#lei is the real mvp of this show

[romantic-muse]

same energy

[bookish-mind]

I read the raven king, here’s my soul leaving my body:

*spoilers*

I feel physically ill with how anxious I am to read this book,, totally normal responses to a book

GANSEY KNEW THE WHOLE GODAMN TIME FUCK IM CRYING THIS CHANGES SO MUCH

There’s no way he’s actually going to die tho.. right ? Just lemme live in denial a little while longer

“Cabeswater loves them” why is Cabeswater my favorite character

RONAN POV IS BACK

How Ronan dreams up light and lil animals and flowers and fireflies and feeds the deer and tries to dream up armor for gansey >>

I know Noah can’t stick around forever but I really really don’t want him to go

It isn’t a trc car ride unless someone is eyeing someone else meaningfully in the rear view mirror

Orphan girl !

Adam said that Cabeswater showed him love I-

Ooooooo Adam has a cruuuuusshhhhh

“There’s going to be life after the dies” no. there is no life without gansey. None.

“It was starting, starting. No. It was ending. He was ending” I can’t take this shit

RAVEN DAY CAME FROM NOAH’S DREAMS IM SOBBING

Ok.. what’s gonna happen at 6:21

Henry seems cool but I feel like he knows too much

Also it bothers me that Ronan is the only one that doesn’t know gansey is supposed to die

Cabeswater don’t abandon your boys pls

Ronan rlly just implied that he worships Adam right alongside church I-

And now he’s talking about Adams beautiful face and beautiful hands and “his feelings for Adam were like an oil spill” and how when he helps Adam up all his thoughts are on his touch and now he’s leaning close to look at his eye anD NOW HES TRACING THE LINES ON ADAMS PALM AND ITS LIKE A DREAM AND ADAM KNOWS AND RONAN KNOWS THAT ADAM KNOWS BLESS THIS CHAPTER

Godamn toga party making me cryy

Pynch is all that matters to me. If you saw me shipping adansey, no you didn’t ❤️

Of course. Of course the unmaker is a hornet demon. A hornet. Demon. Fuck. This. Fuckery.

Ok I really like Henry

Henry really just pulled a “Do you trust me?” on gansey

“You working after school?” “With a dreamer.” Excuse me is that.. is that Adam Parrish.. FLIRTING ?

Ok I like this Declan content bc I never rlly knew how to feel about him but now I know, I’ve got no hate for Declan lynch

“Ronan let out a breath, put the model down on the bed beside him, and kissed Adam”👁👄👁

Oof bye neeve I won’t miss u sorry not sorry

Adam being all like “what is love” and gansey being like “fuck if I know man” is my favorite thing (yes I’m paraphrasing)

“Don’t break him, Adam” literally ouch

“He was less of himself out loud. His native language was thought” me too Henry I get u buddy

The way gansey just tucks blue into his coat >>

Cabeswater is dying and I’m crying, I’m way too attached to this dream forest

HE TRADED MONMOUTH FOR RONAN’S DIPLOMA (I also realize that I’m way too attached to Monmouth)

“What if you do find him?” “That’s all there is” ganseeeeeyyyy boyy don’t you dare “that’s all there is” on me I’m a fragile mess

No no not aurora whyyyy

“Someone must willingly die on the corpse road” oh shit oh fuck oh no gansey no

FINALLY GANSEY GO FIND UR KING ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME

oh waaaait we going full circle to where gansey died as a kid ???

Oh shit oh fuck he’s wearing Henry’s aglionby sweater AND NOW HIS SHOULDER ARE GETTING WET OH SHIT

The fact that after everything they’ve been through, gansey is so shocked that they all showed up for him broke my heart

Glendower.. is uhh dead so uhh ouch I’m hurting bc gansey is hurting and he’s having a breakdown on the side of the road bc everything he was living for was a lie and he knows he’s gonna die and pls make it stop

Guess it was never rlly about glendower, guess it was about the friendship we made along the way and all that huh

ADAM IS RUINED AND RONAN IS BEING UNMADE AND GANSEY IS REALLY ABOUT TO DIE I HAVE NEVER SOBBED SO HARD IN MY LIFE

“Depending on where you began the story, it was about Noah Czerny” I cant take this I can’t do it I can’t read this

It was Noah it was all Noah my precious boy it was never about glendower it was Noah giving gansey this path that would lead to home and magic and wonder and family

“Don’t throw it away” noooooaaaahhh 😭

“You said you were Gansey’s magicians. Do something.” Forever grateful for Henry in this moment

Cabeswater is the real mvp I knew I loved this magical dream forest for a reason

“Wake up” ajdhsgajakks gansey was the king they had to wake all along

Everyone is okay and everything makes sense and they have “future adventures waiting for them on the ley line” and everything is okay everything is okay so why does my heart hurt so bad

Also I read the opal story which is my new favorite thing

Idk what the heck to do with my life now I feel like I need to go back and reread it all,, but call down the hawk is next and I’m very excited

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