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omg so happy i found this again!!! i've been driving myself absolutely feral crazy tryna find this !!
is it bad im lowkey so obsessed with the way he dipped j to make y/n feel something ?! hehe
Title: Exitus Acta Probat Word Count: 7.2K+ Rating: NSFW Genre: Drama, Thriller, Smut Warnings: Kidnapping, Guns, Minor Violence, Mentions of Drugs, Possessive/Dominant Behavior, Manipulation, Dubious Consent, Unprotected Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Oral Sex (F Receiving), Hand Job, Cream Pie, Dirty Talk, Breath Play, Come Play, Praise Kink, Pairings: Mafia!Yoongi x Reader Summary: âAll you need to know is that my name is Yoongi and youâre mine now.â Written By: Admin B
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a collection of things that have made me feel a certain way
updated 23042024
not everything recommended here will suit everyone (smut/ violence/ toxic relationships) and if you do click into links please make sure you read the tws before continuing.Â
Social Media AU! (text messages/ snapchat/ twitter/ insta typa vibes)
casual - @muniimyg (JJK Ă reader)
i have been religiously following this on one of my other tumblr accounts and it's finally completed and i'm so excited to share this with all of you!!
reading this made my insides very tingly and BUTTERFLY typa energy!
lowkey my new comfort fic!
there's some written parts here and there but it really just adds to the CONTENT and the SPICE of the whole situation
 Tiger Flower  - @v-hope (JJK à reader/ KTH à reader)
hella fluffy. makes my heart do the uwu. very much wholesome. something i stayed up till 6am reading
11/10 would stay up till 6 reading it again.
also the significance of tiger lilies is insanely aDORABLEEEÂ
my love for jjk has just grown a gazillion times more
Under A Shadow - @firebettercallnct (KTH à reader, slight JJK à reader)
a lil angst and a lil fluff. (as all good stories will have)
kinda wish it was longer idk. im a sucker for super long stories.
ALSO !! we get some side yoonmin action !!!!!!!!!!!
Stole your shirt - @firebettercallnct (JJK Ă reader)
one of my personal favs. super cute and also everyoneâs on some kinda crack or sum shit idk.
p damn fluffy and when you reach the end youâll j kind of wish you could go back to before u read it because u wna experience all the feelings agn.
ALSO!!!! we hv some namjin and yoonseok action !!!1!!
Rumour Has It - @bangtann-bangdamn (KTH Ă reader)
very much wholesome.
genuinely found it quite funny and it had me laughing at 2 in the morning
i dont rly hv much to say just pls go read it.Â
everyone should read it once in their lives
Belong - @v-hope (KTH Ă reader)
THIS IS FINALLY COMPLETED!!
something i chanced upon during my late night fanfic times and like let me tell you. a whole fucking new world.Â
this was really a beautiful read. 11/10 obsessed with this. i literally spend my time rereading this.
teehee give this a read. all yall artist!taehyung fans are rly not gna regret it
Daylight - @maravillamin (MYG Ă reader)
will make you decide to legally change your name to y/n
ever wanted to be a single mom because you got a divorce with your useless husband? no? well now you wish you were.
literally dad!yoongi and mom!reader
also you have the cutest friends? like this is so cute. makes me want to birth children
touch of him - @herherteartear (JHS Ă reader)Â
you are living the perfect girl life kinda thing and hoseok's the opposite of it all
this is serving polar opposites but not really kind of energy.Â
also this is giving off "business only" family energy if you know what i mean.
Actual written things !!
 Monster - @btssmutgalore (JJK à reader)
currently deactivated so i've linked the fic from dee's ao3
this started so many years back and just a few days ago it finally became a completed fic!!!
i have an extremely soft spot for this jungkook.
personal favourite is chapter 18. like literally my heart expands a gazillion times just thinking about this
ngl i was here more for the plot than for the smut. truly chef's kiss
charred - @neonlights92 (JHS à reader)
this was genuinely quite intense. i dont really know what i was expecting out of this tbh.Â
development of story plot was great! I enjoyed seeing how it unfolded bit by bit.
this was part of a collection of fics written about mafia!bts n this is my literal fav. i feel like it wasnt too cliche?? (take note of how i said i feel, bcs at this pt i dont even know what counts as cliche anymore) but hey to me this was good n refreshing n i liked it n now i want to share this with all of u
Beloved - @bang-tan-bitches (MYG à reader)
major yandere energy. lowkey disturbing but some part of me is just madly obsessed with this.Â
also when you picture daechwita!yoongi it really just drives you craycray
i really dont know what else to say?! but do give this a read (only if you're comfortable)
this is definitely not going to be something that everyone is okay with reading so please check the warnings before proceeding!
love of my life - @latetaektalk (MYG à reader)
okay this shit be painful af. this fucking broke me. idk have never been the same since. would still read it all over again.
this was about 7k words? so not the longest but it was long enough for something so sad :(Â
in general really sad and emo. if you want to feel like the whole world is crashing on you pls give it a read.
the art of the rom-com - @gukyi (JJK à reader)
first of all wtf. made me feel single af.Â
itâs our fav kind of enemies to lovers energy. slowburn. college au. yeah you get the gist.Â
super fluffy but we love to see it. also mildly angsty but itâs all g we will get over it.
okay but also this was so longggg!!! what an experience. a solid 33k words. i nv thought i would reach the end of it but i did.
super solid read. i hope yall read it too.
blossom - @namfinessed (KTH Ă reader)
okay first off, yall alrdy know i love hella long fics. this was 38k+ words.
please only read this when you have the time istg i was staring on my tiny screen and really wanted to just fall asleep but also it was too intriguing to just sleep on.
yall rly be sleeping on this though. a very solid read.
i mean you really canât go wrong with florist!taehyung energy amirite
bad influence: collection - @noteguk (JJK Ă reader)
so this is an ongoing one as well.Â
truth is i havent finished reading whatever has been posted yet. BUT i do have a very good reason for it, which is that iâm not ready to be in a position where i realise iâm going to be done reading it.
frm wtv iâve read this is some sexy ass story.Â
honestly you could read it as individual parts i guess? but for the real feels pls read all the way from the first part.Â
oh and itâs a hella hot badboy!jungkook so yes if you r into that you def should add this to your must read list.
easy - @itsamejin (JJK Ă reader)
okay so hereâs the deal with this. collegeau! fuckboy energy. bets are made. yea you kinda get it.
Itâs a very basic boy takes bet and ends up falling for the girl kinda thing but idk i really enjoyed the process of reading it.Â
you get the good fluff and angst balance in this too so :>
Thoughts Of You Keep Me Awake At Night - @hollyhomburg (MYG Ă reader)
yoongi asking for cuddles i-
reason stated above should be reason enough for you to go read this
itâs a short 2.1K word situation here so you donât have to spend a whole hour on it heheh
very nice experience if youâre reading this while itâs late at night and you are alone in bed and canât seem to fall asleep.
Get You The Moon - @bymoonchild (KTH Ă reader)
enemies to lovers. do i really have to elaborate on this?
you get to see soft!taehyung and also like jock!taehyung all in one !!
i felt shy reading this. was super absorbed.
ooh and itâs smutty too!Â
itâs relatively long (weâre talking 19.6k words besties) but wow the build up, the plot the everything is peak!!!
Paper Cranes - @aquaminwrites (KTH à reader)
we are talking best friends to lovers. some next level fluff. kim taehyung is completely to die for here. i kid you not.
made me wish someone would like me this much lol.
i felt the butterflies reading this. got some post reading depression after this,,,
18.3k words about how you n kth are like the best in the world?? so like go read?!!
anti-baby fever - @gashinabts (JJK à reader)
pls this was so funny and for WHAT!?
it genuinely made me laugh out loud at 2.32 in the morning.Â
okay but itâs smutty so you gotta be able to like the spice to read this
itâs also short (4.5k)!! which is a blessing if you are planning to read smth real quick before going to bed!!
but i found myself relating to this though bcs i do not want to have babies unless itâs w bts :â)Â
SIN CITY - @btssmutgalore (PJM Ă reader)
currently deactivated so i've linked the fic from dee's ao3
okAY YALL so this is the one thing that lives in my head rent free. istg there was a period a while back when i went on a social media cleanse or smth but i just had to go back onto tumblr to get updates on this
genuinely the one thing that keeps me going
itâs completed so u can experience all the emotions in one sitting if you are up for that.Â
has my whole heart.
dear @btssmutgalore i love you for writing this. pls marry me.
and yes it is spicy my dears. very spicy.
you do get a decent amt of fluff n angst ish n smut so yes it covers all bases.
and you get sum dancing jimin :>
you wonât be able to control yourself istg pls go and read.Â
Waking Up Next To The Sun - @houseofwhalien (JHS Ă reader)
this do be wholesome hours w bby jung hoseok
wholesome morning becomes spicy morning and then back to wholesome morning
okay and this is truly the duality of jung hoseok. like i can literally picture the man being exactly like this
is a short 1.8k of sunshine to bless yall !
Interrupted - @kimnjss (JHS Ă reader)
let me get yall with this. this is actual spice spice. we are talking extra chilli pepper flakes.Â
iâm not usually one for something that is just full on spice but like i was feeling sum typa way when i read this.Â
itâs idol!jhope in here who also turns out is your boyfriend. istg y/n do be the luckiest uGH.
it isnât too long (4.3K words) so it works as a quick read to convince your brain to have some sexy hoseok dreams.
there was a bug - @kimnjss (KNJ Ă reader)
i felt frustrated reading this man. like the push and pull - istg my girl y/n and kimnamjoon really needa get their shit tgt.Â
this was so dirty and for WHAT!! making me shy in bed when iâm all alone with my phone hngghh
has quite a bit of angst and fluff but itâs worth it. the 7k words are all worth it.
baby, my baby - @pjimims (JJK à reader)
okay this was something i read years ago but as i was scrolling through the things i liked i found it again!Â
thought it was quite cute
i mean come on dad!jungkook is to die for
am kinda sad they aren't writing anymore fics tho :"(
Angel in the Darkness - @icyhobi (JJK à reader)
okay this made me go oop
i remember seeing like part 3 and i was like okay gna wait for it to be a completed fic before i start reading. and i finally got around to reading it yesterday.
mafia!jungkook is kinda my thing now i guess idk
also wth they all be so sneaky sneaky about everything
will make u go omg out loud
anyway i think i am going to hv I trust issues now (finish reading it and you'll know what i mean by this)
Meet The Parents - @btssaysstudy (KNJ Ă reader)
idk what it was about this that made me feel very warm but i liked it a lot
it's super short and wholesome
and idk it's nice to think that our dear kim namjoon would be like thisÂ
cute read for when you're busy and need a short burst of fluff to get you through the day
Serving Bitterness - @guksthighs (KSJ à reader)
let me start off by saying this is like the first seokjin fic im recommending omg
this is a super short one (1.8k words) so it's something that you can probably squeeze in during the busy mornings.Â
let me first start off by saying y/n is really not here to play lol
also you do gonna be experiencing some second hand embarrassment at the end of it though oof
but yes pls read it was kinda cute, kinda wish it was longer thoughÂ
do you want me (dead?) - @gukyi (JJK Ă reader)
this is a hogwarts au story!!!
dont you just love ravenclaw seeker mr jjk bcs im obsessed!!!!
v cute fic honestly
10/10 wld recommend
pls give it a read hehe
Exitus Acta Probat - @bang-tan-bitches (MYG Ă reader)
guys,,,, mafia!yoongi pls i am on my knees.
funnily enough i discovered this ages ago during one of my late night tumblr reads but then i lost it the next morning. was able to find it again a few days (?) ago!!
i really liked how yoongi pulled sneaky moves and basically lulled y/n into believing whatever he wanted her to believe to get what he wants
it's lowkey giving yandere(?) and something about yoongi in yandere-ish vibes really keeps me going on a daily basis
tbh my mind sometimes goes back to them and makes me wonder where they are now!!
(pls,,, if you ever want to write more for them,,, i am so ready for it!!)
The one that got away (literally no longer exist; but just going to keep it here)
the snow king - @bloomsuga (KTH Ă reader)
you got fanatsy stuff going on. you got hella angsty and fluffy all at the same time. besties i think we found the best ice prince! kim taehyung out there.
also we have some slight cutie jimin moments. ( a definite plus!)
oh yea and it gets smutty but in like the most beautiful way.
also this was a long read of 25k words. but itâs a an absolute beautiful creation. did not know that we could put 25k words altogether to make such a masterpiece.
lowkey wanted to cry bcs its way too good.
Willow - @breakiebunny (JJK Ă reader)
i am not going to ever recover from this.
the number of times i find my brain just drifting over to this work of art is not okay.
my whole heart is still out here hoping desperately that in some alternate universe where this is true that everything is nice and works out great
i felt kinda empty after finishing this ngl,,,
and this is a one-shot,,,
will always hold a piece of my heart
stood up - @parkdatjimin (MYG Ă reader)
okay everybody. pls. just read this pls.
like this was bloody long. fricking 26.7k words. but what a great use of 26.7k words.
it's like shakespeare rose from the dead and was like what if i dropped another hit!!! (okay not a hit,,, idk it's 2 in the morning i cant think)
for someone who has never even been in a relationship in her whole life i really FELT THIS like in my heart, in my soul typebeat
also working some meh food n beverage job is literally my life. laugh out loud. going to daydream about this when i'm at work tomorrow.
bitter sweet - @mikrksmos (JJK Ă reader)
once again ladies and gents, my fav typa thing; bf2l
my heart. so full of love. for bestfriend!jk
also wtheck jungkook with a lil sibling? heck yea sign me tf up!!
i think i was very much overwhelmed with the emotions that our dear jk felt bcs sometimes life do be like that
plot was p dang noice!!
#kooksrae recommends!#kooksrae is reading!#bts fic rec#fluff#angst#smut#slowburn#bts#bts fluff#bts angst#bts smut#bts au#jungkook#jimin#taehyung#namjoon#hoseok#yoongi#seokjin#college!au#badboy!au#best friends to lovers#enemies to lovers#mafia!au
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study with bts! đ
hey besties! itâs me again. not too sure how you all feel about those study with me videos but personally iâve always been a huge fan and i find that it is less distracting than studying with your friends because there is nobody to talk to. i recently had a study with bts video pop up on my recommended so here i am to share the joy.Â
i know that most of us may be having our breaks and holidays now but hey yall can just keep this in mind for when school starts again.
ìíŹëč [N2BING] on youtube has videos ranging from 1 hour to 8 hours and itâs really just a screen of you with the boys. I know studying can get painful but hopefully this serves as a bit of a motivation for all of you (and less of a distraction)Â
Another video that Iâm going to share with you guys is by 4441xw on youtube as well. Itâs a 2 hour study with rm and jk. it has background music though so it may or may not work as well for you.Â
both the accounts do have videos that follows the pomodoro method which i personally find very helpful so if it works for you then i guess you guys know which videos to use from now on!
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can people please drop me some nice smau! fics pls!!!!!!!!! i m desperate or wtv
#kooksrae needs recommendations!#bts fics#kim namjoon#kim seokjin#min yoongi#jung hoseok#park jimin#kim taehyung#jeon jungkook#bts#smau#bts smau
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i read this right before going to bed last night. when i tell you.... i was intrigued asfđ„ the way i woke up and reread it AGAIN!! because it was that serious to me.
i do think it's an interesting take and honestly, probably my first pornstar!au that i've read about. genuinely had to reread to just see and read through the lines, figuring out the point they became so in love w each other.
incredibly long read! genuinely felt like it was an entire series hehe!! major lurv for this. probably going to be up all night thinking about this again. also lil ms y/n is so funny for posting and deleting her post. it's really giving exciting young love.
Take One (M)
Pornstar!Yoongi x Fan Fiction Writer!Reader
Genre: Strangers To Lovers!AU, Smut, Fluff
WordCount: 24k
Warnings: Masturbation, Fingering, Big Dick!Yoongi, Slight Dom!Yoongi, Degradation (Slut, Cum Slut), Spanking, Sex Against A Wall, Unprotected Sex, Cream Pie, Phone Sex, Edging, Pussy Slapping, Daddy Kink, Hair Pulling, Cock Slapping, Cum Swallowing, Love Making, Marking, Body Worship, Cunnilingus, Face Fucking, Multiple Orgasms, Possessive!Yoongi, Forced Orgasm, Doggy Style, Impreg Kink
A/N: Again the biggest shout outs to my crew @ppersonnaââ, @ladyartemesiaââ, @xjoonchildxââ who are constantly rooting for this fic to come out. I love my ladies so much!!!!!!!
There are three things which Yoongi was certain of. One, he was a big star in his field of work. Two, he had a huge cock, one to rival many of the largest names in his industry. Three, he can only find pleasure these days in written word.Â
He has seen so many bodies in his career. So many different women and men that he cared very little for the human form. Now, written word where he could just simply envision a woman of his choosing doing what is described in twelve font Ariel Black ink. That is where he finds his pleasure.
He found himself after a long day on set, looking for mental relief. People make fun of his job, but itâs incredibly taxing on oneâs spirit. He tried for years and years to be not only the best porn star in his field, but the most talked about. He succeeded after not too long, one utterly embarrassing title called âLittle Cat, Bowl of Milkâ skyrocketed his success and had people coming back time and time again to his profile on all the major porn sites. He began to realize that success was eating at his bones. He so often found himself not being able to cum as he fucked his co-star half way to Sunday.Â
It wasnât about being the greatest anymore, or having the biggest cock in the industry. It was about actually being able to cum without the prop team having to strap a tube on the underside of his cock and pump out this incredibly realistic looking paste that actually looks like jizz. It was practically degrading. And yet, Yoongi only found himself orgasming through reading.Â
It was a random happenstance as he was scrolling online. Just looking at a few different blogs on Tumblr before finding a link in their biography stating 'Masterlistâ. Finding himself intrigued he clicked on the link, the girl with the pen name Nevermore had countless series of books. She was great at writing, truly understanding her characterâs complexity and portraying it in such a way that had Yoongi constantly on the edge of his seat. But above all, the sex scenes she wrote were so erotic; so completely entrancing that he began to lose himself in her stories. He had never cum harder than before he read the words she so ardently wrote.
Jumping onto his couch, his feet find their place on the arm as his hand rests beneath his head. âI wonder whatâs up with Kyla and Bjorn today.â He whispers to himself before sipping his beer. Every day of the week waits with bated breath to be Sunday. Nevermore publishes every Sunday at 8 o'clock and Yoongi never misses it. He will even stop a late filming just to read her new chapter.Â
Stopping by her blog fills him with a sense of renewal. He first checks her updated page before anything else. She seemed to have an almost poetic soul within her, as if her fingers poured out earnest sentences with cryptic and riddled meaning. Itâs her latest post that catches his attention, first and foremost, before he can even click on the bookâs masterlist. He sips his beer as he peruses the post.
Coming Tuesday - Take One.Â
Pornstar!Min Yoongi x Reader
Authorâs Note: I usually research heavily for smut to make it seem the most realistic as possible. I looked into porn to get a sense of what pornstars go through day to day and came across Min Yoongi. Eajsidicjeisoc HEâS UNBELIEVABLE! So the next book will be a fan fiction based on him. And believe me when I say IâM A FAN.
Beer goes flying out of his mouth. Sitting up quickly, his eyes widened at the text.Â
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my babies đ how i have missed you đ«đ«they are so bloody cute together and fOR WHAT??
my fav couple makes me feel so damn single for no good reason <3 i lov them
lwh oc ïżŒdistracting jungkook while heâs working out or boxing đđđ
word count: 1.1k
warnings: jelly n possessive koo đ, spit !!, blowjob, titty fuck, dirty talk, boob-obsessed jk obv, cum play, cum eating, the initial necklace makes a comback !
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"20 minutes ago, you said you'd be done in five minutes."
Your huffed complaint barely reaches Jungkook's ears as he continues to throw punches at the heavy bag in front of him.
You're sitting cross-legged next to him, pulling at his shorts to pull his attention towards you.
"Just five more minutes, baby." He casts a quick glance at you before focusing on his training again.
"I'm boored."
Your fingers trail to his drawstrings. You pull at them without Jungkook noticing. His black Calvin's peek out and your inital idea to just annoy him morphs into something more impish.
Your fingertips slowly brush over the front of his joggers.
Jungkookâs little grunts from above come to a halt when he peers down at you, brows pulled together in confusion. He tilts his head to the side when you meet his gaze with a mischievous smile.
âBaby.â Jungkookâs chest rises with every heavy breath, his skin shimmering with sweat. âWhat are you doing?â
âRelax for a bit, Koo,â you say softly. Hand cupping him through the fabric. âThis is only making you angrier.â Batting your eyelashes you ask, âWhatâs got you so mad, hm?â
âNothinâ,â he mumbles, eyes closed as you squeeze him.
You canât shake the feeling that Jungkook is still holding onto some tension from last nightâs Christmas gathering. While having dinner with friends and hitting up a bar, you couldnât ignore Jungkookâs upset pout on his face, the lingering glances with his doe eyes and his subtly possessive hands always reaching for you.
And all that just because he was jealous of Taehyung. Itâs been ages since you last saw Taehyung, your former high school boyfriend, and there was a lot to catch up on. Jungkook pretended it didnât bother him, but his façade crumbled easily â just like now, with his tense jaw and clenched hands in white wraps, still staunchly denying any reason for his anger.
âIâm a much better distraction than punching a stupid bag, donât you think?â You pull his joggers and briefs down in one motion and crawl on your knees in front of him. Your mouth closes around his tip and Jungkook shudders.
âFuck,â he hisses. âYou sure no one will come here?â you ask, stroking his cock with your hand.
âItâs been closed for hours.â Jungkook gathers your hair in his fist. âI wouldnât let anyone see you like this. But we can go to the office if you donât feel comfortable here.â
âIâm fine,â you mutter around his cock. You take him deeper into your mouth, swirling your tongue around his hard dick. Your eyes sting with tears when his tip reaches the back of your throat. Jungkook curses, holding your head in that position.
âSo cute,â he mutters. His thumb brushes over the little tear in the corner of your eye. He moves his hips back a little before he pushes his cock further down your throat again. âDamn, baby. Taking my cock so well.â
You heave for air once heâs all the way out, hands unconsciously squeezing his muscular thighs. Jungkook strokes his cock in leisurely movements. You dip your head and gently suck on his balls. His head falls back, plush mouth parted to utter soft moans.
You feel Jungkook tugging on your pullover. âLemme see your tits,â he urges.
Your tongue sweeps from his balls across his cock till you give him a little kiss on the tip. A lovestruck smile settles on his face, growing even bigger when he sees your naked tits.
He bends forward to squeeze the supple flesh in his hands, rolling them around in his palms. His tongue pokes his cheek, a hungry look creeping into his eyes.
âWanna fuck them,â he says.
âYeah?â You bite your lip, raising a little on your knees.
Jungkook spits down on his cock, rubbing it all over himself. He teases your puckered nipples with his tip, pulling a couple whines from you. You let a droplet of spit trail down on the valley between your tits and he catches it with his cock, rubbing spreading the bit of lubrication on your skin.
You press your boobs against his cock. A shaky breath slips Jungkookâs mouth and moves his hips in needy motions.
âFuck, I love fucking your tits,â he rasps. His eyes travel over the dainty necklace around your throat, a sparkly J moving along his thrusts. âAll mine.â He cups your face, tracing your bottom lip with his thumb.
âYou always want me, right? Always gonna be mine.â
âUh-huh. Always.â
âGood girl.â
Your tummy tingles and you smile up at him.
Jungkook lubricates his cock with more saliva âTits are so soft,â he whispers. âGonna cum all over them.â His grunts turn louder as he gets closer to cumming.
He looks so pretty above you with his chiselled chest glistening, cheeks tinted in a rosy colour and his doe eyes looking down at you with lust and adoration.
ââm so close.â His hips stagger and you feel his cum shooting over your chest. Jungkook slows down, watching his cum paint over your boobs with drowsy eyes. âFuck,â he moans, palming his cock and squeezing out the last bits.
âFeeling better now?â you ask, blinking up at him.
âSo much better.â He runs the tip of his cock over his cum, smearing it across your tits. Gathering a bit of cum on his cock, he holds it in front of your mouth. You lick the cum off his tip and swallow it.
âNext time when weâre hanging out with Taehyung you donât have to get jealous,â you tell Jungkook as you stand up.
His gaze is fixed on your cum-covered boobs before he casts his eyes up, an offended frown contorting his face.
âI wasnât jealous!â
âNo?â You raise your brows. âYour hands just naturally were all over me when I talked to Tae?â
He shrugs. âMaybe.â
You giggle. âStop being silly.â You throw your arms around his neck, standing on your tip toes. âYouâre the only one I want,â you whisper and give him a soft kiss.
âI know.â Jungkookâs fingers skim over your back. âJust need to hear it more often.â He plants another sweet kiss on your lips.
Jungkookâs phone starts ringing.
âTime to pick up Nabi!â you exclaim, eyes sparkling.
Jungkook grins, pulling up his sweatpants and briefs.
âLemme get some tissues for you first.â
âYou think Nabi was a bit mean to Namjoon again?â you ask.
âOh, she loves annoying him.â
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this... was so cute fml đđ was looking for f2l jungkook fics and after spending an obscene amount of time on tumblr somehow stumbled upon this !! thoroughly enjoyed it!! also,,, so crazy bcs i work in a tattoo studio?? but im not tattooing?! but i work there ?? n everytime i daydream at work it is alw abt how jungkook will walk in and ask one of my pals to give him a tattoo.... this lowkey fed into that delusion!! super love it! also,,, m starting to think about getting a bunny fairy tattoo.... if i ever do i am so letting you know first hehe
jungkook is well just jungkook. somewhat cocky flirty ish but also so cute n gentle i lov him. y/n baby u r so lucky <3
how many | jjk | 6
Pairing:Â Jungkook x TattooArtist!Reader
Genre:Â Fluff, Smut, BadBoy!AU
Summary:Â To Jeon Jungkook, youâre just the cutie who sits across from him in art class. He doesnât have a clue that youâre also the hidden face of his favorite tattoo artist on social media. When the bad boy notices youâve taken a surprising interest in his ink, he dares you to explore every inch of his body until all of his tattoos are accounted for. Tempted by his irresistible smile and delicate touch, you might even let him in on your little secret.
Word Count:Â 5.8k
Parts: 0 â 1 â 2 â 3 â 4 â 5 â 6
Warnings: fingering, blowjob, deepthroating, dirty talk, begging, unprotected sex, he calls her babe, tight little pussy, boy got a big cock, slight bondage kink, creampie, possible dick tattoo (?)
A/N: this is probably the most smut you're ever going to get from me as a writerđ
â the one he'd been searching for â
At the door to his apartment, Jungkook shuffles around for the keys in his pocket. The shiny new addition to his key ring makes you smile to yourself as you follow him inside. The first thing you do is scan the hall for the fluffy white tenant.Â
Upon hearing a tiny mew, Jungkook squats down, picks up Namjoonâs cat, and lets you greet her. She gives you a kiss with her pink nose before burrowing her face into your boyfriendâs elbow. For now, sheâs the only one whoâs allowed to be so adorable and affectionate with your man. But perhaps someday, the two of you will have kids whoâll also get to experience the love he radiates. It might take a while before it gets to that point, but the possibility leaves you excited for the future ahead.
âIâm gonna check and make sure my nosy roommate isnât around today,â the boy says after dropping you and the cat off in his room.
While heâs off hunting Namjoons, you lay down on the bed next to the cat, still admiring the fresh tattoo on your hand through the clear wrap. You snap a quick pic of the bunny fairy and post it onto snowsleeveâs Instagram with the caption, âlent my hand to a hot new artistđ°âšâ.
The comments that pour in are nothing but supportive.
âPls tag this hot new artist so I can get my ownđ
â
âWHAT TAHTS SO CUTE OMFâ
âi think ive seen this persons art before;;;â
â10/10 better than a face revealâ
âI need more of thisâ
â@agustd letâs get matching onesđ±đŁâ
â#bunfairysearchpartyâ
âLooks kinda like @jjkINKâs style #bunfairysearchpartyâ
âokay wait i searched up @jjkINK and it makes sense. super talented #bunfairysearchparty #solvedâ
â@jjkINK Are your books open? Asking for a friendâ
Youâre so engrossed in all the comments that you donât even notice the dark shadow sneaking up on you.
âBoo.â The curled-up kitty isnât even fazed, but your whole body jerks up as Jungkook throws himself onto the bed beside you. He grins in victory. âWhat were you smiling at?â
âTheyâre starting a search party for you on Instagram,â you giggle, showing him your post along with all the comments. His eyes take in everything line by line. âA lot of people have sniffed you out already.â
âWell, theyâre gonna have to wait a while before Iâm officially open for business.â He pulls you into his chest and plants a kiss on your cheek. âYouâre such a tease, Y/N.â
âItâs not my fault I wanted to show off my talented artist boyfriend,â you hum against his smooth skin. âBy the way, howâd your Namjoon hunt go?â
âHe sent me a text saying heâs out on a date or something. I told him Iâd feed the cat so he can go get laid.â
âAww, what a good roommate.â You give him a kiss on the lips, and his tongue doesnât waste any time. It hasnât been more than ten minutes in his apartment and heâs already craving your taste.Â
The subtle movements of your bodies against the mattress wake the cat from its nap. She stretches and yawns before wedging herself into the warmest spot on the bedâright between you and Jungkook. Her whiskers rub gently against your wrapped tattoo as she purrs away. That tiny bit of contact is enough to make you wince at the soreness. Hopefully your boyfriend didnât see.
âYou should see my cat, Jeon,â you say as you wiggle your index finger around in front of the kittyâs big eyes. You of course use your non-tattooed hand so that your bunny fairy wonât be swiped by a feisty kitty paw. She catches your finger and starts nibbling on it.
âYou have a cat too?â He believes you, even though you were just trying to be sly and cute.
You shrug your shoulders, and then it clicks for him
âHey, can you come back in like an hour or two?â Jungkook asks of the oblivious cat, who finally gets the message and leaps onto the gaming chair instead. Turns out sheâs a cockblock just like her father.
With the cat out of the way, the boy takes hold of your wrist to inspect the battle scar from earlier. Itâs still swollen and red. âAre you gonna be okay forâŠ?â
You nod despite the sharp stinging in your hand. The wait has gone on long enough.
âOkay, just donât get too carried away with your tattoo hand.â He lifts your oatmeal sweater up and over your head and tosses it onto his desk, quickly followed by his white tee. Your eyes wander up from the feisty fairy on his abs as he holds both of your hands above your head against the pillows and climbs on top of you. âLet me do all the work today,â he says.
He quickly identifies the nape of your neck as a weak spot and caresses you there with his lips. One bite at a time, he works his way between your breasts, down your belly, to your inner thigh, only protected by your plaid mini skirt and sheer black stockings.
The preppy look you were going for comes undone piece by piece as Jungkook helps you out of your skirt and then your stockings. Youâre left only in your lacy black lingerie.
âSo⊠whereâs this cat you wanted to show me?â he asks. He canât play innocent. Not when he already has his finger looped around the lace that hugs your hips.Â
âFind it,â you taunt him as you unbutton and unzip his jeans. His dinosaur boxers get your approval.
âWait, is it a tattooâŠ?â He tugs at the lace with eagerness. âDown here?â
Itâs cute how heâs always thinking about that one tattoo he hasnât found on you yet. But itâs finally time to put the poor boy out of his misery.Â
You sit yourself up, slide the lace down your legs, and fling it over to the growing pile of clothing on his desk. Without hesitation, the boyâs eyes are drawn to the untouched skin between your legs. He licks his lips and leaves them parted as he stares with such intensity. Thereâs no tattoo to be found there, but that doesnât make him any less fixated on what he sees.
With gentle fingers, you close his jaw and lift his chin to meet your gaze so that he canât just drool over your pussy all day. Leaning in, you snap him out of his daze and whisper, âDoes that answer your question?â
Jungkook nods and steals a kiss. âGuess that means thereâs only one place left to look.â
A confident hand works its way around to your back and unclasps your bra. You press the lace to your chest before it falls off your shoulders.Â
This is it. This is where your little game with Jungkook finally comes to an end. You wonât have any more tattoos or secrets up your sleeve because heâll have seen every part of you. Heâs seen the shy you, the passionate you, the dorky you, the artist you, and everything in between.Â
You let him into your world, and he embraced it.
The bra slips from your tattooed hand and falls onto your thighs. You watch as your boyfriend scans every inch of your bare upper body until he settles on the lower outer corner of your left breast.
âItâs pretty.â His thumb strokes the tiny piece of art on your skin. Itâs the silhouette of a black cat perched atop a red crescent moon. âYou did it yourself?â
You give Jungkook a modest nod as he looks down at his own chest to figure out how in the world you tattooed yourself at such an awkward angle. He might be the only fuck boy out there whoâd delay sex in order to consider the specifics of a tattoo so intently.
Out of nowhere, you run both hands up the boyâs torso and push him down against the mattress and between your thighs. Perhaps he wants all the details about your first tattoo, but you can save it for the pillowtalk that comes after sex.
âMaybe you can tattoo me in all the spots I canât do myself,â you suggest, drawing attention to those tricky parts of your bodyâspots like your neck and anywhere on your back. Two hands grab your ass and scoot you forward until your face nearly collides with his.
âA booty tattoo would be pretty hot on you,â he says against your lips. He gives your ass a good squeeze before rolling you over and getting back on top of you. Without wasting a second, his fingers sneak their way between your legs, dip inside you, and coat themselves in your glaze. He glides around your clit and asks, âOr should I tattoo you down here?â
âNot opposed to either.â No tattoo is off the table if Jungkook is the one doing it. And despite your low pain tolerance, you know youâd definitely enjoy having his hands on you in either spot for a good hour or two. âI want you all over my body.â
âSay less.â One hand takes care of your breasts while the other continues to rub you up and down until youâre all nice and wet. The flicks of his fingers are soft and sexy, and it doesnât take long before your body is squirming beneath him.
He pauses a couple of times and makes it very clear that heâs in no hurry. You, on the other hand, are quickly becoming a hot mess, and the snail speed isnât helping. Itâs torture at its finest.
âMore⊠Jungkook,â you manage to say between moans. âPlease.â
Your boyfriend stares down at how turned on and needy you are for him. His eyes wander across your naked body from your slick center to your perky nipples to your flushed face. He takes his thumb and swipes it gently over your lips.
âDo you want my mouth up here?â he asks, watching carefully for a cue from you. His fingers down below tap on your clit several times. âOr down here?â
You feel the bundle of nerves swelling up between your legs at the mere thought of him lapping you up and eating you out. Heâd be latched onto your center with the tightest grip around your thighs, unable to control himself like a vampire sucking his plaything dry. His tongue would surely be the death of you.
But the huge bulge in his boxers is an even deadly temptation.
You weave your fingers through the long hair at his neck and pull him down until your lips can reach his. This kiss is filled with hunger and lust. âHere is perfect,â you say before he goes in for seconds.
The boy obliges and continues on with the makeout session. He pulls back a second later and asks, âWait, has anyone ever gone down on you?â
âNot yet.â Something tells you thatâll change in the near future, though.
Jungkook gives you a cheeky smile like the troublemaker he is. âYouâre so innocent, Y/N.â
It shouldnât take long to change his mind about that.
You slide your hand up the front of his boxers, right over his bulge. His entire body stiffens against the sudden contact.
âBy the way, Iâve been thinking a lot about this dick tattoo you may or may not have,â you say as you continue to rub him through the cotton. âI imagine something like a cute little snake.â
âMe? Cute and little?â Jungkook snorts. Now that he repeats your words back, you have to admit it was a pretty innocent remark on your end. At least you know he finds your innocence endearing. âTry saying that again with my cock down your throat.â
Eager to accept his challenge, you tug at his waistband. He steps out of his boxers with haste and kicks them off to the side. The first things you notice are of course his lack of a tattoo and his size. He might be even larger than youâd been estimating while silently evaluating the bulge through his boxers.
âSorry to disappoint, but there arenât any cute little snakes here,â the boy jokes. He leans back as you slither your fingers around him and bring yourself in for a closer look. Heâs warm, veiny, and awfully big, but thereâs nothing you canât handle from him. You shudder at the thought of him pounding into you with that massive size and length. You swear youâve never been so turned on just from looking at dick. If the perfect cock exists, youâre holding it.
âNo worries, I always appreciate a long and large blank canvas to work with.â You feel clever for coming up with that one. And who knows. Maybe youâll be the one working on his dick tattoo in the future.
Both you and Jungkook watch your tattooless hand go up and down his length. Heâs getting so tense and worked up despite how little youâve touched him. You want to see how far you can push him.
âI know you said youâd do all the work today, but I donât think I can help myself,â you say, wetting your lips a few centimeters away from his erection. Perhaps itâs your own desires clouding your judgment, but he looks like he could really benefit from having your mouth around him. You plant a soft kiss just below his swollen tip and glance up at your boyfriend for his thoughts on your unspoken proposal.
âWell, Iâm not going to say no to that.â Jungkookâs eyes are as gentle as eyes can be in the midst of sex. He pokes the back of your tattooed hand and says, âJust be careful with this hand, okay?â
Heâs being so sweet and considerate about your newly branded skin, but you honestly wouldnât mind if he tied your hands up to ensure youâre behaving the way he asks. Thatâs another kink to explore some other time, though.Â
âItâs a good thing sucking you off doesnât require much hand usage,â you smirk.Â
Knowing his eyes are all on you, you decide to make a spectacle out of what would otherwise be an ordinary blowjob. Your tongue starts by teasing him with a few wet kisses all around his length. The room is filled with the sounds of diligent sucking and the needy kind of moans you only make when youâre really craving cock. You want to make sure he knows how into his body you are.
When you take a peek to see how heâs holding up, heâs straining his neck just so he can watch exactly what youâre doing to him. If you didnât already have your mouth around his cock, he probably would have started jerking off to the show youâre putting on for him with all your lewd sounds and naked body. You love the thought of him pleasuring his horny self at the sight of you doing something naughty.
âYou taste better than ice cream,â you say after a very intentional flick of your tongue over his tip. The teasing doesnât stop there, though. Your lips just barely graze him as you let half his length in. His poor cock is like a lollipop melting away against a tongue that hasnât tasted pure sugar in months.
Even if you tried, you couldnât stop. Youâre addicted to him.
âFuck, Y/N,â he groans in rhythm with the movements of your mouth. âI take back what I said about you being innocent.â
You try to fight off the stupid grin creeping up on you, but you fail miserably. âIâm only this naughty when Iâm with you.â
âGood.â He does his best to maintain his composure as you take the rest of his length, but thatâs not working out too well for him. You feel him wince in pleasure as soon as he hits the back of your throat. His breathing is rough and sloppy in a way you havenât heard before. Youâre driving him crazy, and you love it. âI need you all to myself.â
The boy watches on as you devour him like a popsicle. Youâve always thought you had your gag reflexes under control, but you have to admit his large size is a lot for your throat to take on. Jungkook wasnât just talking himself up earlier.
Your half-moan, half-gag vibrates against his cock. His hand reaches for yours on instinct.
âYou good, babe?â His sudden concern and pet name for you are like positive reinforcements for choking on his cock. You want to do it again, over and over.Â
âMm,â you moan, continuing to slide his length up and down your throat. Somehow, you feel your throat warming up to his size. That doesnât mean you wonât keep gagging to stroke his ego, though. Itâs your way of acknowledging that your boyfriend has (by far) the biggest cock youâve ever sucked.
âSure Iâm not too big for you? What about your tight little pussy?â Heâs taunting you again. And you lean right into it.
âLetâs find out.â You finally pull back from his erection and crawl forward until your breasts are dangling over him and your pussy is aligned with his cock. He reaches up with his thumb to wipe the glossy glaze off your plumped lips. You lick the rest up like sweet syrup.
To stall things out just a bit longer, you rock your hips back and forth so that your clit drags against his tip as the two of you makeout. Youâd been so focused on sucking his cock that youâd forgotten how sensitive you still were between your legs. As tame as it might seem, grinding against him like this feels so fucking good.Â
When your little bud gets a tad too excited, you put your hips on pause and push yourself back up into a sitting position on top of him. As soon as you lift your ass again, Jungkookâs hands slip beneath you for support. You make him watch as you curl several fingers up your pussy to ensure youâre wet and horny enough to accommodate his massive size. No shit youâre horny enough.Â
You reach behind your back to grab his cock and position him where he can ease into you. His cock has the audacity to give you a little nudge at your entrance, but his eagerness is understandable. You feel it too.Â
As you slowly lower yourself onto his length, youâre thankful for the âsafe sex speedrunâ (as your gamer boyfriend likes to call it) the two of you went on in the weeks leading up to this. Nobodyâs getting preggy, nobodyâs catching any STDs, but you will get to experience just how good he feels with no condom in the mix.
âYouâre awfully tight, Y/N,â Jungkook hums, the corner of his eyes crinkling upward in the most endearing way possible. Heâs right. Heâs only got an inch or two in and plenty more to go. He must be feeling like a god right now.
Youâve encountered a handful of larger-than-average dicks in your sex life, but youâve never taken this long to get them all the way in. The boy also picks up the time ticking away.
âIn the meantimeâŠâ he starts but never finishes his sentence, rubbing your clit between two fingers. The jolt of pleasure proves to be counterproductive as your muscles tighten around his cock. You hate how weak you are to his fingers. One of these days, you know heâs going to catch on and make you get on your knees and beg before he even lays a finger on you. You wonât be able to resist, either.
âFuck,â you huff. His fingers find a nice rhythm, gradually getting stronger and more intense. You give into the pleasure and throw your head back for just a second. But if he continues down this path, youâre going to come before youâve got him halfway in. To prevent your bundle of nerves from exploding on the spot, you pull both of his hands up to your breasts as a distraction. He doesnât seem to mind.
âYou have the perfect tits, you know that?â He squeezes them both like stress balls even though you know he hasnât had anything to stress about since midterms. Itâs probably just the frustration building for every additional second heâs forced to wait before fucking the shit out of you.
Once heâs in as far as heâll go, his hands slide down to your waist where he has a strong grip on you. Like the gentleman he is, he lets you take the lead first. You use a combination of your hips and thighs to leverage your weight up and down his length. Meanwhile, your greedy little fingertips take the opportunity to get acquainted with his hard abs. Youâre once again reminded of how in shape he is. His commitment to everything importantâhis health, his studies, his future, youâis so incredibly attractive.
Despite how much you crave wild sex, this first bit is still slow and sensual, just until you adjust to his size. Your hips are hard at work on his cock, and you find it kind of romantic the way he gazes into your eyes as you pleasure yourself on him.Â
As you speed up, you hear more and more grunts and groans from the boyâs throat. And once youâve got a steady pace going, you start to feel his hips move beneath you. His thrusts are so strong that youâd probably bounce right off his cock if not for his hands keeping you strapped into place. At least he gets a nice little show from your bouncy tits he loves so much.
âIs rough okay with you? I can go harder,â he says with the smuggest look on his face. You didnât realize there was a level up from what he was already doing. Not in that position anyway.
As soon as you nod, he lifts your entire body up off his cock like itâs nothing, just to show off the results of his daily visits to the gym. In a smooth transition, the two of you switch positions with you on your back and him on top.
You get a good look at him holding his big throbbing cock over you, and your hand wanders down between your legs on instinct without you realizing it. You rub away and feel how swollen and close you are to hitting your high.Â
Leaving your legs spread open, you eagerly wait for Jungkook to shove himself back into you. He angles his cock at your entrance and works his way inside you with relative ease this time around.
âYouâre so fucking tight,â the boy growls. He cups your chin and steals a passionate kiss from you before pinning you against the pillows. He has a gentle hold on the wrist with the bunny fairy flying right above it.
âAnd youâre so fucking big,â you finally admit, hoping to unlock another horny masculine urge from him. âIt feels so good.â
The roughness behind his first few thrusts is a not-so-subtle reminder to hold on tight. You reach around with your free arm to hang onto his back, like an innocent hug that eventually turns dirty. If the sex gets any rougher, Jungkook might have a few claw marks on his back like heâd been scratched by a feral cat.
With your claws dug deep into his skin and your other arm still held down above your head, you feel secure beneath himâsecure enough to ask to be fucked as hard and deep as your boyfriend can go.
The first opportunity you get, you throw your ankles up over his shoulders to angle yourself better and casually suggest deeper penetration. And as soon as you say the words, the boy pounds his cock into you and hits just the right spot. Over and over again.
The moan that escapes your throat is the filthiest sound youâve ever made. Itâs a combination of pure pleasure and you trying to fight off an orgasm. If you werenât so caught up in the sex, youâd probably feel at least a tiny bit embarrassed. Instead, it only encourages you to keep losing yourself to the pleasure as you inch closer and closer to your high. Youâre just really glad no one else is around to hear it.
âIâm close,â you say, making a total mess of his hair. He continues to fuck you hard while swirling his fingers down around your clit to finish you off. God, you love his fingers.
âI can tell, babe,â he chuckles sweetly. Of course he can tell. You wouldnât be making lewd sounds like that unless you were at the peak pleasure of really good sex. And you love how he can continue to be so playful and endearing even when youâre about to come all over him.
You suddenly gasp out in pleasure and claw your nails into his neck. Your toes curl above his shoulders, and your pussy tightens its grip around his cock. You donât think youâll ever get over how fucking huge he feels inside of you.
As you ride out the waves of your orgasm, Jungkook uses the momentum to match your pleasure with his own. You run your hand against his back in a massaging motion and say his name softly to let him know youâre his number one supporter at the final stretch of this full-body workout session.Â
He grunts your name back along with a lot of sloppy profanity in response to an exceptionally strong clench around him. He gets harder and harder with each thrust until you feel yourself being filled with his creamy glaze. Itâs like a massive release of all the sexual tension that had built up from the day you two met. In your experience, normal sex doesnât feel this good. Then again, youâd like to think you and Jungkook donât have a normal relationship.Â
Itâs something special, and you want to cherish it forever.
You feel the wet trail thatâs left behind as Jungkook pulls out, proof that it wasnât all just a wild sex dream. His cock is drenched like a freshly glazed donut. You lick your lips even though you know youâre too worn out for another round.
âHungry?â your boyfriend asks with the biggest grin before drowning you with a thousand soft kisses. âFor actual food, I mean.â
âRight, actual food.â Your voice still has a naughty undertone as you hop up off the bed and stretch out your limbs. You make sure to give the boy a nice view of your glowy post-sex body. Maybe heâs also worked up an appetite just by staring at your naked self. An early dinner might be in order.
After washing up, you throw on one of Jungkookâs oversized tees and walk into the kitchen. The cat is busy eating her seafood dinner while the handsome chef is stirfrying noodles and veggies with what smells like the okonomi sauce you recommended to him some time ago. You spot the half-empty bottle on the counter to confirm your suspicions.
âYouâre right, this sauce makes everything better,â he says with a noodle hanging from his mouth. He slurps it up and gives you a small bite to try as well. It tastes so familiar yet brand new at the same time. Something tells you itâs the chef that makes all the difference. Youâd eat those noodles every day if Jungkook were the one cooking them for you.
âWe should try making actual okonomiyaki one time,â you suggest, dishing the meal out between two bowls. That would be a fun little date activityâshopping for ingredients together, struggling to make a proper okonomiyaki, and eating it anyway when things go horribly wrong.
âOoh, yeah. Have you seen all those videos where theyâre throwing all the shit together on one of those hot plates and it comes out perfect every time? They make it look easy.â He pulls out his phone, and the two of you spend the next half hour going down the okonomiyaki rabbit hole as you fill your bellies. Never mind that youâve already seen these videos. You just love Jungkookâs enthusiasm because it reminds you that your bond with him will never just stop at art and tattoos.
Itâll go as far as you and Jungkook want to take it. In your mind, the sky is the limit, and youâll aim for the stars every time.
After a long day of big reveals, tattoos, sex, and okonomiyaki, your body is finally running low on energy. You curl up with the cat in Jungkookâs bed as the boy finishes his shower. All you can think about is how perfect the day has been. You couldnât have asked for anything more.
Your eyelids start to feel heavy until your smoking hot boyfriend returns with wet hair and no shirt. Youâre not ashamed to say youâre wide awake now after seeing his bare skin again. As soon as he rolls onto the bed, you snuggle up to his chest. Your nose is filled with his spiced body wash, and youâre tempted to breathe him in until youâre intoxicated.
âSoâŠâ Jungkook sneaks a hand up your shirt and rubs the tiny cat and moon on the side of your boob. âAre you going to tell me more about this tattoo?â
âI want to know what you think about it first,â you say, sitting up and lifting your shirt up just enough for him to see the design clearly. He examines it again and even holds your hand tattoo up right next to it for comparison.
âItâs like night and day. The dark and mysterious cat on the moon, and the bright and innocent bunny fairy. One is for everyoneâs eyes, while the other is hidden away waiting to be found.â
âI didnât even think of that.â Youâre thoroughly impressed by your boyfriendâs critical thinking. You wonder what that analysis says about you.
âOh, and it reminds me of Sailor Moon,â he adds. Of course the biggest Sailor Moon enthusiast in the room would pick up on the loose inspiration for that design.Â
With a soft laugh, you lay back down and resume the cuddling session. You wish youâd never left. Itâs so warm and toasty in Jungkookâs arms. And you know youâre always safe with him.
âCan I tell you a behind the scenes secret about this tattoo?â You point to the side of your boob. The boy nods. âIt was either this tiny one or a whole sleeve.â
âYou were really considering a whole sleeve?â He runs his hand up and down your arm to generate more body heat. âWhat happened with that?â
âYou know how, when youâre in this industry, people expect you to be covered in art? When your arms look like mine, a lot of people will question your authenticity, especially when youâre just starting out,â you explain.
You might have celebrities and fellow artists whoâll back you up now that you have a large portfolio and presence on social media, but it wasn't easy for you in the beginning when you had no one.
Youâd heard a lot of shit being said about you, and you tried to push past it, but it got to be too much at some point. You specifically remember another artist saying, âWhat does she know about tattoos if she doesnât have any tattoos of her own?â
Thatâs when you decided to bite the bullet despite how you felt about needles.
âI just thought itâd be easier to move forward if they could see how passionate I was about tattoos. A sleeve wouldâve been clear proof of that.â
Jungkook plants a kiss on your sleeveless arm. âThe assholes who judged you clearly didnât know what they were talking about.â
âI eventually realized that,â you say softly. âI ended up designing the whole sleeve, only to look at it later and say I couldnât go through with it.âÂ
âThe last thing you want to do is have a whole sleeve of resentment tattooed to your skin,â he says. Your boyfriend says the wisest things sometimes.
âThatâs why I downgraded,â you agree. âPart of me still wanted a tattoo, but it didnât need to prove anything to anyone. So I went with this cute little guy and tucked him away for a handsome boy to find a few years later.â
âIâm glad you let me see it.â Jungkook gives your whole body a good squeeze. âI bet your sleeve design was sick, though.â
You roll over to grab your phone and scroll through your photos. Once you track down the design in question, you hand your phone over to the boy.
âOh shit.â His eyes are wide as he zooms in to catch every little detail. Among all the chaos youâd thrown into the piece, Jungkook points out something intriguing. Itâs a black panther perched on a crescent moon. It still surprises you how good the details came out on it.
âThatâs the one part of this whole design that I still really like,â you say. Clearly you have a soft spot for the moon panther. Otherwise you wouldnât have the miniature version of it tattooed to your breast. âIt feels like a waste to have abandoned it.â
âWerenât you supposed to have a consultation today to discuss design details with a client?â Jungkook hums innocently as if heâs not referring to himself. âHe might be interested in the moon panther, if thatâs an option.â
You draw an imaginary circle on the boyâs forearm that isnât already covered in ink. Itâs easy to imagine that sort of tattoo on him. It suits him perfectly. âItâll look good on you.â
âI canât wait.â Jungkook does that adorable wrinkly grin again and melts your heart away. âBy the way, was that the origin story for how you got the name snowsleeve?â
âYeah.â You smile back. Youâve always had a special attachment to your IG handle because itâs a reminder that youâre a tattoo artist whether or not you have a sleeve to prove it. That was the confidence boost and secret identity you needed back then before you had people on your sideâand before you had Jungkook. âBut now that I think about it, I might have to change that name if you ever cover my arm in more bunny fairies.â
You wonder what clever name youâd change it to. Or maybe youâd start going by your real name. That doesnât sound like a bad idea.
After letting out a huge yawn, you kiss Jungkook on the lips and drift off to sleep feeling so warm and safe in his arms.
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it's definitely NOT christmas now but wow this is giving me december energy and im living for it âš
other than the fact these people r moving so fuCKING FAST W THEIR FUCKING FEELINGSđ© it'S SO FRICKING SWEET N CUTE OH MY !!
i m obsessed ! i want, no I NEED to know what else they're up to !! n oh so help me god when the day comes for them to get married đ€© OH N IMAGINE ALL THEIR CUTE LIL DATES AT THE BOOKSTORE đ rkbfwksn wishing i was y/n
Oh Christmas Tree | KNJ
⎠summary: youâre looking for a fresh start and a Christmas tree when you unintentionally stumble across the worlds most attractive dimples and the sweet, gigantic, bumbling man attached to them
Alt: Namjoon + a Christmas tree farm + his best friendâs girlfriendâs little sister = the best Yuletide he never saw coming
⎠masterlist
⎠part of the breakfast with bangtan series
⎠pairing: Kim Namjoon x female reader, guest appearances by cultivating a life with you Hoseok x his y/n
âŽword count: 10.8k
⎠rating: mature, 18+
âŽgenre: fluff, strangers to lovers. slice of life, Christmas romance
âŽwarnings: flirting, woke adjacent Christmas tree banter? sexual tension, joon is a big man (we all know this), a few subtle pov shifts- but only at already marked breaks in the story beats (should be easy to follow. Hopefully), subtle daddy kink, joonie has big boobies and he likes boobies, what was meant to be really soft smut that got a little out of hand honestly
âŽauthorâs note: This started as a little scribble in March of 2021 that only involved the scene of y/n and Namjoon bantering about Christmas trees. Iâve been neck deep in 30k+ monster fic drafts for months and I just wanted to write something quick & fluffy so here we are. This y/n is the sister Hoseokâs girlfriend visits in cultivating a life with you. The stories are totally independent of each other but technically- chronologically- this takes place two winters later. Not meant to be hallmark movie related. I honestly just love the idea of Namjoon in one of his tiny little beanies getting tongue tied in the snow while surrounded by Christmas trees. Enjoy! Please let me know if you like it, if you like :) also⊠this is not proofread yet. I stayed up all night writing this and didnât sleep. So Iâm gonna leave this here, crash, and come back later to edit and add my copious italics, as I do.
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âMy gosh, are these Christmas trees in outer space?â
Youâd spent the last hour and a half being squashed in the backseat of your sisterâs Mini Cooper. Your knees were beginning to ache.
âOh donât be a grinch, silly. Weâre almost there,â your sister twisted to smile back at you from her spot in the passenger seat.
Her pink mittened hand was happily resting on her boyfriend Hoseokâs slim thigh. He reached down to tap out the rhythm to âwalking in a winter wonderlandâ across the back of her knuckles as she beamed back at you, and you felt a little bit of your irritation melt away. It was nice to see her so happy. They were sweet to each other. It was lovely for them, but it wouldnât help straighten out the kink in your back.
Who takes a coupe to pick up a live Christmas tree?
Hoseok caught your eye in the rear view mirror and smiled in apology as you shifted. He was as nice as your sister, just as keen to accommodate, and as soft for her as you were, if not more. His car was in the shop and yours hadnât arrived yet. Youâd driven a u-haul here from three states away a week and a half ago, settling down to take root during a holiday season best celebrated in an established home like the smart planner you were (not).
But for once, you didnât care. Or at least, you were learning not to.
Youâd spent too much of your life stuck in places you didnât even want to be, taking life too seriously. Spent too many of the last few years feeling stagnant and like you were running out of time all at once. So when the opportunity arose, you took the first chance you got to move here. To be closer to your sister, to be somewhere where the air felt lighter, where you could be whoever you wanted to be.
And today, you wanted to be the owner of a live Christmas tree.
Give yourself something to smile at in your studio that currently consisted of bare stucco walls and aesthetic cardboard box piles.
When youâd mentioned it over the phone, your sister had known just the place.
âItâs the cutest little Christmas tree farm! Me and hobi get our tree there every year! They even have a hot cocoa stand up front for you to sip on while you pick your tree out. Itâs owned by the sweetest family. One of our friends works there too. Oh you have to meet him!â
Your sister had gushed it all in one breath.
âHave to?â
âAbsolutely. Not even a question. Get dressed! Me and hobiâll pick you up in 10!â
That was that. Youâd bundled up to the best of your ability, (Your wardrobe was not prepared for how chilly the winters got up here) and twenty minutes later, your sister and a blushing Hoseok were waiting for you in the parking lot in their jolly little holiday mobile.
Your sister had added reindeer antlers and a red nose to her Mini Cooper and jingle bells to the door handles. There was a set of white vinyl stickers with the silhouette of Santaâs sleigh and all nine reindeer plastered on the back window and a sprig of mistletoe-that sheâd probably grown herself- twirling from the rear view mirror. Somehow sheâd even gotten the horn to match the melody of âwe wish you a merry Christmas.â
Youâd have to ask how later.
The ride ended up being cozy enough. Now you were just eager to get out and get the feeling back in your toes. Hoseok tipped the driver's side seat forward for you to crawl out from the back. The second the icy wind slapped against your cheek you wondered why you thought going out in the cold would bring any sort of circulation back to your toes. You rolled your eyes at yourself and chuckled when you caught sight of the purplish tinge along Hoseokâs throat peeking out just over the edge of his chunky crocheted scarf. (Your sister probably made it for him. And now he was using it to hide her hickies. The little hoe.)
He felt your stare and blushed, his wide animated eyes becoming sheepish as he yanked his scarf up just the littlest bit higher.
So that was why that ten minute pickup time had stretched into twenty.
Good for the both of you.
Soon, the three of you were wandering through the farm. There was a section of freshly cut trees ready to take home near the front but rows and rows of trees still rooted to the ground off into the horizon, all dusted with this weekâs newest burst of powdery snow. It was a magical thing to see really.
Your sister was happily tucked into Hoseokâs lithe side, one arm looped through his, the other hand cradling a hot cup of cocoa with a candy cane poking out of the lid. Nothing if not festive. Youâd opted to save your cup for later. You liked the brisk air, and you liked both your hands being deeply plunged in the warmth of your fleece lined pockets.
âCell reception is shit up here.â Hoseok piped up. âI tried to text Namjoon to see if he was working today but all I got back was the green text bubble of death.â
âBoo, Joonieâs the worst at charging his phone too. Itâs probably dead,â your sister giggled.
âGuess Iâm never gonna meet your jolly green giant, Hobes,â you bumped his elbow with yours.
âWith the brain of archibald asparagus,â your sister added.
âSexy brain, that man has,â Hoseok sighed with envy.
âYour brain is sexy too, babe.â Your sister tipped up on her toes to kiss Hoseokâs wind-chapped cheek.
âNot as sexy as his,â Hoseok nodded resolutely.
âOh, what about when he wears his little wire rimmed professor glasses?â
âToo hot. Heâd melt the snow,â Hoseok swooned.
âGoodness, are you in love with my sister or him?â You teased.
âBoth,â Hoseok admitted, a little too sincerely, clutching at his heart over his oversized parka.
âI donât blame him,â your sister nodded sagely. You quirked a brow at her and she simply shrugged, all innocence, zero guilt. âWhat? Donât look at me like that. Trust me, itâll make sense when you see him.â
âIf I ever see him. Iâm pretty sure heâs a myth.â Your skepticism came out with a snort and an opaque puff of air.
Geeze, itâs cold.
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At some point in the wandering, you got distracted watching a small child drag their parent by the wrist to the tree of their dreams. The scene was so wholesome and sweet. The little girl squealed with delight as a pair of squirrels skittered past them in chase, twining their way up her tree and darting down and away, ruffling soft powdery snow loose from the treeâs needles in their wake like a fairy sprinkling pixie dust.
The whole interaction was so idyllic that youâd stopped paying attention to where you were going and plowed directly into the broad back of what you were sure must be a bear. What else could it be? No manâs back was that broad, thatâs for sure.
The force of it knocked you flat back on your bum, leaving you dazed in a little pile of crunchy snow and loose pine needles.
âOh my gosh, Iâm so sorry!â
The words came too fast, too rushed, and at sure as hell too deep of an octave to come from anyone you knew, man or bear included.
There was a massive olive green, gloved hand shoved in your face- apparently attached to whoever was apologizing so profusely. You grabbed on and let it hoist you up. Goddamn, whoever this was was strong. After flying backward just a few seconds ago, you were now flying forward, toppling directly into what seemed to be just as equally broad a chest as the back you had crashed into moments ago.
âAre you alright? I canât believe I did that. Are you o-â
The rambling ocean wave of a voice stopped crashing over you the second you looked up and locked eyes with what you were sure was the most beautiful man youâd ever seen in person.
âHoly shit,â you muttered under your breath.
The manâs full lips seemed to gape as he looked at you.
Not necessarily in an objectionable way. It was more like, the tape in his brain had spun off the track and tangled itself up like an old cassette that needed help being wound back up again. It was like his thoughts were written all over his face. If you knew him better, you could have read them like a novel. For now, you knew one thing.
He was pretty when he was thinking.
Hell, he was pretty, period.
And two, he was solid as an ox.
âAre you okay? Are you hurt? Mr Yunâs gonna kill me if youâre hurt. I should have been paying more attention.â He patted down the sides of your ribs and torso like he was half expecting a bone to be jutting out.
âIâm okay. Iâm good. i-â am still holding his pecs, you realized.
What a Christmas miracle they were. Geeze. He had better boobs than you. You swallowed once then smiled up at him. âDo you, by any chance, work here?â
He blinked at you. There was snow on his eyelashes. His tiny dark green beanie wasnât doing any good at shielding his face from the snow, but god did the color look good next to his golden skin.
âUm, yes, actually. I do. Again, Iâm so sorry that I-â
âShush, enough of that. Youâre going to help me pick my tree.â
âI am?â
It was his turn to swallow.
âI mean, yes. Of course I am. Can. What are you looking for?â
He was nervous. So visibly nervous. You werenât sure if it was because of you or if it was just his general disposition. Either way, you were hopelessly endeared by it. Pretty, bumbly, abominable snowman of a man. With great tits.
âWell, I came here in a Mini Cooper, so⊠whatever will fit on top of that, I guess.â
He blinked again, before he smiled- wide and gracious. His eyes crinkled at the edges and Jesus, Mary and Joseph.
His dimples.
How obscene.
âSounds like a great place to start, to me.â He laughed for the first time. It was so boisterous and rich, you were sure heâd cause an avalanche.
The sound was as deep as winter, but soothing and warm. You already wanted to hear it again.
Oh boy. You really liked this one.
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âSo what technically constitutes âethically sourcedâ when it comes to Christmas trees?â You looked wide-eyed up at Namjoon.
âUm⊠you know I⊠well, usually I-I would know the answer to that.â
âBut right now, you donât?â
âI mean, I canât say that I do.â He shrugged ruefully.
âDespite currently being employed on a Christmas tree lot?â You arched a brow at him, a wry smile pulling at your lips.
âThat does seem to be the case, yes.â His brows pinched at his own glum response.
âAre you new?â Mirth glittered in your eyes as you watched him.
âNo, actually, Iâve been helping Mr. Yun since college⊠senior year of high school technically, actually.â Namjoon looked a bit lost in space as he wracked his brain for his qualifications.
âSo you should have seniority around here?â
âSort of ? Itâs just , you know, mr. yun is a friend of my parents and heâs always been good to me so I always try to return the favor and help out every year, if I can.â He swallowed.
He wasnât sure why he was so nervous. He literally talked to people for a living. He could sell a polar bear ice, for Peteâs sake. But every time he made eye contact with you, he was practically on the verge of forgetting his own name so this whole witty repartee thing was an absolute struggle in ways it absolutely should not be.
âWell, heâs very lucky to have you then. Even if you canât tell me where this tree came from.â You chuckled.
âNo, I that- that I can do. All our Douglas firs come from grey farms about two hours north of here. Again, super kind family. Theyâve been doing this for generations, actually.â
He found himself affectionately gripping the top of the tree while you smiled up at him like you had a secret and he felt a new rush of sweat rise beneath the fold of his beanie.
âSo locally sourced then.â
âFamily owned.â He nodded.
âWell now, thatâs a great start. You know more than you let on.â You tapped an index finger into the down of his puffy coat and he felt himself flush, wishing he actually could have felt that touch.
Every part of him felt like he was back in middle school right now. It had been ages since something this simple was this difficult for him. Trying to figure out how not to trip over his words while maintaining eye contact with the you and your the luminous smile really wasnât working at all. He should have been better at this by now, he sighed. His thirteen year old self would have been ashamed to see how little progress heâd made in that department in a decade and a half.
âSo, should I choose to re-home this lovely tree, do you know of anyone who could, say, strap it to the roof of my car for me?â
Your eyes were twinkling, face framed by the softly falling snow flurries that had started up again and Namjoon felt himself swallow.
âI- I would be happy to find-â
âThere you are! Finally found you- Oh, hey bro! So you are working today!â A voice bright like tangy sweet lemonade interrupted Namjoonâs inelegant struggle.
âHoseok?â Namjoon looked mystified at the pair of you as Hoseok clasped a mittened hand around your shoulder. âHow do you two-â
âThis is my girlâs sister, y/n, remember? I told you we were helping her move in last week.â He explained with a happy shrug.
âThis is⊠youâre⊠wow. Hey. Nice to officially meet you.â Namjoon released the tree to dizzily shake your hand, trying his best to ignore your amusement at his manic behavior.
âSo youâre the mysterious friend who was too busy to help with the u-haul unloading, huh?â You quirked a brow up at Namjoon. He looked a bit green around the gills as his snow frosted lashes fell away from your gaze.
âWe were slammed here that day. If it makes you feel any better, I got so much pine sap all over me that I had to toss my favorite gloves away.â
âTsk. Now why would that make me feel better?â You teased as something mischievous glinted in your eyes.
âBecause my shitty friend status made me suffer?â Namjoon shrugged.
âWell, we werenât friends yet,â you grinned. âBut now that we are, I think itâs only right that you should come over when youâre off to help the three of us decorate my new locally sourced, freshly cut Christmas treeâ
âOh absolutely!â Hoseok piped in. âYou havenât hung out in weeks- you have to come.â
His endearing smile beamed bright across his face in a way that was impossible to fight. Bright red bits of hair peaked out beneath his beanie as he grinned widely up at Namjoon, and Namjoon was too distracted by his openness to process his nerves at the invitation.
âI mean, I guess I⊠I mean I wouldnât want to intrude onâŠâ
âNonsense,â Hoseok interrupted,â youâd only be making the party better! Y/n needs all the friends she can get anyway. Poor thingâs stuck hanging out with us all the time- she could use a few new faces in the rotation, right little sis?â He hip checked you, ruffling your hair with the hand slung over your shoulder.
âNot your little sis yet,â you countered, eyes full of challenge.
âWait, Hobi, this Christmas are you gonnaâŠâ Namjoon twisted his left hand, the gesture caught vaguely somewhere between the Queens wave and the single ladies dance.
Hoseok pulled a nervous face, brows lifting and jaw tightening until his smile bared all his teeth, as he patted the chest of his puffer coat.
âIâve been carrying it around for weeks actually. Canât seem to find the right time.â
âAre you insane?â You swatted him. âYou brought it with you here? What if you lose it in the snow, you dummy?!â
âOw!â Hoseok rubbed his shoulder dramatically. âThe little ones are always fighters.â
You rolled your eyes as Namjoon blushed for reasons beyond him. Maybe he didnât need any more explanation than the fact that you were cute as hell and he liked seeing you laugh.
âYour sister would never hit me like that,â Hoseok huffed.
âYeah, she doesnât have to because she knows Iâd do it for her. Now why on gods green earth is the ring just chilling in your pocket while you stroll through endless yards of nature??â
âI keep it with me in case thereâs a moment that just feels right. Iâll already be ready, you know.â
Hoseokâs face was far away, dreamy.
Namjoon was happy for him, even if he wanted a little piece of his friendâs wonder for himself one day.
âI still think you should propose to her at home in your little jungle. You have to know how happy that would make her,â you asserted.
Namjoon thought back to his last visit to Hoseokâs apartment. The walls had almost been alive with the amount of trailing vines climbing toward the ceiling. It was otherworldly, serene, like an indoor garden. It would be a spectacular place to propose actually.
âI think sheâs right. It would be pretty damn perfect, Hob.â Namjoon offered.
âOoo, did you hear that?â Slipping out from under Hoseokâs slinky arm, you attached yourself to Namjoonâs bulky one. âHe already knows Iâm always right. The company you keep, Hobi. I like this one.â
You squeezed Namjoonâs bicep, and he swore he could feel the warmth of your touch through his puffer jacket. He knew his cheeks had to match Hoseokâs fire engine hair now.
âHey, be sweet to him. Heâs sensitive,â Hoseok tutted as he pinched Namjoonâs rosy face despite being swatted away by one Namjoonâs big hands.
âI⊠is this the tree youâre settled on y/n? If it is, I should start getting it wrapped for you.â
âHoist it on the beige Mini Cooper in the back, eh Hulk?â Hoseok patted his unoccupied bicep, giving it a happy squeeze as he pushed past Namjoon. âIm off to find where my poison Ivy wandered off to again. Probably somewhere talking to the cedars.â He shook his head softly but gosh, there was nothing but fondness in his happily crinkled eyes. âYou two donât get up to anything too wild while Iâm gone now, yeah? We havenât even brought out the baileys and the eggnog yet. Save it for later - or Iâll be the one kissing Joonie under the mistletoe.â
Hoseok wiggled his fingers and brows in puppety unison as he vanished through the trees, leaving Namjoon alone with you once again.
âHeâs quite the character isnât he?â You chuckled.
âYou have no idea.â
âHeâs good to my sister though. Iâve never seen her so happy.â
âTheyâre pretty made for each other,â Namjoon nodded in assent as you sighed.
It wasnât until he looked down to catch your expression that he realized you were still holding onto his arm. Jesus Christ of Nazareth, was he going to faint in a Christmas tree lot?
You looked up then, a soft giggle bubbling out of you when you saw whatever his distress was doing to his face, and squeezed his arm before walking a few snowy paces ahead.
âCome on, tiger. The quicker we take care of this, the quicker we can get out of the cold.â
Namjoon had never followed anyone faster in his life.
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Why had the three of you come in a compact car?
This was pure delusion.
The tree Namjoon had helped you pick loomed over the front windshield like something from whoville. Good thing you werenât the one driving. Good luck with that visibility, Hobi.
You and your sister stood side by side, linked at the elbow while the two men tied the tree down to the roof of the car.
âThink weâll tip over in a strong breeze?â You queried.
âI think weâll tip over if anyone even looks at us funny,â your sister giggled.
Her laughter was contagious and soon you were both cackling uncontrollably as Hoseok and Namjoon secured your dr Seuss tree to the roof of her car. Namjoon looked back over his shoulder, making accidental eye contact with you. You let your gaze rove over his absurdly pretty face, eyes lingering around the high corners of his cheekbones and the doughy imprints of those audaciously sweet dimples of his.
âMy god, just look at him,â you sighed. âItâs like heaven tried to make focaccia bread when they made his face and decided to stop two pokes in because it was already perfect.â
Your sister looked between you and Namjoon, chuckling when the giant of a man turned away bashfully, as if those big shoulders could make him disappear.
âI told you he was pretty,â she shrugged. âAnd you gave me your judgy eyebrows.â
âI was a fool,â you sighed again. âIn my defense, I didnât know there could be boys prettier than Hobi around here.â
âWait til you meet the children. Jimin and Jungkook are so beyond anything you could even comprehend. Beautiful little whores.â
âThereâs more?â Your brows shot up high.
âOh and Taehyung! Taehyung will charm you right out of your coat. Heâs the dangerous one. I canât even make eye contact with him without stammering,â she shook her head in derision.
âWhew boy, what a winter weâre in for.â You rocked up on your toes with a whistle.
âWinter is a mercy. Seokjinâs shoulders in summer? Glory be.â
Lovingly, you squeezed her tighter into your side. âAt least we have Yoongi on our side.â
âOh, no maâam, we do not. Heâs the worst one!â
âMin Yoongi ?â You gasped. âNo!â
âYes! Heâll sneak right up on you out of nowhere just when you think youâre finally friends and keep your glass full of wine all night until you accidentally spill all your most embarrassing high school secrets,â she muttered.
âNo,âŠnot the pyramid.â
âYes, the pyramid. And heâll get it on tape too. Adorable little bastard. Donât let that cute little gummy smile fool you. Heâs ruthless.â
You donât think youâve ever heard your big sister curse before.
The pout on her face was too priceless not to laugh at so you did. The laughter was robust and full- it came straight from somewhere deep in your belly and pretty soon she was laughing too, hiding her face in the faux fur collar of your coat. The two of you clinging to each other as you cackled like wild children in the snow.
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Hoseok looked over the roof at the two of you and melted into an inordinately affectionate grin.
âYou could just go ask her now and put yourself out of your misery, you know,â Namjoon chuckled to himself.
âNah, sheâs so happy right now. Iâll let them have their moment.â
Namjoon let himself study you.
The two of you looked so much alike yet so different. Your sister was all spun sugar and sweetness, quick as a dragonfly on the breeze. But you, well, he didnât quite know how to put it into words. You were still sweet, but it was different. There was something more rich, a bit more solid about your aura. If your sister was candy floss, then his best guess - based on his limited interaction with you- was that you were salted caramel.
The thought had him pulling his bottom lip between his teeth. He wanted to know what else made up the pieces of you. He wanted to get off this shift so he could be in the same room as you. So he could be alone with you.
He wanted to get you under the mistletoe and taste those pretty lips of yours.
But of course, that meant he had to have a coherent conversation with you first.
âHey, quit undressing my baby sister with your eyes,â Hoseok snapped.
Namjoon shook his head, rattled the stars out of his eyes.
âMy bad. Sorry, man.â
âIâll let it slide this time,â Hoseok huffed. âHey, I think Iâm getting good at this protective big brother thing. That was pretty convincing right ?â He beamed proudly.
âMore than you know⊠hey, we should be good here.â
Namjoon patted the now secure tree, rustling a bit of soft snow loose from its branches.
âThen itâs time to get this baby back on the road!â
Hoseok slapped the chassis and the car jingledâ jingled!
âI canât believe youâre gonna marry a Christmas elf,â Namjoon snickered.
âHey, youâre one to talk, Yukon Cornelius. You work at a damn tree farm. Donât judge me. Besides, Iâm sure youâll be next. Y/n is just as bad as her sister.â
Namjoon stole another glance your way, his eyes darting away in a flash when he realized you were already watching him, something sultry glittering in your gaze that he tucked away in his pockets to think about later.
âMaybe being next wouldnât be such a bad thing,â he smiled to himself.
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Before you could get off the tree lot, Namjoon was running back to the car, something small in his hands that you couldnât make out.
You were crammed in the back seat between the extra boughs your sister had bought to turn into wreaths and garlands. All the evergreen scents made you feel like a new car air freshener. God. It was gonna be a long ride back to the city.
Namjoon knocked on the glass in a hurry, and you rolled the window down. What on earth was he-
âYou never got your cocoa.â
âWhat?â
âYou said you were gonna wait to nurse it on the ride home so I got⊠I got you cocoa.â His volume trailed as he handed the cup to you, like he was second guessing every action in his life that had brought him to this moment.
âOh, IâŠâ you didnât know what to say. You didnât trust yourself not to open your mouth and accidentally tell him you were already in love with him and did he know a guy who could get you both a marriage license by sundown.
âKim Namjoon. You absolute sweetheart,â your sister gushed from the front seat.
Namjoonâs cheeks went from rosy from the cold to plum from embarrassment. Youâd never wanted to kiss someoneâs eyelashes before.
âWell, thatâs all. I gotta get back. i-â
âThank you,â you whispered, eyes flicking up from beneath your lashes to meet his.
âIâŠ. Yeah. I.. I hope you like it.â His smile was wide, inebriated, giddy. You swore you could see the stars during the daylight.
âIâm sure I will. Six o clock. Tonight. You can come right?â
He nodded, bobbleheaded and boysish.
âYeah. Iâll grab the address from Hobi.â
âOh will you now?â Hoseok piped up from the front.
âHobi, shut up or I will end you,â you threatened through your own teeth as he and your sister laughed at you.
âTonight?â You called to Namjoon as Hoseok began to shift the car into gear.
âTonight!â Namjoon shouted back, both his arms waving over head as the car pulled off and he shrank into something small in the distance.
Settling back in your seat, you brought the cup to your lips and breathed in the steamy liquid. You noticed a little black heart drawn in sharpie on the cup, remembered seeing a sharpie tucked behind one of Namjoonâs ears and smiled to yourself like youâd just been passed a note in eighth grade.
You looked up to see two sets of eyes watching you in the rear view.
âOh god, eyes on the road mom and dad. This has nothing to do with you.â
Your sister giggled, âwell I for one am very happy for both of you.â
Hoseok chimed in with a âright? Theyâre cute.â
God. What a pair of menaces.
You sank in your seat but couldnât help but smile.
âHe is cute, isnât he?â You whispered into your cocoa cup.
Maybe this wouldnât be such a long ride home after all.
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âWhy did I let you make me think this was a good idea? I donât even have any furniture! What, weâre gonna make that Goliath sit on boxes for a chair?â
You were frazzled. Namjoon had texted Hobi that heâd be at your place in half an hour. Suddenly the idea of that massive man being in your tiny apartment drinking eggnog out of a solo cup that youâre sure would look like a shot glass in his massive hands made no sense at all.
âFirst of all, this was your idea,â Hoseok chuckled,â so donât pin this on me.â
âTraitor.â You whispered.
âBut if it makes you nervous, I can shout out the boys to swing by.â
âWhat? How does that make any sense? Why would we add more people I have no place for? Come on now, use the brain in that pretty head, Hobi.â You rapped your knuckles against his temple as he laughed at you- laughed!
â I am! Itâll make it feel less like a date. Less pressure to talk one on one thereâs a little more of a crowd,â he shrugged like it was that easy. Maybe it was.
âOkay. Fine. Do it. But somebodyâs gonna have to bring food cuz thereâs nothing in that fridge but eggs and kombucha.â
âGod, we need to feed you, little one.â Hobi frowned, concerned.
âGroceries are on tomorrow's to do list. I wasnât expecting to feed a small army today. I was just gonna grab some take out once you and the missus went home.â
âAnd you still can. Iâll see if JK can snag something from work.â
A key jingled in the lock as your sister shimmied her way in the door, arms filled with Christmas decorations with a string of gold tinsel draped across her throat like a feather boa.
âIâm back! Hobi, baby, I texted you. Can you bring the other bin up?â
He pressed a kiss to her forehead and darted out the door.
âHoly mackerel, itâs gonna look like Santaâs workshop exploded in here.â You took in the sheer amount of tinsel, lights and decor your sister had managed to manhandle up the stairs.
âOh stop you. Theyâre just extra decorations and props from the photography studio. I figured you can use what you like, and weâll just put them back when the seasonâs over.â She shrugged.
âIâll take free decorations that I donât have to store any day.â You asserted with a grin. Peeling the sticky back off a command strip, you climbed up on a chair to hang the dang thing as close to the ceiling as you could reach. Your sister came behind you to spot you. No sense letting you break your neck before the guest of honor even got here.
âMost of our mini sessions are over anyway. Nobody should be trying to book their Christmas card photos after December 14th, and if they do, they deserve the Charlie Brown Christmas tree they get.â
It always tickled you when your sister tried to be matter of fact. You knew good and well she was too accommodating not to at least try to bend.
âLay down the law, sis. Hey, hand me those string lights will you. Can you plug them in?â
The room burst into light in a cacophony of colors.
âWhew. Multi. Bold.â
âSorry, I didnât check if they were colorful or warm white first. Shoot.â
She looked so chagrined. It was so sweet. Here she was being so giving and thoughtful, and she really thought you were gonna have the nerve to be picky.
âShush, you. Theyâll look great. Itâs kind of⊠cozy. Very vintage Christmas. Nostalgia chic,â you smiled, and she smiled with you, relieved.
âHey, you donât need to be nervous about Joonie.â
âI donât?â You looked up at your sister through your lashes.
âHeâs really a sweetheart.â
âI mean, I can tell that from space.â You smiled.
âDonât be smart, you know what I mean, dummy.â
âWait, which one am I ? Smart or dumb?â You laughed.
âGoofy. But I mean it. Heâs such a good guy. His last relationship didnât go so well,â the color of your sisterâs voice changed then. âIt was a long time ago. It was. Iâm sure he hardly thinks about it anymore. Itâs just, I think weâre all rooting for him to find someone who realizes just how lovely he is.â
Hobi chose just then to come clunking through the front door.
âLook who I found!â
Sure enough, all six foot something of Namjoon was right behind him, bashfully twisting a Santa hat between his nervous hands despite still wearing his little green beanie from the tree farm on his head.
Thirty minutes, my ass, you grumbled internally. But out loud you said : âHey! You made it!â
He looked so big in your doorframe like that. Were his shoulders going to fit? Surely he was going to get stuck like Santa in a chimney flue.
âLooks like you guys got the tree up no problem.â He offered gently.
âMe and Hobi accessed our inner lumberjacks and got it done.â You flexed one bicep and Hoseok patted it like it was made of steel. You both giggled like the weirdos you were as Namjoon smiled softly, still hulking in your doorway like a vampire in need of an invite to cross the threshold.
âCome inside, you silly boy,â your sister tutted. âYouâve let half the winter in.â She tugged Namjoonâs sleeve as he ducked his head to come inside. God, you wanted to climb him like a tree.
He looked so nervous shucking his snow-caked boots off by your front door. It made you want to put him at ease.
âI can take your coat, and⊠whichever piece of headwear youâd prefer not to wear,â you eyed his double hat situation for the second time as he seemed to notice it for the first.
âOh shoot. Am I still?â He snatched at his scalp and realized it was shrouded in green yarn. Pulling the beanie off, he inadvertently gave you a glimpse of his face framed by his thick head of tousled ebony hat hair. You werenât sure if you wanted to climb up to fix it for him or pull him into your room and make it worse. âCan I use your bathroom?â He blurted.
âMmm hmm. Down the hall, to the right.â
He thanked you, banking around you and the corner to hide in the bathroom.
As the door clicked shut, you locked eyes with your sister across the room. Even you felt how desperate you looked. She had the gall to laugh at you.
Traitor.
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Maybe this was going to be alright after all.
Sure enough, each of Hoseokâs boys rolled in, each one prettier than the last. The apartment had never been so blessed.
Jungkook brought two massive trays of food from chick fil a with enough side sauces to last until the apocalypse. What a fascinating juxtaposition he was. Wide eyes, innocent pink lips puckered unsurely around a little silver hoop and the dimensions of a Mack truck. How someone with that much ink curling across his skin was allowed to serve the lordâs chicken, you did not know, but you did know that god himself must have had a hand in sculpting his perky little peach of an ass. Glory.
Jimin and his obscenely pretty face brought champagne. Taehyung and his intense eyebrows brought vintage Christmas vinyls and a record player that looked like an old leather suitcase that heâd carried up the stairs on his hip like a briefcase. As soon as heâd gotten settled heâd put on Bing Crosbyâs rendition of âwhite Christmasâ and waltzed with Jimin around your kitchen island.
Seokjin brought the good food. Yoongi brought the good liquor. Your sister and Hoseok brought the laughter and joy.
It was a perfect way to spend a December night.
Somewhere during the course of the night, seokjin - who was wearing a Christmas sweater with an embroidered cat on it that he referred to as The Second Coming of Min Yoongi- decided to make an old fashioned popcorn garland for your tree. As he and Yoongi squabbled over how to properly thread a needle, you realized it had been ages since youâd seen Namjoon.
When heâd emerged from the bathroom earlier, his soft skin had been glistening as if heâd splashed water on his face. His hair looked to have been slicked back with wet hands, while one stubborn piece jutted forward to softly frame his brows. Youâd gulped down your drink and avoided eye contact, knowing good and well your face was probably screaming âfor the love of god, please marry meâ every time you looked at him.
In your self-preservation, you feared it may have come across as plain avoidance. You needed to find him.
Heâd driven all this way.
The tree farm was so far and heâd been working in the cold all day. Yet somehow he was here in your tiny home, without a single complaint.
Earlier in the night, youâd nearly tipped off your chair ladder trying to put the star on your tree and heâd caught you, scooping you up bridal style like it was as natural for him as breathing air. It was an unnecessary gesture. You really hadnât been that far off the ground and the show of strength was absolutely welcome but embarrassing nonetheless. Youâd been cradled in his chest again and god, it had taken everything in you to fight the instinct to bury your face between his pecs.
âStop objectifying my sweet baby. Youâll taint him.â Hoseok had teased from across the room.
Youâd shot him a death glare as a glum Namjoon had placed you gently on the ground.
âSorry. Hope I didnât make that awkward. I just⊠you were falling andâŠâ
âItâs alright, Joon. Thank you.â Your smile was earnest. You watched the way his reaction played across his face like a movie. It made you want to kiss him. âBesides, I shouldâve put the tallest man on the job in the first place.â
His dimples had reappeared then, and youâd felt the oxygen in the room go thin.
Youâd been avoiding him ever since.
Pressing up off your IKEA futon and stepping around the push up - off a shirtless Jungkook was currently doing as Jimin sat cross legged on his back and Taehyung counted, you set off to find Namjoon.
In less than six hundred square feet, there werenât many places he could go. Everyone else was in the kitchen/living room. That really only left the open bathroom, the balcony- which your sister and Hoseok were currently cuddled up on, watching the snow fall- and your bedroom.
You werenât sure what youâd expected to find when you pushed open the door, but somehow Namjoon folded up on the floor studying the lower tier of your bookshelf actually made loads of sense. You hadnât been aware someone that large could fold themselves into something so small. His long fingers trailed over the spines of your favorite books and something in your lower belly swirled.
You could have spent the rest of the night just watching him read.
That, however, even in your own home, might be kinda creepy so you decided to announce your presence instead.
âHowdy stranger,â you crooned, leaning shoulder first into the door jamb.
Namjoon startled, clutching his chest like youâd just given him a heart attack. His long limbs flailed, knocking into the bookshelf like the baby moose he was, sending a small picture frame careening down onto his head. It knocked his Santa hat off kilter, leaving the beautiful man looking like a bamboozled disaster.
Your laughter filled the room as he collected himself, straightening his hat and placing your frame back on the shelf. You came to sit beside him, hugging your knee and leaning one shoulder into his.
âWhatcha doing? Whatcha reading, more importantly?â You shot him a pointed look paired with a smile you hoped was disarming.
âOh. Uh, nothing yet. I didnât mean to pry. I just⊠well there was so much going on in the living room. I just wanted to get some air so I stepped in here, but I ended up getting lost in your book collection.â
His fingers trailed their spines again, and you felt a shiver down yours.
âYou like to read?â
It was a pitiful question on your part really. Clearly he did. He was surrounded by your personal mini library, and it was the most comfortable youâd seen him be all day.
âOh itâs the best thing, really. You can learn so much about a person by looking at the things they like to read.â
âAnd what have you learned about me?â
You felt yourself hold your breath as he looked down, dimples daring to show themselves again now that the two of you were in a private place.
âWell, it seems like you appreciate the classics, for one.â
His finger traced the curve of letters embossed in gold on an ivory spine.
âI went through an intense thrift shopping phase over the last few years. I got kind of obsessive about collecting beautiful books,â you confessed.
âYou should come to my store sometime then. Youâd love the first editions section.â
There was a pride glittering in beautiful dark brown eyes, the first swell of something like confidence showing in them.
âYou work at a bookstore too?â You tilted your head to the side in question as his trademark sheepishness returned.
âUm, own. Co-own, really. Between me, Seokjin and Yoongi.â
âStop- seriously?â You felt yourself press into his space without meaning to. The sharp, earthy smells of cedar and pine still swirled on him, but underneath that was soft clean soap. You found yourself wanting to press your nose into his throat. You realized too late that your eyes had been doing it for you, and Namjoon had caught you doing it.
Cleaning his throat, something in him seemed to grow bold.
He didnât shy away anymore. He pressed up off the palms heâd been leaning back on and leaned into your space like you did into his. His thumb pulled your bottom lip out of your teeth, tracing along the edge of it softly.
âSeriously.âHe whispered, the timber of his voice deep as winter.
His deep set gaze grew heavy as the moment lingered. You caught sight of his tongue flicking out to wet his full lips as his thumb traced yours and suddenly you felt all your grace leave you all at once.
âYou should stay.â
It came out breathy, soft. You knew your face must have given away how molten you felt beneath his touch. He chuckled gently, eyes warm as he smirked. Only half a dimple this time, you noticed.
âStay?â He arched a brow your way.
âWhen the others leave⊠you should stay.â
It was crazy, but the lightheaded part of you that was under his spell couldnât think of anything else she wanted more.
Suddenly, he was soft again. Eyes no longer serpentine but wide. Kind.
âIs that⊠would you⊠like that?â
You smiled at him, sweet as strawberries, and then you were kissing him.
Just once. Slow, gentle, but deep.
There was a hint of cinnamon on his lips. Hobi had picked up some horchata at his favorite taqueria on the way back. He must have given some to Joon. You smiled against his mouth, licked into it once. Felt his chest vibrate with the groan it created.
When you pulled back, he was dazed, staring at you like you were made of stars. Eyeing you like he wanted to know what else you were made of. His lip bitten like he was too hungry to wait.
âStay.â You breathed again.
âIâll stay.â He whispered back.
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When the last person had left the apartment, youâd locked the door behind them.
Suddenly it was truly just you and him.
Youâd turned, back to your front door and looked at him, eyes sultry, smile sweet.
Namjoon was across the room, too busy drinking you in to remember how to move. But you hadnât forgotten, it seemed. You took your time crossing the small room. The vivid lights cast bursts of blue and red across your skin- it made your eyes look unearthly, tempting in a way Namjoon was incapable of fighting.
You stopped in front of him, palms pressed to his chest. He felt his eyelids grow heavy at the sensation, but he wouldnât let his eyes close. Not yet. He didnât want to miss a moment of you.
You slid your hands up his chest, alongside his throat, skimming his jaw and cupping his face. You stood between his legs and god, did he want to rock his hips against you. You were already leaning into him, your hips pressed into his pelvis. What were his corduroys gonna do? He knew you could feel him already swelling against you.
Your brushed soft thumbs across the angles of his face. He reciprocated by tenderly pushing your hair out of your face. Was your heart racing like his?
Slipping his hands down, he tugged the buckle of your belt forward into him with a thunk. He crept his thumbs beneath the sweater youâd tucked into your high black jeans, and let his fingers swirl against your stomach, smoothing over the dips at your waist. Your body was so soft. He felt himself grow warmer, swell against you harder. When your eyes clouded over and your bit your lip, he knew he was sunk.
âIâm gonna take this off now, okay ?â He whispered, tugging at your sweater as you nodded, glassy eyed and obedient, up at him. Jesus.
Why was he whispering? He didnât know. It just felt right, he thought. Felt right like being beside you all night had felt. Felt right like he knew being inside you was gonna feel.
When he slipped the sweater up over your head, your earring got caught. A little gold hoop snagged in the knit.
Breathe, he reminded himself, go slow. You donât have to rush.
He soon realized that was advice he was going to need to take to heart in more ways than one the second he untangled you and saw your glittering smile glowing brightly, saw the way your breasts were spilling smooth and fleshy over the confines of your lacy little balconette bra.
Jesus. Fuck.
Turns out heâd said both out loud and your glossy eyes grew hungrier the longer he looked at you.
âDo something, daddy.â You teased, voice low, gaze heady.
âChrist, y/n,â he drawled as his self-control blacked out.
Soon he was pushing your breasts together, burying his face between them. Sucking one into his warm mouth, scooping the other loose from the dark lace. He had one large hand firmly fitted just behind the buckle of your jeans as the other cupped your breast that wasnât in his mouth, thumb diligently flicking your nipple until it grew stiff like a meringue peak. He slipped that one in his mouth then, tongue picking up pace his thumb had set and tweaking the nipple on your other breast.
You panted beneath his touch, sinking and molding into him like warm clay in his hands. He wasnât sure when his hips had started to glide against you, but god, yours were moving too, supple and fluid like water. He needed to get you out of the rest of these clothes. He needed to find out if he could mark your breasts and neck black and purple with his mouth like he wanted to while he fucked you. You really did taste sweet, just like he thought you would. God, he wanted to take a bite out of you.
Pleasantries first though, he reminded himself.
Pushing his head back against the wall, he tried to catch his breath but your nimble fingers were working open the snaps on his corduroys instead.
âQuestion-â he asked breathless.
âAnswer,â you grinned, triumphant as you finally popped the latch on his pants.
âJesus, fuck. Cripes.â His eyes fluttered shut as you ran his zipper down and reached beneath his boxer briefs to grab him.
âWhich one of those was a question?â You smirked, licking your thumb before brushing it gently across the fleshy tip of him. His stomach dipped in, toned muscle crunching in on itself as your big man buckled under your touch.
âOkay, okay okay. Iâm gonna have to ask this quick before you make me spontaneously finish on your tits touching me like that. Whew.â His eyes were blown, head back. Unprepared for you licking more fingers and slipping back down to gingerly play with his balls. âOh my gooooooood. Okay. Okay. Okay. Marks?â
âLike hickies?â You asked curiously, your hand moving of its own accord to grip him firmly at the base and pull up.
âYeah, yeah hickies,â he panted, his pretty skin growing sweaty.
âI like that.â You smiled, wide and way too pretty for him to handle right now.âitâs winter. Go crazy, big boy.â
He nodded raggedly, his brow furrowed deep as he bit his lip. He almost looked angry, he had no way of knowing it made you incredibly aroused.
âTits. I like yourâŠtits. A lot. So much. Theyâre so pretty.â
You smiled into his throat as you kissed his neck and pumped him silly.
âJoonieee, youre so sweet.â You nipped at his collarbone, giggling at shiver that ran through him.
âWould it⊠could I⊠Jesus, woman, why are you so good at that? Screw this. Fuck it. Can I cum on you, your chest at the end of this?â His eyes were direct now, serpentine and lusty as he licked his lips, ran a thumb along the swell of your breast.
âYeah ?â You ran your tongue along his neck, sending another tremor through him.
âYeah. Youâd look so pretty with my cum on your chest. I mean, they look so pretty already, but Yeah, god yeah I want that.â he nodded.
âOkay. Promise. You can finish on my pretty titties, if you want.â You laughed.
âI want.â
âIâll even let you fuck them if you want.â
âChrist. You saidâŠwhat?â He was out of breath, lightheaded from the thought of himself being pressed between the two warm pillowy clouds on your chest.
âUh huh, if you donât finish inside me first, that is,â you breathed in his ear.
âOh my god. Not fair. Get on the bed, now.â He said it with an edge, a grit you didnât expect from your sweet nervous Christmas tree man. A bite that made you want to obey. Made you want to fuck his brains out. Made you want to be his baby girl so you followed along and played nice. He fumbled with your belt as you melted. You did what you were told and climbed back on up onto the bed, stripping the rest of the way for him along the way.
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As he followed, he pulled his thick wool sweater over his head, black hair falling in gorgeous eyes as he did. The full reveal of his torso left the space between your legs glossy and sticky in ways you hadnât known it could be. His Jeans and black boxer briefs went next and then he was climbing up and over you, golden and lanky and strong and hung.
Jesus , fuck, Indeed.
He smiled at you, sourdough dimples and serpentine eyes as he slowed down.
âIâm gonna kiss you, okay?â
You nodded, obedient, nervous, eager. You wanted him. God, how did you describe how badly you wanted Kim Namjoon? His lips were plump, sweet, inexhaustibly delicious. His tongue slipped deep into your mouth, his hand firm but sweet on your hip as it climbed up your torso.
Your tits were in his mouth again, tongue flicking wildly as he moaned around your fullness and your nipple. He tweaked the other, switching back and forth as he rutted his too big dick into the meat of your thigh.
âQuestion,â you gasped, breathless.
âAnswer, baby,â his hooded eyes were looking darkly up at you as his thumb slipped its way down to gloss smoothly over your silky clit. You cried out, and he smiled, mouth still filled with your voluptuous tit.
âDaddy?â You questioned, and the primal groan that rattled through his chest and through the sharp twitch of his dick against your leg answered any further queries you had to ask.
âYes, please, baby. â
He slid up to suck a dark splotch into your neck, his dick sliding up and catching on the slippery ridge of your clit as he did.
âI can call you that ? Can I call you daddy?â You gasped.
He simply nodded, dropping kisses along your collarbone and throat as he lined up to finally slip inside you. The fit was snug, the drag of him along your inner walls sublime as he rocked, working you more and more open to the massive size of him. You smiled, delirious, giddy, as he fucked you like you were divine.
You came three times that night, he came twice. Once inside you and once on your pretty tits. Then one more time down your throat in the morning.
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âThereâs not much, but I haveâŠ. Letâs see. Coffee, kombucha, seokjinâs leftover gingerbread men⊠oh and eggs. Can I make you eggs?â You fluttered your lashes up at him. âIâd really like to make you eggs.â
Namjoon looked so cute. Face puffy, lips full. Hair still damp from the shower he took. Youâd both been too nervous to shower together, so youâd taken turns and done it separately. You thanked god you actually owned two bath towels to make it possible. He was so adorable. It made you want to cook for the man.
âSure,â he nodded. Mercy, his voice was even deeper in the morning. Heâd barely used it so far today, aside from the sexy groans that had spilled out of him this morning when youâd woken him up with your cheek resting sweetly on his inner thigh and his cock in your warm mouth. (Youâd gotten consent the night before, of course.)
âUm, how do you take your coffee? And is scrambled okay? I make really good scrambled eggs.â
He smiled warmly, his gruff exterior softening with your exuberance. He nodded his assent and you got to work getting out the egg carton, your chopsticks, the milk and your lone skillet.
âOh, wait. Your coffee, how do you take your coffee?â
You turned in your robe, a harsh pivot, just to accidentally end up nose to Namjoonâs sweatshirt covered tits with an Ooof.
He kissed your hair, a deep chuckle from the depths of his throat booming through his chest. He was wearing one of your giant college sweatshirts ( that fit just on the roomy side of just right on him) and his black boxer briefs, his substantial thighs looking gorgeous as ever as he stood barefoot in your kitchen. What a turn of events.
He slipped his sturdy arms around your waist from behind, pushing up against the underside of your boobs and buried his blushing face in your hair.
âBlack. Just a little cream is good.â He murmured as you sank back against him.
You werenât used to how soothing another personâs presence could be.
âGotcha. Iâll grab the-â
He chuckled, pulling you tightly into him to stop your scurrying.
âShhh. I got it. Thank you.â He pressed a kiss deep into the skin on your neck. It melted you just a little bit further into the solidity of him.
âFor what?â
âLast night. This morning. Yesterday. All of it.â
His confidence dipped again. Cockiness replaced by a sincerity so disarming you felt your heart dip softly. Heâs so sweet, you thought as you gently caressed the forearm he had draped over your stomach.
âYes, wellâŠI âŠ.â it was then you realized you didnât know what to say. In lieu of words, you kissed his palm.
âYouâre already making us breakfast. Least I can do is grab my own coffee⊠you want some?â He nudged the tip of his nose against the top of your ear.
Being that close to his voice made you shiver. You nodded without realizing it. The sound of his voice made you want to be so obedient to him. Why were you so turned on by him being kind, damnit ?
His hands fitted themselves to your hips, pushing the fullness of your bottom back against his hips. You were about to tell him you take yours with sugar and more cream than coffee when your phone began to ring.
Startled, you bolted out of his arms to find⊠your sister trying to FaceTime you?
Kissing Namjoonâs cheek, you stepped away to answer. Queuing up the screen, you were thoroughly unprepared for brilliant, happy screams pealing through the phone. There was too much motion to make out an image at first, until finally. you caught a glimpse of sparkle. It was the ring Hoseok had shown you a picture of the day he decided to custom order it for your sister.
âHobi proposed!!!â Your sister squealed. No regard for the neighbors, this one.
âWhen?â
âLast night. When we got home. Y/n it was perfectâŠ. I could tell he seemed weird when we were on the balcony yesterday, oddly stiff. Like he was trying to tell me something, but it wasnât making any sense. I teased him and told him to try again later. I was just being dumb- I didnât know! but when we got home, I had gone upstairs to change out of my Christmas tree clothes and when I came back. He was on his knees in the kitchen.â
Your sister clasped a hand over her mouth as her eyes filled with happy tears. Smart boy, heâd listened to you and Namjoon.
âY/n, Iâm gonna be a wife. I'm gonna marry Hobi. Y/n, Iâm so happy I could cry,â she sniffled as tears spilled over the backs of her knuckles.
âBaby, you are crying,â you teased, your own eyes growing glassy too.
âHey, thatâs MY BABYâ you heard Hoseok yell from somewhere off camera.
âShe was mine first,â you stuck your tongue out petulantly.
âCongrats, man!â Namjoon cheered from his spot by your coffee pot.
âThanks bro!â Hoseok called back.
âWait.â Your sister startedâŠ.
Oh no.
âWas thatâŠâ Hoseok added.
No. No. No. no. No.
âOh my god. Y/n, was that Namjoon?! Did he spend the night?!? Oh my gosh are you two in love now?!?
Startled you let you out something between a yelp and a shriek, dropping your phone on the carpet.
âDid you hold onto those arms of his all night?â Your sister teased.
âWait-â Hoseok interrupted ,â do you have a thing for Namjoonâs arms babe?â
âEveryone does,â your sister quipped.â You do too Hobi.â
âThatâs not the point⊠eh! Weâre Balenciaga buddies!â Hoseok cheered, the snap of elastic ringing through the air.
Apparently your phone fell in such a way that the camera gave them a beautiful view of Namjoonâs sleek black briefs and the tree trunks they were stretched around.
âStop objectifying him!â You scolded Hoseok.
âI will when you do!â He taunted.
âOh my god I canât do this.â Pinching the bridge of your nose, you sighed as Namjoon scooped both you and your phone up from behind again
âThen I will.â He whispered in your ear. âCongratulations you guys!â
Hoseok and your sister gushed something sticky sweet about how obnoxiously in love you and Namjoon were and you couldnât help it, you smiled too. You told your sister how happy you were for her, promising to call her later with all the juicy details before finally hanging up the phone and burying your face in Namjoonâs hard tiddy. Which he flexed for you, god bless him, before also flexing his yummy, yummy arms around you until you burst into a fit of giggles.
âI like this,â he whispered softly, pressing a kiss to your temple.
âMe tooâŠ. Got any plans today?.â
âNope. Iâm off the rest of the weekend.â
âWanna go grocery shopping with me after I cook you eggs?â
âAre you just using me for my car?â He squinted slyly at you with a smile.
âNo. That hadnât occurred to me actually. I was actually planning on using your height and your body for my own personal benefit.â You answered thoughtfully.
âOh.â His eyes went a bit wide like he hadnât thought about that option. âWell. Then. Can I use you for yours?â He asked innocently.
âSure. Although, you should know, Iâm all talk. Iâm the biggest softieâŠ. Iâm pretty sure if youâd asked me to marry you when we were talking tree-sourcing ethics, I would have strongly considered saying yes.â
Crap. You hadnât planned on admitting all that. This was his fault. He was just so damn sincere. Those stupid eyes of his were so goddamn kind. You kept forgetting to put a guard up around him.
As you braced for him to be thoroughly traumatized by your admission, nothing of the sort came. He didnât say a word. Instead, he hugged you beneath the ribs and hoisted you in a circle, nuzzling his cheek tenderly into your cheek.
âOh thank GODâ he exhaled.
âIâm sorry- what?â
âIâve spent all morning trying to figure out how to tell you how much I like you without making you feel like you might become the subject of the next true crime podcast.â He ran a hand through his silky hair as you stood stunned where heâd set you down to process his words.
âYouâŠ.â
âYeahâŠâ
âThat bad?â
âHonestly Iâm not opposed to taking your last name if you asked me.â He shrugged.
You covered your face with both hands, shaking it ruefully despite the cosmically bright smile on your face. Soon you were both howling with laughter in each otherâs arms, smiling into Namjoonâs deep eyes.
âThis is crazy! Weâre crazy.â
âI know.â He nodded in agreement.
âI like you.â
âI really like you.â
âI donât know the first thing about you.â
âLetâs find out together, shall we?â
You felt your eyes fill with annoyingly happy tears. âYeah, okay. Iâd like that.â
âYou just moved here right?â
âYeah. Finally- should have done it ages ago. My turn-Why do you and Hoseok have matching designer underwear ?â
âWe all do actually. It was Jimin and Seokjins doing a couple Christmases ago.â
âBut just one pair each right?â
âYeah?â Namjoon nodded, brows hunched in confusion.
âOkay. So that means youâre telling me you and Hobi just happened to be on the same daily boxer rotation the day you both fucked a pair of sisters with the same DNA?â
âPlease donât word it that way.â Namjoon grimaced.
âI worded it how it is,â you shrugged.
âMy turn. Why do you really want me to go to the grocery with you, Hmm?â He wiggled his eyebrows.
âBesides the company? For the view when I make you stretch for everything Iâve ever needed on the top shelf, Babyyy.â
âOh my god. Are you serious?â He couldnât contain his laughter.
âAs a heart attack.â You winked.
âCâmon. Show me how you make these super fluffy eggs Iâve heard so much about. Iâm starving. The gorgeous girl who owns this apartment milked me dry three times in less than twelve hours. Iâm famished.â
Goddamn him and those cheeky little dimples.
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read this half way through before i slept last night then woke up and I COULDNT FIND IT đđ istg i hv issues constantly not being able to find things that i read late at night ! bUT ANW THANK GOD I REMEMBERED THE TITLE N I HAVE NOW FOUND IT~ myg is so slay here ! i want escapism!yoongi in my life pls đ«Ą but anw so lurv~ im seriously going through a yoongi phase and i CANNOT STOP !
Escapism-MYG
Synopsis: how naive were you to think you found the one when it was so obvious that he was making a fool of you. But you weren't gonna sit around and mope while he's having fun with your so called best friend. Good thing a certain someone was more than happy to help you out. And it made you wonder that if you had chosen him since the very beginning, would you have not gotten hurt?
Genre/ warnings: romance, angst, smut, raw sex, cheating, getting revenge on douche ex, misogyny,ex's enemy au, mob boss yoongi, making out, grinding, body worshipping, panty sniffing,oral(f receiving) vagina sniffing,love making.
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I found myself in a shit position
"we need to talk"
All the excitement that you had about finally having a date with your loving boyfriend after weeks, drained the moment those words left his lips.
Although you did sense that something was wrong the moment he showed up at your house rather than the designated meeting spot which was the restaurant in which you had your first date. Still, you didn't let yourself think about negative thoughts as you gave him a nod with a small smile.
He didn't return the smile.
You followed him to your living room all ready and dressed up for the date night. A little part of you still thinking that you both would be going to the restaurant as planned after the talk.
How naive.
"what's up?" you hoped the nervousnsess didn't showed in your voice as you sat on the other end of the couch now suddenly aware of the huge distance between you both "jihyeok?-" "it was a mistake" now along with nervousnsess you were also feeling very confused as you looked at him with raised eyebrows. "what was a mistake?" your gut feeling told you that you wouldn't like the answer.
And it was right.
"look" he sighed rubbing his face with his hands with a tight jaw as you silently looked at him with a sick feeling bubbling inside you "can you please tell me what did you do?-" "i-i slept with Ina" for a second your face went blank. Truly because your brain hadn't registered his words because they didn't make any sense. Him, your boyfriend having sex with your best friend ina-
No words came out of your mouth as you slowly processed the situation. Your face still blank and lips still parted as you looked down at your hands folded on your lap.
Everything he said next came out blurry because the only thing which was running inside your brain was him, your boyfriend of 2 years cheating on you with your best friend of 10 years. The one you met when you were 14 and the one who stayed by your side with every step of life.
"I was drunk-" excuse "it was an accident-" excuse "she threw herself on me-" more excuses "you were always busy and she was just there-" god you were so tired of hearing his voice "and it was your fault too, if you weren't so busy-" "can you shut your mouth? I don't really want to hear your voice" his eyes widened in surprise when your blank ones met his. The audacity is so amusing.
You stood up, dusting off the imaginary dust off your dress before looking at him. He was still frozen with his mouth agape. You scoffed rolling your eyes as you looked away from him. God you can't believe it. How did you waste two years of your life with this piece of shit?
A part of you wanted to hear him. Just to see if he feels a little bit of regret for his actions. But another part of you tells you there is no use. He has already blamed you like it was your fault he had to cheat so what's the use of hearing his useless words?
"get out" if he looked surprised before then you don't know what he's feeling right now as he looked at you with his mouth ajar "w-what-" guess he expected you to act differently. You sighed rubbing your forehead at the forming headache. How in the world can someone be so stupid? Now that you think about it, the signs were so clear.
"jihyeok" he looked at you with what you recognised as hope. Stupid, so stupid. "get out of my house" you watched the hope shatter into small pieces just like your heart did. Instead, his jaw tightened and his eyes started showing anger as he stood up as well "what? You're just gonna throw 2 years away over a single mistake?" he has to be joking. Shaking your head you crossed your arms over your chest, tilting your chin up "do you really want to do this right now?" it was a small warning. But you forgot he was stupid enough to not understand.
He scoffed shoving his hands in his pockets as he stared at you smugly "don't pretend like I'm the only one at fault y/n. You're as much guilty as I am. It was just an accident and if you weren't always so busy then it wouldn't have happened-" "your dick went inside her by accident? I didn't know something like that can happen by accident, ji. What? Did you slipped or something?" his face redenned as he stuttered to find another excuse but you didn't let him continue.
"so you slept with my friend behind my back by accident because I was busy trying to make money to support your dreams. You shouldn't skip the important part baby" you stared at him with disappointment while your nails dug in your arms. No you won't show him your weakness. You won't cry. You can't cry.
He opened and closed his mouth like a gaping fish as he balled his fists "w-well-" "and I should add that every time I made time so we could spend it together, you were the one who called off every date last minute. Why? Because you would spend your free time playing games rather than being with me" you smirked when you realised he wasn't meeting your eyes. That's what you thought.
"now get out. And don't contact me again. Glad she was satisfied by your small friend" oops. That surely hit a sore spot.
The man that I love sat me down last night and he told me that it's over
Dumb decision
He looked at you with anger as he walked passed you, intentionally bumping into your shoulder as he made his way to the front door. But of course he just has to say something to repair his bruised ego.
"don't get so happy y/n. Just because you make more money doesn't mean you're superior to me. Remember, you were just a stress reliever. I lost feelings for you a long time ago. At least she understood me and wouldn't bitch around when it came to keeping the house clean" he smirked as you grew silent. Looks like he mistook your silence for hurt. "you can't even do most of the house work, of course a man would leave you for something better"
"jihyeok" "what?" the smug smile told you he expected you to apologise and crawl back. Poor him. "you're in no place to teach me how to be a woman. If you're such a man, why were you eating off your girlfriend's salary since the last year?" it was your turn to smile as you saw his face fall "and please don't call yourself a man. You're insulting the whole spieces" you winked as you raised your hand "also, just because she sucked your cock doesn't mean she'll support you. Good luck finding a job and paying the rent by yourself. And I also expect you to return me all the money I spent on your rent since the last year" you watched his eyes filling with fear and his hands shook as he stared at your hand which was holding up the middle finger "now get out"
~âą~
The moment your door closed, your knees gave in. Your heart hurt. So much that you could physically feel it squeezing painfully as broken sobs spilled from your lips. You didn't let your tears fall when he was in front of you. No way in hell you would let him see you at your weakest. But now it was like a damn broke free as you struggled to breath. How can you be so stupid? You should have seen this coming a long time ago. All the lingering touches, the stolen glances, the time you found her in your apartment with him alone.
"we wanted to surprise you!" they both smiled brightly causing you to smile too.
But at that time you failed to notice that how did she knew that you were going home early that day. You smiled bitterly. They were just lucky that day.
You took a deep breath and wiped your face before standing up on shaky legs. You will not cry over him. No, you will never allow yourself to cry over the people who didn't deserve to be called humans. Ignoring your ringing phone you made your way to the kitchen and washed your face. The lighted screen told you who was calling
"inađ"
You scoffed as you cut the call and blocked her number. You had no interest in listening to her excuses. You had a feeling they both were together right now.
A part of you wanted to cut them off from your life forever but another part of you wanted to hurt them just like they hurt you. It was worse that you knew just the best way to do that. It was even worse that you knew who would help you take your petty revenge.
Before you could stop yourself, your were already picking up your phone and dailing his number. Your hands shook as your thumb hovered over his name and his words rushed back to your mind.
"whatever you need, I'll do my best to make it happen. It won't matter how long I need to wait. Just say the word and it's done. I hope you'll give me another chance, doll"
Taking a deep breath you pressed the phone to your ear. Surprisingly, he picked up almost immediately and a warmth spread inside you when his deep voice hit your ears.
"I was waiting for you,doll" you looked down at your feet as you felt fresh tears filling your eyes and you hoped the small sniffle would go unnoticed by him. But of course it didn't. He noticed everything when it came to you. "you're crying?" you pictured him clenching his jaw as his voice took a dangerous tilt. One that used to scare you. You ignored his question as you took a shaky breath and whispered "does your offer still stand?" he was silent for a moment before breathing out "yes" you nodded even though he can't see it and sat on the chair of your dinning table "then will you let me use you?" you held your breath as you anticipated his answer and felt your body relaxing when he rasped "use me angel. Tell me what do I need to do"
"pretend you're in love with me" you whispered hearing a long exhale on the other side "don't need to pretend for that,doll" your heart started pounding as you looked down, again ignoring the flutter of your heart "pretend you're willing to die for me" "can't" your eyes widened ''why?" ''because I would die for you angel"
As your words died down in your throat, you wondered what would have happened if you had made different choices in the past.
"why can't you trust me?!" he panted as he gripped your shoulders. You looked up at him with pained eyes as you hoped he wouldn't notice your tears under the heavy rain. But of course he did. Breathing heavily he leaned his forehead against yours "what changed y/n?" a sob left your lips as you shaked your head, weakly pushing him "I'm still the same guy you fell for. And you're still the same girl I fell for" he whispered hoarsly as you gripped his suit jacket, pulling him closer until your lips were barely touching. You pressed your lips on his for a brief moment before another sob broke free from your throat as you whispered "I'm scared of you yoongi" that was the end of it. You saw him shatter in pieces and crumble in pain as you uttered those words.
If 3 years ago you had trusted him, forced yourself to trust him, then maybe your life would have been a lot different.
"what else doll" "don't kill him" "depends" his dry voice forced a small giggle out of you as you wiped your eyes but the smile soon died down when he asked "what did he do baby girl?" you almost didn't want to tell him because you knew he wouldn't be able to control his anger if he knew. But you have to tell him. "he cheated" the moment your small whisper reached his ears was the moment he saw red. His voice may seem calm but in his head, he was already thinking about the many ways he could torture the piece of shit. But of course you always knew how to calm him down "yoongi promise me you won't do anything" you heard him taking a deep breath before he grunted "what do you want me to do?" "can you find out where he is right now?" "that's easy. 'course I can"
Of course he can. Sometimes you forget who he is.
~âą~
Now I don't wanna feel how my heart is ripping
Fact I don't wanna feel so I stick to sipping
And im out of the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress,And this shit is sittin
You met him outside the club as you both planned. Well he planned. He had sent a car for you because of course he wouldn't let you come alone when it as dark outside. He never took any risks when it came to you. And maybe you knew why. Maybe it was because you were the easiest way to threaten him.
You felt your breath catching in your throat when you saw him. Looking as handsome as he was 3 years ago. But maybe more mature. His hair longer and ridges rougher. You last saw him when he was 24 and you were 21. Now you're 24 and he is 27. "yoongi" you breathed as you stood in front of him. His eyes were soft as he took you in and your breath stuttered when you felt his hand gently holding your smaller one "hey doll" he mumbled softly as he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss on your forehead. Just like he used to.
You heart hurt when you think about the time you spent away from him. Even if you were in a relationship with jihyeok, a small part of you still belonged to him just like how he always belonged to you.
He didn't said anything more but his eyes did. They held so many different emotions as he kept staring at you intensely. "let's go"
You nodded and held his arm softly as you both started walking inside the famous club. He found out that your ex and ex best friend were both in here together. It may seem petty to make your ex jealous and regret his actions. But after spending almost your whole life trying to be considerate of others, you wanted to be petty. And yoongi had no problem with that. He still thinks you're being considerate to that shit head by not letting him make that fucker regret in his ways but he'll support you no matter what you do.
All eyes were on you both the moment you stepped inside the club. You can't blame them. You knew you both looked great. In the two years you saw yoongi twice. Both were the once when he couldn't help it. When he missed you too much. And both of those times you saw him in his three piece suit. Right now he looked lethally gorgeous in a leather jacket, ripped Jeans and chunky boots while you wore a sleeveless black dress which came to your mid thighs. Hair loose and heels high. Even through his jacket, you could feel the bulge of his gun pressing against your hips. But it didn't make you nervous.
It didn't take long to catch them, making out at the bar without a care in the world. Like they haven't betrayed the one person who loved them both genuinely. You could feel tears filling your eyes at the sight but yoongi cupped your face and made you look at him "don't forget what you're here for doll" you nodded as he wiped the single tear that managed to escape before leaning down to whisper "just say the word and I'll make them regret their whole lives" you slapped his chest as he smirked "shut up we aren't here to kill anyone" "whatever you want, doll" he drawled letting you pull him towards the dance floor.
You smiled up at him as his hands found their place on your hips which you swayed to the music. The multiple lights shown on his face as he pulled you closer until your hands were on his chest. And you knew that you had their attention when you felt a burning gaze on your back. Yoongi leaned down until his lips grazed your ear for which he was gifted with pleasant shiver "they're looking at us doll" he mumbled burying his face in your sweet smelling neck while your arms wrapped around his neck as you both moved with the music.
A surprised gasp left your lips when you felt his lips pressing a wet kiss on the sensitive skin of your neck "y-yoongi'' your eyes fell shut as you felt him pressing soft kisses on the same spot before sucking it softly. He hummed gravelly as he pressed a hand on your lower back and pulled you flushed against him causing your soft breasts to press against his firm chest. It didn't help that you weren't wearing a bra. "need to make him realise what he lost" he murmured as he bite the same spot gently causing a small moan to slip from your lips. "mm..yoongi" you sighed, your hands gripping his shoulders as you felt something hard pressing against your lower stomach.
Small twing of pleasure erupted your whole body, settling a fire on it's wake as you felt yourself getting wetter by the second until your panties were sticking to your womanhood and soft pants were leaving your lips. "fuck you smell so good" he groaned as your fingers tugged his hair,your back arching and your head leaned to the side, giving him more access to your neck.By now you had completely forgotten about your ex boyfriend and best friend glaring daggers at you as you both swayed to the music, bodies feeling hot like fire as heavy breathing and pants mingled together.
"shit" he breathed heavily as his hand gripped your neck and he pulled you closer until your lips were inches away from his "tell me doll" he rasped, gripping your thigh and pulling your right leg up until it was wrapped around his waist. You gasped, holding his wrist as you felt his hardness pressing straight against your cunt "who are you thinking about?" he mumbled, grinding against you causing soft moans to spill from your lips "are you thinking about him right now?" his voice held a tilt of possessiveness and darkness as his hold around your throat tightened a bit. You whimpered shaking your head as he pressed against you harder "n-not him" he nodded leaning his forehead against yours "then who?" "y-you" the moment those words left your lips, his lips crashed against yours.
And it wasn't a sweet or gentle kiss. It was rough and hard, filled with possessiveness and yearning as your teeth clashed together and tongues danced for dominance. But of course he won. He kissed you hard. Hard enough for your lips to feel numb and your pussy to gush as soft moans of his name left your lips like a chant while low growls and groans left his lips like he couldn't get enough of you.
"missed you so fucking much" he panted as he pulled back slightly, both of your lips red and bruised and hot breath mingling together. You opened your eyes to see him already looking at you and if your heart was pounding before, then right now it threatened to spill out of your chest as you whispered "yoongi" he hummed as he looked over your head and you saw his eyes narrowed "w-what's wrong?" you asked turning to look behind you but yoongi held the back of your head and pulled you to his chest with a grunt causing you to look at him confused "nothing's wrong angel. Tell me what were you gonna say?" he murmured pressing a kiss on your forehead and because your face was buried in his chest, you didn't notice him still looking at something at a distance. "umm" you whispered gripping his jacket "take me to your home?" you dared to peek up as he went silent and the look in his eyes caused you to whimper softly.
He chuckled darkly as his hand squeezed your hip before he murmured lowly "you're playing a very dangerous game kitten. Don't think you'll get to leave once we step in my house" you gulped down the nerves as you bite your bottom lip softly before pressing a soft kiss on his lips "I don't wanna leave" you saw his eyes darken which made you excited and nervous.
It was like nothing else mattered when you were standing in the middle of a crowded bar and gazing in his eyes as he trapped you in. The way he looked at you, the way he touched you, the way he held you, it made you wonder just why did you waste 2 years of your life with that trash bag. The guy that you loved with all your heart, gave him your everything, and what did you get in return? Getting cheated on and also getting the blame. And the girl who was supposed to be your one true friend, the one who was with you for so many points of life. You were mad at yourself for spending 3 years apart from him.
You were snapped out of your thoughts when someone suddenly pushed past you, causing you to stumble further in his embrace as he wrapped a protective arm around you and glared at the drunken woman. "you okay?" he cupped your face with one hand and you nodded placing your hand on his "can we go?" your voice was small as you said those words and he didn't said anything but nodded and wrapped an arm around your shoulder before pushing past the ocean of bodies.
You noticed he was glancing behind by his shoulder every now and then and his grip around you suddenly tightened just as you both stepped out of the club "yoongi" you squeezed his hand which was on your shoulder and he only hummed as he glanced by his shoulder again "is everything okay?" you looked at him worriedly and his eyes softened. You both stopped in front of his car and he cupped your face softly "everything is fine, angel. Don't worry about anything and sit inside. I need to make a call and make sure you lock the car yeah?" he mumbled giving you the key. Although you had a feeling that something was wrong, you trusted him enough to not question him. So nodding you took the key and sat in the car, nodding when he signalled you to lock the doors.
You sighed, watching him as he took his phone out and made a call. A few seconds later you saw two men arriving and although you couldn't hear their conversation, you knew it was something serious because yoongi looked a little angry as he talked with the two men. They said something before walking away and yoongi rounded the car while you unlocked the door. His cologne filled your senses as he opened the door and sat in with a sigh. "who were they?" you asked softly as he took off his jacket and laid it on your lap which you Silently thanked him for because you were freezing. "they work for me" he answered simply as he started the car and you nodded before looking down at your hands folded on your lap.
Your attention was caught by him when he suddenly placed a hand on your thigh and after a moment of hesitation, you kept your hand on his. The ride was silent until you reached his house. You realised he had moved places. As he parked the car in the underground parking lot, he rasped "last chance doll" you looked at him nervously as he took a slow exhale before turning to look at you "I won't let you leave once to step inside my place y/n. I can't let you leave again. I don't think I can handle it again" his jaw was tight as he said those words and you realised just how badly you hurt him. Taking a shaky breath you unbuckled your seat belt and leaned forward, letting his jacket fall as you pressed your lips on his "make me stay yoongi. Please don't let me leave" you whispered against his lips and the familiar darkness returned in his eyes. The one that made your legs weak and pussy gush.
The elevator ride to his pent house was silent but you were in his arms the whole time. It was like he couldn't keep his hands off of you. But the moment you entered the penthouse, his lips were on yours and his hands were on your body. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he kissed you hard. His hands groping whatever skin they could reach as low moans and whimpers filled the air. Breathing heavily, he gripped your thighs and picked you up effortlessly causing you to grip his shoulders with Soft moans as your lips danced against each other. You didn't notice him walking towards his bedroom because you were so lost in his lips. Only when he laid you on his bed and his scent filled your senses did you realised that you were in his personal space. But you didn't have time you look around in his room because he was above you on his knees no yanking of his t shirt.
You felt your cheeks warming up as his milky white skin came in your view. But along with his abs your eyes caught something else too. There were multiple scars on his abdomen. It seemed like he noticed the sadness in your eyes because he tilted your chin up and pulled you in a deep kiss. One which took your breath away. It was deep and sensual. Passionate and full of longing. "I'm fine doll. A little knife can't kill me" you stifled a small giggle as he winked at you before your eyes widened when he suddenly pulled you up on his lap.
You took his hand as he kissed you again and guided it towards the thin strips of your dress and he let out a low growl as he slowly pulled the strips down until the dress was hanging around your waist. Slowly, he pulled back and his eyes wandered down "fuck"he whispered as he took you in "so fucking beautiful" you looked at him shyly as he laid you down again and tapped your hips. You raised them and he took off the dress completely,leaving you in a pair of thin black panties which were soaking wet.
"so perfect" he whispered as he came down until he was kissing around your breasts "a fucking goddess" he took your nipple in his mouth, sucking it softly which had you arching your back while your fingers tangled in his hair and small gasps left your lips "letting me worship you" his hand massaged your breast, making sure to give them the same attention "can die a happy man now" he chuckled darkly as you moaned his name softly. Trailing his kisses downwards he pressed multiple kisses around your waist before pressing a small kiss on your panty covered womanhood.
He looked at you as he hooked his finger around the thin material and once you nodded, he pulled the panties down your legs while biting his lip. You gasped when he raised the ruined material to his nose and took a long sniff before letting out a long groan causing you to cover your face in embarrassment "don't fucking hide from me" he grunted gripping your hips and pulling you down until his face was buried in between your legs, causing you to squeal In surprise.
But before he touched your weeping cunt, he looked at you with what you found as jealousy and possessiveness "has that shit head ever eaten you out?" he murmured lowly as he kissed your inner thighs, leaving small marks behind "n-no" you gasped shakily, your fingers flying towards his hair "no? " his eyebrows furrowed and you nervously whispered "h-he said it was gross-" another dark chuckle cut you off and you looked down to see his face leaned against your thigh as he looked at you cockily "can't believe I let you date a fucking kid but" he smirked "that means I'm the first man who tastes you" it was the only thing you heard before he dived in like a man dying from starvation and you were his last meal.
A loud moan left your lips as he wrapped his around your clit, sucking and teasing it until it was swollen and red. His hands gripped your ass and pulled you in so close that you were scared that he might suffocate but it seemed like he had no problem as he lapped your pussy like a lollipop. Your back arched and your head pressed against the pillows as his tongue entered your pussy. You could only moan his name helplessly as he took turns in fucking you with tongue and sucking your clitoris. He was quite literally making out with your clit as he inhaled your intimate scent with a deep groan which caused you to feel the vibrations against your womanhood. Your legs locked around his head which yet again made you worried that you might suffocate him but as you went to move away from him, he gripped your thighs with a growl and pulled you in "don't fucking do that again" He pleasured you like it was his only way to salvation. Like he was dying and you were his last meal. It all became so much that you exploded a second later with a loud and long moan of his name. If you weren't so high on pleasure you would have been embarrassed at how loud you sounded because you never thought you could make such a sound.
He mumbled praises of how good you were doing as he made sure to lick every single drop you gave him. He pulled back with a proud smirk, watching as you came down from your High and climbed up towards you, his cock brushing against your sensitive folds. You opened your eyes to find him already looking at you and a shy smile made it's way to your lips "how was that? " he grinned causing you to whine "great" "I'm sure it was" he chuckled kissing your forehead "but I'm not done with you sweet girl" your eyes widened as he hovered over you and. You didn't even noticed when he took of his pants but you felt your eyes widening and core gushing as you saw the size of his cock. It was long and thick, standing tall and proud with his mushroom tip an angry red and pre cum already forming. Soft moan left your lips when his cock grinded against your womanhood "tell me to stop yeah? " he whispered and you nodded holding his shoulders with a deep breath.
Soon a gasp left your lips when you felt the tip of his cock entering you and he stopped immediately "You good? " he brushed your hair away from your face and you nodded whispering "be gentle please" he kissed your nose "I will angel" slowly, you felt him entering you which caused you to whimper in slight pain. He peppered your face with soft kisses to distract as he tried his best to not slam inside you.
Once he was buried inside you, he stilled to give you some time to adjust "take deep breaths for me doll" he mumbled and you nodded taking shaky breaths. A soft sigh left your lips when you felt the pain disappearing and nodded. He pressed his lips on yours as he bottomed out before pushing back in causing both of to moan simultaneously "o-oh yoongi" your back arched as he moved with long and deep thrusts, hitting every part of your womanhood and soon, his cock brushed against that sweet spot causing you to moan loudly "right here? " he gritted thrusting back in at the same angle again and again causing your eyes to roll at the back of your head.
You gripped his hand with a soft whimper and he held it immediately beside your head. You cupped his face as he leaned his head against yours and you whispered "I missed you so much" his jaw clenched and his thrusts got harder and more powerful as he buried his face in your neck "you have no fucking idea how many times I almost knocked on your door. Almost called you dammit" you whimpered as you felt your high approaching rapidly once again and tears ran down your face as you sobbed "I'm so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you" his eyes hardened at the sight of you crying and he crushed his lips on yours "it doesn't matter anymore. You're here with me. I don't need anything else" he never blamed you for leaving him. You both loved each 3 years ago but you had no idea who he was. To you he was the son of a wealthy business man. But the day you were going to confess, you saw him at His worst. You saw him killing someone. When you told him you were scared of him, he wanted to kill himself. He was mad at himself for falling for you. For allowing such feelings. But when you left him, he was willing to wait however long you wanted him too.
"fuck y/n" he breathed heavily as you pulled him in a soft kiss and you felt your high wash over you as he kissed you deeply, his own High washing over him. He rided you both out of your highs before falling on top of you and you wrapped your arms around him tightly as he buried his face in your sweaty chest.
After a few seconds of heavy breathing, you whispered "yoongi" he hummed snuggling deeper "you remember when I called you, you said you were waiting for me.. What did that mean?" you felt him smile against your skin as his hold around you tightened "it means that I've been waiting for you since 3 years, doll. Because I knew that one day, we'd meet again. So the wait was worth it" "and what if I hadn't called? " he hummed "then I would have waited and waited until you did" "why? " "because I'm so in love with you that waiting for you seemed easier than trying to forget you"
~âą~
As you laid naked under the covers, yoongi stood by the bed with a towel wrapped around his waist as he listened to his right hand man talk "the guys belonged to Lee. They somehow came to know that you would be at the club. I've taken care of them but boss.. " yoongi hummed as he pulled the covers over your body properly "the same guys had been following y/n since a few weeks. They somehow caught our men following her and Lee found out that you've been secretly keeping an eye on her. They wanted to use her to-" "threaten me" yoongi chucked darkly as his movements stilled "fucking shit head" he snarled as he walked out of the room as to not wake you up "you know what you need to do namjoon. Bring him to me alive"
~âą~
"what are you doing? " you flinched and turned around sheepishly as yoongi raised an eyebrow. He was shirtless in only some grey sweatpants as he folded his arms over his chest, looking at the mess all around the kitchen "w-well" you laughed nervously "i-i wanted to make you breakfast but I didn't realise I messed up your kitchen" yoongi nodded as he looked at the dinning table filled with breakfast and coffee "I'm so sorry I'll clean it up-" "you don't need to" you blinked as he pulled you to the table and made you sit on his lap "I pay people to clean my house. Surely they can do it. Now let me taste my girl's cooking" you looked at him surprised while he calmly ate his pancakes "you don't mind the mess i made? " "why would I? " he shrugged "the food is great" he kissed your head and fed you too.
"you can cook whenever you want. I love your cooking. Just be careful to not hurt yourself. You cook, I'll clean" you giggled kissing his nose "I think I kinda like you" he grinned tickling your waist "well thank god because I think I like you too"
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five in the morning feeling absolutely devastated,,, my brain is too tired and my heart is in so much pain from this,,, how do i recover
dalo (3tan) (m) | myg
title: dalo (the week, pt. 2) pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) series: masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends rating/genre: m (18+) ; angst , smut ; brotherâs best friend au, implied age gap au summary: as the week you get with yoongi comes to a close, thereâs still a game you get to attend. and a club you reluctantly agree to go to. warnings: pov switch (just one), cursing, tension, angst, feelings, uncomfortable club touching (arm), overthinking, breast play, one spank, did i say angst?, penetration, protected sex, choking, cowgirl, hitting it from the back, crying, multiple orgasms, is it a warning to say i cried a lot while writing this ?, crowds, alcohol consumption, basketball yoongi a ha ha, the ending, this yoongi in a club is a warning in itself, whomever asked for angst i think you get it here, jimin is a menace wbk note: thank you to @sugakookittyâ once again for being an angel beta and dealing with my many drafts :â)) and to everyone thatâs here, whether youâre new or have been here for months, thank you. iâve never been this invested in a series and itâs largely bc of all of you. all the reviews, comments, messages; the theories, the memes, the ask games. this journey is one iâll cherish forever and one that i hope people will find even long after i decide that iâm finally done. note 2: saving the rest of my thoughts for the end. see you on the other side<33 mood: dalo mixtape, aquel nap zzzz - rauw alejandro, for tonight - giveon word count: 15k release date: may 17th, 2022, 10:47pm est
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okay wtf,,, me N WHO ?!!
this is how you fall in love | jjk
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â pairing: jungkook x f!reader
â genre: rockstar au, established relationship, fluff, smut, light angst
â summary: After years of drinking and clubbing most days of the week and leaving every gig with a different girl on his arm, Jungkook feels what itâs like to want someone with his entire being.
â playlist: listen here <3
â warnings: not-so-linear storytelling, my attempt at writing soft giggly sex đ€, slight sub!jungkook, big dicc!jungkook, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it folks), riding, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, creampie, brief cockwarming, hint of exhibitionism kink if you quint đ, mentions of insecurities and anxiety. i think thatâs it! lmk if i missed anything
â word count: approximately 9.3k (i thought it was gonna be 11-12k at one point lol)
â note: here she is, my first proper oneshot !!! the title is from jeremy zucker and chelsea cutlerâs song âthis is how you fall in loveâ lol how creative, but you should listen to it while reading this bc i feel like it sorta adds to the experience. also my first time writing smut lmao bear w me đ« anyhoo this jk in particular is so special to me i enjoyed writing this so much !! btw itâs not as edited as i would like but oh well lol
â as always, iâd appreciate any thoughts or comments you may have, and please drop a like and/or reblog if you enjoy reading âĄ
Jungkook commands the attention of every room he walks into; and just like right now, heâs basking in all the attention, all the screams of his name from dozens of girls and boys alike in this packed bar. You knew he was a charmer since you first met him, and you had known from the start that no matter how hard you try to resist, you would succumb to him eventually.
Sometimes, you feel as though he doesnât belong to youâhe canât possibly, right? Not when people are shouting along to every word falling from his lips and you are⊠well, youâre just you. Heâs destined for the world, for bigger things than just your two-bedroom apartment. Loving him is a privilege, and the thing about privileges is they can be taken away.
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dang rmb when i said full thoughts coming soon,,, smh,,, life has happened. had a lot of shifts from work ?! and injured myself so i rly wasnt up for much but WE MOVE ON đ€©đ
ANW FULL THOUGHTS R HERE đ€ (also yes there are some spoilers i guess?? idk and also im on my phone i cant add in that read more button ahevwkaj)
first of all let's talk about y/n đ
girlie is ms relatable or wtv. i feel like i be truly seeing a version of me that i can relate to almost 100% (in terms of the way she is,,, not about how she is a woman đ© in STEM!! which is major slay 𫶠of her but i for one am NOT â a women in STEM). the way she prioritises her family and somewhat struggles with saying out those touchy touchy feelys kinda vibe đ although girlie has no problem showing her dislike for mr jk at the beginning đ€Ą but i truly enjoyed being able to relate so much to y/n in this story. usually in fics im able to relate to parts of the y/n character but this was just truly chef's kiss đ§âđłđ
okay let's talk about jk đ€ boi just wants to be loved by all ! portrayal of jk as someone who somewhat seeks being liked by all is something that i can kinda see ?! and it's kinda amusing to see how much he desires a friendship n to just be liked by y/n đ„ș (not that we shld be seeking validation frm everyone arnd us but it's kinda funny here!!) the way he connects with all the characters truly shows what kind of a person he is! and the way he is so quick to connect w baby boy đ„° something so fatherly about it and yet so childlike !! u can really see how the relationships that he has w those around him really reflects who he is in this story!! which i did enjoy seeing hehe
i wld like to think that the other characters had enough of a part in the story !! everyone had their time to shine âš n twas cute to imagine them all working in the hospital (giving me mad hospital playlist vibes đ„đ”) the casual grey's anatomy reference was made me teehee đ€ cant remember the last time i even caught up with that show
OVERALL ! so wholesome to see love bloom đ i think the moment they lowkey started to really catch feelings things were mOVING ALONG SO FAST đš it was lowkey highkey kinda intense đźâđš i must say though i am truly a BIG FAN of cheesy lines that are kinda cringe đŹ but also makes all the butterflies in your tummy đŠ kinda thing (when jk typed anyth for u, my heart â€ïžđ«¶expanded to the size of the universe i kid u not) it was super refreshing to see this fic and idk if it's just me but when i read fics with DOCTORS in it i alw presume the doctors to be in their late 20s or early 30s just because med school is long n wtv,,, n bcs of that i think it affects my thought process when im reading ! i dont think it's as crazy as before but i know that many of us continue to have all this pressure to have life kind of figured out by a certain age but here we see them still trying to navigate life and love despite work and all the other responsibilities that they have which is major #RelatableMoment and i know that this isnt the main point of it but it was just something small that i took away from it keke! i know i m eXTREMELY off point right now but also it is 3.23 in the morning so goodnight all đ€ btw i lov u kimi for this <3
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left on read // jjk
itâs a good day to save lives and a beautiful day to ruin his.
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as surgeons, who has time for friends or love? at all costs, jungkook is determined to prove otherwise.
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pairing: jungkook + oc
au/genre: enemies to friends to lovers?? hospital au, crack, grumpy/overachiever oc, social butterfly/annoying jungkook!!!
warnings: an unhealthy amount of needing the validation of others, competitive dynamics, and explicit language
parts: 30 / 30 (02/14/22)
note: tbh this fic was planned before casual (ToT)â itâs ok. weâre here now kekeke. pls enj this series! + welcome back to my sad attempt of consistent updates !!!Â
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#kooksrae recommends!#kooksrae is thinking!#jeon jungkook fic#bts social media au#fake texts#hospital au
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