#lazuliposting

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would you still love me if I wasn't canon-compliant

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ouch, how dare you inflict me with positivity

update: found this in my drafts, I really needed to hear this (again), thank you

My PIN number to this day is my second grade best friends birthday. There are people I don’t talk to anymore whose families are still in my prayers. There are shirts I wear to bed from exes of 8 years ago who are married now with kids. And I haven’t found a macaroni salad recipe better than my college boyfriend’s moms’. Our lives are made up of so many people and when people become parts of our lives, some parts remain long after they leave. And in the same exact way, it’s comforting to know there are so many lives you’re still a part of that you have no idea about.

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points to self the dissociation is strong with this one

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I just realized... my feed is full of peridots...

(this is nothing new, it's just the appreciation that's hit me)

shoutouts to all you peridots out there, thanks for making this platform feel a bit like home

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currently locked in a battle of wills against my own mind

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this is definitely one of the peridot sweaters of all time

I want that sweater

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Would human Lapis be autistic?

If Lapis Lazuli (from Steven Universe) were human, would she be autistic?

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whenever I check tumblr and see the notification counter, I mentally subtract one due to spambots

this rule of thumb has been surprisingly accurate so far, given that it depends on how often I check

on the other hand, most of my notifications due to spambots, so it shouldn’t be that surprising

I would think it’d easy for tumblr to detect these bots (blank blog + two-word name with only slight variation + photo with unusually off-center faces) but alas. at least they’re easy to pick out by hand for now

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shoutouts to the other people living in my brain… they’re literally the closest people I know… <3

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omg it's themmm

which is to say, the emotional vibes are on point

Practice drawing Lapis and Pearl.

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welcome to my blog

hi there! I'm lapis, lapis lazuli. I probably won't be on here much because thinking about the world I came from often brings me pain.

I'm a fictive, which means I'm not the lapis lazuli of fame, though much of my conscious and subconscious traits are based on her. I have also been shaped by my experiences of living in this world and sharing a brain and body with others. this is not roleplay, I'm just heavily templated off of "show lapis". I also somewhat identify as fictionkin if that helps.

boundaries

asks appreciated, even if I don't respond

doubles okay, it's cool to meet others like me

no syscourse or gatekeeping bs, all systems welcome

please don't talk to me about jasper or malachite, it's too painful for me

extras

peridot is here too (hi tumblr!), she might post occasionally, if she does she'll sign her posts

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kiss me thru ur art lapis

Sure.

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today's mood (having a good time with friends)

I love the lighting, it makes all the purples feel so vibrant and alive

✧ * ･ﾟ✧ * ✧ ･ﾟ * ✧

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I'm listening to steven universe music rn. I'm actually doing okay

it's cool to see how I've healed

damn, this show is full of trauma and sadness, huh. steven is experiencing the 21st century

something something recognizes self through the other

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I was reflecting on stuff and I had the thought "am I somebody's whump character?" y'know, in like the "haha what might exist beyond our knowable reality" sense

and then remembered that I'm a fictive and that my source is most certainly somebody's whump character