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walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all
#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him#it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain#I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded#what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually#'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically#on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here#it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside#ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me#'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#rook x lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training#('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house#(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love#the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me
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trans day of remembrance please for fuck's sake remember disabled trans people this time, dont leave it to us to be the only ones who mourn them
so many posts about today and ive seen nobody mention them. nobody at all.
im fucking tired.
#ffs if youre able-bodied and/or nt PLEASE reblog this#you are VERY encouraged to#im tired of everyone at least getting a mention#but disabled people literally having to force even someone aknowledging us down people's throats#i cant with this shit#ofc all marginalized groups deserve to be acknowledged#but that also means us#please don't forget your disabled siblings who lived and fought and just looked for better days#please don't let their memories fade away#please don't let their lives and the many battles they fought mean nothing#this trans day of remembrance make sure to remember everyone#not only the ones who were able-bodied#not only pallatable trans people#everyone means Everyone.#disabled#trans disabled#trans day of remembrance#cripple punk#queer cripple#cpunk#madpunk#neuropunk#transgender#i should probably get ready for everyone taking this out of context but im tired angry and in pain so i cant bring myself to care lmao
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Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust.
#Do you ever think about the fact Ted held the love of his life in his arms while she died?#Do you ever think about the ash covering his hands? The dust stuck inbetween his fingernails? His tears making the ash stain his palms?#Heart in hand - interlocked with all his love between each finger - desperatly trying to not let it fade away?#Thinking about since the Old Testement ashes have been a symbol of repentance and penitence - a token of self-abhorrence and humiliation#Specifically âWherefore I abhor myself and repent in dust and ashesâ (Job 42:6 KJV) and the entire concept of Ash Wednesday#I know that probably wasnât the langs intention but as a ex-church kid I canât stop projecting religious imagery into media I like#also is anyone surprised I drew this man with a clock and a halo again? I physically cannot stop myself from doing it#Anyway Iâm not sorry for drawing this but Iâll go back to being a silly goofy guy with my fanart and tagsâŚ.until next time :)#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#JennyBear#Jenny nmt#Jenny starkid#god I feel so evil for tagging Jenny#starkid#starkid fanart#team starkid#starkid productions#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#nmt#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art
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Unstoppable force meets immovable object, more known as "absurdly long and complex music liker" meets "won't listen to any music".
#I don't really think Teru would be a progressive rock guy but let the artist project. for the punchline#Ritsu probably accepted to listen for a dare and severely underestimated how huge an 5 songs-long album can be#also I'll seize the opportunity to talk about my favorite rock fan Teru headcanon#you know when kids/young teens discover about rock and get REALLY into an old but mainstream band while thinking its super obscure?#I imagine 9 year old Teru being a huge fan of Guns N' Roses or something because it was one of the only bands he knew#and getting a too big band shirt because he was an excited child who just became âindependentâ and could take his own decisions#the shirt is now worn and holey. the print is fading. it has been two years since it was oficially declared unfit to wear in public#but for some reason Teru can't bring himself to throw it away yet. It'll be a âalone in homeâ outfit until it proves to be unwearable#mp100#mob psycho 100#teruki hanazawa#ritsu kageyama#lalarts
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what if i put my life in your hands? what if i took your life in mine?
#okay look there's a reason i've been obsessed with this scene for 21 slutty slutty years#imagine for a second you're yue#your masterâwhom you loved more than your own existenceâdecided his work was finished and didn't need you anymore#and he pushed you into the dark where you slept for centuries until a little girl woke you up by sheer dumb luck#you now are trapped in this horrible new era where everything is too loud and too fast and too bright#you're also trapped in a body that isn't yours jockeying for room with a completely separate soul that you don't know or particularly like#and you're draining your meager stores of magic to the dregs in order to keep the two of you alive#under the surface of tsukishiro yukito you're drowningâand the both of you are fading away entirely#and then this boy#pulls you to the surface of yourself#and says with his whole heart 'i won't let you disappear'#he smiles at you and teases you and then pours his not inconsiderable power into you#and you take and you take and you take and he never says stop#he never says only a little but no more#he holds you close and lets you sup on the very marrow of his magic until there's nothing left and he's simply an ordinary human#and for the first time in centuriesâperhaps everâyou feel full#when you finally step away and ease his unconscious body onto the bed as gently as you can manage#you murmur that you ought to thank him#but it's such an inadequate way to convey your gratitude#how do you give thanks for what you've made him lose?#you put your life in his hands and he cradled it as if it were precious... and then he gave you his own in return#in the world before this one you would have been as good as wed#you thumb the swell of his cheek and allow yourself one last look at your would-be husband#and then turn around to face the threat behind the door#as it creaks open to reveal a little body wracked with sobs you think you would face anything that would dare come for him or his sister#not because it is your duty as the guardian of the cards#but because you love them#touya/yue#ccs#yue
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the obvious shenanigans that follow are well! if sj isnt going to socialise the poor beast then sy will! lqg staring like. "What is that." begging peak lord Liu's pardon, but this is a spiritual wolf that is meant to be under the care of peak lord shen. it requires socialising and i was informed you also possessed a spiritual wolf! the wolves, ofc, get on. sj wants to die when he finds out. he wont STOP them because that would make it worse but sToP WaGGinG YouR TaiL when liu-shidi comes over!!
Liu Qingge takes Shen Yuan at face value about the wolf - like, he knows Shen Qingqiu's daemon is a wolf, had seen its silhouette move in the shadows during night hunts, but this wolf is out in the open and is getting pets from Shen Yuan so he can't be Shen Qingqiu's Calamity (the wolf is actually called Harbor, like 'Safe harbor in a storm', but he would never admit to it so when people started making up names he just ran with the most menacing/powerful sounding one) - and during the next Peak Lord meeting he goes to confront Shen Qingqiu about neglecting a spirit beast in his care. How jealous does one have to be to hurt such a majestic wolf like that?! He can tell exactly what caused those scars and he will not stand for a fellow peak lord whipping innocent beasts!!
Shen Qingqiu can glare Yue Qingyuan into silence, but not quick enough to shut Shang Qinghua up before he can blurt out what's up. Liu Qingge demands that Shen Qingqiu prove himself by calling his daemon there. He's reluctant, but complies. Everyone is upset at the state of the wolf (did someone try to dock its tail to make it look a bit more like a dog?!?!!? yes, it was one of Qiu Jianluo's bright ideas to make them more obedient), most of them on Shen Qingqiu's behalf. Shen Qingqiu very much wants to strangle both Liu Qingge and Shang Qinghua, so Airplane reaches for the most convenient bombshell he has as distraction and blurts out what happened to Yue Qingyuan before he flees.
So now Shen Qingqiu has a regretful shidi (planning various nutritious and difficult to hunt monsters as apology gifts) a very regretful and kinda relieved shixiong (sporting one hell of a black eye) and a bunch of other mildly regretful and worried martial siblings and things are going to be fine. All thanks to one oblivious but very pretty hallmaster of his who he absolutely will not thank or fill in about what's up, no sir. (It's fine, it will take YQY and LQG maybe a day or two to get over their shock, realize what happened and start matchmaking, like the idiot sibling-types they are. Shen Qingqiu will have a supportive family whether he wants one or not, and we all know that he kinda really wants one actually.)
It's all going to be fine.
#svsss#daemon au#I'm honestly debating about whether Shen Yuan should have a daemon eventually?#like once his cultivation stabilizes?#because they are supposed to be part of/reflections of the soul#and since he's not paralyzed by depression and slowly fading away everyone assumes that his daemon didn't really die#as much as got reabsorbed after severe injury? hence the sudden impulses to herd everyone everywhere#shen yuan: I don't have a daemon. the universe: now you do :)#mostly because I adore the idea of like#lazy pile of giant wolf + giant wolf + oversized motherfucking lion + doge sleeping in the sun#while their people are having an argument (friendly) nearby#shen yuan has the vibe of someone who would have like. a pug#but I did say herding dog so probably tibetan terrier#small and fancy#or a xigou? but that was used more for hunting I believe#he would lose his shit if he had a Weird Shape kinda greyhound vibes dog let's be honest
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My gift for @arczism for the @cp77nyexchange !
So sorry it took so long ! ; - ;
I had lots of ideas and tried to combine them all, still without going all-in for the angst (I said I tried), but honestly, who wouldn't be ready to die for a guy like Vito ??
Anyway, hope you like it, and happy new year ! ^^ đ
#cp77nyex#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#silverv#johnny silverhand#johnny x v#v cp77#cyberpunk 2077 phantom liberty#and as if it wasn't enough I couldn't have just put random binary lines in the background nooo#it's the lyrics of ''who wants to live forever''#I'm not even kidding#Johnny not letting V fade away#and that damn song coming up on my playlist as I write this oh boi#right in the feels#HAPPY NEW YEAR#red and blue hell yeah
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Hi! Thinking of sending some more of the German issues art if anyone is interested
I only really like issue 7 tbh but some of this could be funny soooo
Issue 7
Issue 9
Issue 10
Issue 11
#animaniacs#pinky and the brain#patb#patb comics#comic#I'm sad that the art peaked with issue 5 cleo brain tbh#I do like issue 7 British one with slight homo romantic intentions tho it's kinda nice#also I kinda forgot to upload this so patb fans can have a treat with some of the art found in the German comics#I am thinking of getting more since I didn't collect all of them#I'm still missing many#so let's look forward to that!#I really need to scan these sometime soon#need to post more patb stuff it has been too long#hyperfix has faded away a little I worry to say
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Nothing matters đľ !.
#Nothing matters#Life#Vibes#Mood#Calm#Choice#downfalldestiny#downfall#time out#End#ending#life#let it go#Fade away
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I canât believe the Qsmp is at this point now where I donât want Slimecicle to login. Selfish, I know, but I have my reasons why I donât want him to appear. For him to see the ruin the server has fallen into while he has been gone. For him to realize why thereâs so much destruction. Why the people he once called his friends, family even, are unrecognizable. Why thereâs a cloud of grief looming over every inch of the island, not just his house anymore. But worst of all, I donât want him to find the solution to all his problems.
The Pills.
An easy way to regain your happiness after life has fucked you over again and again and again? A painless procedure to get rid of the apathy lodged in your fucking chest, slowly consuming you whole? A one-way ticket to forget all that shit that was bothering you in the first place? A chance to see Flippa again? Itâs a dream come true! This is what Slime wantsânot to heal, not to move on, not to deal with therapy and the feelings and paperwork that comes with it. He wants to be happy again. And the Federationâs treatment is quite literally his perfect medicine!
Almost too perfect...
What if the Federation had originally created the medicine Slime and it consequently worked on the other islanders? But wait, no, that doesnât make sense. If the pills were made specifically for Slime, then why wasnât he prescribed them? I mean, there would be no reason not to; the Feds were never particularly fond of Gegg given the rampant threats of arson. So why are we seeing them now? Or, a better question: why did the Federation create them in the first place? How were they able to have the pills on hand in case of mass hysteria and the destruction of the island?
Itâs almost as if the Federation had the perfect control for their experiment. Someone who initially grieved not with tears or deals or a shoulder to lean on, all of which would come later, but with a wrath so volatile it could tear the server in half. Someone whoâs parental rage could only be quelled through resurrection, a feat never to be taken lightly. Someone who would be their worst-case scenario if their ire were ever directed towards them.
It seems as if the Federation was prepared for the worst-case scenario. The antidote to an islanderâs worst qualities; best taken when vulnerable. And itâs all thanks to Slimecicle! Without him, who knows what the Federation would have done with our favorite melodramatic president? Everyone is a cog in the machine, whether they know it or not! :)
If Slimecicle realizes this, Iâm not sure whether heâll survive the weight of the guilt on top of what he already forces himself to carry. Therefore, what you donât know canât hurt you.
#qsmp#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#qsmp federation#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#no matter how long he doesnât stream#Iâll always have slime on the brain#In both sense of the word slime my brain is becoming goo#on a completely unrelated note I miss slimecicle#I donât think I can handle the heartbreak but qsmp stream when? LMAO#og cubito babyyy I will never let you fade away#not while iâm still around overthinking literally everything and writing it down for some reason#yadda yadda I love unindented parallels and foreshadowing#itâs what I live off of#:D
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honestly considering Ikuto is going to be in Europe for the most part in Jewel Joker, I'm totally okay with there not being any romance between Amu and Ikuto in the manga. I think it's pretty obvious that Amuto is endgame and while they'll allude to it, I wouldn't be surprised if they don't give it a ton of focus because it'll be about Amu maturing while in middle school.
#shugo chara#shugo chara jewel joker#amuto#shugo chara jj#scjj#ikuto's off doing big boy stuff. his chara faded away and return to the egg's cradle#he *might* get a new egg but their stories right now arent super interlinked (no matter what though the skies connect them)#and besides i wouldnt be able to handle the Discourse(tm) if they do show more romance between them#I doubt they will since it seems like with what peach-pit has set up for them. they will def get together way into the future#anyway with that being said. LETS GOO KUTAU AND RIMAHIKO ROMANCE#and heck give the amuhiko/nagiamu fans food too. they are such a big fandom in china#would be cute as fuck if tadase gets a new love interest too
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ghostwriter (their grandma would tell them she'd lose half her soul)
#or smth smth. having a lot of Thoughts. anyways here's the piece i've been working on and sometimes u have to just say Done#there's a lot of thinks but i am maybe a bit tired and so tmr i'll come in and add all the Tags that i'd personally want to get from myself#maybe i'll reblog the extras tmr too. this is an incredibly self indulgent piece + it probably deserves a tag ramble essay or smth#ig for now we see how it stands for itself + in the meantime:#adamandi#beatrix valeria campbell#hello!! i'm back with belated tags yippee!! alright so for funsies i'm going to make it sound like i'm going bonkers over this :3#the eye shine... the glowy eye... it's like phaethon shine but also smth about eyes to windows to the soul and like#there's two beatrixes here! half the soul. lost part doing things specific to the phaethon and here it's portrayed as tearing off her name#because that's really; truly; when it all starts!! also notable for the ghostly beatrix is i did it more painterly and cloaked in shadow and#fading into the bg. i think i was super duper specificish about where the glow comes from! front lighting back lighting beloved!!! like help#let's put it this way- beatrix face always glowy. important parts of paper also glowy. it's just that different elements are turned away#from the viewer by each beatrix!! also also. let's talk about the very gently implied blood and red etcetera#like the red string is canonical and i love personally the whole red strings of fate thing even though it's not Here Applicable exactly but#that definitely was an influence! and also the blood in the bg... i'm starting to think this is a recurring trend. but anyway shadowy bea#the other strings hang while the red string loops!! so like that one string feels almost alive. it's a sort of whimsical i put on the same#as metaphorical glowy eye!! also also the eye is lowkey influenced by the whole idea of Eyes and Spotlights within the show and also glow#as in power as in heyyy you ever think about writing as a visual medium huh#speaking of writing!! there is no beatrix thingy complete in my head without text sorrry but the black text overlays are always so >>> to me#and in the sense of art styles and overlays shoutout to all the black crosshatching outline thingys because For Some Reason in my mind#of all the characters beatrix feels like the bnw ink printed illustrations you get in books idk#fun fact! i spent so long rendering this and that was fine i liked it! but then trying to figure out text to go on the papers was a Thing#i tried to do. but then gave up on! sometimes i have to pick my battles and graphic design is indubitably Not my passion bc Fonts#fun facts about this is i Actually did start with a quick sketch in mind and there's been so many changed elements. in the og the front#paper for instance had 'ardess murders' written on it and the back one said phaethon interviews.. i like the nominee list better it feels#more narrative-esque and less passive than her just holding her writing.! other elements that got discontinued were that#front beatrix was supposed to blur into the other ghostly beatrix but i couldn't do it without sacrificing clarity so... no... no blurry#oh and the red string morphing at the ends to smth more abstract was always there from the start!! og had more floating papers#and also a silhouette of vincent and a scalpel bc 'one who pulls the strings' but that (pun intended)! got cut (hahahahahahaha) (sorry)#used also to be a lot of print room clutter but that got cut to bc compositionally i made beatrix larger (learned lesson from last art)
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help this took so long (tagsss)
#he calls the mansion not a house but a tomb hes always choking from the stench and the fume the wedding party all collapsed in the room so#send my resignation to the bride and the groom lets go down this elevator only goes up to ten hes not around hes always looking at men down#by the pool he doesnt have any friends as they are face down and bloated snap a shot with the lens if you marry me would you bury me would#you carry me to the end to the vows you take (and say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the#cyanide you drank she keeps a picture of the body she lends got nasty bruises from the money she spends shes got a life of her own and it#shows by the benz she drives at 90 by the barbies and kens if you ever say never too late ill forget all the diamonds you ate lost in coma#and covered in cake increase the medication share the vows at the wake (kiss the bride) if you marry me would you bury me would you carry me#to the end (and say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the last parade#(and walk away) from the choice you made (and say goodnight) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the vows you take (and#say goodbye) to the life you make (and say goodbye) to the heart you break and all the cyanide you drank to the last parade as the parties#fade and the choice you made (to the end)#to the end#my chemical romance#my chem romance#three cheers for sweet revenge#my chemical fucking romance#gerard way
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happy birthday to my kin, sugawara!!!!
you are simply the best.
#never let that smile fade away from your face#he's not the main character but he is still the best#sugawara koushi#haikyuu#hq#haikyuu!!
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I get this strange vibe that if ever Minhyeok and MC (Canon MC not *our* awesome ass MCs) fucked their hyperfixation on each other would sort of fade away.
Like maybe it's just my skittish anxious ass but I feel like once they have sex it'd be like "Oh... Okay what now?" And then either they go back to a casual friendship or just sort of begin to let each other go.
I just get this weird vibe- like is it weird to read it like that?
#what in hell is bad#whb#whb mc#what in hell is bad mc#what in hell is bad solomon's descendant#whb solomon's descendant#what in hell is bad minhyeok#whb minhyeok#i feel like they have idealized perceptions of each other so like once they fuck the illusion is shattered.#then like they sort of just quickly get over each other cause the âwill they wont theyâ game fades away#why cant i just let them be happy??? My mind is mean
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