#let me DOM HER RAH

[sugarbcnes]

ellie williams is a big, tough dom until you pull on her ponytail/bun. yank hard enough and she’ll drop to her knees with a whimper, wrapping her arms around your plush thighs and begging for more as she buries her face in them. she’ll let you drag and toss her around by her auburn locks, obeying you with nothing but pleading eyes and pretty noises escaping her throat. she’s like a puppet and she’s gonna do whatever you want her to.

[saltygilmores]

Thoughts While Watching Gilmore Girls-Season 3, Episode 12. “Lorelai Out Of Water” Part 3

Lorelai woke Rory up at 5am so she could be awake to meet Alex before their fishy date. Okay, understandable. Alex is an angel. Meeting him is absofuckinglutely worth a five am wake up. Look alive, Rory Gil! You're in the presence of greatness.

Hello, my darling fishy boy. They're so flippin cute.

That is some robe you got there Gilmore. Very cute.

YES ALEX I WILL MARRY YOU! Ahem. I mean, you should marry him Lorelai. Don't let the wormhole get him. Cut to later that day at a Korean Wedding. Dom Daddy Dave thinks Lane looks pretty in her dress. That's about it.

Well, that's nice of you Lane, but just like so many other utterances, this one comes with a big fat asterik. A nice fat juicy BUT.

BLASPHEMY! YOUNG LADY, YOU MARCH YOUR KEISTER TO TO THE WASHROOM THIS INSTANCE, AND RINSE YOUR MOUTH WITH SOAP!

Before she and Jess became an item, she was all Rah Rah Shishboombah Yay Jess, then they start dating and now she's bored and has no problem throwing Jess under the bus like in so many of Milo Ventimiglia's fantasies. SELF COUNTERPOINT: Two years of trying to defend Jess to people who distrust him for a myriad of nonsense reasons has worn her the fuck out. SELF COUNTERPOINT COUNTERPOINT: Rory is maturing enough to not care about other people's opinions? No, no, that doesn't sound right. Lane then sheepishly admits that she was full of hot air and didn't actually mean she was happy for them. This is coming from someone who propped Dean up on the regular for years so I don't take her opinion on other people's men seriously anyway. Rory didn’t even like Dean.

It's still never made completely clear WHY Lane doesn't like Jess. Is this still about the car accident? This is definitely still about the car accident. Rory: You like Smashing Pumpkins and I don't. Lane: That's just because you're close minded and blind. If DDD is Lane's Smashing Pumpkins then Jess is what band to Rory? Show your work. Use a number two pencil.

Okay miss I Must Protect My Besty. Where were you the last 3 years while Dean was stalking, manipulating and emotionally abusing your besty?

Mm hmm. That's right. Sit down. To no one's freaking surprise, Lane does not give one single example of what she is protecting Rory from.

This quadruple date would create a Swirling Vortex of Dorkdom the likes of which had never been seen before. SELF COUNTERPOINT: Keg Max? No, no. We don't talk about Keg Max. Lane then regales Rory with the story of a Korean couple, a story in which the wife endures years of verbal abuse from her husband, and being ordered to cook his meals. She snaps and attempts to skin her husband alive with a carrot peeler. He survived and they are still married and also, he's somehow the victim in this tale.

The Beaver here only escaped death by carrot peeler because our hero Rory Gilmore swooped in and destroyed his marriage just in the nick of time. And because Lindsay just couldn’t perfect the right ratio of arsenic to meatloaf.

I went to look up this episode's air date to see if Jess' ugly sweater was weather appropriate and learned that this episode aired in January 2003. STAY WITH ME HERE? Okay? The show is more or less on a close timeline. Jess is dressed appropriately, if dorkily, but someone should probably check on Alex and Lorelai. Because I looked up the temperature in Hartford on January 28th, 2003. At 5am on January 28th, 2003 in Hartford, CT it was negative four degrees. By 5pm that day, the temperature had risen to a toasty 21 degrees. I mean, Lorelai did concieve Rory on a balcony in the middle of January. It was a toasty 30 degrees at 8pm on January 10th, 1984, a roughly estimated date that she would have bumped uglies with Christopher to concieve Rory. She clearly doesn't mind a frozen wiener. If you want to continue with the weather funsies, here's the website I used. https://www.wunderground.com/history ANYWAY? Luke sees Nicole outside speaking to Taylor and appears all at once concerned, suspicious and smitten (smitten with Nicole. Not Taylor. But also Taylor). Susmitten? Nicole is Luke's Smashing Pumpkins.

Awkward flirting ensues. Luke smiles and giggles stupidly and fumbles his words in a way that we have seen, like, never. We learn that Luke charges 75 cents for a cup of coffee. How quaint. If the Gilmores actually tipped anyone and tipped a healthy 20% that would be a whole...15 cents per cup in Jess' pocket. I mean, they do drink a lot of Folgers, those nickels and dimes could really add up over time. After working for a few days he might be able to afford a pack of baseball cards. But they don't tip, so this is all a made up fictional story. ANYWAY.

Me, sighing wearily, with the Gift (Burden) of Hindsight™: Don't do it, man.

Look at this doofwad. More Korean wedding boredom, nothing happens. Rory can't come to the boring wedding reception of some Korean couple she doesn't even know because she has a date with Jess and of course this bothers Lane, mildly anyway. It's been established that Rory has dutifully attended dozens of these weddings of complete strangers in Lane's family since childhood, for some reason, and this is presumably the last one. She's paid her dues. Lane invites Rory to invite Jess to the wedding reception. He had to be cajoled into going to a fun carnival. I think he would rather cut off his own pinky or tell the police where he buried the bodies than go to a wedding reception of one of Lane's relatives, a Lane who for all he knows at this point thinks he's the scum of the earth. Lane realizes this was a stupid idea. I think it's funny that Lane tells Rory "Tell Jess hi for me." Doesn't he sit behind you in class girl? Lane at school the next day: Hi Jess. Jess: Hey. Mama Kim then tries to set Lane up with some other boy to take her to the prom, while DDD is standing nearby. So Lane gathers her courage and tries to plead her case to Mama Kim and admits she has a crush on Dom Daddy Dave.

It would be so funny if she said Jess instead of Dave. Poor Mrs Kim though. Died of a heart attack so young.

"Him?"

Whomp whomp.

The show's fish budget must have swelled in just a few episodes, because they managed to wrangled one very much living, breathing fish. Compared to just a few episodes prior, when we had Finding Zeemo:

Lorelai appears to have survived hypothermia although its possible she's not admitting to Rory that she lost a few toes. She somehow managed to catch a fish in negative four degree weather. Alex presumably did not question Lorelai’s motives and helped her pack up this live fish, which survived the sub zero temperatures, so she could bring it back to her home where she would dump the poor doomed creature into her tub. A third date with Alex is a go. While the exact fate of the bathtub fish is unclear, much like Lorelai and Alex's relations ship...or Lane and Dave's relationship...or Jess and Rory's relationship...and Luke and Nicole's relationship...or Dean's relationship with Lindsay's carrot peeler... its fate is certain to be a grim one.

[euphoricfilter]

TO ADD ON YOUR CONDENSENDING HORNY THOUGHT: I always wanted to see some kind of fic or writing where it was this hard dom!yoongi and his sub who is usually VERY subby wanting to try and dominate yoongi, but he knows she wouldn’t be able to do it so he just eggs her on like “okay. Do it.” She might try and spank him in the thigh or something, but she’s scared of doing it too hard so he’s like “you hit like a pussy. Is it because you want yours filled yours up?” And through the whole time he’s just dirty talking to her and degrading her while restrained or something like “even with my hands tied you couldn’t do jack shit. But you like it like that, don’t you?” He wouldn’t command her to do anything, but those little degrading/praising comments he throws at her to make her slip more and more into that sub space type of mind. “With that face you’re making you’d do anything to have me fuck open your cunt, but that’s okay. This is what you wanted, isn’t it?” AND HE WOULD DO IT ALL WITH THAT CHESHIRE SMILE “aww. It’s okay. Not everyone makes smart decisions, but you look so fucking good trying.” (OOOO IM PROUD OF THAT LINE THAT ONE CAME STRAIGHT FROM MY NOGGIN)

Okay horny thought over. Sorry for the wall of text :,)

OMG YOUR MIND

this concept would be so fun to play with and i love love love condescending dom behavior it’s so delicious

maybe she tries to recall what yoongi does to her but just gets all squirmy because she remembers how good it feels, and yoongi would look so smug. you know he’d be smiling as he told her to do it as well, soft encouragement because he knows that she doesn’t have a dominant bone in her body and all it would take are a few words for her to be begging him to help her, because maybe she’s his dumb little baby who always needs his help :(

maybe she instantly apologizes after trying to spank him and he hits her with “you’ve always been quite fragile, haven’t you baby?” faux pout on his face at her flushed cheeks “too soft to even spank me properly”

him restrained on a chair the whole time 😭

the degrading praise, the m/c would melt.

maybe she sits on his lap, only she starts to rut a against him completely forgetting she was trying to punish him and of course yoongi would tell her how well she’s doing— the poor thing so close, drunk off her impending orgasm that she doesn’t realize she never really had been in control from the start

oh no he’d definitely let her do her thing and then tease her for not being able to do anything. maybe she’s a bit of a crybaby as well and she’s really trying to prove her point but she just gets so overwhelmed and yoongi wouldn’t be able to hide his smile “need my help, darling?” “a little too stupid to make yourself feel good, need my help? of course you do, you always need my help, baby, but that’s okay, that’s what i’m here for, isn’t it?”

stuff like that would 100% slip her further into sub space

OMG IF YOU DONT WRITE ALREADY YOU SHOULD IM GIGGLING AT THESE THEYRE SK PERFECT

“well done for trying, darling. but maybe you’re a little too silly to do it alone, that’s why i’m here to help, okay?” :(

RAH I LOVE THE CONDESCENDING DOM STUFF IT MAKES ME FEEL ALL GOOEY

don’t apologize, we share quite a few horny thoughts on my page and i giggle writing these 😭 they’re so fun

[broken-heartedgirlff]

Chapter 26 ~ Focus

Lizzie

Today was literally fucking awful. Like I can not express to you, how horrible today was. Hell, I even passed out once getting to the hospital, thank God my baby was okay, but all I can see is Dominic getting shot, Angel’s, Giselle’s and Mason’s screams. Everything was horrible. 

“After Much deliberation, I have decided that Ms. Rossi is to get at most $150,000 for her pain and suffering on losing her child in such a traumatic way. Also, Mr. Cartier is not giving Ms. Rossi any alimony or half of everything he owns. It was the decision of Ms. Rossi to not find employment, as well as Ms. Rossi and Mr. Cartier was not married and were not together for 7 years, after 7 years, the common law marriage practices would’ve taken place, but even in this circumstance it would have not, being that Mr. Cartier is married.

I have found that the child Angelique Marie Boudreaux Cartier will be under the care and full custody of her father Dominic Cartier. With the death certificate of Giselle Boudreaux being null and void, the legal adoption of Angelique to Ms. Rossi is also Null and Void. Both parents have to sign off on giving up their parental rights for adoption, and Ms. Boudreaux-Cartier stated that she didn’t give her right up.  

I fine the defendant $150,000 to the plaintiff. Court is now dismissed”  

When I tell you our entire family rejoiced. I was ready to leave this chapter behind us, just like everyone with us. I couldn’t help tear up at the sight of Giselle crying and holding Angel, this is now what will let them have a better relationship, and it was a beautiful sight.

We were all about to leave when I saw Dominic talking to Katie. I knew that he had no animosity towards her, and that he still had love for her. But with my sister being back, and Katie being insecure about Giselle, He was all about Giselle again.

I guess Gi caught on to them talking, and called out to him.

“Baby” She said softly.

He smiled and finally started walking to his family, when Katie mumbled something and then pulled a gun out of her purse.

“DOMINIC!!” I yelled, but I was too late, he immediately fell to the ground as the bullets went into his backside.

“DADDY,” Angel and Mason screamed,

Giselle ran to him immediately, trying to put pressure on the wounds, ““DOMINIC!!!! SOMEONE CALL 911” She cried out.

“DOMINIC! STAY WITH ME PLEASE!! DOMINIC! DOM! PLEASE SOMEONE FUCKING CALL 911!!!!!” She cried again

I was looking around and Kam was protecting all the kids, X and Jeremiah apparently got ahold of Katie, Both bailiffs were dead on the floor, The judge was also shot too, but she had gotten to safety. I couldn’t find Olivia,

“LIV!!! LIVIE!!!” I screamed

“Lizzie!” She gasped

I ran and she was on the other side of the table, holding her stomach from bleeding. I took off my scarf,  

 “You’re gonna be okay Liv. I promised.” I said crying

“Stop crying then stupid.” She smiled

I nodded, and laughed, but the tears kept flowing. “I promise, you’ll be okay”

She grabbed my hand. “Lizzie, don’t let me die, Please, I want to see my Children grow up. Please.”

“I promise!”

The Police came in and then followed by the EMT’s, They came and got Liv from me, and she wouldn’t let go of my hand. So I went with her.

Giselle was still crying over Dominic’s body when the EMT’s came in. She wouldn’t let him go, Xavier had to tell her to let him go so that they can help him.

Now we are here, at Mount Zion Hospital, Dominic is in surgery, Olivia is in surgery. Mason is in a cast on his arm, apparently as soon as she shot Dominic, He ran towards Dominic and the bitch shot my nephew in the arm.  

We got word that both bailiffs were killed, and so was the judge. I wouldn’t be surprised if Katie got the death penalty. and if she didn’t, we would make sure she was dead her first moment in jail.

“Family of Olivia Lavigne?” The doctor spoke  

We all rose up, he laughed, “Next of Kin?”

Jeremiah spoke up with Sage in his arms asleep, “I am her husband.”

“Your wife is out of surgery, she had a heart attack on the table, but we fixed everything, she’s going to be bed ridden for a while. She was shot in her lower stomach, so we had to fix little of her internal organs but I am going to keep her here for awhile.”

“She’s okay though? She’s going to live?” He chocked out

“Yes, Sir. She will.”

He let out a breath and kind of a laugh “Oh thank God” He rubbed the tears out of his eyes, and shook the doctor’s hand.

“Thank you so much.”

“What’s taking Dominic so long.” Giselle mumbled. 

Rakim

I was sitting in the hospital with Rose when I got the call about Dominic and Liv. Thank God they were in the same hospital, because I don’t think that I could leave Rosie that long.

She’s finally getting better. We still don’t know why the baby was making her so sick, to the point that she was dying. She has this rare disease, and it causes the baby to take all of the good stuff from Rose, I really don’t know, but I don’t care. They told us that Rose could never carry a baby full to term, but I don’t care, as long as I have my Rosie.

“Baby, go see Olivia. X said that she’s fine and that they’re just waiting on hearing about Dominic.” Rose spoke from the bed.

I shook my head, “I can’t see my sister like that.”

“Well, what about Lei’Lani or your mom, you know that they are here, and you know they are freaking out.”

“I understand you are trying to help, but I can’t see her in a place like that. Last time wasn’t the best for me.”

“What do you mean?”  

“I was 14, Lei was 13 and Liv was 17” 

~ 11 years ago~

“LEI’LANI!!! Stop! I have to go to football practice!” I screamed

She stuck her tongue out at me, “Mommy said she would take me to dance practice!”

“She promised me football practice!!!” I yelled back

“OLIVIA!!!” We both screamed.

“Will y’all stop screaming! Liv isn’t here to take neither of y’all to either place…your mother and I have to.” My dad spoke to us.

“Daddy…” Lei pouted

“Bro, Pops please don’t fall for this! She is just trying to mess with me so that she can get on my nerves.”  

Lei being the baby, she always got everything she wanted. I was tired of that shit. She was ONLY 11 months younger than me! I was tired of this before the shit even started.

“WILL Y’ALL BE QUIET!!! I’M TRYING TO HEAR ON THE PHONE!” My mom yelled

We knew not to mess with her because as soon as she was mad, that would be our asses, before we could leave, we heard my mom again,

“What the fuck you mean, she’s in the hospital Xavier! I Sent her there to get away from him! He followed her there?!”

My pops ran into the kitchen, I knew it couldn’t be good.  It had to be Olivia’s ex-boyfriend, Cassiius. That nigga was mental, and I knew for a fact that he used to beat on my sister, but I could never prove it until i would catch her covering it up, so momma sent her to live with her Dad’s side of the family in Cali to get away from the nigga. But i guess it didn’t work.

“Rah, we gotta go to Cali, Liv is in the hospital” Lei came back crying, then she just ran into my arms crying.

Seeing my sister, in the hospital bed, literally bandaged in every way. I wanted that niggas blood. I wanted to see him worse than he put my sister.  

He gave her internal trauma, external trauma, broken bones, a brain bleed and she was all bruised and battered. This nigga left my sister for dead.

“Rah, you’re going to break the bed” I heard my mom say. I guess I was gripping the edge so hard, my knuckles had turned white.

My family was always worried about my anger issues, and stuff like this didn’t help it either.

I wasn’t really paying attention, when Liv’s family came in the room. It was her cousins Giselle, and Elizabethe and their dad Xavier. He had two light skin niggas behind him.

“Who the fuck are they?” I spoke pointing to them

“Andre! Language!” My mother scolded.

“They not family, they don’t need to be here. So who are they and why are they here.”  

One of them, the thicker one, was about to say something but Xavier put his hand on his chest.

“It’s okay Jeremiah, Rakim is right, can you and Dominic step outside.”

They both nodded and stood outside, but the one that was Jeremiah, kept his eye on Liv and kept the door slightly ajar to hear what was going on. 

Of course my mom and dad kicked out myself and Lei so they could talk to Xavier. It was simple, I want this nigga dead. I’m tired of doing all of this talking shit. He needs to die, he hurt my sister.

Lei was talking to the girls in the waiting area, and I just kept staring at the wall, I didn’t even notice the two other niggas come and sit by me. But they just stared at me.

“The fuck y’all looking at.” I spat

“Look Nig-“ Jeremiah spoke

“Jeremiah. Don’t.” The other spoke.

“I know y’all not stupid, what do you want?” I asked again

“You Liv’s little brother huh? She said you were a lot” the other laughed

I just blankly stared at him.

He shook his head, “Just like Olivia… I’m Dominic, this is Jeremiah. We work for your uncle Xavier.”

“He’s not my uncle, He’s Olivia’s uncle. Her pops older brother.”

“Understood.” He said

“So Y’all going to kill the nigga or what?”

They both looked at each other before they looked back at me.

“Look, I maybe 14, but I’m far from fucking stupid. This nigga Cassiius did this to my sister. My parents sent her here so it wouldn’t happen. and look what happened. Do y’all even know what happened?”

The Jeremiah guy cleared his throat and answered,

“We think he’s been watching her for awhile, but he can’t really get too close to the mansion because of other things. But what set him off was she went on a date, when she went home she was grabbed.”

I nodded my head trying to grasp the information, but then he spoke again.

“ I should’ve stayed. But she said it was fine.”

“Wait, you’re dating my sister?”  

He couldn’t even answer the question, because I simply didn’t care.

“Just kill this nigga and we straight my dude. Long as you treat her right and don’t hurt her, I don’t give a fuck what y’all be doing.”

“No one will ever hurt her again, if it’s up to me” He said

“I see why you don’t like Jeremiah very much anymore, he didn’t beat on you sister like the other dude did, but he hurt her just as emotionally as the last one did.” Rose said rubbing my hands. She always knew how to soothe me.

I nodded, “He basically left her for dead when he cheated and had another baby outside of his marriage. My sister had to beg me not to kill him. Motherfucker lucky I love my nieces and nephews, because he would’ve been gone hella ago.”

“Rah, you can’t hold that anger in, you got to let go, and forgive Jeremiah.”

“No thank you. He fucked over my sister, I don’t play about family.”

“What if Jeremiah and Olivia get back together?” She asked.

I turned my face up, “Doubtful.”

She just laughed, “You spend so much time hating him, you don’t realize that they still love each other.”

“Again. Doubtful.”

She just shrugged and went about her business because she knew the conversation was dead with me.

One month Later

Writer’s perspetive

Both Dominic and Olivia were laid out in comas. Dominic’s condition was worse than Olivia’s and the doctors  were  afraid that he would never be able to walk again.

This absolutely scared Giselle, seeing that he would never be able to play with the kids again. Or walk Angel down the isle at her wedding. Play Football with Mason when he’s in High school. Or even jus simply stand to hug her, she was petrified, but she never left his side.

Jeremiah also never left Olivia’s side, he was conflicted as well. The doctor informed him that Olivia was 4 weeks pregnant. It hurt his heart that she was having another man’s child. But it hurt even worse when the doctor told him that she miscarried, and because of her injury, she would never be able to have children.  He knew that, the news of a miscarriage and fertility problems would kill her. He didn’t want to be the one to tell her, but he knew he had too.

Callie immediately went to see her sister, but Katie weren’t allowed Guests. I mean would you be allowed Guests if you killed two police officers and a judge with Dominic and Olivia in critical condition from her actions.  

Did Katie regret what she did?  

No. She wasn’t remorseful. She had planned to do that if she had lost anyway. She just didn’t expect Giselle to be there. Katie honestly wanted to kill Giselle, but their son got in the way and she ended up shooting him, which didn’t matter in Katie’s mind because Giselle took her son away. So it was an eye for an eye. 

 If Katie couldn’t have Dominic and Angel…. No one could and she stuck by that.  

But Callie had to worry about her own problems.

After everything went down, she asked to meet with Kamryn. She still wanted to go through with the abortion, but she needs Kam’s approval. Kam was conflicted. She knew that Callie would have the baby and leave it… it could be the baby that she’s been trying to have, but let’s be real. As strong as Kamryn is, she isn’t strong enough to raise her Husband’s mistress’ child, and after talking with X. They let Callie out of her contract and she got an abortion.

Kamryn was extremely relieved. She didn’t have to deal with this mess of Callie or X having an outside baby, so she tried harder to save her marriage. X tried harder too. He loved his wife and wanted to make their family whole again. They both decided to go to counseling and to put having another baby off until they were back on good terms with each other.

Rosalie has been getting better, and the entire family was happy. She was sad about her condition about carrying kids, and she was worried that it would affect her relationship with Rakim but he reassured her that nothing could tear them apart. The love they had for one another was greater than the thought of having children. They even talked about adopting or surrogacy. 

 Everything was going great, expect for Dominic and Olivia.

Giselle

Everyday, I would wake up hoping that last month was a dream. I prayed everyday for Dominic to wake up, I needed him to wake up.

Angel and Mason really haven’t talked since the day that he got shot and I cant blame them. They saw that bitch, shoot him down. I’ve taken them to therapy, but they both just sit in silence the entire time. Mason usually tells me what is wrong, but I cant get it out of him.

The doctors were worried that D would never wake up. They’ve asked me to take him off life support 2 times already, but I could never do that to him. He’s the love of my life…. I cant let this be the end. I even got into an argument with Mama Celeste about it.

“My son wouldn’t want this Giselle.” She cried

I shook my head for the millionth time “Mama, I said No. Dominic is okay, he just needs his rest. His body is under a lot of stress. BUT HE IS FINE!” I rubbed his curls that he’s grown since being in the hospital.

“Giselle.-”  

“I was without him for more than 4 years, Taken away by my father, by Vincent. I will not be away from him for the rest of my life. If I go bankrupt because I am keeping him alive I will do it.”

“His will states-“

I rolled my eyes. “I don’t give a fuck what his will states. LEAVE! If you don’t support my decision to keep him alive. GET THE HELL OUT!”

I haven’t seen her since and that was 2 weeks ago. I’m not keeping her away, but she’s staying away right now. Jeremiah was pissed at me, but i don’t care. I refuse to lose him again. I mentally couldn’t handle it. But she’s taking care of the kids for me while I am here.

Wiping my tears, I just rubbed his hands and arms. I just want him to wake up. I miss his brown eyes, and his smile. The way he would always be laughing and being goofy with the kids. I just want to see him again. I would give anything for him to hold me one more time.  

Then suddenly, he flatlined. 

Olivia

All I heard was talking and I couldn’t move my body, but I knew for a fact that I was with Jeremiah. Because I heard his voice.

I also hear a heart machine and I feel groggy. I couldn’t help but to think, where was Sage, I couldn’t hear her. She’s usually with Jeremiah. What the hell is going on!

I tried to open my eyes, but the lights were too bright, so I groaned.

“Olivia?” Jeremiah asked

I turned my head and opened my eyes, I could barely move, and I couldn’t talk.

“Water?” He asked again

I nodded my head. He got me a cup of water off the table and helped me drink it. I probably drunk all of it, but it helped my throat.

“You good?”

“Yes, thank you.” I said raspy  

“Jeremiah, what happened. Did Cassius do this to me? Why am I here?”

“Cassius?”

“Where’s Sage? Where is everyone?”

“Olivia, what is the last thing you remember?” Jeremiah asked me

I shrugged, but I couldn’t really remember anything. I tried to think long and hard, i even closed my eyes. It took me awhile, and a few minutes later,

“I remember getting into a fight with you, and you stormed out of the house, I took Sage with me to Dinner with Lizzie and Giselle at Riviolli’s. Coming back home, I ran into Cassius. That’s all I remember.”  

He sat down and stared at me in shock, “Riviolli’s closed after Sage turned 4.”

Before I could ask what he meant by “Sage turning 4.” A man and 4 little kids walked in. One went strictly to Jeremiah, and the other 3 ran to me.

“MOMMY YOU’RE AWAKE!!!”

“MOMMY I MISSED YOU!!”

They all hugged me and the man said “Baby, I’m glad you’re awake.” I recognized him as the new partner from the firm.

Baby?

I looked at Jeremiah, “Jeremiah, what is going on? Who are they?”

The oldest child said “Mommy, it’s me Sage.”

Before I could even say anything, Jeremiah saw my face. “Dont freak out Olivia.”

“Jeremiah, what the fuck is going on! Who are these kids and this man!!” I screamed out

The man said “I’m Jordan, your boyfriend?”

“I dont have a boyfriend, I’m married to Jeremiah! Have been since I was 20 years old! We have a 3 year old!”

“Olivia what year is this?” Jeremiah asked

“What the hell do you mean! It’s 2014!” I screamed

“Mommy, it’s 2018.” ‘Sage’ said

I looked around at all the confused faces, “Jeremiah, I want to go home, please what is going on. This isn’t funny. Where is Sage. I DON’T KNOW THESE PEOPLE” I cried out.  

I was scared that Cassius found me and beat me, leaving me for dead again. I just wanted to go home with my husband and my daughter.  

I dont know what is happening right now.

[one-twisted-sister]

Waking up to the sound of a buzzing palmhusk Domini reached over onto her nightstand patting around looking for the device only to knock her clock down onto the floor. "Fuck". She grumbled as the buzzing stopped her face being flopped back into the pillows  just....five more minutes.. and there was the buzzing again, she reached again this time finding the device on the first try she kept her eyes closed as she brought the thing over  pressing a button and with the slide of her finger the screen lit up.

Slowly she opened her eyes having found that doing is that way kept the screen from feeling like a fucking spotlight was focused on your poor eyeballs, 45 missed calls all from the same number, a number she knew it was a number that made her frown lip giving a twitch here were even texts to.  'Wake up' 'Get your dead ass up' 'We need to talk' 'Get the fuck up already' 'Dom get the fuck up' 'If your ignoring me I swear I will come over there' All the messages were like that, it didn't surprise her in all honesty it was about that time again, that time when he realized what he had lost and would beg for her to take him back. 'I'm up' She texted and then a rush of calls came in again, sighing she answered. "Rahjin why are you talking to me?". "About time you got your dead ass up". "Rah". "No listen, Dom, Dom  please look I  know I fucked up last time and I didn't-". "Rah no not again, I told you we are through". "Dom, baby please". "Don't you Dom baby me Rah I told you we are done, d o n e , done". "Ow harsh Dom, letting me down so easy wonder if you ever felt anything for me, just dropping me like this, abandoning me".

There was a pause on her end, the motherfucker knew how she felt about that issue, she could feel her heart rate increased. "Rah.. you know..". "No Dom, you're leaving me in the dust leaving me alone". Domini was quiet for  a minute frowning and shook her head. "Rahjin look, I'm- I'm looking into seeing someone else and you should do the same, bye". She hung up quick before he could speak, the phone buzzed a few more times before an onslaught of hurtful messages came through, his number was soon deleted and blocked she was not going through that shit again.

[euphoricfilter]

Ugh I had to rush to read the yoongi drabble and send in an ask on it before bc I was working on the 2-3 para thing. Thank god my prof gave an extra day so its due tmr night! Still stressful though ugh. To clarify, I mean the collar gift part for bily connection. But the collar being precious to mc is also similar to bily but in your own way. I'm curious. Did my later asks affect the fic? Not that I'm complaining bc it feels nice and personalized. I got pretty immersed into it. So I felt so comforted, soft, and loved imagining myself as mc. (this fic helped my stress a lil) Yoongi was really well written. On a more unhinged note, I WILL BE WHATEVER YOU WANT ME TO BE MIN YOONGI OMG! A DOG, A CAT, WHATEVER ISTG!!! I want him to pet my head TT Is it too early for me to ask for a pt 2? lol Idk what I want to see rn. Maybe him making her quit her job so she can be his pretty puppy at home. maybe he makes a studio at his own house for her. Jealous yoongi or mc maybe. I just want to see a lil more of angry or rough/mean Yoongi.

-🖤

yayy at least you got a little bit of an extension!

maybe us talking about it did subconsciously make me add it to the yoongi drabble, i wanted to go for subtle pet rather than full blown ‘show me your ass so i can put a tail in for you’ because i feel like yoongi just likes the ease of a collar

RAH ME TOO TF

its never too early! i’ll add it to my writing list, i think i woke up after i’d posted those tae drabbles and people had already asked for part 2 🥲 i will get round to all the sequels at some point once i have less requests to work on AND AHH I WANNA UPDATE DTIK SO BAD

her quitting the job could be good, then i don’t have to write the technical stuff she has to do and is simply a pet 😋 JEALOUS YOONGI JEALOUS YOONGI AND THEN I CAN TURN HIM INTO A MEAN DOM LETS GOOO

[broken-heartedgirlff]

Chapter 27 ~You Don’t Do It For Me Anymore

“I won't fall for your games  

So don't hate me when I say

That you don't do it for me anymore

No, you don't do it for me anymore"

Angelique

“Gi Gi?” Mason Called out to me.  

I was in my room watching tv, but MawMaw had put Mason to bed, so I was confused when I saw him, rubbing his eyes in my door way. I knew it had to be a bad dream because of the way he shifted his feet.

“Another bad dream?” I said scooting over in my bed, and patting next to me, letting him know he could get in my bed.

He nodded his head, and got in the bed. “I want Mommy and Daddy.”

“Me too buddy. How is your arm?” I said rubbing his cast

He shrugged, “It fine, but scratchy a lot. Mawmaw said I get it taken off next week.” He smiled at the last part.

“Gi Gi, do you think Daddy will wake up?” He asked me

“I hope he does. Everyone is just waiting for him to wake up. Auntie Liv woke up, so I think daddy will too.”

“ANGELIQUE!” Mawmaw yelled 

“I’ll be right back Mason, go to sleep.”  

He nodded his head and I covered him up, and walked out of the room to go see her standing in the living room

“Yes Ma’am?”

“Is Mason in your room?” She said crossing her arms.

I wanted to roll my eyes, but I knew as soon as I did, I would be in huge trouble.

“Yes Mawmaw, but he had a bad dream about daddy.” I said defending Mason

“But I told the both of y’all to stay in your own rooms. He can’t always sleep with you.”

“I know Mawmaw, but he’s scared. I’m scared. Mommy stays at the hospital, no one tells us what’s going on, we don’t know what happens with daddy. We are scared.”

I had to wipe my tears, because I am a big girl, I can’t cry. But the thought of my daddy dying scared me, more than you know.

“But- But I can’t lose my daddy Mawmaw… I just got my mommy back. He can’t leave me too.”  I sobbed

Before she could answer, her phone rang.

“Giselle, what happened?” She asked.

I looked at the clock in the living room, it was 10:30 at night. Something was wrong. I couldn’t hear my mom, but I knew it wasn’t good.  

“What do you mean, he flatlined.” She whispered.

She started to walk into the kitchen, when she told me to go get Mason and myself dressed so we can go to the hospital.

I nodded, but I couldn’t help but to think, that my daddy was dead. 

Olivia

I sat there and watched how these children looked at me. I could tell they were scared and don’t know what to do. Sage told them that the reason I didn’t remember them was because my brain was foggy, but that didn’t mean that I didn’t love them.  

I came out of my thoughts when a pregnant Lizzie and Jeremiah walked in.

“IS THAT VINCENT’S BABY?” I screamed.

Lizzie just looked at me shocked, “She really doesn’t remember anything, does she?” She asked Jeremiah, and he just shook her head.

Before I could say anything to either of them, the doctor walked in.

“Hi Olivia, I am your doctor, and I want to ask you some questions?”

I nodded and awaited the questions.

“What date did you get married?”

“April 25th, 2010, I was 6 months pregnant with Sage.” I said.

Jeremiah nodded, “What day did you get divorced from Jeremiah?” The doctor asked.

“I didn’t get divorced from Jeremiah. We’re still married.”

Jeremiah spoke up, “Our divorce was finalized about 4 years ago, May 25th,2014. A day after Maurice and Marie were born, and a week before Aiden was born.”

“Who is Aiden’s mother? If he was born a week after Maurice and Marie, and I’m their mother… Who is Aiden’s mother, Jeremiah” I asked while looking at the little boy.  

That means Jeremiah cheated on me…. and I know with who, just by looking at the little boy.  

I whispered, “His mother is Avery isn’t it?”  

“Yeah, she is.” He spoke back

I laughed, while wiping my tears, “I see why I divorced you. That’s pretty unforgivable. Especially with her.”

I shook my head, Avery was J’s girlfriend from before I moved to Cali, I ran into her a few times, simply because she’s Lizzie’s best friend. But she was basic to me. So I never paid her any attention, and I think that’s what bothered her the most.  

I always got weird vibes from this girl that she was trying to take back Jeremiah. I just didn’t think that my husband would fall for it.

“Did you know?” I looked at Lizzie

“Of Course not, and once I did, I cut her off totally and completely. I always thought she was in love with Dominic. But that wasn’t true.”

I nodded, “Can you all get out?”  

“Liv…” Jeremiah said, trying to reach out to me.

I moved away from his touch and the tears started,  

“I just found out that it’s four years from what I think it is. My daughter literally grew up, I have two other children, a boyfriend. My cousin is pregnant, I’m divorced, I have yet to see Giselle or Dominic, or Rah or Lei, and to make it the absolute worst! My husband cheated on me and had a whole baby that wasn’t by me, which led to our entire divorce I’m assuming. By a girl, that Jeremiah was broken by, who I rebuilt into the man he was. I need everyone to leave right now.”  

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After I kicked out everyone from my room, they sent in a therapist, Lei came and saw me, so did Giselle. But I wasn’t in the mood for talking. I was kind of in my own thoughts when Sage knocked on the door. She came in and sat on the bed with somethings.

She tucked her beautiful long hair behind her ear and said:

“I asked the doctor what would help to bring back your memories, so I had daddy drive me home so I can get somethings.”

She had a photo album, a teddy bear, a blanket, and some sort of toy.  

“I brought the photos because they are the photos from the past 4 years, of everyone in the family.” She turned in the photo album to a picture of me and Jeremiah’s son, hugging and smiling.

“This was Aiden’s 3rd birthday. The twins didn’t want a birthday party with him, and he was scared that no-one would come to birthday because they were all at the twins. He cried because he didn’t get a party. His mom isn’t in his life either, mommy. So you made his birthday with the twins and he was the happiest boy on this side of the planet. He doesn’t stop talking about you.”

I looked at her, but the memory wasn’t coming back. But I know myself, I would never dismiss a child, my step-father didn’t do that to me. He actually looked really happy in the picture.

“The teddy bear is mine. You gave it to me when you and daddy first got divorced. I didn’t understand what was happening, but I knew daddy wasn’t in the house and it made me sad. But you would cry every night, and didn’t think I heard, so you would go to sleep and I would stick the teddy bear in your bed, so you wouldn’t be sad anymore.”

“The Blanket and Toy are from Maurice and Marie, they said that when they think of you, they think of these things. Marie’s blanket is for when its a thunderstorm and-“

“She uses it to cover her head. It looks like apart of my blanket from College” I said cutting off Sage.

She smiled, “It is your blanket. You gave it to her to be brave. The same with Maurice, the toy is from when he sprained his ankle and could barely walk, but you said the toy would help him get better.”

I nodded my head, “Thank you.”

“No problem mommy, I just want you to get better and remember stuff, because Daddy, Maurice, Marie and Aiden are all sad that you don’t remember a lot.”

I nodded again, before I could say something Jeremiah came to take her home, She kissed me goodbye and left everything she had brought back.

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When I was going to sleep, I decided to look through everything, I couldn’t help but be upset that I didn’t look happy unless I was with the kids or Jeremiah in the pictures.

I saw the smile behind me holding the twins….but in my eyes you could tell I was hurt. And Jeremiah wasn’t in any of the pictures.

I couldn’t look at it anymore because it was hurting my head. But when I looked back at the picture, I suddenly remembered I didn’t allow Jer in the hospital room because of the divorce and infidelity. I remember signing the divorce papers in the hospital bed because I was in labor, I was so upset and in so much pain.  

I quickly closed the book, and held the teddy bear and closed my eyes. Some of my memories started to flood back and I started crying when I realized that I made a huge mistake and I don’t know if I could fix it.

The fact that I am still in love with Jeremiah.

Giselle

I was glad to spend sometime with my babies after I called Mama C, even if it was in the cafe at the hospital. Mama C even got to spend time with Dominic and I know that made her happy.

No, Dominic is still in a coma, and we don’t know the effects of his injuries, not until he wakes up. I’m praying everyday that he does, I want to see his brown eyes again, and I want to see his smile and hear his voice.

“Mommy?”

“Yes Mason?” I said giving him my full attention

“Will Daddy ever wake up? I know he sleeping because he got hurt. But Livie woke up, so why hasn’t daddy?”

By this time, Angel gave me her full attention too. I could see this was affecting her more than it was me. But she was trying to be a big girl, and be scared, to not freak out Mason.

I sighed, “I don’t know Mason, He got hurt really bad, we just have to pray that he wakes up soon.”

He obviously, didn’t like that answer, so his face scrunched up, just like Dominic’s, it made me laugh slightly.

“He got hurt by that bad lady. She should be sleep, not my daddy.”

“Speaking of her, She asked if I could come talk to her, I wanted to tell you guys-“

“No, I don’t want you to go see her.” Angel spoke up for the first time

“Angel-“

“No, I said no. Don’t go near her. She could hurt you too.” She said getting up going to Dom’s room.

“Mason?”

“Gi Gi is mad at the bad lady. She don’t want you and daddy hurt.��

“Do you agree with her?”

He looked at his cast, and shrugged, “She hurt me too mommy. I don’t want her to hurt you.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

After a few hours with the kids, I left the hospital for the first time in a month. I didn’t know if this was such a great Idea, but something was telling me to go.

I entered the jail and got checked by security. I love my kids, but they are exactly that, Children. I needed to look this bitch in the face and ask her why she shot my cousin, my son and the love of my life.

I was sitting in an empty room, surrounded by guards when she sat down.

“ I’m here , What do you want?” I spat

“Nice to see you too Giselle, you look well.” She smirked.

“Bitch, I will get up and leave right now, what do you want Kaitlynn?”  

“I heard Dominic is still in a coma.”

I just blinked at her, “Point?”

“Point being, I’m glad he’s alive.”

I just bitterly chuckled, “You must be fucking insane, like literally bat shit crazy. You are the reason he’s in a coma. You’re the reason my cousin lost her memory. Why my son is in a cast! You’ve caused nothing but trouble.”

She shrugged, “I wanted you to feel, what I felt when my son died.”

I threw my hands in the air, “We still are not on this!!!”

She stood up with the chains around her ankles and hands,

“YES! WE ARE ON THIS! I Wanted you to feel what it felt like to have your ENTIRE LIFE Ripped away from you! I wanted you to hurt! and to cry and to be in so much pain you can’t even breathe! You can’t think! You can’t eat! Everything I worked for GONE! BECAUSE OF YOU! I wanted Dominic Dead. I wanted you to weep over his casket. I wanted you to weep over your son’s grave like I did!”

I just stared at her, “You’re sick. My life was ripped away from me. You try to compare our troubles but you can’t. They are completely different. I didn’t try to kill you or your son, I just wanted to know my daughter and let my son know his father.”

I got up from the table, “Don’t you ever in your life try to contact me or anyone in my family ever again. I hope you get the death penalty.”

I went to walk to the door, “Let me out of here.” I spoke to the guards.

“Before you leave,”

Exasperated, I turned to her again. “What, what do you want.”

“I’m actually glad now that Dominic isn’t dead. When Dominic found out that I couldn’t have kids, we started IVF, and that’s how I got pregnant with DJ.” She smiled.

My phone rang, it was Lizzie,

“Lizzie, I’m on my way back right now, are the kids alright?”  

“Giselle, they aren’t going to give me the death penalty. They Can’t” Katie spoke

I rolled my eyes, and turned back to the guard, to leave, when she yelled my worst nightmare.

“I’M PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY!”

I turned to look at her, when Lizzie said

“Dominic’s Awake Gi.”

I couldn’t breathe…. I couldn’t breathe.

“Elizabethe, I will call you back” and i hung up the phone.

She started laughing, “I knew that would catch your attention, and this is how everything is going to go.”