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[wronqness99]

Well Worth It

> About my writing

Genre: Fluff

A/N: So my cousin just announced her pregnancy and this idea came to my head. I hope you like it!

Word Count: 598

Characters: St. Van/Lee GeumHyuk (VAV) X Female Reader

*The image doesn’t belong to me, credits to the owner.*

Y/N had been feeling sick for days now, yet she insisted on not going to the doctors, much to Geumhyuk's distaste. The man was starting to get increasingly worried about his girlfriend. Why did she have to be so thick headed and worry so little about her own health? Couldn't she understand that seeing her that sick was making Geumhyuk suffer, too? He just wished she would listen to him and allow him to take her to the hospital for a check-up.

Sitting on the couch with a book in hands, the man looked up as his girlfriend's presence was made known walking down the hall. Geumhyuk settled the book beside him on the couch as his eyes followed her figure approaching him. The red headed man opened his arms in a silent invitation for her to get comfortable in his embrace. Y/N straddled his lap, allowing her head to rest upon his chest as she felt his strong arms circle her middle and his hands tangle on the small of her back, where he drew small circles with his thumb, wanting to help her relax somehow.

"Are you feeling better?" He asked against the top of her head, pressing a soft kiss to the place right after.

"My stomach is still upset but I don't feel like throwing up anymore." The man sighed in worry and moved his hand towards her tummy, rubbing it carefully in hopes it helped her feel a little better. Y/N smiled at the small gesture. The girl sat up and rested her forehead against his, her hands making way to the back of his neck.

"Baby, we should really go to the hospital... What if you have a serious bug? It has persisted for a while now, I'm starting to really worry." Y/N chuckled and placed her hand on top of his, making it stop moving.

"Don't be, honey, I promise you it's alright. I'm good. And apparently, our baby is letting us know it is healthy and growing as well." She stated, holding his hands in hers as she slid a binky onto his ring finger, letting it sit right above their promise ring.

Geumhyuk watched as she did it, trying to process all that was being said. He looked at her gobsmacked, soon letting his gaze fall downwards towards their hands once again. Y/N saw as his eyes began to glimmer and a big smile appeared on his lips.

"Are you serious?" He asked excitedly, trying to blink the tears away. Y/N nodded, offering him a smile as she did so. "It all makes sense, now! Your sickness, your tiredness..." He said, connecting the dots. She chuckled.

"Yeah, it may be a little hard, but it's for good reason." She stated.

Geumhyuk smiled widely, kissing the tip of her nose, his hand making its way back to his girlfriend's nonexistent bump. She caressed the back of his head as he rested it against her chest, inhaling her inebriating scent.

"Hi, baby... I'm your daddy. Mommy and I are really excited to meet you! Try not to make mommy too sick, ok? It is hard on her and it makes daddy sad and worried." Y/N smiled in awe at the cute moment developing right in front of her. If she had been certain Geumhyuk was the one for her before, now she was even more sure of it.

They had it all, they were happy and they loved one another and that love was soon to be multiplied by the addition of their most precious creation to the family, their baby.

MASTERLIST

[pocket-scenarios]

Proposal - St.Van

(Admin: Byeul, I’m not going to do the smut bit because Ari does those on her Boyfriend! posts so I’ll leave that to her I think babyboiii already made on on Geumhyuk too idk what to call her tbh)

You know it’s coming, Geumhyuk is not good at being subtle. He will accidentally say something that alludes to what is to come and then stumble over himself in an attempt to correct it. You had originally been confused as to what made him decide to rent a private room at a fancy restaurant when both of you know that idols don’t make anything. Once he let it slip that he had a ring with him you knew exactly what was to come.

That doesn’t lessen your excitement any though. The fact that Geumhyuk was going through all of this trouble to propose to you, even renting a private room as to not pressure you with being in front of other people, Geumhyuk really is just the sweetest man you could ask for. Geumhyuk fiddles nervously with his hands and the end of his sleeves leaning in his seat while trying to keep the conversation going, clearly nervous and anxious.

“I have something that I want to ask,” Geumhyuk says hesitating on each word and you can see the nervousness clear in his eyes while he glances frantically over your features, “will you marry me?” His voice is weak and he seems like he might break down any second sliding the ring box across the table.

“Of course,” your voice comes out as a squeak when you take the ring box off of his hand, Geumhyuk rests his head on his arm letting out a heavy breath almost like he had been holding it in all night.

“I was so nervous,” he says with a small laugh he reaches blindly resting his hand on top of your own once he finds it, “I love you,” he mumbles against your arm running his thumb against the back of your hand.

“I love you too,” you say softly in return.

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[irlsocks]

𝚜𝚝. 𝚟𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚢𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍

[kpoprunsmylifenow]

1 with vav st van💕

1.  “You never left my mind.”

“You never left my mind.” He said as he wiped your tears. You hadn’t seen Geumhyuk since his company made him break up with you. He’d finally made it to the end of their dating ban. “I was so worried you were gonna move on.” He said.

“I could’ve never moved on from you.” You smiled tearfully at him. “I told you before that you were gonna be it for me.” You both laughed, his hug squeezing you tight.

“So does that mean you’ll be my girlfriend again?” He asked.

“Does that mean that you’ll eventually make me your wife?” You smiled as he kissed you hard,

“That’s the goal.”

[kpophours]

[2:35am] You awake when the mattress dips beside you and just seconds later, a pair of strong arms slides around your body, pulling you close to a warm, broad chest. Soft lips press against your exposed shoulder, making you shiver and finally open your eyes. Pale moonlight shines through the window, bathing the room in shadowy silver. You groan groggily, turning around and snuggling closer to Geumhyuk’s chest. „You’re late.“, you murmur against the soft cotton of his shirt and he hums apologetically. „I know. I’m sorry, baby.“ You just sigh, burying your face in his chest, eyes slowly closing again. His fingers draw little circles on your back, beginning to lull you back to sleep. „Goodnight, baby girl. I wish you nothing but the sweetest of dreams.“, your boyfriend whispers, leaving small kisses on your forehead, cheeks and nose. Finally, he presses his lips against yours, his warm breath fanning over your face. „I love you.“, he says quietly and you can’t help but smile, even though Morpheus is already pulling your mind back to darkness again. „I love you, too.“, you mumble back, voice soft and almost inaudible. The last thing you hear is Geumhyuk’s low chuckle and then, you’re already back in the land of dreams. 

[iwillgiveyoumyhappiness]

VAV Reacts: You being the Main Vocal of your group

aesthetic-06-24 asked:

Greetings! It’s kinda been a bit. I don’t know if you do reactions or not so I have two options (yes or yes, jk) Option #1: VAV’s reaction to you being the main vocalist of your group or Option #2: A Lou and/or Ace fluff As always, much love 💕

(A/N): This is the result of Option #1. Hope you liked it! I had a lot of fun writing it. It was short, snappy and quick to get out. In summary: a really fun challenge. Feel free to send more of these types of things my way! @aesthetic-06-24 

Also, to everyone, I’ve officially reached 130+ followers! Do you guys think I should do anything special for the occasion?

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Lee Geumhyuk (St. Van):

Though he’d be a little embarrassed, he’d try his best to be a source of energy for you. Being the Main Vocalist of his group, he knows the struggles that come with it firsthand. 

The pressure, the vocal and breathing exercises, the sore throats—he knows every inch of it. 

So if you come home after a long day and you’re exhausted and disheartened, of course he’ll do some aegyo for you. It doesn’t mean he won’t regret it after, but how can he stay sulky when you look so happy to have him there for support? 

Answer: he can’t. 

Choi Chunghyeop (Baron):

King of compliments. He brings out all the stops; anything to make you feel like a vocal queen. He’d say things like, “Your voice was so powerful right there” or “I got goosebumps at this part” (and he’d have the song time-stamp written down in a notebook, just so he could show you how much he cares). 

He wants you to know that he takes a genuine interest in your work-life, but he’d also rather keep it separate form your love life. You two will sing together sometimes, especially on lazy days, but most of the time, he’ll just ask you to sing him to sleep. 

He’ll never ever forget to remind you that your voice is soothing for him. He calls it his medicine and his healing. He loves your voice to the moon and back, but really, he loves it so much because he loves you. He wouldn’t love you any less if you had the vocal technique of a horse. 

He probably doesn’t go to many concerts, but he always calls you after (no matter what time it is) to say, “You did so well, darling”.

“You didn’t even see me perform.”

You’d be able to hear the smile in his voice when he said, “But I know you, so therefore, you did awesome.”    

Jang Wooyoung (Ace):

All I can say is that he’s taking pictures of you 24/7 and saving them to his ‘My Awesome Girlfriend’ folder. He’d be really proud of you, but he wouldn’t express it verbally that often. Not because he couldn’t bring himself to do it, but just because he felt that you both understood each other enough to know what he was getting at. 

He figured that you understood what the pictures and videos he would take of you when you were singing meant. 

He figured you would understand what the screenshots from your performances meant.

He figured you’d realize that every time he broke into a random smile, it was always because of you. 

But still, when you were doubting yourself, he would speak his mind and tell you how amazing you are. Because even if you understood each other, sometimes hearing it out loud is the final push to assurance, and he knows that. 

Nah Yoonho (Ayno):

Ugly-screaming. Ugly-singing. Ugly-dancing. 

Everything about him hyping you up is weird as hell and super loud, but you wouldn’t have it any other way, because it makes you laugh so freakin’ hard.

If he’s at a concert, you better believe he muscled his way up to the front, just so you could possibly hear him screeching the lyrics and going, “WHOA! WHOA! WHOA!” every five seconds. 

He won’t do it during ballads, though. If it’s a gentle, loving, or emotional song, he’d never dare. Even if he tried to, he’d find himself unable, because every time he hears you sing, he just melts into a state of, “Wow, that’s my girl”. 

If you ever made eye contact while you were singing, even if it was just casually at home, he’d feel his heart beat so fast and his chest squeeze, and without realizing it, he’s singing along. 

He likes the feeling of having that connection with you.  

Jang Peng (Jacob):

You remember when they did karaoke to FXXK IT by BigBang and he was just kinda awkwardly bopping his arms in the background and being a general cutie? Yeah, that’s what I see. 

He’d be so proud and excited for you, but he’d try to tone it down a bit—y’know, be a man—so he might come off seeming a little boring. 

But believe me, this boy is at every single one of your group’s concerts that he can get to. If he has time, he’s there. Awkward arm-dance and all. Because even if it’s a weird, awkward arm-dance, it’s a weird and awkward arm-dance just for you.

And, don’t worry. He’d slowly get more comfortable with hyping you up. Just give him some time. He’ll eventually do it very openly, but for now, he’ll just settle for giving you a soft peck on the cheek after a performance and a sincere, “You did well, love.” 

Kim Hosung (Lou):

Gets legitimately shocked by your voice every time he hears it. He could’ve heard it thousands of times and been to multiple concerts or listened to an album on repeat for a month, but every time he hears you hit a high-note or sound particularly emotive, the goosebumps raise. 

He might mess around with you a bit land tease you for a particular lyric you sang. Especially romantic ones. 

“Ohh,” he’d coo. “You were thinking about me, huh? That’s why this part was so good?” 

But you can tease right back. “Nope,” you’d say. “Fried chicken.” 

He’d stare for a moment, but then he’d start laughing, ‘cause God, he chose the right girl. In fact, the ultimate girl. What more could he ask for? 

You’re funny, you understand him and accept him, you take care of him and make him feel bright, and you’re extremely talented. 

Kinda someone he’d wanna marry and make a life with.

Park Heejun (Ziu):

Hyping you the heck out! Like, dude- I’m not even kidding. 

He’d be so gosh-darned supportive of you. He’d learn all the lyrics to your songs, sing them loudly in the car with you, semi-learn the choreography, but mostly just slut-drop and appeal to you with cute winks. I feel like he’d be the type (if your relationship was public) to speak about you very often on V-live. 

Like, “Vampz! Did you hear her new song yet? You have, right?” 

Basically a pup that wants nothing more than to show you that he’s amazed by you and thinks you deserve a lot of love and attention. And maybe, just maybe... He’d like a little bit in return. 

A lot, really.

[banipuppy]

Another Life pt.3

Wanderlust. It fueled him to get out of bed in the morning and led him down paths to adventures and sleepless nights. He takes in a new city through the lens. His laughter warms the chilly air as he looks up, taking in spires and stained glass and the aura of you next to him. If he were alone maybe the ancient buildings, the strangeness of a foreign language would leave him feeling empty. He lines up the lens, the sun catches in your hair, he captures a moment.

St. Van | Baron | Ace | Ayno | Jacob | Lou | Ziu

[cosmichoneyedblossoms]

OT7:

“Royal Estate Diamond Club”

Nothing Yet

“Autumn”

“Ropes and Roses”

“Vacation In Dubai”

“Neutral Tones” | “Autumn”

“Pencil Skirts and Peonies”

“Dance Practice” | “Pumpkin Picking”

“Summer”

“Under Cover”

“Horror Movie Night At The Drive-In”

“Dominance and Dahlias”

“Secret Velvet”

[vavhours]

vav hours, open. 🌙

hello, vampz babiez.

thought we needed some more doses of our boys on tumblr. my askbox is open for anything your hearts desire; drabbles/scenarios, one word answers, moodboards, mtls, etc. so request away! or just drop in for a little chat, i won’t bite. 🖤

this is my first time doing this, so i hope you’ll treat me sweetly. i wanna do the same for you all. xo

[thatmpdblog]

“Forgive me Father... for I have sinned.” 

The words left your lips like a breathless melody. The cold hardwood floor pressed firmly against your knees as you looked up at him from beneath your lashes. He stood towering over your kneeling form, his hands rolling his sleeves up to his elbows. The clothing clung to him tightly, giving hints of the toned body underneath the fabric. 

He chuckled darkly, a sinful grin on the lips of that which was seen as the epitome of sanctity. The sound sent a shiver of desire down to the deepest parts of your core. Your body ached to serve him. He reached forward, grasping your chin to keep your gaze tilted upwards. His tongue dragged over his lips, prompting a soft gasp from your own. 

How many times had you thought about all the ways he could use that tongue on you? How many lustful nighttime thoughts had lingered in your mind well into the day, while you sat on the pews of a sacred place, watching the very subject of your unholy thoughts preach about holy things. A pulse rang through your body as his lips parted and that smooth, all too familiar voice filled your ears.

“Confess to me, little one.”

[wronqness99]

Sweet Heart

> About my writing

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Warnings: Mentions of suicide/suicidal behaviour and depression

Word Count: 2.5K+

Characters: St. Van/Lee GeumHyuk (VAV) X Female Reader

Inspired by VAV’s song Sweet Heart (composed by our wonderful ACE)

*The image doesn’t belong to me, credits to the owner.*

Y/N had met GeumHyuk during what she considered to be the worst time of her life.

He had felt an instant connection with the girl from the very first time he saw her at the psychiatric ward of the hospital he worked at. Every time she went in for an appointment, the man made sure to take a break just so they could talk and get to know one another for a while.

During those moments, Y/N and Geumhyuk had been able to develop a friendship. He had gotten to know her favourite colour was orange, that she loved nature, reason why she often went on hikes and that listening to music was her way of disconnecting from the world, allowing her to create a safe place within her own mind even if just for a short period of time. Geumhyuk had even had the pleasure of meeting her younger brother, Park Heejun, whom he found to be such a nice and caring kid, always worrying and taking care of his noona, sometimes even going to the extent of scheduling appointments of his own just so he could talk to his sister's doctor in order to better understand her condition and learn what he could do to help her health get back on track.

The younger boy was well aware of GeumHyuk's feelings for his noona and he could definitely tell she had become significantly happier prior to meeting the receptionist. Heejun had developed some kind of hope that the man would be the one to exorcise the demons from his sister's pretty brain. He had hopes that he'd be the one to save her.

Y/N started scheduling her appointments according to Geumhyuk's shifts, that way they were able to go on dates, whether that involved going to the cinema and eating together or simply walking home together. The red headed male always insisted on walking Y/N home first and then taking the bus to his own home. He liked to make sure she got home safe and sound.

On one of those days, while walking to a pizzeria close to the hospital, Y/N had acquired the courage to hold his hand for the first time. Geumhyuk was taken aback for a moment after their skins came into contact, a big smile breaking through his plump lips as he registered what had just happened. The man leaned over and placed one of his hands on her cheek, pulling her closer and pressing his lips to her temple. Y/N looked at him, their eyes meeting as a dreamy smile took over their expressions.

They ate their pizza over a good conversation, a dosage of heartfelt laughs and a wave of positive energies that filled the whole room. After dinner, they headed to a local store and bought some chocolate ice cream, heading over to the man's place for a movie night filled with snacks and sweets, something GeumHyuk would generally oppose to, but decided to make an exception for her.

After they had set everything on the small table of his living room, they finally sat down on the couch next to one another, ready to watch her favourite movie, "The Corpse Bride", which GeunHyuk had never seen or even heard of. That piece of information had shocked Y/N who had then firmly insisted on making it the choice of the night, insisting that despite its sad nature, the movie told a story too beautiful not to be known.

A small smirk formed on Geumhyuk's lips as he felt her gaze on him, his eyes averting towards her own.

"I want to cuddle you," she stated cutely, a pout forming on her lips. The red headed man chuckled and opened his arms wide so she could make them her home for the night.

"What are you still doing there then?" Y/N smiled moving closer to him, his arms holding her close to his body as hers circled his middle, allowing them both to feel each other's warmth. The girl smiled,  head leaning against his chest as she tilted it up so she could see his handsome face, their eyes meeting in the process.

"Oppa, actually... There is one more thing I would like to do. I hope you don't get mad at me," She said barely above a whisper, biting her lip. His eyebrows furrowed, curious about what it was the girl wanted so badly. His heart skipped a beat as he felt her soft lips pressed against his plump ones in a chaste kiss.

"Are you mad?" The girl questioned hesitantly after breaking the kiss, her hand moving towards his face and caressing his round cheeks that she loved so much with a feather like touch. Geumhyuk chuckled and caressed her hip, shaking his head and pulling her in for another kiss, a deeper one this time. The girl smiled against his lips, her hand tangling onto the short hairs in the back of his head. They pulled away feeling slightly out of breath, their eyes glimmering as they looked at one another.

"Lee GeumHyuk, I think I'm in love with you," Y/N stated, still trying to catch her breath.

"Well, that's good, because I know I love you."

That night, after watching the movie, Y/N ended up sleeping over at his house, waking up the next morning to Geumhyuk's awesome, sweet voice singing right next to her ear. Looking to the side, Y/N saw him singing, a bright smile taking over his lips as he noticed she had woken up. His left hand was supporting his head as he laid by her side while his right one held an orange-ish yellow rose. Y/N's eyes glimmered in amazement as a smile broke through her lips.

" I didn't know you could sing," she said, her smile evident in her voice. Geumhyuk's smile widened and he leant forward, pressing a kiss to her forehead.

"Did you sleep well?" He questioned receiving a nod in return. Geumhyuk looked at the rose he held, extending it in her direction. Y/N sat up and smiled, accepting the rose as a rosy colour took over her cheeks.

"Thank you!"

Geumhyuk sat up and held her free hand, eyes locking with her's right after.

"So, about last night..." He started, being interrupted by the girl.

"I meant every word I said," She stated firmly, looking him dead in the eye.

"Then... Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?" He questioned, a smirk appearing at the corner of his lips. The girl's eyes filled with tears.

"If you are willing to deal with my depressed, crazy self... Then, sure," She replied her hand tangling with the hairs on the back of his head as she pulled him in for a kiss. When they pulled away, the man left a soft kiss on the tip of her nose, a sense of peace and happiness filling their beings.

"Well, my beautiful girlfriend, we have banana pancakes that I made for you in the kitchen."

Hearing Geumhyuk’s words, Y/N jumped out of bed and ran towards the kitchen, making him laugh before getting up and following his now girlfriend's steps.

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Everything had been going great for the couple. Heejun could not shut up about how he had predicted the couple since the beginning, which always made his sister blush, wondering if she had been that obvious over her feelings for Geumhyuk.

"It was really obvious! And it was equally as obvious how head over heels in love with you he was as well, how could you not notice? He did everything in his power to see you happy, to make you smile, to scare those terrible ideas away from your pretty little brain..." He pressed his lips into a thin line, looking at his noona. "And we both know he is the reason you haven't taken yourself away from us," Heejun stated hesitantly. Y/N knew he was right.

Lee Geumhyuk had brought colour and happiness to her life. His kindness and care towards the girl had managed to scare her ghosts away.

She had spent years going to the psychiatrist in order to cure something Geumhyuk had been able to scare away in a matter of months solely with the love he had for her. He made her want to stay alive. She wanted to live for what their love story could be. He didn't judge her, he loved her for who she was, he made her feel loved and special. Y/N felt happy just hearing his laugh, there was nothing in the world capable of calming her down more than his sweet voice. Lee Geumhyuk had been like a breath of fresh air in the girl's worthless life.

This was the reason why what happened next was so unexpected.

One day while at work Geumhyuk got a call from a very frantic Heejun, who tried to speak through tears and desperation, making it hard for the older man to understand his words.

"Heejun, calm down, I can't understa-"

"Hyung, noona just texted me, the thoughts are back, she said she's gonna..." His throat closed up on him, more tears spilling from his eyes at the thought of losing his sister forever. Geumhyuk went static, swallowing hard.

"It can't be..." He mumbled, his eyes shaking. The man blinked as if trying to wake up from a nightmare, however, everything was very real.

"I'll be right there." Geumhyuk finished the call with a shaky voice, his heart beating faster than ever before. He needed to get to her fast. Grabbing his belongings, the man ran out, not worrying about the possible repercussions his action could have.

He couldn't understand.

Everything had been going so well, what could possibly have triggered her depression again?

Thinking about it just made him run faster, the wind making the traces of his tears even more evident as it made them run down his cheeks faster, some even dissipating into his hair. He just wanted to save her. All Geumhyuk wanted was for Y/N to be ok.

Getting to the front of the sibling's house, the receptionist ran to the front door, thanking all the Gods she'd given him a key to the place earlier on their relationship. The man pushed the door open and immediately heard Heejun's screams coming from upstairs, which made him bolt there, finding the younger male trying to force the bathroom door open.

"Heejun," He called, as he walked in his direction, making the youngest look at him.

"Hyung," He sobbed. "I was at work and I got this text from her saying she's a burden for everyone and that she can't keep the ones she loves the most from living a happy life." Geumhyuk shook his head and looked at the door.

"Is she in there?"

"She is, she isn't opening the door or answering me... I'm scared." He stated lowly with a wobbly voice. He was afraid of they were going to find on the other side of the door. Heejun hoped they were still in time to save her.

"Let's try to break in, we might be able to put the door down together," The older said, getting into position. "Ok, on three." Proceeding to the countdown, both men threw themselves at the door, finally succeeding at breaking the door lock after two more tries.

The door hit the wall with a bang, allowing Geumhyuk to find his girlfriend in a trance like state, staring at a bunch of pills that rested on the palm of her hand. Heejun froze at the sight. The man was in shock, he could not understand what had gotten his sister to get to that point.

Geumhyuk's eyes widened as he took quick steps towards the woman, swatting her hand and consequently making the pills fly all over the room.

Y/N jumped in surprise, being taken from her trance. Tears spilled down her face as her body shook, losing strength and falling to the ground. Her boyfriend immediately kneeled next to her, pulling her body towards his own and holding her tightly, trying his best to provide her with some kind of comfort which he knew was very needed.

Y/N sobbed and hid her face on his neck, holding onto his shirt tightly. The red headed man ran his hand through her hair in an attempt to soothe his lover.

"Baby... Why?" The man questioned, his voice barely above a whisper, trying to process everything that was happening. Y/N sighed, exhausted.

"I am a burden to everyone. Heejun goes out of his way to take care of me, who is older than him. I should be the one caring for her little brother, but here I am, making him have to put his life on hold so he can go speak to my psychiatrist every week to make sure my suicidal tendencies don't take the best of me. Heejun doesn't have a life because of me. He lives for me and my shitty situation. And you... You are so perfect Geumhyuk. I don't know how I got this lucky to have met you, to have had you fall in love with me... I am so messed up, I... I just can't control the demons in my head. I was doing so well since we met, but as soon as I was alone, my brain started to overthink. My demons came back and told me  I am being a burden to the ones I love and care the most about. That I should simply just not exist and everything would be so much easier and better for you guys. And I mean, they're not wrong... I'm so tired of being myself." She sighed, lowering her head.

"Don't ever say that again, Park Y/N," Geumhyuk said, his voice sending chills down her spine. "Do you know how much we love you? Do you know how much pain we would have been in had you taken those pills?" He questioned, his voice shaking as he broke down. "Y/N, I love you so damn much. Your brother does what he does for you because he loves you, he wants to know how you are doing. You are his family. You have no idea how happy he gets when your doctor tells him how much you have progressed, that you are enjoying the present and have plans for the future. You certainly aren't a burden to me either. You are my person, my missing half. I love you for yourself, Y/N. I told you from the start that whatever is going through your mind, I want to help you with it. You are not a mess. You are depressed, you are feeling and there is nothing wrong with that. Get it through your beautiful brain. Fill it with our loving words so the demons get so scared that they leave for good. With all your positive traits and flaws, I want you. I want us. I want all of it. With you. Only with you, Y/N." He affirmed, looking deep into her crying eyes. The girl reached up and stroked his cheek, his head leaning onto her palm.

"What did I do to deserve you?" She questioned out loud. He himself would wonder the same sometimes and he couldn't find an answer. He didn't know how he had gotten such an amazing girl, that's the tricky part about life. The best things are never earned, they fall onto our laps out of nowhere with no warning whatsoever and come to make us tremendously happy.

Like their love for one another.

"I'm sorry, please don't give up on me, I promise I will try hard and get better, oppa. I, too, want it all with you. And I want my brother to live his life without having to worry about me every waking moment of the day. I will get better, please just be patient with me."

"Sweet Heart, I'm going to love you in your weakest moments and your strongest ones. I'm going to love you when you're happy and I'm still going to love you when you are sad. When you can't look on the bright side I will sit with you in the dark. Love, don't you understand? I'm here with you and I don't plan on going anywhere." He stated, placing his lips to her forehead, his hold on her tightening.

"Noona, we will be here for you every step of the way. I believe in you. I know you can do it." Heejun said, crouching down next to the couple and rubbing his hand up and down his sister's arm comfortingly. "You are not a burden to any of us, it's a pleasure to climb this mountain by your side and see your progress." The man finished. Geumhyuk nodded in agreement and smiled softly. "We will never give up on you. And we won't let you give up on yourself either." The girl smiled tiredly, eyes darting between both men.

"I have two pretty big reasons to keep going, I can see that now."

That day, she learned something: We can never be good enough for everyone, however, we will always be perfect for those who love us and are deserving of our love. A person that truly loves us will never let us go no matter how hard the situation gets. They accept us for who we are.

Maybe Y/N didn't have a lot of friends, but she had her brother and a loving man who had sworn to spend forever by her side, and that alone made her want to know what forever looked like.

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You’re Addictive ~ featuring VAV’s St. Van

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[allmybiasneedtostop]

Dead Girl Walking

Pairing: Reader x St. Van

Type: Smut 18+ (but make it musical)

Word Count: 1.6K

A/N: This is based on the musical Heathers and on the number Dead Girl Walking. Changing some names cause why not diversity. DON’T BREAK INTO ANYBODY’S ROOM TO FUCK THIS IS FICTION OK?! Also shits all over the place cause it is in the song...

Moodboard made by the lovely (😂😉) @lovely-kpopp-blog​

It is closing onto midnight, yet you are outside thinking of what had happened at the party. The Heathers set up this plan to hurt Emma Martinez your friend. Sure she was chubby and has a weird obsession over Ray Patil, the star quarterback in school but she was still your friend. And Ray was a nice kid back in the day but now he along with the Heathers; Chan, Mckingly, and Smith, are part of the “it” crowd.** **

They dressed up a pig piňata as Emma and were going to have her wack it. You’ve been feeling guilty for helping with the plan, so you yanked the piňata out of the Heathers grasp and chuck it to the pool.

This did not please Heather Mckingly, and the Demon Queen put out that Monday morning that you were deleted from the “it” crowd.

Now you are walking around thinking of how you were going to either fix this or get away from it. You could change your name and go to Seattle, it is getting popular these days. But you don't have a car or a motorcycle for-

The only person who you know who has a motorcycle is Van, the new guy. (His real name is Geumhyuk Lee but most call him Van cause that's all he wears.) It might be all in your head but it seems like the both of you have some sort of connection. You might even say you may have a crush on him.

One time you were making a convenience store run for the Heathers. Things kept slipping and dropping. For how skinny they are you were surprised at the amount of snacks they wanted.

“Need any help?” You turned to see Van behind you giggling.

“Uh yeah sure” You quickly handed him a bag of chips, gum, and candy, hoping that you are able to suppress the blush that was trying to rise up to you cheeks. Even though he was dressed simply with a black tee, jeans, and a denim jacket he looked really good.

You guys talked while waiting in line. Now you know that his family is military and that's why he doesn't really get close to many people. Also he loves reading and beaches. Sadly you guys weren't anywhere near one.

You are just walking aimlessly when you see Van from a window stripping down. And man homeboy is RIPPED. Not only that but he has tattoos that just made you water. Well at least you can spend the next thirty hours getting freaky with him.

Seeing the light turn off, you climb the tree next to his room. Before Heathers can punch your clock, you snap off his window lock.

You crawl inside taking note on how bare his room is. Not that it was empty but that there isn't anything on the walls. There are clothes thrown around, books, some CDs and what not.

Sitting beside him on the bed you tap him awake.

"What are you doing in my room?!" Is the first thing he asks when he stirs.

You get on top of him legs on either side of him. "I'm sorry I woke you up. I decided that I should ride you till you can't anymore." With every few words you kiss his neck going down. "At the party Heather said I have to go." You kiss down his torso sucking here and there. "So now you are my last meal on death row." Licking your lips you see his tented boxers.

You pull them down to free his now hard dick. "Can I?"

"God yes please" You lick his shaft from base to tip earning a deep groan from him. Giving you a boost of confidence you wrap your lips around his tip. Getting used to having a dick in your mouth, you slowly took on more and more of it till you nose is touching the base.

Once you start bobbing your head you feel his hand grip your hair tight, making you even more turned on. You swirl your tongue around him.

"Oh fuck, you have no idea how many times I've imagined you doing exactly this." He pulls you off of him and starts making out with you. As Van is distracting you he rips your button down off. He takes off both your blazer and the shirt off. Even as you're grinding down on him he can feel how wet you are through your panties. Thinking about how he can't have you waiting, he makes quick work with your bra, skirt and underwear.

Taking you by surprise he flips you on your back and starts kissing down your now naked body. Once he reaches where you most want him to touch you the bastard starts teasing you. He kisses around your core. Van also bites and kisses your thighs. Seeing him between your legs is hot and all but you are starting to get antsy.

Out of nowhere you feel a finger penetrate you. His finger curls inside of you as your toes curl against the sheets. Van wraps his lips around your clit sucking hard. You arch your back and your hands entangled through his hair.

Van takes a look at you humming at the sight. Your head is thrown back, mouth agape, love bites forming all over your body. He only dreamed of having you withering like this. Now he's dream is coming true and it's so much better as a reality.

He adds another finger, feeling you clench around them gets him more turned on. He was about to wrap his hands around himself, when you pull him up.

Growling you tell him "Put it in me right now!"

You flip him over you that you're on top again before you could do anything else he stops you.

"Wait are you sure? I don't have condoms right now."

"Look Van, I'm horny, pissed, and on the pill. Now I'm pretty sure you know the drill, right?" With that you sink down on him, both of you moaning at the sensation.

Once you got used to the feeling of his cock inside of you, you start to grind against him. His hands gripping your sides helping you keep pace. "Remember how you told me you were numb?"

"Yeah?"

"I can't agree, to me Van, you're beautiful." You grab his face and kiss him.

Once you pull apart, with stars in his eyes, he asks, "Can I ask, how did you find my address?"

"Luck, I looked up to see you through the window."

After a bit of letting you ride him, he starts thrusting into you, causing you to yelp. He starts to thrust into you hard. Euphoria starts to coil inside of you with every thrust.

"Fuck me harder please. Make me forget everything."

"I will baby, I will." You didn't think possible but he went even harder. With one final thrust he sent you over the edge. You fall on to him trying to regain your breath.

"Wait Van you didn't came yet..."

"I will in a bit. And don't call me Van just say my name."

"Geumhyuk…?"

"Yeah just like that." He flips you on your back again. "Ready? Cause we're going all night if we can."

Even though you weren't you nodded yes. His thrust started slow and deep. Van's- no Geumhyuk's lips found yours. He took your hands and pin them in one of his. You arch into him. His lips move from your mouth to your neck, soft mews escape your lips.

"Geumhyuk please just don't hold back, I need it har-" the snap of his hips made you lose your train of thought. The biting and sucking, him marking you made your head swim. Every moan that reaches his ears encourages him to harder. Still sensitive from the first orgasm it did not take long for ecstasy to coil and burn inside of you again.

Before you came he pulls out and flips you on all fours. You couldn't complain about the emptiness, when he thrust into you again. From this position his dick feels different. Geumhyuk also is going harder and faster, making your eyes roll back in pleasure.

"Geu- Geumhyuk fuck, more give me more please! Pull my hair, slap me please!" Your hands grip on to the mattress.

"Damn babe I think you ripped my mattress, for that you'll. Have. To. Pay." He punctuated every word with a hard thrust making you tear up. His hand comes to your throat and pulls you up your upper back to his chest. His other hand reaches in between your legs. Needing something to hold you grab his wrist.

"Touch me there, right there Geumhyuk I, I'm gonna cum again"

"I'm gonna cum too"

He feels your body spasm and your pussy clench around him.

"Ssss ow!" Lost in the feeling you scratch his arms. Biting down on your neck, grunting, he comes inside of you.

He sees you fall on to his bed panting, sweat glistening from your body, and cum starting to seep out your cunt.

Geumhyuk gets up and grabs a box of tissues to help you clean up.

After clean up he asks you "So what happened at the big Homecoming party that brought you here?"

Snuggling up to him you answer "I'll tell you in the morning but right now I want to sleep, goodnight" you peck his cheek.

"Goodnight, angel"

[kpophours]

Undead Savior

➵ VAV: (vampire) St. Van x fem. reader / one shot, vampire AU / angst, fluff

➵ warnings: mentions of violence, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of blood

➵ word count: 4.1k

➵ series: Baron, Ayno, St. Van, Ziu, Lou, Ace

Bringing you with him was not what St. Van had planned at all.

But letting you bleed to death hadn’t been an option either.

So here you are now, laying on the fluffy bed in St. Van’s guest room, ghostly pale but at least still alive.

He doesn’t know when you’ll wake up – it could take a few hours, but also only minutes, depending on how fast your body will be able to spread the vampire blood St. Van has given you. Given the right dosage, it should be able to heal you rather quickly – but if you should die with his blood still in your system…

Well, then he has just sired a new vampire.

And he definitely does not need a freshly born vampire at his side right now, not when he only just managed to get rid of some rather nasty hunters last month (with a bit of help from another friendly hunter he’s known for a few years now).

It’s not his fault if you turn though – he just tried to save your life. It had been a rather close call for you, the rogue vampire almost ripping out your whole throat right in front of his eyes. Thank God he had been there and managed to surprise the rogue, saving you in the process.

Bringing you to a hospital hadn’t been an option, the smell of blood in there too overpowering even for a strong and old vampire like himself. That’s why he brought you to his own apartment – quickly dressing most of your wounds, before giving you some of his own blood.

And now, all he can do is wait.

You feel like absolute shit when you slowly begin to regain consciousness.

The last thing you remember… is some weird guy trying to grab you.

After that… nothing.

You groan, your tongue feeling like it weighs a ton inside your dry mouth, head pounding slightly. The room you find yourself in is dimly lit, you can just make out a small dresser, a full-length mirror on the wall opposite you and a tiny desk. The bed you lay on is soft and comfortable – but unfamiliar to you. It’s rather cold and you begin to shiver slightly, hugging yourself to keep some warmth.

It’s completely silent inside the apartment.

Has that strange man managed to kidnap you?

You try not to panic and to stay calm.

Should you leave your room? Try to escape – from wherever you’re at right now? But what if your kidnapper is outside, just waiting for you to come out…

Your thoughts spiral like this for a few minutes, before the decision is made for you – footsteps come towards your room; if it weren’t so eerily silent, you wouldn’t have been able to hear them. The door opens with a slight creak, revealing a tall, broad figure standing in the hallway.

You can’t help it – you scream.

"Jesus Christ!", the shadowy man in the doorway yells, nearly dropping the tray he's carrying, "Do you want to give me a heart attack?!"

With that, he switches on the light, looking at you with a slightly incredulous expression. "What was that for?!"

You blink a few times, a bit taken aback. This is definitely not the man who was following you earlier, that much is sure. This man is tall and broad, dark tattoos peek out from under his light grey jumper, his eyes and hair are dark, but his smile friendly.

"Where am I?", you simply ask, actually sounding braver than you feel.

"In my apartment on second street.", the man answers, placing the tray onto the small dresser.

"Why am I here?"

"You were hurt. I brought you here to dress your wounds."

You raise both eyebrows. "You do know hospital exists for exactly this reason, right?"

He looks a bit sheepishly. "Yeah, but my apartment was closer and you were already half-dead when I brought you here, so..."

You snort at that. "Already half-dead? Well, I feel more than fine right now, so that can't be true."

"I have no reason to lie to you.", the man simply states, "But I understand if you don’t believe me."

You decide to stay sceptic, crossing your arms in front of your chest. "Who are you even?"

"My name is St. Van."

You suppress a grin - what kind of name it that? - but give him your name as well: "I'm Y/N."

He nods curtly, before pointing to the tray. "I've brought you some tea. Drink, it will help your body to stay warm."

And with that, he turns to leave again, but you quickly jump up, wanting to hold him back - but failing, thanks to the world suddenly beginning to spin around you. "Oof.", you make, but before your body can hit the ground, strong hands have already picked you up and placed you back on the bed again. You have no idea how fast St. Van must have moved, you only know it should have been impossible.

"H- how...", you ask confused, but he quickly shushes you: "Sleep, Y/N." Strangely, the intensity of his gaze makes you sleepy and darkness washes over you - seconds later, you're out like a light.

St. Van sighs, looking at your sleeping form. He shouldn't have used his power on you, the gift of persuasion being something he tries to use as rarely as possible. But he knows your body isn't completely healed yet, knows you need more sleep, so making you sleep was actually in your best interest.

At least that's what he tries to tell himself - it definitely had nothing to do with you seeing how fast he had moved to catch you.

He has been for the look-out for the rogue vampire for a few weeks now. Most of the information he had on the rogue was thanks to Lou, one of the more friendly, open-minded hunters out there. From time to time they team up, knowing it’s easier to catch rogue creatures who threaten to expose the supernatural world to humans with the combined strength of their skills.

But Lou had to leave before catching this particular vampire, so he entrusted St. Van with all the information he had already gathered so far, before departing to take over another pressing case in a town a few hours away.

Since then, St. Van has begun to follow the younger vampire, trying to see if he could maybe catch him on his own and help him with his blood lust. By now though, he knows that the rogue is a lost case, already being way too deep into his blood rage. There is only one way to end his bloody path - to end him.

Easier said than done, though - the younger vampire is pumped to the brim with fresh human blood, making him faster and stronger than St. Van, who relies on blood bags to keep him from starving. It had been more luck than skill he was even able to fight the rogue off your body, thankfully managing to save you. But now he is still out there, continuing to look for more human blood. 

St. Van knows he should be out there, trying to catch the rogue, but he doesn't want to leave you alone. Maybe the rogue will come back and take what, at least in his eyes, is his - to finish what he started.

No, St. Van won't leave you.

Maybe Lou could send another hunter over... The vampire considers this for a moment, before pulling out his phone and dialing the hunter’s number.

Lou picks up after a few rings: "What's up?"

"Can you send someone to take care of the rogue vampire? I won’t be able to leave my apartment for some time."

"What do you mean, you won’t be able to leave your apartment? The sun's not even that strong at the moment." Lou sounds exasperated and St. Van can only imagine the dark scowl the young man is probably sporting right now.

"The rogue vampire attacked a young woman tonight and almost killed her. I brought her to my apartment and gave her some of my blood to heal her body. She's still out like a light at the moment, but I don't want to leave her alone in case the rogue comes back and tries to end what he started.", St. Van explains quietly, his back turned to you. He fumbles for the light switch, the darkness immediately helping with his concentration. Even though the sun can’t actually hurt vampires, the darkness feels way more natural to them, bright lights often hurting their eyes and giving them splitting headaches four hours on end.

On the other end of the line, Lou sighs deeply. "I'll try and see what I can do. I’ll  get back to you as soon as- oh, hey babe. Why are you awake? Did I wake you?" A muffled voice, female and sleepy, answers something inaudible even to St. Van's superior vampire hearing. "Go back to bed. I'll be there in a second."

St. Van doesn't think he's ever heard Lou use such a soft, gentle tone before.

"Uh, so, yeah. I'll send another hunter over. Stay with the woman and take care of her. I'll text you when I’ve got news." With that, he simply hangs up.

The vampire raises both eyebrows, looking at his phone with an incredulous expression on his face. Well, that was kind of rude. But he just sighs, before pocketing the tiny advice again. He’s used to it by now. That’s just how the young hunter is.

When he turns around to look at you again, he jumps.

Because your eyes are wide open, staring at him and reflecting the dim light coming from the hallway.

"Uh. How are you awake?!", St. Van asks, shocked as well. This shouldn't be possible - his persuasion has never failed him before!

You simply continue to stare at the man, still too shocked to talk. You've heard the whole conversation, the voice of the other person - someone called Lou? - on the phone audible even to you.

"So, I guess you heard everything.", St. Van asks again, trying to sound calm (which he isn't at all right now).

You simply nod, heart beating fast in your chest.

"I swear, I'm not a psychopath. I'm really trying to protect you."

"And you're a vampire."

St. Van jumps a bit, looking at you with wide eyes.

"I- what?"

You suppress a smile at his comical expression. "You're a vampire.", you repeat yourself.

He begins to nod slowly, before quickly catching himself and beginning to shake his head rigorously. "There's no such thing as vampires."

You raise one eyebrow, scowling slightly. "Don't even try this with me, I know there are. My family has the sight."

St. Van looks surprised at this new information - this actually explains why his persuasion didn’t work on you. Humans with the Sight are often immune to some supernatural powers - apparently, this has something to do with their lineage (at least one person in your family tree had to be some kind of supernatural creature for the Sight to emerge in the next generation). "Really? So you're able to see ghosts and everything?"

"Yup, have been ever since birth. Just like everyone else in my family. So I know about the supernatural world - even if I'm not part of it, not really at least."

The vampire sighs, looking relieved. "Well, that makes everything a lot easier. But why didn't you notice the rogue vampire following you, then?"

You cross your arms in front of your chest, beginning to pout and St. Van doesn't think he's ever seen anything cuter than this, you're adorable. 

“Just because I know of the supernatural world, doesn't mean I know a lot about it. You're actually the first supernatural creature I've come into real contact with - even though I'm pretty sure the slightly eccentric boyfriend of one of my closest friends is actually a warlock."

St. Van simply nods. "Fair enough. So - like you’ve already overheard, I think the rogue vampire will keep a lookout for you. So I don’t think it will be safe for you to be alone, at least for the time being."

You consider him for a few moments, before shrugging. "Well, thank God I'm on holiday at the moment and don't have to go into work." You gaze around the room. "So, do I have to stay here with you or...?"

"Uh, well, it would make things a lot easier. But I do understand if you want to go home. I'll just keep watch over you from afar - that should work as well."

"But not as well, right?"

St. Van nods again. "Like I said - it would make things a lot easier if you'd just stay here with me. If Lou contacts another hunter as quickly as he's promised, the rogue should be taken care of in a few days."

"Okay, then... I'll stay. But I think I'll need a few of my things to be comfortable in here, like clothes and stuff like that."

The handsome vampire smiles at you. "Of course. Give me your address and I’ll get you whatever your heart desires. In the meantime... if you want to, you can take a shower. I'll lend you some of my clothes."

You look at yourself, realizing with slight horror that you're covered in dried blood. "Ew.", you make a bit distressed, gazing up at St. Van, "Isn't this diffcult for you? Being in the same room with me - with so much blood?"

But he only shrugs. "Nah. It's dried up, so it doesn’t smell nearly as good as fresh blood. Still, I would appreciate you taking a shower." He grins at you, showing you his pearly white canines (no fangs in sight though).

You huff playfully. "Just tell me I stink.", you murmur, before slowly getting up. St. Van extends one hand towards you, but you shake your head. "I'm okay."  

The vampire shows you to his bathroom, which is tiny but very clean and neat, and gives you fresh towels as well as some of his clothes, before leaving you alone. The warm water helps relax your stiff muscles and you're surprised to see no bruises or other wounds on your body. Just some scars that look like they've been on your body for at least a few months. "Probably the vampire blood St. Van gave me...", you murmur, "Very effective indeed."

Twenty minutes later, you feel like a new person; quickly toweling yourself off before getting dressed. St. Van's clothes are way too big on you, but they are comfortable and smell amazing. You definitely need to ask which laundry detergent he's using.

When you leave the bathroom, releasing steam and the smell of fresh soap, you find St. Van in the kitchen, making dinner. He smiles at you, his eyes forming little crescents. "Feeling better?" He takes in your wet, frizzy hair and the way his large jumper gives you sweater paws, the view making him feel all soft and mushy inside.

You nod, sliding onto the kitchen bench. "Immensely, thank you. Why are you cooking? I thought vampires can't eat normal - uh, well, I mean, human food."

"That's right. But I guess you must be pretty hungry by now." 

Right on time, your stomach begins to grumble, making you both laugh. 

"There you go." With that, he places a plate of steaming hot pasta in front of you.

"It smells delicious, thank you!", you say right before diving in. You can't stifle a tiny moan when the first bite hits your gums.

St. Van grins. "I guess you like it?"

You nod fiercely before swallowing and asking: "Where did you learn to cook?"

He props his chin on one hand, gazing at you with a slightly wistful expression on his face. It makes your heart flutter and you hurriedly take another bite before being able to blurt out something stupid. 

"My mother was an amazing cook, actually. She taught me a lot about spices and how to combine different flavors and so on."

"So you weren't a cook before turning into a vampire?"

"No, I was a priest actually."

At this, you choke on your food, coughing and only getting your windpipe freed again thanks to St. Van carefully hitting you on the back, a small smirk playing on his lips.

"A priest?!", you're finally able to gasp out, still left with a few tears in your eyes.

"Those were different times, Y/N. A lot of people became priests or nuns back then. It was pretty normal, actually.", St. Van explains, his eyes glinting amused.

"Mhm, yeah, I guess...", you mumble, taking another bite and observing the handsome man opposite you. "Do you believe in God, then?", you ask curiously.

He nods. "I do, yes. I mean, there must be something bigger out there - and we just give it the name 'God'. It can be a kind of energy or something like that, I don’t know. But I definitely do believe in something more."

Well, you can definitely agree with him on that.

Your conversation continues to flow easily over the next few hours; you tell him about your family and job, he in turn talks about the many historical events he managed to witness during his life as a vampire - he actually saw the Berlin wall fall?! He was at Times Square when the end of the Second World War was declared?! You are more than amazed, being a bit of a history freak. When he talks about the years he used to live in China, your heart softens even more for the vampire - you can’t believe he’s still in contact with the descendants of the family he used to stay with, all of them actually knowing about him being a supernatural creature! This really touches you, showing that he still cares about all the humans he met over the span of his long life.

It's well after midnight when your eyes begin to droop, making St. Van gently smile at you. "I think it's time for you to go to bed, Y/N.", he murmurs and you nod, letting yourself be led towards the tiny guest room.

"Don’t worry, Y/N, I'll keep you safe."

That's the last thing you hear, before falling into a deep slumber.

The next few days are spent in the company of your undead (and ridiculously handsome) savior: he makes you breakfast, watches movies with you and lets you ask all kind of questions, answering them with an almost saintly patience.

You quickly notice you actually share the same kind of humor, always laughing about silly stuff (St. Van's laugh rapidly becoming one of your favorite sounds in the entire world, it��s just adorable).

He tells you more about his past, about his family and friends, about the supernatural world.

It doesn't take long for you to feel completely comfortable around him, his laid-back, easy-going nature making it absolutely impossible for you to not like him.

You pretty much forget all about the danger you're actually in - the rogue vampire couldn’t be further from your mind.

You're not quite sure what wakes you during the third night spend in St. Van's guest room - but your heart is hammering inside your chest, your hands are clammy and you feel like you're unable to breathe properly.

Everything instinct inside you screams to run.

Carefully, you sit up and look around your room - everything's still dark, so it should still be nighttime, you guess.

You creep towards your door, trying to be as quiet as possible, before opening it and stepping into the hallway.

"St. Van?", you whisper into the darkness.

No answer.

You begin to shiver a bit, hugging yourself tightly, the sleeves of your jumper way too long and covering your hands.

"There you are."

That is definitely not St. Van's voice. 

You whirl around, but before you can react in any way, two long-fingered hands have already grabbed you around the neck, slowly beginning to choke you. "I can still taste your blood.", a voice rasps, but thanks to the non-existent lighting, you're unable to see more than a shadowy figure in front of you.

Your fingers claw at the hands around your neck, trying to get them off and failing miserably. You struggle to get air into your lungs, darkness beginning to creep into your vision. "Please.", you croak out, but the rogue vampire just hisses.

The next thing you feel are his fangs grazing the thin skin covering your neck. Tears are streaming down your face, the only thought in your head being I don't want to die, I don't want to die, oh please, God, I don't want to die - then, pain seems to explode in your entire body, the vampire burying his fangs into your vulnerable neck.

You're unable to scream, unable to move, unable to feel anything but pain soaring through your whole body.

This is the end, you think.

Darkness washes over you.

"Please wake up, oh God, Y/N, please wake up.", a male voice besides you sobs, "Y/N, please come back to me."

Something strong and painful hits your chest, making you gasp, your eyes flying open in the process.

St. Van's scared face hovers just above you.

"Oh God, oh God, thank the heavens.", he gasps out, when he sees you looking at him, your eyes wide and searching.

He softly cradles your face between his hands, thumbs stroking your cheeks. "You're okay, you're okay. You're safe, I've got you.", he murmurs, slowly  wiping away the tears rolling down your cheeks and carefully holding your body against his chest.

"Where-", you croak, but St. Van instantly hushes you. "Don't speak, save your strength. I gave you some of my blood, but it hasn't managed to heal you just yet." He hugs you even closer, hands stroking your back, "I'm so sorry, Y/N. I failed you..." He chokes on his own words, trying to calm himself with a few deep breaths (even if he doesn't really need any of those, right?). 

"I was gone for barely thirty minutes to get some more of your stuff.", he whispers, pressing his face into your hair, "But that bastard... he must have watched us."

You move a bit in his arms until he loosens his grip around you. You gaze up at him, at the worried lines on his forehead, his dark, apologetic eyes and the grim set to his mouth. You raise one hand, gently touching his cheek. "It's not your fault.", you rasp as softly as you can manage.

"He nearly killed you.", St. Van whispers, lips trembling slightly.

"You saved me."

"I should have come earlier, I shouldn't have left you alone-"

"Hush. Don't beat yourself up. You saved me, twice. I owe you everything.", you interrupt him, tracing the worried lines on his forehead with one finger.

He swallows thickly, before nodding, leaning his forehead against yours and closing his eyes. Gently, you stroke the hair at the back of his neck, hoping it will calm him down further.

In that moment, a tall, blond-haired man steps inside the apartment, making you jump. Immediately, St. Van's grip around you tightens and he bares his fangs. When he sees the unimpressed expression on the intruder's face, he relaxes again. "Oh, it's just you."

"Just me? Excuse you! I just killed that rogue vampire!", the man huffs, a bit offended, crossing his arms in front of his chest.

"You helped. A bit.", St. Van replies with raised eyebrows.

"Well, yeah, okay. But I have to get rid of that thing now. So I think some thanks would be in order." He looks at you, taking in your tired expression and bloody clothes, the way you cling to St. Van. Immediately, his cat-like eyes soften. "I'm Inseong, by the way. Nice to meet you."

You return his smile wearily. "Y/N. Thanks for saving me."

"Don't mention it, that's what we hunters are here for." With that, he turns to the vampire again, "I'll give Lou your greetings along with my report. Soo... I guess I'll see you around. Take care." With that, he gives you both a mock-salute, before stepping out of the apartment and closing the door behind him.

St. Van gazes down at you, eyes soft. "Are you okay?", he asks quietly.

You nod. "I will be." 

Especially with you by my side, you silently add in your head.

He sighs deeply, pressing a chaste kiss on your forehead; your heart skips a beat at the sweet, simple gesture.

"I promise I'll keep you safe from now on.", St. Van whispers, arms tightening around you.

I won't ever leave you again, he silently adds in his head.

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[leegeumhyuks]

VAV Would You Rather - Fluffy

idk why i keep doing this to myself

Would you rather…

~Walk on the beach with Baron or hike in the woods with St.Van?

Mmmmmmmmm walking on the beach sounds so nice and romantic and with Baron it sounds even better but I think hiking in the woods with Geumhyuk would be equally as fun bc Geumhyuk is so cute and romantic and fuck. I’m picking Geumhyuk

~Get coffee with Lou or get ice cream with Ayno?

I don’t like coffee even tho it sounds like such a Lou thing like it’s perfect for him(proud of myself) but an ice cream date sounds like more fun and Yoonho is adorable!

~Go to a fair with Jacob or an amusement park with Ziu?

Fairs are more interesting bc of the animals and stuff so I’ll go with that

~Go on a picnic with Baron or have a candlelit dinner with Lou?

Alright I’m picking Baron this time bc it’s Baron and picnic are super cute!!

~Watch a horror movie with Ziu or a comedy with St.Van?

Both sound fun but have you heard Geumhyuk’s laugh? It’s the more adorable sound on earth so hearing him laugh for like 2 hours straight would be a ma z i n g

~Play paintball with Ayno or laser tag with Jacob?

Paintball sounds painful but I think playing it with Yoonho would be super fun bc he’d probably go easy on me and let me shoot him a bunch of times

~Go to the movies with ACE or an arcade with Ziu?

Not really into arcade games and movies with Wooyoung sound nice depending on the movie (take me to see star wars and my heart is yours)

~Go shopping with Jacob or have a lazy day at home with Lou?

Lazy day with Lou all the way

~Go iceskating with Baron or rollerblading with Ziu?

Iceskating with Baron did you see how good he is at it? Lowkey wanna race him

~Go camping in the woods with Lou or at a campground with Ayno?

In the woods with Hosung sounds interesting. lol don’t really see him as a camping type of guy

~Swim in the moonlight with St.Van or on a hot day with ACE?

Swimming in the moonlight is probably one of my biggest fantasies and with Geumhyuk afdsdsds im gonna die thinking about it (lol go swimming as Under the Moonlight plays)

~Have a snowball fight with Baron or a water balloon fight with Lou?

I hate snow so water balloon fight it is

~Tickle Ziu or have Ayno tickle you?

Yoonho can try and tickle me. Good luck with that chump

~Raise a puppy with ACE or raise a kitten with Lou?

ahhhhhhhhhh I’m a cat person but Wooyoung+puppy sounds sooo tempting!! But Kittens with Hosung also sounds good TT I’m struggling with this one uhhhh I guess I’ll go with... shit. I’m going with kitten with Hosung...

~Have St.Van sing for you or Ayno dance for you?

easiest question I’ve ever had to answer in my life. Geumhyuk has one of my favorite voices ever. Literally the only person I would choose over him is Haechan (and maybe Lee Hongki)

~Play board games with Baron or video games with ACE?

Board games with Baron definitely

~Slow dance with St.Van or dance like idiots with Ayno?

Slow dancing is so cute and romantic even tho I suck at it, but Geumhyuk would be super sweet and I don’t even wanna imagine it bc I’d melt okay moving on

~Go skinny dipping with ACE or jump in fully-clothed with Ziu?

skinny dipping 100%. Plus it’s Wooyoung and have u seen that boy’s body?

~Go on a road trip with Ayno or on a cruise with Baron?

Road trips are very fun plus a man driving makes me weak so Yoonho driving would kill me alSO you couldn’t pay me any amount of money to go on a cruise

~Wear St.Van’s shirt or wear ACE’s hoodie?

Hmm I love hoodies but I would rather wear Geumhyuk’s shirt. He’s so massive it’d probably be a dress on tiny me

~Spend Christmas with Lou or Valentines day with Jacob?

Christmas with Hosung! valentines day is overrated

~Cook breakfast with Baron or cook dinner with St.Van?

cook dinner with Geumhyuk (even tho it’d probably be him doing all the cooking and me being annoying ffs i hate cooking)

~Watch the sunset with Ayno or stargaze with Ziu?

sunsets are so romantic and Yoonho is a cutie so that one

~Sleep next to Lou or Baron?

shit...... I’m gonna have to go with Baron

~Build a fort with Ayno or sleep in a tent with Ziu?

Building forts is so fun are you kidding me

~Backhug Baron or be backhugged by ACE?

Hmmmmmmm I love getting backhugs but I love giving them even more so I’ll give on to Baron

~Get backrubs from Jacob or give backrubs to St.Van?

Give backrubs to Geumhyuk. I think regardless of who the option was I’d choose giving backrubs idk why I just like giving them to people

~Fall asleep on Ayno’s shoulder or fall sleep with your head in ACE’s lap?

Head in Wooyoung’s lap. It sounds comfy (and cute)

~Play with St.Van’s hair or Ziu play with your hair?

PLAY WITH GEUMHYUK’S HAIR!! It’s not even just bc its him but I love playing with peoples hair. And Geumhyuk has such nice hair it looks so soft and thick I wanna run my hands through it and then pull

~Be the little spoon to ACE or be the big spoon to Jacob?

Little spoon to Wooyoung. He got dem arms and to have them wrapped around me would be fucking amazing

~Cuddle in bed with St.Van or on the couch with Lou?

Ummmm. Cuddle in bed. With Geumhyuk. No more needs to be said

~Hold hands with Baron or Ayno?

Oh shit they’re both so cute but I’m gonna have to go with Baron

~Take a shower with Jacob or a bubble bath with St.Van?

B U B B L E  B A T H  W I T H  G E U M H Y U K.  Like do I really have to spell it out. I’m straight up in love with Geumhyuk and bubble baths are both the cutest and hottest thing ever

~Kiss Ziu on the forehead or Lou kiss your forehead?

Hosung kiss my forehead. He’s so fkin tall he’d probably have to squat just to reach me

~Baron kiss your cheek or you kiss ACE’s cheek?

shit shit shit shitshit um. I’m choosing both. I can’t decide this one is seriuosly too cruel (how dare I)

~Kiss St.Van’s shoulders or Ayno kiss your temple?

I put this one in here specifically bc I wanted to kiss Geumhyuk’s tattoo. And also he got broad shoulders and I love! Kissing! Shoulders!!

~Have ACE kiss your hands or Ziu play with your fingers?

Wooyoung can kiss my hands as much as he wants

~Kiss Baron or Jacob?

ahhhhh kiss Baron !!

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VAV’s GeumHyuk scenario out tomorrow!!!