#lazcrra

[lolyanon]

"Chill, SOCRATES, I just woke up..."

[tozasemurcielago]

@lazcrra | unprompted

❝ If the only reason you've strayed from your Palace is to cause trouble, I advise you turn and go from where you've come. So few will tolerate your brand of friendship. ❞

[cinghialefedele]

@lazcrra said:

❝ I wonder what it's like to be Nnoitra...to have such an adorable, devoted Fracción by his side, ❞ Sinata titters behind a sleeve, crooked before their smiling mouth. ❝ And you poor thing...all that pent-up love for your lord with nowhere to go. It must eat you up inside. If only you had some sort of...outlet. ❞

Tesla didn't speak to any of the former Espada often at all, Sinata barely being an exception. Their voice croons out in an almost mocking tone, and the Fracción stands rigid and wary, not allowing himself to take the pity and compliments too personally.

"I would hope it feels good to have someone like me by his side. I do all I can for him. But...an outlet? My serving him is my outlet."

[biskael]

❝ Some people are so judgemental, aren't they? Have they /met/ Nnoitra? The heady violence of an obsessive love suits him! And I'm sure you, being such an old soul, do not take love lightly, either. ❞

" HM . AT LEAST YOU UNDERSTAND , I'll give you that .

Nnoitra ... his own bloodlust and the hunger he feels ... of course it appeals to me . his intense hierro . his desire for pain . he lets me do whatever I want to him .

he had wanted to mate with me , and eat me alive after he'd finished . and that was when we'd first met . how absolutely monstrous , very much like a mantis ! see , there is nothing subtle about us both . our courtship , unorthodox . even now ... the scars of that first encounter still remain , refusing to heal .

what would anyone expect of a man like nnoitra ? who would he be so drawn to ? why would anyone desire to tame him ? and what man could actually take such a beast ? our bond was forged of violence , lust and bloodthirst . but we had also found something more amidst that chaos . and you're right , you strange , little arrancar : i have never loved before , even . my heart , a dungeon under lock and key .

------ truly , does anyone know him at all ? so much for the so-called comrades ."

@lazcrra

[solitariusdeluna]

@lazcrra

and who. are you. again?

[elquellora]

@lazcrra replied:

❝ It must be so frustrating to have people tell you what you are and aren't capable of. Who knows you better than yourself, right? ❞

"...Quite. Despite all being Hollows, no two are the same. Though I see there are many who hold out some pitiful form of hope that we become more like them."

[tozasemurcielago]

❝ I process events such as that in my own time. There is nothing pure hearted about my, Sinata. ❞

❝ Eh? Eh? Really?? That's so cute, you're like a pure-hearted maiden! Took you long enough, though. ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

unprompted | accepting | @lazcrra said ... ❝ Huu huu...I'm starting to see a pattern here~ ❞

Line of lips has become thin, eyes near narrow. What observations the other had made could be void and nihil, words merely expressed to stir the pot, so to speak. Proclivities and interests were being unearthed still, bones of ancients showing themselves in ways he'd not imagined for himself. Was it CRIMINAL to indulge, no ; was it foreign, strange, disconcerting, of course. But the full breadth of emotion could not be felt without leaving the realm of comfort - and further and further, with more frequency, does he push himself.

❝ JEALOUS, are we? ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

unprompted | always accepting | @lazcrra said ... ❝ Numb is your comfortable baseline, no? But you find yourself being swept away by this invisible riptide────the more you seek shore, the more exhausted you become. You're on the verge of drowning, dear Cuatro. Wouldn't you like a moment of reprieve? ❞

To name him exhausted was a drastic understatement. All that had come to him, all that was new, was ... overbearing. A weight on his shoulders he could not shake free. In those final moments, the heart had been a blessing, to understand was a blessing. Yet now, this thing that would warm the palm of his hand, that would pulsate every so often within ribs' cage ... was a burden.

Perhaps it's more visible than he'd like it to be. Perhaps it's their mode of manipulation that pulls it from him. Sigh expelled is rigid, shuddering. All around him felt to be closing in, drowning, asphyxiating, no matter how he tried, he could barely breathe.

❝ ...What do you want. ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

@lazcrra | sc.

Suspicion was a feral, vicious thing. There was little reason to call upon him, of all people, even for the purpose of idle torment. Boring, in a word, were those who could not react in a way that was favorable, entertaining ; and Sinata, if little else, lived to be entertained.

Hands rest in pockets, sigh expelled from his lips. There it was again. That odd sensation, tugging in his stomach. Something ill that flutters there.

❝ What did you want. ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

how hot are you | no longer accepting | @lazcrra said ... "Me."

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | Very much my type

Did he really have to elaborate? He certainly hoped not.

[tozasemurcielago]

unprompted | always accepting | @lazcrra said ... purrs at you purrs at you purrs at you purrs────

Peace was no longer an option, it would seem. Book is snapped shut, tired eyes lifting to meet the fragment of mask that would shield their own. He had little to say - rather, he wanted to say nothing. They were a fine manipulator, and he knew well that what could be said, would be twisted ; and as they had twisted his need for something to fufil their need, he had learned his lesson.

❝ What. ❞

He would not kowtow to them again. They would not find him on his knees, in any way, nor would his voice rasp out that name. A night was a night, as he had promised, and more had become of it, true. But, he would not give in to their need once more.

❝ If you do not require anything of me, flee back to your subordinates and bother them. ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

unprompted | always accepting | @lazcrra said ...

❝ Happy Valentine's Day~ ❞

❝ ... I see you've also fallen for the foolishness of a humans' holiday. Disappointing, really. ❞

He's tense ; They were prone to causing trouble, and though he's honest, he knows it could come at a ... cost, so to speak.

❝ Share your joy for it with others. Not me. ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

unprompted | always accepting | @lazcrra said ... That's the spirit, Ulquiorra! Fox ears unfurl from atop the shapeshifting Arrancar's head, a bushy fox tail sprouts from their backside. These new vulpine additions flick and wiggle with delight. ❝ Well, now, that doesn't seem terribly unreasonable! ❞

He's cautious ; he's no fool. Nimble, thin fingers come to unwrap candy, and chocolate rests between thumb and index finger. At worst - it was poisoned and he could spit it out. At best, he wasn't fond of whatever sort of taste it was.

Either way, he wouldn't know until he tried. Sweet candy slips between his lips, rests on his tongue. Instantly, it begins to melt, his nose wrinkling to the sensation. Head dips down, and candy is spit back into wrapper, closed in foil. Not for him, he can only think. Something about it was almost ... offensive. Perhaps the oversaturation of sugar, or the taste of cacao in general was not to his liking.

❝ I'm unsure as to what your goal was, but it was foul, poisoned or clean. You may keep whatever insurmountable number of these you have laying around. ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

unprompted | always accepting | @lazcrra said ... ❝ I'm trying to help you get into the spirit of Valentine's Day, ❞ they tut and pout, giving a testing tug to Ulquiorra's grip. ❝ Try some chocolate. I promise it's not poisoned. ❞

❝ I do not wish to be in the 'spirit' for it. ❞

Vise-like grip begins to relent, and he cannot help but sigh. Impudent, much like a child, they could be ... The only way to banish them from his general vicinity was, alas, to comply. Even he knew that.

❝ If I try this ; you need to return to your Palace, and leave me be. ❞

[tozasemurcielago]

unprompted | always accepting | @lazcrra said ... A single, bite-sized, heart-shaped chocolate in a silver wrapper is pressed up against Ulquiorra's cheek. ❝ Mwah! ❞ Sinata says upon impact.

Curl of his lip upward, slight, is the closest to a snarl he could currently get to. Thin fingers wrap 'round previous Espada's wrist, pressure applied in his apparent agitation.

❝ I heavily advise against that. ❞