#kooktrash rants

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just an insight on what writers have to deal with in regards to inclusivity for everyone:

I’ll start off by saying I’m obvi hiding their username for anonymity but I just wanna show yall what it’s like to be a writer these days on tumblr 💀

I’ve never explicitly said my writing is only for poc or only for white. I purposely try and leave that out of my writing bc I want everyone to feel included. the sugar daddy fic this user is referring to is I believe Lace & Luxury where I never once said it was a black character. does this mean I would never write a black/poc character? ofc not, it just means that I don’t specify race/ethnicity, etc or how will it be inclusive for all? and the immediate jumping to conclusions bc a character in my fic has y2k style or bc of a moodboard pic [of a white person with a heavy tan I found off pinterest] leads the idea that it’s poc is weeeiiiiirrrrrddddd bc even if it was, i don’t see how it would be such a problem to read the tags

if anything I feel like there should be MORE writing for poc

this person is talking about wanting “inclusivity” but they’re upset that a character might be a poc or overweight bc it doesn’t describe them?

finally this strange need to be a victim by saying “do you have a grudge against skinny people” literally BAFFLED ME, bc I went on their blog where they reblogged a post about how skinny people are ignored LIKE WHATTTTT

I’ve been reading fanfiction since I was 13 in 2014 and I could never read a story about a brown character but there were a billion carbon copy fics of a blonde/ginger, skinny main character. I would read them bc what other option did I have? that’s why this upsets me because one)

I don’t ever specify my character’s race/color/weight so for someone to make assumptions and then message me trying to ask me to change the way I write is weeeeeirrrrdddd. I’m not a professional, I write for fun and if there are blogs out there that only specifically write for poc or heavier set people, DONT READ THEM IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM

suddenly all these readers want to delegate how a writer creates a story when it used to be that we had readers BECAUSE they liked the way we wrote, not bc they want to change it

this is what poc people have gone through for yearrrrrrrrrrrrrsssssssss:

and like I said, I try and be inclusive and never describe someone’s physical traits unless it’s in the most indirect way but I completely respect and acknowledge writers who do specifically make works for poc readers or readers with a certain type of body type [that was never written before in fanfics]

I also don’t care if people think I’m rude, I’m literally Mexican with tan skin and black hair and if I wanted to write works that’s “not inclusive to white/skinny people” I would’ve done that by now, but that’s not my goal so pls don’t try and paint my writing to be for one target audience

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let me tell yall what happened this weekend

I went bar hopping with my bestie boo and we had gone to this little bar. we’re ordering drinks and we usually play darts and just gossip lmaoo but I was like, let’s go play pool

knowing damn well that we can play pool but we can’t PLAY POOL if you know what I mean

anyways this is corny but there were these go s there and it was just casual talking and one of them look Bryson tiller and he was like realllyyy attractive

so we’re all just talking ykyk 😳anyways exchanges socials and shit or whatever

tell me why on Sunday [the day right after] HE SHOWS UP AT MY JOB

WITH A WHOLE ASS GIRLFRIEND

gagged me fr.

lmaoo, I still helped them bc there was nobody else around I just thought damn crazy

anyways now I’m listening to Bryson tiller on repeat bc why not and look at my nails

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hey y’all, so I’ve started noticing that a lot of blogs without their ages in their bios are following me and I don’t know how to stress this enough but if you’re a minor.

DO NOT INTERACT WITH MY BLOG

DO NOT FOLLOW MY BLOG

DO NOT MESSAGE ME

DO NOT SEND ME ANYTHING IN MY INBOX

I’m about to go through my followers and remove those without ages/birth years in their bio

I am 21 years old, I don’t need anyone less than 18 trying to interact with me in any sort of way.

I write EXPLICIT CONTENT. my blog is mature, I do not care what your reason is, if you’re a minor and I find out you will be blocked no questions asked

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I have to fire someone today so wish me luck 😭like it’s not hard but she’s going to cry and I am not good with people crying. I always look at them like this

and like she’s only been working with us for like a month and a half but she’s not good for retail, she freaks out and gets overstimulated, always complains she’s tired on a four hour shift when some of us are there eight hours everyday. she complains she doesn’t get enough hours when she is always trying to call in and she over shares things that are definitely not appropriate at work regarding her mental health and how much she should actually share with us while still maintaining professionalism. and you ask her to done one thing and it’s “ughhhgg I’m trying😭”

like no baby all I’ve asked you to do is greet people at the door and you can’t even do that

and then she wants to sat she doesn’t feel like she fits in at work like gurllllllllllllllllll

anyways I’m firing her today

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not to be explicit on my smut blog but Jungkook and Jack Harlow WILL make this 🐱throb

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you know what 💀 I am calling out the disrespect on my latest Taehyung fic bc that was lowkey a good fic to be flopping like this 🤒

like if I posted it about Jungkook it would’ve done so much better and I mean Taehyung posts in general have just plummeted because people have decided not to stan him for reasons I don’t care to get into and it breaks my heart :’)

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So um… how did it go with firing that girl? Any updates? Sorry I’m invested now 😂

okokok so her shift was at 2pm but she ended up showing up at 10am and I was like wtfff

and I was like what are you doing here

and immediately “😳what do you mean I work at 10”

and I said “no, you work at 2”

and she’s like “that’s not what the schedule says

and I was like “it is what the schedule says and I told you on the phone when you were late to work and I called you and you said you were coming in but then 45 mins later you say you’re not going to come bc shit went down”

and she was stillll like “I have it down that I came in at 10, but uh I’ll see you guys later”

and so iiiiii said, “Well, actually we had to have someone cover your hours today bc you said you weren’t sure if you were gonna call in today and I wasn’t good by to risk it”

and she was like “okay ☺️ I understand” but I don’t think she did bc she still said see you later

and then I was like “And considering how stressful work has seemed lately for you, we think it’s best you resign but we’ll give you a couple days to think it over”

I felt bad but I’m not gonnna keeeeeeep putting up her work ethic and personal life, I’m sorry I’m not a therapist, I can’t do much to help you according to policy 😭

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Opinion guys that listen deftones?

opinion on guys that listen to Deftones?

it depends on the guy 💀 like if he’s a little country bumpkin who still likes rock? hell no [my boss is like this lmao]

if he’s one of those gym rats who listens to Deftones only at the gym but will never admit that he listens to korn and System of a Down and misfits? mmmmmmmmmm if he’s hot then maybe

but grunge looking dudes with dark hair and sleepy eyes who dress in oversized shit? YESSSSSS like if he listens to team sleep [same vocalist as Deftones]

Idek if this is what you meant but I went on a rant now 💀

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ALRIGHT NOBODY ASKED

But I’m writing a new Taehyung fic for love me again

oh god what do I do when the next song drops tomorrow 😭