#last year and i had to cook and clean evrything myself and that 2 meals a day. washing up.a couple chores and NOTHING AT ALL ELSE for 6 week
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i cant keep living w my parents its killing me. but. living on my own would also kill me
#alpaca.txt#.........#as i have found out when they went away. even if i magically had enough money to live w out working. i would not be physically able enough#to live on my own#basically if i do more than a reallly minimal aamount of stuff im in pain and if i push through the pain the pain no longer goes away#but bc its not Constant Pain no one will do anything about it#i keep thinking im not really physically disabled but i remember that my parents went away for 6 weeks#last year and i had to cook and clean evrything myself and that 2 meals a day. washing up.a couple chores and NOTHING AT ALL ELSE for 6 week#for 6 weeks. was bad enough on my hands that when they got back i was unable to do Anything. At All. and even eating was agonizingly painful#i am pinning way too much of my hopes on the fact that hrt can help w similar chronic pain issues to mine#am i medically transitioning mostly bc it might give me less physical pain? yeah. im honestly pretty neutral on most of the effects#i mean i am also v much trans i just. probly wouldnt have ever bothered medically transitioning
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