with me?”

“I-what? What do you mean?”

“I mean that whenever this happens, you never want to go any further.” She pouted.

“I just always thought you didn’t want to take it any further Lex. I hope you know that I wasn’t rejecting you or anything.”

She didn’t respond.

“Okay. Come here.” She looked over at you and took your hand, taking her place on your lap.

“You look so pretty here, sitting on my lap.” You nudged the bottom of her jaw with your nose and she lifted it.

“Tell me what you want, love.” You purred, kissing down her neck.

“I- I want…” She paused, loving the feeling of you biting and sucking a hickey into her neck.

“Come on…” You egged her on, continuing to kiss her neck.

“I want you to…to go down on me. Please.”

You sat up. Placing a hand behind her neck and pulling her close.

“Anything for you, princess.”

Your lips meshed with hers in a hungry kiss. It was a mess of clashing teeth and tongues but Lexi wouldn’t have it any other way.

Her chest heaved with gasping breaths as you moved lower. Kissing down her neck, hands moving down her sides.

“But first…” you mumbled against her skin. Gripping her hips and moving her over your thigh. “Ride my thigh, show me how you make yourself feel good.

You bunched the fabric of her skirt around her hips, her hands gripped your shoulders.

“How do I uhm, how do I do that?”

“Just follow my lead.” You gripped her waist and slowly rocked her back and forth on your thigh. Her shaky intake of breath made you grin triumphantly. She got the hang of it and moved her hips on her own.

“Mhmm there you go, princess. Just like that.”

Her moans and whimpers were adorable. Her eyebrows were pulled together in concentration.

“I don’t think I can wait any longer.” Placing your hands under her thighs, you lifted her up and flipped the both of you over.

You pecked her lips. “Let me make you feel good, okay?”

As you made your way between her legs, you pushed her skirt up her thighs a bit more and around her waist. The damp spot on her baby blue cotton panties made your mouth water.

Maybe dreams do come true.

Slipping your fingers underneath the elastic, you looked up at her. “Is this okay?”

“Mhmm, more than okay.” She was breathless. Her heart swelling at the fact that you wanted to make sure she was okay.

You slid them down her legs, kissing the inside of her thighs and legs as you did so. Once they were off, you tossed them to the floor.

“Bend your knees and put em’ over my shoulders.” You smiled as she did what you said. Settling comfortably between her thighs, you could finally see all of her.

Your intense gaze made her want to shrink away. “Sorry, I-I haven’t shaved.” She tried to shut her legs but you gripped them and held them open.

“Don’t ever apologize for that.” You muttered before leaning forward and licking up from her slit to that sensitive little bud.

“Oh my god…” She squeaked, hands flying to your damp hair. Entangling her fingers into your locks.

Smirking, you wrapped your lips around her clit. Giving a gentle suck. She squirmed in your hold.

“Don’t run princess, just relax.” You muttered, your hand pressing against her lower stomach to keep her in place. Your other hand spread her folds a little wider. Your tongue traveling to her quivering opening, exploring her warm insides.

Lexi was in ecstasy. She had never felt this much pleasure in her life. Her stomach was in knots and her thighs were shaking. Your tongue felt amazing, and when she felt your thumb rubbing circles into her clit, it pushed her over the edge.

“(Y/n)…babe I’m gonna-I think I’m gonna cum.”

“Go ahead princess, cum all over my face.”

You switched. Wrapping your lips around her clit, your middle and ring finger invading her center. Curling your fingers, you felt that spot that sent her into over drive.

“Shit! Right there, please…please.”

The feeling of your fingers abusing that spot was enough for the tension in her body to release.

She fisted your hair and held you close as she came, your tongue happily lapping up her release.

As she rode out her high, you continued to lick at her clit. Not being h able to get enough of her taste.

“Ah! Ah! T-Too much.” Her thighs snapped closed and trapped your head. You decided that it was your new favorite place to be.

Slowly prying them open, you sat up and brought your fingers to your mouth, licking them clean.

She sat up and moved her legs, pulling her skirt down before cupping your jaw in her hands and pulling your lips to hers, moaning softly at the taste of herself on your lips.

“I love you, sweet girl.” you smiled into the kiss and she bumped your nose with hers.

“I love you too.”

Later on that night…

lexi

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lexi

so uhh…i told her

maddy

damn girl! she a fucking vampire or smth?

maddy

i’m so proud of you tho

welcome to the club slut!

Giggling, Lexi turned in your arms and showed you her phone. You scoffed and pulled her closer to your body. You grabbed her phone and began to type.

lexi

fuck off maddy -love, (y/n)

“You’re ridiculous.” She laughed as you nuzzled into her neck

[stressedemoblackbratz]

sorrows pt. 3

pairing: fezco x black!fem!reader

warnings: swearing and smut.

a/n: okay so maybe you all won’t hate me too much after this…then again you might because i like suspense. enjoy babes </3

words: 1.1k + not proofread

part one | part two

hit the party and get friendly. honestly no, i don’t got it in me. it’s no fun when you’re not here with me.

“you miss me huh?” you laughed at the boy who had you pushed up against a wall in the hallway. you felt a bit of rage and satisfaction in his earlier words towards McKay.

the same McKay who almost shit his pants before shuffling away to find Nate who you just knew was balls deep in Cassie right about now.

you were truly alone now.

“you’re the one who broke up with me Fez.” you said in a small voice, avoiding his eyes as he stared intently at your face.

“the fuck was that baby girl?” Fez asked you pulling at the bottom of your dress. you turned your head and just stared at him. no words leaving your glossed lips as you examined his reddened face.

he was obviously jealous.

“i miss you baby. so please just say something.” he pleaded. he looked so sad and all you could do was laugh.

“i told you, you broke up with me. i heard from Gia like two weeks ago there was some girl in your house. she told me Ash didn’t like her, Faye i think? then today your hugged up with Lexi? you wanted to break up for some new bitches?” you laughed at him.

it wasn’t funny that all these years went down the drain for some pussy, but all you could do was laugh.

“mannn.” Fez’s voice drawled out. “it ain’t even like that ma. listen-“

“it “ain’t even like that?”, huh?” you said doing air quotes. “please stop fucking playing with me bro. i just saw yo-“

“i cant have that shit bro.” Fez said interrupting you, his hands holding your shaking ones as he stared into your eyes.

“you can’t have what?” you said slightly easing into his touch.

“that shit…when Laurie had them dudes grab you.” Fez said shaking his head and looking away. you grabbed his face to refocus him and he sighed.

“that shit hurt me and i couldn’t do shit about what was going on. you didn’t need to be in that position because of me, ma. Faye’s at my house for a favor and Lexi just sat down and started saying random shit. there’s nothing going on between me and those two. i’ve always wanted you. i want you so bad i almost beat the fuck outta McKay for even touching your hand…i love you so much i let you go…and after all these weeks? i don’t think i should’ve even done that.” he mumbled looking every which way before settling back on you, he saw the tears in your wide eyes at his confession. he placed his forehead on yours and finished up his words.

“i had good intentions, but letting you go was the worst mistake of my life y/n.” Fez sincerely said.

you rolled your watering eyes before getting closer than you already were to Fez.

“Kitty would probably whoop you at your big age just for doing that. Fez you should’ve told me you had concerns…i told Moshi she can’t even talk to you again.” you giggled. this caused Fez to break out into a small smile before sealing your laughing lips with his.

you greedily kissed back. you had been missing him forever, and he felt the same way.

his hands trailed down your hips, gripping them as he pushed you back onto the wall. your dress rose up and although it left little to the imagination already, you were really exposed now.

“fuck y/n.” he mumbled grinding into you. your hand reached out to the door beside you two. opening the door and nudging Fez inside, you two closed the door quickly before stumbling to the bed.

he placed you down gently, looking into your eyes as he did so. he massaged your legs before taking your shoes off, never taking his eyes off you.

you sat up and kissed him, tugging his shirt off and he fiddled with your dress.

“w-wait.” he said between the flurry of kisses. you looked at his swollen lips and almost got lost in a trance before you heard him speaking.

“it’s been so long i don’t know if we should go this here-“ he was cut off by the sound of you pulling his belt off and unzipping his pants, his pants now down his legs and your hands grabbing at the bulge in his underwear.

all thoughts and concerns are pushed for the side as he felt pleasure. “fuck baby.” he moaned as you rubbed him.

Fez reached down and palmed at your breast, playing with them until your nipples reached peaks, his own lips capturing them soon after.

“i missed you.” you mumbled as he sucked at your exposed chest. your hand sped up as his tongue sped up the swirls around your nipple.

his lips released you with a pop before he pushed you down. legs in the air, he ripped your panties off before yanking himself out of his own boxers and rubbing his dick on your pussy.

“mmm fuck.” he groaned before pushing your knees back as close as he could onto the bed. “i need you.” he mumbled before sliding in.

you both moaned in unison. he felt bigger than usual and you felt way tighter to him, it didn’t help you were soaking wet either.

“go faster please.” you moaned out as he started rocking his hips into you. his dick hitting your sweet spot causing you to clench around him.

you missed this so much.

“you’re pussys so good.” he breathed out into your neck as he pushed your legs back even further. you hands started to scratch at his back at the new angle. you let out a loud moan as your chest moved upwards towards him, your release coming quickly.

the sounds of your skin slapping and your wetness rang against the walls in the room along with your moans were the only noises to be heard.

“i’m fucking cumming!” you called out before cumming and creaming all over his dick. you hadn’t felt anything like this in so long. Fez groaned into your neck before speeding up causing you to twitch. you were completely overstimulated, but it felt good. it wasn’t long before he let out a low groan and you felt him cum inside you.

he rolled beside you to catch his breath, pulling you into his chest as his lungs tried to regulate themselves.

you snuggled against him as basked in the moment. you had been deprived from this for so long, it felt nice to be normal again.

even though you could feel him oozing down your thigh at the moment.

“i’m so sorry baby.” he felt him say from his place behind you.

“don’t let that shit happen again O’Neill.”

“i promise it won’t, ma.”

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[mediocre-writerr]

sparks [maddy perez]

maddy perez x fem!reader

summary: it's hard to express how you feel, especially when you're so shy and the only person you interact with is lexi, but it's even harder when you have a crush on the most confident girl in school; requested by anon

warnings (18+): a few swear words...that’s it!

*not my gif*

You were invisible.

The only reason why people knew your name was because of who you hung out with. It was an odd contrast, you were shy, quiet, and had your head stuck in a book. While the people you hung out with were, well...the complete opposite.

Everyone except for Lexi, who was basically the reason why you were in the friend group. But honestly, the only reason why Lexi is apart of the friend group is because of Cassie. Maybe that’s why the two of you were best friends. 

And it’s the exact reason why she was just as shocked as you were when you told her about your crush on the one and only Maddy Perez. You don’t remember how or when your crush started. All you know is that one day you were staring at her lips for a little too long. It’s not like she noticed though, no one ever notices you. 

“I can’t believe you have a crush on Maddy. She’s like the complete opposite of you. She’s loud, confident, and if she knows what she wants, she’ll get it. You’re...” Lexi drifted off trying to find the right words, “...Not that?” 

“Gee thanks, Lex.” You threw your head into her pillow and let out a muffled scream.

She punched your shoulder lightly, “Oh come on, you know I don’t mean it in a bad way! The way you are is exactly why we’re best friends and is one of the many reasons why I love you!”

“Yeah, yeah, I know.” You muttered, screaming once more.

“Just because you’re different from her doesn’t mean she doesn’t feel the same way. So I will take the great honor of being your wing woman, starting with this party that my sister is making us go to tonight!” The brunette offered and you shot your head up. 

You saw the mischievous glint in her eyes as they twinkled, “No! Lex, don’t! She doesn’t like me that way. I don’t even know if she considers me one of her friends, I mean the only person I really interact with in the group is you! It’s just going to be embarrassing!” 

“What? What did you say? I couldn’t understand what you were saying.” She said, sarcastically.

“I’m being serious-” 

“I’m sorry! I still can’t comprehend what you’re trying to say!” 

Before you could protest once more, Cassie barged into their shared room, “Maddy and Kat are here! Let’s go!”

Both you and Lexi let out a collective sigh before following the older Howard. Your heart fluttered at the mere sight of Maddy. The only view of her outfit was because of her head poking through the back seat window: a tight black dress, that showed a lot of skin. 

The palm of your hands started to become sticky as you mentally cursed, tearing your eyes away from the girl, while wiping your hands on your jeans. You could hear Lexi chuckle and you didn’t even have to look at her to figure out that she was laughing at you. 

When you finally got a hold of yourself, you noticed that Kat’s small car was now full. Jules occupied the passenger seat, leaving the Howard sisters to fill in the only other empty spots next to Maddy, “Oh it looks like there’s no room. You know, it’s New Year’s Eve, cops are going to be everywhere I don’t want to get you in trouble by squeezing in. I can just walk home and stay there for the night.” You rambled to them.

All of the girls, but Lexi, just looked at you in shock. This was probably the most amount of words you said to them at once. 

You were about to leave without a response when Lexi stopped you, “No! It’s New Year’s Eve, Y/N. You shouldn’t celebrate it alone. Maddy!” You shot daggers into Lexi’s heart as your palms sweated even more, “Can Y/N sit in your lap for the ride? It’s not too far away, ten minutes max.” 

Mentally, you had just punched Lexi in the face and cussed her out, but physically you just gave a tight lipped smile while your heart ran at the speed of light. You looked to Maddy who just smiled sweetly, “Yeah of course!” 

Your heart dropped onto the floor and you had to blink a few times to stop your heart from going into cardiac arrest, “Thanks.” You muttered as she opened the door for you. Maddy patted her lap and you slowly, but surely made your way over to her. And it wasn’t too bad when you sat on her lap, your heart rate was still high, but you were composed now. 

You felt a strong, yet petite arms wrap around you waist tightly. Well, fuck, there goes your “composure”. You side eyed Lexi who looked like she was having the time of her life, as she tried not to laugh in front of everyone. To make matters worse for you, hooked her head onto your shoulder as Kat drove. 

You tried to focus on the conversation at hand, not participating obviously, because when do you ever? But at least you were a very active listener...not this time though because her warm breath was on your neck. 

She was so close, yet so far. 

Luckily, Kat drove there faster than expected and you were able to free yourself before you said or did something stupid. The group dispersed once you walked in, everyone had their own agendas for the night. 

You followed Lexi, like always, “I am going to sucker punch you so hard right now!” You told her over the booming music.

“Oh come on! One day you’re going to thank me for it.” She shot you a wink, before sitting on the couch.

“Mhmm, I highly doubt that.” 

As the night progressed, you and Lexi stood your ground on the couch. Not allowing anyone to sit there, except for Fez. Lexi was in a deep conversation with Fez when you excused yourself to grab a drink. 

You grabbed yourself a soda can from the cooler, when you turned around you were met with a drunk guy with a lopsided smile on his face, “Hey.” He slurred out.

“Hi.” You muttered, not wanting to be rude. 

You tried to walk past him, but every move you made he’d block you, “I was wondering if you wanna get out of here. I know a couple of bedrooms that are empty right now, you and I could go and hang out for a bit.” 

Your mouth opened and closed multiple times, trying to find the nicest way to reject him. So captivated with your thoughts running at a million miles an hour, you didn’t even notice Maddy sitting on the couch, not too far away from you. 

The boy took your silence as a yes for some weird reason, so he grabbed your hand and started dragging you through the house, right past Maddy. You felt another hand grab yours as it forced you down onto someone’s lap. 

Even though you only felt her arms around your waist for a few minutes earlier, you remembered her touch anywhere, “Hey dumbass! She doesn’t want to go anywhere with you.” 

“And how do you know that?” The boy asked with a chuckle.

“Because that’s my girl! So don’t ever hit on her again or I will make East Highland a living hell for you! Bye!” She shooed him off and he cursed under his breath before stumbling off.

“Thank you for that.” You mumbled, avoiding her eyes. 

“Why do you do that?” Maddy asked and you just hummed in response, “Why do you run away every time I get close?” 

You shook your head, “I don’t-I don’t do-”

“Yeah you do. I’ll try to approach you at school and you always run the other direction. Or when we’re all hanging out you avoid everyone, but Lexi, but I’ve noticed you really avoid getting into any close proximity with me. I don’t bite, you know.” She told you and you chuckled.

“No, I know. I just-” You stuttered, trying to fight words to say, “You make me nervous.” 

“Why?” She asked with a smirk on her face.

You licked your lips, your eyes finding the floor the most interesting thing in the room. Maddy tilted your chin to look in her eyes and someway, somehow, you found courage in them, “Because I have a crush on you. Like a super big, dorky crush on you.” You muttered quickly, and if Maddy wasn’t listening to your every word with the utmost intent she would’ve missed it.

But she caught it, “I know you don’t like me like that. I mean there’s Nate and you know I don’t think you ever really noticed me. I’m kinda always in the background, so I doubt you really-”

Your words were cut off by soft lips. Your eyes widened as you saw Maddy’s eyes closed in front of you, her lips attached to yours. She started pulling away, but before she could get too far, you grabbed her cheeks with the most confidence you’ve ever had and kissed her. 

The brunette smiled into the kiss and you both pulled away smiling like idiots, “Y/N, I’ve always seen you.” 

Across the living room, Lexi sat with Fez right next to her. The two of them shared a fist bump, as Fez reached for his pocket and handed the once “drunk” boy from before a few bucks. 

Mission accomplished. 

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[ameliasbitvh]

🎨- you and nate had an argument at a party so we’ll you’re like talking to maddy Cassie go over to Nate and starts flirting with him and maddy tells us but like it’s a non confrontational type reader so we say no and ask like fez or Lexi to bring us home and once we’re gone maddy goes and like yells at Nate and then Nate makes it up to us

-🧚

make it up to you ; nate x reader

[ euphoria masterlist ]

“what the fuck are you wearing, y/n!” nate barked out. you were dressed in a black dress that was just revealing enough to show your cleavage and there was a cut down your thigh, exposing your soft skin.

the lights beamed of bright green, blue and purple in the crowded party house.

“a dress? what else would i be wearing, dumbass?” you crossed your arms, your breast pressing up each other.

“you think you’re so fucking funny dont you?” he growled into your ear.

“oh, the oh so great, nate jacobs. of course i do.” you laughed, pushing him off of you.

that only angered him.

his brows furrowed and he pulled his lip with his teeth. “you better watch your fucking dirty mouth, bitch.”

“make me!” you exclaimed tired of his bullshit.

“make you? fucking make you? what do you think i’m trying to do right now, y/n! go fucking change!” he ordered, his hand flew, pointing at the bathroom.

you rolled your eyes. “it’s my body! i can wear whatever i want!”

“i don’t need anyone to be looking at you! i don’t need you to be a fucking tease to anyone but me!”

“well, what if i want to be! it’s not like i’m a fucking object and yours to ke—

“shut the fuck up!”

all eyes were on you two.

“you know what? i’m gonna be the bigger person and end this conversation.” you scoffed.

“bigger person? why don’t you fucking change then like i told you to!”

you held your hand up, blocking his face. “put your hand down and listen to me.”

“sorry what was that? did anyone hear that or am i just going crazy?” you asked, feigning confusion.

nobody responded.

turning around you faced him once again, “mhm...maybe you’re the crazy one?” following before you let him have the last word you walked away to join the many others at the party.

walking to your best friend a smile graced your lips, “maddy!”

“hey, bitch. you look hot as fuck! if i were nate and saw you in that dress, girl we would be upstairs fucking right now.” she laughed.

“please, babe, i would let you either way.”

“fucking bitch.” nate mumbled under his breath as he watched you leave. suddenly he felt a hand crawl up his shoulder, turning around he was met with a blonde. cassie howard.

“hey there,” she smiled, biting her lip.

“oh, hey.” he cleared his throat. did she really have to come up to him now?

“so what was that all about? little girlfriend getting on your nerves again? i can help you with that.” she smiled drunkenly, her index finger intertwined in her hair.

“what the fuck is happening over there?” maddy scoffed, her eyes focused on the blonde and brunette duo.

“what are you talking abo—“ you questioned, turning around you saw what she was looking at. “oh...”

“bitch go tell him.”

“no, i’m not going to.”

“why not?” she asked, crossing her arms.

“because if he’s a good boyfriend he’ll know himself to not mess around with her. if he does that’s all on him.” you said in a monotone.

“you know what? for once i think you might be right.” she bursts out laughing.

“let’s get some drinks and have fucking fun!” you laughed with her, dragging her by the hand to grab red solo cups to indulge yourself in to forget the fight, forget nate, forget cassie. right now it was you, maddy and the alcohol that swam in the cup you held.

after an hour had passed you started to feel...well not good. “fuck,” you sighed, hand on your head.

“ay, you good, y/n?” you heard a familiar voice call out to you.

your eyes squinted as you tried to make out the figure coming closer, (just to make sure it wasn’t a killer). finally his red hair came into frame, “oh — fez, yeah i’m a...okay i guess?”

“it don’t seem like you are though.” he said, genuine concern laced in his tone. wow, how you wish nate had the capability to as well.

“you need a ride home? i can take you?” he offered, a small smile decorating his face.

you thought about it for a moment, a moment too long. your ride home tonight was supposed to be nate, but seeing the way tonight played out it was probably best to not rely on him to take you home.

“yeah,”

before you both got into the car, you chugged a bottle of water, hoping it would get you some what sober. just so you don’t appear to look like an alcoholic when you get to your house. and just to be safe you told maddy you were leaving. “maddy, i’m gonna go home.” you told her over the loud music.

“what?” she questioned, her hands moving with her body.

“i’m gonna go home!”

her brows furrowed. “who’s taking you?!” her hands flew to her hips.

“fez!” you replied.

“does nate know?” she asked.

“no, but can you tell him?”

“yeah!”

soon maddy watched you leave the party with fez, but all she could think about was her best friends cunt of a boyfriend and not in that way.

she didn’t know how or when, but suddenly she was in front of nate jacobs yelling at him as if there was no tomorrow. “you dumb fucking bitch! you start arguing with her just for her to leave and you’re gonna be a man whore and start talking to other bitches? you don’t even know where she is right now, don’t you?”

“what the fuck, maddy?”

“don’t “what the fuck” me! you know exactly what you were doing when you were talking to cassie. if you’re trying to fuck around with y/n only, just fucking fuck off!” she shouted, giving a push to the taller boy.

“dont fucking tou — what are you trying to say?” but he knew exactly what she said. he was nate jacobs and he had a reputation of playing girls leaving them to walk down heartbroken avenue.

“you know exactly what i mean.” she growled and stomped away. no way in hell would she let her best friend get played by a fucking douche bag.

“where is she?” he exclaimed before maddy got out of hearing distance. she stopped in her tracks for a moment. “fez took her home.” and following she continued to walk, ignoring his complaints.

“fez. fucking fezco?! why the fuck — why didn’t she just...” then her remembered the argument the two of you just had, him talking to cassie, maddie yelling at him. of course you didn’t want him to take you home. but he’d make it up to you.

“fuck it.”

he raced out of the party and i to his truck, quickly he revved the engine and pressed his foot to the gas and sped to your house.

once he arrived he saw that your light was still on in your room. “thank god.” he murmured and paced to your door step.

then he proceeded to knock on your door. first three knocks, no reply. he knocked again. no reply.

“just open the damn door!” he demanded, he knew you were on the other side. your parents weren’t home so he didn’t have to worry about confused parents wondering why he was banging on their door at 1 am.

“please...y/n, please open the door.” he begged and with a sigh he banged his head into the door but it never hit the hard wood.

you opened the door.

so, instead he fell into your arms and you stumbled back, landing on your back with the tall boy on top of you.

“well, this is one way to let me in.” he smiled and you giggled at him.

but then you remembered the earlier events that had occurred.

doing so, you cleared your throat and gently pushed him off of you.

closing the front door you faced him. “nate. what are you doing here?”

“listen...i — i’m...i’m sorry. i’m sorry for arguing with you over that damn dress. you looked beautiful baby, but i didn’t want anyone to look at what’s mine.” his eyes scanned you, and he noticed your new attire. his t-shirt and a pair of cheeky undies.

a smile grew on his face. his hands connected to your hips and roamed your body for a moment. “let me make it up to you, mhm?”

a/n: this is longer than my normal dialogues ( i think 😭 ?? )

[fentibeauty]

reputation

maddy perez x black fem! reader

warnings: foul language

y/n y/ln.

the school nerd. nobody wanted to be her friend, the only friend she had was lexi howard. the other school nerd.

no one picked on her because she was pretty and was more outgoing, she never let people get to her either.

it was way different for y/n, of course none of them called her ugly because she wasn't and if they did call her that they were lying.

some of the girls were jealous of her body type and her beautiful features. she was picked on a lot and she ignored them but she couldn't say it didn't hurt because that would be lying.

she was ready to dig up a hole and stay there forever. it was one thing stopping her from doing that though.

maddy perez, the queen bee. she literally ruled the place. almost everyone was scared of her, even some teachers.

what nobody knew was that maddy and y/n were dating for almost eight months now. maddy didn't want to tell anyone because it would ruin her reputation.

so to cover it up maddy would follow everyone else and pick and mess with y/n. maddy hated doing it but it was for the best.

right?

today as y/n walked down the hall she was pushed to the floor and her books went everywhere. the whole hall boomed with laughs and 'ou's'.

maddy watched the whole thing happen, her blood was boiling at this point. she hated that she couldn't do anything about it.

lexi rushed over to y/n and helped her pick her things up and helped her off the floor. lexi gave maddy a look basically telling her 'this is what you should be doing' maddy pursed her lips at the girl before walking up to the scene.

y/n looked up at maddy, tears threatening to spill out of her eyes. maddy mumbled sorry before starting the show.

"well well well, look at what we have here" maddy smirked as touched y/n's face. y/n shivered, maddy always intimidated her and maddy used that against her sometimes.

crowd of students laughed as maddy backed her up into the lockers. she leaned down to y/n's ear, "nice tights you decided to put on today, did you wear them for me" maddy rasped in her ear.

"i-"

"shh shh i know you did" maddy said as she moved from y/n's ear and smacked her books back on the floor and walked away causing the crowd to go wild.

the bell rung and the hallway cleared mighty fast. multiple people walked her way and kicked her books to the other side of the hall.

some of the notebook paper ripped out, y/n felt tears roll down her face. she hated her life, she hated that everyone hated her.

maddy walked in her class with her head down, she hated hurting her baby. she felt a tear roll down her eye and she quickly wiped it.

it was the end of the day, people got loaded onto the bus, some walked, some drove. y/n walked every day, she liked getting fresh air before she walked into hell.

she spotted maddy by a tree as she typed away on her phone, seconds later y/n's phone chimed. meet me by the bleachers please.

y/n scoffed as she walked her way to the back of the school. she walked as slowly as possible on purpose by time she reached the bleachers ariana held an annoyed expression.

"there you are"

"what do you want" y/n stated. "i- i'm sorry baby" maddy said as she grabbed y/n's hand. "i hate doing this" maddy softened.

"then why do you do it?" y/n asked looking at the floor. "i told you why, because of my re-" y/n cut maddy off with a scoff.

"you're fucking reputation i know" y/n said kicking the grass that needed to be cut. "i sometimes wonder do you actually love me" y/n said as she continued to look at the ground.

maddy grabbed y/n's chin and lifted it up to look at her. she kissed the girl's lips "of course i love you baby, what are you talking about" ariana softens.

"you sure love that fucked up reputation more than me don't you? cause if you didn't you would've been defending me every time those jerks came at me" y/n argued.

"i should've picked lexi instead" y/n mumbled, of course she was lying, she loved maddy she was the best girlfriend out of school.

"excuse me?" maddy said tightening her jaw. "you heard what i said, you either choose me or your bitch ass reputation. goodbye madeleine" y/n said turning on her heel and walking back to the front of the school.

the next day was same old same old. y/n didn't see maddy all day, y/n told lexi the conversation she and maddy had yesterday. they couldn't help but laugh at the part of y/n mentioning lexi’s name.

"let's see if she picks the right choice" lexi said as she pointed her head in maddy’s direction as she came down the hall.

it was this one punk boy who would always mess with you only when maddy is around to get her attention literally everyone noticed that.

too bad she was gay.

"looking even uglier today, keep up the nice work" he said, it was the corniest thing ever but everyone laughed just because it was at me.

"wanna say that again for me?" maddy’s voice boomed through the hallway. she stood tall behind the boy with anger written over her face.

one thing maddy hated is when they called her ugly because that was one thing she wasn't. "did you call her ugly?" maddy asked tilting her head at the boy as she turned around to face her.

"um-"

"tell her you're sorry" she said crossing her arms. they boy scoffed but quickly turned around at y/n and apologized by the face maddy made.

"say it like you mean it" she grits.

"i'm sorry y/n" he apologized again, "are you gonna bother her again?" maddy asked. "no i won't" he shook his head. "and what happens if you mess with her again?" maddy asks.

"i-"

"you'll regret being born if you fuck with her again, now get lost" she watched him as he quickly walked down the hall.

the students laughed at the boy as she hurried down the hall. maddy turned to them, "and for you guys, you better not fuck with her either." maddy warned making some of the students gulp.

"and for you" maddy smiled turning her way back to y/n, maddy pulled y/n's bottom lip from in between her teeth and kissed her lips passionately.

the crowd gasped.

maddy broke away and mumbled against her girlfriend's lip. "i'm sorry baby, i should've done this sooner" y/n smiled, "it's okay baby" y/n smiled up at maddy.

"yes finally" lexi cheered clapping her hands.

"come on baby, let's go to class" maddy said as she held her hand out which y/n gladly took. as they walked down the hall all eyes were on them.

"i love you so much" y/n said. "and i love you so much more princess" maddy said kissing her lips once again.

y/n didn't have to worry about anybody messing with her ever again.

hope you guys enjoy :)) send request if you want.

[infernalodie]

Euphoria Masterlist PT.2

$ = Smut * = Fluff ! = Angst

Maddy Perez

(*) IT’S YOU - Maddy Perez x Male!reader

(!) END SCENE - Maddy Perez x Perez!Male!reader

(!) The Stone - Maddy Perez x Gn!reader

(!) DYWTYLM - Maddy Perez x Black!Male!reader

Rue Bennett

(!) Hot Soup - Rue Bennett x Bennett!Male!reader

(!) SORRY NOT SORRY - Rue Bennett X Bennett!Male!reader

(!) people don’t change - Rue Bennett x Black!Male!reader

Elliot

(! $ *) Dark Circles - Elliot x FemMale!reader Part One - Part Two

Cassie Howard

(! $) REVENGE - Cassie Howard x Male!reader

Jules Vaughn

(!) LIE - Jules Vaughn x Black!Male!reader

Lexi Howard

(! *) young gun - Lexi Howard x Black!Male!reader

MORE COMING SOON!

[sublimecatgalaxy]

Off The Deep End

Pairing: Platonic!Fezco x Reader

Summary: Reader's having a difficult time with her mental health so her best friend Fez takes matters into his own hands.

Warnings: Heavy talk of mental health anguish and swearing.

Word Count: 2k

A/n: Hi guys! I got a request to write a platonic Fez fic with a reader who's been struggling with her mental health. Hope you guys enjoy❤️

Fezco had been my best friend for the longest time.

As long as I could remember back, he was there. I remembered a time when he still lived with his dad, when he'd come to hang out at my house with black eyes and bruises littering his cheeks. I remember when he moved in with his grandma, when Ashtray came into the picture, when his grandma took a turn for the worst.

I was there for everything. He told me anything and everything that happened to him down to the littlest moments in his days. He told me about Lexi Howard, their ongoing bashful and flirty relationship. He was head over heels for the girl and, though his grandma told the both of us to never fall in love and to not trust those feelings, he did anyways. And I was proud that he ignored her warnings and fell into the deep end.

But Fezco has been my only friend for the longest time.

People would come and go, here and there. Old friendships would reignite, fizzling out soon after. It was difficult to maintain a relationship, a friendship, without feeling like I was too much for them, a burden. A noose.

Fez always told me that I could never bother him, that he enjoyed spending time with me and nothing I could ever do could drive him away. He was in my life for the long run so no matter how hard I tried to convince myself that I didn't deserve him, he would still be there.

That didn't mean that I didn't feel the overwhelming urge to push him away when things got rough. He had enough going on, between his personal life, taking care of his grandma and Ash, his other friends. Not to mention is drug business. When things would get rough, the covers being pulled up to my chin as I contemplated not getting out of bed for days, I would ignore his messages, his incessant calls.

He worried about me more than anyone and maybe I was selfish for pushing him away. I knew that he just wanted to help, to care for me. But I couldn't stop the thought in my mind that he didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve to pry his way into my house, urging me to get out of bed, to eat something, drink something. He shouldn't have to do this for me, he had better things to fill his time.

But Fezco was stubborn and he went above and beyond for the people he loves.

This had to have been the sixth time he's called me this morning, our plans of going to breakfast being tossed out the window as soon as I woke up. I could tell that today wasn't going to be an easy day, that it would just be best to stay in bed and avoid burdening anyone with my presence today.

Tapping the screen of my phone, I see the multiple messages from my best friend along with the missed calls that he's left me.

We always went out to breakfasts on Saturdays. This would've been the first one I've missed.

From Fezzz: You ready?

Hello?

You up, kid?

That's it, I'm callin u.

Seriously, u freakin me out.

I stare at the message through teary eyes, my head shaking as I toss my phone onto my lap. I had voicemails from him too, messages that I couldn't bare to listen to right now without diving into a pool of self hatred for leaving him hanging.

The phone buzzes again on my lap, but this time it's not Fez, it's Ash. My eyebrows pull together nervously, my lip tucked in between my teeth as my finger hovers over the answer button. Pressing it hesitantly, I raise the phone to my ear with a sigh.

"Yo, can you, like, fuckin' answer your phone or some shit. Fez is over here freaking the fuck out." Ash huffs, my eyes closing as I feel my bottom lip wobble. The tears tumble down my cheeks as I take a shaky breath in, sniffling loudly. "Ayo, you okay?" Ash asks, his voice changing to something more gentle, Fez's voice heard in the background.

"Yeah, honey, I'm okay. I just 'm not feeling so good today." I whisper, my voice hoarse as I lie, my body turning over to curl up into a ball. "Tell Fez to stop worrying, I'm sorry for not answering him." I mutter, my breathing slow as I stare at the medication on my nightstand. I know that I have to take them but the voice in my head tells me to just stop, they weren't even doing their job in the first place anyways.

"Well, I know you won't like this but he's already out the door. Have your door unlocked." He doesn't say anything more, just ends the call as I let out a forced breath.

He always did this when I wasn't 'feeling good'. He knew what that meant, he knew that I was against caring for myself right now so that would mean that he would have to come over and do it for me.

The last thing I wanted was someone going out of their way for me right now.

Hearing his car pull up outside, I take a slow deep breath, knowing whoever's home right now will let him in. My room is dim, the only light coming from the cracked window above my head and it's quiet, just how I like and need it to be.

I listen closely as he speaks downstairs, always getting caught up with my family. They always loved Fez, how much he cared for me and protected me. They knew that out of all the friends I've had in my whole life that he was the most special. Because he was just that, he was special.

My stomach swirls anxiously as I hear footsteps outside my door, fingers knocking gently at the wood. I grunt in acknowledgment, the door pushing open to reveal Fez behind it. He smiles softly at me, his eyes flickering to the ground as he shuts the door, stepping further into my room.

"Hey, kid." He whispers, his feet carrying him over to my side of the bed as he kneels down. He places a water bottle in front of me, his assumption that I haven't drank anything today being correct. His head tilts at the sight of me, his brows furrowing in frustration. "Why didn't you tell me it was gettin' bad again?" He asks, reaching out to gently push some hair from my face. I huff with a shrug, my eyes fluttering away from his as I cling to my blankets. He falls silent for a moment, his head turning to look at the bottle of refilled pills. He frowns, knowing that, by the amount in there, that I hadn't taken them in a few days. "You gotta stay on top'a these, ma." He whispers, his fingers wrapping around the bottle. He opens the cap with a click, his fingers prying one out as I groan. He forces the water bottle into my hands, my eyes rolling. "Don't make me shove it down your fucking throat." He chuckles quietly, my lips parting as he drops the pill in my mouth, watching me as I take a few swigs of the water. "See, not so hard?" He taunts and I scoff, a small smile on my lips as he sighs. "Alright, scoot over." He smiles, my body rolling as he lays down next to me with a sigh, his arms resting behind his head as I gaze at him.

We sit in silence for a few moments, knowing that this was all I wanted. I just wanted to have someone that got it like Fez did. It was this constant internal battle of whether to let him help me or push him away once more. But I decide that I just wanted him here, just laying next to me in a comfortable silence. So maybe, just this one time, I'd let him care.

"You wanna hear 'bout my date with Lex?" He asks quietly, his head tilting to look at me as my eyes widen. "Yeah, yeah." He chuckles bashfully, the smile on his lips radiating happiness. It made me happy to see him like this, my heart swelling as I listen to him talk.

I could listen to him go on for hours about Lexi. He loved that girl so much that it was almost ridiculous. This man was the perfect gentleman, he was caring, kind, soft, protective. And Lexi and I adored each other, the two of us ganging up on Fez whenever we could. I guess I could consider her a friend too.

The way that he talked about her, it made me hopeful that I would meet someone who looks at me, who talks about me, in the way that Fezco talks about Lex. With everything going on in my mind it seemed a bit impractical to think that far ahead but, it was something, right?

"Ash was worried when I told him you were MIA." Fez whispers, my heart breaking at the thought of worrying Ash. I take a deep breath, my eyes fluttering shut as he continues. "You can't disappear like that, Y/n. I know you can't promise shit because you not okay right now but..." He trails off, his voice dripping with pain. "I would not survive losing you, you know that?" Tears slip from my eyes as I sniffle, my eyes opening to meet his. I just send him a quiet nod, an unknown weight crushing my chest. His blue eyes shimmer with unshed tears, the weight of his worry for me crushing him.

"I just don't have any energy and I'm tired of making everyone worry." I whisper, his head nodding softly.

"And I get that. But you gotta take your fucking meds. You gotta show me that I don't gotta put a leash on you and take you everywhere I go. You gotta show me I can trust you to be alone right now." I close my eyes with a frustrated groan, my hands reaching up to rub over my face.

"You can't, Fez. I can't be trusted to take my meds and you can't trust me to be alone right now." I answer honestly, some of the weight leaving my shoulders as he scoots closer to me, taking me in his arms. I lay with my head on his chest, his hand resting gently on the back of my head. "I don't want to be this leech that attaches to people, begging them, needing them to care for me cuz I can't do it myself." I cry, fisting the material of his t-shirt under my hands.

"Okay, but fuck that. I'm here, I'm telling you I'm here and I'll do anything to help you get back to feelin' better." He whispers and I know that his words are true. But I can't help but continue to beat myself up over it. "Let me help." He adds, his hand rubbing my back gently as I sniffle. "You gotta let the people who love you help." I nod, my eyes shutting tiredly as I yawn. "So from now on, you're settin' an alarm on your phone, you're gonna take your meds. You're gonna answer my texts and calls and you're gonna come hang out with Ash and I at the store." He orders, no strength left in me to argue. "I'll even pay you. You can stock shit or whatever." He laughs, a teary giggle leaving my lips as I send him another nod. "Alright." He whispers, the weight rising off of me fully as I close my eyes, listening to his heartbeat beneath me.

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[blueeyedheizer]

❝THE PIANIST❞

pairing: pianist!Cassie Howard x fem!reader

content warning: AU where Lexi is more popular than Cassie, talks of insecurities

a/n: so I recently watched nocturne and this happened :') (minus the horror stuff lol) I kinda hate it but it's better than nothing...right?

(gif: mikaeled)

"You're going to embarrass yourself. Lexi was born for this, you'll never be half as talented as she is."

Those were the nagging thoughts that lingered in the back of Cassie's mind as she stared at the keyboard with little to no motivation to carry on playing.

Piano wasn't the only thing Lexi was excelling at. She was a bright student, got amazing grades in every class, she had a stable group of friends and was admired by everyone around her. The brunette was everything Cassie wished to be.

And this piano, which had once brought her so much joy, was now a source of frustration and anguish.

Sucking in a breath, Cassie tried to push those thoughts aside and concentrate again. She had to be ready for this talent show. She had to prove everyone that she was in fact equally as talented and worthy as her sister.

And so her fingers rose again to hover over the black and white keys, her foot readying itself at the pedal simultaneously.

Her fingers began to move gracefully over the keyboard while she followed the music sheet that was pinned in front of her. Cassie started slow, her fingers lazily hitting each key, letting them get accustomed to the movement. She cringed as she hit a wrong note but continued on regardless, her brows furrowing in concentration.

But the pace quickly became too fast, hard to keep up with. Cassie didn't have the hang of it yet. Her fingers fumbled, which caused her to play a combination of the wrong keys.

She stopped to rub her sweaty hands on her jeans. She was growing more and more frustrated by the second, her heartbeat speeding up, throat tightening.

After taking a moment to gather her emotions, Cassie placed her hands on the keyboard again. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes before starting over from the beginning, the opening notes of Mozart's Sonata Number Sixteen filling the room once more.

She was doing just fine, until came another wrong note. And that was all it took for her to break, her eyes suddenly filling with tears and blurring her vision.

"Fuck!" she yelled, slamming her hands down on the piano keys and weeping.

You'll never be ready. They'll laugh at you.

She wanted to give up. Close the lid and phone the school to let them know she wouldn't be able to perform. She'd call in sick, or say there's a family emergency. But she didn't want to do this anymore. The phone was so close, she just had to reach out and grab it and then all her problems would be solved. She stared at it.

Just then, her attention was caught by the sound of the door opening, your voice breaking the silence.

"Hi Cass." you said, peeking cautiously into the room. Cassie turned around to face you, her eyes puffy. You gave her a sympathetic smile as she repeated the simple greeting, wiping her cheeks and forcing a smile.

"I heard a scream. What's wrong?" you cooed, stepping closer to your visibly upset girlfriend. You cupped her shoulders with your hands and began to rub your thumbs along the area between her shoulder blades. Cassie dropped her head a little, enjoying the massage.

"I'll never be ready for the talent show." she sniffled. "I keep messing up at the same bit. I can't do anything right."

"You're still learning, Cassie. There's nothing wrong with messing up." you leaned forward to peck her cheek.

"But Lexi has already mastered her part, I need to—"

"Stop comparing yourself to your sister. The only reason Lexi has already mastered her part is because she's had an extra week to practice. That doesn't mean anything, and it doesn't make you any less talented." you continued to massage her shoulders. "Come on. Play something for me." you seated yourself next to her and placed a comforting hand on her lower back, rubbing it with your thumb.

"I- I don't—"

"Please?" you pouted, giving her your best puppy eyes.

Cassie wiped her cheeks with her sleeves and eventually nodded, her shaky hands moving to the keys once more. She began to play the first notes, which you immediately recognized as Mozart.

"No." you interrupted, placing a hand over hers. "Not this. Play something different. Something that you love." Cassie thought for a moment before deciding on a song.

"Okay." she whispered to herself, nodding.

Once more she began to play, her shoulders and back shifting as her fingers pressed each key, missing no note this time. She looked much more at ease already. She quickly began to relax and closed her eyes, letting her fingers do the work while you leaned your head on her shoulder, smiling fondly as you watched.

After a couple minutes the melody came to an end and Cassie slowly shut the lid of the piano, a sweet smile on her lips.

“You make playing this thing seem so easy,” you told her, hooking a finger under her chin and leaning in to kiss her. Cassie giggled, shying away from you.

"See?" you said. "All you needed was a break from Mozart." you whispered, kissing her lips once more. Then your expression turned serious. "You're more than ready for this talent show, Cassie. You're going to own the stage and impress everyone in that room like you always do."

[luvr-bunnyy]

anything for my princess

LEXI HOWARD x FEM!READER

word count: 1.9k - part 2

© luvr-bunnyy pls don’t use my headers or writing without permission

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, illicit drugs, uncomfortable situations, violence, etc. typical euphoria things. NO SPOILERS!!

[a/n; alright! here's my first ever fic on this blog. it is a Lexi fic because there aren't enough here on tumblr and it's appalling. pt. 2 will be up tomorrow. enjoy! - yours truly, bunnyy -`ღ´-]

When Lexi had confessed her feelings for you, it was a huge surprise. Obviously, you were ecstatic. On cloud nine basically but it was a surprise nonetheless.

Especially when Rue had told you how Lexi reacted when they had kissed for the first time.

You weren’t sure how Cassie would react seeing as you were her age and one of her friends but she was more than glad that Lexi had finally confessed.

Unbeknownst to you, she had been on the receiving end of many rants about how attractive you were and how her heart beat faster every time you were near.

Anyways…

Lexi was a ridiculously sweet girlfriend. She baked cookies and banana bread for you, she memorized your coffee order, constantly doted on you, planned insanely cute dates, etc etc.

Not that you were pushing for anything to move quickly but whether she realized how heated and stir crazy she made you was still up for debate but if she knew then she was amazing at playing coy.

“So? What do you think?” Lexi asked sheepishly as she held her hands behind her back and anxiously swayed a bit.

You were stood at the open front door as she was showing off her outfit for the party you were going to.

It was different than what she normally wore. You couldn’t help but feel adoration and love course through you as you let your eyes trail her body.

Chunky platform boots that seemed to make her legs look longer.

A tight black mini skirt with a small slit on her right thigh that hugged her hips perfectly.

A maroon off-the shoulder crop top with puffy sleeves that was a shimmery silk and made her collar bones a little more prominent.

As you stuttered over what to say, you could see Cassie and Maddy, Kat, BB, and Mrs. Howard watching with amusement just a ways away.

But seeing as you hadn’t answered right away, Lexi grew a little self conscious and nervous.

“(Y/n)?” Hearing her dejected tone of voice quickly snapped you out of your trance.

“Sorry. I was just….you look-“ Your heart seemed to beat a million times faster as each second passed.

Taking a deep breath, you calmed your nerves and gathered your thoughts, making sure to keep it appropriate since her mother was like right there.

“Lex, you look gorgeous.” You silently held your hand out and she quickly slipped her hand into yours. “Like I’m speechless.” She blushed, cheeks turning into adorable little tomatoes.

“Come on…” You muttered as you brought your joint hands to your lips and pressing a kiss to the back of her hand. “Give us a little twirl.”

Holding her hand above your heads, you gently twirled her in a circle. Maddy and Cassie squealed in excitement, Kat and BB yelling something along the lines of ‘get it girl!’ and Suze whistled.

“Okay, okay!” Lexi laughed shushed them before turning to face you once more. “Let’s go.” She gently squeezed your hand.

You frowned before turning to the other three girls “You guys aren’t coming with us?”

“We’ll go together to give you guys some alone time.” Cassie teased, Maddy made a V with her fingers and stuck her tongue out in between it.

You shook your head in disbelief. “I- okay. See you guys later.”

“No funny business Miss (Y/N)!” Shouted sternly but her smiling eyes gave her away.

“There never is!” You playfully saluted her with your unoccupied hand before pulling Lexi away to your car.

You opened the passenger door and in a posh accent said, “Milady.” which she giggled at. That giggle sent your heart into a frenzy.

You had to take a breath before entering the car.

As you drove, windows down, and RedBone by Childish Gambino played through the speakers, the sudden feeling of a hand on your thigh made you glance over at Lexi.

“What’s up babe?” The way that the pet name rolled off your tongue made her shiver.

“Nothing…” She muttered. Blushing and looking away.

Smiling fondly, you let her be as you continued to drive. Being in a relationship with her was very interesting. She had still been getting used to the intimacy, both emotional and physical and she appreciated that you were so patient but she knew of your past relationships.

Overhearing your retellings of one night stands or passed sexual experiences with your ex(es) while having sleepovers with the girls and it frustrated her.

Not because she was jealous or anything but because she wanted you to just have your way with her.

She would never admit it but recently, she had been fantasizing and daydreaming about you WAY more often. Mainly about your lips. How they would feel against her body, how they would feel between her thighs.

The thought alone had her thighs clenching together.

Your hands were also another part of you she found herself drooling over them. The thick rings that adorned your fingers. The way they looked flexing over the steering wheel-

“Are you okay?”

“Hmm?” Her eyes widened as she moved her gaze from your hands to your frowning face.

“You spaced out for a second, we’re here.” You spoke gently, nodding your head in the direction of the windshield.

She glanced over and you were right. There was an enormous amount of teens loitering outside the house. Plumes of smoke floating into the air, the sound of muffled music finally reading her ears.

“Oh…right.” She turned red once more. “Sorry.”

“No worries princess.”

Shivers.

As the both of you walked into the party, you were quite aware of the stares pointed towards Lexi. Normally, you wouldn’t have minded but these stares were hungry and wandering...lingering. Lingering too long at the edge of her skirt, at the swell of her breasts that were accentuated by her top.

Slipping your hand out of hers, you moved your arm around her waist and tugged her closer to you. She glanced at you and could see the way your jaw clenched and your eyes narrowed and she grinned.

You were jealous.

Once you guys had settled, Lexi had spotted Maddy, Cassie, and Kat.

“Hey, I’m gonna go look for Fez. I’ll be right back, okay?”

“Okay! Bring me another drink on your way back?”

“Of course princess.” You leaned down and she bit her lip as you placed an open mouth kiss at the place where her jaw connected to her neck.

Your relationship with drugs wasn’t as concerning as Rue’s and Lexi made it a point to have a conversation about it with you at the beginning of your relationship.

You smoked weed, occasionally partook in molly with Maddy and Cassie but that was about it. Never really doing anything harder than that. However there was one time you taken a hallucinogen with Rue and had a terrible trip. She was worried as fuck when she got a call from Elliot saying that he needed help getting you home.

She has spent a few hours helping you off of the high. Then she spent the night crying in your arms, explaining how worried she was.

Whatever…back to the main story.

“Hey Fez, Ash.” Ash nodded at you.

Fez sat up.

“Hey ma’, how’s it goin?”

“Not too bad Fez, business still booming?”

“Shiii…you know it is ma. You here with ya girl?”

Your girl…that made your heart swell.

“Yes I am.” He grinned at your blissed out smile just at the mention of her.

“Aye that’s what up man…I won’t keep you long then. What can we help you with?”

“You got any joints left?”

“I think I do…” He muttered as Ash looked into a black backpack and pulled it a little plastic box.

“We got three left.” Ash glanced up at you.

“Then I’ll take all three.”

“That’s twenty-five big ones (Y/n).”

Lexi was waiting for you by the patio entrance when some guy she didn’t recognize approached her.

“Hey baby, how’re you doing tonight?”

“Oh uhm I’m okay.” She responded uncomfortably. Self consciously wrapping her arms around her slightly exposed midriff.

“You know, I can’t believe that a pretty girl like you is here alone.” He licked his lips, backing her up against the wall.

“Oh I-I’m not…”She trailed off, beginning to feel her fingers fluttering against her sides with nerves.

“Sure looks like it. I don’t see your boyfriend around.” His hand then came up and he ran a knuckle down her cheek.

“Hey man, I don’t mean to alarm you but-“ Fez pointed over your shoulder as you slipped the joints into your jacket pocket. You turned to see where he was pointing, and it made your heart stop.

Lexi was backed up against a wall, some guy had his hand pressed firmly to the wall beside her head and the other was touching her cheek. What made you see red was the way Lexi’s eyes were glossed over with tears and her bottom lip was trembling.

Dropping the money in Ash’s lap, you made your way over to this idiot making your girlfriend uncomfortable.

Cassie had noticed and frowned, alerting the girls around her. Maddy, Kat, Jules, and Rue.

“What the fuck? Where’s (Y/n)?” Rue asked.

“I don’t know but we should fucking do something.” Maddy had basically growled.

“Uhh I don’t think we need to.”

Their heads snapped over to Jules and looked at her like she was insane and before Maddy could go off, Jules pointed over at the patio doors.

“Look.”

In you walked, a scary look on your face as you shrugged your jacket off and tossed it haphazardly on a table.

You gripped the back of the guys shirt and pulled him off of Lexi. The guy was angry and turned to you, opened his mouth to say something but he never got the chance. You had swung your fist and nailed him on the cheek.

They all gasped and the music stopped as someone screamed. The crowd separated and they watched as the guy hit the ground and you followed. Straddling his body and sending punch after punch.

As much as they agreed with your actions, they had to stop you or else you’d probably beat the poor guy to death.

However, someone had beat them to it. Nate had taken it upon himself to break it up. He leaned down and wrapped both arms around your waist and pulled you off.

“Get off of me asshole!” You thrashed in his hold and he let you go, putting his hands up.

Huffing a deep breath, you smoothed your clothes down. “Fucking keep your hands to yourself, bitch.” You growled, spitting at the battered boy on the ground.

Realization hit you as you looked around, everyone shocked. Some even looking at you like you were a monster. Then you looked at Lexi.

She was horrified, tears were flowing down her cheek as she looked at you in what you thought was fear.

“Fuck..” You sighed. “Fuck I- Lexi…” You reached out to her and she took a step back. The action completely obliterating your heart.

Taking this as your cue, you made your way out. Accidentally shoulder clipping Rue as you did.

“(Y/n) wait!” She called but you ignored her. Reaching for a full bottle of whiskey and grasping it, the way your knuckles flexed around the neck making you wince.

Then you were gone.

Lexi turned around and her eyes landed on your jacket. She grabbed it and placed it over her shoulders. Your smell permeating her nose and calming her nerves.

“What the fuck just happened?”