#let our cat DC go today. he was 16 years old. raised hin sunce he was a few days old.
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#cade.vnt#animal death ment in the tags.#let our cat DC go today. he was 16 years old. raised hin sunce he was a few days old.#had diabetes and it was progressively gettjnf worse even w hin veinf on insulin.#wasnt eating anymore wasnt moving anymore.#couldnt make him go through any more shit then he has.#vet said he was likely in kidney failure.#i wasnt there but my mkm held him the entire time. im going go miss him.#hurts already to see his spot in the cat tree empty.#cost 500 dolllars just fo that. and we cant afford to get his ashes.#god i hate not hsving money i hate this.#trying to mot yhink ablut kt right now but it feels like#weve abandoned him. i know we didng but it feels like it and i just want him here.#god im tired of everything fallig apart around me. im tired of losing people. he was a cat but still.#trying to be happy becajss in a few days#im going to visit my nephew to celebrate his first birthday#i sont want to be like this aeohnd hin.#if someone reqds thks please give your cats a kiss on their heads for ne.#life keeps feeling like ifs gettinf worse n jt keeps getting harder to exist. and i don't#want to be like ghis im so tired of being sad i wanna be happy and i dint want to be#a drain on people.#constantly feel like i need to apologize for bsing lie this all tje time.#anyways sorry for fhe spam of aes posrs. im looking through mh likes.
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