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[lalalovejay]

Having a mental breakdown atm it's just sooooo amazing (I need to seek a therapist asap), but anyway, I'm gonna finish up my Sunghoon New Years Eve oneshot before I post any other oneshots. I will most likely try to post my Jay and Jake oneshot first before I get into writing a pt.2 for NDA or the Sunghoon version of it. I wanna know which one you guys want more🤭

[lalalovejay]

They should put all this effort into streaming, voting, and promoting the boys smh

can you provide the person making the thread so i can block them?

here’s the link!

[onlyjaeyun]

𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 – 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄

⤥ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐱 𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

⤥ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬!𝐀𝐔

← 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 — 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ||

A/N: and with this, the story of CH!HoonY/N ends. 🩵

if you've been with me since the beginning of this sm au, you know exactly just how much I've loved and enjoyed yet also struggled to work on this beautiful piece. It's definitely the one smau which took me the longest, mostly because life got in the way and i kept taking breaks in between but also because the pressure got to me at the end and i will gladly admit that. at the end of the day, i'm just human and i'm a writer, i'm someone who tried to cope using literature snd writing and when things got too much in all aspects of life, i just couldnt pour as much of my heart into this smau as i had initially intended to.

regardless of everything that has happened towards the end, i hope you guys still enjoyed it very much and mostly i hope you all know just how much i love and appreciate you all. the ammount of love, support but also immense patience i've received is something i will forever cherish and keep close to my heart. you guys are the best and i genuinely can't wait to start new journeys with you all by my side.

i will definitely be taking a bit of a longer break from smaus but dont worry! i will be eriting one shots and you guys know me, i can't stfu at all so stay tuned!!! i love you all so so so much. take care xx zadie 🤍

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[alvojakereblogs]

『𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐒.』

𝒔𝒎𝒖𝒕/𝒔𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆 : (m) || 𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒇𝒇 : (f) 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒔𝒕 : (a) || 𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒖 : (s)

✙ 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒌: 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒎 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @simpjaes 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @enha-stars ✙ 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒆 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @karinasbaby 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒆 𝒖𝒑 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @ja3yun ✙ 𝒏𝒅𝒂 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @lalalovejay

✙ 𝒕𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @pprodsuga 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 {a/f} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @stealanity 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @yeonzzzn ✙ 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒚 {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @moon7jay 𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒍 [𝟒:𝟓𝟖 𝒂𝒎] {m} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @karinasbaby

✙ 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆 {m}{series} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @ja3yun 𝒗𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 {series} ─ 𝐛𝐲 @yeonzzzn

─ 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐰𝐨𝐧 | 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠 | 𝐣𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠 | 𝐣𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐮𝐧 | 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧 | 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐨 | 𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐢 ─

[lalalovejay]

hey, i just wonder if you'll be able to write something like "enhas reactions when their chubby gf is insecure about her body" cause im that gf and i feel terrible today? sorry if its too much ❤️ love your works

Of course, my love! I'm so sorry this is so late, but I hope that whatever it is you're going through won't last long, and you'll be able to feel some type of happiness soon🫶 sending all my love and support baby 🤍also, I don't really know how to answer asks like this so forgive me if it's not what you wanted :(

Enha's reaction to their gf who's insecure about their body:

HEESEUNG/SUNGHOON: It would take him some time to realize what was actually going on. You had been quiet the entire day and barely reciprocated his affection whenever he leaned down to hug you or kiss your skin. He felt that something was off but didn't want to push you into telling him unless you were ready. However, the ache in his heart as he watched you stare at yourself in the mirror in your shared room completely shattered him. You had just recently gone public with your relationship, and the majority of his fans were super supportive, but of course, there were the few who had nothing good to say. Most of them shaming you for not being pretty enough or thin enough for someone like him. He walked into the room and quietly took your hands, leading you away from the mirror and towards your shared bed. He pulled you onto his lap and cupped your face with one hand. The tears in your glossy eyes made him feel like he had failed you. He was your boyfriend and he promised himself to protect you from the hate that you would receive from the world but he had ultimately failed. You had seen the tweets, the comments, the reaction of the public and it completely tore you apart. He would place a gentle kiss on your lips to bring you back to him. To make your forget, if even for just a moment, all those cruel words. Your eyes look down to him who smiles up at you. "You're beautiful, baby. More than you know and more than those stupid people know. I love you, no matter what. I want to be with you and I'll continue to want you, now, tomorrow, and the day after that until you get tired of me. I don't care what size you are, if there's other people out there prettier or smaller. You're the most beautiful person in my eyes and I wouldn't trade you for the world."

JAY/JUNGWON: He noticed right away. He picked up on the way you shut into yourself. You were normally really talkative and clingy, but lately you had been keeping a distance from him and wearing more hoodies even though it was nearing summer. He had seen the way your eyes would observe other girls as you two went out. The way your eyes longingly looked at the outfits on the tiny mannequins in the stores when you went shopping. He had a keen eye and sometimes you hated that about him because he always knew when you weren't feeling your best even though you'd rather keep it to yourself and let the self hate swallow you whole. He made sure to kiss you everywhere. Your lips, your neck, your hands, your shoulders, your chest, your tummy, your thighs, your calves. He made sure no inch of your skin was left untouched by his lips as he spoke loving praises against them. "Beautiful." "The prettiest girl I know." "My girl." "No one can compare." "Only want you." "Perfect for me." God you were dizzy with love for this man. He kissed away all your insecure thoughts as he showed you how much he loved you for you. He couldn't care less what size you were, he had fallen for your spirit and personality and the way your eyes crinkle when you smiled so prettily for him. He made sure to remind you of this every day after that.

JAKE/SUNOO/NIKI: He was super exhausted after coming home from practice and didn't really notice your behavior until after he got out of the shower. You would usually greet him by the door with a kiss but instead you were seated on the couch with a drama playing on the tv that you weren't even paying attention to. You had a blanket wrapped around yourself very tightly as you anxiously chewed on your bottom lip. He joined you on the couch, wrapping his arms around your waist and laying his head in your lap as he laid down on the couch. It was his favorite position to be in when he just wanted to hold you and feel comfort. Normally you would giggle and run your fingers through his hair because you know just how much he likes it but today you didn't move from your position. He perked up at the small changes and his eyes found your dazed ones. He pouts before sitting up and looking at you worriedly. "Is everything okay, baby?" He would ask. You simply would look over to him with a small smile and assure him you were fine but he knew you like the back of his hand. Nothing could get past him. He watches as you tug the blanket closer to you, hiding yourself from him and he feels his heart ache at the sight. He knew you had insecurities and you had plenty of conversations about it with him. He would pull you close, wrap his arms around you and let you silently cry into his chest. "I'm sorry, my love. I shouldn't have been so selfish by revealing our relationship to the world. I know you told me you were ready but seeing you like this makes me want to keep you hidden forever. My sweet girl." He would whisper against your forehead as he left small kisses there to ease the anxious thoughts in your mind. Being in his arms like this always helped wash away the bad thoughts. He always knew what to say to make you forget about the world and just be with him. He constantly praised you and reassured you that no matter what you looked like, you would always be beautiful to him because you were simply you. The girl he had fallen in love with and will forever be in love with. His girl.

[lalalovejay]

tell me you’re thinking about publishing sunghoon’s pov in NDA rightt? pretty pleasee🥺

I've had a few asks for it so perhaps I will when I get all my other oneshots finished and posted 🤭🤭

[lalalovejay]

I wasn't satisfied with my New Years Eve Sunghoon one-shot, so I'm rewriting it and adding in spicy scenes 🤭

[lalalovejay]

no pressure author-nim, take your timee we will patiently wait for lucy and sunghoon’s pov🫶🏻

You're so sweet 😭🤍🤍 I want to release my other Sunghoon one-shot first and then my Jay and Jake one, so it will probably be a while for the Lucy POV and the NDA pt.2 😔 I promise I'm not trying to edge you all with the wait but I'm trying to kickstart my nail business rn so wish me luck on that 🥺🫶

[lalalovejay]

will u ever post lucy’s pov??

At the moment, I am trying to deal with some personal situations, so I am currently not writing. I hope you can understand. I do plan on writing a scenario in Lucy's pov with Sunghoon, but unfortunately, it may not be out as quickly as everyone would like. Please be patient with me as I try to get back into the right headspace to begin writing again 🫶

[lalalovejay]

yessss can’t wait for sunghoon’s new year promise be fulfilled

I hope you’re having a great time author-nim! Cuz we sure are because of your updates🫶🏻 thankk you for feeding our delusional arse🤧

I'm so happy for all the good feedback and love😭😭🤍

I haven't found the time to write, but I'll get to it soon, I promise! I'm so excited to extend the Sunghoon New Years Eve one-shot cause ugh mean!dom!Sunghoon>>>>> yes

[lalalovejay]

noooooo bcs NDA is saurrr freaking good i know I’m the the only one and it’s been said before me but I LOVE IT❤️

looking forward for sunghoon’s pov🙈 hopefully author-nim🤞

You guys are gassing me up too much 😩 I appreciate all the love for NDA🥺🫶 when I find the time I'll get around to writing more and most likely posting a sunghoon version of NDA

[lalalovejay]

I absolutely LOVEEEE how well written your stories are, to die for! Literally. Btw NDA so freaking good! would love to know sunghoon’s pov, no pressure tho. I love the contents, looking forward to your future stories!🫶🏻

Stop this comment made me blush ngl 🤭🤭 I'm looking forward to writing more when I have the time, but I'll definitely think about writing another NDA Sunghoon version

[lalalovejay]

noo way i just read nda/heeseung, chef kiss 🤌

Now i need sunghoon’s pov on thatt pleasee please pleaseee

Hehe, I'm glad you liked it! I have a few people asking for Sunghoon/Lucy's POV, and I'll probably get to writing it when I find the time

[lalalovejay]

THE NDA OS WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKK THAT WAS SO GOOD???? i loved the concept like its literally canon complaint thats craaazy i loved it thank you so much for the content keep providing please 🙏

Ahhhh I'm so happy you really liked it 🥺🥺 I don't think I'll be one of the authors who post very often bc my life is very hectic but I'll drop one shots or short stories here and there! I get so many ideas that pop into my head whenever I see content, so I think I'll have more drafts than posts 😭

[lalalovejay]

I'm thinking about scrapping 'Liar, Liar' and rewriting it bc it's not my best, and I know I can do better 😭😭😭 so if it goes missing just know I'm rewriting it and will post it again when I feel it's good enough for you all to read 😔😔🙏🙏

[onlyjaeyun]

𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 – 𝟒𝟎

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄�� 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐘: 𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫

⤥ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐱 𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

⤥ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬!𝐀𝐔

⤥ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐀 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞, 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬. 𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲'𝐬 𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤.

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(A/N: you guys know me, i cant make the ch!siblings suffer for too long so here we go! we're now officially in the healing era of hoonyn and i am just SO ready for all the fluff and cute bickering. thank you so much for all the love babies, you're the best!🤍🌷🌥️💐)

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