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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year ago

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i guess it doesn’t make sense in leviathan!charlie verse for her to be keeping her mom alive in her coma, BUT. consider: leviathan!charlie who keeps human!charlie alive after she nearly killed her. halfway through her first meal on earth, and she got flooded with human!charlie’s memories and thoughts and it was so unlike the blind hunger of purgatory that she couldn’t handle it. but she can’t save human!charlie’s life, she went too far before she stopped and now human!charlie’ll never wake up, but she can’t let her go either, can’t face that becoming this version of herself cost someone else so much. someone she remembers being. someone she is in more ways than one. but also isn’t in even more.

#even better. sam and dean being forced to confront this.#that their friend. who they love and have helped out and let stay in their bunker. she’s still a leviathan. she is still a killer.#dean ‘once someone kills once they’ll do it again’ having to confront that especially #leviathan!charlie is so joyful and carefree and always on the move because if she ever stops she will be crushed by the weight of her past.#so just like regular charlie. but add a few thousand years more history in purgatory to it.#in this au the guy she hunts down as dark!charlie could either be the guy who killed human!charlie’s parents #(its both vengeance for the girl she destroyed in becoming. but also its borrowed its for herself its grief that isnt really hers that shes #using as an excuse for violence anyway.)#OR. dark!charlie hunts down other leviathans who have also settled down to be human. because she wouldn’t be the only one.#but she can’t face them and how they took their lives any more than she can face hers. theyre all guilt of the same sin.#if the winchesters won’t put her down for hers. if she’s their exception. well. she can’t let any other leviathan live.#because what if they kill again. (dean says that she won’t. she kills every week as a hunter. as a soldier in Oz.)#leviathan!charlie #charlie bradbury #spn

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