#laisal

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Keep forgetting to post Laisal here they arreee

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rp of all time ( @haonqq

[thebisexualmandalorian]

Laisal Engellvar, of the Mourn Watch.

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i would like to hear about your alistair/zevran/surana t4t4t ship 👁👁 (if you want to, of course)

I can't BELIEVE I never saw this I'm so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway I'm so glad you asked! My Surana is named Laisal and follows the canon mage origin so that's all self explanatory. But he finds it extremely hard to trust Alistair for a long time due to some really traumatic experiences he suffered in the Circle. Like, Alistair is kind and funny but honestly a lot of the Templars he's met have seemed that way as well, and maybe he didn't want to be a Templar, but he still does have the ability to stifle Laisal's magic if he wanted to and the fact that he seems to be kind and harmless (to Laisal anyway) makes the suspicion worse. They're reasonably friendly by the time Zevran joins their party but he still holds Alistair at arms' length.

This is almost the complete opposite to Zevran, whom Laisal is fully aware could kill him (and would have, without a thought) but instead pledges otherwise. The fact that Zevran doesn't pretend to be anything but what he is to Laisal, even though he's a dangerous killer, is really comforting, and he's the first friend Laisal makes that is utterly unaffiliated with mages, Templars, or the Chantry. (Sten is not, at this point, friendly with Laisal.) Laisal grows close to him very quickly because there aren't really other layers to their relationship? Nothing between them is defined by Laisal's status as a mage.

They're well on their way to a committed relationship by the time Laisal realizes he might also have feelings for Alistair. (Alistair has been pining away for Laisal the entire time but kept it to himself, especially once he and Zevran became an item.) And he just sort of ignores it for a while, because polyamory isn't really on his radar, and because he's absolutely happy with what he has with Zevran and doesn't want it to change. It doesn't really come up until Zevran mentions somewhat casually that he finds Alistair physically attractive, and then overcompensates by getting jealous of Alistair, because he doesn't want to be honest and say that he is interested in Alistair physically and romantically.

He realizes he's being stupid pretty quickly and tells Zevran the truth and then they sort of leave it for a while because he doesn't know how he wants to handle it and Zevran doesn't want to rush him. But eventually he writes Alistair a letter and just. Leaves it in his pack for him to find, hoping to avoid the awkwardness of the conversation but it doesn't work because they still have to talk about it. They do and it works out with some weirdness because navigating new relationships is always weird and meanwhile Alistair is sort of operating under the assumption that he is "sharing" with Zevran until they all find their footing.

It surprises Alistair a lot when he finds himself wanting to be with Zevran as well, instead of both of them being with Laisal individually, and he sits on that because he's been very vocal about not trusting Zevran since they first met. They don't actually have a conversation about renegotiating their relationship dynamic until after the Battle of Denerim and Alistair, at this point, is like "Well, what's the worst that can happen?"

"The worst" is that they all have to separate soon after: Laisal to Amaranthine, Alistair routing the last of the Darkspawn in Ferelden, and Zevran back to Antiva to settle his scores. But they write each other frequently and come back together whenever they can.

And also they're all transmasc <3

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Kintsugi, also known as Kintsukuroi, is the Japanese art of repairing broken pottery with lacquer dusted or mixed with powdered gold, silver, or platinum.

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did my oc for warmup bc i don’t draw her enough tbh

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@rainbow-turtle my best girl

[transgamerism]

Ashara Tabris (she/her)

Laisal Surana (he/they)

Sylvas Mahariel (they/them)

Eilidh Cousland (she/they)

Ivy Amell (she/her)

Hendir Brosca (she/he)

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[coriandher]

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[herricahyadi]

Anies Baswedan Dan Ikhwan

Mendengar paparan Anies Baswedan ini, saya tidak merasa asing. Sebab rasa-rasanya saya sudah mendapatkannya semenjak duduk di kelas 1-2 SMA sampai kuliah. Ya, paparan yang saya dapat dari materi-materi panah-panah pekanan. Tiap minggu; selama belasan tahun--nyaris puluhan.

Link rekaman ceramah Anies Baswedan perihal Karakter Pendidikan Abad 21 bisa dilihat di sini: klik.

Dalam kata kunci "karakter", kita dengan mudah menemukan ini dalam Arkanul Bai'ah yang memang fondasinya adalah membentuk pribadi muslim yang utuh--meski dalam konteks dakwah Ikhwan, tapi jelas itu membentuk pribadi yang imparsial. Kaffah-lah, bahasanya. Sedangkan dalam kata kunci "kompetensi", saya jadi teringat kisah masyhur tentang mahasiswa cerdas yang datang ke Mursyid 'Aam pertama untuk membantu dakwah. Dijawab oleh Syaikh dengan "Caramu membantu dakwah bukan dengan datang ke sini, tapi dengan kembali ke bangku kuliah" (kurang lebih saya narasikan demikian). Kata kunci terakhir "literasi", kita bisa menemukan ini dalam ishlahul ummah (perbaikan ummat), di mana Syaikh mengatakan bahwa Ikhwan itu "rabithah ‘ilmiyah tsaqofiyah". Berwawasan luas dan mengakomodasi segala bentuk peningkatan wawasan.

Anies juga mengungkit "permasalahan umat" dengan menggarisbawahi bahwa kita gagal mempersiapkan umat untuk menjawab masa depan. Syaikh juga pernah mengungkapkan bahwa kenyataan hari ini adalah mimpi kemarin, dan kenyataan hari esok adalah kerja-kerja hari ini. Gagalnya persiapan karena umat tertinggal dan tidak dipersiapkan untuk menjawab kemungkinan-kemungkinan di masa mendatang. Umat sering terlena akan masa lalu, Anies menyinggung. Padahal dalam sebuah bait nasyid "Generasi Yang Hilang", disebutkan "Laisal Fataa man yakuulu 'Hadza Abii' innal Fataa man yakuulu 'Haa Ana dza'"; bahwa pemuda itu bukanlah yang mengatakan "ini bapakku", tapi mereka yang mengatakan "inilah aku".

Perihal kegelisahan. Semua yang mengikuti pekanan, pasti merasakan aura kegelisahan yang ditanamkan dalam doktrin-doktrin panah-panah tadi. Kegelisahan terhadap umat. Gelisah saat negeri-negeri muslim mengalami kezaliman. Gelisah ketika umat menjadi bahan olok-olokan. Gelisah ketika umat menjadi boneka politik. Gelisah ketika izzah umat terinjak-injak. Kegelisahan yang terinspirasi dari kegelisahan Rasulullah "ummati.. ummati". Berapa banyak murobbi-murobbi yang keluar masuk satu rumah ke rumah lain, satu kosan ke kosan lain, sepekan 3-5 hari, hanya karena khawatir dan gelisah masa depan mutarobbinya? Jika Anies menyatakan bahwa kita harus gelisah terhadap masa depan. Di pekanan, kami justru harus gelisah setiap saat sampai umat tertidur nyenyak.

Bisa jadi Anies itu bukan Ikhwan. Pun tidak harus menjadi Ikhwan untuk memiliki 'penglihatan' problematika umat serta solusinya. Justru ini menjadi bukti bahwa gagasan-gagasan Ikhwan itu lintas generasi. Tapi dengan menjadi Ikhwan, 'kemampuan melihat' ini menjadi massif dan menjelma sebagai sebuah gerakan.

[peilinsirpale]

Alla människo- och hästnamn i boken Anaché

Människor: Anaché, Huor, Begala, Kajake, Darke, Mir, Yurok, Suoni, Batchulan, Getu, Jarkol, Jummi, Sokha, Taichu, Beche, Joichu, Errek, Samoak, Erke, Abagai, Acho, Kusor, Jikke, Duon, Buyan, Ninikel, Bartan, Nachu, Kharhak, Omeki, Naiman, Orai, Altan, Buka, Usun, Mirche, Targen, Nansal, Laisal, Nouarek, Maché

Hästar: Noutar, Amme, Menok, Namtse, Nanki, Jiachi, Jouake, Jakkel, Touak

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Slightly updated design

We've instated a timeskip 😳

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Di telfon ayah

Baru saja ayah menelfon menanyakan kabarku bagaimana shalatku dan bagaimana puasaku. aku jawab aku jarang shalat dan tidak puasa kecuali hari pertama. Sontak nada suara ayah meninggi geram dan marah. Kamu ini lulusan pesantren mengetahui hukum dan kewajiban kenapa melanggar?!

Aku hanya diam tak menjawab dan mendengarkan setiap kata yang di ucapkan ayah. Aku tak bisa berkata apa-apa bukan karna tak ada kosa kata yang ku punya untuk melakukan pembenaran atas pelanggaranku. Tapi, aku hanya memilih diam dan mendengarkan.

Setelah reda dan mulai tenang ayah mulai memberikan wejangan di setiap kali bicara melalui handphone produk kapitalis ini. Bagaimana rencana ke depan? tanya ayah. Pertanyaan ini sulit untuk ku jawab aku tak bisa menjawab dengan kata-kata hanya waktu yang dapat menjawab dan menjelaskan pertanyaan itu. Belum ada rencana ayah. Jawabku. Ha, bagaimana mungkin belum ada rencana? Jawab ayah meninggi dan agak marah kembali. Pikirkanlah apa kamu mau jadi supir taksi terus sampai tua? Tidak ayah. Jawabku. Terus apa rencana kamu?

Seorang ayah kepada anaknya. Aku adalah anak dan beliau adalah ayah. Aku teringat pepatah arab Laisal Fataa man yakuulu “Hadza Abii” innal Fataa man yakuulu “Haa Ana dza” kalau bahasa Hindia Belanda nya lebih kurang seperti ini "seorang pemuda semestinya berkata ini aku bukan ini ayahku".

Di dunia yang sangat keras dan berat ini memang di butuhkan tenaga dan pikiran juga kapital yang kuat. Setelah lima tahun tingkah lakuku mengatakan ini aku bukan ini ayahku. Namun belum juga dapat menjawab dan menjelaskan pertanyaan yang kerap di utarakan Ayahanda kepadaku. Mulai dari menjadi pedagang mainan di pajak(pasar) di kota medan sampai menjadi supir taksi di jakarta kini. Tak juga nampak cahaya di ujung lorong.

Mungkin sebaiknya aku menikah saja........

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i don’t talk abt my alistair/surana/zevran t4t4t ship enough.

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i've lost control, please save me from myself

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oc requests by @onpanwa!! thank you so much <3