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lifesver · 5 months ago

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it is 11pm and i am thinking about dire/turned killer verse aliases again just bc they’re neat to me. and bc they represent little fragments of just completely unresolved trauma in him. they are so deep delusions and specific to nosy trajectories rly but i’m so glad renee invited me to think about it one time

#dallas is the most like him… used to be disarming and sweet and boy next door and make you trust him so so easy #laurel is like. unresolved sexuality shit and self expression within kind of. a restrictive situation. used to Be Anyone But Himself #among some other like. personally destructive self-associations ig laurel is more confident than he will ever be. it’s just a mask #and jude is like what if i just mirrored johnny as a coping mechanism. and what if i got all this anger and grief out of me in violence #an outlet and a mask that he can wear to be particularly brutal while also hard disconnecting himself from the act of killing #truly the vicious guard dog alias

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