#last time i was this obssessed with a character i was 17

[keyknows]

i'm so normal about hannibal lecter

[raayllum]

the part in your last post where u said “i’m obssessed with rayllum” made me remember of when some ppl on twitter were like “it’s so uncomfortable seeing adults obsessed about shipps with teenage characters” and. it’s not that deep?? 😭😭 it’s just a bunch of drawings/PIXELS in a screen?? 😭😭😭 i get that fiction can influence reality but Damn, some people take it *too* far

if fiction could screw with people like that i’d be fucked bc i was reading greek mythology (incest, murder, people killing their own children, and more) from age six. and my book of myths was sanitized, sure, but barely. but i’m not. if anything, my long held interest in mythology has added a lot of joy and light to my life, including helping me earn my english degree, in which how literature affects reality is literally something i’ve taken courses on. the anti vs. everyone else discourse stretches back to plato and aristotle, so you can imagine how tired i am of it. because while fiction can influence reality, fiction is not reality, and treating fiction like it’s reality is what’s actually harmful. 

it’s also not uncommon or weird at all that adults — people who were once *gasp* teenagers themselves — would enjoy revisiting that time in their lives vicariously and with beautiful hindsight in hand? like “coming of age” films and anything with child or teen protagonists are written by adults. looks like we have to chuck out the entire varied YA genre because the authors like ships between their teenage characters.

it’s also like when i was fourteen, my fave ship was between two side characters who were 13 and 14. but i shipped them and wrote stuff about them well beyond that age, because i exist in reality and grow beyond the source material, and it’s not that much of a stretch that i would want to take those characters with me and have those characters exist beyond the limits (age or otherwise) of their source material, too.

then when i was 16, my favourite ship was between characters who i always saw as 25 and 23 years old. sometimes in my fics they were even 28 and 26. because it’s almost like i’m drawn to dynamics and change and interesting development more than any arbitrary idea that i should only like couples who are my age. (not even getting into how much younger fandom shits on older fans in their 30s and 40s who — like me — probably grew up in fandom since their teen years). which is stupid, to say the least.

and now i’m here at 20 (aka i only just stopped being a teenager like 1-2 years ago) and my favourite ship is rayllum, who are each a month shy of their 15 and 16th birthdays respectively. and like my other ships, i’m gonna love ‘em forever, and we don’t know how old they’ll be by the time the series is over. maybe they’ll be my age (and i would’ve surpassed that likely by the time the saga is over anyway) or maybe they’ll only be 17.

really, any argument against adult fans being invested in certain aspects of a source material shows a complete ignorance for fandom history from the 60s — fandom has always 90% been an adult space and still is — but just shows a complete lack of like, empathy and long term thinking. like zero braincells and imagination.

i’m writing a series where my main characters, at the start, are between the ages of 11-15. by the end, they’re 16-20. i started writing them when i was 12 and i’m probably only going to have the whole series finished and published when i’m 35. can i not dedicate 20+ years of my life to writing about teenagers that i created and the war they’re going through and the relationships they have?? 

because yeah, they’re teenagers, that’s where the series starts and ends, but i know exactly what they’re like in their 30s and 40s and further?? i know who has kids and who doesn’t?? and i write about it in my own little document that will never be published because it doesn’t matter within the series as a whole, but it’s still fun. and the only main difference between having fun with my own canon and having fun with someone else’s is ownership. 

like if i imagine my own characters in ways that are technically canon, because they’re mine, figuring out life in their 20s and including sexual relationships sometimes and child rearing etc., then why can’t i do that with the characters of a source material i didn’t create firsthand? there’s no imagination difference.

but then, according to that sort of twitter thinking, aging up teenage characters to ages that adults probably relate to more, for a variety of reasons, is also wrong. so then you’re circling back to having adult fans only being able to write about the characters as teens — which goes back to the shaming principle i mentioned earlier.

which comes back to using shame to make people feel guilty for liking the characters they like with a convenient moral panic with dangerous and desensitizing insinuations. (ever heard of alarm fatigue?) because that’s not what the late 1800s women’s movement did to sex workers or born out of puritanical christian / terf or aphobic rhetoric (teens can’t be ace bc teens should be sexless, etc). 

not to mention, it acts like teenagers are a monolith who not only can’t know how to curate their own content (infantilization + helicopter parenting) but that it’s not important for them to learn critical thinking skills. (shocking that twitter is seeing the meltdown of that and poor reading comprehension now). it acts like teenagers never like any “problematic” ship. that “protect the children” rhetoric never means harassing said children. like my worst experience when i was in an anti infested fandom was  when i was sixteen year old (questioning) sex repulsed asexual and i was called a pedophile by grown adults, bc i protected my privacy rights and didn’t have my age online, and bc i shipped two characters who didn’t have canon ages in the show and i saw as 25 and 23. (there was age discourse over the 23 year old, who was an alien, and dated another alien who was 10,000s of years older than her but looked like he was in his twenties, and then she dated a teenager. so. very objectively clear, isn’t it? *eye roll*) like if you need to know someone’s a minor so you won’t repeatedly and violently harass them with moral & illegal accusations — although i’m sure i would’ve been harassed anyway — they’re not the problem here. 

which is to say: twitter anti rhetoric? tis bullshit

[knjredwluv]

Red. [2]

Red (n.)

Red could signify the color of love, passion, determination, and strength. Red could also signify blood, fire, war, desire and energy. Red is an emotionally intense color.

Title: Red

Words: 3.5k

AU: Yandere/Obssessive relationship 

Characters: Jungkook x Reader. Hoseok x Reader. OT7.

Warnings: 17+ explicit language, angst!angst!, slight implications of smut, some fluff and soft moments (super fucking sappy),  yandere/obsessive relationship (this isnt a healthy relationship and i dont promote any of this), mentions of killing, hallucinations, has very descriptive angst!!

Summary: “After the things that happened, you decided to start anew. Everything was how you thought it would be; it was simple but perfect–until you saw your name on a black envelope. Out of curiosity, you opened it; and now, you wish you didn’t.”

LIST FOR RED

CHAPTER 2

You woke up to the warmth of the room which caused you to kick the covers off of your body. You attempted to open your eyes which failed with the curtains being slightly open. It allowed the sun to shine its golden rays onto the head of bed and to your face.

You rubbed your eyes and blocked the sun from blinding you as you looked down. You were greeted with sight of Jungkook, having a tight embrace around your waist and his face hiding between the bed and your side. Listening to his soft snores, your combed his hair with your fingers and traced his dragon sleeve on his arm with your left hand. You yawned and stretched. You looked to the nightstand, reading bright white numbers, 07:51.

Thankfully, you were off of class and Jimin was taking over your shift, at the cafe, today. You could still feel the headache of yesterday from not sleeping and drinking too much coffee.

Lesson learned. Never doing that again.

You carefully sat up, trying not to wake up Jungkook. Lazily tying your hair to keep it away from your face. Carefully moving, you froze when Jungkook moved from you to face the other side.

You noticed how he was still wearing his jeans and socks, evident that he could have gotten home later than 1 and was too tired to change; just taking off his shirt and falling asleep next to you. You admired his back profile for a while longer till you decided to freshen up and fix breakfast.

Opening the fridge, you searched for ingredients to prepare something but to no avail, all you found was milk, eggs and a few vegetables. You mentally noted to yourself that you need to go grocery shopping soon or you both will be too lazy to go and just stick with the packs of instant noodles, that’s been sitting at the top of the cabinet. You opened the cabinet, finding some pancake mix. Great.

Stacking the last pancake, you sprinkled it with a bit of cinnamon powder and placed the plate of pancakes next to the plate of scrambled eggs.

Walking back into the bedroom, you saw Jungkook using his phone with one eye open and in mid-yawn. You climbed up back in bed and popped your head through the space where he was holding his phone.

“I made food” You said cuddling into him.

He hummed into your hair as he gave you head kisses, scrolling through his social media

“What time did you get home?” almost inaudible, your face is squished against his chest.

“Not too late. Quarter to two?” You heard him say, the vibrations of his chest as he spoke soothing you.

You heard him wince and it made you look up at him. Your eyes widen at the sight of his busted lip. “Hey, woah, what happened?” You slightly got up to inspect his lip. You reached to hold his chin but hesitated. It was noticeable that it was a new cut; the corners were starting to dry up. You looked at him worriedly and looked for more injuries on his face and hands.

“Nothing important. Just some drunk guy at the bar,” He looked at you assuringly and tucked loose strands behind your ear. “he probably had a lot to drink”

Your worried expression then softened and nodded at his little explanation. “Did you sleep well?” He looked at your eyes and you saw how his eyes scanned your face, focusing even at the small details on your face.

“I did” You said “Let’s go have breakfast” You whined. He placed your leg over his torso, so now, you’re straddling him. “Come on~”

“Okay,” He turned and checked the time seeing that he had work at 10. He tapped your thighs, sat up and gave you a peck and began to tidy up the bed. Walking out of the room, he shouted,  ‘Let’s get this bread’ making you laugh.

“Okay, babe” His voice echoed through the apartment, and the jiggling of keys made you know that Jungkook was on his way out, for work.

Hearing the door close and lock, you think about what you’re going to do to keep yourself busy. You decided to clean up and organize the laundry and, maybe, take a quick run to the store.

Heading to the bathroom, you carried your makeup bag and clothes with you to start getting ready. You threw on some shorts, a grey hoodie and your vans. Making sure that you turned off all the lights, you plugged your earphones on, put on your hood and closed the door behind you. You walked to the nearest grocery store, which was not that far--it was like 3 blocks away.  

Looking around, you walked through the aisle dropping in all the necessities from meat to fruits and vegetables, toiletries and some snacks into the shopping cart. Making sure that you have everything you needed, you walked towards the self checkout machine and started scanning the items.

You threw the last item into the bag, you punched in your pin code and looked around while you waited for your receipt to come out.

Your breath hitched when you saw someone you recognized. Oh no, it can’t be. You were sure you just were imagining things, again. You squinted to have better focus and see if it was really him.

He didn’t see you, did he? He still looked the same as he did years ago. He was standing in the lane, two check out machines away from you. You hurriedly grabbed your receipt and pulled your hood over your head again. You walked passed the sliding doors, struggling as you carried the grocery bags.

Reaching your apartment door, you walked in and dropped the bags on the counter and closed the door with panic. You pushed your back against the door and placed your hand over your chest, as you tried to catch your breath. Okay, I’m seriously not imagining things this time. He’s really here. But how? Did he follow you when you moved here? Was he here all this time and you didn’t even notice? Was he here because of you? You noticed him but he didn’t notice you, or did he? Did he notice you? Did he see you and realize that it was you? I mean, you look kind of different from how you did before. Your hair is longer and red, you lost a little weight, not to mention, you also have a few tattoos on your arms. Of course, he wouldn’t know that--you wore a hoodie. So he wouldn’t be able to doubt if it was your or not. All these thoughts were running in your head that your breathing started to become shallow and your heartbeat was loud in your ears. You dropped down, sitting on the hardwood floor and tried to focus on your breathing.

inhale. One. exhale. Two. inhale. Three. exhale. Four. inhale.  Five. exhale.

“I’m breaking up with you” You sniffled. “I can’t do this. This is too much. I-I think we should go our sepa-”

“What? I don’t understand… I-is this why you called me here?” He said, facing you and removing his hand from the steering wheel. It was a cold night. You and Hoseok sat in his car, parked in front of your house. You found it to be a right moment for you to call the relationship quits after keeping a secret to him that you were moving away.

“Hobi, I-” You looked up at his with your glossy eyes--tears threatening to fall down. You loved him. You really did. He was someone you hoped to share a future with. It was like the cliche romance movie where the highschool couple gets married, gets children, live in a big house and such. That was what you wanted. It something that you still want--but you don’t think it’s healthy to have a relationship like this-- not when you realize that your boyfriend is, like, a psycho. “I-i’m sorry…”

He stayed silent and look at you. “I-it’s not you…” What am I saying, it is. “I just want some space…” away from you. “I don’t think I ca-”

He scoffs, “Did you find someone else?” He says, tone laced with bitterness. He looked at you, brows furrowed. You looked at him confused.

“What gave you that idea?”

“Tell me, ____,” he looked at the rear view mirror and back at you. “Did you?”

“What, no” shaking your head

“Then why are you tell-”

“Can’t you hear what you’re saying, Hoseok?” you looked at him in disbelief for accusing you, again, for cheating on him. “I’m sitting here, being vulnerable to you, and you’re accusing me of cheating, again?”

“____, see,  we don’t have any issues, so I don’t get why you’re doing all this” Yes, we do, you thought. You wanted to scream at him about how you know everything that he’s been doing behind your back. You wanted to tell him how scared and unsafe you feel when you’re alone with him but you refrain yourself from doing so before something happens to you.

“Hobi” You hands were shaking as you went to grab his hands in yours “,I hope you can understand me… or try to... “ tears streaming down your face “but if you love me… you’d let me go for now…” The heavy feeling in your heart was getting heavier. His face and eyes soften at your devastated look.

The next thing you remember, you were walking through the front door, shutting it and running to your room. You were on your bed, hugging your pillow, sobbing with tears of mixed emotions while Hoseok sat in his car tightly gripping the necklace he gave you.

You got up, stumbling after taking a step from feeling lightheaded from the sudden movement. You walked to the kitchen for drink water.

“I didn’t even drink a drop of coffee today,” covering your face with your hands, you bowed your head so you were leaning down on the counter. “Ah fuck” He’s here. Hoseok is here.

You sat in front of the TV, for almost have of the whole day just browsing through channel to distract yourself. Realizing that the sun was starting to set, you stopped on any channel so that it can play in the background while you fix up dinner for Jungkook. You lost your appetite thinking about what happened in the store so you felt like you should just make something for Jungkook instead. You prepared some pasta and took the leftover stew and heated it up, just in case.

Hearing a ping, you quickly dashed to the couch and grabbed your phone to check who texted you.

______

Jiminie

[6:01] Jimin: Yooooo special delivery. Just got home from the cafe n i have some cake

[6:01] Jimin: am gonna drop it off there

[6:03] Y/N: Jimin

[6:03] Y/N: what no you dont have to

[6:03] Jimin: shut up its black forest n jk would want it anyways

[6:04] Jimin: im headin there

[6:04] Y/N: wow okay fine

You don’t know how, but it’s as if Jimin has telepathic powers. It’s like he can sense the stress and problems you’re going through which made him decide to drop by just to hand you a piece of cake. You found it sweet whenever he did little things like this--which he does pretty often.

You went downstairs to wait for Jimin since he was gonna hand you the cake but when your arrive downstairs, you see Jimin and Jungkook talking. Jungkook already looking inside the pastry box, licking his lips, getting excited to devour the dessert.

“Speaking of the devil, there she is” Jimin looking over Jungkook’s shoulder. You smiled and thanked Jimin.

You and Jungkook headed to upstairs and as you walk your way back into the kitchen, you were thinking whether to tell Jungkook about earlier.

“What’s wrong,” Jungkook looked at you, mouth full of pasta “somethin’ happen?” You sat across from him on the table with your hands fidgeting together.

You kept silent, too busy gathering your thoughts. "Well, aren't you gonna eat with me?" You slowly shook your head as a response, biting your lip trying to avoid eye contact. "Okay ___" You furrowed your brows ",something's up, are you gonna tell me atleast?" He continued to eat while his hand grazed your cheek.

You didn't know how to start the topic. Your hands found its way to your hair and your elbows were on the table. You looked down and quickly said, "IthinkIsawhim"

He looked at you trying to decipher what you said "Say that again, but slowly, ___"

You looked up at him in the eyes "I think I saw him." Quickly understanding what you meant, his eyes widen a bit but making sure his reaction was not sudden so he doesn't make the situation as hard as it already is for you. You have always addressed him as him to Jungkook. He understood why you would--you didn't want to associate anything from the past to your new life. He gave you the time to explain your story but never questioned when you didn't name drop. He gave you that respect, for him to be kept unknown.

"Are you alright?" That was the first thing he asked. He dropped his fork on his plate to hold your hands, rubbing his thumbs against your knuckles. You released your grip on yourself when noticed your knuckles were white from making a fist.

"I think I am…" He stood and walked to your side of the table, pulled you up by your shoulders and pulled you in a hug "It's just-"

"I know," His hand patting your hair down "you don't have to explain, baby."

"What if," You pulled away and looked up at him "what if…h-he comes back and, like, you know…" you said hintingly.

"Shhh, don't say that," he leaned forward and kissed your forehead "that's not going to happen because you have me, i'm here okay?" You hummed.

"You're right," Fixing your hair and giving him a small smile "and I'm so lucky to have you, thank you Jungkook"

"I love you, don't forget that"

"I love you too"

"Ahhh yes," You moaned in pleasure "there, yeah, mhmm right there"

"Here?" Jungkook said, pushing harder "Like that?"

"No, you were already on it," You groaned "you were literally on the spot already"

"Okay, how about now" He put his thumbs on the spot he had it on before he moved "is that it?"

"Ooouu, yes, don't it move anymore please" You warned with your eyes rolling to the back of your head. The feeling was bliss.

"You need to stop being so tense," He said as his hands and thumbs were working their way on your shoulders and nape. "see, you're lucky to have me" He says with a giddy smile, looking at him through the closet mirror across the bed. Your lying on your stomach as he carefully sat down on your bum. You would expect him to be as heavy but you're sure he's just applying all his body weight and pressure on his knees.

He thought that, after dinner, he would treat you to a mini massage so you can release all the tension and stress from your body; also, to distract you from thinking too much about Hoseok. He knew that you couldn't resist those talented hands of his--even so when it means in a different way.

Subconsciously, with every motion Jungkook does, a light 'ohs' and 'ahs' would come out of your mouth. Soon enough, those little sounds of relief turned into little snores. "____," he moved to look at you and pushed the hair out of your face to see that your eyes were closed and the little snores were coming from you and not him imagining it. "Good night, baby" He lifts you up and tucks you into bed and kissed your shoulder, turning to his side and sleeping himself.

{Weeks later after the break-up}

You were fast-walking to the tree you told Sunnie to meet you at. Sunnie, your high school best friend, was already waiting under the bleachers, spam messaging and calling you to see where you were. Checking your phone:

INCOMING CALL… SUNNIE

CALL ENDED.

"Took you long enough," you saw her sitting on pavement, next to the corridor leading to the bathrooms "spill the details"

Holding your finger up to her and trying to catch your breath, "Hello to you too." Finally, catching your breath, you looked around making sure no one was close-by. School ended 35 minutes ago but you still made sure the students, that were left back, were not near.

"We're over" you said, referring to you and Hoseok.

"Yes, i know that," She said rolling her eyes "but how and why?" making a fanning her hands in a forward motion, signaling you to continue.

"Promise not to tell anyone?" you paused as she makes a cross on her chest. "Cross my heart"

"You remember that girl from the news who had a relationship with this mysterious guy? that famous couple?"

"Uhh, the girl who went missing ‘cause of her boyfriend" She says, looking puzzled at the sudden topic change

"Yeah," You said, nodding your head avidly "next point, do you know about those anime things like where the girl is deeply in love with this person and they will and can do ANYTHING just to have them for themself?" you rushingly said.

"Yea-" she shook her head confusingly "___, what are you trying to say, you're confusing me now"

"Just listen, please" you looked at her with a serious facial expression

"Yeah," she sighed "it's a yandere… I think?"

Nodding your head fast "Yes, yande- that!" pointing at her. She giggled at the failed attempt of pronouncing the word

"Okay, get to the point, ___," She said eager to find out

"I'm trying to say that those things that I just asked you all relates to an obsessive relationship," leading her on "so, I think that's what Hobi and I had." A pregnant pause was cut when you asked "Do you trust me when I say these things, Sunnie?", hoping for her to trust you. "Yeah, I guess"

"But wait, what made you come to that conclusion now?" She says confused

"Look, I'm not certain, but I believe that's what it is." You both sat there, you staring at Sunnie as she tries to comprehend what you just told her. "Remember when I told you I saw some messages on his phone? or when I had a group project with Mikey? I told you I saw him in the parking lot and that they almost ended fighting somehow til I saw Hobi pulled out a knife."

"Yeah, but jealousy is something normal, ___." She said nonchalantly, disregarding the knife part.

"But not when knives and death threats are fucking included! That's some fucked up shit" You whisper-yelled with gritted teeth

"Okay…" Her eyes widen at your outburst.

"I'm just scared. Out of all people, my first boyfriend is a maniac. I just don't feel safe knowing that I'm with someone like him who is capable of doing, literally, anything" you said, putting stress on the word 'anything'.

"How long has it been since you realized? or better yet, how did you realize?"

"Apparently, it started way before. If I remember correctly, maybe 4-5 months ago? But that's only when things started getting weird." She shudders at the thought. "I guess, it started off with people not talking to me as much as they did before, especially my guys friends in class. They would move when I try to talk to them." She looked at you with empathy. "Like, they would look away when I looked at them…" You said with confusion.

"It's that bad, huh?" She said, folding her lips. "You think?" you said sarcastically. "Trust me, the messages are worse. It had pictures and videos…"

"Is it what I think it is?" Sunnie's face contorts to a face of disgust.

"He has recordings of when my friends and I would talk… and… basically he was sending pictures of the weapons he had and he said things like 'i'm not afraid to use this on you'" You said trying not to puke your lunch.

"So what are you gonna do now?" she said looking worried.

"Well," You got up from the pavement and dusted your bum "we graduate in a few months, I'll probably just move to Daegu with Yoongi. He's gonna finish with enlistment soon. Plus, Mom and Dad probably doesn't mind that I move there, right?" You sighed "I'm just gonna start new, I guess. All I know is that, I don't wanna be anywhere near him or be with him anymore."

"Do it, you deserve it" she says rubbing your arm and giving you a smile. During the sentimental hug you both shared, both of you jumped away from each other, getting scared of the loud slam of a door in the bleachers' corridor. You and Sunnie looked at each other with wide eyes. Shrugging it off, you both walk towards her car, getting ready to leave the school.

[jolifleurbleu]

I was tagged by @ashuriphoenix for this Simblr questionnaire. Thank you :D

I may have been a little bit slow to do it. I'm sorry :3

1) Which is your favorite Sims Expansion?

Supernatural :D  It's this Ep that made me want to play Sims 3. Before that I wasn't interested at all in Sims 3, I liked too much my Sims 2 game :D

2) How long have you been playing sims?

I started to play the first Sims in 2001 and I became completely obssessed with this game  xD Then I played Sims 2 that is actually the one I played the most, for around 10 years, and I started to play the Sims 3 only in 2015

I still came back to Sims 2 recently, because I missed this game very much

3) Do you have any favorite simblrs?

@ashuriphoenix, @simsmidgen, @danjaley are simblrs I love very much, if I have to pick some crushes :D

Actually, I follow very few blogs, so they're all my favorites, everybody has his own recognisable style, and I really like them! :D

4) How would you describe your gameplay?

I love playing with a lot of different sims in different decors. I like that my game looks like a multitude of little stories

5) What made you want to create a simblr?

I was curious to see other people's gameplay, and most of my searches brought me here. I discovered some awesome blogs here and I initially made a simblr mostly to give hearts. I was also interested in posting my own gameplay pictures somewhere but not on tumblr that I'm not comfortable with, I posted some pictures to not have a completely empty blog then I got a few followers who were very nice and supportive and it encouraged me to still post here.

6) What is your favorite Sim age?

Young adult and Adult. I do like adult sims, when they are nicely made I find them prettier than the YA. But I find it difficult to tweak them well, some of my sims were supposed to be Adult when I created them but I finally age them down because they looked weird and I haven't be able to fix it

7) Do you use cheats when you play Sims?

Yes

8) What is your favorite thing about the Sims?

All the hilarious animations / interactions, and the cute ones xD And also how some sims can be endearing characters whether it is my own sims or premade, there are lot of premade sims that I love :D

9) What is your least favorite thing about the Sims?

I don't know, I don't think of what I like the least

10) What expansion pack are you hoping for next?

I already have all Sims 3 EP, and I don’t play Sims 4, but I know I wanted to have Into the Future for long time and I got it only last year, and I'm still in my ITF happiness :3

11) Do you like to play the Sims in the morning or at night?

I like spending long nights on my game :D

12) Do you have a aesthetic for your Sims?

I would say yes. I'm supposed to develop, I guess

13) What are your favorite Sim names?

Joli FleurBleu and Birdy Feu de Paille are lovely names :3

14) What is your favorite Sim Career?

Acrobat, ghost hunter, magician, firefighter..

Fortune teller because the private reading interaction makes me laugh, I like science for the mad scientist!

15) What is your favorite Sim World?

Moonlight Falls ! Moonlight Falls is my home :D

And Midnight Hollow, Bridgeport. These are the worlds I play the most

And Riverblossom Hills for the Sims 2

16) Do you prefer small or large Sim houses?

I like small like huts but also big ancient mansions

17) Do you prefer more modern or traditional Sim houses?

I don't like modern and I don't know what means traditional. I mostly like cute vintage houses, and victorian manors

18) What is your favorite Sims Challenge / Prompt?

I find apocalypse/zombie challenges interesting and amusing, but I never have enough motivation to open a save specially for that and following the rules strickly. But I already played about this theme when my game was no cc. It was in Twinbrook:

I had my own rules, and it was really fun to play :D

19) What Sim emotion would you most often be?

It would be a weird mix of anxious and euphoric for no reason

20) What is your favorite skill to level up?

Musical skills

21) Describe your favorite Sim.

Cute and pretty and adorable and cute! <3

22) What kind of computer do you play Sims on?

A msi gaming that I have since last year

23) Do you use Mods in your game?

Yes

24) How many hours of Sims do you think you have played?

Oh ! I'd be really curious to know it

25) What are you planning to do next in the Sims?

I just started an Aliens and Androids save, I'm trying to make some redecorating and arangements in Starlight Shores to mix it with a sci fi theme. For the moment I have these sims who live there :D

And the little new one :D

[asphodelmeadowx]

I Was Tagged! - Thanks, @radicallindsay​ and @quietcelt​ :3

Rules: Tag 10 people you would like to know more about. (no.)

Name: Ly

Star Sign: Cancer

Height: 171cm / 5′7

Put your music on shuffle, what are the first 4 songs? 

LMAO I have so much music but okay XD

Ashbury Heights - Phantasmagoria

Seiler und Speer - Schatzi

Placebo - Every You Every Me

Korn - Word Up!

Grab the closest book to you and turn to page 23, what is line 17?

Hunc libellum, qui ‘spectaculorum’ vocatur, non habent B^A C^A; credo.

Ever had a song or poem written about you?: My friend and me wrote poems in which we insulted each other, does that count? xD

When’s the last time you played air guitar?: I never did that ;-;

Who’s your celeb crush?: Ooof I really don’t think I have one. Coyote Peterson maybe, hehe. Or do anime characters count? xD

What is one sound you hate, and one you love?: Hate: door bell. I don’t like unexpected visitors xD Love: When I come home and hear my dog running towards the door :3

Do you believe in ghosts?: I think so. ;-;

How about aliens?: Hmmm, I don’t believe in aliens as most movies depict them but I do think we’re not alone in this universe.

Do you drive?: Yeah, I live in the middle of nowhere xD 

If so, have you ever crashed?: I had an accident once when the roads were really icy and my car slid off the road. I was lucky and my car came to a halt just in between two pillars.

What was the last book you read?: Ovid’s Metamorphoses, Book I

Do you like the smell of gasoline?: YES!!! :v

What was the last movie you saw?: Uhm, good question, I rarely watch movies. I think the last one was Charlie and the Chocolate Factory during Christmas holidays xD

Do you have any obsessions right now?: SnK for suuure! Other than that... I am obssessed really quickly but I also lose interest quickly, hahaha.

Do you hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?: Yep, I do. I really try to work on myself but this is one of the things I can’t just stop.

Relationship?: wat dat lol

I tag no one cause I don’t know any more people ;-;

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Get to know me tag game

Tagged by @originalthrawnduil. was going thru my drafts and noticed i’ve been tagged in a TON of these so prepare for spam :P

NAME: Arden!

STAR SIGN: Libra

HEIGHT: I’m 5′2″ or 5′3″ in the right shoes

WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME: Rebekah

PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE. WHAT’S THE FIRST FOUR SONGS THAT POPPED UP?

Don’t have itunes so I'll tell y’all what youtube tabs I have open rn instead.

“Raw Sugar” - Metric

“I Can’t Decide” - Scissor Sisters

“Problem” - Natalia Kills

“Captain Jack Harkness Theme” - Murray Gold. i think?

GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST TO YOU AND TURN TO PAGE 23. WHATS LINE 17?

“they could meet others of the same age. If they got the hang”

EVER HAD A SONG OR POEM WRITTEN ABOUT YOU?

I... don’t think so?

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR?

Wow literal years ago fjalfkjadsk

WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH?

Deepika Padukone prob, largely due to Sakshi spamming pics of her

WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE AND A SOUND YOU LOVE

hate the sound of my alarm clock. it isn’t even bad audio i just now associate it with having to wake up #rip. love the sound of bubble wrap popping. and the feel of bubble wrap popping. and just... bubble wrap.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?

Maybe. idk sorry

HOW ABOUT ALIENS?

I think aliens are neat as HECK and I hope they’re real

DO YOU DRIVE?

Nope!

IF SO HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED?

can’t drive so no

WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?

Monstrous Regiment by Terry Pratchet aka my FAVOURITE book ever

DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE?

Kinda?

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW?

Yet again I can’t actually remember the last time I saw a movie, so I’ll say the last TV show instead which was the first 2 episodes of the new Doctor Who season. It’s good!! I love the new characters and Jodie Whitaker is very good as the Doctor!!!! ya’ll should check it out

DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSSESSIONS RIGHT NOW?

SW:TOR. kinda NBC heroes altho that one I went thru very fast coz I got Very Mad at them for killing off Elle.

DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE YOU WRONG?

Nope lmao i’m a libra

IN A RELATIONSHIP?

Nah

Tagging @radio-charlie @parles @beewo @chipmunkwithwings @lilquill @everybodyloveshippos and anyone reading this!

[bumble-beckie]

get to know me tag

eep thank you so much for taggin me @mo0n1e you absolute fabulous human

Rules: Tag 10 followers you want to get to know better!

Star Sign: Gemini

Height: 5’2

Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 4 songs:

Cry of Achilles - Alter Bridge

Queen of Hearts - We the Kings

Piece by Piece - Katie Melua

Nobody - Niia

Grab the nearest book next to you, turn to page 23, what is line 17?: ...Damen recalled his situation. In Akielos, he had thrown himself...

Ever had a song or poem written about you?: nu

When was the last time you played air guitar?: listening to muse on the bus yesterday,, yaas

What’s a sound you hate? One you love?: chewing, like people nomming loudly just no but i loove the sound of fire

Do you believe in ghosts?: yeah i think so, i definitely believe in spirits so why not

Do you believe in aliens?: yaas, i think there is definitely some form of extra-terrestrial life

Do you drive? If so have you crashed?: i kinda crashed into the tree when practicing driving but i cant legally drive yet

Do like the smell of gasoline?: i’m indifferent to it

What’s the last movie you’ve seen? Bohemian Rhapsody

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?: Umm I broke my wrist when i fell down a toilet as a kid... i think thats probably the worst i’ve had

Do you have any obsessions right now?: Umm baking I guess?? I’m not really obssessed with anything atm.. although muse has released lots of new music an i am living for it!

Do you tend to hold grudges?: naaah not really

In a relationship?: nope, im a single pringle

(second tag)

First name- Beckie

Height - 50000000cm short

Age- 17 :3

Hair color- currently it is pink, blue, purple and silver

Favorite fruit- strawberries or green apples or grapes ooh nom

Farvorite season- winter! just the cold weather and warm house srggbjrdnj

Farvorite animal- duck billed platapi

 Favorite fictional character- oh god there is so many but maybe Laurent from Captive Prince or Calcifer from hmc

Favorite tv show- The Great British Bake Off

Favorite color- all the colors... but like yellows pretty good

Dog or cat person- Meow

Tumblr crush- ooh umm @allthefawkesigive and @rose-grangerweasleyisbae cuz such soft beans i can’t deal and their rp and writing is just top notch

Dream trip- ooh either visit Canada or japan

Post your most recent selfie-

ty so much for tagging me :3 i love stuff like this you fab bean <33 

tagging: @therubyjailcell @scrapbook-of-y-our-memories @queen-of-ice101 jdjfhfjfk idk,, I just tagged the people latest in my notes sooo lemme know if you do or don't want to be tagged

Have a fantastic day!

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I posted 1 612 times in 2021

27 posts created (2%)

1585 posts reblogged (98%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 58.7 posts.

I added 2 806 tags in 2021

#:-) - 666 posts

#:d - 408 posts

#supergirl - 394 posts

#cats - 386 posts

#animals - 257 posts

#supercorp - 212 posts

#katie mcgrath - 145 posts

#awww - 125 posts

#:d :d - 110 posts

#kitten - 103 posts

Longest Tag: 135 characters

#she can´t confess her love (sorta) make love to kara (well okay they had angry sex but still) and just leave like nothing ever happend!

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Is it just me or is the movie Pretty Woman perfect set-up for a Supercorp fanfic ;)?

5 notes • Posted 2021-07-22 01:12:05 GMT

#4

You know guys... This is for the first time (and I really hope that it was also for the last time) when I jump on the non-canon pairing ship.. Ugh the pain! So much pain :(. Now I can feel all the emotions of SwanQueeners, Rizzlesers and other noncanon pairings shippers :´(

But I am really curious what would I do here on tumblr when Supergirl ends..What would happen to my dash? What would be my weekly dose of pain? I have no idea... I just hope fanfics will not parish. I am that type of a person who has like 1 OTP per five to six years and until I find a new obssession I tend to read fics about my current pairing. So please keep Supercorp fanfics comming :-). I would be veery greatfull :-)

6 notes • Posted 2021-08-25 13:51:26 GMT

#3

New trailer for final episodes of Supergirl.. I don´t know if I should be happy that the only scene with Lena is her with Kara (probably welcome home hug or something like that) or if I should be angry that Lena get ONLY one scene :-/. I hate Queller, I really do >:(.

7 notes • Posted 2021-07-27 20:49:00 GMT

#2

Just a few thoughts about that 6x03 Supergirl spoilers (yes, for me it´s spoiler, cause I am waiting until the real end of season 6 and the show itself to decide if I should watch it or not.. My heart can´t bear Lena´s possible leave or something worse)..

I really really think Lena should start her own company after leaving Luthor corp. I don´t believe she would be poor all of a sudden. She is way too smart and cunning to not have some heavy cash stored outside of Lex´s reach (and she was rised by Luthors, so she has to learn a trick or two..). I belive her new tech company should be named Kieran Corp or something similar to that. Screw the Luthors. She should go back to her Irish roots and finaly have a company that would be force for good. Even without Supergirl by her side she could do so much more. So... Screw Lex, screw Lillian and screw Luthor heretige. She would be so much happier. If she call Sam back (why the hell not) as her CFO or even CEO she could be happily closed in her lab and inventing and inventing until the end of the world.. So yeah. I don´t believe we ever get canon Supercorp so this is the best possible way how to end Lena´ s story. With her happy with what she is doing and what she accomplished. And to be finally away from the Luthor family shadow.

7 notes • Posted 2021-04-14 23:37:07 GMT

#1

All right guys.. Who is watching olympic fencing competition just because Lena used to be a fencing master :D? (yes, definitely me, but I am curious person so.. :-) ).

7 notes • Posted 2021-07-24 16:43:17 GMT

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I posted 709 times in 2021

6 posts created (1%)

703 posts reblogged (99%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 117.2 posts.

I added 234 tags in 2021

#bridgerton - 98 posts

#eurovision - 24 posts

#cat - 22 posts

#art - 16 posts

#twitter - 16 posts

#hahahahahhahahahahahaha - 14 posts

#history - 12 posts

#aaron tveit - 12 posts

#peaky blinders - 11 posts

#spoilers - 9 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#and then you have it in the exam. and even if you don’t if you’re sick you are (not sure is required is a right word) encouraged to copy wha

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

So I was watching Bridgerton, and looking at cast list the name jonathan bailey sounded so familiar and I had a strange feeling I knew him from theatre ... well I checked tumblr and turns out I was right

1 notes • Posted 2021-01-02 12:16:09 GMT

#4

that was the weirdest season finale ever...

3 notes • Posted 2021-05-14 20:29:01 GMT

#3

I started watching Peaky Blinders last week and became obssessed with it.

Now they’ve killed Grace.

I’m gonna stop watching now

5 notes • Posted 2021-04-27 20:24:15 GMT

#2

So between 2015 and 2021 Slovenia has sent someone performing a ballad, dressed in white, with almost no effects/props/dancers, to eurovision, 4 different times

Clearly we have a type

6 notes • Posted 2021-05-21 10:30:41 GMT

#1

The last thing I expected when reading Bridgerton books, was a character speaking slovene

7 notes • Posted 2021-02-09 17:30:00 GMT

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[ptw30]

Tagged: In Case You Were Wondering...

Thanks to @berryblissthefangirl for the tag, and sorry this is so late! I wrote it - I just kept forgetting to post!

Name: Devin

Star sign: Libra

Height: 5’10”

Hogwarts House: I actually don’t know. I’ve never taken a quiz! (I think I’d be Hufflepuff, though, but I’d love to be Gryffindor.)

Favorite Color: Royal Blue, Sky Blue, Blue, Blue, Blue...

Favorite animal: Voltron Lion (Black and Red to be percise -- those are animals, right?)

Time Right Now: 5:41 P.M. (I actually started this at work at 1:47 P.M. on a Thursday.) 

Cat or Dog Person: Dog; had one for 17 years

Favorite Fictional Character: Depends…Right now, I love Shiro from VLD, but last year, I was obssessed with Kuroko Tetsuya from KnB, and before that, I hearted Nightwing, and before that…I like A LOT of fictional characters.  

Number of Blankets I Sleep with: 2 (one for my head and one for my bed)

Favorite band/singer: …um. Huh. I do listen to anime songs, but also a lot of ‘90s singers and pop– Matchbox 20, Goo Goo Dolls, Fall Out Boy…

Dream Trip: Tokyo, Japan, so I can follow the steps of my favorite anime, Kuroko no Basuke. 

Dream Job: Novelist (But I’m a copywriter)

Number of followers: 341 (but mostly spambots, I think...Hi to the 12 people who actually follow me!)

When Was My Blog Made: I’m not sure…how do I find that out? Probably 2012 or so. 

What Content to I Post: My stories, drabbles, reblogs of my current obsessions

Why Tumblr: For the spoilers, mostly. I’m one of those weird people who like to know what happens at the end iof a story before I watch/read, except for VLD. (I actually avoided Tumblr from VLD Season 2 and only came back after I watched all the episodes.) I also love the art on Tumblr, and I post my writing here. 

Why My URL: it means Perchance to Write, so…